#ff 15 scenario

[blurryzip]

Noctis Myspace pic haha

I just did this as a study but omg

[hauscrashburn]

i am an accountant. as a part of my job, i understand the necessity of the IRS. taxes can be good (when applied fairly! too many loopholes for the rich) and we need an agency to collect and to administer the collection.

but i don't know man, every time the IRS comes out with an internal audit, im like who let these chucklefucks in charge?

"the taxpayer didn't use the exact language we got in our training scenario so we violated the law"

bruh. use your human brain.

[noxtivagus]

just thinking abt ffxvi ><

[httpsserene]

𝖍𝖙𝖙𝖕𝖘𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖓𝖊'𝖘 1𝖐 𝖘𝖕𝖊𝖈𝖎𝖆𝖑

welcome to the table of contents for my one-thousand followers special !

i'm baffled at the amount of love and support from all of you; in under the two-months i've been writing on this blog, i've managed to have good enough writing to convince you guys to save my blog. i started writing f1 ff's with the sole purpose to provide more black!reader based content, and i never imagined that i'd have a thousand eyes reading my delusional scenarios lol. thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart :)

as promised, the special event is a continuation of the first upload of my f1 kinktober series. those of you who were desperate for a part-two of the corruption kink with charles leclerc / max verstappen / black!reader--here it is, in abundance. a five-part series (including the f1-ktober upload). merry christmas, loves xxx

if you would like to be added to this series' taglist, send me an ask or leave a reply.

all episodes uploaded at 12 PM EST on their release date.

posts tagged as # httpss :// 1k special.

all works can be found in my table of contents (m.list).

𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐬

𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗮𝗿𝘆: max and charles don’t mind receiving a five-second penalty for slipping past your boundaries. seeing a black and white flag doesn’t scare them in the slightest; not when you're performing so well under their guidance. 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴: charles leclerc / max verstappen x fem!black!reader 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: multi-chaptered series.

view playlist? ↴

pilot: corruption kink w/ charles leclerc and max verstappen

innocent and virgin !reader has never touched herself before. she knows how to, in theory, but whenever she tries, she chickens out. her tried and true way of receiving pleasure is failing her. she thinks that maybe it's time to allow her relationship with her two respectful and experienced boyfriends, to reach the next step. and she'll find that they're very willing to teach her a few things.

episode two: 𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗿 | handjobs | 12/9/23

slightly less innocent, virgin!reader has had her view of pleasure shifted. her libido has increased to insane levels after she finally allowed her boyfriends to fix her…dry spell. charles and max have no issues with helping her ride out her newfound sexual appetite, and figure that she may be ready to take the next step. or, more accurately, take the next hand.

soundtrack - gun • doja cat

episode three: 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝘂𝗿𝘃𝗲 | fingering | 12/11/23

tainted, virgin!reader is growing tired of grinding against her boyfriends. she’s never touched herself before—no toys, no fingers, no fondling—the friction from a pillow used to be enough. but, maybe having something inside of her isn’t as terrifying as she believed. charles’ pretty pianist fingers don’t look too scary, and they way he raves about how talented max’s daunting thicker fingers are; well, she could be convinced to see what all the fuss is about.

soundtrack - pressure • ari lennox

episode four: 𝗲𝘅𝗽𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗮𝗹 𝗴𝗿𝗼𝘄𝘁𝗵 | oral sex | 12/15/23

soiled, virgin!reader is well aware of her boyfriends’ desire to eat her alive, sorry, to eat her out. from the way they can’t resist drinking her wetness off their (or her own) fingers, to the way they can’t stop running their mouths about getting their mouths on you: they’ve made how desperate they are, very clear. for some reason, she can’t get past her mental block to allow them to feast between her legs, or to taste what’s between theirs. max figures she just needs a demonstration to quell her fears; charles is a more than willing participant.

soundtrack - super freaky girl • nicki minaj

finale: 𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘀𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿 | vaginal sex | 12/17/23

tonight, innocent and virgin!reader will be defiled, deflowered, tarnished—whichever word you prefer. from the moment she told them she was ready to lose her virginity, they’ve been carefully planning out a special night, for her. and shockingly, there’s not an ounce of fear, anxiety, or doubt in her mind—max and charles have gained her complete trust. they haven’t given her a single reason to believe that they wouldn’t treat her right. she couldn’t have asked for better men to take her virginity—if this is corruption, she’s delighted to experience it.

soundtrack - wet dreamz • j.cole

𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬 ↴

extra scene: downforce

all my (terrified and oversensitive) homies hate vibrators!! max and charles introduce you to something better

© httpsserene2023

[polly-pocket13]

Hiii! i rlly love ur fanfic's and i was wonder if u would write ff Dabi x reader on the base of song "bad idea, right?" by Olivia Rodrigo. Feel free to skip if u feel uncomfortable with this ask

also i thing Dabi is perfect for this, but u can change him to any other character if u dont write for him

lov u 💗

bad idea right?

touya todoroki x fem!reader 

warnings: alcohol, toxic relationship, language, bad english, bad grammar, kind of manhandling  

a/n: First of all, thank you. You are so sweet, and I am sending love to you. The next thing, I love the song and I love the idea. I hope you will enjoy what I created. <3

The music in the club was very loud, so you didn't even notice that you had received a message.

However, you noticed the second message that followed 10 minutes later.

See you tonight? 10:22 pm

Don't ignore me. 10:32 pm 

You just stared at your phone. You haven't heard from him for about two months now. After he ended the relationship four months ago, him and you had regularly sex dates. He texted you, and you went over to him. You fucked and the next morning you left. This scenario repeated over and over again. Then he abruptly stopped texting you and didn't respond to your messages anymore.

You thought that's it.

He shattered your heart once again.

The last two months, you isolated yourself after work at home and cried your eyes out. 

The only things you were doing was working, eating and crying yourself to sleep.

Only today, your friends finally got you out. They forced you to go to the club with them.

“Y/NNNN, IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT?” your best friend asked and brought you back to reality. 

“I NEED MORE ALCOHOL.” you just answered her and she nodded. “I WILL GET SOME.” she told you and turned away to walk to the bar.

touya, it is bad idea 10:49 pm 

You texted him and instantly got a text as an answerer.

Location📍 10:49 pm

You rolled your eyes and putted your phone away. 

Just in time, your friend arrived with shots. Two seconds later, they were empty. 

“THE NEXT ROUND IS ON ME.” you screamed and went to the bar to get the next round. 

After that, there was another round, and then another round, and so on.

You little brat. I told you to not ignoring me.  11:11pm

Your phone vibrated and you bit your lip. 

You are fucking miss him, and maybe you two just could talk like friends or such sort of thing. 

So you can finally forget him. 

No. 

That's a bad idea, right?

So you ignored his message again. 

Where are you? Are you with someone else? 11:15 pm   Correct me if I am wrong, bur I dont think ths is your business anymore. 11:17 pm  Fuck 11:18pm  Where are you, Y/N? 11:18 pm  Answer your fucking phone, woman. 11:25 pm  Send an Image 11:26 pm  I am busssy tonight. 11:26 pm

He may leave you now alone. 

