#fem! xerxes break

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Hi)

Saw you wrote something for Pandora - such a pleasant suddenness ☺️

Could you write Xerxes Break x Reader one shot? 🥹 Maybe something when he wakes up and there she is to comfort him and reassure that he is still here?

Yessss I'm totally down for that! I love this idea it's just so cute and Xerxes deserves the love. I'll go with gender neutral reader if that's okay, I saw you used a feminine pronoun there but since there wasn't an explicit request for a fem reader I'll go with gn reader.

Xerxes Break x Reader, oneshot

Yn = Your name.

Type: pure fluff.

Warnings: some spoilers but that's to be expected, maybe a little thanatophobia trigger if you're very empathetic and sensitive, couple fluff and you and Xerxes being very intimate but that's it.

Author note: sorry for being so late, I had a sort of writer block but I'm happy to be back! Also sorry if it's kinda short. I'm guessing I'm the "quick but intense" kinda one shot writer at this point.

You woke up feeling a warmth pressing on your side.

You opened your eyes, only to find your partner, Xerxes, asleep and with his forehead touching your side, just below your chest. His expression was relaxed, although you couldn't say it was peaceful. There was something about it that made you worry about Xerxes.

As you looked up, you didn't see sunlight enter your room. The only light was the moon shining through your window, illuminating your lover's face. His body was messily wrapped under the sheets, as if he had moved in his sleep. He usually kept a little distance when sleeping, so you didn't feel his movements.

Gently, you placed a hand on his cheek. You immediately felt Xerxes lean in it.

«What's wrong?» you whispered, knowing he was awake by now, as you stroked his cheek with your thumb. He exhaled, then proceeded to bury his face in your side.

You turned so that he was now facing your chest, and hugged him. Xerxes didn't move, still pretending to be asleep.

You started gently stroking his hair and humming a tune, hoping that would soothe him enough to actually go back to sleep. Instead he hugged you, pulling you close and murmuring with his face still buried in your chest.

«If... if I open my eyes... I'm afraid I'll wake up from a dream... and I'll still be there, on the brink of death...» he said, his voice almost breaking.

You kissed his forehead, still stroking his hair with a hand and embracing him with the other arm.

«It's no dream, I promise. You survived, came back to me, and now we're in our room. It's alright.» you whispered softly.

He nodded, then turned his face to you and slowly opened his eye. Xerxes never talked about the trauma the experience of saving the world left in him. He never said how grateful he was to have made it out alive. He just stared into your eyes, slowly settling back into reality and fully waking up from the nightmare he just had. Even if you couldn't understand everything he went through and how he felt, you didn't need to; you just had to be there for him when he needed you the most and reassure him that he was there and alive.

He close his eyes and took a deep breath, then exhaled as he opened them again. You were still there, he was still hugging you, in your shared room. His face finally gained the peaceful expression he usually had in his sleep and his most intimate moments with you.

«I love you.» he murmured. His voice sounded real too.

«And I love you.» you responded. Your voice sounded real as well, which reassured him.

He settled himself in your arms, his cheek against your chest, his ear listening to your heartbeat, as his own hand found place on his chest, to feel his heartbeat. Like that, he fell asleep again, as you held him.

The world was safe, he was alive, you two were together. Everything was truly alright.

[lucky-rabbits]

hi self-ship pinned post yippee 🐇✨

hi i'm arden [he/him, adult] and i've got so many awful video game men rotating in my brain and if i dont talk about them i will Explode

i'm mostly into genshin impact, HSR/HI3rd, wuthering waves, and punishing gray raven right now & would love to meet new friends!!!!!!

i've been mostly inactive but wanna start using this account more :]

my forever beloved:

🐺Solas Fen'Harel (Dragon Age) ❤️

my main guys are:

🦦Neuvillette (Genshin Impact) 🎲Aventurine (Honkai: Star Rail) ⚜️Otto Apocalypse (Honkai Impact 3rd) 💍 🥀Roland (Punishing: Gray Raven) 💍 🧬Xiangli Yao (Wuthering Waves)

sometimes:

⚗️Rene de Petrichor (Genshin Impact) ⛓️Wriothesley (Genshin Impact) 🔥Jiaoqiu (Honkai: Star Rail) 🐦‍⬛Sunday (Honkai: Star Rail) 🎬Mr Reca (Honkai: Star Rail) 🟨Void Archives (Honkai: Impact 3rd) 🦅Chrome (PGR) 🧪Asimov (PGR)

familial / platonic:

