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Dani: If I were a drink, I'd be a Cherry Vanilla Coke. What would you be? Fleur: Bleach
Fleur Dior by @vxntxque
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not my mama telling me that the perfume i want for christmas was my nana's all-time favourite perfume!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#I MISS HER !!! I MISS HER SO FUCKING MUCH OH DEAR GOD!!#the pefume is quelques fleurs.#she also liked poison by dior. awesome nana.
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Business Casual Outfit Inspired by Mick St. John
Inspired by his outfit in 1x08 "12:04AM". He also wears the same shirt or a similar shirt and the same belt for a short time in 1x09 "Fleur de Lys". The shirt is Madewell, the jeans are Miss Me, the purse is Dior, the belt and lip gloss are Chanel, and the jacket is Prada. The jewelry is vintage white gold.
12:04AM
Fleur de Lys
#alex o'loughlin#cbs moonlight#moonlight cbs#moonlight tv#moonlight#moonlight: tv show#moonlight: fleur de lys#moonlight: 12:04am#moonlight 1x08#moonlight 1x09#1x08 12:04am#1x09 fleur de lys#prada#dior#fashion#business casual#chanel#madewell#pinterest#vampires#vampire#vampire pi#mick st john#mick st. john#combyne
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Outfit of the Day by Paola Moretti
Outfit by Paola Moretti #outfit #ootd #wwt #fashionstyle #katemiddleton #royalfamily #bluestyle #danieladallavalle #fleurdumail #ferragamo #anniep #topshop #balenciaga #jilsander #christiandior #revolutionmakeup #iho #paolamoretti #perfettamentechic
Gonna: Daniela Dallavalle Camicia: Fleur du mail Scarpe: Salvatore Ferragamo Cappotto: Annie P. Borsa: Topshop Orecchini: Balenciaga Anello: Jil Sander Lipstick: Christian Dior Palette: I Heart Revolution Fashion Blogger: Paola Moretti Instagram: paolamorettiiho
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#Annie P.#Balenciaga#blue outfit#Blue style#Catherine Middleton#Christian Dior#Daniela Dallavalle#Dior#Ferragamo#Fleur du mail#I Heart Revolution#Iho#Jil Sander#Kate Middleton#ootd#Outfit#Outfit of the Day#Outfit of the Day by Paola Moretti#Paola Moretti#paolamorettiiho#Perfettamente Chic#Princess Kate#Princess Kate Middleton#Revolution#Revolution Make Up#Royal family#Salvatore Ferragamo#TopShop#wwt
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Can you write about her and the grid couple and her family dynamics like in details with each couple and family member?
Hi love! Sorry it took me so long. I hope this is what you were searching for! @zahwoka My request are always open. Feedback is welcome. -XoXo
Baby!Sainz Relationships
Carlos Sainz Sr. and Reyes Vázquez de Castro -I think there's not much to say here -the two of them were more than joyed to have another baby -she definitely has her Papá wrapped around her finger -so that means that her Mamá has to be the bad cop -they are quite protective of her -i mean, no parent wants to let their youngest daughter fly to Colombia alone and stay there for nearly one year (for Narcos) -they were always very supportive of her career -all in all they are the best parents she could ask for
Ana and Blanca Sainz -YAY -another sister -when i tell you, those two acted like she was a doll -Amira always goes to them when she has boy problems -they are definitely the type of sisters to color each others nails,do their Make-Up together,… -when they were kids, they always forced Carlos to play Barbie with them -ALWAYS -they always criticize each other -but if someone else dares to: you're never seen again -when they are older, they will live pretty close -they also never know who has whose clothes -they also encourage Amira to embrace her beauty and attention she receives -which only gives Carlos more gray hair (Senior and Junior) -they are Amiras safe space -all in all they are like the Spanish Power-Puff-Girls
Carlos Sainz -Carlitos -poor little Carlitos -during his younger years he is so busy chasing away the boys -now it's the same thing, just that the boys became men -is a really protective brother -he was NOT happy when Amira went to Colombia -will buy her anything -"do you like the new Dior dress, hermanita? Let me get it for" -visits her quite often unexpected -he aged at least 20 years when his sister decided to wear crop tops -hates to leave her alone -it feels like he is dying -was very happy when she decided to attend his races -but he forgot about the drivers (and their girlfriends) -look it's not his fault that non of them are good enough for his darling sister -Carlos is her protector and always will be -a big spider in the room? Bring me a tissue hermanita -a scary thunderstorm? He will hug her the whole time -he will always be there for her
