#fenfel

[trashwarden]

Got some self indulgent commissions from @/kukuka423 (twitter) of bloodlines!Fenfel and Dorxus.

Also it’s @jessicapendragon bday! Ilu <33

[lateforjianghu]

10 OC Songs

Rules: Post 10 songs you associate with the OC(s) of your choice. Linking the song is up to you. Tagged by @wise-mage. Thank you hon <3 I’m sure I already posted some of these but I still love them. 

1. Charlie Chaplin - Smile  (Vaxus Trevelyan)

Light up your face with gladness; Hide every trace of sadness; Although a tear may be ever so near; That’s the time you must keep on trying.

2. Hayden Calnin - Coward (Vaxus, Valerin from Dorian POV)

And he knows she sees him; So he smiles as he walks, he; He thinks of her cheeky grin; While faking being happy; He's so cold at night; As cold as her last breath.

3. Fleurie - Soldier (Vaxus Trevelyan)

Careful son, you got dreamer's plans; But it gets hard to stand; Soldier keep on marchin' on; Head down til the work is done.  

4.  Daughter - Human (Valerin Trevelyan feat. Vax)

and he's lost faith, he'll ever see again. So may he once thought of me then...

and despite everything I'm still human, but I think I'm dying here.

5.  Katy Perry - Unconditionally (Cover) (Dorxus)

Acceptance is the key to be; To be truly free; Will you do the same for me?

6.  Seafret - Missing (Dorxus trespasser feels)

Tell me, what is a life, if it is not shared? I keep falling asleep pretending that you're there; you gave me something to live for, something to die for.

7.  Calvin Harris - This Is What You Came For (Cover) (Fenfel)

Lightning strikes every time she moves; And everybody's watching her; But she's looking at you.

8.  Celldweller - Against the Tide (Felix Pavus)

Oh father, why have they forsaken me? You warned me that they would; Because it's passing down the bloodline; It's spoken and misunderstood.

9.  Mountain Bird - Dream (Dorian x Luther)

I'm still dreaming about your hands;  Your Lies; Our Love; The Love, The Love.  

10. MaJLo - Escape (Solas x Keela)

Fading memories; Complicated dreams; 

Above the trees we met; We are not happy yet.

It was really hard to choose only 10 since I have oc playlist for every possible occasion not only for my but also for my friends.

tagging: @bisexualryder, @elidoo, @jessicapendragon, @lafaiette, @littlemissfundip, @sharp-sparks, @eruphadriel, @mureh, @dziewanna and @kauriart if you have a free moment ;D

[jessicapendragon]

heart of the storm

he’s not sure how it goes - if the storm grows this might inside her or if the storm is birthed from the wild well within. 

in the end, it does not matter. 

how does one comprehend the power that turns the sea over, that rips the air apart and pulls life up from roots, that disregards your prayers with thunder’s loud judgement?

she is a force of nature and he does not run from the whirlwind she becomes whenever it rages. she is:

eyes that sink ships, splinter and ruin him, her mouth life giving even as she pulls him down and down and-

the shock of lightning bursting from her skin, invading his veins and lungs until he is fire and smoke and hallowed out. 

hips that shake foundations, that move him even when he cannot hold on, swallowing like landslides.

the torrent that fills him and he drinks from her, drowning and never wanting for air only more and more and-

what is hers will always be hers, marked, like the tree that remembers the strike, the ground that burns and is remade anew, the land weathered by her unrelenting love.

it is a small price to pay, to hold the heart of the storm.

[trashwarden]

Dorian Pavus, Vaxus Trevelyan Fenera Lavellan (@jessicapendragon ), Felix Pavus

I’ve commissioned some headshots of my fave characters from @x4sj00 and I love them. Thank you so much!!! <3

Please commission them for some great art! Check out their post here and here.

[trashwarden]

Happy birthday to the light of my life @jessicapendragon !! ❤️

Character sheet of Io made by me and a beautiful FenFel commish made by amazing alosrovolo (twitter)!

