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Patchouli Knowledge:

The Scarlet Devil Mansion contains a massive library with countless books on all kinds of topics. The librarian is none other than the 7-Day Wizard, Patchouli Knowledge. She was the 4th boss of Touhou 6: Embodiment of Scarlet Devil.

Patchouli ("Patchy" to friends) is what's known as a youkai magician. Effectively, becoming good enough at sorcery to cast spells to make yourself not need food or water will eventually remove your humanity, making you a separate species. Despite her great magical capabilities, she's physically incredibly frail, and has asthma and vitamin D deficiency. She also is frequently sick from the toxic metals used in her alchemy. She's a friend of Remilia Scarlet, the master of the mansion, and doesn't technically work for her so much as just hangs around.

Personality-wise, she's something of a stuffy genius type. She's smart and wants you to know it. But, that applies to everyone in this series, really. Marisa has a tendency to... borrow her books and not return them, so there's a bit of bad blood between them, but they still collaborate on magical projects from time to time.

Patchouli uses the Chinese idea of Five Elements. As fitting her title, she uses one kind of magic for each day of the week: Fire (Tuesday), Water (Wednesday), Wood (Thursday), Metal (Friday), and Earth (Saturday); plus Sun and Moon magic for Sunday and Monday. She also has the ability to mix and match different elements, such as Mercury poisoning out of water and metal, or volcanic eruptions out of fire and earth. In Embodiment of Scarlet Devil, she changed what mixups of elements she used based on who you played as and the difficulty, creating quite the different experience! Her ultimate attack has her combining all the weekday elements together to create Fire + Water + Wood + Metal + Earth Sign: "Philosopher's Stone".

ZUN thought it'd be interesting for Patchy to be an Asian-styled European magician as a rival to Marisa, who's a European-styled Japanese magician. Despite this, she still references western folklore in many of her spellcard names, and at one point she even prays to Jesus in perhaps the only legitimate display of Christianity in the series.

[nightsky-wonderer]

Observations and Coincidences

In praise of Varian’s Star Part 2

Continuing from my first post. Below are a few more observations and interpretations to coincidences that may/may not come to play.  

The interpretation and theory may not be in line with yet-to-be seen canon material as the story continues, but I hope in the end it would serve as additional content for generating AU Ideas.

1.) The Pentagram - star-shaped symbol with greater meaning

The stars we a major source of wonder and inspiration for cultures around the world through time.  Each one even implemented a star with a few or multiple points to it, each with their specific meaning.  There is one symbol in particular I would like to focus on.  You may remember seeing this symbol within the book from the episode “Curses!”

The upper right corner of the right page displays the moon, a 5-pointed star, and a sun.  This star is known as a Pentagram, a symbol associated with perfect union, balance, and protection.  It may not be a literal star in the sky, but it has a history of being associated with magic, philosophy, religion, and alchemy.

In one way, the pentagram served as a bit foreshadowing to what Lord Demanitus was describing in “Lost and Found”, where combining the Sundrop and the Moonstone is the key to having access to what is known as the “Ultimate Power”.

Looking through some research, the Pentagram was used by many cultures throughout history and was interpreted differently.  Its creation was believed to be from ancient Mesopotamia, tracing the orbital pattern of the planet Venus, the “morning and evening star” throughout the night sky.  When implemented by the Pythagoreans in Ancient Greece, it was a viewed as a symbol of mankind, health, and “marriage of heaven and earth”.  Each point was associated with parts of the human body and the elements that were believed to have made them: air, water, earth, fire, and ‘quintessence’ (can be psyche, spirit, or aether).  The belief combined with its mathematical purity makes this also viewed as a symbol of perfection.  The Chinese and taoists interpreted a similar view when implementing with their medicine, with the element, Wood, replacing the spirit.  

The pentagram made its way to be implemented in alchemy, adopting a view similar to the pythagoreans.  As each point was associated with the elements, seasons, five planets (Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn) and other properties, it can be associated with the makings of the “Alchemical Great Work” that produces a Philosopher’s stone.  

The 5 elements is also used in Wicca Culture’s view of the pentagram.

The symbol was also used to construct a symbol associated with King Solomon, known as Solomon’s pentagram.  Solomon in Jerusalem Culture was known for his great knowledge and wisdom.  It was believed that the pentagram can be perfectly made if used the correct ingredients: Gold and Silver, metals associated with the Sun and the Moon in alchemy.  When placing another symbol, the Seal of Solomon, on the back of the pentagram, this creates a key object of great knowledge, and brings a being closer to cosmic perfection.