Baby!Sainz isn't in a relationship with any of them, even though it may seem like that (But we all now she isn't the brightest out there)
Max Verstappen and Kelly Piquet -for some reason they give me older couple x younger babygirl vibes -I mean there are not THAT old, but they kind of act like it -Max and Kelly are more mature than others (I mean, they do have Penelope) -so they would kind of treat her like an innocent babygirl -and they love it -"Don't worry Schatje, me and Kelly will do everything. You just sit here and look pretty" -Max is protective of her, but me thinks Kelly is a bit more -she doesn't like when guys are near her -she would sometimes pick clothes for her to wear -protective waist holding -they surely took her and P to a lot of ski trips -and Penelope? she adores Amira -I think if they would ever manage to get together with her, she would get babied a lot (but not in a weird way)
Charles Leclerc and Alexandra Saint Mleux -Cottage Core Vibes -they are the definition of privat but not secret -i think they tease the internet the whole time with quite strange pictures -for example: Charles post a picture of Leo with clearly two women there -or Alex posting a mirror picture with Baby!Sainz in the background, in their bedroom -they are unsurprisingly very affectionately -words of assurance are a daily thing -always calling her jolie fille, petite fleur or dove -Alex and her would be all matchy-matchy when it comes to nails, shoes, clothes… -if Alex is wearing a white dress and Baby!Sainz a black one, be sure to expect Charles to wear a black jeans with a white shirt -they would spend the summer-break with her on the yacht -would treat her like a princess -Charles would write a song for her, of course -the prince of Monaco and his two princesses
Pierre Gasly and Francisca Gomes -Ok it might only be me that thinks like that but hear me out -I feel like Pierre and Kika a very possessive of her -no doubt they already manipulated her to spend more time with them -of course she wouldn't find out -if they are sitting somewhere, Pierre will have a hand on her thigh and Kika would play with her hair -and Amira would only be like: Oh physical touch is their love language -would tease her with their touches -when Kika buys her a necklace and puts it on her in front of a mirror while babygirl holds her hair up, she will definitely kiss her from the shoulder to her neck -or when Pierre helps her take of her heels, be sure to expect his hand to lightly touch her thigh -we all know how much PDA those two like -they will not hesitate to do the same with her -in the club, when they are dancing, she will be in the middle -the hands will roam each other and….. -well babygirl surly isn't the smartest one out there -they will be possessive till the end of the world
Daniel Ricciardo and Heidi Berger -the fun couple -they call her Roo, because she is their very own Kangaroo -if Baby!Sainz ever seeks an adventure, she knows where she has to go -they would take her on late night drives -she wants McDonalds at 3am? No problem, let us grab our shoes -during the Australia GP she is certainly staying with them -they teach her how to surf and take her to the Australian Zoo -Of course, Babygirl has to sleep in their rooms -what if a big bad spider is in her bed? -or a snake that wants to bite her? -only Heidi and Daniel can protect her -when they have a bond fire, Heidi will brush her hair and Daniel will take a hundred of pictures -and if she falls asleep on Heidis lap while Daniel plays the guitar, that's no-ones business but their own
George Russell and Carmen Mundt -Old money vibes -they are without a doubt the couple that always celebrates each others accomplishments -George likes to show the two of them of -I mean, who wouldn't like to have those two by their side -they will take her anywhere -a family feast? Ohh honey, you have to meet my grandma -a Tommy Hilfiger shoot? Honey the always need more models -a vacation in Spain? Honey, you know George will get a sunburn without us -what really makes her heart race is when she is talking and they give her 100% of their attention -she is actually always happy when George is shirtless -for example: the Watermelon picture (fr that was freaking hot) -their will always leave space in the middle for her -I think, they are quite protective
