#finda's life

[findafight]

I do think there should be more art and fics with post No Good Deed Fiyero saying something flirtatious to Elphaba while everyone around him, Elphaba included, stop the interaction (that is, obviously, tense and acrimonious up to that point) to stare at him trying to figure out where the hell THAT came from.

[notafraidofredyellowandblue]

so I've heard in the past that some members of the band have hinted at not being 100% straight and richard has given hints at wanting to know what it's like to be a woman, could you please give me some sources to those since I've looked everywhere and can't really find them? thank you, if not, it's totally understandable

Another really really old ask, not because i didn't want to, but because i wanted to findas much info as possible 🌺 sorry anon for taking so long..

Well, the most recent 'hint' was Flake's podcast with topic 'gay/lesbian' where he mentioned that the topic came up one evening when the band were chatting and it turned out they all had their experiences 🥰

Rammstein is imo a band who has always been very 'inclusive' in any sexual preferences, and especially in Till's lyrics you can tell he is very interested in anything out there (not that that makes him 'not straight' (to be honest, i think he is, by some other quotes in interviews 😊) but i wouldn't be surprised if he tried some stuff somewhere in life).

Richard did an 2010 interview in Canada (don't have a link to the original, just this transcript) where he was quoted (about 'Mann gegen Mann')

"Actually, Till showed the lyrics to our Gay community, to our friends, just to make sure, because if you talk about something that you not really are, it's always kind of hard. Sometimes you cross the line, you don't think about it, but it could be offensive. If you do something because it's your experience, it's fine, but if you write something and you're not actually a part of it, I think you should make sure that everything you want to say is right. So he gave the lyrics to some friends, and they were very approving."

Which sort of confirms that they don't see themselves as gay so much. Also in interviews where they were asked 'are you gay', they usually end up with 'no'... interestingly, i don't think i've seen an interview where an interviewer explicitely asked 'are you bisexual' 🌺 (by the way, i would be really surprised if Richard hadn't some experience with a guy when he was younger, i vaguely remember he alluded to such in a really old interview, but i don't have a link).

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Richard indeed has expressed ideas about his feminine side several times, in the interbiew above he says for instance

"If you talk to me right now, I'm a big believer in getting myself in balance between the female and the male side. I have a female side too, obviously."

And very striking was in several interviews ca 2021 after he did the cover 'Always on my mind' with Till for the Emigrate album 'The Persistence of Memory' and then made it a duet, stating:

"I mean, obviously, Till has also this very characteristic voice. And then it was pretty fast. He recorded one day. And then I was listening to it, and I felt a little bit that his performance was a little bit too male-oriented. So I felt I need a little female touch to it. So that’s why my personality came in. And I think it’s a good combination"

So he felt a female touch was needed, and added his own voice to Till's track 🥰

And ofcourse in 2023 he shared on his ig

"I've always wondered what it's like to be a woman"

Now ofcourse this could just be a Kruspe-caption 😊 but with the 'DT' video in mind and his role in it, it makes one wonder doesn't it... where is that making of when we need it 🌺😊

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From the others i don't have quotes at hand...sorry...but maybe someone else has and is willing to share 🌺

[amechanirl]

i jus wanna run away

no more amechanirl !! quittin n leavin forever ,, life is too stressful !!

needa run away and finda new home ,,

。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。

[darloe]

I was listening to some of Lenny Bruce’s old sets, as one does, and even got to the Steve Allen part, and let me tell you this. First off, because I know how some people can misunderstand words easily, I love Lenny Bruce.

Both Luke Kirby’s characterization and the actual person.

Second, that real life version was not as cool and slick as you were made to believe through your modern eyes. Especially at Playboy’s Penthouse.

He seems like the average middle school boy to me and with that mindset, everything he said was just 10x times funnier. Like, he’s not funny to us modern day people but he’s definitely made me laugh more times than I thought.

Anyways, don’t even have to tell me, I’m sure Lenny Bruce was considered the coolest cat in those times. But, in this era, he is very much like a middle school boy. He’s also way more sassier than I originally thought.

