#ffxivmine

[loveroflolth]

shadow and blood.

[loveroflolth]

— in tremendo iudicio.

[loveroflolth]

a coy laugh versus a shy smile.

[loveroflolth]

don't let it out, don't, don't.

[loveroflolth]

even decay is a feeding, and all eating is birth.

[loveroflolth]

she’s a fun model.

[loveroflolth]

it's a type of beginning, a birth. it's an ending too, but those never last. watch close, either way.

[loveroflolth]

🤍 2023 gpose roundup 🤍

[loveroflolth]

and you, sacred bull, sacrificial beast that you are, holder of the light of life that you are.

[loveroflolth]

To love God is to love the questions of God. God seeks answers, God is in the seeking of answers. God is in the twist of your mouth and rancor of your eyes as you look up to — hold on, who told you that is where God is?

The God of these worlds did not ask you to give her anything but she did want you to ask. So you do. The sufferer of a thousand loves and lives. What does she offer you, what does she promise you? Why do you think she promised you anything at all?

There is not a sparrow that falls that is not heard by God & not an ant that exhales that is not heard by God. The wreckage of a saint’s body does not weigh a forefinger of pain God has felt in a single breath. Of course God heard you. Why are you worth more than an ant?

Now why are you less than an ant? The spider kills her lover & lets herself be eaten by her children. You make a choice outside your nature and you are still here. You decry, you wail, you curse, you break your own heart.

But the answer is — I’m still here.

Of course I am.

[loveroflolth]

i'm just so fucking tired of all this, truthfully.

{ body horror / decapitation }

[loveroflolth]

i miss you so dearly. { insects }

[loveroflolth]

dream, darling. don’t drown in deep.

{ odelia belongs to @thrdplanet }

[loveroflolth]

you're just meat, in the end.

[loveroflolth]

saint of mercy, i can give you so much, but not my heart.

{ body horror }

[loveroflolth]

carrion heart.