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jesush8r · 2 years ago
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they/them need to realize their disconnection to womanhood is a universal female experience and is a superiority complex
let me have a little fun. i have huge tits and cock irl and a great personality ;)
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moon-my-beloved · 2 months ago
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my first wip wednesday (oh em geee ><)
Wicked Game (some fluff and a dash of angst if you squint)
“What?” You blurt out, spoon stopping mid-bite as you look up at the woman like she just grew a second head.
Laswell winces at your response, anticipating your reaction before she even told you. “Just think about it first before you give me an answer,” she lazily states, taking a bite out of her food before continuing. “You need to get out of this cave. Explore the world as much as I hate to phrase it like that.” She says. Tone softening as she takes in your tense state. The woman knew that she was the only person (human) you had ever interacted with after being in the dark for so long. You’ve reminded her countless times how you preferred the solitude of your home and withdrew yourself from socializing despite getting a job at the town's library. You never let yourself go too far. It was an unknown rule you had set for yourself and even though you never mentioned it to her, she could see it.
She and her wife could only come visit you a few times a year regardless if you insisted that “there was no need”, Laswell saw the look in your eyes every time she had to bid her goodbyes. That aching, longing, and shameful look. You never let yourself go too far. It’s for the best.
She was ready to brush off the idea under the rug and never speak of it again before she was cut off by the sound of your voice.
“Fine.” You finally say, staring at her with unsureness. Eyes flicking down to the plate in front of you before clearing your throat and meeting her gaze once again. “I will accept your ‘gracious’ offer under one condition,” You added, crossing your arms over your chest with a calm expression. “You owe me some of Rachel’s fudge brownies.” Tone grave that it could probably be mistaken as a threat to someone else, but Kate wasn’t just someone else.
Head tilting forward, she tried to hide her smile before facing you.
“Alright.”
Laswell’s chest filled with warmness at seeing your small smile. She hoped the boys treat you nicely when you arrive. She knows they will.
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quantum1mmortality · 1 year ago
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leans into the mic ... period sex with kenshi ..... ? /nf
blind or not, either works; do what you want, comrade i j- i just need him very badly PFFJNRHJFJ
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here's a pic of your favorite pookie shmookie wookie bookie boo beekeeper btw (wheezed typing it but i am, in fact, putting respect on his name bestie)
Oh em geee
How could I resist when you add such a breedable pic of pookie shmookie wookie bookie boo of who is also a beekeeper???? I simply cannot
I've been kind of into Kenshi as of recently,,, most fics with him are poly with Johnny and that's cool and all but Johnnys just not for me 4 realz
Tw/cw: AFAB reader, blind Kenshi it's relevant to the plot, you guys are dating but it's only mentioned like twice, humongous blood kink(it's Kenshis), pet names (princess, beautiful), smiley Kenshi, he's just happy to be there, probably incorrect sento usage, finger fucking, cursing, piv, pwp ish, reader is embarrassed bc period blood smells, Kenshi is a man tho so he doesnt care
Not proofread get over it
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Kenshi has always been a loving and compassionate person. Given that you're his girlfriend, he's shown a side of himself that he's shown very few others. He's a man who loves date nights and taking things slowly just as much as he loves doing things in the heat of the moment.
Period sex was something he was more than willing to do. If he thought he could help your pain by outweighing it with pleasure, he'd be on his knees in mere seconds. As much as he loves seeing you squirm underneath him, he'd be more than willing to just cuddle you until it was over. At the end of the day, the choice was always yours.
He couldn't help but want to take you in those moments, however. Something about you bleeding for days on end did something to him. While he knew that you must hurt, your cramps have been killing you all day and you can't walk because of them, some part of him just wanted to have your blood dripping from him as he made love to you.
In short, dating you was how Kenshi realized he had a blood kink. It's mild to the point he doesn't think about it often, but when you're on your period, he practically goes insane. All he wants to do is be near you, to touch you, all that good stuff.
Kenshi wouldn't even realize he had a blood kink for the longest time. He'd be so overwhelmed by the feeling of his hands and cock covered in blood and practically getting high off the smell he couldn't focus on anything but finishing. It was only until later when he was laying in the bath tub with you that he'd realize that he's never felt like this with anyone, just you. He'd eventually come to the realization that period sex gets him so turned on because of his blood kink and ends up embracing it more.
That being said, when you got the news Kenshi was blinded due to a series of unfortunate events, you had spent sleepless days and nights waiting for him to come home.
And he did.
It took you both a while to get used to his new living condition, but you made it work. Since one of his senses got removed, this meant his other senses were heightened. Taste, hearing, touch, but most importantly, smell.
His sense of smell got much stronger than he'd expected, he could smell practically anything, but he had specifically made it a point to familiarize himself with your scent. Your perfumes, body wash, shampoo, just you in general. He made sure he knew what you smelled like, that way he knew it was you.
So when you got on your period, he could tell before you did. You and him were sleeping together, cuddling as usual. He woke up first and upon waking up, he was hit with a smell he hadn't noticed the night before. It was a familiar one, just much stronger than what he's used to.
He was practically stunned. He didn't really know what to do, considering you guys haven't done much since his premature blinding. He felt like waking you up, telling you that he needs you as he began to feel the familiar feeling of his cock straining in his boxers.
But he resisted. He had to, would you really want to be woken up over this? He was able to watch you slightly through sento, being mounted on your wall in front of your shared bed, he could see you both decently enough. You didn't show any signs of movement, nor signs you were awake.
He could feel your soft breaths puff onto his collar bone as he could feel his cock twitch. He could feel you shifting in the bed as he watched you through sento. He could see you were starting to wake up, and cuddled into his chest more.
You placed small kisses on what he thought was your face (it was the top of your head but don't tell him) as you woke up more from the feeling. Your small giggles filled the room as you playfully pushed back, locking him into a sweet kiss before laying your head next to his.
"Morning Kenshi," was all you currently had the strength to say. "Morning beautiful" He replies back with his usual smile. He always loved calling you pet names, specifically in the morning, so this wasn't out of the usual.
What was unusual, however, was his heavy breathing. It was slightly faster than usual, and specifically through his nose... You found this odd, obviously, and you began to think about what could be different. It was obvious enough that he was soaking in your scent, he always has, but nothing was out of the usual. Nothing that you knew yet, at least.
You had thought back to last night when you and Kenshi had bathed together, you always had taken showers and baths together, but due to the fact he can no longer see anything, you've decided to help him with such. You used the same body wash, the same shampoo, conditioner... Nothing that he hasn't smelled already.
Then, it hit you. You were on your period. Of course you were, your body just had to choose the worst possible time for you to get your period. You internally sigh as you now understand why Kenshis been acting odd.
Kenshi could see you contemplating through sento, he could see how embarrassed you were. He felt bad for thinking such dirty things, maybe he shouldn't have been feeling like this, but he couldn't help it.
It wasn't that you were embarrassed by the fact you were on your period, it was that fact that he had an enhanced smell now. You knew that Kenshi was into period sex, it's just you thought it'd be embarrassing with the smell. You sigh aloud and get disappointed in how your precious pair of panties that you liked oh so much now have to be period panties.
Kenshi knew that you were upset by this, he just didn't know what to say. Should he come out and just say how the smell turned him on? It smells like you, just, enhanced. That's what he liked about it. It smelled like you, the pussy that he'd give his life for, THATS what he was into.
"I'm- sorry. It must smell bad-" he cut you off.