Oscar Piastri and Lily Zneimer -they give me the quite kind of love -shared glances -fleeting touches -i feel like they were quite shy with each other the first time they met -over time, they opened up more to each-other -now they will have a monthly movie night -her head on Lily's lap -her feet on Oscar's lap -they have insider jokes with each other -if Baby!Sainz ever needs quite time, they are the perfect couple for that -I imagine long walks on the beach during the sunset -sharing the same blanket and watching the sky
Alex Albon and Lily Muni He -like Pierre and Kika I think the are quite possessiv as well -They would certainly be the funny couple as well -but I think that they sometimes get quite jealous as well -they will post her often on Instagram -include her in all the fun activity's -however, if they think she spends to much time with someone unimportant, they always have a reason to get her away -"Oh my god, love! I have to show you this new bag i got you. It's blue and small and-oh hi George- and has a bit glitter on it and…." -as I said -possessive -they would be the couple to cuddle her when she's sick -play with her fingers during a conversation -make her look at them with a hand under her chin
Extra: Rebecca Donaldson -she is like a third sister to Amira -always goes shopping with her -which doesn't make Carlos happy -they are the types to read the Vogue together and watch the Met Gala with each-other -Mira and Becca are a dream team -me thinks they have the quite kind of friendship -the giving advice to each-other and are complete honest -Carlos is happy that they get along amazingly, but what do you mean his sister is here to visit Rebecca and not him??????
Lewis Hamilton -let's be honest -we all have an older man crush -and hers is 100% Sir Hamilton -I mean, look at those hands -look at his tattoos -is the type to buy dresses for her -when she wants to go out, "here baby, use my credit card" -he can make her blush and giggle like a school girl -he would definitely be the soft but dominate partner -with him, she truly is babygirl -would buy the world for her -(Am I listening to Older by Isabel LaRosa? Yes!)
Lando Norris -oh boy -on one hand Lando would feel very guilty -it is his best friends littles sister after all -but the heart wants what it wants -and his wants Amira Sainz -at first Lando would be kind of like a dork -trying to make her laugh all the time -taking her to go karting together -meeting his friends -but over time Lando would become more bolder -the hugs would linger -he would stare more -and the nicknames would include a my -"What did you do today, MY pretty girl?" -"MY darling, aren't you a sight fore sore eyes" -if she ever starts doubting herself, he will be the first one to stop her -would have one of her necklaces around his neck all the time -he would use stupid excuses to spend time with her -"my girl, can you help me with my curls again?" -he might have been Lando Norizz a long time ago -but now he's full of Rizz (?)
#carlos sainz x sister!reader#max verstappen x kelly piquet x reader#charles leclerc x alexandra saint mleux x reader#pierre gasly x kika gomez x reader#daniel ricciardo x heidi berger x reader#george russel x carmen mundt x reader#oscar piastri x lily zneimer x reader#alex albon x lily minu he x reader#rebecca donaldson x reader#lewis hamilton x reader#lando norris x reader#baby!sainz!sister
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the ultra-feminine pretty girl category of perfume. historically, these have been just as common as animalics. in a way theyre equal opposites with how they've represented femininity in fragrance throughout history.
despite its modern reputation, florals do not have to be boring or overtly mature. the reason we associate certain florals like rose with 'old ladies' is because those were the scents they wore as young women. in 30-40 years there's no doubt that perfumes like burberry her, crystal noir, and delina (perfumes we consider fresh and modern) to be 'old lady' scents as well because trends will change and what was once new will become old!
that said, there's a variety of florals to chose from: yellow florals like lancome poem (sweet, slightly nectar-like, a hint of pollen), white florals like le labo lys 41 (heady, slightly indolic if there's jasmine, sensual) and dewier, fresh florals like anna sui l'amour rose edt (crisp, clean, watery) but here's a collection of florals across many different categories that will make you feel light and feminine.
