#finda's life

[findafight]

Robin chose Steve. Robin made the conscious and deliberate decision that she could and would trust Steve. She already liked him! She had fun working and bantering with him! They were already on their way to being weird little bffs and the torture just expedited the process. Steve chose Robin just the same! He thinks she's fun and cool and likes her so much! He chose to be honest and open with her too, putting himself out there.

Even though their interests on the surface level don't match why wouldn't they share them? Steve clearly caves when Robin wants to watch a movie he doesn't think he'll like, Robin can watch a March madness game or five.

Stop trying to take away their bond oh my god people can be close to more than one person!!! Their best friend doesn't have to be dismissive or mean or whatever in order for a romance to be special to them!

[notafraidofredyellowandblue]

so I've heard in the past that some members of the band have hinted at not being 100% straight and richard has given hints at wanting to know what it's like to be a woman, could you please give me some sources to those since I've looked everywhere and can't really find them? thank you, if not, it's totally understandable

Another really really old ask, not because i didn't want to, but because i wanted to findas much info as possible 🌺 sorry anon for taking so long..

Well, the most recent 'hint' was Flake's podcast with topic 'gay/lesbian' where he mentioned that the topic came up one evening when the band were chatting and it turned out they all had their experiences 🥰

Rammstein is imo a band who has always been very 'inclusive' in any sexual preferences, and especially in Till's lyrics you can tell he is very interested in anything out there (not that that makes him 'not straight' (to be honest, i think he is, by some other quotes in interviews 😊) but i wouldn't be surprised if he tried some stuff somewhere in life).

Richard did an 2010 interview in Canada (don't have a link to the original, just this transcript) where he was quoted (about 'Mann gegen Mann')

"Actually, Till showed the lyrics to our Gay community, to our friends, just to make sure, because if you talk about something that you not really are, it's always kind of hard. Sometimes you cross the line, you don't think about it, but it could be offensive. If you do something because it's your experience, it's fine, but if you write something and you're not actually a part of it, I think you should make sure that everything you want to say is right. So he gave the lyrics to some friends, and they were very approving."

Which sort of confirms that they don't see themselves as gay so much. Also in interviews where they were asked 'are you gay', they usually end up with 'no'... interestingly, i don't think i've seen an interview where an interviewer explicitely asked 'are you bisexual' 🌺 (by the way, i would be really surprised if Richard hadn't some experience with a guy when he was younger, i vaguely remember he alluded to such in a really old interview, but i don't have a link).

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Richard indeed has expressed ideas about his feminine side several times, in the interbiew above he says for instance

"If you talk to me right now, I'm a big believer in getting myself in balance between the female and the male side. I have a female side too, obviously."

And very striking was in several interviews ca 2021 after he did the cover 'Always on my mind' with Till for the Emigrate album 'The Persistence of Memory' and then made it a duet, stating:

"I mean, obviously, Till has also this very characteristic voice. And then it was pretty fast. He recorded one day. And then I was listening to it, and I felt a little bit that his performance was a little bit too male-oriented. So I felt I need a little female touch to it. So that’s why my personality came in. And I think it’s a good combination"

So he felt a female touch was needed, and added his own voice to Till's track 🥰

And ofcourse in 2023 he shared on his ig

"I've always wondered what it's like to be a woman"

Now ofcourse this could just be a Kruspe-caption 😊 but with the 'DT' video in mind and his role in it, it makes one wonder doesn't it... where is that making of when we need it 🌺😊

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From the others i don't have quotes at hand...sorry...but maybe someone else has and is willing to share 🌺

[amechanirl]

i jus wanna run away

no more amechanirl !! quittin n leavin forever ,, life is too stressful !!

needa run away and finda new home ,,

。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。

[darloe]

I was listening to some of Lenny Bruce’s old sets, as one does, and even got to the Steve Allen part, and let me tell you this. First off, because I know how some people can misunderstand words easily, I love Lenny Bruce.

Both Luke Kirby’s characterization and the actual person.

Second, that real life version was not as cool and slick as you were made to believe through your modern eyes. Especially at Playboy’s Penthouse.

He seems like the average middle school boy to me and with that mindset, everything he said was just 10x times funnier. Like, he’s not funny to us modern day people but he’s definitely made me laugh more times than I thought.

Anyways, don’t even have to tell me, I’m sure Lenny Bruce was considered the coolest cat in those times. But, in this era, he is very much like a middle school boy. He’s also way more sassier than I originally thought.

