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ITS ME. HI. IM REALLY LATE ITS ME
You know I love this one already though so š¤
Fake dating is just š§š»āš³ š and you write it so so well like the way they just want everyone off their backs like you canāt be friends with a boy without it being something more and we knew it was something more š¤ they just canāt admit that yet
But I know that feeling when youāre friends are all in love and they just want you to feel the same so I get why they thought pre reading could work
But itās that switch I love so much like all the things theyāre so used to doing feel so much more now? And when theyāre alone itās like she wants to carry on with all that stuff and be close to him š„ŗ
And when he holds her in the sofa cause he knows how overwhelmed she is about the wedding but not knowing itās also because heāll never be hers š© oh I could cry for her like she must be so confused
"The woman who'll get to marry you one day will be so lucky." Made my heart hurt cause she wants it to be her š„ŗ she wants to be the lucky one and I want her to just tell him but I know itās not easy.
The way he looks after her though at the wedding, like heās just perfect and when he wipes her eyes for her I was just a puddle š„ŗ itās clear to see how much he cares but I feel like it makes you feel worse cause in your head itās like but itās not the way I want him to care š
And her realising it was all over ššš STOP IT IT HURTS but I swear to god his little confession!?!?!?! It was such a shock cause itās like we didnāt really know how he was feeling and then BAM itās all out on the table.
He feels safe with her š© and heās always known š© I was to jump off a bridge I swear like I love these little speeches but if anyone said this to me in real life in crumble. Iām glad she managed to tell him sheās falling for him too though like š¤ BABIES I LOVE THEM
sorry Iām so late with this bestie you you know is I really loved this one š¤ itās one of the softest things ever and Iām so glad they got to a point that they could admit it to each other. In my mind he gives an amazing speech at their wedding and then she cries the whole way through cause sheās so in love with him and they have lots of babies š
LOVE IT AND LOVE YOU XOXOXOXOX
Fake It Till You Make It
Mason Mount x Reader Fluff Autorās note: So many of you wanted the fake dating trope, so here you go. I know this probably feels a little rushed and I apologise cause I know itās not my best work, but Iām struggling a lot atm, so I'm just really proud of even finishing it. I have so many ideas but so little motivation to actually sit down and writeā¦so, Iām sorry!
As always, feedback is very much appreciated. Enjoy! š©·
As you looked at Ava, your best friend since nursery and her soon-to-be husband Benny, you still couldnāt believe they were actually going to get married.
Sheād met him a couple of years ago during a night out. It had been planned as a girls night, but Benny had entered the picture with one of the most awful pick-up-lines youād ever heard, but Ava had just laughed and ended up giving him a chance to speak to her for a little while.
You hadnāt understood back then and you were till certain, you wouldāve kicked his arse for that lame chat-up, but maybe that was why you were still single, whilst your best friend would say yes in a white dress soonā¦
It hadnāt been a huge surprise Ava had picked you as her maid of honour, but youād been in tears anyway and when sheād told you that Mason, one of Bennyās best friends would be your partner in crime as the best man, youād been more than relieved.
Youād met Mason around a year into Avaās and Bennyās relationship on the latterās birthday party. After third wheeling them for a while, you and Benny had become close friends too so naturally, heād invited you to his birthday as well.
Mason and you had hit it off well pretty quickly. He was an easy-going and open-minded person and although he could be a bit shy sometimes, he was a joy to spend time with. Which was also what made the whole planning for the wedding a lot easier than if he was someone you didnāt get along with at all.
The four of you had been sitting together for a few hours now already, discussing all the things that still needed to be tackled and whilst it obviously was some sort of a serious situation, you and Mason couldnāt hold back from making inside jokes and giggling at each otherās comments.
When Ava pulled you into the kitchen, claiming she had some snacks to grab for you all, you were pretty sure sheād give you a talking to for not taking everything serious enough.
To your biggest surprise though, she grinned when she turned around. āSooooā¦you and Mason, huh?ā
āWeāre friends Ava, you know that.ā You rolled your eyes at her. This wasnāt the first time sheād made a comment like this, but after youād slightly lost your shit last time, youād thought that she would just let it goā¦Clearly she wasnāt planning on doing so though. āIāve told you before and nothingās changed ever since. Why canāt you just let it go?ā
āBecause youād be great together.ā, she stated. āHeās a good one, you know that. And you canāt deny that heās your type, can you?ā
āAva, I donāt need a man. Iām pretty focused on everything thatās going on in my life anyway and now your wedding too, obviously. I donāt have time for a relationship.ā
āOh y/n honey, a relationship doesnāt require time. Youāre spending an awful amount of time with him anyway, thereās not much that would change, you know that. So why are you so dead set on refusing to be happy with him?ā
You sighed deeply and ran a hand down your face. This wasnāt a conversation you ever wanted to happen and especially not when Mason was sitting just one room away. You hated showing a vulnerable side like thisā¦even in front of your best friend. Opening up wasnāt like youā¦keeping your cards to yourself and sorting everything with yourself was what you preferred.
But you knew Ava wouldnāt let this one go anytime soon.
āLookā¦Iām not saying heās not my type and yes, we obviously get along well, but thereās women falling to his feet left and right and most of them are gorgeous models in expensive clothes, with skinny legs and a flat tummy. Youāve seen the articles and everything too, so stop pushing me.ā
āHun, theyāre just rumours nothing more. Heās a famous footballer, of course the press is all over him and using his name for some clicks.ā, Ava smiled sympathetically. āDonāt you think he wouldāve made a move already if he was interested in one of them? Look, heās young, heās handsome and obviously heās having some fun, but that doesnāt mean he wouldnāt settle for the right woman. Maybe itās you, you know? But you wonāt find out until you give it a shot.ā
Having some funā¦the thought alone of him shagging any of those women made you feel like you wanted to throw up. They were probably super sexy in their lingerie, stretching on the bed like those underwear models did, whilst you wouldnāt look half as good even if you triedā¦
You shook yourself out of your thoughts. āCan we not discuss this anymore please, Ava?ā Ā Ā
Your best friend sighed in defeat, but still nodded; understanding you felt a bit uncomfortable and with the snacks sheād wanted to grab in hand, she ushered you back into the living room.
You knew the topic was far from over and that she wouldnāt just let it go like you asked. You just hoped sheād tone it down a touch.
However, your hopes should be crushed not less than a couple of days later when you and Mason were sitting together to sort some wedding stuff.
Heād freshly cut his hair into this quiff and you had a hard time taking your eyes off him. He looked handsomeā¦more so than he normally did anyway and on top of that he was chewing on a gum youād stupidly offered him a while ago. He looked hot as hell, and he wasnāt even trying.
In an attempt to gather your senses, you vanished into the kitchen to place the order for yours and Masonās dinner. You already regretted having invited him to stay, but then again you hadnāt expected him to show up without this mohawk that had made him look slightly less attractive to you.
Even from the kitchen you noticed your phone alerting you of several new messages and when it didnāt stop, you called for Mason to check it.
āy/n?ā, you heard him ask before a few seconds late he showed up in the kitchen, looking utterly confused. āWhyās Ava sending you photos of me, asking if you think I look hot?ā
Your heart dropped to your tummy in embarrassment. You could feel how your cheeks turned into flaming red patches of skin within seconds as you snatched your phone out of his hands, but damage was obviously done.
āIāll kill her.ā
Mason saw just how serious you were, but he couldnāt help and find the situation slightly hilarious. If this was what he thought it was, you seemed to be in a slightly similar situation as he found himself in.
āYou can admit that you think Iām hot, you know?ā, he laughed. Stepping closer, he poked your sides and made you squirm, but when you tried to shuffle away from him, he was quick in pulling you into a hug. āSo, do you think so?ā
āSheās trying to play matchmaker.ā, you sighed, still incredibly embarrassed heād seen the messages. āSheās been sending me photos for days now. I think sheās tired of my single ass and it seems like youāre her latest victim in this game.ā
āI think sheās doing a good job.ā His chest rumbled right beneath your skin as he chuckled. āSheās pointing out all my best features from what Iāve seen. My eyes, my bum, my no-ā
āMase.ā, you groaned. You knew he was trying to get you to laugh at it too, but you were too humiliated to do so. āCan we not talk about this please?ā
āOkay, okay.ā, he agreed. Pulling away from him, you could still detect that cheeky grin on his lips though, telling you everything about how he wasnāt done with the topic yet and you were already dreading his next comment. āBut you know what they say about noses and the refere-ā
āMason!ā
Laughing to himself he made sure to leave the kitchen as quickly as possible, trying to avoid you hitting him in jest, but he couldnāt help himself. You were too adorable when you were embarrassed. Ā
Giving you a bit of a break, Mason made sure to direct both of your attention back to what you were supposed to be doing: Finding a wedding gift for Ava and Benny. Of all the things the pair of you had to do, this one seemed to be the hardest and even after a while, youād still not decided on what you wanted.
At some point, you simply gave up and sunk back into the cushions, chatting away whilst waiting for the food to arrive and thankfully it didnāt take too long.
āFancy watching a bit of baby reindeer?ā
āIām not sure why youāre asking, when youāve already put it on.ā, you laughed when heād selected the series before youād even had the chance to say yes or no. Ā
āOh, cāmon, you.ā, he laughed. āAs if youād ever say no to watching it with me, you muppet.ā
Laughing along, you moved over a little and pulled your blanket over your tucked knees. Usually, neither of you were shy of a little cuddle, but for some reason the whole thing with Avaās messages was still playing in the back of your mind. You had no idea what he actually thought of them, if theyād made him uncomfortable cause heād simply laughed it off, but it bothered you more than you were willing to admit.