"It doesn't. It smells like you. Not your hair products, not your perfume, you. It's amazing to be able to know what you smell like, this is just enhancing it. I like it, honestly."
Although sweet, it was weird. You just didn't exactly expect a man to understand this sort of thing. You felt somewhat relieved, just a bit weird about the situation. He could tell by your facial expressions that you were. He took your hands in his and continued speaking.
"Your scent, knowing you're here with me throughout everything I'm going through, it brings me comfort. You bring me comfort. Knowing you're here, next to me, fills me with a joy you wouldn't believe. So no, waking up to the scent of you would never disgust me."
How poetic. He pulled you into a small kiss, relishing in how amazing you taste. He could smell a small bit of arousal form in you, panties getting some how wetter as he puts his thighs between your legs, prodding at your heat.
You whimper at the feeling, opening your mouth slightly in the process. Kenshi takes this opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth, exploring it as he felt you grind on his thigh.
His hands unclasp themselves from yours as he took one and dragged it to your panties. Slipping his hand inside, he can feel the heat radiate off of your pussy, practically begging him to touch you. He gathers your wetness on his fingers, pushing one inside you as his thumb plays with your clit.
You moan out and break the kiss in the process. You lay your head next to his as your breathing became harsh, gripping the bedsheets as he continued his motions. "God I wish I could see you, I know you look beautiful like this." He bit his lip as he could feel you clench from the praise.
He slips in another finger and earns another moan from you. Kenshi could feel his cock twitching in its confines, begging to be inside you, but he needed to wait till you were properly stretched. You, however, had different plans. You could see the tent in his pants, and you were practically drooling over it. You placed your hand on his bulge, Kenshi lets out a surprised moan from it.
"Princess,, you're goin' to make me cum if you touch me like that. Good girls keep their hands to themselves, yes?" He questioned you as he continued his pace of finger fucking and clit rubbing.
You try your hardest to stifle your moans, but your back arching to the feeling of Kenshis fingers curling inside you wasn't something you could ignore. Your chest pressed against his as your soft hand squeezed his forearm.
Your whines and begs for release made Kenshi go faster, making you cum harshly in his fingers. He placed his fingers in his mouth, swirling his tongue around them and letting out a moan at the taste.
"Delicious as always, you treat me so well." He laughs as he climbs on top of you. He takes off his boxers and you make quick work of stripping yourself as well. He gives his hard cock a few strokes, he can feel you staring at him as he does.
"Look what you do to me princess, all for you." He gives you a cheeky grin before aligning his tip with your opening. He pushes himself inside you at a slow pace, taking in how your walls cling to him.
As he began to thrust into you, he could feel your blood painting his lower abdomen. He felt lightheaded as he could smell you on himself, small droplets of your blood fell down his thigh and he can feel himself cumming.
Luckily, he can control himself. Not when it comes to thrusting into you, though. Kenshi hooks both your legs onto his shoulders, his hands place themselves on your waist as he lifts you up enough to where his thighs are below you, keeping you elevated at all times. Hes thrusting into you at a high pace, high enough for your body to be shaking with every thrust but not enough for you to be overwhelmed.
His harsh pace continues as his hands angle you slightly lower, making him repeatedly hit your g-spot. You cry out his name and your hands fly to his head, tugging on his hair as he feels himself get closer.
"Close- Kenshi- I'm so-" you moan again as his grip on your waist tightens. Kenshi has to use sento to see you, but luckily, he was able to move the sword to a different position. He was able to see just how painted he was- how you both were painted in blood. His hips begin to falter as he gets lightheaded with pleasure once again.
He was also lucky enough to see your back arch as your head fell back in pleasure, coming on his cock in the process. "You did so good for me princess, I, ugh, I'm goin' to cum so hard for you," and seconds later, he lets out a deep groan before collapsing onto you, cum leaking out of your now abused hole.
It took you both a few minutes to get your breath back. Once you did, you just laid with each other for a bit. As you played with Kenshis hair, he rolls over, exposing his lower abdomen to you.
"You're covered in blood." You giggle out. Using sento again, he was able to see himself. He was actually, and within seconds he had turned back to you.
"Up for another round?" He asked with a smile.
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A/n: to everyone who's been using my asks to say they appreciate my fics and the videos I use for headers, I love you. Except for that one person that said size kinks were disguised pedophilia, please stay far away from me
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chiiyuuvv · 1 year ago
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xikers reaction to you crying?
can I be your 🌵 anon? Cuz I will be requesting A LOT. And not only requesting (maybe)
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• PAIRING — bf!xikers x gn reader
• GENRE — fluff, hurt comfort :D
• WORD COUNT — 662
• AUTHOR'S NOTE — first time ever having a 🌵 anon.. or any anon in general.. BUT WELCOMEEE OH EM GEEE also also also we are SO close to 200 followers hehehehe
• TAGLIST — @lil-elle , @hyunukitty , @cake1box
MASTERLIST! – JOIN THE TAGLIST!
MINJAE ☆
He wants to say in touch your feelings, so he apologizes if hes asking too much questions
Wants to find the problem, and if you give him a minute he'll think of solutions
You're stressed out about a test? He'll help you. You think you're overweight? He'll exercise with you
And always compliments and kisses you
With big hugs too!! ♡
JUNMIN ☆
He's usually great with words.. but hes drawn a blank
And he usually doesnt do too much skinship, you're usually the one to start it.. but now you find yourself in his arms
Doesnt say much, just lets you cry into his shoulder, rubbing your back as his chin is resting on your head, a frown on his face
Runs you a bath when youre done crying
And he'd love to wash you, but if you need space hes making dinner ♡
SUMIN ☆
Tells you not everything is going to be okay and youre allowed to feel sad
Lets you rant to him, would never interrupt you
Not very touchy, but if you have a hard time getting your words out he will squeeze your hand
Tries his best to relate with whatevers bothering you, to show you that youre not alone
And finds various coping skills if you ever feel that way again ♡
JINSIK ☆
Does everything and anything to make you feel better
Want cuddles? Hes right here. Want some candy thats not good for you? Hes right here
You dont want tickles? Hes giving them to you anyway 🥰
Will tickle you until you're on the floor, tears rolling down your cheeks (OF LAUGHTER!!) and you're begging him to stop
Then he'd cover your face with kissesss 🥰 ♡
HYUNWOO ☆
Thinks he'd be annoying if he talks, so hes silent
But he realizes that staying in silence isnt always the best way to go aboht things
So hes curled up beside you, running his hands through your hair as he whispers some words of encouragement in your ear
Kisses your neck and cheek
And rests your head on his chest, so he can engulf you in a hug ♡
JUNGHOON ☆
Thing this is already established, but he wouldnt say much
Because actions mean more than words‼
Starts annoying you kinda, but its more so making you giggle
Poking your cheek with his blank face of his
Doing his goat scream thing to make you laugh even more ♡
SEEUN ☆
Tries to joke around to lighten the mood
But then he feels like hes not taking your feelings seriously..
So he's quiet
Lets you rant and nods his head ever so often, so you think hes bored and a stop. But he quickly changes your mind, sitting you down on his lap
Will defo contact his hyungs for advice ♡
YUJUN ☆
Pries your hands from your face, whispering a "what's wrong."