You sent him a picture of you dancing and some random guy was standing behind you. It looked like you both danced together.

This photo made your friend earlier to post on her Instagram. Now it also has a benefit for you.

You looked at your phone. He left you on read.

You sighed. 

Did you do the wrong thing?

Maybe you both could have reconnected if you just went to him. 

You went to the bathroom and washed your face with cold water. The alcohol makes you feel very sleepy and you acutely just want to go home. You hope the cold water will wake you up a little bit. 

“I knew you lied.” you suddenly heard a very familiar voice behind you. You turned around and saw Dabi who was standing in the door frame and smirked at you.

“This is the lady's restroom. I don't think you should be here. You don't look like a woman to me, Sir.” you said and took a paper towel to dry your face. 

“Stop playing fucking games with me, Brat.” he spit out, and his smirk left his face.

“I am not doing anything with you. I am leaving now the lady's restroom, so I can leave with the cute boy I met today. So if you were so friendly to let me through the door.” you said and walked to the door.

“I told you, stop messing with me.” he said angrily. You rolled your eyes. You wanted to push him away so you could go through the door, but touya grabbed you and pushed you against the wall next to the door.

“What is that for an attitude?” he asked you and stared you directly in your eyes.

This was the first time today you really looked at him and his beautiful blue eyes. Before, you tried to avoid his face and looked most of the time at the floor.

“Touya, please let me go.” you said quietly and tried to get out of his grip.  

“No, you won't go to this little piece of shit. He doesn't deserve you.” he told you and tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear. 

“I know I am an Asshole. But I am an Asshole who missed you. I missed you so much.” he whispers in your ear and your knees started to get weak.

You didn't know what to say.  

What to think.

Your brain just goes “Ahhh” 

Fuck it. 

The next thing you did was kiss him.

Your brain just turned off and there was just touya and you.

[pastself]

pt2 of the writer asks for @ironunderoos!

K: Do you have a guilty pleasures in fic (reading or writing)?

In reading: Not really. It's fiction! I really only have squicks and non-squicks.

In writing: This is certainly not what you mean, but my first thought was this thing I do where I finish a sentence and then restart the second half of that sentence in the next sentence. And then expand on the same thing in the third/forth/forever. I try to edit this down/out but ffs I actually love it. Here's an example from Found Wanting:

But Tony likes paying for sex, sometimes. It makes life easier, knowing where the boundaries are. Knowing the only expectation he has to meet are a check at the end of the night. Not having to worry about feelings other than pleasure. Not having to charm a girl to take care of Rhodey on the few nights out they fit in around his service.

M: What’s the weirdest AU scenario you’ve ever come up with? Did it turn into a story?

1000% Papa Don't Preach fic sitting in my WIP folder (here's an excerpt), in which Peter gets very bad spider!pregnant and goes absolutely insane. I've written more of it than I want to admit to.

N: Any fic ideas brewing that you’d care to share?

I'm playing with an idea of a brazen!15-year-old Peter making his crush very clear and being shut down, constantly, for years... until he isn't. He's a drip breaking the damn, sort of. Not sure if it will go anywhere esp as I'm trying to refocus now back on my other in-draft WIP (Bare)!

O: What are your thoughts on people writing fanfic of your fanfic?

That'd be pretty fucking amazing.

T: Any fanfic tropes you can’t stand?

Eh - I'm not a fan of anything that can be described "Grumpy/Sunshine" (unless that's the ship pairing and Sunshine is the secret 8th dwarf), or alpha-male/patriarchal!love interests (unless they are killed off/reformed completely via appropriate suffering).

thanks again !! <33

[welcometotheunknownlosers]

I saw a take on tiktok that Lynette got her vision because she thought Lyney died and yk anemo dead friend and like ffs i love the haha dead friend anemo trope but like thats not the REASON and like Lynette is one of the characters who actually HAS a vision story that’s pretty obvious to what her ambition was?

Like, girlie pop is 15 or something (at least i say they were around 10 when they met Cesar and since meeting Cesar is soonafter they join the Hearth, and its now a few years after that), and the mission she and Lyney are on goes south, they jump out a window, Lyney being Lyney hits the water first and is unconscious and almost dead. Lynette pulled them out of the water and in the dark of the night for HOURS, EXHAUSTED, and HURT, strained to hear the wind to be able to guide herself back to the meeting point. And she couldn’t cry out for help or anything. Her thoughts were that she didn’t want to lose all that they had worked for. She didn’t want to be too weak to do anything, and have everyone protect her. She wanted to be free of her past, where she always had to be protected (especially with the whole trafficking scenario), and have the freedom to make a new life at the hearth. Like, isn’t that a better reason than just hahah lyney almost died. Like YES, Lyney almost dying had a big part to play in why she got her vision, but it’s not because of him. Hell, i think even if she was alone that night she could have gotten her vision. Taking away her strength and determination is really undermining her character. Anyway if she was a guy she wouldnt have this but shed have an entirely different problem so

[riki-riks-chick]

heyy!!! Im a writer of 7 years, i write on wattpad and my most popular book got around 3.7-4 million reads (haven’t checked in a while). I saw that you were open to tips for writing and such. After reading a couple of your writing pieces, ive concluded that you have a creative mind and good thoughts, as well as great writing, just not executed to your full potential.

First tip i can offer you is to not rush. Your readers and followers aren’t going anywhere, take your time with the writing. And if you ever get bored, tired or get a writers block, what helps me is 1, going on TikTok and watching TikTok’s related to my story, 2, take a break. Taking a break is the best thing ever, wether its a nap, getting something to drink, anything counts as a break. And remember that quality>>quantity. I would rather read 1 lengthy ff that is of amazing quality and made with passion rather than 15 that were made in 15 minutes.

Second tip i could give you is reading. I cannot stress this enough, but read, read, read ! It has many benefits such as exposing you to new genres & ideas, expanding your vocabulary, inspiring you and maybe even change your perspective about certain things. I would recommend reading those of high-quality and maybe more real physical books. And take your time reading the books, don’t rush through descriptive paragraphs or pages with no dialogue.

And last tip for now (lmk if you want more) is to learn from writers. I’ve seen many accounts on tumblr that help A LOT with descriptions, scenery, and sometimes very specific situations. My two favourites are “dumplingsjinson” and “writers-potion”. Learning from other writers teaches you more about the rights and wrongs of writing and overall improves your writing quality.

i hope this finds u well<3

Firstly, thank you for your tips! I have been writing for 5 years myself and I have a few slightly popular pieces of writing as well.

While I do appreciate your tips, these are all things I already do. While my writing may not be "executed to their fullest potential" to you, I'm still just a young person who enjoys writing for fun. Writing helps better my vocabulary and it also helps me to get good grades when writing essays.

While I may not be the best author on the internet or in the ff world, I am happy for the people who enjoy my works and I am proud of myself for how much better I've gotten in the past five years.