From the involvement of the pentagram representing unity and perfection, and its uses in magic and alchemy, this appears to be a star-shaped symbol that can indicate Varian’s involvement and association.

1.1) Zhan Tiri and the Inverse Pentagram

(Based on voice actor confirmation, I will refer to Zhan Tiri as “her”)

Despite the pentagram’s usages for positive purposes, the symbol over time eventually became implemented into a much darker image.  If we were to invert the star, we will have a symbol normally associated with black magic and Satonists.  Sometimes the representation involves a goat’s head within the star.  The normal pentagram has its tip pointing to heaven, while the inverse symbol is pointed to the ground towards hell.  The symbol, therefore, can be seen as both good and bad.

You may recall a post made by @david-yells-about-cartoons​ that talks about the star representing the 5 elements mentioned above and Zhan Tiri.  They identified something physically similar between warlock and her disciples and the symbol.  Zhan Tiri’s torso was shaped like a pentagon, reflecting the center of the pentagram, while the body of her disciple, Sugracha, was more triangular shaped in proportion (most notably her head and hair).  In addition, their theory revisited post notes Tromus (aka Matthews) displaying triangular body portions, and the potential associations with the five elements.  Sugracha was closely related to earth, as her plan was “rigid”, requiring absolute perfection in the paintings in order to be successful.  Tromus’s House Of Yesterday’s Tomorrow was in a shell-shaped house, he had many back-up plans that were in-store and flexible, it happened to be a rainy night when he meets the Rapunzel and friends, and had a plan involving a mirror (reflectivity being a characteristic of water).  

The theory continues with the possibility of her arch enemy, Lord Demanitus being a former disciple, given the triangle-shaped eye patch, representing the element of air.  However, this was later debunked from the airing of “Lost and Found”, revealing a silhouette figure shaped similarly to Mother Gothel.  Looking at Gothel, her triangle can be found in her hair.  

Whether or not there is more to Zhan Tiri and Demanitus’s story is yet to be seen, and if there are two more additional beings/objects connected to her that may be associated with other elements

Other than trees, which Zhan Tiri is heavily associated with, it can be seen as a possibility that the warlock’s magic is connected to nature itself.  In “Queen for a Day,” she was portrayed drawing energy from a mountain to cast her snowstorm spell in Xavier’s legend.  

With Varian’s involvement with alchemy, which in this universe is like combining magic and science, his battle alongside Rapunzel against Zhan Tiri could parallel the warlock’s previous conflict with Lord Demanitus.  The dynamic appears to exist: Adira’s tale in “Rapunzel and the Great Tree” portray Zhan Tiri in the traditional Disney Villian Green, and Demanitus with its complementary (opposite) colour: Red.  @animemoonprincess​ has identified an association of red and pinkish red with Varian throughout the series, being more prominent in season 3.

For the sense of the pentagram observations: Varian could represent the upright Pentagram, and Zhan Tiri, the inverse pentagram.  Might also serve as a small detail for the growing Mom!Tiri theory.

2.) The Star as a guide and navigator

Other than useful symbols, stars were used as nightly tools to help people navigate their way through the night.  The pole star for example was always in the North direction.  In religion, The Star of Bethlehem helped the Wise Men and Shepherds meet the new born Jesus Christ.

As far as symbolism goes, the stars can be seen as destiny signs that allowed people to achieve their dreams, goals, and sometimes find their way. 

Now leads to a puzzle: Varian didn’t literally instruct Rapunzel to touch the black rocks and send her on her journey outside Corona...or...

Rapunzel’s final nightmare in “The Alchemist Returns” portrays Varian appearing behind her with a cryptic message: “Face your destiny, or all you hold in your heart will be in grave danger.”

Flash forward to the Varian conflict, She recalls that moment from her nightmare, which prompted her to finally touch the rocks, defeat the real Varian, and create the path that led her to the dark kingdom.

it is interesting to note that in some dream interpretations, that seeing dull or red stars foreshadows trouble up ahead, or be prepared for sorrows, possibly alluding to the events of “Secret of the Sundrop”.  Rapunzel appears in vibrant colour, while Varian was dull along with his surroundings.

Beyond “Be Very Afraid”, with Varian translating the Graphtic Scroll, Rapunzel and her friends will need his instruction and guidance to finally unify the Sundrop and Moonstone.