🍃Xiao (Genshin Impact) 🎯Boothill (Honkai: Star Rail) 🦈Lamia (PGR) 🌙Luna (PGR)

crushes:

🦇Ororon (Genshin Impact) 🦎Kinich (Genshin Impact) ⚔️Capitano (Genshin Impact) 🐋Ishmael (PGR) ⬛Vonnegut (PGR) 🃏Scar (WUWA) 🐦‍🔥Mortefi (WUWA) 🍭Xerxes Break (Pandora Hearts)

and i have 5* main OCs

🐇⌛Silvanus Avenir (Genshin Impact) 🪄🌠Aster (Honkai: Star Rail) ❇️⚔️Gawain (Honkai Impact 3rd) ⚡⚠️Rook (Punishing: Gray Raven) 🌙🐇Serin (Wuthering Waves) 👁️‍🗨️✳️Arden (Dragon Age) * i have SO many ocs that i ship with other canon characters but these are my main focuses rn

my stuff is more oc x canon in nature than self-shipping, i use my ocs as proxies to engage with my f/os: i'm not very comfortable shipping 'myself' with my f/os.

idc about sharing*

i won't engage with solas self shippers, more than happy to talk with general fans who romanced him and ship their ocs with him

some of my ocs are fem presenting but theyre very much gnc gay men, some of them use she/her pronouns and i tend to switch between using fem/masc terms for them

my main blog is @narzissenkreuz-ordo but is not attached to this account

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xerxes break imagine, fem reader: he leaves you for a man

Listen, I'm all for Break being gay! (The internet knows my Breakbert brainrot is strong...) But just this once! I need him to be straight for me! 💃✨️

(Not quite sure what the ask is asking, but as long as my boy is happy, I'm happy!)

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Fool (Xerxes Break x Fem!Reader)

Fandom: Pandora Hearts

Fanfiction By: @rmorningstar21​

Pairing: Xerxes Break x Fem!Reader

Warnings: A little angst/comfort, and this is another ooooooold one.  I love Pandora Hearts, and have since I was about 13, but I don’t see myself making a full collection with this fandom, so this is simply a Tumblr Exclusive!

WC: 1371

"I suppose you enjoy being punished, eh, Break?" You questioned playfully as you sipped your tea thoughtfully, legs crossed as you sat merely a few feet away from the bleeding man.  Once again, he had spoken wrongly, teased Lady Sharon, and wound up springing yet another leak of crimson.  Your lips curled upwards into a smirk.  It would have been a lie to say you had not enjoyed teasing the eccentric male.  

"What ever would give you that impression, my lady?" Xerxes questioned, having woozy recovered, his body swaying the slightest bit as his lips still soured for a moment more.  As if on queue, his lips curled back upwards, his crimson eye shifting to gaze upon you.  

"Surely that you have yet to learn how to hold your tongue," you replied wryly, taking the last sip from your teacup before setting the empty cup upon the china plate.  

"Shouldn't you be joining them?" Break jeered, plopping down upon the couch beside you as he rested his leg upon the arm of the chair, a rather peculiar way of sitting.  His smirk had not faded as he continued on, his crimson gaze fixated upon you.  "Surely you have some wisdom to share." 

You rolled your eyes, your lips pursed as your gaze shifted to your lap, fingers now simply intertwined as they rested.  "Why would I have wisdom with something so trivial as love, Break?" You questioned, your voice aloof as you brushed the man off.  Though you could not stand the way your heart practically leapt in your chest, you buried the feeling deep inside of you, just as you always have.  "I thought you knew me better than that, unless you've simply taken too many fans to the head." 

"This candy says you're a liar," Break teased, taking a piece of candy from who knew where, dangling it in front of your face.  He dangled the candy in front of you, though the mischief in his eyes made it clear no matter what way you responded, you would still have to watch the man eat the candy himself.  "A pretty woman as yourself isn't dull to love." 

"I'm also not dumb enough to fall for such a lure," you replied, before allowing a sigh to escape your lips.  "Why do you care, anyhow?  Wish to rid yourself of my taunting?" 