chanel chance eau tendre is a wonderful floral that balances sweetness with a little freshness and a gentle musky dry down. it's very deliate, and doesn't have that round sweetness lots of perfumes these days have. it's great for every day and its very delicate so it's an easy entryway to avoid headaches.
anais anais l'original is a powdery white floral. its reminiscent of applying a gentle powder after a bath. despite being a white floral it's relatively fluffy and avoids being too heady as it has an innocence to it. it's vintage in a way, not because it smells dated, but because of delicate its composed.
miss dior roses n roses is a great entryway to rose. it's clean, feminine and has a muskiness to it that prevents the rose from being too sharp. it's got a bit of a makeupy smell thats very nostalgic and some ppl get a brighter, zingier rose from the citrus but it all depends on what you pick up.
ex nihilo fleur narcotique is a bit of an outlier from the rest as this is a more sensual, erotic and well...narcotic floral than the rest. there's a lush juiciness to the scent and it feels more aligned with being a hot and sexy 20-30 something than the more girlish florals above. smells like a vacation beach party where you drink too much rosé.
anna sui l'amour rose edt is one of my favorites for is crisp almost waterlike rose scent. which is funny because there's no rose notes present! which leads me to believe this is rose as in pink. and it doe's smell pink, it's a whisper of a dewy floral that layers well with kitten fur by demeter and is light and comforting enough to wear to sleep.
delina la rosee. my preferred of the delina line, its fresher than the original and the exclusif as the lychee note isn't as hars hand screechy. its very romantic, it reminds me a lot of charlotte york from satc. an absolute mod booster that can be worn at any time when you want to feel pretty.
dolce & gabbana dolce is pretty and sweet. the florals dry down to a musky skin-like scent. it reminds some of fresh laundry, like a floral detergent or fabric softener but that isn't necessarily negative. in a ay its comforting.
burberry brit sheer is a clean, soapy kind of fresh floral. the citrus gives it a bright and effervescent opening that's great for every day. it lives up to its name with its sheer musky drydown.
gardenia petale is unique in is creaminess. it's cool with that white floral zing with a refreshing greenness to it that's kind of wet and dewy. over time it settles to something more powdery
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EMPRESS
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ᴘɪᴄᴋɪɴɢ ɢʀᴀꜱꜱᴇ ʀᴏꜱᴇꜱ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪᴇʟᴅꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴅɪᴏʀ.
“Thankfully, there are flowers,” said Monsieur Dior, who was – as well as a gallerist, an architecture aficionado, and grand couturier – an avid gardener. It was in Granville, in the rose garden of his family’s home overlooking the sea, that young Christian planted the seeds of his fascination with this most artful intersection of nature and culture. Growing into a fashion designer, Monsieur Dior found a bounty of inspiration in the gardens, allowing the dazzling silhouette of a femme-fleur to blossom from the very first collection, leaving her bewitching sillage in her wake.
„𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙴𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚑 𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝙵𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚜“ . -𝚁𝚊𝚕𝚙𝚑 𝚆𝚊𝚕𝚍𝚘 𝙴𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗
#flowerpower #floralporn #flora #blümchen #blümchenfürdich #sayitwithflowers #theearthlaughsinflowers #flowersforyou #thelittlethings #soulfood #heavenisaplaceonearth #heavenly #gardeneden #travelingwithoutmoving #diekleinendingeimleben #aesthetic #gardenstories #naturecore #flowercore #earthporn
𝙺𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝙵𝚘𝚛 𝚁𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚢 𝙰𝚛𝚝 𝙳𝚎𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝, 𝙰𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚞𝚜 𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗 🎧
#l o v e#christian dior#dior#Dior garden#roses#aesthetic#flowers#5/2024#fashion editorial#editorial#rose#pink#pink aesthetic#flower#x-heesy#now playing#music and art#fashion#fashion photography
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I saw a youtuber assign perfumes to her favorite books, so I thought I'd try it.