āWhyāre you so far away?ā, he pouted not soon after though. Obviously unhappy with your choice of staying on your side of the sofa. āMove that cute little bum over here, you meanie.ā
You wanted to refuse, you really wanted to, but the way he held his arm out for you with that adorable pout on his lips had you scrambling over in mere seconds, and you relaxed into his side.
For a while, both of you were engrossed in the episode, slightly creeped out by it all, but neither of you could deny how catching it actually was. You didnāt think youād watch it by yourself, but with Mason holding you like this provided you with enough safety, to still feel comfortable.
āWhy donāt we just pretend then?ā, he suddenly asked, causing you to look at him confused. āDating I mean.ā, he explained, sitting up a little. āWe could pretend weāre seeing each other.ā
āWhat? Mase, why the hell would we do that?ā
āTo have out peace and quiet, obviously you wally.ā, he laughed, but you still looked at him as if heād grown a second head.
āI donāt think thatās a good idea.ā, you eventually managed to get out. It was a bad idea, you knew that already. Well, the overall idea wasnāt too bad, but the fact that you knew already, that it would be you ending with a broken heart made it the absolute worst idea anyone had ever had.
When Ava had asked if he was your type, you hadnāt given her an answer, but truth be told, he absolutely was and you liked him more than you should. Mason had everything a man needed to have for you to be falling for him.
And that combined with fake dating made a terrible, terrible combination.
āWhy not?ā, he pouted, his big brown eyes gazing into yours as if you didn't already have problems keeping your cool when he was around. Ā āJust think about it for a second. It would get Ava out of your hair and benny would stop trying to set me up with girls I donāt like. Itās a win win.ā Ā
āDoesnāt look like you donāt like them.ā Youād not meant to say it out loud, but when you caught his questioning look you realised you accidentally had. āThe photosā¦Iāve seen them andā¦it didnāt look like you didnāt like her.ā
āWhat pho-ā¦oh.ā It took Mason a second to understand where you were coming from, but when he did, the slight embarrassment of being caught overcame him. āYou mean Tara.ā
You watched him scratching the back of his head as he blushed and the way he got so flustered was all you needed to see to have your doubts confirmed. Fake dating was a really shit idea ā especially when he was emotionally involved with someone else.
āIāve seen her a couple of times, yes, but itās not thanks to Benny.ā
āThat would make fake dating even weirder, donāt you think?ā
āWell, first of all, Tara and I arenāt exclusive of anything official. She knows it wasnāt more than a casual thing for a couple of times to see if anything could potentially come out of it.ā, he explained awkwardly and from the way you kept fiddling with your fingers in your lap and avoided his gaze he could tell that you felt the same. āAnd secondly, nothing would change for us. Likeā¦we hang out all the time anyway, just like you come to my games already. It basically wonāt look different to anyone other than Ava and Benny. Weāll just tell them that weāre dating to see where it could go, you know? I wonāt post on Instagram or whatever, youāll still be my best friend.ā
You couldnāt lie and say it didnāt sound tempting. Would you have to go through the whole I-told-you-so-conversation with Ava? Yes. But would she stop pestering you afterwards? Also yes.
āI donāt know, Mase.ā, you whispered, feeling his gaze on you as you chew on your bottom lip, trying to find a reason to tell him no without revealing your feelings. āWouldnāt it feel weird?ā
Mason held your gaze when he grabbed your hand and pushed his fingers in between yours. āDoes it feel weird?ā You didnāt answer his question, but he felt you tightening your grip on his hand a little. āIt wonāt be for long, y/n. Just until after their big day so they can enjoy the time up to their wedding and the day itself too. Imagine Ava spending half her wedding day wondering if you have someone to dance with.ā
A breathy laugh flew past your lips cause you knew he was right. Ava would most definitely check in on you more often that she should instead of enjoying her time with all the guests and whilst you still werenāt convinced at all of his crazy idea, you couldnāt help but feel something at the thought of having him by your side for the whole wedding.
āYou know Iām right, y/n.ā, Mason said gently, trying not to push you too far. āI wonāt force you, itās up to you. Just think about it, okay?ā
āPromise it wonāt change anything between us?ā
His heart squeezed at the way you looked and sounded so worried. He knew you appreciated him and valued his friendship more than youād ever said, just like he did the other way around and he hated to see you like this.
āI promise, y/n.ā, he smiled. āWeāll go back to being friends and itās going to be like nothing ever happened. Not that anything will happen, but you know what I mean.ā
You sighed deeply, before nodding slowly. It was a stupid idea. A very stupid one.
āPinky promise?ā
Mason laughed softly, but held his pinky out nonetheless. āPinky promise.ā
-
But Mason was only partially right.
At first glance, the only thing that really changed was when you were with Benny and Ava. You held hands, cuddled when it felt like it was the right thing to do and Mason kissed your temple or cheek ever so often. He was touchy with you; always had his hands on you in one way or another and made sure to call you all sorts of cute pet names.
For you, however, everything changed.
In the beginning, it was mostly only the two of you meeting to discuss things, but the closer you got to the wedding, the more often the four of you came together. The moments when Mason pretended to be your boyfriend increased - as did the palpitations he triggered in you. Youād liked him before, but the longer the two of you carried on, the more certain you were that you didnāt just like him.
It scared the shit out of you. Just like the inevitable heartbreak that was closing in on you. And the more time you spent together, the worse it got and at a certain point you felt like it was suffocating you.
Luckily for you, you were usually able to hide your feelings well. Or so you thought.
āEarth to y/n?ā When Mason gently placed his hand on your thigh, you were startled out of your thoughts. āThis is like the third time you zoned out, is everything okay?ā
āOh ermā¦yes, Iām good, sorry. Itās just a lot.ā Your cheeks were burning, embarrassment creeping up your veins.
You and him were sat up on your sofa, trying to finalise your speeches for the wedding reception, but your thoughts kept wandering. The last three meetings had been with Ava and Benny and not having Mason holding your hand or pulling you into his side now felt weird and as if something big was missing.
He could only assume how much pressure the added stress of the upcoming wedding had put on your shoulders. Ava was your best friend and you, as a perfectionist, had a hard time organising everything in a way that would ensure their day would be as perfect as possible. Mason had realised this early on and had tried to take some of the pressure off you by praising you for your good ideas, but he could only do so much.
āy/n.ā, he sighed, pulling the blanket away a little so he could hold his arm out. āCāmere.ā
You dropped your sheets of paper and pen on the small coffee table, before shuffling over and cuddling into his side. The warmth and comfort surrounding you the moment Mason wrapped his arms around your frame relieved the tension in your shoulders almost immediately and you couldnāt help but bury your face in the crook of his neck to suppress the urge to cry.
You were aware that it was a combination of several factors and not just your growing feelings for the handsome man who would never be yours, but the latter was what hurt you the most.
āItās going to be okay, you know?ā, Mason hummed softly. He cupped the back of your head with one hand, fingers applying gentle pressure on your scull and down your neck, whilst his other arm stayed wrapped tightly around your waist; effectively caging you against his body. āYouāre doing a great job, the wedding is going to be amazing, and Ava and Benny will have the best day, thanks to all youāve done.ā
Mason pressed his lips to the top of your head, softly inhaling your familiar scent. He was beyond nervous too, but the way you clung to him like a koala just told him everything he needed to know about your state.
He kept you in his hold for a little longer, gently humming and trying to calm you down as he could feel your hot tears on his neck, but after a while, you peeled away from him and wiped your eyes with the sleeves of your hoodie.
āBetter?ā Mason carefully reached out and caught a final last tear rolling down your cheek, before cupping your jaw and kissing your forehead. āWould you like to hear my speech now? Iām sure it will make you laugh again.ā
You had no doubt that it would. He was one of the funniest people youād ever met; a quick wit who always had a funny comment up his sleeve. If you needed someone to cheer you up, it would always be Mason youād choose.
āGo on then, Mr. Mount.ā, you nodded, the smile back on your lips, and you sat back and relaxed into the cushions, watching him take a deep breath.
āSo, for those of you who donāt know me, Iām Mason, one of Bennyās best friends and the lucky guy he asked to be his best man. Iāve known Benny for basically my whole life now and can honestly say that heās not only handsome, funny and brilliant, but also very caring and cha-ā¦Benny, I canāt read your writing, whatās this word supposed to say?ā
You shot him an incredulous look before laughing out loud; not believing heād actually decided to stick with the idea heād shown you on TikTok a couple of weeks ago.
Mason and you had been trying to write your respective speeches for weeks now, but especially he had struggled a lot with it. He just hadnāt felt quite confident about the whole thing, so heād had a little snoop on TikTok and Instagram and in one of those videos the best man had attempted the same joke Mason had put into his speech now too.
āThink itās too much?ā
āNo, itās hilarious, Mase.ā, you laughed. āThey will love it, no doubt. Please go on.ā
And go on he did. He delivered one of the best speeches youād ever witnessed and whilst the beginning was more on the funny side, the rest was filled with honest and raw emotions that had you on the brink of tears again as you sat there in awe, watching him meaning every single word of it.
āBenny, Iām still confused how you managed to win Ava over with that god-awful pick-up line in that club back then, but Iām really glad you did. In Ava you found the love you deserve and Ava, I can assure you that in Benny you have someone who will always have your back. I know that you will both make each other very happy. What the two of you have is so rare and perfect, itās something I can only wish for myself to find at some point in my life. You are endgame and I couldnāt be happier for you. So, everyone, please raise your glasses to the bride and groom, congratulations!ā
Nervously, Mason lowered the sheet of paper into his lap. Heād been so focused on not messing up that he hadn't had the chance to observe your reactions at all and although he was rather proud of what heād managed to put together, your opinion was very important to him and would probably have a big impact on the outcome too. But when he looked at you staring at him with your lips slightly parted and tears rolling down your cheeks, his heart skipped a beat.