"On the contrary, I happen to enjoy your company," he replied, a chuckle slipping past his lips as he leaned himself the slightest bit upon you.  The candy lure that dangled in your face was quickly snatched, plastic torn away as he shoved the piece greedily into his mouth.  "Suppose I've been curious.  Do you fancy kelp head or something?" 

You broke out into laughter at his musings, though you could not help the way you subconsciously leaned into the heat of the man lying upon you.  "Kelp head, really?" You spoke through your laughter, a hand moving to your mouth as you did so.  "I thought you were far more adept than that." 

"You do fancy someone," he mused, nearly a sing-song tease as he giggled into his long, sloping sleeve.  "Oh, my." 

"Oh, you've found out my secret," you replied sarcastically.  "What ever shall I do?" 

"Simply impressed you have a heart is all," Break spoke wryly, taking another candy from his stash, before popping it into his mouth.  

"You wound me," you replied, clearly sarcastically, though a little something flashed in your y/e/c eyes.  Normally Xerxes's jests had never sunk into your heart, and yet, you found yourself having to force to keep a straight line upon your lips.  After silence fell between the two of you, you pushed yourself to your feet, causing Xerxes to tumble back upon the couch.  "I'm going to get some fresh air." 

Xerxes watched you curiously, a frown making its way to his face as his crimson eye followed your frame to the balcony.  For a moment, frowning lips pursed as he wondered over you, watching your figure intensely.  With a sigh, he grabbed one of his candies, beginning to unroll the wrapper, before stopping. 

The gentle breeze shifted through y/h/c locks, the vague scent of flowers filling your senses as you stood upon the balcony itself.  Your arms folded over the chilled stone, y/e/c eyes shifting to the already starred sky.  In your moment of silence, you bit your lip, though you would not allow your melancholic feelings to spill over y/e/c eyes.  

You brought a hand up to your face, sliding it downwards in exasperation.  This action hadn't been anything other than trying to psych yourself back into reality.  As a contract owner, you knew Xerxes hadn't had a great deal of time left.  Even so, you hated to admit that even if he had a day, a week, a month, you would do just about anything to spend it with him.  

Sucking in a deep breath, you turned upon your heel, nearly thirty minutes worth of musings passing by before you decided it was time to head back inside.  As you turned about heel, though, you nearly walked right into Xerxes, his crimson gaze eyeing you curiously.  Slender fingers rested upon your hips as you stumbled, catching you.  

"I hadn't meant to startle you," he spoke with an amused chuckle, though there had been something nearly melancholic about his tone.  "I came out here to check on you, Y/N/N.  You're normally so thick skinned, and yet, I think I poked too hard." 

Y/e/c eyes fell as you refused to meet his gaze, your heart tight in your chest.  "You didn't do anything wrong, Break, don't worry about it," you replied softly, your voice barely above a whisper.  You were painfully aware of the gentle touch upon your waist, something that swirled your mind further.  

His lips dipped to a frown, something you had rarely seen since he had been taught to smile from Sharon's mother.  Voice painfully serious, he quickly spat, "Don't lie to me.  This isn't like you at all." 

You sighed, before pursing your lips.  His tone rattled you to your core, and you found yourself perplexed on what you should even do.  "I suppose you're right," you replied finally, pushing yourself to meet his gaze.  Your lips hadn't curled upwards, though you could feel your emotions pooling into your y/e/c eyes.  "It's hard to reflect that our time is ticking away, and yet I'm too much of a fool to admit that I've fancied you since we met." 

His crimson eye widened as he gazed upon you, his entire expression reflecting his dazed emotions.  For a moment, the eccentric man was speechless, the grip from your waist falling as he stared.  Without so much as a witty comeback slipping past his lips, the silence of the night engulfed the two of you.  

Quickly taking the silence as rejection, you maneuvered past the snow white haired male, the built up pain pooling more into y/e/c eyes.  As you strode past the man, you could feel your heart tighten further, biting your lip to attempt to quell yourself.  Your strides came to a quick halt as you felt slender fingers grip at your wrist.  Y/e/c eyes shifted back to the man, a few stray tears slipping past.  

He took the opportunity of your stunned form to capture your lips with his own, the lingering taste of candy against them.  His other arm moved around your waist, making haste to engulf your body in his own.  Surprisingly trained lips moved against your own, as if he were attempting to call you upon a bluff.  