Also!

Why does man have his butt cheeks out!?

They lookin finda firm and pert though, not gonna lie I’d like to squeeze that juicy thang…

Okay I’m done, you can lock me up too.

[cute-girls-from-vns-anime-manga]

g'day, hope this finda ya well. i was wonder if you've ever read A Centaur's Life? sine you seem to be enjoying monster musume, i reckon you might enjoy that too. it does get a little on the serious side, but the world building is great

anyway, have a good one

Eh, ive tried reading a Centaur's life before I just couldnt get into it. Thanks for the recommendation anyways maybe Ill give it another chance see if being in a different place in my life will change my opinion!

You have a great one yourself!

[the-girl-with-the-glass-heart]

what's the servant of evil? your art of the au is very cool btw

Oh it's based off a vocaloid song series/manga made by MOTHY-P.

It's kinda a long story, so forgive me if the summary is clunky.

A long time ago a widowed queen gave birth to twin boys, the older one named Romulus and the younger one named Remus. a couple years later Romulus is almost poisened by an assassin so to protect him they fake his death and send him off to be adopted by the Captain of the royal gaurd, Picani.

Life as a peasent isn't too glamerous but he does have a new adoptive brother named Janus who makes the mundane farm life very entertaining.

Even more years go by and on the boys 18th birthday the Queen dies making Roman reflect on all his life decisions, he decides he wants to protect and care for Remus so he gets a job as a servant at the palace.

Roman starts serving Remus but it's very akward and weird, Remus still thinks his twin is dead and to make it worse, Remus is... kinda terrible at being king?

He's pretty traumatized from losing his entire family in just 18 years and everyone he talks to is either terrified of him or using him, nobody actually gives a damn about Remus so he acts like a childish, egocentric, spoiled brat.

Roman is very patient and understanding with him though, he knows Remus isn't really evil he's just lonely and scared and never asked to be King. Sadly Picani just so happens to be putting too much pressure on Remus to shape up and be a good King Remus asks roman to kill him real quick and roman can't bring himself to deny remus's request.

Meanwhile Virgil is a depressed farm boy in a foreign country bullied for looking sickly and having purple hair, people blame him for all their problems and theorize he must be a witch of some kind. He desperately wishes for a single friend and he luckily finda the perfectly perfect Patton.

The two become friends and immigrate to Remus's kingdom but trouble starts when Remus's betrothed Prince Logan falls for Patton and Remus loses it.

Remus DEMANDS Roman kill Patton and then tell all his gaurds to start killing anyone who even LOOKS like him, he's humiliated, angry, depressed, he's clearly not in his right mind.

After Patton's death, Logan is absolutely pissed and partners up with Janus who's seeking revenge for Picani's death. They start a revolution and are ready to publicly execute Remus, Roman however has a plan.

He confesses to Remus that he's his twin and tells him to swap clothes with him and run away, Remus is hesitant but Roman orders him to just do it or else they'll both die. The last thing Roman ever says to Remus is that he hopes in another life they could see each other again.

After Roman is executed Remus is homless for two years before being found by Virgil on a beach, after Patton's death he moved to the outskirts of town and became a priest to form some peace of mind and help others. Remus becomes a priest as well and the two become friends after a while, Virgil even slowly teaches Remus about empathy and selflessness.

One night though, Virgil over hears Remus in the confessionsl and comes extremely close to killing remus in his sleep but decides agaisnt it, claiming that if he killed him then all his work moving on from Patton's death and teaching Remus to be good would be worth nothing.

Virgil and Remus confess their dark secrets to each other and they fill the void in each others lives left by their dearly departed loved ones. Remus spends the rest of his life doing good deeds, helping people, and sending messages in bottles out to see with wishes written inside them for Roman and him to see each other again some day. The end.

There's quite alot more to it but thats the gist.

[giratina-and-the-skys-bouquet]

 very self indulgent EOE timeline au where angels got hooked up on instrumentality before they hatched and now after all is said and done when people start to come back theres 7+ gaint kaiju trying to integrate themselves with society and find a purpose because. Well they only really existed to fuse with adam and bring forth the creation of white moon life.

What im trying to say is I wanna start a sahaquiel ask-blog I just gotta finda enough pictures first

Update: there is now a sahaquiel ask-blog: @ingenuity-of-god

[atplblog]

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[mrsmarymorstan]

Original Text, from r/povertyfinance

"I Can't Afford A Divorce!