Very quiet and patient, sitting down with you as you ramble about whatevers in your head
"Well maybe.." suggests things to do to take your mind off of it
Squeezes your hand to let you know he's there
And although hes not saying it out loud, theres sadness in his eyes. He just wants his baby to feel better :( ♡
HUNTER ☆
Sits you down and has a serious conversation with you
But although he wants you to talk it out, he wont force you
Hugging you and rubbing your back for comfort
Long slow kisses, telling you everything's gonna be alright
And if you need space he'd leave in a heartbeat ♡
YECHAN ☆
Disappears then shows up with a bouquet of flowers 20 minutes later
Hes not to sure what to say, so he'll just wrap you in a hug
Tries to make you a meal but after struggling he'd make some instant ramen
And just feels so bad because you're sad and what does he do? Make noodles?? He's the worse boyfriend ever
But you enjoy the meal. Your favorite flavor, toppings, drinks.. you're not able to tell him in words so you just kiss him ♡
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ennabear · 15 days ago
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helloooo!!!!!
uuhhhh!!! 🎨🥤❄️ if you puhlease!!! ^_^
thats right. im forcing you to yappadoodle. SUCK IT!!! >:)
-🃏🌀⭐️
OKAYYYYY HEHE YAYYYY i’m gonna yap about my mooties for a sec… sorry everyone for the tags but ily all and i appreciate your works 🤎🤎 i’m gonna try to keep it to about 1-2 recs per person but literally EVERYTHING they make is perfect!!!
🎨 link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it
starting with the artists hehe 😋
BEAR SEVIKA BY @dykesevika OH EM GEEE the way i fainted this morning when i saw it 😭😭 MY FAVORITE ANIMAL AND MY FAVORITE WIFE AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! so adorable 😭😭
joel + ellie x motion sickness by my lolobear @trackinglessons absolutely LETHAL drawing omg… and also the sevika drawing she made in like august or september but REFUSES to draw her again… just say you hate me lottie, it’s okay 💔 also check out her redbubble if you liked the drawing!!! it’s linked in my pinned post <3
🥤 recommend an author or fanfic you love
yikes… lock in… here we go…
cut, chew, cum and hugs with abby by my plutobae @hypnagogics i’ll never forget the first time i read cut, chew, cum… SOOOO YUMMALICIOUS!!!!!! and i fr read hugging abby every day…. i need her so bad… the perfect fluff <33
i think the apple’s rotten right to the core and lonely is the muse by my rayray @andersonfilms i was about to recommend their whole masterlist but i had to settle for two bangers instead 😞 CAN WE GET A YIPIEEE FOR LONGER FICS?????
hold me close, because i fear i’ll be lost without you and tattooist abby by my bae erenbear @absfawn the FLUFF in the first one is so sweet it makes me melt, AND ABBY IN A DRESS??? GIMME DATTTTT. and also tattooist abby has me drooling… in more places than one….
taste me when she’s kissing you and electraplayer by BOTH OF THEM!!!!!!! the two best abby writers on this app COLLABING TO MAKE BANGER AFTER BANGER????? i’m in LOVE. GIVE ME ALL OF IT.
spooktober 2024 by my lyssiepoo @finalgirllx SOOO DELICIOUSSSSS AND SO ADORABLE 😭 but literally everything they write is perfect so check out all of it… asap…
ceo sevika, werecat sevika, sleeping with the enemy (roach verse), and keep a place for me (toots verse) by angelbear @archangeldyke-all literally will NEVER stop recommending these guys… had to pick a few of my favorite au’s but AXBQNZNXN I NEED THEM ALLLL!!!! written by sevika’s real wife hehe <3 but i strongly recommend sinking your teeth into all of their works, i read them nightly as bedtime stories and every morning like i’m an old man reading the local newspaper… and every day when i’m on the clock dreaming about sevika… or even on my days off when i’m lounging in bed and i need something delicious to read…
❄️ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best?
tbh it depends!!! if i want a sweet lil ellie fic, definitely pluto or lyss aka the ellie connoisseurs. if i want some of the heaviest angst and yummiest smut, i’d ask rayray and eren to collab again asap. if i want a fic that’s thought out so perfectly with some of the smartest plot twists anyone could ever think of, i’d ask angel. <33
again, apolocheese for the yap and for all of the tags/links, i just wanna show some support to my favorite writers and boost my fave fics!!! i’ll probably make a continuation of this because i have so many more faves and sweet mutuals that i didn’t get to mention 😭 but thanks for listening and i hope y’all end up reading some/most/all of these 🤎
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alukaforyou · 3 months ago
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just saw ur tags abt getting back into tkrb and i just gotta ask 1) who is ur fave a) character-wise (personality) and b) aesthetics (design) and 2) have u ever drawn any of them ; w; ur art is so pretty ngl i miss it and id love to see ur tkrb art if u ever made any
oh em geee i cant pick omg i love sm of the charas 😭😭😭😭 im gonna answer 1b first, screen shots from my game:
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my current fave is jikkyuu mitsutada cuz the art for him looks soooo tasty 😭 AND hes voiced by THE koyasu takehito like everyone SHUT UP DIO BRANDO / TOJI FUSHIGURO IS SPEAKING 🗣️ jk but his in game voice is so soft uwu i got him from the sea shell event, which i've never rly put in effort into before cuz its not one of my fave events BUT i grinded SO HARD to get My Boi 👍🏻
runner ups are kogi and iwachan, kogitsunemaru looks so 💯💯💯 the artstyle the outfit oof like the off shoulder kimono and the neck piece and the gloves with the fingers out 🥴🥴🥴 also the artist for his sprite is rly good at drawing everything feet?? akakskkal rly pretty looking peet & toez 💀 i nabbed him as a node drop on the regular map it took me 500+ tries, yes i counted 😭 as for iwachan his kiwame art is a Major glow up, i dont always like the kiwame sprite redesign (kogi & hotarumaru looks better reg version imo) BUT iwatooshi looks sm better 10000/10 also hes like 200cm tall 🫠 im gonna motorboat his b00bs who said that btw those 3 are also my fave bgs, i still rly like the old spring sakura bg so i use that one alll the time too 🌸
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honorable mentions^ oodenta looks like. if u mashed up kenchan from bleach and madara from nardo. love the shibari bdsm top but i hate the gold stuff on his legs 😭👎🏻 kanechan is the og long black haired pretty boy, the way he talks is younger brother coded lol. fudo & akita r my fave tantous cuz they look like if me & madara had babies LMFAO shizukagata's design is so cunty 💯, hanjin is my fave pink haired boy 💖 wish he wasnt wearing camo tho 😐 and i got nukemaru & shichiseiken semi recently so they are sorta novelty faves rn xD
1a. the game is in jp and i cant read all that so idk abt their personalities much 😭 like i did google a lot of the charas dialogue lines on the wiki but ngl i forgor 💀 i just remem kogi and jikkyu being kinda flirty LOL? 👁️👄👁️ just off the top of my head, maybe fudo cuz i remem his pre kiwame self was rly sad, hes actually the first boy i sent off to kiwame :') im so here for the Character Development thats MY SON!!!! good for him :)
2. i've drawn kanechan ONCE a loooooong time agooooooo i dont draw so much lately RIP and when i do, its anime boys from Shows™ 💀
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psych0bo1 · 5 months ago
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Looking at my strawpage submissions! [ https://psych0bo1.straw.page ]
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THESE DRAWINGS R SO CUTEE! that first one, thats me!! i also the smiling fishers au one too OH EM GEEE 🖤🖤 (the blue is Viagra lel)
haha, i like this one 👇
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bonus submission, i scored guys i fucking scored
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orthotism · 1 year ago
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the housewardens as different mitski songs !!