āThe woman whoāll get to marry you one day will be so lucky.ā, you whispered, unable to form proper sentences as you were too overcome with emotions. His speech was so touching and loving and the way heād included your best friend and what heād said about herā¦he was just the perfect man, and you hated the position youād got yourself into.
Mason just chuckled at your words and dropped his head as he could feel his cheeks heating up, but eventually he shuffled over and pulled you into a hug; his face finding a home in the crook of your neck.
āSeriously Mase, thatās such a beautiful speech.ā You gently wrapped your arms around his broad frame, one hand coming up to the back of his head to scratch his skull and when it caused him to hum in content, you squeezed him a little tighter. āThereās nothing you should change about it.ā
āThank you, love.ā
-
The time leading up to the wedding day flew by like nothing ever had. Mason and you had spent another countless of hours finalising everything and making sure everything was up to perfection and whilst you were truly proud of everything the two of you had managed to contribute to this special day, you couldnāt hold back the slight relief that overcame you the moment you and Mason sat down at your designated places in the venue.
āStop being so nervous.ā, he laughed quietly. āYouāre a snotty mess already. Do I even want to know what kind of a nervous wreck youāll be on your own wedding day?ā
You had no idea how he could be so composed and calm on a day like today, but you were glad he was as he managed to calm your nerves a little too.
Mason leaned forward and cupped your chin as he carefully dabbed at the tears spilling over. āCāmon, stop those tears now, love. Thereās no need for them.ā
The way he was suddenly so close had your heart in your throat. His big brown eyes stared into your own and you were sure the whole world had stopped for a moment, making it just you two an no one else, but the start of the music quickly brough you back into the here and now.
The two of you joined all the other guests in getting up from your seats for the brideās entrance and just when you thought youād collected yourself, you felt Masonās hand wrapping around yours and giving it a tight squeeze.
āNo more tears, love.ā, he whispered before he pressed a soft kiss to your temple.
You were absolutely fucked.
A few hours later, you and Mason could finally relax properly. Just like youād expected, heād killed his speech and made everyone laugh and cry and even though you didnāt think of yourself as the greatest speaker, you were still happy of how youād delivered yours.
Youād just watched Ava and Benny perfectly showing off their skills with their wedding dance, when Mason turned to face you.
āWould you do me the honour and dance with me, Ms y/l/n?ā Just like the gentleman he was, he held his hand out for you to accept with a soft smile dancing on his lips.
āIt would be my pleasure, Mr Mount.ā
You placed your hand in his warm one and let him lead you onto the dance floor. He pulled you closer to his body, before placing his hands on your waist and naturally, yours moved around his neck.
He was closer than heād ever been to you today, his perfume clouding your senses a little and when his eyes met yours, your knees went weak.
Mason had always been handsome ā maybe the most handsome man youād ever laid your eyes on ā but today was something entirely else. The suit was perfectly fitted and made him look ten times more attractive than he already was and the quiff heād touched up just before the wedding made his face seem even softer.
His big brown eyes and the freckles scattering all over his skin stood out the most to you, but the way he curled his lips into that sweet smile was what had you blushing like mad.
Your heart was thundering in your chest from the proximity, but also because all of sudden it hit you, that this was probably the last time youād be this close. Youād agreed on ending the fake dating right after the wedding as Ava and Benny would leave for their three weeks honeymoon anyway and the realisation suddenly weighed heavy on your chest.
The moment you could feel the tears burning behind your eyes, you dropped your head to his chest and as if he knew, Mason pulled you even closer. You could feel him running his hand up and down your spine; your open-back-dress making you feel his hot touch right on your skin and just like that, a first tear fell.
This was it. This was the moment youād been dreading. The moment the inevitable heartbreak grabbed you with its cold claws, pulling you away from the best man anyone could ever ask for.
āI think Iām falling in love with you.ā, Mason whispered.
It was as if the world had suddenly stopped turning. Maybe not the whole world, but yours certainly had. You pulled away slowly, wanting to take a step back as there was no way heād meant it, but Masonās hands kept their firm grip on your waist.
āWhat?ā
āI do.ā, Mason breathed, making it sound as if heād realised it just now. āIām falling in love with you.ā
He brought one hand up and cupped your jaw, gently wiping at the few tears spilling over your waterline. His big brown eyes were focused on yours, practically staring into your soul and pouring ever ounce of honesty right into you, making sure there wasnāt a single cell in your body thinking he was lying.
āIā¦I donātā¦why?ā
The small chuckle falling from his lips was adorable and had your heart skipping a beat, but you still couldnāt wrap your head around what was happening.
Here you were, still slowly swaying to the music that had faded into some sort of background noise. Masonās fingers pushing into the small of your back, whilst the other hand was still holding your jaw, keeping your face tilted upright and your gaze on his.
āBecauseā¦ā, he smiled. āBecause youāre you. I justā¦I feel safe with you, like nothing bad can happen. Youāre this ray of sunshine, that Iāve always needed in my life. You make me smile when all I want to do is break down and even when I donāt want anyone around, youāre the exception. You are this ridiculously beautiful person with a heart of gold, and you let me be myself around you without ever judging me for it. You make me feel as if being with me is easy when it is everything but.ā
Mason carefully pushed a stray strand of hair behind your ear. His fingers just about touching your skin making you shiver.
āI know we started this as some sort of ploy to get Ava and Benny out of our hair, but to be honestā¦Iāve always known it was you. Right from the moment I met you. I canāt get you out of my head, y/n and I know it sounds whipped and pathetic, but-ā
āIt doesnāt.ā, you whispered as you brought your hand up to his neck, fingers gently brushing through the soft strands of his hair. āI- I donāt even know what to say. Itāsā¦you-ā
Your voice cracked when Mason nudged his nose against yours, a small smile pulling at the corner of his lips.
āIām falling in love with you, too.ā
And with that, you leaned in and closed the final distance to meet his lips in a hesitant, careful first kiss.
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You Are In Love | S.H.
summary: you and steve have been best friends forever, but overtime, you both realize that there's something more to your friendship than you both thought there was.
pairing: steve harrington x hopper!reader
includes: fluff, minimal usage of Y/N, oblivious idiots, kissing, el and reader are siblings, robin and max play match maker
a/n: cutie patootie stevie! (rules for celebration here!)
Steve Harrington was the type of man girls would go crazy over. From the way he behaved to the way he dressed, they would do anything to get his attention. Luckily for you, he deemed you to be his best friend since childhood. When Tommy and Carol whined about you always hanging around them in high school, Steve would swiftly change the subject. He really only liked hanging out with you anyway.
When you both graduated, something shifted between the two of you. Without the hindrance of Tommy and Carol, you and Steve were free to do whatever you wanted. Whenever you would hang around him, it felt like time would stop. He kept you on your toes despite knowing him for so long.
Weekly dinners around Hawkins during the year would soon become a tradition between the two of you. In your eyes they were friendly dates, but to the kids, you were practically dating. From the whispers as you hung back with him when taking the kids around the mall to the silver necklace he bought you during the summer ā they saw something you and Steve couldn't.
They had to do something about it. Fortunately for them, you both made it quite easy.
"Harrington, are you taking me to dinner today or should we reschedule?" You hop onto the counter of Family Video, crossing your legs and smiling brightly at him. "Henderson told me you might have to drive him home after his DND thing or whatever."
"First of all," He started and pulled your legs to the side, sending you a bored look. "I'm at work and you can't bother me." You jokingly pout and follow his movements, watching him restock the bowl of candies at the front. "Secondly, we're still on for dinner. Dustin can get a ride from Munson."
You throw your head back and laugh, "Ah yes, the shared custody of your child."
He rolled his eyes and looked past your head, narrowing his eyes at Max and Eleven. "Why did the girls want to come here again?"
"Uhm, they said they were checking out a new movie that came out." You shrug and slide off the counter. You look in their direction to find them giggling and whispering about something you almost wanted to know about. Almost. "Anyway, don't miss me too much. I'll see you in a few hours, Harrington."
Steve pressed a kiss to the side of your head and pushed a stray piece of hair away from your face. "I'll see you in a bit, Hopper."
You grinned at him and sent him one last wave before rounding up the girls, dragging them back to your car. Before you could even ask them to buckle up, they began hounding you with questions you never expected them to ask. One of the more odd questions sticking out the most.
"Have you ever slept with Steve?" Eleven asked, making you whip around with wide eyes and mouth agape. Her own eyes widened in fear and looked at you with concern. "What?"
Your face flushed a dark red and you began to stutter over your words, unsure of where the question even originated from. "Well, Iā No, I haven't but I'mā I'm sorry? What's happening? Do you even know what that means?"
"That you sleep in the same bed as him." She tilted her head and giggled at your red face. "Is that not what that means?"
Max shook her head but found it all amusing, crossing her arms and raising her eyebrows at you. "You seem a little flustered, Hopper. What's up with that?"
"Nothing." You glare at her from your rear view as you pull out of the parking and begin the drive to her house. When Eleven still stared in confusion, you sighed and ran your fingers through your hair. "Yes, I have slept in the same bed as Steve before. And not like that, Mayfield."
"What?"
