#finished the book last night and UUGGHHH 😭

[karlyboyyy]

I need you all to know that Heaven Official’s Blessing Vol 6 destroyed me.

✨Mild Spoilers✨

Like… we finally got Xie Lian and Hua Cheng to admit to each other that yep, it’s mutual! Woo! But then…

Then we’re confronted with a ~300 page flashback to the most terrifyingly heartbreaking and traumatizing time in Xie Lian’s past and I just… ugghhhh 😭

He was so very close to completely giving in to the agony and hate. And I felt that.

But by the end, he still manages to see a sliver of hope in the world and decides to pick himself back up and continue to save people as best he could.

Xie Lian is a certified Cinnamon Roll and a badass, and I can honestly say he’s one of my favorite fictional characters of all time.

Side note: Do we ever find out what that last mural depicts?? Did Hua Cheng paint something that was just so lovey dovey it was cringey? Or did he go all out and paint some straight up filthy nasty sex? Either way would honestly be hilarious but I’ve gotta know 😐