[trashwarden]

“You could make it up to me. Do you dance, Master Pavus?” 

 “I, well...I could, I can.” He takes a breath and holds out his hand, amazed at the fact he’s even doing so. Usually he avoids such things if he can help it, begging his father to burn any dance card or leave it off any of their get-togethers altogether. 

~ Bloodlines chapter 20

I’ve commissioned extremaly skilled and kind @strzygon-xart for a Bloodlines scene with Fenera Lavellan ( @jessicapendragon) and Felix Pavus and I’m absolutely in love with it! Please do commission her if you have a chance!

[trashwarden]

Fenera and Felix having a quiet moment in the middle of the battle aka Chapter 19 of Bloodlines. Dorian would be screaming if he wasn’t busy attacking enemies haha 

My late gift for wonderful @jessicapendragon who is an amazing friend. I don’t know what I would do without you. Love you <3

[trashwarden]

uploading the thing i did for @jessicapendragon long time ago

dorian can’t handle the cute

[lateforjianghu]

Rules: tag 9 people who you want to know better

Tagged by lovely @thedas-scribe Thank you! :3

Relationship status: single and more invested in my OCs love life than my own ha  Lipstick or Chapstick: none Last music I listened to: Alone by Viren (i still have it on the loop shh) Top 3 shows: Friends! Gravity Falls and Ranczo (Polish show) Top 3 Characters: Dorian Pavus, Morrigan, Sebastian Vael Top 3 ships: Dorian x Inquisitor (with soft spot for dorxus ofc), Vax x Morrigan, FenFel. Plus all my friends’ ships ;D

Tagging if someone has a spare moment: @bisexualryder, @elidoo, @jessicapendragon, @lafaiette, @thereluctantinquisitor, @littlemissfundip

[jessicapendragon]

Found One

I’m behind on this August Writing Challenge because of my vacation, so let’s see if I can catch up and finish before the end of the month! First up, Fenfel! :)

Day One - Shameless Fluff

He has been bewitched.

It is the only logical explanation for why he is currently stuck in this department store on Black Friday as a mass of people brush his arms, their voices a buzz above the sad holiday music crooning from speakers. He remembers agreeing to all this easily enough last night - the idea was hard to argue with dinner heavy in his stomach and her kisses light against his jaw. It even seemed like a good idea when she woke him up before the frozen dawn with a smile and a warm coffee awaiting. 

Now, as a woman argues loudly over cents with a cashier and a child wails in front of an empty shelf, as an electric light flickers above him and makes his eye twitch and his arm strains under the bags of stuff she’s bought, he has many regrets. He’s managed to keep his frustrations mostly inside, save for a scowl he knows will take a few hours to chip away and this tension coiled tight in his shoulders, but as another person stumbles into him he can’t last must longer. “Fen, can we go?”

“But you barely got anything,” she says, gesturing to the small bags with a few things for his family.

“Cyber Monday exists. I’ll get what I need then.” She pouts, batting eyes that seem impossibly large, but before she can say anything Felix places his hand over her mouth. He won’t be tricked again. “Don’t even try it. Let’s go.” 

He feels her smirk against his palm. “Fiiiine,” she says as she peels it away. “You lasted far longer than I thought you would anyway. Good job.”

“Uh, thanks.”

A peck against his cheek and there’s a few cracks around his frown. “And thanks for coming with me.”

They almost make it out of the store. He can see the light of day through smudged doors in front of the hardware section, feel the winter breeze battling against the stuffy heating system. Already his mind is well beyond the mall and back at home where he plans on plopping down on the couch for awhile with a few leftovers from yesterday. His escape is waylaid, however, as Fenera pulls sharp on his arm and tugs him towards the bustling check out lines. 

“What are these?”

She points to a bin overflowing with red devices and picks one up to wave in front of his face. It takes him a moment to recognize it, what with her flailing and his agitated mind. “It’s a stud finder. You put them against the wall and they beep when they find one so you can hang things or doing construction.”

