#fic:saudade

[kimvvantae]

saudade!tae is probably my favorite character i’ve ever written. idk i just love to write lore about him. if saudade ever becomes an actual novel i’ll go soooooo much morr hardcore on his backstory lmao

[shions-heart]

Just wanna drop by and thank you for writing Saudade even if it's an older fic of yours because it's the best fic I've read in AGES and I'm in love with how you wrote the characters lol. Sorry if this is annoying but I just wanted to say it

this isn't annoying at all!! thank you so much for taking the time to send me this message. I really appreciate it and I'm so glad you enjoyed the fic! It was a ton of fun to write. XD

[kimvvantae]

HALI 😭😭 I'M SO GLAD YOU LIKED GRAVITY & SAUDADE!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE RECS 💖💖💖💖

Hali's Fic Recs

Hi frens - I felt like making a list of some of the amazing works that I have read the past few weeks. While I do reblog and review everything I read on my fic rec blog, I wanted to put this on main because I obviously have more followers here and I just really wanted to give some other creators love on main. All of these works are incredibly worth every second reading. There are definitely going to be a few repeat authors, as I binged some m. lists oops.

I do not have the same amount of rec's for every member - this is quite frankly not on purpose at all, I just tend to mass consume what my mutuals write and that sometimes gives me limited reading options so I apologize!

Favorites have been marked with *

alternative names for this rec list: @gimmethatagustd and @jjkeverlast m. list oops

Cool'n by @sugakookitty

→ smut, sugar daddy

→ You’re just out doing some hot girl shit with your friends, but your boyfriend does not approve.

Vegas, Baby by @chimivx

→ Fluff, dad Yoongi

→ Dating Yoongi as an Idol used to be easy, and effortless, like pouring you two a glass of wine after one of his shows... However, after the birth of your surprise baby girl, those effortless days have gotten a little harder, you being unable to travel with your daughter. After one lucky doctor's appointment though, things seem to shape up.

Family Man by @yoon2k

→ mafia, angst, smut - pls read the warnings on this one before reading

→ Min Yoongi is a family man, there's no doubt about it. But which family is the question: his crime ring, looking up to their Don? Or you, his wife and kids?

Peaches in Bed by @borathae

→ smut, a little fluff, established relationship

→ You have a talent for making Yoongi want the craziest of things. Such as eat sour candy or take a strap up his butt

Unexpected Lovers by @jjkeverlast *

→ smut, angst, fake dating

→ what happens when you meet min yoongi at the club, or well accidentally use him as your pawn to not get hit on. not knowing your cousins friend overhears and suddenly your whole family knows.

Moving Day by @here2bbtstrash

→ smut, established relationship

→ you manage to entice your boyfriend into taking a break from unloading boxes to unload something else instead.

Gravity by @kimvvantae

→ smut, angst, exes

→ 5 months after the breakup, you’re still gravitating around each other, no matter how hard you try not to. the only way to finally free yourselves from this pull is to let your orbits collide one last time.

Road Tripping Over You by @joheunsaram

→ smut, angst, exes to lovers

→ You didn’t always hate Hoseok. In fact, if someone asked you six months ago you would’ve even said you loved your brother’s best friend - being in a relationship for over a year has that effect. But the rainbows and sunshine of your relationship were over, and now you had to spend six hours with the man who you wished you never had to see again.

Arte Factum by @lolabangtan

→ smut, yandere behaviors - please read the warnings on this one before reading

→ After your ex-husband is found dead in his house, you're burdened with the well-being of his latest invention, a good-looking, polite android who seems to have a peculiar interest in you.

Meet Me at the Finish Line by @parkdatjimin

→ smut, angst, enemies to lovers

→ The two of you have been at odds since the old days, back when you raced homemade cars on concrete sidewalks for lollypops. But those days are nothing compared to the big league, where you're challenged by tragedy, injury, and unresolved feelings.

Marry Me (Again & Again) by @gimmethatagustd

→ friends to lovers, fluff

→ How many times does your best friend need to propose to you before you actually believe him when he says he’s in love with you? 

Nectar by @gimmethatagustd *

→ vampire, roommates to lovers, smut

→ Humans have this annoying habit of being drawn to danger, and you’re having a hard time stopping yourself from sinking your teeth into your new roommate. You’re not sure what’s more tantalizing: his impossibly good looks or his seemingly innocent way of flirting with the darkest part of you.