You shake your head and follow the road down, eyes occasionally flickering up to look at the girls who were still giggling. You didn't understand what they were trying to get at. You've always been able to sleep in the same bed as Steve since an incident years ago, but that was the extent of it all. Sure, you would occasionally sleep in one of his shirts and he would make you breakfast in the mornings, but that was it.
"Have you ever been on a date, Y/N?" Eleven asked again and fiddled with the ends of her sweater, eyes meeting yours in the mirror. "Like the ones me and Mike go on?"
"Uh," You signal and stop at a red light, fingers tapping the steering wheel in an effort to keep your cool. "I have, but it's been a while since I've been on a date."
As you turn, Eleven makes another comment that nearly makes you swerve right off the road. "I thought you and Steve were dating."
You choke on your spit and grip the wheel harder, face redder than Max's hair. Although you knew your sister's words were somewhat innocent, you knew the other girl was behind all the questioning. Steve was nothing but a friend to you. Your best friend. It would be weird to think of him as anything other than that, right?
Since childhood, he was nothing but your best friend. Sometimes you couldnāt help but think what would happen if anything else came out of it, but only in your dreams. When you realized how quiet you were, you silently cursed yourself for staying silent for too long as the girls came to their own conclusion.
"He kisses you a lot." Max drawled and bit back a smirk when your face reddens again, the sight nearly making her laugh once more. "Like more than you study for your exams in collegeā"
"What will it take for you two to be quiet for the rest of the ride?" You continue to glare at the red-head in the backseat and squint when she opened her mouth. "And your answer will not be money."
Max sighed and looked at Eleven, their eyes meeting and silently communicating with each other. They grinned wickedly and looked over at you, tone overly sweet when they answered your question.
"Admit you're in love with Steve Harrington."
"Oh, Stevie!" Robin grinned widely as she sauntered back in from the break room, leaning back against the counter. She met his confused eyes and tilted her head, still wearing a mischievous grin. "I have a tiny, little question for you."
Steve dug through the boxes underneath the table and waved his hand, barely listening to the girl. "Which is?"
"Could I just ā I dunno ā take a peek at your wallet?ā She asked and pursed her lips to stop from laughing when she saw his incredulous expression peek from underneath the counter. āI just want to make sure my assumptions are right.ā
"About what?" Steve sighed in exasperation and ran his fingers through his hair, praying that his hair still looked perfect after how many times he had done it.
"Just give me your stupid wallet." Robin huffed and snatched the leather from his hands. She scrunched her nose at him before opening the wallet, gasping when she found what she was looking for. "Oh my gosh."
Steve creased his brows and looked at the contents of his wallet. There was nothing but cash, his license, cards, and picture heās had since high school. If Robin was planning on stealing, she picked the wrong day.
"What?"
"You do have a picture of Y/N in your wallet!" Robin all but squealed like a child, causing the customers in the store to look over at the commotion.
Steve sent them a strained smile before grabbing his wallet back from Robin and tucking it away, muttering quiet obscenities to the girl. Robin rolled her eyes, but the smirk that curled her lips overtook her emotions. He knew that some kind of electricity between the two oblivious idiots.
"You like her!" She spoke in a sing-song voice, lightly punching his shoulder. Robin laughed in excitement and shook her head before pausing, turning to look at Steve like a behavioral analyst. "Unless it's something more."
He looked to his left and to his right before raising a brow at her. He would never admit it out loud, but somewhere along the line he fell for you. Hard. From summer car drives to coffee at midnight ā you were the one for him. Yet he didnāt want to ruin what the two of you had.
When Steve stayed silent for too long, she started to punch his shoulder in excitement again. It was the silence between asking about love that seemed to trigger everyone today.
"Oh, you're in love! Steve 'the hair' Harrington finally falls in love with his one true love!" She dramatically put a hand to her forehead and leaned back on the counter again. "I thought I would never live to see the day that happens."
He huffed and lightly shoved her, rubbing his hand over his face. "She's my best friend."
"And?" Robin pushed him back and continued to smile, clearly finding his reaction amusing. It wasnāt rare for her to tease him about his dates, but knowing that he was deeply in love with you made it so much more fun. "She clearly likes you too."
"She does?" Steve perked up and rolled his eyes when she winked at him. He flipped her off and pretended to be busy again. āYouāre so annoying.ā
"Stevie is in love!" She laughed again and sighed softly, tapping her fingers against the counter. "You're going to dinner with her tonight, right?"
He sent her an odd look and nodded, brows furrowing in confusion. "Yeah, what does thatā?"
"Confess tonight! I'm sure she loves you too, Harrington." She slammed her palms down onto the counter, once again attracting the customers in the store. Steve sent them another apologetic look before turning his head to glare at the girl. By the end of the day, he swore that they would get a complaint about Robin.
Robin put a hand up to his face when she saw he was going to speak. āAnd before you back out, the girls and I already made a plan so nothing becomes awkward between the two of you if it fails."
Steveās eyes widened and pushed her hand out of the way, mind reeling at all the knew information. "Wait what?"
"Nothing!"
After dinner, you both decided to take a walk around the neighborhood. The temperature was perfect and you and Steve had plenty of calories to kill before heading to bed. Besides, you both had unspoken words to say to one another.
"Are you okay? You've been acting strange since you picked me up." You nudged your shoulder with his and tilted your head, eyes worried with concern.
As you walked through the neighborhood, the orange lights from the posts began to flicker on as the sun set in front of you. On instinct, you moved closer to Steve, accommodating to the warmth you were losing. He hid a small smile and pulled you close by the shoulders.
Steve shrugged and kissed the side of your head again. The gears in his head were loudly turning and he wasnāt sure how to make them stop. He met your eyes and smiled softly when you smiled up at him.
"On a scale of one to ten, how would you rate the new diner?" He nudged his head back toward the diner.
You hummed and tapped your chin in thought, snapping your fingers when you figured out how to put it. "A solid six and a half. They threw us a dirty glare for being too loud, but their milkshakes were perfect."
He raised his brows and chuckled softly when you rolled your eyes at him. You were always such a sucker for strawberry milkshakes. "Yeah?"
"Yes, Harrington.ā You send him a teasing smile before extending your arm and flashing him your left hand adorned with the wrapping from the straw wrapper. āI even got to make us our paper rings."
You turned to face him properly and grabbed his left hand, lacing them together to show the matching rings. You went to say something else when you found him already staring at you, making your mind instantly blank.
Steve swallowed and squeezed your hand, taking a step closer to you. "Y/N?"
"Yeah?" You murmur and take your own step closer until you were chest to chest.
His gaze dropped to your lips before looking back into your eyes, eyes filled with so much emotion. You gave him a curt nod and let him cup your cheek, shutting your eyes when he leaned in.
Your lips met and for the first time, you really believed time truly stopped. It was just you and him on the sidewalk of Hawkins, Indiana. Your own hands came up to grab the lapels of his denim jacket, deepening the kiss when he pulled you impossibly closer.
When you finally pulled away, your mind was still blanking and the first thing you could say was ā
"Oh, my strawberry milkshake." You whisper out before groaning, hiding your face in his shoulder. "Now the thing I say after we first kiss will always be strawberry milkshake!"
Steve kisses the top of your head and gently squeezed your waist. "You're cute."
You scoff before looking up, playing with the buttons on his jacket. "Did Robin put you up to this?"
"Yep." He chuckled and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, narrowing his eyes at you when he realized what Robin meant. "Did the girls?"
"Yep." You sigh and push up on your toes to give him a quick peck. You tilt your head when he smiles, "We're not going to tell them about this and make them feel bad, right?"
"Of course not.ā He laced his hands with yours and began the trek back to his car. "We're only best friends after all."
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āā ā CHILL BABY ā šŖ©š„ Ģ!!
by @baekhyunsbestie
cut for the sake of scrolling (ā .ā Ā ā āā Ā ā į“ā Ā ā āā .ā )
minseok gestures for you to sit, and your stomach drops when you see baekhyun already lounging in the chair across from him. heās got that laid-back, insufferably confident posture, as if he owns the whole damn office. his tie is casually loosened, jacket tossed over the back of the chair like heās at a bar instead of a meeting. he twirls a pen between his fingers with a carefree smirk, completely at ease as though this were some casual hangout, not an important work discussion.
The way I can fuckin see this in my mind as if it was a film scene speakes volumes about how good your writing is + how down we are for bbh. It's infuriating how good he looks even in my imagination through a bunch of words together!!!!!!!! Nhamnham I wanna nham nham him already it's the second paragraph š©
your blood boils a little as you canāt help but notice how good he looks. it's infuriatingāhe looks effortlessly sharp in that tailored suit, the kind of guy who knows exactly how to make everything he wears look like it was meant for him. (...)
See, that's what I meant. We're all the same deep down, Baekhyun's Eris. We're all creatures breathing this man talent and beauty and cuteness and making sure the whole internet knows about it &!!!!! we feed each other!
āexceptional,ā baekhyun repeats, leaning back in his chair with a grin thatās equal parts smug and infuriating. he lets the word hang in the air like a trophy. then, with an exaggerated sweetness, he shifts his gaze to you. āyou hear that, sweetheart? iām exceptional.ā
ohhh my god I wanna punch him but at the same time I wanna give him the biggest loudest smooch over. cocky af I totally get her/me/us! Like- mf knows he's ho- HE'S GOOD AT HIS JOB and just uses it at his favor. That's hot.
your jaw drops, and before you can stop yourself, your voice rises. āoh, youāve got to be fucking kidding me!ā
baekhyun sits up straighter, his smirk vanishing as he frowns. āthe fuck you mean, āunfortunatelyā?ā he interjects, indignant. āiām a goddamn asset to this company.ā
āan asset?ā you snap, turning to him with a glare sharp enough to cut glass. āyouāre a walking liability.ā
You won me over here. Do you want my heart, Lisa? I'll give it to you. What do you want? Just say the word. Imma print this and glue it in my forehead. Ah I love enemies to lovers and that's why I'm single. No one is worth being an enemy of mine because no one is like him š©š©
Poor Minseok having to deal with it but it's just pure entertainment I'm loving it š
you roll your eyes, crossing your arms. āoh, please. fixed? more like rearranged everything i worked on just to make it fit your āvision.āā
baekhyun shrugs nonchalantly. āwell, it worked, didnāt it? the client loved it. youāre welcome, sweetheart.ā
I wanna bite them both. This is having me so excited Im shaking as I write! Jeez I wanna stay here forever Lisaaaaa!!!