Husband bought a NEW truck without my knowledge. Just drove home with a truck and a $860/month payment for 5 years. We bring in 4400/month. Our mortgage is $900/month. My car payment is $320. have one year left on that. We pay $500/week for daycare for our single kid, so that's HALF our money gone at the end of the month. After our mortgage, this new truck payment, my car payment and daycare that will leave us with a grand total of $330 a month for our other bills. "We will be fine' he says. just lost it. Then he told me to get a second job if was so worried, am so close to graduating with my BSN. can't have two full time jobs and go to school full time FOR A TRUCK HE BOUGHT. He told me to sell my car because his truck gets better mileage and asked him how his diesel truck getting 22 miles to the gallon is better than my car that gets 32 and he said the tank is bigger on his. It's like he's been replaced with a stupid alien. I don't even know what his thought process has been. We cannot survive on $330/month or pay our other bills, water, gas (diesel for his stupid new truck), electric, FOOD. We will have nothing to put back for emergencies. I am so angry, this is the most irresponsible thing. can't even leave. I won't be able to finda place to rent for under $900 month beside that this is my home damn it. can't afford the mortgage and other bills on my own. I'm just a NA right now, only bring home $1800/month. Not enough to even cover daycare. couldn't afford a lawyer anyway."

Addition in reblog:

"Hi! Our money is separated because we are separated! Got my BSN, waiting to take my registration exam but I landed a great job as a Graduate Nurse. Life is great now, logging into Reddit for the first time because I've been a little busy and wow! If anyone is wondering if they should drop dead weight in a relationship... DO IT. It's the most freeing thing ever."

Truck comes first and if there is any money left over the kids may eat. - Modern Consumer Patriarchy

[findafight]

Enough playing with "both people made mistakes and hurt each other" in fics, sometimes someone fucks up and it is in fact all their fault.

[amorecrea]

The Words of the Unseen

Amid life’s vastness where shadows sway,In the quiet corner where the moonbeams play,In discordant notes, a melody can findA harmony born of the most unlikely kind.A unity in spirit, a shared celestial theme,find solace in the words of the unseen.

[lvndrdaaze]

LAUFEY BECAUSE OF YOU ATE TIRED OF WORK

Moved out to a new cityJune is dawning down on meAnd all that I can findA sickly romance in the airLovers stroll without a care in sightOoh, this can't be right'Cause the sun's engaged to the skyAnd my best friend's found a new guyI'm only getting olderI've never had a shoulder to cry onSomeone to call mineEverybody's falling in love and I'm falling behindTouched the ocean, fell right inStepped outside and burned my skinMy life won't go my wayBossa nova in my roomHope that I'll find someone too to loveBecauseThe sun's engaged to the skyAnd my best friend's found a new guyI'm only getting olderI've never had a shoulder to cry onSomeone to call mineEverybody's falling in love and I'm falling behindEverybody's falling in loveEverybody's falling in love, ohEverybody's falling in love but me(One, two, three)

——🎵🎶🎼 ANON

ty bestie, i love waking up to a song in my inbox 😭<33

in honour of Diluc's birthday, im working on your latest request and writing some smut with feels (｡>﹏<) idk if I'll finish it today but I'll do my best 💜

[ere-the-sun-rises]

It doesn't start with Bruce, it starts with Dick.

Bruce is a man who is meticulous in his thoughts, his plans, his contingencies, his knowledge, his skill - but devoid of affection for his own life. He can life with being "good enough", and he's got the scars to prove it. Until-

"You missed the timing." Dick says. "And you didn't land right."

Bruce was ... not expecting to get chastized by an eleven year old today, for sure. Dick takes his stunned silence with a sigh, gets up on the floating rings and demonstrates the flip like Bruce needs a refresher.

"Did you see how my ankles didn't bend outward when I landed? That my heels were aimed together and toward my butt?" Dick says, remaining balanced in position. "If you do it your way, you strain the tendons and ligaments - you need to land straight."

Bruce finally finda his voice. "I've had no issues so far."

Dick raises a condescending eyebrow and crosses his arms. "It only takes once to break an ankle. Then what? It's not like I can carry you home."

It's in this little moment that Dick will never remember that Bruce's world shifts on its axis and clicks firmly into place.