“Oh.” Fenera stares between him and the finder for a moment before gently placing it on his chest. When she moves it over his heart she makes a beeping noise, grin way too pleased. “Found my stud.”

Felix groans and stomps away. “Maker help me. I’m leaving. I’m leaving you.”

Her dramatic nooo follows after him, dissolves into bright laughter as she attaches herself to him again, and he does his best to not break, but it is too difficult to keep his smile from betraying the bubble of affection and amusement rising in his chest. “Admit it, that was good. I’m the best.”

As they step out into the cold he presses a warm kiss to her forehead. “You’re awful,” he says and they both know it is a lie, the truth there in his arm holding her tight and his face unable to find that sternness again. He knows he truly has been bewitched and he really doesn’t mind it at all.

[jessicapendragon]

Just a Bite

A little tiny modern au thing to get me in the writing spirit(I hope).

He calls upstairs to her in the late afternoon, but there is no answer. With a huff and his stomach rumbling, Felix climbs up and peeks into her office to find her deep in battle. She’s learning towards her screen with headphones on, concentration evident in the way her tongue is stuck to the corner of her mouth, and his annoyance is tempered by the sight.

“Fen. Fen!”

She startles at his voice but doesn’t look away from her game. “What is it?”

“Do you want something to eat?”

“Huh? No just-I’m in the trenches here!” A scream sticks in her throat. “Oh come on, you gotta hit that!”

He leaves her with a roll of his eyes and heads back down to the kitchen. There isn’t much to be found in their fridge and he silently laments the need for an upcoming store run. He fishes out a box of frozen pierogies and grabs some butter and leftover onions and fries it all together in a pan over the stove. The smell of it all it worth the tears from chopping up the onion and by the time the pierogies are golden brown his mouth is watering waiting for them to cool.

However, his quick dinner entices others. Footsteps stomp down the stairs and across hardwood floors. Fenera slides into the kitchen with hands rubbing together. “Did you make me some?”

“No. You said you didn’t want anything.”

“I changed my mind.”

“Not my problem.”

“But it smells so good!” She throws half her body over the island and gives him the biggest eyes he’s ever seen. “Please? Just a bite?”

Felix sighs, outplayed. “Fine, but just a bite.”

He sets about cleaning the stove and pot while she forages through his plate for her choice piece. He swears he only turns his back for a moment but he should know better than to turn his back on her at all at this point. There are still four pierogies where he left them except now each and every one of them has one, single bite bitten out of the corners.

There’s a laugh and a wicked smile, and she’s halfway down the hall before he gives chase with a grin of his own. “Fen!”

[jessicapendragon]

Weekend Writing Recap

Week of 7/10/17 - I haven’t done this forever and Tumblr crashed when I was searching so I hope I got everything since the last time WHOOPS.

Fenfel

Bloodlines AU Part One(nsfw)

The Day

Solavellan

Aravel Masterpost by @dinoswrites

Ardent Lovers, Done in Watercolor(nsfw)

A Fair and Merciful Queen

False Alarm(kidfic)

What Has Survived the Dawn

Rylen x Inquisitor

Delectable (slightly nsfw)

Other

Dragon of Skyhold Part 3 (Inquisitor)

Early Morning Kiss(OCxOC) by @vir-ghilani

Samson(nsfw) by @kauriart

Stone Halls of the Dwarves: Appendix on Fighting Styles by @more-aoe

Written in Blood(OCxOC) by @vir-ghilani

[jessicapendragon]

I found you while dressing for our wedding for fenfel ;D

 It’s today.

He can’t believe it’s true. It seems like the whirlwind will never stop, all these countless appointments, this deluge of people and things coming in and out of their lives. In a way he’s grateful. In a large, large way. This isn’t exactly what he wants, all this fanfare and exposure and noise, but he’s always known who he’s marrying- it is making her happy, and his general apathy on what type of wedding they have matters much less than that. Even so, he’ll be glad it’s over and done with, that after tomorrow it’ll just be them and not an invitation list that seems to include all of Thedas.

But then he thinks about it for a second more and…he’s getting married today. They’re getting married. Married. How can this be happening?