Perfumes for (some of) my favorite books. Part 1: Fiction.
Dracula: Portrait of a Lady by Frederic Malle
The Bloody Chamber: Fille de Berlin by Serge Lutens
Discworld's Night Watch: A Lilac a Day by Vilhelm
Wylding Hall: Lucid Dream by Ex Idolo
The Dark Descent of Elizabeth Frankenstein: Young Romantics by Poesie
Mexican Gothic: 1940 by Besame
Tooth and Claw: Eau de Protection by Etat Libre d'Orange
Experimental Film: Replica By the Fireplace by Maison Margiela
Blackwater: Saint Julep by Imaginary Authors
The Silver Devil: Tainted Love by Tokyo Milk
Convenience Store Woman: Not a Perfume by Juliette Has a Gun
Spinning Silver: Doe in the Snow by 4160 Tuesdays
My Best Friend's Exorcism: Poison Girl by Dior
The Drowning Girl: Haunted by Deconstructing Eden
Pretty Monsters: Fraaagola Saalaaata by Hilde Soliani
The Coldest Girl in Coldtown: In Love With Everything by Imaginary Authors
The Secret Books of Paradys: Fleurs du Mal by Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab
Northanger Abbey: Penny Dreadful by Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab
Moll Flanders: Prends-Moi by Isabey
Camp Ghoul Mountain: Burning Leaves by CB I Hate Perfume
Piranesi: Aqua Universalis by Maison Francis Kurkdjian
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what modeling brands do u think the triplets would suit better to model?
nick - le fleur and coach
matt - balenciaga and ralph lauren
chris - calvin klein and dior ( honorable mention to skims 😉 )
#ari speaks 🫧#sturniolo triplets#chris sturniolo#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo
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Dani: *flirting* Fleur: *flirts back* Dani: ... Fleur: you're not going to say anything? Dani: I don't know, I didn't think I'd get this far
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Marc Bohan for Christian Dior Spring/Summer 1968 Haute Couture Collection. Sophie Derly wears a flower-printed silk chiffon dress by Bianchini-Férier, matching hat.
Marc Bohan pour Christian Dior Collection Haute Couture Printemps/Été 1968. Sophie Derly porte une robe en mousseline de soie imprimée de fleurs de Bianchini-Férier, chapeau assorti.
Photo Frédéric Scheibe
#haute couture#christian dior#marc bohan#fashion 60s#1968#spring/summer#printemps/été#printed dress#robe imprimée#frédéric scheibe
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Hi, babe! What perfumes would you recommend for a girl who loves pink? Thank you! 💖
Burberry Her and Burberry Her Elixir
Delina Parfums De Marly and its flankers
Oriana Parfums De Marly
Sweet Like Candy Ariana Grande
Cloud Pink Ariana Grande
Mod Blush Ariana Grande
Ari Ariana Grande
Yara Lattafa
Haya Lattafa
Zimaya Hawaa Pink
Zimaya Fatima Pink
Caroline Herrera Good Girl Blush
Jo Malone Peony and Blush Suede
Miss Dior, Miss Dior Blooming Bouquet and Miss Dior Cherie
Chanel Chance Eau Tendre
Bright Crystal Versace
Love Don't Be Shy Killian
Princess by Killian
Flowerbomb Viktor and Rolf
Sì Fiori Armani
My Way Armani
Chloe by Chloe
Chloe Roses
La Vie Est Belle Lancôme
YSL Babydoll
Viva la Juicy Juicy Couture
Amazing Grace Ballet Rose Philosophy
Fantasy Britney Spears
Kayali Sparkling Lychee
Kayali Vanilla Candy Rock Sugar
Sol De Janeiro 68
Mancera Velvet Vanilla
VS Secret Tease Sugar Fleur
VS Coconut Milk and Rose
VS Strawberries and Champagne
Pink Sugar Aquolina
BBW Strawberry Pound Cake
BBW Rose Vanille
BBW Gorgeous Gingham
Zara Rose Gourmand
Nina by Nina Ricci
Valentina Pink by Valentino
Lush Snow Fairy
Lush Rose Jam
Sweet Tooth Sabrina Carpenter