I write to satisfy myself, so with everything I've written (one shots and scenarios) I do in fact take my time and I don't rush.

Thank you for your words though! ✿

[thisandthat-whatever]

How many times have I blocked you, leech? Me not posting your incessant messages which you continuously send with your vile shit is not “hypocritical” when I repeatedly told anons to not send me stupid shit.

But you are like a chewing gum stuck under a shoe, useless, worthless and hard to get rid of because you have no self dignity and you still keep sticking around places where you are told you are not welcome (get some self-respect , ffs. And stop trying to use my dog’s death against me because it makes you look not only gross but also weak since it shows you have nothing to argue with me , so you resort to these made-up scenarios about my dead dog (what is next, my mother’s death? Go on, make up shit like how I killed her or was horrible to her even though I was not, but truth never stopped your lies, so go ahead and lie about that too while you are at it).

My dog was not “sad” looking, you dipshit. He was a gorgeous senior 15 year old, so of course he looked his age. Let me see you when you are 80 and rank your “sad look”. He still had his puppy big eyes full of life in that photo. The only difference between his young self and that photo was his brown bits of fur around his face became white, and that is called natural aging, you dumbo.

Also, I didn’t “refuse” to give him an honorable death. Our last visit with the vet we had no such convo about euthanasia. He had had a heart disease for the last three years but was still managing well. When I recently told you on my blog that he lived beyond his breed’s life expectancy, you ignorantly and ill-intently made up a scenario in your head where I supposedly “refused” an “honorable death”. Lie much?? First of all, who are you to decide what constitutes an honorable death to begin with for you to assume mine didn’t have an honorable death. Maybe you are sending your pets to an unnecessarily early grave when they still have quality of life and happy days left in their lives. I pity any pet that may come across you. Your intentions are so evil that your home would not be a safe place for any pet.

Now stop being a disgusting garbage and using people’s dogs’ deaths to try to “hurt” them. And doing all this while you are a scaredy-cat grey face. 😬 This look is bad for you; do you not get it? 😬 You are so desperate to “hurt” me that you are reducing yourself to sub-human levels. This is you looking like a shitty person. It has nothing to do with me or my dog. The more you go unhinged and send me ask after ask (through VPN no doubt since I blocked your ass at least four times), it is safe to conclude you just have no self-value because you can’t let your resentment towards me go unless you say disgusting (and untrue to boot) shit anonymously (coward on top of everything. Do you even have ANY redeeming quality? Seems not).

That last paragraph of yours is not for me to get attention or sympathy, but for you to show your true evil colors which don’t take much to get out of you apparently.

I would say “get a life”, but I don’t see any hope for you, since you are someone this vitriolic just because I said Timmy looks like a rat .😂😂🐀

I will keep on blocking you, but go ahead and send more shit if you like which will promptly be blocked again. This was the last attention you got from me. Sorry, but your time is up here which means you will need to showcase your sickness elsewhere.

[bangtansmauyeondan]

I posted 778 times in 2022

That's 688 more posts than 2021!

360 posts created (46%)

418 posts reblogged (54%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@bangtansmauyeondan

@persphonesorchid

@ahundredtimesover

@taestefully-in-luv

@waitingforjin

I tagged 487 of my posts in 2022

Only 37% of my posts had no tags

#bangtansmauyeondan - 218 posts

#ask bangtansmauyeondan - 179 posts

#jin moonstruck - 153 posts

#moonstruck au - 147 posts

#bts imagines - 129 posts

#midnight’s minuet - 110 posts

#yoongi midnight’s minuet - 101 posts

#bts smau - 97 posts

#bts ff - 90 posts

#bts fics - 81 posts

Longest Tag: 98 characters

#i really am halfway done but i have so many scenarios in mind that i cant decide which one to keep

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

THIRTY-FIVE | S01 E01 - Wake Up, World!

Pairing: In-Studio Director!Jungkook x Stage Director!Fem Reader

Genre: rivals au, social media au, frenemies to lovers, slow burn, fluff, smut, angst, crack.

Rating: 18+

Warnings: explicit language, mentions of abandonment, alcohol consumption, harmless scheming, dare, bet, smut

Summary: It has always been the battle of the best between you and your college rival, Jungkook. What happens when years later, you cross paths again working for the same network broadcasting company, and the competitive flame is rekindled? Well, a whole new drunken bet that determines your futures wasn’t in your line of vision but here you are… and you have until 35.

SERIES TAGLIST: @fragmentof-indifference @babyboo22 @bnagtanx1306 @dionysusenthusiast @luaspersona @timelessruins @royallyjjk @sandraviolante-blog

PERMANENT TAGLIST: @astronaut-jin-moon @persphonesorchid @thatbangtanjagiya @taestefully-in-luv @btsstan12 @bts-reveries @blog-name-idk @madbutgloriouspond @pamzn @wrmnssoul @ygbubs @halesandy @jayhope88 @bnagtanx1306 @pinkseokchim @busanbby-jjk @babycandy111

•••

See the full post

129 notes - Posted November 5, 2022

#4

Midnight’s Minuet 🎹 Masterlist

Pairing: Yoongi x Fem Reader

Genre: Strangers to Enemies to Friends to ???, social media au, chef au, musician au, slow burn, fluff, implied smut, angst, slight crack, and drama.

Summary: While gallivanting around the world pursuing his love for music and architecture, Yoongi was forced to come back home when Seokjin, his older brother, asked him for help to run the family business. Having been born with a silver spoon, Yoongi longed for a bit of normalcy and independence; hence, agreeing with Seokjin’s request didn’t come without any of his own conditions— first, he’s going to oversee the hotel’s kitchen; second, he’s gonna let him live a normal life— no luxury cars, no high-rise building apartment, no special treatment. Yoongi was pleased that everything seemed to be going well with his return… until he met you, the roadblock to everything his brother has agreed to.

Legend: ✏️ Written Chapter ⏭ Time Skip

••••••••••

🎹 INTRO - Get to know the characters here!

🎹 Part 1 - Expect the Unexpected

🎹 Part 2 - Housewarming Present

🎹 Part 3 - Not Creepy

🎹 Part 4 - Favorite Girl

🎹 Part 5 - Back for Good

🎹 Part 6 - Of Cookies and Music Sheets

🎹 Part 7 - What Macarons?