Also!

Why does man have his butt cheeks out!?

They lookin finda firm and pert though, not gonna lie I’d like to squeeze that juicy thang…

Okay I’m done, you can lock me up too.

[novaazurite]

What transpired after Pin revealed herself to Book? Was Coiny upset with Pin at all? Did Book discover her heritage as a Guardian? If so, did she make it her mission to "protect" the Azurian lands from Pin?

Also, were there any significant events that occurred during IDFB, BFB, or TPOT?

This is gonna be a HUGE wall of text, rambling session GO!

Pin unintentionally not only revealed to Book shes the scarlet dragon but to everyone else currently in BFDIA as of the events of BFDIA 14. In canon how Pin snaps and her mech suit releases a huge surge of electricity, instead, in alg, Pin turns into the dragon, the amount of rage and trauma she has from what FreeSmart has done to her was as the boiling point and she could not repress it anymore, the dragon form tends to happen when shes really angry, from whats have picked up on, angering Pin is like a death sentence to them. Book is Yoyleian, her family is a long line of guardians said to be the protectors of Yoyleland, in recent years since Yoyleland is essentially deserted after war broke out between it and Azuria, a neighboring region north of Yoyleland, Azuria is very relevant in the AU, as TPOT takes place within that region, and the first two to come across this region is Firey and Leafy, as most never even heard of Azuria, the history between Yoyleland and Azuria is a very lengthy one to explain. Book's family has kept this heritage from her so she could live a normal life without the burden being a guardian, she at first saw it as a myth that she liked to read about when she was younger because she found it cool, not knowing she was technically the guardian for the current era, she only found out about this when her team, FreeSmart, went to Yoyleland for the challenge of going to the top of Yoyle Mountain (events of BFDIA 5), since the supervan is equipped with two large rockets on the sides of it (dont ask how Pencil got them), it plunges FS way far ahead of Woah Bunch and Team No-Name, giving FS the time to explore Yoyle City (in the au the city is a decaying ruin, nature is taking over it since the city has been untouched for who knows how long), Book and Ice Cube go visit the library, even her childhood home, and began searching the house and seems to find a special piece of yoyleite that seems to lead her to a secluded area within yoyleland where the guardian stuff has been laid to rest, Book finds out shes the next guardian which really excites her, the yoyleite kind of helped unlock her abilities that was kind of hidden from her since she never knew about this, she wanted to live up to the legacy and make her family proud even despite they kept this from her. She wanted to be a good protector to anyone she cares about and wouldnt let anything hurt them, she is very inexperienced and trying to use her abilities at first is hard, the staff I mostly draw her with can materialize and dematerialize out of thin air, usually when she feels threatened it tends to appear involuntairly, when Pin got winga during the events of BFDIA 6, Book had weird suspicion about her and accused her of being the scarlet dragon, people brushed this accusation off of assuming Book is a nutcase and is taking her yoyle guardian stuff too seriously (which they arent wrong, she is way too invested in this, and it gets worse in BFB.), and when everyone finda out that Pin is during the events of BFDIA 14, they now see Book was telling the truth.

During IDFB, Book will actively try to seek out and stop Pin from supposedly "causing destruction" due to her nature as the scarlet dragon, dragging Ice Cube into this, even despite Pin wasnts nothing to do with this, IDFB likely will be the peak Book trying too hard (or BFB)

I havent put much thought into TPOT yet, mainly regarding things with One, but I need to find the info I made for it because I came up with a lot. And by TPOT (since the events of BFB 14), Book and Pin seem mutually on much better terms.

Eeep that was a lot to write, I dont know if it exactly answered everything but you can do whatever with this info :]

[dramioneasks]

Hello, friends. Any dramiones that are dark, gloomy, preferably 7th year upwards (when possible stuffed full of smut)I love HEA, but I'm in the mood for dark DE draco and "I can save him" Hermione, please and thank you 😘

Poet. - OneEqualTemper - M, 32 chapters, Words: 111,295 - At a certain point last year, she never thought she’d be here again. She never thought she’d be in a train compartment looking out at the Scottish landscape on her way to Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. She never thought she’d have the chance to live a normal life. “It feels weird doesn’t it?” Ginny asks, gripping the bench seat of the compartment. Hermione nods, “It almost feels wrong.”