After you registered what had been happening, you made haste to kiss back, melting into the man's arms.  You melded lips with his, relishing in the sensation of electricity you could feel spark through your heart.  Dizzied and hazed from sheer shock, you rested your head upon his chest as the two of you separated, both of your arms moving to wrap around him.  

"You're been quite the fool, my love," he replied wryly, a chuckle escaping his lips.  "But then again, so have I." 

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Think of the Devil

Xerxes Break x Fem!Reader

DNI if you are a MINOR or TRIGGERED BY DARK CONTENT

Kinktober – Day 27

You wanted his honesty.

Foot play, caning, sadism (?), impact play, lots of lead up, ass slapping

There was something about Xerxes Break that always caught your intrigue.  The mystery that Xerxes occupied your mind more and more lately, and even now, as you were standing against the balcony’s railing, admiring the night sky and the cool breeze that came with it, your thoughts were on him.  

“Do you often spend your nights looking up at the moon, my lady?” a voice broke through the silence.

If you were surprised, you didn’t show it.  You turned to your left, eyes meeting those familiar crimson ones.

‘Think of the devil, I guess,’ you thought.

You turned back to face the moon before responding.  “I do. It calms me down before going to bed. You adjusted the shawl wrapped around your shoulders, suddenly very aware that you were in your nightgown.  

“I prefer a hot cup of tea,” Xerxes said, now right next to you.  He also leaned against the railing and looked up at the moon.  “I suppose it does look nice.”

You looked at him from the corner of your eye.  He was smirking. It was in that moment that you realized it was that smile of his that occupied your thoughts constantly.  It wasn’t a particularly warm or bright smile, but perhaps that was it’s draw.  The smile was definitely faked…or rather…forced. It was like he was concealing some dark, depressing secret.  

“Why do you do that?” you heard yourself asking.  

“Hmm?” Xerxes turned to face you with a grin, “Do what?”

“That.  Smile like that.”

“You don’t like my smile?”

You weren’t sure how to proceed with the conversation.  Nonetheless, you said, “You…Even when you’re smiling, you look sad.  It’s like you’re hiding something or holding something back.”

You watched as the grin on his face disappeared.  The sadness around his eyes was more apparent now, but at least he was being more honest.

“One could say that my life has been a struggle,” Xerxes replied, eventually. He looked down at the gardens below, his hair covering his face from your keen eyes.  

You weren’t sure what came over you, but you wanted to comfort Xerxes.  You leaned your shoulder against his, keeping your gaze on the moon. “You know…I like seeing this side of you.  It’s more honest.”

A cool gust of wind blew by, making you shiver. You leaned against him some more, wanting his body heat. “But I kinda…want to be the only who sees this side of you.”

It was at those words that he raised his brow at you.  “If you want my honesty, I’ll give it to you,” he said before he planted his lips on yours.

You nearly jumped in surprise, but his arms already snaked around your back and held you in place. You assessed his face.  His eyes were closed, but like he promised, the expression on his face seemed sincere. You closed your eyes and allowed yourself to sink into his touch.

Xerxes regretfully pulled away, his nose still grazing yours.  “We should stop here.”

You scoffed, pulling at his collar, “No, we shouldn’t.”

Xerxes sat on your bed, stripped and back against the headboard.  You were sitting across from him, admiring how much he was struggling to not cum on your foot.  You continued to torment him, dragging your foot up and down on the backside of his cock. His head leaned back on the headboard. He was gasping for air.  He was close.

“That’s the most honest expression you’ve shown me so far,” you smirked as he squirted his hot stuff all over your toes and his abdomen.  

You removed your foot, wiping your toes on the bed covers as you leaned over him to peck kisses on his clavicle before pressing your lips on his.  He maneuvered you so that he was behind you while you were on all fours. He leaned against your back, snaking his arms around your torso to grip your breasts before whispering, “It’s my turn to take charge.”

“Do it to me,” you said looking back at him, excitement welling deep inside of you.  An idea manifested in your mind, “Actually…can you use your cane?”

Xerxes cocked his brow at you, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips.  “I’m glad you asked.”

Xerxes took his cane from it’s position next to the bed.  He gently groped your ass before raising the cane up, preparing himself to strike you with it.  “Are you sure?” he asked.