🎹 Part 8 - Min MEAN Yoongi

🎹 Part 9 - Soothing Music

🎹 Part 10 - Stay the Night

🎹 Part 11 - Piano Duet

🎹 Part 12 - Not Tony Montana

💃🏼 Bonus - Yeleena with a J

🎹 Part 13 - Reinventing Barbie

🎹 Part 14 - Proper Introduction

🎹 Part 15 - Make It Right

🎹 Part 16 - Secret’s Out

🎹 Part 17 - Turning Point

🎹 Part 18 - Strawberry Shortcake

🎹 Part 19 - More Than Enough ✏️

🎹 Part 20 - The View

🎹 Part 21 - Sneaky Yoongi

🐰 Bonus - Jungkook

See the full post

211 notes - Posted April 23, 2022

#3

Out of Sight (a KTH one-shot)

→ Pairing: Taehyung x Fem. Reader

→ Genre: fwb, angst, smut, drama, taehyung is hopeless romantic, oc is not good with commitment

→ Rating: 18+, M, R

→ Word Count: 2.5K

⚠︎ warnings: unprotected sex, multiple positions, fingering, creampie, emotionally-charged

A/N: While in line at a gas station, the song If I Keep My Heart Out of Sight by James Taylor came on the radio and I thought it’s something that Taehyung would really enjoy listening to. Then the inspiration hit. Who knows? He probably knows the song. This one-shot is inspired by the lyrics of that song. ALSOOOO 220409 PTD Vegas D2 Taehyung?? YAS PLEASE. I hope you enjoy!

Sequel: Beautiful Mistakes

If I keep on talking now, I'll only start repeating myself and all I can say is

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

If I slip and tip my hand, I'm certain to scare you away, then what would I say?

I'd be hurting, I'm certain, I'd be uncool to let you know that you're the one, the fool who jumped the gun.

The club is loud tonight. Music is blaring, strobe lights are flashing, and drinks are limitlessly pouring– but it’s unsurprisingly not crowded given that BigHit Music booked it for the night to celebrate the recently concluded BTS world tour. This celebration is by-invitation and strictly for the artists, dancers, musicians, and staff only.

Taehyung leaned back in his booth, clad casually in jeans, white tee and a brown leather jacket, one elbow propped up against the backrest of his seat as his hand toyed with the lollipop stick between his lips. He’s staring at you from across the room. You’re at the bar sipping on a martini, talking with Jungkook and Jin. No doubt listening to his members’ silly banter and their outrageous style concept suggestions– contradicting ones at that since Jungkook is a fan of all black and Jin is a pink enthusiast. As if feeling his eyes on you, you turned to his direction and met his gaze. Taehyung’s breath hitched and his mind went haywire when you smiled at him but he’s quick to collect himself by raising his pint to you, a nod that you immediately returned by raising your martini glass back to him.

Yoongi has observed the exchange that transpired between his younger member and one of their stylists across the room. They all know you. You’re their team’s chief stylist and always has the last say when it comes to their concept shoots. You’re the one who gives the green light and tells the other junior stylists and make up artists what to do. You’re the reason why they all look jaw-dropping and ridiculously good when it comes to their television stages and concerts. You’re also the reason why Taehyung has permanent twinkly heart eyes and has written more than enough songs to fit into three mixtapes all in one go.

You used to freelance as a style consultant, having clients left and right in the Korean music industry until Hybe offered you a permanent position at BigHit Music as BTS’s Chief Stylist. The full-time job requires you to travel around the world with them, wherever their career takes them. It’s been more than a year since you started working and embarking on a world tour with them and it works both for Hybe and for you since you devote all your time to work. How could you not? You’re single, you have no kids nor pets, you live on your own since you fled from the countryside to pursue your dream in the city, so you’re basically your own person, doing anything and everything you please.

It wasn’t hard to get along with the members of the band that you work with. They’re down to earth- with no air of arrogance despite their success, they’re polite, and they treat everyone around them equally and with respect. They are generous with their compliments and apologies as appropriate. Overtime, you’ve grown more and more comfortable being around them and them with you. It has been a few months, on a specific stop in Japan, since you also started getting entangled into a hot, sexy, and enticing situation with one of them. You’re not dense, you’ve noticed the looks that he’s been giving you. Known as one of the visuals of the group, it’s easy for you to fall into Taehyung’s charms as well. Deep-set eyes, thick brows, chiseled jaws, pink cupid lips, and golden sun-kissed skin– and when he flashes his boxy smile, the world seems to fall perfectly into place. It’s easy to get lost in him. And you did… so you’ll never forget how it started. The simple request of changing his footwear from a pair of sneakers to a pair of comfortable slides led to both of you tearing each other’s clothes off, quietly suppressing your moans inside one of the trailer truck-turned-closet on location.

You are nothing but friends. That much you have established. That much you have talked about. As a member of the biggest band in the world, all eyes are on Taehyung- what he does between schedules, who he’s with, who he’s dating. Oftentimes, delusional people who call themselves as ‘fans,’ pair him up romantically with his members. But you know the truth. Behind the scenes, you all know the truth. You, him and his other members know the truth– that Taehyung relies and turns to you when things get a little bit too much.

Cause I've been advised by other guys you've left behind, your goodbyes are somewhat unrefined.

But if I play my role just right, tonight could be my lucky night and you could be mine.

If I present it to you with a flower in the moonlight, shiny and new.

Well, you couldn't say no tonight, if I keep my heart out of sight.

Unbeknownst to Yoongi, Namjoon also noticed the exchange between you and Taehyung across the room.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” Namjoon asked him while reaching for a curly fry from the bowl in front of them. Taehyung nodded and smirked at his older member. “Well…”

“Hyung, I’m sure,” Taehyung sighed. “I’ve never been more sure,” he chewed on his lower lip before a smile grew from his lips.

“I’m just saying, Taehyung, she’s dated Jackson before,” he caught Taehyung’s gaze before he continued. “It didn’t end well.”

See the full post

219 notes - Posted April 12, 2022

#2

AUTUMN LEAVES MASTERLIST - Fall 2022 Collaboration

Main Banner: Justine • bangtansmauyeondan. Fic Banners: Dani • persphonesorchid

Contributors: @hamsterclaw @taestefully-in-luv @madbutgloriouspond @persphonesorchid @blog-name-idk @btsstan12 and myself! 🥰

We are ready to warm you up through this sweater weather, when the smell of roasted marshmallows and pumpkin spice waft through the air, with heartwarming stories to carry you through the season!

Warnings are more specified on each writer's blog posts.

•••••

CRIMSON by @btsstan12 - September 17, 2022

See the full post

240 notes - Posted May 26, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

THIRTY-FIVE (JJK) 🎬 Masterlist

Pairing: In-Studio Director!Jungkook x Stage Director!Fem Reader

Genre: rivals au, social media au, frenemies to lovers, mutual pining, slow burn, fluff, smut, angst, crack.

Rating: 18+

Warnings: explicit language, mentions of abandonment, alcohol consumption, harmless scheming, dare, bet, smut

Summary: It has always been the battle of the best between you and your college rival, Jungkook. What happens when years later, you cross paths again working for the same broadcasting network company, and the competitive flame is rekindled? Well, a whole new drunken bet that determines your futures wasn’t in your line of vision, but here you are… and you have until 35.