Remedy by EriChristine - M, one-shot - Draco returns to Hogwarts before the start of his repeat 7th year to help rebuild the school he had a hand in destroying, hoping to finda sliver of redemption in himself. Hermione makes an unlikely friend of him and they end up becoming acquainted with each other in ways they didn’t originally anticipate. Time heals wounds; love is an all natural remedy. *I suck at summaries* 

The Dragon Turns Phoenix by Rainy-Day Poet - M, 25 chapters - In a cruel twist of fate, Ron was killed by a Death Eater as he rushed into the thick of the battle to avenge Fred’s death. Harry, Ginny, the Weasleys…everyone is shattered, but none as much as a heartbroken Hermione, trying to piece herself back together as she begins her seventh year at Hogwarts. She finds friendship and comfort from an unexpected source- Draco Malfoy.

Stillness - ittyxbitty - M, 32 chapters - Hermione didn’t know how to get over the war. She thought returning to Hogwarts would help but after a break down the most unlikely person helped her up and taught her that it was ok to not be ok.

It All Started At a Lake - MyaPie1 - not rated, 23 chapters - Hermione and Draco are still troubled after the war even though there fellow classmates have already seemed to have moved on. They barely pay attention to each other until one night Hermione sees him swimming in the Black Lake when she couldn’t sleep. She couldn’t have known that joining him once would turn into so much more.

Atonement by Lunamionny - M, 25 Chapters, Words: 108,170 - 'We are all broken. That’s how the light gets in.’ When Hermione and Draco return to Hogwarts for their eighth year, they’re both broken and both changed in irrevocable, albeit different, ways. But when the school’s new mind healer implements an innovative new treatment, it ignites the possibility that, maybe, Hermione and Draco can help each other piece together the scattered fragments of themselves that the war has left behind. Complete.

-Lisa

[cute-girls-from-vns-anime-manga]

g'day, hope this finda ya well. i was wonder if you've ever read A Centaur's Life? sine you seem to be enjoying monster musume, i reckon you might enjoy that too. it does get a little on the serious side, but the world building is great

anyway, have a good one

Eh, ive tried reading a Centaur's life before I just couldnt get into it. Thanks for the recommendation anyways maybe Ill give it another chance see if being in a different place in my life will change my opinion!

You have a great one yourself!

[wonyite]

𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐁𝐘 𝐎𝐑 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐗𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐀 𝐊𝐀𝐘.

below you'll finda collection of various lyrics from music by independent country artist alexandra kay. feel free to change pronouns, combine sentences, & alter as needed. phrasing has been slightly adjusted for roleplay purposes. listen to her music/covers here.

i was never one for relationships.

i let love sail away.

it was fun until it wasn't.

it was easier just playing house.

tell her that this one's from me.

sometimes hearts just don't align.

you make me feel right at home.

i won't beg for you to stay.

you gave this lonely life some meaning.

you get me out of my head.

could you give me one last thing?

you don't owe me anything and i don't owe you.

tell your sister i'll miss our talks.

you always lead me back home.

we’ve worked so hard to get here.

i’m up and i'll be there in 5.

how did you do it? can you walk me through it?

it was perfectly imperfect.

kiss me goodnight.

i could use a little advice.

i'm not the bad guy.

i probably shouldn't have.

i'd give anything just to feel that again.

i feel like i'm frozen.

it's clear to me that it's over.

i wanna get on track to getting us back.

just tell me where to begin.

i wish i could tell you that i met her back in grade school.

don't say it's breaking your heart.

he/she/they showed up, one single rose and said, "you're beautiful tonight."

we all raised a glass and she gave a speech.

can we just skip this part?

we were happy once.

it's probably time to take it down.

we had a good run.

and i told her i'm afraid to be alone.

give me one last kiss before you leave.

it won't always be like this.

i gotta know, is it worth the fight?

i hate the feeling that i don't even know you anymore.

i don't know what to do.

it doesn't seem fair.

she's always gonna love you.

anything less just wouldn't be us.

can't say that i didn't try.

he didn't deserve it.

i don't know who i am without you.