“I can take it,” you said, licking your lips.  He swung at you, the impact making an audible noise upon impact. Your body jolted at the pain.  “Fuck.”

“Did it hurt too much?”

“No, it’s fine. I want to see bruises in the morning,” you answered.  You heard him chuckle behind you before you felt another impact.  Your pussy convulsed.  “Put your dick inside me…”

Xerxes pumped himself a few times while you used your finger to pull your labia apart to welcome him into your entrance.  He pushed himself into you.  “You’re really wet…my lady.”

“Hit me again, and I’ll get wetter.”

Xerxes felt you tighten around him as his cane descended on your ass once again. You gasped, loving the pain.  He started thrusting, his pace steady.  You matched his rhythm, rolling your hips back and forth against his stiff member. As much as you wanted him to be more honest with you, you were grateful that he couldn’t see your face, jaw slackened and basking in the pleasure.

Xerxes was enjoying the horizontal marks his cane was making on your skin.  Your skin was puffing where the marks were.  He let go of his cane to grab your hips as he fucked you harder, reaching a place deeper than he was before.  The sensation sent shivers up your spine and your arms collapsed from under you.  You gripped the sheets as he slapped your ass.

“Oh my fucking—,” you moaned into the sheets.  You were close.  You were so close.  You arched your back, lifting your head from the bed.  “Fuck me harder!”

Xerxes felt you tighten around him and he picked up the pace.  Your moans filled his ears, feeding the fire that was his lust for you.  He picked up the cane again and struck you once last time.  He enjoyed how your body convulsed under him, how your pussy quivered around his dick as you orgasmed.  He groaned as he shot his thick, hot cum into you, his hips bucking wildly.  

You turned your head to look at his face.  His eyes were closed as he came inside, his mouth open and his brows raised.  This silvery-white hair stuck to his sweaty forehead.  This face was a face only you knew, and would know.  It was definitely progress.

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Roleplaying History

The rules are simple! Post ten characters you’d like to roleplay as, have role played as, and might bring back. Then tag ten people to do the same (if you can’t think of ten characters, just write down however many you can and tag the same amount of people). Aside from that, please repost instead of reblogging!

Currently playing:

yuri plisetsky - yuri!!! on ice sorey - tales of zestiria 

Have played: jfc this list is gonna be long af

ema skye - ace attorney juan corrida - ace attorney fem!juan corrida - ace attorney klavier gavin - ace attorney franzika von karma - ace attorney dimitri - anastasia (don bluth film) zuko - a:tla izaya orihara - durarara!! saki mikajima - durarara!! kageyama tobio - haikyuu!! fem!kozume kenma - haikyuu!! tsukishima kei - haikyuu!! yamaguchi tadashi - haikyuu!! iwaizumi hajime - haikyuu!! nishinoya yuu - haikyuu!! yuuichirou hyakuya - owari no seraph mahiru hiragi - owari no seraph alois trancy - kuroshitsuji II ciel phantomhive - kuroshitsuji sebastian michaelis - kuroshitsuji elizabeth midford - kuroshitsuji madame red - kuroshitsuji vincent phantomhive - kuroshitsuji akihito kanbara - kyoukai no kanata mikasa ackerman - shingeki no kyojin helios - starfighter shizuku mizutani - tonari no kaibutsu-kun jessica ushiromiya - umineko no naku koro ni iki hiyori - noragami nezumi - no. 6 shion - no. 6 gou matsuoka - free! iwatobi swim club rin matsuoka - free! iwatobi swim club haruka nanase - free! iwatobi swim club mikoshiba momotarou - free! iwatobi swim cub ran tachibana - free! iwatobi swim club ada vessalius - pandora hearts oz vessalius - pandora hearts gilbert nightray - pandora hearts elliot nightray - pandora hearts vincent nightray - pandora hearts lacie baskerville - pandora hearts sharon rainsworth - pandora hearts shelly rainsworth - pandora hearts xerxes break - pandora hearts leo baskerville - pandora hearts

Thought of playing:

honestly i can’t think of any off the top of my head aside from Azula from A:TLA. i made a blog for her but never actually started rp’ing on it and it’s remained unused to this day.

Tagging: anyone who wants to do this that hasn’t done it already!

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A gift for my soulmate ❤️