In the decades that follow, even Dick himself with bitch and moan about the vigorous and often brutal training regime the Bats are subject to. Clark and Diana will watch him instruct his birds with winces of sympathy. Hal and Barry will cringe away from offers to spar with him. Arthur will straight-up refuse.

Dinah, spitting out blood, will grin up at him from the mats. "What made you such a sadist?"

"I'm not." He answers, helping her to her feet gently.

"Sure you aren't." Oliver grouses.

"It only takes once to break an ankle." He parrots, as though Dick has said it to him yesterday.

"What?"

"It takes one mistake - a mistimed jump or poor landing - to break an ankle. What happens then, when I can't run and my balance is shot?" He cocks his head. "Almost everyone else in the League has powers."

Oliver snorts derisively. "I don't."

"You're also a ranged fighter with a superhuman wife." He gestures at Dinah. "I'm one of the heaviest and tallest members of the League - how could I expect Robin to carry me? How could I bring children out into the field with me if I couldn't trust in their skills? That they could get away without my help if it came to that? I needed to be sure they would be okay, that I could protect them."

"Oh." Ollie looks a little sheepish. "I just thought you're vaguely suicidal but nothing had come along that was deemed worthy of killing you yet."

"I already know Clark and I was suicidal." That makes his friends' eyes widen.

"Was?" Dinah asks gently.

"I didn't ... recover after my parents died. Nothing mattered, not even me. Not- ... Not until I got Dick. He told me his parents drilled it into him, especially because of their netless acts - messing up once was enough."

Dinah smiles sympathetically. "Wise words."

"I'm sure the phrase has come out of my mouth enough times he hears my voice in his head instead of his parents', so I doubt Dick even recalls telling me." He huffs a laugh. "I'm sure he wouldn't like to be reminded."

"I can only imagine the abuse that would earn him from his siblings." Ollie laughs.

"Enough to give me a headache." He grouses gently. "Let alone Alfred."

Dinah chuckles. "Probably. I'd love to go another round, but we gotta get home."

Bruce, a fellow long-suffering parent, nods. "I understand. I'll see you later."

When he hears the whispers from other members of the League talking about him, he'll smirk to himself as he walks passed and think about how they'd choke if they knew it was all because of an eleven year old boy.

That last post made me think of something I saw in a fic ages ago that I can't find anymore that really stuck with me and it was how the bats see themselves compared to everyone else

Which was the idea that those with powers could settle for good because they had an edge and the bats couldn't. They always had to be pushing, learning, training, because for them the difference between good and great was death.

And now I'm always thinking of Bruce arguing with someone and then saying something like "yeah but i can do it well enough" and Bruce remembering how he had to push he kids till they could do something 100% of the time because even 99 is good enough when that 1 % could be all it takes. But also how that mentality sets them apart from heroes who can take a beating and think they're invincible because it won't kill them. Probably. And heroes who know that one wrong move could be there last.

Welp sorry if that made no sense

It made perfect sense! The Batfamily operates on such a thin margin of error — razor thin. 99% good could mean failure, like you said. Landing a flip 99 times out of a hundred still means you missed the landing one time. And one time is all it takes.

The problem is they make it look so effortless. Bruce raises them that way — there’s no other option but to be perfect. And I’m sure it does lead to resentment and confusion between teams.

[aliixen]

My Love

Thank you for loving me,

Even If it was for a little while,

There were moments when you,

Made me the happiest person,

On this whole broken world.

Now I know you don't love me,

not like you used to,

and that if you found somebody,

that makes you feel understood,

and just as special as you make me feel,

I would have to go away.

And I will.

I have already started the process,

Of distancing myself from you,

I don't know how to talk to you anymore,

Don't know what I should do,

Sometimes I wonder If you even,

Want me in your life anymore.

You don't talk to me,

You don't wanna see me,

You make me feel like I can come to you,

Only because I want to,

Not because you want me to,

And it's destroying me.

I am a person that need only one thing.

To know that you love me and want me.

I don't need things, suprises, presents,

Only assurance and a little bit of love.

But now I lost even that.

My hands are shaking more,

I'm crying myself to sleep,

And my heart feels like it's being,

Held by this invisible hand that,

Squeezes it way too hard sometimes.

While I'm with you I turn into a total goofball,

Not because I'm like that,

It's to mute my feelings,

Give you space and maybe,

Make you smile a little,

Because I can't bring you comfort anymore.