[blackmoons]

At the very end of the year, like the start of November though, which was like. One of my worse points in the year I wanted to die so bad omggggggg my journal from 2024 fall needs to be put in a lockable Box. With a code . I prayed to God like God. If you don't finda way to take me out of this theatre teachers presence im gonna say some crazy shit to her because she was always BOTHERING ME . Obviously I didn't say it like that bcuz it's God...........but u know. Anyway the next day she switched me to lighting with a girl . Me and this girl both like Lana and Ethel Cain and we both like life is strange and yellow jackets and we're both left handed and she was very patient with me even though the lighting confused me -_- I've never met someone so similar to me before woag . and we started to eat lunch together sometimes when she doesnt want to sit with her friends and wants to sit with me. She said I should come and talk with them but lik e I Don't want to share and I don't really like them because they said her afro looks like a mushroom AND they're all Mexican girls which is just like weird .to me. Or they call her another nickname that also seems just sort of racist . Um. I don't Like them 💗. Anyway. Sometimes I get to steal her two or three days in a row <3 but I think we're uncannily alike and unalike in a lot of ways. Really just in the way we react to our experiences in different ways. And That Was My One Good Part of 2024 #connection#friendship#yay#yes

[atplblog]

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[findafight]

Robin chose Steve. Robin made the conscious and deliberate decision that she could and would trust Steve. She already liked him! She had fun working and bantering with him! They were already on their way to being weird little bffs and the torture just expedited the process. Steve chose Robin just the same! He thinks she's fun and cool and likes her so much! He chose to be honest and open with her too, putting himself out there.

Even though their interests on the surface level don't match why wouldn't they share them? Steve clearly caves when Robin wants to watch a movie he doesn't think he'll like, Robin can watch a March madness game or five.

Stop trying to take away their bond oh my god people can be close to more than one person!!! Their best friend doesn't have to be dismissive or mean or whatever in order for a romance to be special to them!

[mrsmarymorstan]

Original Text, from r/povertyfinance

"I Can't Afford A Divorce!

Husband bought a NEW truck without my knowledge. Just drove home with a truck and a $860/month payment for 5 years. We bring in 4400/month. Our mortgage is $900/month. My car payment is $320. have one year left on that. We pay $500/week for daycare for our single kid, so that's HALF our money gone at the end of the month. After our mortgage, this new truck payment, my car payment and daycare that will leave us with a grand total of $330 a month for our other bills. "We will be fine' he says. just lost it. Then he told me to get a second job if was so worried, am so close to graduating with my BSN. can't have two full time jobs and go to school full time FOR A TRUCK HE BOUGHT. He told me to sell my car because his truck gets better mileage and asked him how his diesel truck getting 22 miles to the gallon is better than my car that gets 32 and he said the tank is bigger on his. It's like he's been replaced with a stupid alien. I don't even know what his thought process has been. We cannot survive on $330/month or pay our other bills, water, gas (diesel for his stupid new truck), electric, FOOD. We will have nothing to put back for emergencies. I am so angry, this is the most irresponsible thing. can't even leave. I won't be able to finda place to rent for under $900 month beside that this is my home damn it. can't afford the mortgage and other bills on my own. I'm just a NA right now, only bring home $1800/month. Not enough to even cover daycare. couldn't afford a lawyer anyway."

Addition in reblog:

"Hi! Our money is separated because we are separated! Got my BSN, waiting to take my registration exam but I landed a great job as a Graduate Nurse. Life is great now, logging into Reddit for the first time because I've been a little busy and wow! If anyone is wondering if they should drop dead weight in a relationship... DO IT. It's the most freeing thing ever."