He knows how, of course. He was there for his own proposal after all, but it seems like it happened just yesterday and that a year of planning so much would take so much longer. Every once in awhile there are waves of disbelief that wash over him, pulling him into a moment of bewildering blue. He’s found an island in the midst of an endless ocean and it all seems so unreal. 

“Am I going to need to invest in a tether?”

Dorian’s voice jolts him back into the present. His fathers sit across from him, both looking on with amused glances. They’ve come into the city for breakfast at his favorite place, closed to any other customers at the Archon’s request, but Felix has spent more time pushing things around his plate than eating. “What?”

“You keep floating away. Might have to collect you off the ceiling soon.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Sorry about what?” Vaxus says, smiling around his eggs. “It’s a big day. Perfectly natural to be nervous.”

“I know, I just…” Felix takes a big breath and lets it go. He knows nothing will really change - they’ve been together for years and have lived together for some time already, albeit unofficially. Maybe that’s why he’s so jittery. He hasn’t seen Fenera for almost two days and he’s sure just a few moments with her before it all would bolster his courage. She’d joke and laugh and he’d bury his nose in her hair and find enough home to hold him through the rest of the day.

It seems silly to feel lonely on such a day as this. 

“We understand,” Dorian says. “Being bound to Solas by any type of contract would give any sane person pause.”

They all laugh, Felix throwing a roll of his eyes in for good measure. “I’ll be fine. You’re right, it is a big day. I’m excited but I…I’ll be fine.”

He misses the look his fathers pass between each other, some secretive thing that’s gone before he can look up and find it, but it sets the room in motion. Vaxus pops the last of his breakfast into his mouth and stands, stretching arms overhead. “Well, we should get going. There’s still a lot to do before this afternoon.”

“There is one last item I must acquire before we return,” Dorian says. “Come with me, Felix?”

“Sure.” He’s happy to agree, to spend a few more minutes away from the prying and prodding hands awaiting him at the palace.

“I’ll meet you two there.” Vaxus gives his husband a kiss and his son a bright smile before practically skipping out of the restaurant ahead of them. 

Felix doesn’t really pay attention to where they’re going. His attention is inward, going over schedules and calculating contingencies in case things don’t go as planned. Repeating the vows over and over so his nerves won’t mangle them when the time comes. They’re the same so many have spoken before, the same his parents exchanged, and there’s a comfort in that thought.

When he isn’t lost in thought he is staring at the new marks on his skin, tracing the lines of the tattoo. They wrap around his wrist, circling atop his hand and stretch to his ring finger. Not made of ink but of magic, not permanent but he’ll wear them for the rest of his life all the same. He’s seen revallas shimmer across Fenera for years and knows she has new marks just like his. They’re dull right now like month old scars, sleeping in wait to be awoken at the right time after vows ring against ancient stone.

He’s not sure how long they walk. He feels the tell tale tickle of eluvian magic and at one point glances up to find they’ve crossed into the Crossroads, but this is nothing out of the ordinary. The ancient elvhen highway has become paramount to the world again, made it smaller and larger all at once. They could be travelling to Ferelden and back and make it with time to spare. 

His attention snaps back up when they cross over to someplace warm and bright, the taste of the sea just on the tip of his tongue, and he knows where they are in an instant.

“What are we doing here?” he asks as they walk towards Fenera’s home. Their home after today. Empty now, for everyone is at the palace getting ready. It sits close to the edge of a cliff face with the city of Arlahalam nestled below and the sea kissing shores nearby. Dorian doesn’t take them to the entrance but beckons Felix to follow him down a path towards the water through lush trees and blooming petals. His feet know the way without thinking which frees his mind to wonder about what Dorian would need here. Some last minute item for the wedding, no doubt. Perhaps one of the rare flowers found for a centerpiece, or something someone left in haste this morning. 

