#first day of school yippee

[felt-squirrels]

I may be dying.

[indigo6f00ff]

need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago

(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)

[nono-uwu]

They are being eaten like gummy worms omnomnonmnonm

[starrysharks]

[cordially-stupid]

I got disowned two years ago, two years into my college education.

Tomorrow is my first day back.

This would not have been possible without the support of my friends and the financial support I received from my school. I had to jump through a million hoops but I made it. I fucking made it. And I could only have made it with help

[rip-bugsandbobbit]

First day as a freshman, here's Scarlet!

[alaskan-wallflower]

wooooo honors physics first period woohoo!!!!!

[your-local-granny]

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[hollypies]

happy birthday :3

:D

[goldiipond]

ray autism essay finished

[willowfoot]

*pumps fist* got my mark raised on an assignment because I asked the prof yesterday what I could do to improve it after he didn't give me specific feedback, and he seemed to have a sort of windows startup moment when he realized he didn't know what exactly he was docking me marks on hlglksdfjk

[vsnapdragon]

anxiety cat

[deimosdesolation]

My school blocked tumblr on their wifi but otherwise I really enjoyed it!!! 😋😋

Made a new friend too, hes super awesome sauce!!!!! ‼️‼️

But I’m all seriousness I was so scared for nothing, But I guess it is hard to stop myself from getting that gut wrenching feeling no matter the amount of reassurance I get. It’s when I go through it I realize they were right!! Anyways Im going to bed I just wanted to post an update

Again I will get some more of my art out soon im just working on oc stuff. I might post that too, not sure yet. Or even make a whole blog dedicated to my ocs kind of like how I have a TikTok and insta for them :’)

[ech0light]

vce band canceled after-school rehearsal at the last second without telling me. it’s whatever i donteven care

[aideneverybody]

Nahhh

I fr forgot I posted this now I have to work on it no😭

I smell Roman art coming

Now I just have to figure out what pose💀

[july-19th-club]

a while back i read jane eyre for the first time since high school in anticipation of watching the 2006 wilson/stephens miniseries. it's incredible to reread these classic novels as an adult, because while i got all the words and understood the *content* as a teenager, i didn't at all find the book interesting or fun to read. anyway i think one of the reasons that book stood the test of time isn't so much the gothic intrigue and how fucked up rochester and his wife are . he sucks so bad in so many ways . but he keeps needing rescued from stuff and only jane can do it . he fucking breaks an ankle falling off a horse early in her employment with him and she's the one who helps him back to the house . his attic wife sets his bedroom on fire and jane's the one who finds him and puts it out before he dies of smoke inhalation . then attic wife sets the house on fire after jane leaves and the whole place burns to the ground, grievous death and permanent injuries, etc, etc. jane comes back yippee everything's okay again! austen heroes don't get wounded like that because they're far too sedate and busy engaging in social seasons and heathcliff is like not wounded physically so much as destroyed emotionally . but this dude strikes the balance for readers who best enjoy when a man is collapsing of various problems and literally cant survive a day without some governess to pour water on his four-poster so he doesn't fry to a crisp

ALSO . i particularly was interested in the passages just after jane first meets him where she talks a lot about how if he was a normal polite person, or even just like a normal Lord with like, a sense of propriety and good manor house manners, she'd have been shy and awkward and uncomfortable and would have hated him. but i think where some interpretations get it wrong is that she doesn't think his rudeness is HOT. she thinks it's good for her own confidence, in that she knows her own self-esteem and social comfort levels are so low that all the scripts of peerage and society make her crawl into herself and disappear. she doesn't know how to follow the scripts convincingly, she's been emotionally abused her whole life so she has no sense of self-worth, but he doesn't follow the script. which means she doesn't have to worry about following it either. which does wonders for her confidence levels because when she can just act in ways that make sense to her rather than second-guessing whether she will be Approved Of, she can actually be a person. and that's what she first appreciates about him: his ability to (more or less without trying or even noticing) facilitate that for her.

"The incident had occurred and was gone for me: it was an incident of no moment, no romance, no interest in a sense; yet it marked with change one single hour of a monotonous life. My help had been needed and claimed; I had given it: I was pleased to have done something, trivial, transitory though the deed was, it was yet an active thing, and I was weary of an existence all passive."