Status: Ongoing

A/N: Loosely based on this post by @ahundredtimesover . Main characters include Jungkook’s 97 Liner friends, Mingyu and DK, and cameos from selected Seventeen members. Please give this some love like you have given Moonstruck and Midnight’s Minuet. 🙏🏻

PERMANENT TAGLIST: @astronaut-jin-moon @persphonesorchid @thatbangtanjagiya @taestefully-in-luv @btsstan12 @bts-reveries @blog-name-idk @madbutgloriouspond @pamzn @wrmnssoul @ygbubs @halesandy @jayhope88

True to the theme, the chapter breakdown will be a little bit different. ☺️

📸 The Red Carpet - Characters Intro

SEASON 01

🎬 S01 E01 - Wake Up, World

🎬 S01 E02 - I Can Do Better

🎬 S01 E03 - See You in Two Years

🎬 S01 E04 - Other Plans

🎬 S01 E05 - Third Wheel

SEASON 02

🎬 S02 E01 - Rumor Has It

🎬 S02 E02 - Seriously?

🎞️ Bonus Clip - 12 Years Ago

🎬 S02 E03 - The It Boy

🎬 S02 E04 - Make a Move

🎬 S02 E05 - It Wasn’t Me

SEASON 03

🎬 S03 E01 - Oh Shit…

🎞️ Bonus Clip - The Night Before Graduation

🎬 S03 E02 - Not on My Watch

See the full post

513 notes - Posted October 25, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[hi-i-vent-here]

I saw some artists saying that this year it has been way more difficult to get commissions, and some have been months without getting one so now I feel less self-conscious about it.

I will get back at posting in my main Instagram account

09:46===

The day was fine until I remember that I have to leave the house to do some things until 21 of September. I am so scared of leaving the house but this is so important, I asked a friend to come with me but I don't want to bother them, I don't want to GO! HONESTLY! we have internet, why do I need to leave? Why can't I just do all of it online? Ffs

14:30====

Im having panic attacks after panic attacks. I live in fear on this house. I can't take this anymore. If god exists, it really fucking hates me.

Please, I need to leave this place, I'm going mad.

14:53=====

Calm down. Breath in, breath out.

I wanna animate something.

15:18===

Whatever I'm bored imma make a new youtube channel

22:53===

OH MY GOD I THINK I GOT IT, I NEED TO REMIND MYSELF OF THE SOLUTION TO THE PROBLEM.

THAT WAY I CAN AVOID SPIRALING INTO JUST THE WORRIES. OML I THINK I'M SANE NOW, I'M SELFDIAGNOSED AS SANE.

I found that out while worrying about having to leave the house, and I thought "so what? I will go friday. This situation DIDN'T HAPPENDED YET, THIS WHOLE SCENARIO JUST DOESN'T EXIST. I, WILL, GO, FRIDAY."

I need to reassure to myself the solution the same time that the anxiety comes. So like, I'm worrying about not having a highschool diploma still, BUT I WILL GET MY GED NEXT YEAR. THE SOLUTION EXISTS.

Oh I'm not selling commissions, but I'm posting regularly, gaining attention of potential clients, trying new social medias and talking with other artists. THE SOLUTION EXISTS AND EVEN BETTER I'M ALREADY WORKING ON IT.

When there is a worry there is a solution I juSt NEED TO hOLD into the solution more than the worry.

[randomfandomimagine]

Love Triangle Part 3 (Final Fantasy XV Scenario)

Thanks to @xionroxas for requesting the first one! Here’s the third part, hope you enjoy! 

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 4

S/O CONFESSING TO PROMPTO AND NOCTIS CONFESSING TO S/O

The sound of your phone ringing woke you up. You stirred around, too comfortable to want to answer the call. Besides, you were having a cute and amazing dream about a certain crush of yours.

Lazily, you let your hand fall over your bedside table until you found your phone. Sulkily answering the call, you waited to see who the hell it was.

“Hey, Y/N!” A radiant upbeat voice that you knew really well welcomed you.

“Prompto?” You yawned, wondering why he was calling for.

However, you sat up in the bed, excited that he had called. Even if you were embarrassed for dreaming about hugging him just a few moments ago.

“Did… Did I wake you up?”

“Yeah, but that’s okay”

“I’m so sorry!” Prompto’s voice exclaimed from the other end. “I didn’t think you would be still sleeping”

“What is it, Prompto?” You calmly reminded him.

“Oh, yeah” He paused for a moment. “Would you have a moment to meet? I, uh… I kinda want to talk to you about something”

Your eyes grew wide, being rid of any remnants of sleepiness, upon hearing his words. Your heart began beating like crazy just imagining what was so important that he needed to meet to tell you.

What if he wanted to confess? What if Prompto liked you back and you didn’t even know? That possibility made you want to scream in excitement.

However, you kept your cool by taking a deep breath. Even if you were smiling like a fool, and you were glad he couldn’t see it.

“Y/N?” Prompto insisted, seeing as he hadn’t gotten an answer.

“Y-yeah, sure!” You blurted out without thinking. “I can meet, absolutely”

“Sweet!” Your friend celebrated on the other end. “Pick you up in thirty then!”

“Cool” You tried not to let it show how ridiculously happy and excited you were. “See you in a bit, Prom”

“Bye!” He cheerfully said before hanging up.

You chuckled to yourself, nervous but happy, as you stood up and got ready.

*

It was always great to hang out with Prompto, but for once his rambling and his horseplay annoyed you. All you wanted was for him to spit it out already.

After all, you had been wandering around the city for one long hour. You couldn’t take it anymore!

“What did you want to talk to me about?” You quickly said during a short silence, taking the opportunity.

“Oh, yeah! Almost forgot!” Prompto chuckled, shaking his head and feeling a bit silly. “It’s a bit embarrassing…”

“Don’t worry” You stared at him with a twinkle in your eyes, not believing it was gonna happen. “You can always talk to me, Prom”

“Yeah, but if Noct finds out he’s gonna kill me” He let out a nervous laugh.

“Noctis?” You blinked a few times, confused. “What does he have to do with anything?”

Prompto gawked at me, opening and closing his mouth when he found himself speechless.

“Well, I mean… I’m here to tell you that Noctis has a crush on you” The blond rolled his eyes. “He just wouldn’t tell you himself, and you know how pigheaded he can be”

Noticing how awkward he had made things, Prompto chuckled to relief the tension. However, he noticed something odd in your expression.

Had he said anything bad? Did he mess up? Didn’t he make it clear? Or was he wrong about you liking him back? You were always hanging out with him and Noct, that had to mean something! Right? Right?!

“So he likes me?!” You couldn’t stop yourself from snapping, because he had just shattered your hopes and dreams. “I thought you were gonna confess! And now you’re telling me it’s Noct?! You’re confessing on his behalf?!”

“What?” Prompto uttered in awe. “No! I don’t like you! Why would you think… It’s Noct who… Wait, you like me? Me?!”

The boy uttered a few annoyed and surprised grunts, fidgeting around and rubbing his face in embarrassment, before he felt brave enough to face you again.

“You don’t have to be so horrified of the idea, Prompto…” You whispered sadly.