ālooks like weāre going to be spending a lot of quality time together, sweets,ā he says, his tone practically dripping with amusement.
the pet nameeessseeeee š©š©š©š©š© please oh my I them to kiss already but at the same time pls don't keep this going
baekhyun blinks, clearly thrown by the shift in your tone. his usual cocky demeanor falters for just a second, a hint of pink creeping up his neck. ār-really?ā he stammers, his voice softer, less certain. he runs a hand through his hair, rubbing the back of his neck as he stumbles over his words. āi... i can look into it.ā
your smile doesnāt falter. in fact, it only grows, but now thereās a mischievous glint in your eyes. āyeah! and maybe while weāre out there, i can push you off the boat and into the ocean. and maybe, just maybe, iāll finally be free of you.ā
Don't do that ššššoh my heart you're evil nooooooo šš And his reaction? Oh my he's so helpless in love I wanna laugh but my heart is aching
baekhyun raises an eyebrow, twirling his bag strap like heās the most important person in the world. āoh, i found us the perfect place. a real gem.ā he pauses for dramatic effect. āone-star motel, just for you, babe.ā
ahhhh Lisa I hope truth be told's holding it's place tight cuz it's shaking!!!!!
your breath catches in your throat, and you canāt stop the small ache that forms in your chest, the memories flooding back despite your best efforts to push them down. he steps closer, his eyes scanning you, like heās inspecting every inch of you as if heās trying to figure out how youāve changed. or maybe how he hasnāt.
Ohhhh myyyyyyy I read the tags but I forgot about this but now š©š©š© Oh my the difference and the tension is too good
When it's well written, oh my the male rivalry and jealousy and everything has me on my knees. Lisa, you're fantastic! Bbh and Jongin then???? DAMNNN
āsorry, donāt think weāve met,ā baekhyun says, his voice dripping with a saccharine sweetness thatās anything but genuine. he tightens his arm around your waist just enough that you can feel the shift in his posture, like heās pulling you into his orbit. his eyes flicker briefly to you before he meets jonginās gaze again, sharp and calculating. āwho are you?ā
you know when you're soo deep into the story that you can feel and smeel and, sometimes, get scared when you notice you're not there? Wow, I just felt a good male perfume and it's in the middle of the night plus all the perfumes I have are sweet. Man, I'm in love with this piece and I'm just in the beginning.
boyfriend.
boyfriend. boyfriend! š©š© i want a baekhyun to be my (fake) boyfriend too
āweāre actually here for new year's, you know,ā baekhyun says, his voice laced with a sweetness that you canāt quite shake off. āmy girl canāt stand the cold back home, so we thought weād escape for a bit.ā
the car ride to the hotel is the kind of moment youād want to capture forever. the windows are rolled down, letting the warm, golden sunshine pour in, and the tropical breeze carries the scent of saltwater and plumeria. you lean your head back against the seat, letting your eyes flutter closed for just a second as the warmth kisses your skin. it feels almost unreal, the stark contrast to the biting cold and slate-gray skies of new york city that you left behind.
this is so film coded, Lisa, that if I end up deciding and getting a master's degree in cinema, we will recreate this! Maybe not in Hawaii but WE WILL!!!!!
you glance at him from the corner of your eye, trying to piece it together. heās relaxed in the driverās seat, one hand loosely gripping the steering wheel while the other rests on the open windowās edge. his shirt sleeves are rolled up to his elbows, and his hair is ruffled slightly from the breeze. he looks completely at ease, like he belongs in this setting, soaking up the sun and radiating that same kind of effortless warmth.
ābaekhyun,ā you hiss, your voice low enough to avoid drawing attention but packed with enough fury to cut through his smug demeanorāor so you hope. āwhat the hell happened, king of the fucking finance department? you were in charge of the booking.ā
IMMA.FREAKING.TATTOO.THIS.IN.MY.FOREHEADDDDDDEEEEEEEEE
this is too good if this was a book by now I would have had to buy three more copies because the pages would already be stuck to my wall with highlighters and notes and stickers
suddenly, he stops, his face shifting into a more serious expression, though the hint of a smirk still lingers. āactually, iāll shower first. we can talk about the whole sleeping arrangement after, but iām down for the pillow wall, if you are, sweets.ā his eyes twinkle as he adds, āi know that was on your mind. and hey, you wouldnāt want your dear old boyfriend to sleep on the not-as-comfy sofa, would you? be a good girlfriend, would ya?ā
DON'T 'YA' ME RN MAN WHAAAAAAAAA?????!!!!!!! I'm having a hard time already, bitting my nails and smiling like crazy and then you 'ya'? Don't 'ya'!!!! I'm too weak for this š©
why am I so weak for his 'ya'? It's just a word š brain is a weirdo
the same baekhyun who has spent months throwing paper clips at you during meetings, the one who always swiped the last muffin in the break roomāone he knew youād been eyeing all day. standing there, completely unbothered by your presence, his sharp hip bones and smooth muscle curves on full display.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HSJSJSSISJSJJSJSJSHSJSSIBSOSBSKDIABSKDJSAJWNDKSNSODNDKSJSSOXJSKSISBSKABDKD š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«š«Øš©š«Øšµāš«š¤§š«Øš©šµāš«šµāš«š©šµāš«š£š«Øš©š«Øš©š«Øš„¶š£š³šØš«ØšØš³šØššØš²šØššš³šš²šÆšš«¤ššš š§š¤š¶ soooooo nhamnham I wanna punch him for that all but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
his broad shoulders practically fill the doorway of the bathroom, water droplets still clinging to his skin, glistening under the light as they trail down his collarbones, catching the soft glow of the room. they follow the sharp planes of his abs, disappearing just below the towel hanging low on his waistājust barely hiding the path that your eyes desperately try to pull away from.
and again I felt the smeel of shower soap? this must have a name but wow Lisa this rarely happens to me, only when I'm really deep into the reading but with your writing it's just to natural oh my- im truly chocked
also idk about you but in all my fics I imagine him soon after his "big Boy" era. Something about huge Baek has my heart on its hands and I'm not fighting back. Just imagine the difference on the shoulders, for starters š„µ *fangirl sounds*
baekhyun raises an eyebrow, clearly entertained. ānot even gonna send me straight to the couch?ā he teases, his voice dripping with amusement. āgonna give me a chance on the bed tonight? you goinā soft on me, sweetheart? promise i wonāt disappoint. yāknow, women are actually trying to get into my bed, not out of it.ā
Oh my he's so shitty and cocky. Lisa you really surpassed yourself on this wow! Everytime they open their mouth I'm smiling like an idiot.
still, this part here?? He's so in love oh my. I mean who wouldn't but damn
before jongin can retort, baekhyunās grip on you tightens, and he tugs you back into the room with a firm, deliberate motion. the door clicks shut behind you with a satisfying snap, the confrontation left to fizzle out on the other side.
I was silent this whole time because I just cant get enough of (not so fakely) jealous!possessive!Baek. LISAAAAAAAAAA š©·š©·š©·š©·š©·š©·š©· I CAN'T STOPP READDINGGGHGHHHGGGDJ
baekhyunās laugh rumbled deep in his chest, low and teasing, sending a shiver racing down your spine. āif you kill me, princess,ā he whispered, his breath warm and distracting against the side of your face, āyouāre goinā down with me.ā his voice dropped to a mockingly romantic tone. ākinda poetic, though, donāt ya think? like romeo and juliet.ā
honorable mention. Hehe ššš
before you could respond, the sliding glass door to jonginās room swung open, and his voice rang out, breaking through the tension. āif you two are going to have sex in the pool, iām calling security!ā he yelled.
No hehe to you š That's called envy, Jongin! You lost! Go, go away! Also, damn lucky to have him there right there anyway š
it was fucking infuriating.
It is, isn't it? Damn, Baekhyun is so handsome even when he's just breathing this makes no senseeeseee!!!!!
āaww, you guys shouldnāt have. but iāve already been here for a couple years now,ā baekhyun jokes, grinning as he glanced over at kyungsoo. āalso, iām in finance, not marketing.ā
LISAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! I'M IN LOVE ENOUGH STOP WITH THIS SASSY LINES FROM HIM IMMA SMOOCH HIM! WITH TONGUE!
baekhyun swears heād fallen in love at that moment.
you glanced at him, the corners of your mouth twitching into a subtle smirk, eyes glinting with amusement. āthanks,ā you said, reaching for a muffin, your voice light and playful. āby the way, nice try with the whole āiāve been here for yearsā thing. thought it was kinda cute.ā you paused, your gaze lifting to meet his, the challenge in your eyes sharp and clear. ābut, what was it you said afterwards? wondering if iām a 'yes man' or a hardass?ā
Oh!! So she was the one who started š¤š¤š¤ good to know, good to know. Poor Baekhyun, how could he not to fall in love and get so down for here? If things were a little different, maybe he would kneel right there and then
for the first time in either of your lives, you look up at baekhyun with something entirely new in your eyes. thereās a pink tint dusting your cheeks, softening the sharpness of your usual quips, and a sparkle in your gaze that practically screams that, to you, baekhyun puts the stars in the sky.