Truck comes first and if there is any money left over the kids may eat. - Modern Consumer Patriarchy

[amorecrea]

The Words of the Unseen

Amid life’s vastness where shadows sway,In the quiet corner where the moonbeams play,In discordant notes, a melody can findA harmony born of the most unlikely kind.A unity in spirit, a shared celestial theme,find solace in the words of the unseen.

[lvndrdaaze]

LAUFEY BECAUSE OF YOU ATE TIRED OF WORK

Moved out to a new cityJune is dawning down on meAnd all that I can findA sickly romance in the airLovers stroll without a care in sightOoh, this can't be right'Cause the sun's engaged to the skyAnd my best friend's found a new guyI'm only getting olderI've never had a shoulder to cry onSomeone to call mineEverybody's falling in love and I'm falling behindTouched the ocean, fell right inStepped outside and burned my skinMy life won't go my wayBossa nova in my roomHope that I'll find someone too to loveBecauseThe sun's engaged to the skyAnd my best friend's found a new guyI'm only getting olderI've never had a shoulder to cry onSomeone to call mineEverybody's falling in love and I'm falling behindEverybody's falling in loveEverybody's falling in love, ohEverybody's falling in love but me(One, two, three)

——🎵🎶🎼 ANON

ty bestie, i love waking up to a song in my inbox 😭<33

in honour of Diluc's birthday, im working on your latest request and writing some smut with feels (｡>﹏<) idk if I'll finish it today but I'll do my best 💜

[aliixen]

My Love

Thank you for loving me,

Even If it was for a little while,

There were moments when you,

Made me the happiest person,

On this whole broken world.

Now I know you don't love me,

not like you used to,

and that if you found somebody,

that makes you feel understood,

and just as special as you make me feel,

I would have to go away.

And I will.

I have already started the process,

Of distancing myself from you,

I don't know how to talk to you anymore,

Don't know what I should do,

Sometimes I wonder If you even,

Want me in your life anymore.

You don't talk to me,

You don't wanna see me,

You make me feel like I can come to you,

Only because I want to,

Not because you want me to,

And it's destroying me.

I am a person that need only one thing.

To know that you love me and want me.

I don't need things, suprises, presents,

Only assurance and a little bit of love.

But now I lost even that.

My hands are shaking more,

I'm crying myself to sleep,

And my heart feels like it's being,

Held by this invisible hand that,

Squeezes it way too hard sometimes.

While I'm with you I turn into a total goofball,

Not because I'm like that,

It's to mute my feelings,

Give you space and maybe,

Make you smile a little,

Because I can't bring you comfort anymore.

That night I was going away after new years,

I was already tired of pretending,

Hence my sitting calmly,

And walking around just doing random things,

So I can hold out a little longer,

Before completely shutting off.

I'm sorry.

I know I'm not what you need,

And that I'm just a temporary fix,

I know you're losing your love for me,

Everyday I'm waiting for the end,

That I'm sure will come.

I just wish it didn't,

Because I really love you.

But once again, that,

Is just not enough.

My whole heart, once again,

Doesn't mean that much.

It really is a wrong generation,

For good people to fall in love,

Because there really is,

No happy end for us, is there?

We always do our best,

We are supportive, good,

Loving, passionate, absolutely

Enamored with our person.

We try to always be there for them,

And to be the best for them,

Even if our heart is breaking,

And there is a cry for help inside us.

We don't judge, we don't blame,

We just back away slowly and wish,

That this person finda their happiness.

But oh how much it hurts,

How much are we losing ourselves,

In the process of doin that again and again,

Just for different people that,

enter our lives only to leave.

I'm sorry that once again,

I'm not enough.

I really wanted to be.

[ere-the-sun-rises]

It doesn't start with Bruce, it starts with Dick.

Bruce is a man who is meticulous in his thoughts, his plans, his contingencies, his knowledge, his skill - but devoid of affection for his own life. He can life with being "good enough", and he's got the scars to prove it. Until-

"You missed the timing." Dick says. "And you didn't land right."