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a/n: she/her are used on riddle, vil, and kalim, they/them on idia, all lowercase intended, keep in mind that these r just based off of my opinions and how i see them in my head ..
riddle rosehearts- okay so this was expected butttt
class of 2013 !! whenever i listen to this song i always think about riddle and her relationship with her mother and :(((
+ first love/late spring
leona kingscholar - i actually can’t think of any mitski songs that would suit him ???
maybe a burning hill and there’s nothing left for you ,,
azul ashengrotto - remember my name and pearl diver !!!
and perhaps stay soft too ,,,
kalim al asim - another hard one 😭😭
idk i get jobless monday from herrr y know that “he only loves me when there’s a means he needs to end” part ,, ALSOO i will
vil schoenheit- brand new city and liquid smooth. i know those were like.. obvious chooses for her but i think they really do suit vil !!! like the lyrics just scream vil to me
idia shroud- idk if this’ll come off as surprising but shame .. i just get those vibes off of them
maybe my body’s made of crushed little stars and fireworks too ???
malleus draconia - OH EM GEEE ,, so um
i want you, my love mine all mine, and once more to see youuu (especially that one)
i think a lot of mitski songs suit mal ,, these are just a few
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ljubimaya · 4 months ago
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WEEEEE I HAVENT BEEN HERE IN AGES BUT !!
selfship wednesday ‼️‼️
what’s one thing about baji that you have grown to like ? so for example at first a trait you didn’t really find appealing but as you two progress further into the relationship, you grow to love this trait !!
(sorry hope it makes sense my brain is still fuzzy from being sick)
OH EM GEEE IT'S MY MOON PRINCESS 🤍 I hope you're doing well bb
OK BEAR WITH ME: EACH OTHER. We didn't like each other that much in the beginning :,)) I didn't like his recklessness and the way that he always got in trouble. Who the hell even sets cars on fire when they're hungry??? Crazy person behavior smh.
As for him, he didn't like that I had "a stick up my ass" his words, not mine 🙄 I don't like problems, so I'm out there telling him to stop being so chaotic and impulsive and that man doesn't like it when people boss him around.
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passerine-writes · 1 year ago
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Silent Sparks - Volt 63
Warnings: SHIRAKUMO'S PAST IS EXPLAINED IF YOU HAVENT GOTTEN THERE YET, depression and shit, sad Dadzawa, angst Word count: 3512
Notes: Italics - Tsukare signing Bold italics - Family member/friend signing 'Italics with apostrophes' - Thoughts
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Volt 62 | Volt 64
"Hey Tsukabro!" Kiri called from behind me as I walked to school. "Wait up!" I stopped and turned, watching him jog up to me. "Everything okay? We never had our dude talk last night." I quickly nodded and gripped my bag a little tighter.
"Yeah, I don't even remember falling asleep and then Hitoshi and I went to our parents after I woke up." I explained gently, constantly feeling like I was adjusting to being adopted again.
"Don't sweat it, you down to talk tonight?" He asked cheerfully. I softly nodded and watched him run off to catch up with Bakugou after. I stared down at the ground, realizing I forgot to take my meds today.
I shrugged it off and told myself I'd go see Chiyo at lunch, continuing my walk in silence.
"Oh em geee!! Is that little Tsukare? We should go say hi! Tsukare!" A familiar, high pitched voice called out. I looked around until I saw Nejire running towards me, Mirio hot on her trail followed my Amajiki. I slowly my pace and waved to her, not expecting her to pull me into a bone crushing hug. My trauma brain took over and I froze, unable to give back a proper hug with any force.
"Hey, it's been a while." I stated softly. "Hey Mirio, hey Amajiki." Mirio slung an arm around my shoulder, uncaring of how I shrikes away but Amajiki noticed, sending me a confused look.
"Wow, you've certainly gotten taller. It's only been a year or two since we last saw you! How are you liking UA?" Mirio asked enthusiastically.
The blond was the true definition of a sunshine friend, he always radiated positivity.
"I like it so far, it's weird having my Dad as my teacher sometimes." Mirio simply nodded, his enthusiastic nature never subsiding.
"It can't be all bad though! That just means you know one more person going into it!" I laughed softly and nodded my head.
"You got a point. How's your last year treating you guys?" I asked politely.
"I'm so excited to go back to Ryukyu's agency for my work study!" Nejire squealed.
"And I'm really looking forward to going back to Nighteye's agency. Depending on how I do this year, he might sign me on once I graduate!" I gave Mirio a high five, excited for his achievement.
I'm still at Fat Gum's but I don't think he would sign me on. Amakiji signed shakily.
"He'd be lucky to have you once you graduate." I told him truthfully.
"Tsukare, I meant to tell you, I got to freak out one of your classmates last night. The kid with the green hair? Heard you've been getting along with him." I looked at the blond confused for a moment.
"Midoriya? He's on house arrest right now, what, did you pop through walls again?" I asked him, remembering when he first introduced himself to me and Dad lectured him for freaking me out.
"That and the floor! Figured I should introduce myself since we're going to be coming to your class in a few days to introduce the work studies!" My brain short circuited at that and I stared at him quizzically.
"We were only told that those were being talked about, nothing definitive." He but his lip and looked to the other two.
"You didn't hear it from me, alright?" I gave him a thumbs up, still thinking about why he pushed off telling us the full answer. "We gotta get to class, see you around Tsukare!" I waved everyone off and continued through the day.
Classes dragged on again, detention similar to yesterdays. I got all my homework done and went back to the dorms exhausted.
"Hey Tsukare! Can I ask you something?" Sato asked happily once I sat down in the commons.
"Yeah, what's up?" Hanta, Kiri, Denki, Mina and Jirou popped up behind him.
"Well, we know you're pretty good at english and a great teacher, we were wondering if you'd help tutor any of us!" Sato finally asked. I mulled it over for a minute, not knowing how my mental health would fair from it.
"I can help some of you, but I don't know if I'd be able to help all of you. Momo and Hitoshi are both fluent in english too, maybe they could help where I can't." I lightly explained, for some reason, still worried about stepping on people's toes.
"What am I doing?" My brother asked from across the common area.
"I said you might be able to help some of them with English, Pops is confusing them too much to keep up with right away." He shrugged but nodded. I helped Kiri, Jirou and Denks while my brother helped Hanta, Sato and Mina.
Eventually, they all started picking up on it more, not as confused as they previously were. Kiri reminded me that we had to talk in his room at some point, but for the mean time, Denki and I sat on the couch together. He laid down on the rest of it while his head laid on my thighs. I combed my fingers through his hair, stealing subtle glances at him until he looked up and caught me staring.
"What?" He asked cheekily, a smirk resting on his face.
"Nothing." I told him softly, continuing to play with his hair.
"C'mon, what is it? Do I have a stain on my shirt? I just did laundry yesterday." He groaned, examining his shirt.
"There's not a stain on your shirt." I laughed out.
"Then what?" He asked, looking back up at me.
"It's nothing." I whispered, moving a hand to cup his cheek, my thumb rubbing against his cheek bone.
"Fineee. Is everything okay with Kiri?" He asked softly, clearly not wanting to overstep.
"Yeah, he wanted to talk about something last night but I fell asleep and everything. So we're gonna talk tonight." He hummed and relaxed into my hand, eyes starting to flutter shut. "Hey, go try and get some sleep. Okay?" He groaned but agreed, the two of us departing to separate rooms. I knocked on Kiri's door and waited for him to tell me to come in.