Oh my oh my oh my it's now, isn't it??!!!
āi could (make you come),ā he breathes, the words almost shaky, like heās barely holding himself together. his breaths are ragged, his chest rising and falling faster than youāve seen all night.
SIR? I mean- hello for you too! He's so sassy how's that even possible???? Also you said the smut is š„µ and I'm not ready! I'm shakingggg!
in that moment, the fireworks erupted in the distance, their deafening roar ringing in the new year as baekhyunās lips crashed into yours with a force that stole the breath from your lungs. it wasnāt gentle or deliberateānothing like the soft, romantic kisses youād imagined. this was raw, primal, as if an invisible force had pulled you together, unrelenting and inevitable. every frantic press of his lips against yours felt like an explosion, a desperate, magnetic connection that neither of you could fight.
Mia.exe stopped working. Mia.exe stopped working. Mia.exe stopped working. Mia.exe stopped working. Mia.exe stopped working. Mia.exe stopped working. Mia.exe stopped working. Reason: overheating.
with every pop and crackle of the fireworks, his kiss deepened, more frantic, as if he couldnāt hold back any longer. the colors aboveābright, burning, aliveāseemed to reflect the way he touched you, his hands pulling you closer, his tongue moving with desperation that matched the chaos of the display. it was a beautiful, reckless collision of sound and motion, and for that brief moment, nothing else existed. it was just you, just him, and the fire in his kiss, mirroring the explosion of fireworks lighting up the sky.
So beautifully written Lisa oh my š©š©š„µ I wanna tattoo this in my hand so I can read it all the time oh my- you're so good with words Lisa how lucky I am for reading this š I love you Lisa damn I can't stop thinking about this lines
without any warning, his hand comes down hard, a sharp slap landing on the soft curve of your ass. the sting leaves a fiery trail as his fingers linger, pressing firmly through the fabric of your dress, now hiked even higher.
āalways have to talk back, donāt you?ā baekhyun spits the words, his knee pressing between your legs. his grin, so innocently handsome, spreads across his face as he notices the soft moan that slips from your lips. he grinds against you purposefully, feeling your body shift under him. āwhy wonāt ya ever, hahābelieve me?ā
DOM BAEK?????!!!!! OMG LISA I'M GIVING YOU MY HEART SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS OR WHATEVER
I wasn't ready for this. I wasn't expecting this. But I like it. I like it very much. Very very very much š„µ
you stare at him, utterly deadpan. āyeah, youāre definitely getting pushed into the ocean tomorrow.ā
WHAT WAS THAAAAT????!!!!!!!! OH MY LISA THIS WAS FANTASTIC!!!!
I loved it so, so, soooooo much!!!! All the cockyness, the tease, Their dynamics are so fluid that it is truly entertaining, it doesnāt feel forced, not a single line! Also related to this, the transition from enemies to lovers was soooooo smooth and created such strong anticipation!!! I was almost crying, Lisaaaaaaa š„¹š„¹
The male rivarly too š© so well written too!!! Nothing, at least for me, is over the top. Like- it could be true so bad and still it's great enough to create the tension but without making it too heavy and to big of a difference to the general pace of the story š©š©š©
I really wanna print this
THE SMUT š„µš„µš„µš„µ DOM BAEK????!!!!!! "GOOD GIRL?????" Oh my everything was too hot I couldn't stop really š© and still he's so down for her/us like- dude can't even be playfully threatened she's looking somewhere else he made making her come his life mission! And wow man, wow
As I said, Lisa, loved it all ššš
Also, Truth be Told 's place is safe! But this one It's definitely a second favourite from now on! You just get better at each time, Lisa š©·š©·!!!
Thank you for your time and dedication writing this and then sharing it with us! You did amazing š„¹š„¹ soooo amazing!
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OH MY GOD GIVE ME IT RIGHT NOW
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Eddie sitting on top of you, hands holding onto your breasts as he rides your strap. Your slick spilling out around the harness and sticking on your thighs and him. Heās in his own world of pleasure, his curls soaked in sweat and matted to his forehead. His head is tossed back, baring his delicious jugular, that pick chain that sways with every movement, and a beautiful body littered in tattoos, scars woven through the ink. Heās got his muscular thighs spread on either side of your hips, eyes going from clenched closed, to opening ā switching to the ceiling, finally finding your own, and his cock kicking, so hard you can tell that itās hurting him with the need to releaseā¦
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interlude (412 words) by ladybundle
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Dune - All Media Types, Dune: Prophecy (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Desmond Hart/Javicco Corrino
Characters: Desmond Hart, Javicco Corrino, Natalya Corrino
Additional Tags: Mild Sexual Content, Infidelity, but she lowkey doesnāt give a fuck
Summary:
Desmond Hart will follow Javicco.
And Javicco will follow her.
Look at this wonderful present I got! I š©· you so much my friend. š Thank you for this!
#not gonna tag you unless you want me to bby#šš©·š#Javicco Corrino#Desmond Hart#Javicco/Desmond#Dune Prophecy#maybe a teensy spoiler for episode 4?#Dune posting#fic rec#Javicco x Desmond
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May I request C, U and M for the fanfic ask game? š
C:Ā What member do you identify with most?
Ohhh, this is simultaneously hard to say and the easiest thing in the world, but I do identify the most with Jan. We both have that black cat chaos energy and we both are cat parents šāā¬š, so I'm obviously more inclined to feel similar to him from the get go.
I've also been described as mysterious and confused (less mysterious, more confused), so I feel like that might fit. And we're both kinda sleepy and have a resting šš¤Ø face. I call it lovingly "resting blank face".
Also, I, too, cannot help but want to film Bojan whenever I can or stare at Nace...
U:Ā Share three of your favorite fic writers and why you like them so much.
Ngl, this is a hard pick, so I'll just mention a few ppl I like the writing style and fic of! š©·
This will be more than three ppl cause I couldn't decide and in no particular order!!
@sizzlingsheepcheesecake // ao3
Does someone want to read some Bo(Jan)Ā²? Well, you're at the right address! Her fics are so good and capture you with their emotional roller coaster they're taking you on! Her writing style is also really nice and pleasant to read šāØļø
I particularly like her fic Come play with your food, bejbi which is an absolute fluffy vampire Bo(Jan)Ā² fic that has me kicking my feet with how adorable it is. There also are some Bonus bites to this one!
And her poly BoJanKris fic Distortion can leave you happy in one moment and make you cry in another!
She also has a vampire BoKris fic The thrill and the dark, of the hunt and your eyes in which both Bojan and Kris are vampires, it is also really good and definitely worth a read if you haven't yet! And she has so many more fics as well!
@seokoilua // 1236 on ao3
I absolutely adore her writing style. The way she's able to take suffering and resolve it in all the good smut? Yes, definitely one of my favs. I especially like her fic been deprived and the sequel quietly, so if you like angst in your smut, her fics are definitely your thing then!
She also has a vampire BoKris fic ravenous in which vampire Kris picks up Bojan in a club and ngl, I need the second chapter like yesterday š
@vampmilf // @fruitybashir on ao3
Sophie has a really, really nice writing style, and I enjoy his Ne Bi Smel verse starting with The Holidate so much! It's so sweet and the smut is so hot and good and spicey and hahsjjskdjdkfkf for a long time having something nice to read every Sunday was just perfect to end the week with! He mainly writes BoKris (also, give Dopamin a read, the way he writes overstimulated Bojan is just so sjjdndndndnndnfmfm so good), but there is also a nice focus on Jance, that I really enjoy :3
I also absolutely love following him and seeing him on my dash, cause every time he reblogs something unhinged about Bojan I just have to giggle and laugh (calling Bojan three blueberries tall is literally everything to me and I love it so much, also letting him be his slutty little self in fics? Yessssss). He's also such an incredible nice person and was very sweet when I met him! š
@da-proti-toku-grem // ao3
Maca writes these absolutely adorable Kiss prompts here on tumblr and on ao3. From Jance to BoJure and JureJan, she's got so many ships and all of them are so good and fluffy and adorable or spicy! I really enjoy all of them! And she's made me have an incredibly big soft spot for BoJure :3 šš©·
An honourable mention goes to @185northgower // ao3
Not only will I read literally everything she writes no matter what pairing or what fandom, but we share one exact braincell, which works perfectly cause we do love collabing on fics together and I couldn't imagine a better co author! š„¹š©·āØļø
M:Ā Got any premises on the back burner that youād care to share?
I actually have a few ideas I've been cooking, a few of them are gonna be joined collabs with North! Next to continuing our DJwD verse (yes, there will be more, these men won't stop and have infected our heads with Daddy Nace and I just cannot, I cannot anymore), we also planned a Romeo & Juliet š¹ fic, which we won't go into detail yet, since we can't start it yet š¤
Then I also have a Bo(Jan)Ā² fic started, its the same one I mentioned last time, the one with the skirt, but I cannot shut up about it. I keep calling it the āØļøgirlfriend thingāØļø if that helps anyone...
And next to those and continuing with my other fics, I also can't get a vampire Bo(Jan)Ā² fic out of my mind...