“No!” He made a face that you would have laughed at hadn’t you been feeling so down. The blond urgently held you by the arm, seeing as you were starting to walk away. “No, Y/N! It’s not that I don’t like you but…”

“Are you saying that you do like me?”

“I do! I mean... I did! But Noct…” He let out another frustrated grunt before recomposing himself. “You need to talk to him! Right now!”

“So you don’t like me” You stated, just wanting to make sure of it so you didn’t have any false hopes. “But Noct does”

“I’m… so sorry, Y/N” Prompto scratched the back of his head, uncomfortable. “Just talk to Noct, okay? Please”

“Prompto!” You called him, even though he was already running away.

What was going on?!

*

You hadn’t told Noctis, and apparently Prompto hadn’t either. The prince had no idea about your meeting with Prompto, but knew something was happening.

Not only because the blond was unusually quiet lately, but because you were acting in an odd way too. You were always super excited to see him, telling him a lot of things that you had done since you last met and goofing around a lot with him. Why the change?

But it was enough when Noctis, who walked next to you during your weekly day out, realized you were isolating yourself from him.

“Wanna tell me what’s gotten into you?” He piped up after a while, annoyed. “You won’t even look at me!”

If what Prompto had said was right, Noctis was great at hiding he had a crush on you. He seemed so calm and collected!

“Nothing” You replied, perhaps too quickly. “I’m fine”

“Just tell me already!” Noctis slipped his hand in yours, holding it firmly.

The gesture, usually a natural one between you two, made you gasp. When you looked up at him in surprise, you confirmed your fear. He was blushing.

You two were all about those small fond gestures, allegedly platonic. You found great pleasure in randomly hugging the other, or holding hands, or resting your head on the other’s shoulders. You just loved keeping the contact, both of you.

Why get scared and surprised of it all of a sudden? When you were so used to it that you hardly even blinked when it happened?

He didn’t realize you knew. You now knew why he sought that contact, and that for him it wasn’t that platonic.

“Noct, no” His hand against yours felt too nice to push him away, but you refused to look him in the eyes still.

“It has something to do with Prompto, doesn’t it?”

“Why would you think that?”

“He’s really nervous around me, he freaks out every time we hang out”

“Classic Prompto” You tried to joke, pretending like you weren’t extremely conscious of his eyes on you or his hand on yours.

He held you back to make you stop walking, giving you a serious glare.

“Just like you!” Judging by his tone, he was getting a little angry. “What the hell is going on, Y/N?!”

“It’s his fault, okay?” You snapped, panicking a little too with the thought of confronting Noctis about it. “Prompto did it! I did nothing! He-“

“Did what!”

“Confess!”

“What?”

Not really wanting to get Prompto in trouble for tattling about Noctis’ feelings for you, you decided to change the story a bit.

“He called me, and I thought he was gonna confess because I… have a crush on him” You squinted your eyes, not wanting to hurt Noct’s feelings with your words. Seeing as he didn’t react, you kept talking. “And when I told him he freaked out and…”

Noctis chuckled, understanding why you didn’t want to finish the story. He knew Prompto well enough to know what had happened. No wonder you two were acting so weird lately.

“He’s an idiot” The dark-haired boy laughed to himself, shaking his head.

“Why are you laughing, Noct? And why are you calling him an idiot?”

“Because he knows”

“What does he know?”

“That I like you, and he told you” Noctis let go of your hand, feeling a little silly. “Didn’t he?”

“Well…” You averted your eyes and shrugged, but that did nothing but to confirm his suspicions.

“He used to like you, you know?” Noctis sighed, crossing his arms over his chest coolly. “But when I told him I did too he kinda forgot about you”

Surprised by that statement, you stared at him. You waited to see if he would say anything else.

“And now he’s crushing on Cindy instead”

“But you like me, Noct?”

“What does it matter?” He put a careless appearance, but you knew his feeling were hurt. “You like Prompto, don’t you? You don’t like me”

“I never said I don’t like you” Your own words surprised you as much as they surprised Noctis.

His pale eyes fell over you, analyzing you. Noticing your own surprise and mixed emotions, he dedicated you a kind smile.

“Let’s not read too into it” His hand comfortable regained its place with yours. “For now, let’s just keep walking”

Still dazed, you absently followed him. You were trying to study your own feelings, understand why you had said that. You were left dumbfounded.

“But Noct…”

“Shut up, okay?”

He chuckled to let you know that it was okay. He could wait, he just wanted you to feel okay. For you to be around him like you always were, whether friends or something more.

You found that to be extremely sweet, so you interlaced your fingers with his and tenderly pecked his cheek.

[arathergrimreaper]

my father: i have ideas for so many games that are going to sell for millions!

me: *hears the jaws theme as the words 'cancel culture' spring up out of my mind*

[jupitervega]

@d3viantvanguard made a real good point in the replies that i want y'all to be sure to read

maybe it’s just me but i feel like there’s no way to make “lol she’s clearly an egg” jokes abt cis men who you think are feminine or are exploring their gender presentation while groups like east asian men and jewish men are routinely called effeminate in derogatory and racist/antisemitic ways and stripped of their manhood. we can’t preach “clothes don’t have gender!!!!!! men can wear dresses and makeup too!!!!!!!!” then call a man a closeted trans woman the second he puts on a skirt.

[lucianhuntress]

Could I request chocobros reaction to their partner who struggles with hiccup every time he/she drinks something cold?😄 Thank you darling 😃

Okay, so! I know I wasn’t supposed to do requests before finishing the Chapter 5 of Pure Gold, but I needed a small break from it. So here goes my attempt at this request. 

Honestly, this was somewhat hard to write (for me at least) but I did my best as usual.

And I hope you enjoy reading this piece!

Chocobros Reacting To Your Hiccups

Itwas another sweet movie night at your boyfriend’s place. The coffeetable was filled with snacks of all sorts, tempting to be eaten. Colddrinks waiting to be sipped.

Youhad been sipping a tasty cold drink as the movie went on and on, ithad you so hooked that at first you didn’t even notice the bubblyfeeling the forming hiccup made.

Onlyyour boyfriend’s sudden reaction made you pause the movie for a bit.

Noctis

At first he is really surprised by the sudden hiccup escaping your throat.

Then his attitude shifts and he will flash you a tremendously amused grin.

“What was that?” he asks, the smug smirk and mischievously glinting eyes making his half-sleepy expression change drastically.

You try to protest — weakly.

Noctis won’t give up that easily and when you hiccup for the second time, the merciless teasing begins.

Just wait for it.

When you get up to go to the bathroom Noctis will be waiting behind the door to scare you.

If that won’t take away your recurring attack of hiccups, he will try to scare you again.

He enjoys teasing you.

In a cute way.

Noctis might suggest you to hold your breath too, so he can peck kisses on your lips.

Dude has no chill, because your puffed cheeks and the look on your face is adorable!

Prompto

Your hiccup makes him jolt from surprise.

He was too focused in the movie playing at the background.

“Babe are you okay?” his voice has caught a hint of panic, mixed with ultimate worry.