When I think of perfumes that remind me of pink, I think of notes like roses, peonies, cherry blossoms, strawberries, champagne, lychee and marshmallow, in pretty pink bottles of course 🩷🌸💗
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How to be an Angel
Inner Qualities:
Compassion
Empathy
Kindness
Slow, calm speaking
Nurturing
Smell goods:
Glittery body oil/Glitter mist
Soft Vanilla
Cherry blossoms/Sakurai
Soft floral notes
Cupcake/Angelcake
Pink frosting
Sugar cookie
Miss dior perfume
Yara lattafa light pink bottle
Victoria secret tease sugar fleur perfume
Wardrobe:
Babydoll dresses/tops
Skirts
Frills/ruffles
Silk dresses
Thigh highs
White, Pale pink, Pastel blue, Pastels
Ballet attire
Sheer fabrics
Accessories:
White pearls
Heart pendants/heart lockets
Swan symbols
Pale pink silk scrunchies
Gloves
Chanel headbands
Flower hair pins (white, pink)
Balletcore shoes
Hime gyaru accessories
Makeup:
Eye shimmer
Glitter/shimmer lipgloss
Highlighter!!! (For face and body)
Sparkly hairspray or Sparkly hair clip in streaks
White eyeliner
Pink, Nude or clear lipgloss
Dewy makeup
Glittery eye waterline
Pearly makeup designs
Victoria secret bombshell makeup
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“Robe" de Maria Grazia Chiuri pour Christian Dior et "Couronne de Fleurs" de Stephen Jones (2017) et “Robe" de John Galliano pour Christian Dior et “Chapeau” de Stephen Jones avec un sterne naturalisé (2005-06) à l'exposition consacrée à ��Stephen Jones, Chapeaux d'Artiste" au Palais Galliera, octobre 2024.
#expos#style#dentelle#végétal#bijoux de tête#plumes#inspirations bijoux#chapeau#Jones#Chiuri#Dior#LadyGaga#Galliano#voilette#taxidermie#broderie#MuseeGalliera
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23 février
j'ai entendu une humoriste sur france inter qui disait qu'elle se sentait tellement seule qu'elle allait se faire faire des manucures pour que quelqu'un la touche et les gens dans le studio ont poussé des exclamations de dégoût choqué, les gens ne sont clairement pas prêts pour mon livre. et puis ce matin, toujours sur france inter, j'ai entendu un écrivain que je connaissais pas qui parlait de son travail d'homme à tout faire et de sa situation d'ultra précarité et que parfois c'est dur mais bon c'est lui qui l'a choisi (avant il était photographe et il portait des costumes dior). il est publié chez gallimard mais il est quand même homme de ménage et archi pauvre, il peut pas chauffer plus d'une pièce de son appartement que j'imaginais tout pourri à la bordure d'un paris imaginaire avec de la tôle rouillée et des murs qui suintent. il faut que j'arrête de voir la publication comme une finalité. je veux de l'argent, tant pis pour la liberté, ça veut rien dire la liberté. il me faut un plan de carrière.
25 février
encore en train d'écouter le nouvel album d'mgmt, je crois que je commence à l'adorer. j'étais un peu partagée au début. j'ai regardé des interviews et ça m'a replongée en 2008 dans mes jours de groupie en chef d'andrew vanwyngarden. ils sont inextricablement liés à mon adolescence de bloggueuse insupportable mais touchante (quelqu'un m'avait dit ça un jour dans les commentaires et je trouve que c'est une bonne description). dans une interview on leur demande pourquoi ils sont pas sur les réseaux sociaux et andrew dit qu'à leur époque c'était pas cool de s'auto-promouvoir et que faire un selfie c'était le truc le plus embarrassant du monde et ça m'a fait réaliser que beaucoup de temps avait passé depuis... je sais pas, que je suis née? aussi j'ai toujours honte de faire un selfie en public.