#lets hope all the hyperlinks work im sorry if not#also... i see you anon...#c#u#m#yes yes#channeling your inner Mr. Jordan#fic recs#ask game#fanfic ask game#joker out#bojan cvjetiÄanin#jan peteh#nace jordan#kris guÅ”tin#bo(jan)Ā²#bonace#bojance#jance#all of these ppl are so good please check them out if you havent yet!! š©·š©·š©·#joker out fanfic
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Hi there, fellow Sabine fans! My real life is getting busier, but I want to keep posting here every day.
So, I'm going to mix up our usual posts with more fanart, behind-the-scenes content, Natasha (and cast!) photos, and maybe even some memes š¤. Please feel free to submit any of these things, and any ideas, to the ask box!
As usual, the focus will be on Sabine (and her actors), and not any specific ships. Thanks everyone for your support, and for keeping this blog a happy, welcoming place for all Sabine fans!!
#sabine of the day#admin post#i'd love to do fic recs also#but its hard to find fics that dont imply specific ships#honestly i have been delighted at how peaceful and positive this blog has been#there has been ZERO negativity and no ship hate at ALL#yll are wonderful š©·
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Have you ever imagined Jack and Elsa dancing together? For some reason, I always picture them dancing Kingdom Dance from Tangled,I imagined it being the rare times Elsa let herself lose up a little and drags Jack along with her to dance together.
oh interestingāyes, but only in certain contexts!
for example, i wrote a bit about this in at the center, but i thiiiiiiiiink that is the only story i have that currently (š) contains any dancing scenes/moments. interestingly enough, itās just not something i think about very much for jelsa?
flying-together-dancing, YES (ššššš spoilers?).
dancing-dancing on the ground? hmmmm. i am not as compelled, i think.
personally, if i do imagine on-the-ground-dancing scenarios, i would love them in an AU (like my cinderella!au, or my 1700s!au, or my apples fic, something like that), but not as much in a canon-esque crossover. i am not sure why. š
i have loved writing dance scenes for other ships (e.g., tahnorra, break the ice) butā¦ now that iām thinking about it, i realize i really donāt actually have any jelsa!dancing headcanons!
but also, it sounds like you should totally write this fic!!! or draw this art!! š„¹š©·š©·š©· i bet it would be lovely! thank you for the ask, nonny non š„¹š©·š©·
#jelsa#therentyoupay ask#therentyoupay anon#also if anyone has any recs for fics with lovely dancing scenes please share!! š©·
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borrowed words just hit 10k hits, which is not a lot in the grand scheme of things but itās a lot for me. my first long fic, my first au, in a language thatās not my own.
thank you to everyone who read it š©·
(ps: if youād like to go back to this universe with some one shots, send me prompts! missing scenes youād like to read, more flashbacks, something from the four years we skipped over in the epilogue. just tell me and Iāll do my best to do it!
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15th Oct.
This week has been difficult for me. Recovering from a medical procedure took longer than I had hoped and with my not so great mental health Iāve been feeling pretty down.
But there have been things to bring me back up, and Iām forever grateful for that. I havenāt been involving myself in fandom much recently for personal reasons but Iāve been in the background enjoying peoples posts and creations. And of course, the man himself always brings joy - I wasnāt able to join the bloodsucking bastards watch on the space sisters server but I had a Prospect rewatch which always lifts my spirits. Thank goodness for Ezra & Pedro š
Iāve read less than Iād hoped to this week, but Iāve loved the things I have! Some recs from me:
A forgotten scene by @fromthedeskoftheraven
Cockwarming w Marcus M by @flightlessangelwings
Kiss me quick by @secretelephanttattoo
Iāve also made a start to some longer fics & series which Iām loving and so excited to keep reading! (Iām so so slow, Iām sorry)
The Pit by @morallyinept
Muddy Waters by @bonezone44
Recovery Road by @chronically-ghosted
A ghost of you by @wannab-urs
Compulsion by @iamskyereads
Of my own work, this week Iāve posted a few little things - to be honest Iāve been filled with dread about posting fic recently but Iām pushing through and trying to appreciate my own creativity more:
-Dulia (Ezra x gn!reader)
-Ascending Stars (Ezra x f!reader)
-take the long way home pt 2 (marcus pike x afab!reader)
-A selection of Dieter & one Ezra phone wallpapers here and here
For the week ahead, Iām kind of nervous about some work things but I do have plans (a date!!) and Iām super excited to hopefully have Our House of Flames pt 3 (Joel x reader) out. I also have a good old list of fic to read (95 and counting on my tbr - god bless the talented and prolific writers in this fandom).
Thank you all for brightening my dash & my days - always sending my appreciation. And love to anyone who reads this random Sunday ramble!
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#š©·#beating the Sunday scaries#Gideon rambles#joining the fun in end of week reviews to try and beat those Sunday blues!#fic recs#week in review
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Hey Mila! Hope you're doing terrific! If not, things will get better eventually, I promise.
I wanted to know which is your fav trope or scenario to read, I'm really curious, and if you don't mind, I'd like to read one of your favorite ones.
Remember to drink lots of water, eat and sleep well! š©·š©·š©·
š©· anon
Hello!!! Iām happy to see you back š¤š©· your messages are always so so sweet, they mean a lot to me. Thank you ily š«¶
And honestly I really donāt focus on tropes a lot when I read fanfic lol but I only read soft soft fics. Even if thereās angst, and even smut I read is soft š¤
Hereās a small list of some of my favorite stories on Tumblr!! Theyāre all Minho fanfic sorry š I only really read about him, I hope thatās okay. I also recommend the authors of these stories as well, all their work is amazing š©·ššš
Bunny by @tasteleeknow (one of my favorite Minho fics. I also love her current series Hello Stranger)
Everything and no one also by @/tasteleeknow
Wishful thinking by @withleeknow
When the rain stops + the sequel by @moonjxsung
Sweet taster by @jilixthinker
Nightmares by @linospuddin
This one (no title I think?) by @rachalixie
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For the Steddie ask game :)
3, 12 and 15?
thank you for asking!! ā”
3. Favorite three Steddie fanfics?
technically i've already answered this one but i'm going to use this as a loophole and talk about three more fics hehehe >:) using different tropes! (previous three ones here) ā¢ my soul looks forward to loving you by @strawberryspence - soulmate!AU (you should read the previous one in the series to make this feel more delicious but if i'm recalling it right, it can be read as a standalone) love love LOVE everything about this and it's a mix of so many delicious tropes. it also has one of my favorite subgenres of soulmate!AUs which is platonic soulmates and not only romantic ones and the entire party being soulmates is something that can be so personal ā¢ your cosmic call sign by @nancywheeeler - aliens!AU this is such an amazing take ok. i love love love the exploring of the story that inspired ST in the first place, and listen. ALIENS???? i'm NOT an alien guy but this fic does this so amazingly it turned me into an alien guy. i was so obsessed i rambled on and on for hours about it to my brother who literally couldn't give a flying fuck (he likes ST so that was our only common ground). it is amazing and even if you're not an alien guy give it a chance!!! ā¢ Wild Geese by watchcatewrite - roadtrip!AU so so so soft. so beautiful. like that first breath of warm, salty, humid air when you arive at a beach. like feeling the water peeling off all your rancid from outside to the inside. like a cold refreshing pressurized shower. poetic, even. our boys deserve this so much.
12. What is your headcanon of their sexuality? (Gay? Bi? Pan? Etc)
i am a bi4bi truther!! to me everyone ever is always bi (unless they aren't lol). i of course read gay!Eddie bc it's what we have the most and i can honestly see the vision as well. but to me (and in all of my own fics) they're both bi
15. If you created a cross-over/AU, what other show, movie, or book would it be and why did you pick that universe?
crossovers are not my cup of tea tbh and so if i were to use any other media i would probably put them in a reality tv show LMAO release those bitches inside Ex On The Beach or Love Island and see chaos being installed.
send me some Steddie asks!
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okay so i just yk... dabbled in the ao3 world again and stumbled upon an oscar/carlos fic. and yk, ofc, rarepair so im intrigued.
now why the hellllll was it actually convincing me that they would be 'enemies' in public but fucking behind closed doors??? with BOTTOM!carlos as well. im bamboozled and genuinely impressed.
- @planete777 š
u dont know the amount of weird ass ships that ao3 got me to support baešš
like im sorry in what world is max verstappen topping oscar HELLOOOO???? I still eat it up every timeš
the rarest pairs always make the best smut because u can take such a small interaction between the drivers & make it wayyyy deeper than it acsh is. Almost to the point where the reader believes whats being written
kinda like being gaslighted ngl
but like why does enemies to lovers w/ carlos n oscar makes senseeee likeeeešµāš«šµāš«šµāš«
#uve gotta read more ao3 fics babe the writing and concepts of them r top tier#if u need any more recs im full of em#š©·š©·š©·#mariahcarreyyy . . . answers
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Read this earlier in the week and I just loved it š„ŗ
I see this as real life Mason so much like you just know the bubba will always be an angel for him cause heās so good with them but I loved how reassuring he was when she was feeling rubbish and he knew he had to do more š„ŗ
I had this with my nephew when he was little, always cried when I came into the room and it makes you feel so rubbish but weāre little besties now but itās honestly so relatable that this little human can make you feel so useless
And I love how open and honest they can be with each other it was SO CUTE like sometimes you just need a cuddle from your man š„ŗš©·
LOVED IT š©·š©·š©·
plz could you write something about mase looking after you when youāve had a rough day with the baby!!
stress - m.m
a/n: hello angel! thank you for your request. omg i love it so much, kinda changed it a little if thatās okay! (dad! imagines own my heart!!!!). idk how to feel about this one so lmk what you guys think! anyways, letās get on with the imagine, enjoy reading š«¶
mason mount taglist: @noturbabe22 @luvvtrent @peterparkerbae
four weeks, it had only been four weeks since youād had your baby and you were already feeling like youād failed her.
you knew becoming a mum would be difficult but you didnāt realise just how hard it was going to be. it was like everything you did was wrong.