"Hey Tsukabro!" He announced while laying on his bed.
"Hey, you wanted to talk?" I asked softly, getting straight to the point.
"Yeah, look man. I'm really worried about you, especially with the history there and everything, I can tell you've been in a depressive episode and I don't wanna see you get hurt." I looked at him with wide eyes, not expecting him to come outright with it.
"I've just been going through it, but I'll be okay. Really." He pulled his bottom lip between his teeth, staring intently at his hands.
"I wanna help, it hurts me knowing that one of my friends is hurting." I stood there awkwardly, fiddling with my own fingers.
"Shit happens, I guess. But I've always pulled through. I'll be okay. You don't have to worry about me." I mumbled out, rubbing the back of my neck.
The less people that worry the better. They don't need to waste their energy on me. It isn't worth it.
"Tsukare.." Kiri sighed and looked at me clearly pained, not knowing what to do.
"I'm okay, really. It's nice that you care, but I'm okay. Just a rough patch, I'll pull through." I told him as strong as I could, despite the shake in my voice. He stood up and offered me a hug, which I slowly accepted. His hug was warm and welcoming, so I was okay with it.
"If you get that urge, call me, okay? I won't be upset if you wake me up, I won't make you talk about it, even if you just sit here on your phone, I'd rather that then you hurting yourself. Okay?" He pleaded while he hugged me.
"I'll try, I can't promise anything, you know how that mindset gets sometimes. But I'll try, okay?" He nodded and finally let me go. I took a deep breath and shoved my emotions aside, bidding him goodnight and walking to my own room. But no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't sit still.
To Drowzee: Am I allowed to take a walk outside?
From Drowzee: I would normally say yes, however because of Bakugou and Midoriya's excursion the other night, I have to say no.
From Drowzee: Is everything alright?
To Drowzee: Yeah, just can't sit still and I already have all my homework done and I helped some of my friends with theirs
From Drowzee: We have a soundproof room with a few of the instruments from home if you'd like to come here and unwind for a bit.
To Drowzee: Okay, I'll be over soon
From Drowzee: Alright, love you.
To Drowzee: Love you too
I pocketed my phone and slid my shoes on, unbothered by the fact that I was in a t-shirt and shorts. The damage of them finding out had already been done and nobody was awake to potentially judge me, so I didn't put in the effort to change. A head of blond hair caught my attention in the commons, the peculiar lightning bolt telling me who it was.
"What're you up to?" He asked teasingly, noticing my shoes.
"Heading to my parents to let off some steam. What are you still doing up?" I asked, seeing how it was around eleven at night.
"Couldn't really sleep, my pillow wasn't as comfortable as you." He said with a lazy smile. I blushed furiously and hung my head to hide it. "So what are you going to do to burn off some steam?" He asked, genuinely curious about it.
"Play some instruments in their music room, hopefully they have the drums there." I told him in a quiet voice, the last part mostly said to myself.
"I wish I could see you play in person. That video that your brother sent was amazing!" He exclaimed. I fiddled with my fingers and tried to find a solution. I didn't want to offer up Jirou's room, but I also didn't want to offer up my parents place with the chance of making either feel uncomfortable.
"Maybe I'll let you watch one day." His smile was almost brighter than the sun itself.
"That'd be amazing." I ruffled his hair as I walked by, smiling back at him.
"Get some sleep, Denks. I'll see you in the morning." He gave me a thumbs up and another heart stopping smile.
"Hey little listener! Two nights in a row?" Pops asked as soon as I took my shoes off. I simply nodded and plopped my head on his chest, one of his hands came up and ran through my hair, the other rubbing my back. "You look exhausted, 'Ryo. You should be sleeping." Pops said softly as he pulled away for a moment, eyes darting between mine and full of concern.
"Can't sleep, figured I'd use the music room to kill some energy, if that's okay." I quickly added in, the three words making his brows crinkle together for a moment.
"Of course it's okay, you and your brother are always welcome here." I nodded and ran a hand through my curls. "Is anything going on?"
"Just a lot on my mind I guess." I mumbled out.
"Wanna talk about it?" He lightly offered, clearly not wanting to push anything after last night.
"Maybe another time, I'm still trying to wrap my head around it." He nodded gently and gave me a quick kiss on top of my head.
"Okay, lemme show you where the instruments are." I quietly followed him to the room next to their bedroom, a few guitars, a keyboard and the drums sitting in there. "Mind if I sit and listen? I don't get to hear you play much anymore." I shrugged but nodded, watching him pull up a stool as Dad popped his head in.
"Hey kiddo, thought I heard you come in." I nodded and got on my stool behind the drums. "You've been favoring those lately, anything in mind?"
"Not really, more just feeling the beat again." He slowly nodded and gestured to the stack of stools. I gave him a nod and watched him get comfortable next to Pops.
I took a deep breath and tapped my sticks a few times on the center drum before following whatever my body felt. It started slow but quickly picked up the pace. The vibrations running their course through my chest and arms, muddling my brain from overthinking for just a moment. Eventually the beat slowed down, but only picked up again with a random rise in anger. All the anger from everything that's happened coming out rather than tears.
'Stupid fucking emotions.'
'I had to go and fuck things up.'
'I want to stop going backwards but I don't know how.'
'If they never kidnapped me, this wouldn't be happening.'
'If I was just fucking stronger.'
'If I wasn't so damn weak, none of this would've happened.'
'Now I agreed to meet her fucking family.'
'I should've made the damn jump that night.'
'Fucking bullshit.'
I beat away at the drums until I felt a bead of sweat start rolling down my forehead. I didn't know how much time had passed, but it couldn't have been too long considering Pops was recording. I took a deep breath again and hunched over my knees, trying to reel in my out of control thoughts.
"Feeling better?" Dad asked once I looked up. I simply nodded and ran a hand through my hair. "You never fail to impress us whenever you play."
"Thanks." I said softly, already feeling more relaxed then I did throughout the day. "Hey, Dad, I meant to ask you earlier, but I didn't want the class bombarding you. Why didn't you tell the class that the work studies for first years were approved?" I asked curiously, slightly out of breath.
"How did you find out about that?" I shrugged and stretched my arms.
"I have connections to students outside of my class, you and Pops did bring Toshi and I in each year at least once." He sighed but nodded, twiddling his thumbs in front of him.
"I didn't want to deal with the overwhelming excitement from your peers until it became a necessity." I hummed, understanding his point of view but felt hesitant wanting to ask my next question. "You can ask whatever's on your mind." His head turned to the door curiously and I looked that way as he opened the door and called something out. Hitoshi popped his head in after, looking at me baffled.
"What'd I miss?" My brother asked before noticing I was still behind the drums. "Damn, I missed drum time. Thought I'd make it in time."
"I got it on video, sending it to the family groupchat now." Pops clarified, a cheesy smile on his face.
"Onryo? You had something you wanted to ask?" Dad continued, all attention being back on me. I slightly retracted, curling in on myself, something that didn't go missed by any of them.
"Uh, I was wondering why you don't like work studies all that much.." I trailed off, regretting my question as soon as I watched our parents expressions drop.
"Let's go talk in the living room." I nodded and put the drum sticks away, opting to sit on the floor of the living room so I could keep up a little easier. "During our second year, Shirakumo insisted we became friends, all three of us. I'd never say it to him, but he's a major reason as to why Sunshine and I got together. We all became best friends." He managed to get out. "I'm sorry, Sunshine would you mind explaining?" Dad asked, Pops quickly agreeing and giving him a kiss on the cheek before he walked out of the room.