Bruce was ... not expecting to get chastized by an eleven year old today, for sure. Dick takes his stunned silence with a sigh, gets up on the floating rings and demonstrates the flip like Bruce needs a refresher.

"Did you see how my ankles didn't bend outward when I landed? That my heels were aimed together and toward my butt?" Dick says, remaining balanced in position. "If you do it your way, you strain the tendons and ligaments - you need to land straight."

Bruce finally finda his voice. "I've had no issues so far."

Dick raises a condescending eyebrow and crosses his arms. "It only takes once to break an ankle. Then what? It's not like I can carry you home."

It's in this little moment that Dick will never remember that Bruce's world shifts on its axis and clicks firmly into place.

In the decades that follow, even Dick himself with bitch and moan about the vigorous and often brutal training regime the Bats are subject to. Clark and Diana will watch him instruct his birds with winces of sympathy. Hal and Barry will cringe away from offers to spar with him. Arthur will straight-up refuse.

Dinah, spitting out blood, will grin up at him from the mats. "What made you such a sadist?"

"I'm not." He answers, helping her to her feet gently.

"Sure you aren't." Oliver grouses.

"It only takes once to break an ankle." He parrots, as though Dick has said it to him yesterday.

"What?"

"It takes one mistake - a mistimed jump or poor landing - to break an ankle. What happens then, when I can't run and my balance is shot?" He cocks his head. "Almost everyone else in the League has powers."

Oliver snorts derisively. "I don't."

"You're also a ranged fighter with a superhuman wife." He gestures at Dinah. "I'm one of the heaviest and tallest members of the League - how could I expect Robin to carry me? How could I bring children out into the field with me if I couldn't trust in their skills? That they could get away without my help if it came to that? I needed to be sure they would be okay, that I could protect them."

"Oh." Ollie looks a little sheepish. "I just thought you're vaguely suicidal but nothing had come along that was deemed worthy of killing you yet."

"I already know Clark and I was suicidal." That makes his friends' eyes widen.

"Was?" Dinah asks gently.

"I didn't ... recover after my parents died. Nothing mattered, not even me. Not- ... Not until I got Dick. He told me his parents drilled it into him, especially because of their netless acts - messing up once was enough."

Dinah smiles sympathetically. "Wise words."

"I'm sure the phrase has come out of my mouth enough times he hears my voice in his head instead of his parents', so I doubt Dick even recalls telling me." He huffs a laugh. "I'm sure he wouldn't like to be reminded."

"I can only imagine the abuse that would earn him from his siblings." Ollie laughs.

"Enough to give me a headache." He grouses gently. "Let alone Alfred."

Dinah chuckles. "Probably. I'd love to go another round, but we gotta get home."

Bruce, a fellow long-suffering parent, nods. "I understand. I'll see you later."

When he hears the whispers from other members of the League talking about him, he'll smirk to himself as he walks passed and think about how they'd choke if they knew it was all because of an eleven year old boy.

That last post made me think of something I saw in a fic ages ago that I can't find anymore that really stuck with me and it was how the bats see themselves compared to everyone else

Which was the idea that those with powers could settle for good because they had an edge and the bats couldn't. They always had to be pushing, learning, training, because for them the difference between good and great was death.

And now I'm always thinking of Bruce arguing with someone and then saying something like "yeah but i can do it well enough" and Bruce remembering how he had to push he kids till they could do something 100% of the time because even 99 is good enough when that 1 % could be all it takes. But also how that mentality sets them apart from heroes who can take a beating and think they're invincible because it won't kill them. Probably. And heroes who know that one wrong move could be there last.

Welp sorry if that made no sense

It made perfect sense! The Batfamily operates on such a thin margin of error — razor thin. 99% good could mean failure, like you said. Landing a flip 99 times out of a hundred still means you missed the landing one time. And one time is all it takes.

The problem is they make it look so effortless. Bruce raises them that way — there’s no other option but to be perfect. And I’m sure it does lead to resentment and confusion between teams.