That night I was going away after new years,

I was already tired of pretending,

Hence my sitting calmly,

And walking around just doing random things,

So I can hold out a little longer,

Before completely shutting off.

I'm sorry.

I know I'm not what you need,

And that I'm just a temporary fix,

I know you're losing your love for me,

Everyday I'm waiting for the end,

That I'm sure will come.

I just wish it didn't,

Because I really love you.

But once again, that,

Is just not enough.

My whole heart, once again,

Doesn't mean that much.

It really is a wrong generation,

For good people to fall in love,

Because there really is,

No happy end for us, is there?

We always do our best,

We are supportive, good,

Loving, passionate, absolutely

Enamored with our person.

We try to always be there for them,

And to be the best for them,

Even if our heart is breaking,

And there is a cry for help inside us.

We don't judge, we don't blame,

We just back away slowly and wish,

That this person finda their happiness.

But oh how much it hurts,

How much are we losing ourselves,

In the process of doin that again and again,

Just for different people that,

enter our lives only to leave.

I'm sorry that once again,

I'm not enough.

I really wanted to be.

[videostak]

duuude my living situation sucks so much donkey dick it makes me wish i could like cry :’( srlsy just got cussed out by my dad for not doing things that are supposed to be other ppls chores. i wish i could pinpoint the point in my life where my family started seeing me as their personal maid to yell at whenever anythings a mess. i know it started with me doing the dishes (my family and mom specifcally had stated that we would all help with the dishes and then after like a week no one else helped and it all fell on me and since then theyve just stopped doing stuff that they used to help out w/ so now im like doing everything basically or at the leeast the one whos expected to keep things tidy) probably the closest ive ever been to ssaying fuck you to one of my family members let alone a living person at all. tho i thought things would be crazy dire when it reached the point of being chewed out for things that arent even my responsibility but in reality when i felt like saying it i realized like it would have no impact. like my dad said fucking 600 times while chewing me out and i was like didnt kno he reached that point where he just cusses his own family members out right out the gate. it was literally so insane hes insane and just has such a fkd idea of what like dumbass nuclear family bs. every1 else puts up with his shit and just avoids talking to him and i feel like im the only one who actually takes a stand for myself cause idk i feel like i dont have anything to lose. if he kicks me out ill live on the streets die on the streets idc like just so fucked living like this. every1 expects to clean up after them but if they catch me cleaning up after them thhey act like im babying them and not letting them be adults its so fkd like theres truly no way out the only way out is just like thru with blunt force  i think. like im so sick of my dad theres so many times id put up with his bs and take his side on things but i rly do not wanna talk or even entertain the idea of talking to him to him. literally anytime any1 talks to him he just turns it into a 30 minute lecture and he acts so childish when things dont go his way. like when i got furniture for my room and he was annoyed cause i didnt ask him for furniture (wtf) and  then once when i said i was looking for a round lil table and he takes me to the garage to show me a long rectangle table that doesnt even match the other furniture in my room and when i say its not what i was looking for he goes all silent and just guides me out lol. liek when i was a kid i thought it was so amazing that my mom and dad got married when they were p young (dont remember the ages exactly but im p sure my mom was 19 and my dad was idk how many years older he is but just like a few) but now like i see so clearly how totally much it stunted their growth. they both act like little kids and never listen or behave like adults can never take accountability or give actual apologies like def made me realize u should wait as long as possible to get married. i guess its good they got married or atleast had sex since it means i got to be born (yay) but everything else abt it is a real bad deal. rly dont see myself being able to move out anytime soon but ill honestly just keep at the work and save up money and like some day go back to college and hopefully make connections to finda roommate or smthn.

[ithisatanytime]

cloak tattered (feat. saturn)

 yesterday i called elon musk a “son of finda” which is an Oera Linda reference, please keep that in mind ok, you had no idea what the hell i was talking about, i do this all the time because making MYSELF laugh is paramount to me, so if you read some shit i wrote and got your feelings hurt, please consider the VERY real possibility you dont know what the hell im talking about, most of the time no one does and i make posts sometimes for very specific people who probably arent even gonna read it. the truth is when it comes to people i hate them but when it comes to persons i usually love them, i DO hate gay people, when i consider them, the great mass of gays, it makes me want to do an MS incel style, but there are gay PERSONS who i love more than my own life, and its not in spite of them being gay, its because they are gay. no its totally in spite of the fact that they are gay lmao, tbh its just disgusting to me