Freaky Deaky by @jjkeverlast

→ smut, pwp

→ you've been having casual sex with jimin for a while now, but one night you decide to spice things up.

New Tricks by @geniuslab

→ Fluff, smut

→ When your newly adopted puppy turns out to be a lot more work than you expected, a cute dog trainer comes to the rescue. You soon become friends, but you begin to realize friendship might not be all you want.

Saudade by @kimvvantae *

→ angst, smut, vampire, soulmates

→ no one is born to be alone and no one can be complete in oneself - that’s why, in this world, every person has a pair, someone that complements their soul in every aspect. you, however, are an exception to the rule, for the mark on your wrist indicates that your pair has passed away way before you were born.

True Love by @jjkeverlast *

→ exes to lovers, eventual smut, angst

→ in which you’re face to face with your ex again after 5 years, because both of your friends start dating each other.

Complete Faith by @daechwitatamic

→ slow burn, angst, dash of spice

→ It’s Taehyung himself who admits that it’s usually around the one-month mark that he starts to lose interest in his relationships. So even though you’re so drawn to him you can barely stand it, even though he’s attentive and funny, even though you’re helplessly crazy about him… when you start dating, you feel like you’ve got an expiration date from day one. But will it be Taehyung’s issues that get in the way, or your own?

Only Here to Sin by @gimmethatagustd

→ smut, angst, enemies to... sort of lovers?

→ When your genius of a boyfriend returns to Harvard for his sophomore year of college, you never would have expected to have his worst enemy keeping you entertained in his absence.

Love talk by @sourkoo

→ smut, fluff, pwp

→ Jungkook is a pussy eating enthusiast

Paint Me Naked by @gimmethatagustd *

→ smut, fluff, pinch of angst

→ After the mysteriously hot guy in your university class starts taking an interest in you, should you really trust that he’s not like all the other college fuckboys? Especially when his best friend is the guy who broke your heart?  

Effortless by @jjkeverlast

→ smut, a bit pwp

→ jungkook knows how to please you so effortlessly

New Girl by @jjkeverlast

→ roommates to lovers, smut

→ after finding out your boyfriend of 6 years cheated on you, you find yourself moving in with three guys in a loft. what could possibly go wrong? – inspired by the FOX series New Girl.

[kimvvantae]

Listen I don’t know how else to say this but saudade?????!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like oml I think it’s my fav fic I’ve read ever like.?!?

When we getting an update plas🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH BABY!!!!!!! i’m so honored you like saudade this much like ????? 😭😭😭

i cant give you an exact date but im working on it when life lets me ❤️

[kimvvantae]

can yall believe this taehyung is making his debut on saudade 5

[kimvvantae]

guess it’s time to work on saudade final then🏃‍♀️

[kimvvantae]

BUT ALSO I’d rather you be doing well and us not get updates rather than vice versa! I love Saudade and TML so so so much and can just imagine endings for them if it’s not in your best interest to finish them!!!! 😘

dude that's so nice of you to say!! dropping random isa lore but talking about my mental health rn?? the times in my life when i was so obsessively invested in writing a fic that i updated it almost weekly (yeah there was a time like that), were the times were my mental health was at THE LOWEST point. i wrote a lot to escape real life. and it might sound strange but these months i stayed away from tumblr were the months i was, like, actually living?? so many good changes happened in my life (and some very bad things too) but like, i feel very alive rn?? also i feel very normal about bts (meaning i was not so normal about them a while ago) which is great honestly!!

however i still love writing & am very passionate about my stories! i really want to finish saudade and i'm finishing that smut scene in tml5 i promised! thank you soo much for sticking around for so long!!! it's so sweet and encouraging really 😭😭🥹🥹

[kimvvantae]

Hi, I’m usually a ghost reader but I need to say this. Your writing is sublime, a long time ago, I read saudade, and this weekend I decided to read it again, and one more time, it made me feel the same way as the first one. The way you describe everything, it’s so beautifully written that makes it a story worth reading again and again. I definitely love it, and I’m really excited for the next chapter 💕

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THIS IS SOOO SWEET 😭😭😭 thank you so much love!!!!! i'm very honored that you like saudade!!! also i'm so sorry for taking this long to reply i'm so bad at this lmao 🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️

[kimvvantae]

Please continue saudade please I am here since beginning of 2020 btw I love your writing 🥰🥰

omg i'm sorry for making you wait so long 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i was re-reading it rn to remember where the plot stopped!!