"We got the nickname of 'The Three Dumbigos', where one was, we all were. We planned on opening a hero agency together after we graduated from UA. None of us had an agency for work studies set up so the teachers helped, him and Shirakumo got sent to Purple Highnesses agency. He didn't get mad at your Dad when a villain got away but told him to smile." Pops said with a sad laugh. "They got to work with your Auntie Nem, she was a third year for the work study. The villain robbed a place, then tried again. He had a smoke screen related quirk and our third dumbigo came up with the idea of letting Sho use his glasses to combat it better and it worked. There was an emergency call for the agency. Your Dad and Shirakumo were the closest so they responded first. They were playing with a bunch of daycare kids right before, Nemuri called and told them to start evacuating. The villain already took down my teammate and I, Nem called for more backup. The villain used our quirks against them, they were just trying to save the kids but he made the building crumble." He took a deep breath and wiped his eyes. "Shirakumo got hit in the head and before Sho could even get to him, he was crushed in the rubble and debris. Your Dad took down the villain by himself. Once I was cleared by medics, I rushed over there. Nemuri didn't have it in her to tell Shouta, he kept telling me that he heard him through his speaker that he kept for long distance communication but the speaker was totally busted. Your Dad was hearing words of encouragement that weren't really there. I tried to get the words out but I couldn't, Sho had to look back and saw him in a body bag." I chewed on my nail anxiously, not knowing the whole story until now. "Boys, your Dad is just scared, he doesn't want to see that happen to either of you."
Hitoshi and I quickly got up and went to their bedroom, Dad sitting on the foot of the bed, once again fiddling with his thumbs. He looked up at us with a sad smile and we sat on either side of him.
"I'm sorry for asking." I quietly said, to which Dad shook his head.
"There's no need to, neither of you knew." He told us.
"What was he like?" Hitoshi asked, making Dad smile sadly.
"He was the best kind of chaos you could imagine. Always upbeat and cheerful, full of too many innuendos. He was carefree." He got up and grabbed one of Pops' scrapbooks, sitting back down between us. He flipped to a page and showed us a picture of him, Pops and another boy with blue hair and a bandage over his nose, all in their teenage years. "That was us during our second year. I'm sure Pops' told you our nickname back then." I laughed a little and nodded. "Your first night with us Onryo, you looked almost exactly like him. Pops managed to get this photo on your third night home." He said before pulling out a picture from the cover pocket. I sat on the couch with a coloring book, looking up just enough and laughing at something Dad said about the cats. My hair was unruly and stuck up everywhere with my untamed bedhead, the bandage still on my nose. My eyes watered as I looked at the uncanny resemblance. "We used to joke around, wondering if somehow Shirakumo's innuendo's paid off and he sent you to us. Sunshine would always comment about how if your hair laid down, you would've had the same haircut I did back then." We all let out a somber laugh. "He would comment about how I was a natural with kids and I was so good with them, but I never believed him until we adopted you two. He would've loved you both, spoiled each of you rotten."
"You and Pops already make sure that happens, not including any of our Aunts and Uncles." Hitoshi said sarcastically, earning a pointed look.
"When are we going to visit him?" I asked, hoping it would be soon.
"Probably in a few weeks, before the work studies start since we didn't get to go for his birthday like normal." Hitoshi and I both silently agreed. "Promise me you both will be safe on your work studies, I need you both to come home to your Pops and I." Dad told us and something in my brain clicked. I practically flung forward and hugged him tight.
Out of everything I needed to hear, that's what caused a chain reaction in my brain that told me I was needed here. That I needed to stay alive. That I had to find a way to keep fighting.
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rizzstappen · 1 year ago
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1-10! Go ham!
Oh em geee thank you 🫶🏼
1) Would you say f1 is your favorite sport?
Maybe? It’s definitely the sport I follow most consistently like every week checking for results. I grew up on nascar but I don’t watch is as much now since my dads guy retired. I also watch futbol pretty regularly but I’m not into it enough to know all the clubs and stuff! I do have my fave players from the Mexican National team lol
2) Lestappen or maxiel ?
Maxiel 1000%. They are so compelling to me because of their story. How Daniel helped Max when he first got into F1 and then left. The whole “I wish he never left” element of it all. The way they defend each other. When everyone was blaming Daniel for his McLaren stint Max (along with others) only had good things to say about Daniel and how he was still talented. Like you don’t stick your neck out for someone like that if they don’t matter to you.
3) Dando or carlando ?
Probably Dando. Although I don’t like them as much as Maxiel I can appreciate the brother dynamic they have.
4) Norstappen or carlando ?
Carlando for sure. Again something about the brother dynamic between Lando and his teammates that makes me soft for him a bit.
5) Charlos or piarles ?
🗣️ Charlos. Who doesn’t love two hot men on the same team. The way they race each other and talk to each other is so compelling. Especially after all the drama that happened this past weekend. I love a bitch fight lol.
6) Piarles or yukierre ?
Yukierre. The chef date!!!! That was it for me honestly. The way Yuki looks at Pierre 😭
7) Brocedes or sewis ?
Brocedes. The lore!!! Like imagine growing up and karting and becoming best friends with this guy then both of you make it to F1 and then eventually on the same team. Now you have to fight said best friend and destroy your friendship with him to win your ultimate goal. Who does lore like this!?!? No one else.
8) Britcedes or valewis ?
As much as I’d love to say valewis the way merc treated him makes me sad so for that I’ll say Britcedes!
9) Sewis or sebchal ?
Sewis. The championship winner dynamic between them two. The fact that Seb was the only one who hugged him at his last race. Yeah. Def sewis.
10) Favorite driver who retired in the last 10 years ?
Does Fernando count if he returned? Probably not lol. Seb for sure! Again I am a Daniel girlie and I love all his friendships and the one with Seb is so sweet. The way he hugged him after his first win. But also the way Seb was so cunty during his championship winning streak. Ugh truly wish I had been watching at the time!!! But for sure Seb. He’s just a little guy saving the bees now 🥹
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marriso1 · 5 months ago
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AHHHHHH OH EM GEEE THANKS FOR TAGGING MEEEE!!!!<3
okay okay here’s my head cannons
Harry: I 💯 agree with you on him being bi but i can also see him preferring to not go by labels!! (like what gender he likes!) i also LOVEEE 🏳️‍⚧️ harry as a head cannon (for me i’ve head cannoned him female to male!!) I can also see him being genderfluid and nonbinary aswell!! i haven’t seen any work on that so ikr sad :((
Hermione: OH EM GEE I LOVE THE 🏳️‍⚧️ WOMAN HEADCANNON!! i haven’t heard of that one before but i love it!! me personally i’ve seen her has omnisexual!! (pref men)
Ron: Ron being 🏳️‍⚧️ is actually such a good concept/head cannon!! At first i mainly thought of him as heterosexual but ronarry has me hc him as bi!!
luna: lesbian 100000%
Ginny: Bisexual aswell!! I also love the lesbian head-cannon for her also!
Draco: Tbh it’s mixed feelings! i can see him either being omni (pref guys) or gay!!
Remus: Bi and agender!! Ngl i’ve also thought of him being aro/ace
Sirius: He’s gay, like 100%. I’ve never heard of the genderfluid hc so that’s cool!!
Tonks: Lesbian like 10000%. Intersex makes a lot of sense actually!