“Prom— it’s just a hic—cup,” you answer meekly.

Prompto dashes instantly to get you a glass of water from the kitchen.

Because he doesn’t want to see you suffering — even when it’s just a hiccup.

He will observe you intensively as you gulp down the water, so he can make sure you’ll feel better.

If the water doesn’t seem to help, he will suggest you holding down your breath.

Because Prompto isn’t one to scare you.

His scaring attempts just make you roll on the floor, choke on your laughter while beads of joy roll from the corners of your eyes.

Prompto is determined to get rid of your hiccups by using other measures.

Even if his heart starts melting as your cute “hic!” hits his ears.

Ignis

Ignis will immediately get up and fetch you a glass of water.

He has treated Noctis’ hiccup attacks so many times. So he knows what he’s doing.

Still— you can catch the faint blush on his cheeks, when he hears you hiccup for the first time.

He won’t admit it, but he thinks you sound rather cute as you do so.

You want a shoulder massage while you sip that glass empty? Done. Maybe your feet could use some treatment too? Done.

“Is there anything else you require, my dear?”

Ignis will make you comfortable in every way possible and if that doesn’t help with your hiccups, he will ask you to hold your breath.

And he will let you be in peace while you do so. No teasing coming from this guy.

He is bad at scaring you too.

But he managed to scare you once, by telling you that his own made cookies had run out.

And that is another story.

Gladiolus

“Did you drink too much?” Gladio makes sure you’re okay, but the hint of amusement in his tone is evident.

When you hiccup instead of answering, he chuckles.

Gladio will get you a glass of water too, but instead of simply handing it to you, he decides to surprise you.

You are obediently waiting on the couch as he sneaks up behind you.

He can be very subtle with his movements, like a coeurl, when he wants to — despite him being the size of a behemoth.

But he definitely didn’t place that glass of water anywhere, no.

He carries it with him and when he makes a loud roar behind you, jolt up with a terrified scream and the glass of water ends up falling from his hand.

Of course the glass pours its contents all over you.

Your clothes get all soaked up, thanks to his genius scaring attempt.

“Shit— babe I didn’t mean to get you soaked!” he apologizes with a sweet, sorry smile on his lips.

Well, at least you got rid of your hiccup.

He will borrow you a dry t-shirt, unless things get another turn.

And they often do.

[g0ldpainted]

17th December - CtC’17

Ignis cheating on his S/O Part 2

Here it is, part 2 for Ignis! Part one can be found here

1st Part ; 2nd Part  // Noctis cheating 1 ; 2 ; 3 // Gladio cheating 1 ; 2 ; 3 // Prompto cheating 1 ; 2 ; 3 // Ravus cheating

Words: 2.2k+

Genre: Angst, betrayal, moving on, overcoming the pain, staying together

Spoilers: None

Trigger warnings: pregnancy, depression

."No! Ignis, I don't want her to spend Christmas with us!" Ignis' wife shouted at him while they were arguing in the kitchen, cleaning the plates as they spoke.

For the past month, he had been bothering her about inviting Stella to their Christmas celebration. After she brought the idea up, he didn't seem to dislike it nearly as much as his wife hoped he would. It was the polar opposite, actually. Ignis thought I'd be great to invite the mother of his three-year-old daughter. The spouses' kids loved her, too. They'd probably appreciate having her over since they grew so close. But their mother, Ignis' wife certainly didn't want the one that ruined her perfect family life to spend such a meaningful holiday with them. To her, she was nothing but a nuisance - even after almost four years since she discovered his infidelity.

"But the children would love to see her!" he argued back, not yet shouting but certainly raising his voice, "I assure you it'd improve the evening greatly."

"It definitely won't! You know that I don't want to see her face!" she returned, not lowering her voice yet, "She hasn't spent the past four Christmas' with us, she won't spend this one with us!" 

Those four years were far more of a challenge than she ever anticipated. The bright colors she used to see her life in were still gone. Ever since that night his lies were uncovered, her heart felt heavy. Taking care of a child that wasn't hers drained all her energy. Each time she glanced at the baby's face, she only saw Stella. She couldn't help but imagine her husband and his affair having sex. It repeatedly broke her heart, was a constant reminder of how her love was never good enough, how he only cared about his needs instead of his family's.

"I advise you should keep yourself together then. Our children would appreciate the company. They haven't seen her in a while," he quite calmly replied, coldly staring into his lover's eyes, "You shouldn't be selfish on Christmas."

It was true, Stella hadn't visited them as of lately. She usually came around to look after her daughter at least once a week. Ignis' wife always hid in their shared bedroom when she was around. She couldn't stand looking at that young female. She couldn't stand witnessing how her children were crowding around her, smiling, happy to see her. Those were moments in which her depression skyrocketed. It made her feel like she wasn't needed. All she wanted was to turn back time and stop him from ever entering that bar.

"Excuse me..?!" she snapped, dropping the towel she was holding onto the counter, glaring at him, "Did you just call me selfish?!"

"In a way, I did," he replied, sighing before he continued to wash some dishes, avoiding her eyes.

At that, her mouth dropped agape. If anything, she had been the least selfish over the past years. She always cared for their kids, even when she was having a very depressive phase, always put on a smile for them when Stella came around, did more household chores, gave Ignis a second chance. Once again, she felt unappreciated.

"You were the one that cheated on me for three whole months! And now you tell me I'm selfish because I refuse to be around your affair?!" she shouted into his face, shaking her head in disbelief.

"You should calm down.." he murmured, scrubbing the dishes clean, "I was just trying to point out that we should focus on what's best for our children."

Ignis was far from oblivious to her mental state. He knew she was still struggling and suffering from depression. To support her, he ensured to always be available for her, made sure to put her before anyone else. Whenever she broke down at night, he wanted nothing more than to embrace her, make her feel better, dry her tears. It broke his heart to see her cry. If he could, he would erase all mistakes. His biggest one was having a child with his affair, it was what hurt his wife most. She didn't hesitate to tell him.

"I can't! Ignis, I can't!" she cried out, tears filling her eyes all the sudden.

To hide them, she lowered her head and glanced at her swollen stomach. 7 months. She was 7 months pregnant with their child. The third child they wanted so bad when they had their second… and even years later. But it stopped mattering to Ignis' wife when she found out his third child would be carried by an affair, Stella. To ensure he wouldn't see any tears, she leaned her elbow on the counter, hiding her face in her hand right after.

"I've spent the past years completely neglecting my own needs, it's always only about our children.." she murmured, accidentally sobbing in between words, "And you tell me I'm selfish."

"Perhaps my wording was a bit far fetched.." he suddenly said, glancing over at his wife with softening eyes, "Our children just really want to see her again.. And I'm sure she'd love to show up."

"It's either her or me - we're not both going to eat at that table and pretend we're a happy family like we always do," she said, lightly shaking her head, "Who do you want to see at the table?"

"Dear.. of course, you," he didn't hesitate to reply.

"Good,.. Now could you please drop the topic?" his wife demanded, her voice threatening to crack.