[kimvvantae]

I just finished ch.4 of Saudade & I need to lay down for 15 minutes I am gaggGGED. The world building is incredibly creative, a highlight for me! Is there something that inspired you to write saudade, like a book or movie?

Keep it up never stop making stories or else😠💖💖!

Hello angel!! I'm glad you like saudade, thank you so so much!!

I took a bit of inspo from Vampire Knight (the manga), about how only a specific "kind" of vampire can turn others into vampires, and the bit where drinking the winter lord's blood can keep a regular vampire "sane". The other stuff came from my brain, though most of it doesn't stray away from common vampire lore :) Also the sound the servant marionettes make? It's supposed to sound like Sasori's puppets from Naruto. I just couldn't think of anything else lmao

[kimvvantae]

I'm a silent reader but I just read all parts of Saudade and I just wanted to say I absolutely loved it!! I love your writing style and your stories. I literally cried (which I never do) when I read about taehyung's past, you have such a way with words it makes the reader feel the character. but I'm happy he and his soulmate are finally together. Can't wait for the next part

hello!!!!! thank you sooo much for reading saudade!!!

whenever i read things like this i get super happy because (1) saudade!tae’s backstory is the part i’m most proud of in this fic and (2) it’s so nice to know people “feel” the characters that way!!! it is always my no. 1 goal in any story 🥺 i also can’t get enough of tae and oc together, hopefully they’ll have a good ending ☺️

[kimvvantae]

Is Saudade discontinued?

no it's not! i am just VERY slow!🥲

[kimvvantae]

Will u be updating saudade

yes but tml5 goes first!

[kimvvantae]

girl i finally read saudade after seeing all the compliments and now i fully understand why everybody loves this fic so much 😭 when i tell you the chills!!!! i got from reading it waaa >you’re a genius<

omg hi dude!!! you sent this message so long ago that you probably don't even remember sending it!! im sorry!!! but hey thank you soooooo much for reading saudade ❤️❤️ i'm soooo happy you like it!!! and nooo boo i'm not a genius, i'm just an inconsistent wannabe writer with mental illness!!!!!

[kimvvantae]

isa oi, como vc esta? espero que bem! noticias da gatinha? passando aqui tbm pra dizer que eu to com o queixo no chão até agora depois de terminar de ler saudade. tenho nem palavras para expressar o que eu senti lendo, incrível demais. me transportou para outro mundo! sua escrita é maravilhosa tenho apenas que agradecer por seu esforço e talento, de verdade. saudade com certeza ta no topo da lista das minhas fics favoritas do tae. vou ler suas outras fics para suprir o buraco que ficou agora!!

oi bebê!!!!! to seguindo!!! a gatinha ja ta enorme bicho, ta pra fazer 4 meses ja 🥲 todo dia tentando me assassinar de um jeito diferente 🥲

aaaaaaa que bom que tu gostou!!! saudade é a minha fic preferida!!! eu realmente gasto um tempo da porra pra escrever ela, ent quando alguém diz que gostou eu fico JIOAJDAJDKAJWLDKJALSIOJDKAJ !!!! obrigada de verdade por vir aqui me dizer oq achou 🥺🥺 assim que eu terminar tml5 vou começar a escrever o capítulo final de saudade (finalmente). espero que gosto das outras fics tbm 😊😊

[kimvvantae]

you are BACK omg welcome!!! i swear to god i checked your page at least once a week to see whether you are back or not. so im super excited to see my fav writer back 🤍 how are you doing? also eeeee you being back meams we are one step closer to saudade next chapter being released so that makes me so goddy inside sjduebdnd. anyways, i hope u are having a good day love

girl i'm glad you talked about saudade bc i miss this fic s o m u c h. was rereading it for the 500th time this week. can't wait to finally write the ending after finishing tml 5 !!!

also sorry for making you wait so long 😭 tml 5 is baking atm and will be ready soon (and i'm serious this time btw ❤️)