Before they reach the sand and see the open surf, his father stops them with gentle hands on Felix’s shoulders. Something shines in Dorian’s eyes, shines, for there are tears gathering in the grey and a smile shaking the edges of his mustache. “I’ll spare us both any unnecessary embarrassment and be brief, but it must be said that I’m incredibly proud of you, Felix. We both wish you the best and more happiness than you’ll know what to do with.”

“Wha-” Dorian pulls him in for a quick embrace, stalling Felix’s words and even the blush that spreading up his cheeks. It’s a whirlwind his brain is trying to process and over before he even can. “What is this all about, Father?”

“Ah, it is not my explanation to give.” Dorian nods behind them towards a smaller path he knows is wilder and longer but ends in the same place. His father smirks at his confusion. “Go on. We’ll see you soon either way.”

Felix watches him disappear down the easier path and pauses a moment before turning towards his clandestine destination. He’s not sure what to expect. Perhaps a gift of some sort? It is common to exchange presents before a wedding although he hopes that’s not the case. He didn’t get Fenera anything besides a few of her favorite flowers to put in her room this morning. Or maybe it’s something from his fathers. He did ask for-

What awaits him, or who awaits him, stops the clogs and wheels in his head. Fenera stands in a small clearing among the trees, wearing a simple white dress and hair loose and swaying in the sea breeze. Her revallas seem muted more so than usual and barely glisten across her skin, and the smile she gives him is not the bright thing he’s used to but something softer, shy.

“Fen?”

“Hello.” He approaches a little cautiously. He’s been on the receiving end of enough pranks to be wary of her when she’s like this, but nothing pops up to scare him or falls from the sky. “Oh don’t look at me like that. I’m not up to anything bad. I’m saving that for the honeymoon.”

“Then what’s going on? I thought you wanted to follow your tradition-”

She steps up and wraps herself around him. “Yes, well. Maybe I missed you too much.”

If that’s the case he can’t really find any objections. He does what he wanted earlier- he holds her close, breathes in the fresh scent of her hair and feels himself relax for the first time today. “Maybe I missed you too.”

“I did have something I wanted to ask you though. Will you marry me?”

He laughs. “I think I’m doing that later.”

“I don’t mean later. I mean right now, right here.” Fenera pulls him down the path a little and moves away large palm leaves to reveal a peek at the shore. There are people he recognizes there on the sand, his fathers and aunts, Fenera’s parents and siblings. They all crowd around an arch made of driftwood and flowers as waves roll in and gulls dance in the air above. 

“What about tonight? All the guests and the-”

“There will still be the chantry and we’re still having a gigantic party, don’t worry about that. You know I love any excuse for one, and this is a big excuse, but…” She takes his hands, thumb running over the revallas. “I know you’d rather have had something quieter and were doing all of it for me. I wanted to do something for you too and set this up, but then I realized it’s for me too. For us. I got blinded by everything, but today is just about us and-”

He kisses her, tasting a squeal of surprise against his lips that bubbles into laughter at his enthusiasm lifting her off the ground. It is relief he feels but joy too, a happiness that is full of certainty now more than ever. He had many worries before but know he knows today will be perfect, that nothing else matters but this. “Yes I’ll marry you now, and later. And however many times you want.”

“Be careful what you promise, ma’arla.”

He brushes his nose against hers. “My home.”

“Ready then?” Felix takes her outstretched hand and together they walk towards the beach and the beginning of something new.

[jessicapendragon]

@trashwarden drew fenfel for me again and they’re so happy looking I wanna cry

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Fenfel board <3

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Weekend Writing Recap

Week of 1/30/17

Dorian x Inquisitor

Drabble by @trulycertain

FenFel

Until the Last Dance

Rylen x Inquisitor

Taste of Mint

Solavellan

Flash and Burn(nsfw) by @destinyapostasy The Ideal

Thedosian Lunar New Year 

Clan Vaharel by @vir-ghilani A Gathering of Family by @more-aoe Masks and the New Year by @tsyele Talasin: The Last Gift by @ridethefrostback

More here!

Other

Over Blood, Over Faith(nsfw) by @drenn(mage/templar, some f!inq/cass)