3.) “to "Touch a Star" is a metaphor which means that we have realized our Dream, Achieved our ambition, and safely and successfully arrived at the end of our latest adventure.” - Joseph Panek (2009)

There were some portions of this interpretation that appeared poetic, mostly in regards to the ending of “Rapunzel’s Return”.  To break it down to parts in the context of the ending of season 1 and throughout season 2:

Dream (in terms of S1-S2): Experience the world beyond the Corona Walls

Ambition (or Goal): Follow the Black Rocks and realize her destiny (though arguably failed due to Cassandra’s Betrayal)

Dream!Varian tells her to “face her destiny”, leading to events of SOTSD and Rapunzel’s adventure in Season 2.  She returns home to find it overtaken by Saporians.  She then reconciles with Varian, and together, reclaims her kingdom.  Her final task involves her using the Reverse Incantation to finally free Quirin, which she also succeeds.  She embraces Varian, and he gets a happy ending with his Dad.  From there, Rapunzel finally settles in Corona to begin filling in the role of ruler for her amnesic parents.  Her embrace with Varian marks the ‘end’ of her adventure beyond the Corona Walls.

For thought: Something similar but different could play again when Varian is needed again to unify the Sundrop and Moonstone, defeat Zhan Tiri, and ending the adventure of the series.

*4.) Fun: Real-life shooting star coincidences 

From modern science, shooting stars appear in many colours due to their chemical composition.  Varian’s exposure to Green and Pink/red/pinkish light and objects appears similar to spectrum live photos of the famous Perseids meteors.  Starting from pink, then to green towards the tail. The meteors portrayed in the show seem to appear pinkish.

*fun coincidence

Sources:

https://www.originalbotanica.com/blog/pentagram-pentacle-meaning-origin/

http://www.lakeharrietlodge.org/lhl277/MainMenu/Home/MasonicEducation/TheSymbolismofthePentagram/tabid/413/Default.aspx

http://symboldictionary.net/?p=1893

http://www.omega-magick.com/2012/01/pentragam-of-solomon.html

http://www.alchemygothic.com/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=161:pentagram-reference&catid=48:alchemy-encyclopedia

https://dreamastromeanings.com/spiritual-meaning-of-stars/

http://dreamingfordreams.com/meaning/watching-the-stars/

https://www.whats-your-sign.com/ancient-alchemy-symbols.html

http://opsopaus.com/OM/BA/PP/index.html

http://www.aseekersthoughts.com/2009/05/star-as-symbol.html

Extra:

https://blog.world-mysteries.com/ancient-writings/alchemy-ancient-writings/four-elements-alchemy/

https://sciencestruck.com/list-of-alchemy-symbols-their-meanings

https://thehouseoftwigs.com/2018/09/25/applying-alchemical-symbolism-to-magical-practice/

https://exemplore.com/dreams/Dream-Interpretation-Symbolic-Star-Meaning-1

http://www.aseekersthoughts.com/2009/11/shooting-star-symbol-and-myth.html

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[touhou-memories]

Spellcard comparison (4) Marisa B

Recollection "Mercury Poison" - Satori (SA)

Metal & Water Sign "Mercury Poison" - Patchouli (EoSD)

Recollection "Princess Undine" - Satori (SA)

Water Sign "Princess Undine" - Patchouli (EoSD)

Recollection "Philosopher's Stone" - Satori (SA)

Fire Water Wood Metal Earth Sign "Philosopher's Stone” - Patchouli (EoSD)

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 Old Post Revisited (2/14/17)

Coincidentally this original post was also done on Valentines day last year.

I’m bored, and this Valentines day is all about finding myself(eh why not?) and so I’m doing a bunch of various personality tests that show up on posts about various show characters and posting them here to keep :P

First is Hogwarts House, and I’m pretty much pure Hufflepuff.

I had taken the official quiz when it first came out, and about a week ago and got Hufflepuff both times. (as well as a quiz on buzzfeed where i was 100% Hufflepuff and like 60% Ravenclaw lmao).

  (2/14/17) I just did the all questions test again and got 

84% Gryffindor. 

70% Slytherin

48% Hufflepuff

38% Ravenclaw

(2/14/17) I did the quiz on Almighty Guru and got these results

 Slytherin - 12

Ravenclaw - 11

Gryffindor - 10

Hufflepuff - 9  

Second is zodiac sign. I actually had to do a calculation for this cause my zodiac sign is confusing since I was born on the cusp of Taurus and Gemini. BUT I’M A FREAKING TAURUS FINALLY THE TRUTH IS REVEALED.

In more detail my Sun sign is Taurus, Moon sign is Scorpio and Mercury sign is Aries. NONE of my planetary signs listed = Gemini actually.