"Yes.." he murmured, cleaning the last plate off. 

"I'll go to bed.." she announced, a few tears escaping her eyes as she felt her stomach twist from being upset - again. 

Throughout her pregnancy, arguing with Ignis became an almost daily thing. She was even more sensitive now and most times he didn't understand. To him, it seemed that everything he did was wrong and that in return frustrated him. Whenever she saw Stella now, she blatantly started crying, getting overwhelmed by her emotions. Although the couple spoke about everything, tried to rebuild the trust that was lost through it, he was still having a hard time understanding her - at least right now. But he loved her with all his heart, so he tried his hardest to find the right words when speaking to her. However, he failed most of the time. Nonetheless, he was still her knight in shining armor, her prince charming.. It was just a little unfortunate that he couldn't keep his pants zipped.

"I'll be right there.." he replied, carefully stuffing the plates in the cabinet. 

"Whatever.." she breathed out, shrugging as she left their kitchen and walked over to their bedroom - she needed to cool off.

She didn't enjoy her pregnancy, wasn’t even happy about finding out she was expecting another child. Sure, she loved when she felt her little bean kick her, definitely had a loving bond with it.. But she simply wasn't excited about giving birth. She was rather dreading it. At this rate, it only meant more work to her. Work that would pay off.. But still work.

While she was getting ready, hopped into her pajamas and brushed her teeth, her stomach still ached. All these arguments stressed her, gave her anxiety. Even though she knew Ignis wouldn't ever leave her, she still feared he would. And whenever her kids asked for Stella, she felt like she was getting replaced, it made her sad. Even sadder than she already was. And then there was Ignis' and Stella's child.. She couldn't take looking at that beautiful face. But the kid was so young, it still needed constant attention, she couldn't dodge it when Ignis wasn't around. Those three factors stressed her so immensely, her body got sick from it.

Eventually, her sadness took over once again. She had been feeling so useless lately, she couldn’t hold it back anymore - she just let her tears run freely. After a few minutes passed by, she went to bed as a sobbing mess. The thoughts in her head were making her feel even worse. It was so bad she even considered leaving Ignis for a moment. Sometimes she really contemplated getting divorced.. Simply because this whole situation took a toll on her that she couldn't take anymore. Or at least it sometimes felt like she couldn't. But the thought of being all alone again, having no one to rely on anyhow, was even worse. She loved him with all of her heart. And of course, her children, too.

It didn't take long before Ignis followed her. He had already dressed in his pajamas in another bathroom and just headed right into their bed. She was still crying, holding on to her baby bump for some comfort. He noticed right away.

"Love.. I never intended to hurt you" Ignis apologized, gently placing a hand on her shoulder. 

"You just keep bringing this back up, although you know I hate her" she cried out, "You slept with her, multiple times, of course I don't want her to eat with us."

"I asked to get a definite answer" he explained, squeezing her shoulder softly, "You kept replying that you'll think about it before."

Knowing it was true, she just sighed. 

"Are you having bad thoughts again?" he wondered, slowly cuddling up to her to provide comfort. 

"Yes.." she admitted, biting her lip hard.

"Do you want to share?" he continued to ask, wrapping one of his arms around her to pull her closer to his body.

While Ignis admittedly tended to have a hard time understanding her every now and then, he still cared deeply. He wanted to be there for her as much as he possibly could. This was his fault.. Being there for her was the least he could do.

"I.. I just feel so useless.." she breathed out, trying to relax in his arms, "Our kids seem to love Stella more than me.. Especially your daughter.. Which is no surprise. But I'm just.. I'm just a waste of space."

"That's not true.. You're their mother. They love you more than anyone else," he whispered into her ear, gently kissing her neck afterward.

"But maybe I'm a bad mother.. Worse than Stella and that's why they love her.." she rambled on, wiping some of her tears away.

"No, love, you're an amazing mother. You're very admirable for all you've done. From bearing them to giving birth, to taking care of them. Whenever I see you interact with them, I can't help but melt. Your gentleness and wonderful smile make my heart skip a beat," he tried to erase her worries, "Please be assured that you're the best mother anyone could ever wish for."

"But what about your daughter?.. I.. I'm trying so hard to be good enough for her.. But I just can't seem to meet her expectations.." she whined, slowly shifting her body around to face him instead, “And I don’t even know if I want to meet her expectations..”

"That's not true. She might seem distanced.. But let me share her secret with you.." he said as he glanced right into his wife's eyes, "She wants to be like you. She highly admires you."

The moment he said that tears fell from her eyes again. 

"And what about you? Don't you think you could just replace me with Stella?" she softly asked, speaking out her worries.

"By the astrals,.. No. I could never," he quickly replied, "I love you. We've been together for fourteen years now.. And I never once even wasted a thought about leaving you.. Because I could never do so. You're.. All I could ever wish for. From head to toe, inside to outside - you're a gorgeous woman, I adore you. Always have, always will. On top of that, you granted me two-- no.. Three children. How on earth should I be able to replace someone so wonderful like you?"

"Okay.." she whispered, not knowing what else to say, "I.. - thank you."

"I love you with all of my heart" he mumbled before placing a gentle kiss on her forehead, "And I'm sorry if I hurt you. You're the most selfless person I know. I shouldn't have called you selfish when you've done so much for our family. Believe me, I appreciate it all."

After exchanging a few ever so loving kisses and Ignis rubbing her back, she started calming down and almost immediately fell asleep. She was so exhausted, she slept through Ignis' alarms, didn't even flinch when he slowly let go of her to sneak into the bathroom. It was some much-needed sleep that she needed to finally restore some of her energy. When she woke up, prepared to make some late breakfast, she stumbled across cute little notes Ignis left for her.

 'You're the worlds most beautiful woman.' 

'I hope you had a great sleep and that you're ready to conquer the world today, my queen.' 

'Be careful if you're heading out, your beauty might blind some people.' 

'I prepared some breakfast for our mini-me's. It's in the microwave. P.S.: You might want to open the fridge.' 

All of them made her smile. Those were the little things she absolutely loved. Ignis randomly chose to surprise her every now and then. That was how he showed his appreciation and love. And that he actually made her favorite dessert and their children's favorite breakfast really warmed her heart.

They were still fighting for their love, still tended to have stupid arguments, but they still stuck together like no one else. But nonetheless, only time will tell if they are strong enough to truly survive this.

2nd December ; 3rd December ; 4th December ; 5th December ; 6th December ; 7th December ; 8th December ; 9th December ; 10th December ; 11th December ; 12th December ; 13th December ; 14th December ; 15th December ; 16th December ; 17th December ; 18th December ; 19th December ; 20th December ; 21st December ; 22nd December ; 23rd December ; 24th December ; 25th December

Masterlist ; 1st Part ; 2nd Part  // Noctis cheating 1 ; 2 ; 3 // Gladio cheating 1 ; 2  ; 3 // Prompto cheating 1 ; 2 ; 3 // Ravus cheating