Snape: aroace! i genuinely cannot see him being with anyone! I do think his gender varied. It’s been stated that he’s been precieved as more fem in the books so maybe genderfluid or nonbinary?
SPEEDRUN 🏃🏃
bi: Cedric, the twins
aroace: charlie and neville
gay: dean, seamus, percy, dumbledore
lesbians: Minerva mcgonagall (sense like i picked the books up i just knew she was) and pomfrey
THX FOR TAGGING anyone else can join <3
For my contribution for pride month I’d like to share my personal head canons for Harry Potter characters!!!
Harry Potter: I’m gonna be honest I project on this man far too unhealthily to NOT be biased (I’ve been going by the name Harry in IRLfor 3 and a half years now I think? Bc of this man /srs) but that man’s bi with a capital B 💕💜💙 personally I enjoy seeing trans man Harry as well but unfortunately I don’t see as many fanfics of him as such :,) shoutout to all the fanfic creators I see making Harry a trans woman tho!!! I’d also love to see a genderfluid/nonbinary Harry or two!!!
Hermione Granger: trans woman!!! 🏳️‍⚧️ *crowd cheers* as for sexuality wise? I’ve seen her depicted as straight, bisexual and lesbian- and honestly I think I can see her fitting all of these!!!
Ronald Weasley: I always struggle to pinpoint what I headcanon Ron to be. I have seen a couple of people headcannoning him as a trans man 🏳️‍⚧️- referencing Molly continuing to have children until she had a girl creates perfect levels of angst for this- but I wouldn’t say it’s a permanent aspect of him inside my head. Now that I think about him a little more- I think I might headcanon him as unlabeled more than anything sexuality wise. I think he’s into women but he wouldn’t be opposed or too surprised if he developed a crush on a guy.
Luna Lovegood: She’s a lesbian 🏳️‍🌈💕 (I will occasionally accept fanfics where she is pan and is with Neville but her being a lesbian is the main headcanon) also a little gender queer in whichever way you choose 🏳️‍⚧️ sometimes I see her as genderfluid, bigender and just generally nonbinary
Ginny Weasley: bi- so so bi 💕💜💙
Draco Malfoy: Gayest motherfucker in town I’m sorry- Mr. Tells his father literally everything about Harry 💚🤍💙
Remus Lupin: bi 💕💜💙 there’s no question about that in my mind, I think he has a small preference for men but that’s it!!!
Sirius Black: He switches between using the labels queer and gay but you know that man kisses other men!!! 💚🤍💙 I know a lot of people tend to headcanon him as genderfluid which I enjoy seeing but it’s never been a main stay headcanon for me :,)
Tonks: (She/they) Lesbian and Intersex 🏳️‍🌈💕💛🟣. I’m sorry but the age gap between Remus and her in the original books make me uncomfortable- as for being intersex, I think most ppl believe being a metamorphmagus means she is automatically genderfluid, while I like seeing genderfluid representation, I think ppl often fail to acknowledge the difference between sex and gender. As a metamorphmagus, she transforms her body, her gender doesn’t seem to change w it in the books. While I like the headcanons of them being genderfluid I wish more people explored that specific idea.
Severus Snape: queer? Queer. In every sense of the word. I think most people view him as bi 💕🟣💙 which I agree with (Lily and Mulciber, also absolutely headcanon him having a crush on both Lucius AND Narcissa) but also I think he’s a little bit gender funky- I mean just look at him- no one who stands like that isn’t just cis /ref. Sev absolutely painted his nails and did eyeliner, he absolutely wore a floor length black skirt and absolutely had days where mister hit wrong in all the right places and everyone in her group helped by doing tiny things like braiding her hair and putting bat clips in it for fun 🏳️‍⚧️
Anyways speed run round 🏃
💕🟣💙: Cedric Diggory, Cho Chang (has the fandom chosen a new name for her yet?) Bill Weasley
🧡💛🤍🩵💙: Charlie Weasley, Neville? (Didn’t think of this until just now but it’s growing on me?-)
🏳️‍🌈💚🤍💙: Dean thomas, Seamus Finnegan, Dumbledore (I may not like him that much but he is gay)
🏳️‍🌈💕: Minerva Mcgonagall, Poppy Pomfrey
If I missed anyone I’m sorry :,)
Anyways!!! Join if you’d like with your own headcanons!!!
@pottistic @marriso1 (If you guys don’t wanna join w ur own headcanons that’s okay! I thought this would just be fun :P)
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IM JUST SEEING THAT ASK GAME NOW???? GHAVBHBHS AAA COULD I GET💥,👁️,💐,🎂 and 🌌 for Baptist Please!!!! :D !! If your still taking these!!! <3 !!! Thank you sm!!! His design is seriously one of the best I have seen in all of my days on this EARTH.. I love him to DEATH....
OH EM GEEE GIRTHWORM.M!!?!?’ccbn HIIII OMG T_T <??!~!~’83)(&(‘…FHDJFJ… IM SO SO HAPPY THAT U LIKE HIM AND HIS DESIGN WAHH That really really means so SO much to me to HEAR THAT U LIKE HIS DESIGN THAT MUCH ??? <333333?!!!. IM EXPLODING INTO CONFETTI AND FLUTTERING TO THE GROUND. And I’m happy that so many ppl are curious about him !!!! <:]]]] HE DESERVES IT!!!!! IMFJDKDD Here’s a little Baptist for everyone since he seems to be several ppls favorite (he’s also one of my favorites but don’t tell the others LOL). THANK YOU SO SO MUCH GIRTHWORM FOR THIS ASK!!!!!! AND THESE AWESOME QUESTIONS!!!!!! <3333 LOVE FOREVER!
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💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?
He struggles massively with dread and loneliness… Or maybe helplessness, primarily! His situation has left him feeling powerless every single day. He can’t cope with it very well and it routinely makes him upset to think about for too long. He hates that he feels like he has no control, but at the same time, he doesn’t really know what to do about it! :(
👁️ EYE - what colour are their eyes? do people notice their eyes? is there anything special about them (shows emotion easily, literally magical...)?
AH THIS IS A GOOD QUESTION! Since they’re not usually visible in his design hehe His eyes are normally dark brown, almost black!!! But when he’s feeling really really intense emotions, they get completely white. Sometimes they glow a little! That’s only partially why he wears the glasses. To hide his eyes if they start glowing like that LOL But mostly, he just thinks they look cool LMAOO.
💐 BOUQUET - create a bouqet for them! what do those flowers mean? are any of the flowers their particular favourite?
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I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT FLOWER MEANINGS SO I had to look some of these up!! In order: Red columbine can be used to symbolize passion and energy but also anxieties or the quality of trembling with anxiety. Heliotropes symbolize eternal love and devotion (in his case, LITERALLY eternal LOL). Red chrysanthemum is usually just simply a symbol of love. Begonias symbolize caution or a need for caution. Can also mean uniqueness or gratitude. Pink carnations symbolize gratitude and never forgetting someone. Red carnations convey aching in longing, pain from yearning so much (“my heart aches for you”). Baptist isn’t a huge flower guy, he doesn’t know much about them, but his favorite flower probably isn’t any of the ones listed here. He likes belladonna a lot!
🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like celebrating it?
October 10th! He does like to get together with friends to celebrate! But he feels kind of awkward because he can’t have cake or any food at all. Sometimes he can tolerate watching his friends eat in front of him, but if he’s getting too close to the cannibalism cycle repeating again, he has to call it all off and spend his birthday alone to reduce the risk of hurting anyone he loves. He has kind of lost track of how old he’s supposed to be. He doesn’t like thinking about it, but he does like the idea of having a special day to celebrate for himself!
🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?
Most times, when I’m writing and designing a new character, the inspiration comes suddenly! For him, it was no different! In fact, I’ve found that the characters that I like the most are ones that randomly popped into my head. It usually happens right before I fall asleep, I can literally see the character in my mind. And I immediately sit up and draw it LOL So I don’t lose the idea. Then I revisit it and refine it later! The first concept I decided about him was actually the ridiculous way he eats people, by slitting his abdomen open and having to physically pull them into him. I liked the idea of the hunger becoming so great that the pain caused to relieve the craving no longer matters, thus the ceremonious bisection of his stomach. And then the hunger being satisfied only for as long as the wound is still in the process of healing. I’ve always loved the theme of longing in the form of hunger or love in the form of consumption. Baptist just takes those themes and personifies them!! And he also kind of personifies my fears of being stuck in a cycle of self-destruction but being too scared of the unknown to leave it. OMG I’m sorry LIFDKEBDNF GOING OFF ON A PSYCHOANALYSIS RANT LMAO.
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First sentence: If Reggie looks at him like that one more time, Bobby swears to god he’s going to break something.
oh em geee bestie yay boggie prompt!!!
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If Reggie looks at him like that one more time, Bobby swears to god he’s going to break something.
They feel like their made out of paper, - or maybe glass is a more fitting description - like all it would take is for him to think about Reggie doing that thing where he bumps their shoulders together as he sends him another one of those winning smiles and Bobby would shatter to the floor and into a million pieces. And perhaps it would be nice to stay frozen in place, like fine china, something for Reggie to look at every once in a while from across the room. Bobby thinks they might quite like being observed by Reggie from behind a cabinet door, to look at but not to touch.
But he’s not china, and they’re just staring at each other from either end of the studio and somehow Bobby manages to stay in one piece as Reggie casts another glance in his direction, which is a remarkable feat if Bobby’s being honest.
No, they don’t break like glass - but he does cause Alex’s cymbals to cry out as he stumbles sideways into them, (Bobby had been hoping for a casual lean on the wall but no such luck.) and if Reggie does that again then Bobby will most definitely break something.
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mekatrio · 1 year ago
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more atsv ramblings heehee its so long
and being told 'you cant have your cake and eat it' but miles saying you can if you have two cakes but there are two earths and only one radioactive spider between them bc spot took the spider from earth-42 and he cant save his dad and have the multiverse intact as well According To Suspicious Bitch Miguel who i dont really think is a bad guy but definitely something is up with him bc he spoke abt another miguel's family but Not His Own. paralleling kingpin who wanted his family back with him even from any world. theres something going on there. especially considering the world we saw o'hara was in completely collapsed and ALSO peter b parker was there when that happened like theres a story to that tht we dont completely know. we never saw a whole world collapsed yet like i dont think it was just a matter of miguel staying in a world he wasnt supposed to because when peter b tried to do that in the first movie he was told that HE would die and not the world. if it was just a matter of alternation of canon = world collapsing, then shouldnt earth-1610 and earth-42 collapsed since spot messed up the canons of both world when he took away that radioactive spider?
and it would be narratively fitting if prowler miles is the one to beat down spot in the end bc spot goes on and on abt how he and 1610-miles created one another when in actuality spot created 42-miles aka prowler miles by robbing prowler miles from the opportunity of becoming spiderman.. ALLEGEDLY. bc another way btsv's story could end up unfolding could be a reveal that earth-42 miles wouldve became a villain regardless of whether or not he was bit by a spider. which would become a subversion of expectations and definitely be a more controversial and more difficult story to pull off, but i think if done well it could be a superb story that highlights the power of choices and that 1610 miles didnt 'become' spiderman bc of the spider, but because he had chose to out of the goodness of his heart. and it would also play into miguel's idea of canon, in that in actuality miles-1610 really Was meant to be spiderman.. but then again this is just speculation on my part and theres so many directions this story could lean towards and this is just one of them.
for example like what if earth-42 miles isnt completely bad cuz like we only saw him for 5 seconds what if hes an anti-hero HMMMM. ORRR maybe they wont do that and theyll keep it as a story that shows how circumstances can change a person, and that 1610-miles and 42-miles are fundamentally the same; that both miles possess the capacity to become like the other (also another good trope i am a fan of 😏)
but also oh em geee so much to consider like firstly what is prowler's whole deal. we really know so little about uncle aaron and why he became the prowler to begin with and was it necessarily mile's dads death that wouldve led miles down the path to become the prowler.. and would officer jeff not have died if 42-miles was bitten by a spider? two brother's deaths being interchanged to have different outcomes on one child is crazyyy. im really so curious how that will be explained.
and his mom telling him to come back home with a proper cake this time. will that be two cakes? the shopkeeper of the cakes told him to write less, but miles opted to buy two cakes instead. he wants to have everything, but can he? can he, like hobie, be a spiderman who is not defined by his tragedy, by his canon? on a meta sense, will the world reciprocate that?
im having a feeling that 'having two cakes' might possibly mean earth-1610 and earth-42 somehow merges into one so that there are two seperate earths with 'canon' events (death of an uncle and death of a police officer close to them), which ends up following thru with canon in the end... maybe. but at the same time, gwen's canon event was seemingly averted so its like.. how much of miguel's logic really follows through? but also will that mean tht it will become a world where both officer jeff and uncle aaron are alive, or both are dead, or just one, or... or maybe its not a complete 'merge', but because it's happened in a parallel world, it doesnt have to happen in the other world.... ????
like what could possibly happen with 42-miles.... im overflowing with anticipation. will he somehow become the spiderman for his world? will he become a vigilante without spider powers, if that isnt what he is already? (highly doubt this) will he team up with 1610-miles.. and how would he be convinced to?? i saw some reddit comments where imagine tht 42-miles pretend to be 1610-miles to fool some villains or whatever ahhhh i dont know. theres so many things they can do.. when i saw him i kept thinking 'kilometres immorales' over and over again in my head HES REAL!!! and mile's expression in the ending.. was it simply resignation after learning he wouldnt be let go? or was it an even deeper resignation of realizing what wouldve happened to him had uncle aaron not die.... there are so many questions grahhhh
also the deleted itsv scene where peter tells miles "You can’t think about saving the world, you have to think about saving one person." vs atsv miguel telling miles uh. something among the lines of "choosing to save one person vs the rest of the worlds" like brooooo i wish they kept in that first line that parallel wouldve been sick
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dewitty1 · 4 years ago
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Saturday Six (Stuff)
Oh EM Geee over 1040 of you following me! (shoo now, I don't have any more treats for you! 💕) Thank you! Thank you, so, so much! ヾ(@^▽^@)ノ
Can someone explain to me what it is with y'all and older music? I saw someone say that there is only one good song from the 50's, and I was like "Child, what?" I was ready then and there to build a 50's favorites playlist. (.﹒︣︿﹒︣.)
I have been going gray trying to figure out my accounting, and I finally was able to see my accountant who helped me fix it! (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑
Why the boomers in my family have to argue with me, I have no idea. I know how to look things up faster and better than they do, so idk how they think they're going to win and argument. It's really getting tiring. ٩(๑`ȏ´๑)۶
Had to try to cheer myself up with some flowers. The little things help, sometimes. (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*
There are only two more weeks until my birthday. Plenty of time to shop or, ya know, whatever. (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)*:.。. .。.:*・
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