This is going off of my actual date of birth including the year, which seems to change things.

Also, because I was curious, my natural element is Water, much to the disbelief of Jo lmao.

(2/14/17)    http://whatismysign.net/what-is-my-element/ 

Longevity Center, 5 element personality quiz

WOOD ARCHETYPE: The Pioneer = 9

FIRE ARCHETYPE: The Wizard = 10

EARTH ARCHETYPE: The Peacemaker = 10

METAL ARCHETYPE: The Alchemist = 7

WATER ARCHETYPE: The Philosopher = 11

The element with the highest score reflects your primary personality type. It is possible for some people to have 2-3 primary elements. It is important to remember that it is not the score that counts, but the relation between the scores.

You may also want to look at the elements with the highest scores and see whether they are opposite or adjacent to each other. Example: Wood and Fire and Earth are adjacent, whereas Wood and Metal, Fire and Water, are opposite. Adjacent elements with high scores reflect a strong supporting relationship, while opposite elements with high scores reflect a strong conflicting relationship. In this context, conflict is not necessarily good or bad- it represents the potential for movement and change as well as instability.

So basically I’m very unstable lol

(2/14/17) You got The Sacral Gland Chakra! The Sacral Gland Chakra is all about Energy and Creativity! Gland: Reproductive Gland Associated Stones: Carnelian, Red Jasper, Amber Goldstone, Orange Stones and Crystals. Effects: Sexuality, Healthy Emotion, Physical Relationships, Spontaneity, Energy, Zest For Life and Creativity.

Four Temperaments I am Melancholic(black bile), with Choleric being the closest second. Which is odd considering isn’t that the complete opposite personality wise?

The melancholic temperament is fundamentally introverted and thoughtful. Melancholic people often were perceived as very (or overly) pondering and considerate, getting rather worried when they could not be on time for events. Melancholics can be highly creative in activities such as poetry and art - and can become preoccupied with the tragedy and cruelty in the world. (I rather like this bit since it’s true, i do tend to focus on cruel things like serial deaths and such..) Often they are perfectionists. They are self-reliant and independent; one negative part of being a melancholic is that they can get so involved in what they are doing they forget to think of others.

Melancholic people are emotionally sensitive, perfectionistic introverts. (not necessarily a perfectionist lol)

(2/14/17) So Drisk took a similar quiz once and got the exact opposite, Choleric her top and Melancholic her second I believe.

From previous tests i’m INTP(-I). And it seems I am still the same! (Well I don’t remember what the parenthesis was before but honestly probably the same.

I = How I interact with the environment

N = Where I direct my mental energy

T = How I make decisions and cope with feelings

P = My approach to work, planning and decision-making

I = How confident I am

(2/14/17) I took the Jung test on similar minds and put in my MBTI personality, however for Jung I got ISTJ

Trustee". Decisiveness in practical affairs. Guardian of time- honored institutions. Dependable. 11.6% of total population. 

To go more in depth with Jung after the all inclusive test I took here’s the breakdown (Avg’s are the average scores of others who have taken the test)

Extroverted 28% (49% avg)

Introverted 48% (52% avg)

Intuitive 37% (53% avg)

Obviously think this should be higher but whatever

Sensing 52% (52% avg)

Thinking 47% (47% avg)

Feeling 19% (52% avg)

I really think maybe my feeling should be higher, at the very least they should be more equal

Judging 56% (53% avg)

Perceiving 36% (49% avg)

(2/14/17) Oh wait this is great. I just took an all inclusive test on Similar Minds and it covers a couple different personality tests as well as possible careers. 

The MOTIV personality theory is a refined hybrid of previous notions of personality (Big 5, Jung, Freud, Golden Rule) which posits that the entire spectrum of personality can be explained by seven independent, alterable, and empirically provable personality motivations / strategies. 