andrew a 41 ans. il est verseau, comme r. et comme a. j'ai réécouté leurs deux premiers albums hier, après m'être promenée sur le campus du lycée pour me rouler dans la nostalgie. la nostalgie de quoi, je sais pas trop parce que j'étais aussi déprimée à 17 ans qu'aujourd'hui, le seul truc bien c'était la musique les concerts et ma double vie de bloggueuse populaire où les gens me disaient que je leur manquais quand je partais en vacances. la première fois que j'ai écouté mgmt c'était un dimanche matin sur youtube, c'était le printemps et j'avais 17 ans et j'étais assise au pc dans la pièce de l'ordi et il faisait probablement soleil. le soleil et le printemps sont des composantes importantes de ma relation à mgmt. leur musique me rend nostalgique de plein de choses que j'ai connues et pas connues. comme wildflower des avalanches.
les choses pas connues: les époques avant les années 90; les états-unis. les choses connues: un truc doux et joyeux de l'enfance, une piscine chaude où il fait bon vivre; les sapins, la forêt de manière générale; le soleil (PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE SUN); le jardin de la maison quand j'étais petite, les fleurs de ma grand-mère, les habits que j'aimais quand j'étais petite (le tshirt avec les papillons, du rose barbie et du vert fluo, du jaune bordé de rouge, des pois, des fleurs); du bois (meubles).
6 mars
je me force à écrire. je suis en crise. j'ai envie d'exploser et d'imploser en même temps. j'ai envie de manger du sucre mais j'en ai pas envie, j'ai juste besoin de combler un vide, HA, à chaque fois je crois avoir trouvé un truc profond mais après je me rappelle que ça existe déjà et que c'est archi commun. j'essaie d'écrire un texte sur les mythes pour un appel à textes mais je me sens submergée par l'ampleur du thème et par les choses que j'ai à dire mais en même temps j'ai rien à dire. j'ai trop pris goût à avoir mes textes publiés dans des revues, c'est en train de devenir addictif, comme mon addiction aux annonces de location immobilières bruxelloises sur fb. je suis accro aux photos d'apparts dans lesquels me projeter et je suis accro à voir mon nom imprimé sur du papier.
mon texte sur a. tiré de bluettes que j'ai été assez naïve d'envoyer à deux revues différentes a été sélectionné par les deux revues et j'ai du choisir entre les deux et ça m'a stressée toute la journée lundi. j'en avais mal au ventre, comme à chaque fois que je dois faire un choix, ça a pris des proportions de vie ou de mort, j'avais peur de faire le mauvais choix et de le regretter toute ma vie. j'arrive pas à accepter l'idée selon laquelle y a pas de mauvais choix. dans ma vision des choses, y en a toujours un qui est forcément mieux que l'autre. j'arrive pas à voir les choses à égalité, tout est en compétition. alors j'ai demandé conseil à j. de paris, vu qu'elle a fait des meilleurs choix de vie que moi, je me suis dit que son intuition fonctionnait mieux que la mienne, et je l'ai suivie.
j'ai écrit aux deux revues en rentrant de la chorale et j'avais l'impression d'être dans the voice quand les candidats doivent choisir un coach et qu'ils s'excusent auprès des autres de pas les avoir choisis, sauf que ça aurait été mille fois plus facile de choisir un coach de the voice (mika). j'arrivais pas à croire que j'étais en train d'écrire un mail à une revue pour leur dire qu'elles pouvaient pas publier mon texte, j'avais l'impression de me tirer une balle dans le pied. en plus elles m'ont dit que ça leur faisait rien à elles que mon texte soit publié ailleurs. j'arrive pas à m'en remettre. l'autre revue m'a dit que c'était un beau luxe de pouvoir choisir mais entre la peur de faire le mauvais choix et la déception de pas être publiée dans mouche j'arrivais à peine à savourer le goût du succès.
#stuff#j'ai déjà laissé tomber l'idée du blog respectable#je crois que je préfère continuer à déblatérer ici
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