Mason had gone back to work only a week after Margot was born and that was one of the worst thing to ever happen. you felt like you didnāt have support even though he would get up with her during the night and as soon as he got back from work he would take over looking after her. what was funny was whenever Mason got back from football she was never crying, it was like she could sense he was coming home.
Margot loved Mason. whenever he had her she hardly cried, sheād watch his face with such concentration and coo at him all the time. but when she was with you, sheād scream and cry no matter what you did.
you felt useless.
you felt like the worst mum in the entire world, not understanding what was wrong with her as she cried just hurt your heart. you just wanted to be in the ābaby bubbleā everyone spoke about.
you wanted to feel like your friends did when they had their kids. they were always smiling, always happy when they were with their babies who hardly cried when they were with them, it was like you were broken.
today was like no other. it started out okay, Margot was actually happy this morning when you woke up, Mason had given her a bath and put her in the cutest outfit but then as soon as he said his goodbyes to the two of you and he drove out of the driveway, all hell broke loose.
she was just sobbing and it hurt you to hear those cries. āoh Margot, whatās the matter my angel. please donāt cry sweetheart. are you hungry? is that what it is?ā
you quickly balanced her with one arm as you tried to lift up your pyjama top so you could breastfeed her but every time you tried to get her to latch she would turn her head away and sob louder.
you had realised that Margot would hardly ever latch when you tried to breastfeed her. it was very rare that she would allow you to breast feed her so you had decided to start pumping your milk and give it to her in a bottle instead and most of the time she would drink it from the bottle.
āhow about we get you a bottle instead hmm? would that make you feel better?ā you knew she wouldnāt reply to you but it was nice to speak to her. you got up from the sofa after fixing your top and warmed up the milk.
her sobs grew louder as you rocked her. waiting for the microwave to ādingā felt like hours. āi know sweet girl, not long nowā you poured the milk once it was warm enough into the bottle and went to sit back down on the sofa. you tried a few times before she finally started drinking the milk, her sobs died down but her eyes were still filled with tears and the tear stains on her cheeks broke your heart.
she was hiccuping slightly as she drank her milk but her eyes were fluttering masa img she was trying her best to not fall asleep. āyou rest angel, mummy isnāt going anywhere. and iām sorry i canāt understand you like your dad does, i promise iām trying my bestā
with that, her eyes closed and it was finally silent in the house. you just hoped today would be a lot better than the rest.
-ā”-
Mason was back home a little later than expected tonight, he had been asked to stay back to speak to ten Hag which he forgot to tell you about but he knew you had it all okay at home. you always had Margot in a good-ish mood when he would come home and it was always nice to come home to a quiet house after training or a football match. he would hear shouting all day and coming home was just perfect.
you didnāt want Mason to know you were struggling, to you it felt like the worst thing iām the world. you were meant to be a good mum as soon as you gave birth but you just felt like all you did was struggle. you had no idea what you were doing and you didnāt want Mason to be disappointed in you.
however, tonight Margot would not stop crying. after her bottle this morning she napped for maybe 30 minutes before her sobs started again and that continued for the entire day. you didnāt know what to do and you felt like you had failed as a mother. you had no idea what was wrong with her and you hated that you couldnāt understand what she was crying for. you felt like she hated you.
as Mason entered the house he could hear the wails coming from Margot, he had never ever heard her sound like this before and or worried him. he could hear you, speaking to her softly over her cries, you sounded just as upset as her. āiām so sorry angel, i donāt understand why youāre crying. iāve fed you, cuddled you, changed you, i donāt know what else i can do. iām sorry iām failing youā
his heart broke. he walked into the living room and saw you holding Margot in your chest with tears streaming down your face. you looked so defeated and he hated it. āhey, whatās going on? are you okay?ā he questioned as he slowly walked towards you.
you hadnāt heard the front door close so hearing him made you jump. you didnāt want him ti see you like this so you quickly wiped your eyes and showed him your best convincing smile. āoh yeah iām fine, sheās just, i donāt know whatās the matter. i think she just might be tiredā you lied, of course you werenāt okay.
ādo you want me to take her?ā he held is arms out so he could take Margo from you so you quickly passed her to him and he gently started rocking her which no iām surprise stopped her cries. you felt your heart break. was it really that easy?
your eyes filled with tears, jealousy and frustration taking over your body as you saw how easy it was for him to calm her down. ālook, go upstairs and have a shower, iāll take care of Margot and you just have a break okay?we can talk after if you want toā he watched your shoulders drop slightly and your chin quiver as you tried to hold in your tears, something was definitely wrong and he was going to figure out what.
once he heard the bathroom door close he sat down on the sofa with Margot. he watched her huge brown eyes dart across his face. āwhatās happened angel? you giving mama a hard time?ā she cooed at him, a small smile on her face which looked exactly like yours. āyou canāt give mama a hard time honey, mamaās with you all dayā she squealed, obviously not understanding him.
āiām sure you tired, if youāve been crying like that all day iām surprised youāre up right nowā he decided to grab a bottle and try get her to nap so he could speak to you. he had never seen you like that before.
he warmed up the bottle and went upstairs to her nursery and sat in the rocking chair. he started feeding Margot and immediately her eyes started to close, he honestly wished that he was able to stay off work with you when Margot was first born. he had only gotten a week off work before he had to go back and he felt awful but ten Hag wouldnāt give him anymore time off.
once Margot finished her bottle he turned on the white noise machine and put her down into her crib. he quickly exited her bedroom to leave her to nap and went to your shared bedroom. he wanted to talk to you, you barely speak to each other now and he wanted to spend time with you.
after waiting for a while you finally came out the bathroom in new pyjamas and your hair was wrapped in a towel. your eyes were red, it was obvious you had been crying. āheyā you said, noticing him on the bed. he opened his arms and waited for you to sit on the bed next to him so he could hug you.
you quickly got onto the bed and cuddled into him. āwe havenāt cuddled in ages, we havenāt spoke in ages. i want to know whatās bothering you sweetheart. iāve never seen you look so upsetā he kissed your forehead.
āi just, i feel like iām not a good mum. like everyday all she does as soon as you leave is scream and cry and iām trying my best to understand whatās wrong with her and iām struggling. iām struggling a lotā you felt your eyes well up with new tears. Mason felt his heart break. he was annoyed with himself for not noticing sooner.
āit feels like she hates me. and i just feel stupid because as soon as sheās with you, you calm her down. she even smiles at you. iām feeling so lonely and i feel like a terrible mum.ā your tears started flowing down your cheeks. you were quietly sobbing as Mason pulled you in closer and ran his hand up and down your back.
āiām so sorry sweetheart, i really am. iām sorry i havenāt been here to support you, iām sorry youāve had to do it all on your own. itās not fair at all. and iām sorry you think that youāre a bad mum because you arenāt. you are the most incredible mumā he heard your sniffles, guilt eating him alive.
āif you werenāt a good mum you wouldnāt do half the shit you do now. she doesnāt hate you angel, she loves you. you donāt know what she tells me when i come homeā he joked which made you giggle through tears.
āi know it is tough right now, but i promise itāll get better.ā you looked up at him with uncertainty. āit will, stop giving me that lookā he gave you a sympathetic smile. he hated that you were feeling this way, he wanted you to enjoy being a mum.
āyou stay here for a bit, i need to go do something. donāt come downstairs until i say alright? just watch some tv and iāll be backā he gave you a few pecks before he left you in the bedroom, confusion filling your body. but nevertheless you grabbed the remote and turned on the tv, trying to finally relax.
-ā”-
it had been over an hour since Mason asked you to stay upstairs and all you could hear downstairs was Masonās footsteps. you had absolutely no idea what he was doing and you were nervous to even go back downstairs.
āy/n sweetheart you can come down nowā you heard him shout up to you so you quickly turned off the tv and made your way downstairs. whilst you were upstairs Mason did come to get Margot who had awoken from her nap about thirty minutes into him leaving you upstairs.
you had gone to get her out of her nursery but Mason quickly shooed you away back to the bedroom so he could take care of her. you were grateful he went to help Margot, he knew how stressed you were and he was trying to make you feel better so he took Margot downstairs with him.
you walked down the stairs and into the living room and saw blankets and pillows covering the sofa with your favourite food on the coffee table and your favourite movie ready to play on the tv. Mason was holding a now very aware Margot who actually reached out for you.
āi know itās not much but i thought maybe we could spend time together for once?ā Mason handed Margot over to you and kissed you passionately. āiād love toā you kissed him one more time before you both made your way to get under the covers on the sofa.
Mason pulled you into his hold and kissed your forehead. āi know this doesnāt make up for whatās been happening these past few weeks but i do want you to know me and Margot appreciate everything you doā you felt a smile form on your face as he spoke, he had a way with words which always made you feel special.
āi have also spoken to ten Hag and told him that iām gonna take a few weeks time off to look after you both. i donāt want you to feel alone, ever, because i am here for youā you looked up at him, it was the first time heād seen you smile in ages.
āi know you are, you didnāt need to take a few weeks off. will he not get angry at you?ā you kissed his cheek and he shook his head. āi didnāt get to take the time of when she was first born so i i donāt care if heās mad. i have a family to look afterā he lent down to kiss you again.
you didnāt know why you were so anxious to tell Mason how you were feeling, you knew he would help you and you appreciated him. āthank you mase, i love youā he smiled at you āi love you moreā.
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