I dont fully understand the results but apparently my motive type is XCXWDRX

AND motiv+ type is xctW|D|rx

Materialist vs Ascetic (desire to be attractive vs not caring about outside validation)

53% (54% avg)

Offbeat vs Conventional (Experimentation, new ways vs the familiar)

43% (48% avg)

Thinking vs Haphazard (organized vs disorganized)

56% (51% avg)

Interpersonal vs Withholding (experience happiness through others, othercentric vs socially inconsiderate, oblivious to others’ needs, selfcentric)

16% (56% avg)

I obviously don’t think this is accurate but the questions were all (my primary goal is to put others first) and things of that nature which is obviously unhealthy

Vital vs Depressed (Optimism vs Pessimism)

10% (54% avg)

Easygoing vs Rigid (prioritize relaxation and peacefullness vs not taking it easy/ not knowing how to relax)

36% (52% avg)

Sectarian vs Globalistic (Nationalistic vs United World, cultural differences not a big deal)

50% (51% avg)

Personality Disorders 

Paranoid 70% (50% avg)

errs towards not trusting others

Schizoid 66% (40% avg)

errs towards being too solitary

Schizotypal 43% (56% avg)

errs towards being too odd, nonconforming

Antisocial 57% (46% avg)

errs towards being too inconsiderate, selfish

Borderline 76% (45% avg)

errs towards being too unstable

Histrionic 53% (52% avg)

errs towards putting too much weight on external things/rewards

Narcissistic 57% (40% avg)

errs on being too self idiolizing, too focused on social image

Avoidant 82% (48% avg)

errs on being too conflicted about social intimacy

Dependent 60% (44% avg)

errs on being too needy

Obsessive Compulsive 56% (45% avg)

errs on being too ordered

Enneagram Info

So the Type # thing, which I did last year but I’ll put these results here instead.

Type 1 56% (51% avg)

preoccupied with orderliness

Type 2 16% (49% avg)

preoccupied with the welfare of others

such a low score and yet my careers are all helping related (see below)

Type 3 53% (52% avg)

preoccupied with being attractive

Type 4 48% (51% avg)

preoccupied with being different

Type 5 57% (53% avg)

preoccupied with knowledge

Type 6 36% (50% avg)

preoccupied with fear/caution/safety

Type 7 43% (49% avg)

preoccupied with thrill seeking

Type 8 48% (51% avg)

preoccupied with dominance

Type 9 36% (53% avg)

preoccupied with relaxation

The top two career choices for me are Child Care Worker, and Stay at home Parent. THANK YOU TEST, i KNOW. I also got a bunch of other helping professions like social worker, multiple psychologists and therapists, midwifery, nanny. Then some randoms like florist. body piercer and pastry chef lol.

I’m most likely a Type 4. I also got Type 2, 6, 3 and 7.

Fours are self-aware, sensitive, and reserved. They are emotionally honest, creative, and personal, but can also be moody and self-conscious. Withholding themselves from others due to feeling vulnerable and defective, they can also feel disdainful and exempt from ordinary ways of living. They typically have problems with melancholy, self-indulgence, and self-pity. At Their Best: inspired and highly creative, they are able to renew themselves and transform their experiences.

Fear : No identity or personal significance

Desire : To create an identity

I was a bit skeptical at first but just the desire/fears are spot on. Jesus christ.

Also share this type with fav’s such as Anne Frank, Stevie Nicks, Angelina Jolie, Johnny Depp, Winona Ryder, Florence(& the machine), Judy Garland(aka Dorothy!)

Chinese zodiac is an Ox.

Dependable, Strong and Determined

From the Celtic Tree Astrology I am Hawthorn - The Illusionist

Outwardly, they appear to be a certain persona, while on the inside Hawthorn’s are quite different. (Fucking accurate tbh)

They live seemingly average lives while on the inside they carry fiery passions and inexhaustible creative flame. They are well adjusted and can adapt to most life situations well - making themselves content and comforting others at the same time. ~~~~~You are naturally curious, and have an interest in a broad range of topics. You are an excellent listener, and people seek you out as an outlet to release their burdens. You have a healthy sense of humor, and have a clear understanding of irony. You tend to see the big picture, and have amazing insight - although you typically won’t give yourself enough credit for your observations.~~~~~(All of this yes so accurate shit.) Hawthorn signs match up nicely with Ash and Rowan’s.

My most basic human need I need most is Significance (64%).

48% Certainty, 27% Variety, 43% Love-Connection, 36% Growth and 25% Contribution!

(2/14/17) OH I also took the 5 expressions of love quiz the other day with Drisk (apparently Frenchie makes everyone take it lol) I don’t feel like going back and discovering what exactly I got. Just gifts were low, and physical affection wasnt as high as i expected. But Drisk and I got near identical scores which I found interesting

Acts of Service 9

Quality Time 8

Words of Affirmation 6

Physical Touch 5

Receiving Gifts 2

I retook it, so they’re slightly different than originally. I believe quality time and words were my highest before. And physical touch was just a 3

(2/14/17)  I took a quick IQ test and received 108. I took an EQ test and my score was slightly above average. 

5/15/18 I just got ISFJ in myer briggs