#felixrichtershubby

[loveydoveylex]

10, 16 and 20 for the end of the year asks !! :]]

hiii buck, thank you for the ask! hope you've had a nice week ^v^

10: have you bought any merch of your F/O or other items that remind you of them this year?

I have!!! my plushie, my lil goth rayman figure who I got from a kind friend of mine who didn't want him anymore, and I'm waiting on my youtooz figure to arrive! 💖 was hoping to also get a couple more things, but right now I need to calm down with spending a ton of money at once, so it'll have to wait until next year 😅

16: did you pick up a new piece of media because of an F/O this year?

nope! only have one f/o, and... yeah, I was already very invested in the rayman franchise haha. (I've gotten some crushes, sure! but they were all old crushes of mine that resurfaced for a bit, so I also already liked their source media.)

20: are there any hopes and wishes you have regarding your own selfships and/or the selfship community as a whole for the coming year?

hmmmmm... good question! uhhhh, I dunno. I guess I just hope for us all to continue being kind to one another. <3 and maybe for some people in the community to show a little bit more sympathy to those of us who are uncomfortable sharing and take our relationships a bit more seriously, because I am tired of looking through the selfship tag and getting hit in the face with being called mentally ill or whatever lol.

[sunflawyer]

｢ A gentle kiss won't hurt, right? 」

art trade from @hombrediablo !!!! thank you snickers this is so beautiful 😭😭🫶🧡 love it soo much im tearing up....

tags: @kaibaspuppy @ousama @qilinkisser @bunbunsheart @earthtoluisa @all4theluvoflizzy @koda-selfships @meowtroidvanya @michaelmeowndo @funkedge @starshroom-doodles @chiakiselfships @xxmellochii @tulaytullahs @7suno @pitchandaj @kittycatkissez @scientistkerberos @kits-ships @literally-just-there @melting-icarus @plague-of-nice @gogolsbf @millionmix @felixrichtershubby @showyoutheworldinmyeyes @hvemind @flyingfishhugs @canon-can-fight-me @frozenhi-chews @timespaceandinterim @sweetselfships @eternally-smitten @sxaras @botanists-little-cookie (feel free to tell me if you dont wanna be tagged!)

[addox]

ɪ ɢᴏᴛ ɪᴛ ʙᴀᴅ, sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ !

another lovely comm from @cubicle785c !!! and again they blew me away with how amazing it turned out, ty again! ♡ dewmav nation we stay winning!!!

tag list/

@canonjunto @fadda @eternally-smitten @shipssailing @gideongrovel @mutareadastra @swallowed--by-the--sea @felixrichtershubby @courtoftheclueless @glitched-ships @wooboomoomoo @frozenhi-chews @apheliiion-ships @bob-in-tekken-8 @mingledstars @waloeders @little-miss-selfships @galdur @finemutual @rexscanonwife @bugsband

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divider cred!

[little-miss-selfships]

Greetings... You are all invited to the wedding of planky and sephi/roth. The wedding will be on April 28 of this year hope to see you there!

Taglist: @kylars-princess @auburnships @goblinselfshippr @felixrichtershubby @one-winged-dreams @cosmic-kaden @heatobrienswife @suddencold (want to be on the tag list then please fill out this form)

(Divider credit)

[kits-ships]

heeeyy....

-hands u my azi/sera/crow au designs-

whats up taglist just letting u know that i live on <3

@selffulfillingshipper @dudefrommywesterns @sunstar-of-the-north @felixrichtershubby @kylars-princess @faerie-circle-ships @raianritz @knightoflove @wyndford-dekarios @bloomingbodies @strawberrisoulmate @plutoniumsourcandy @catseye-jasprr

[movedto-clifflix]

name change !!

hollandmarchsdork -> felixrichtershubby

[mutasmutosarchive]

Mason "Lazarus" Fletcher — Shadow Company Sniper/Intelligence Officer

an: I really wanted to make insert that actually works within sc to ship with graves so here we are!!!

tags: @felixrichtershubby , @mactavishshusband , @sugar-and-pearls , @eternally-smitten , @bioexorcizm

[moved-to-satoruswaifu]

𝒕𝒂𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 @felixrichtershubby — thank you so much, had a lot of fun with this quiz !! what colour is your aura ?

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚𝒔𝒆𝒂𝒇𝒐𝒂𝒎 — clear water, milkshakes, crystals, agave, candy dishes, converse, seashells. your essence is seafoam: you lose yourself in dreams and drift away from reality. happiness is easier when alone; your sensitivity has borne you too many scars to risk honesty again. your imagination and intuition help you dive deep into introspection, at the cost of truly unfurling. you are the dreamer. you are the wallflower. you find kinship in like-minded individuals of teal, jade, sky, and sage, who similarly value their authenticity. you are also drawn to the diligent honeysuckle and coral, who will help you grow and turn your thoughts to reality. however, you may struggle to get along with the stubborn personalities of pearl and tawny who have no room for contradiction.

tagging @lumibye , @carlosoliveiras-wife , @mahitoslittlebird , @anemoflower , @kylars-princess ( no pressure though ) & anyone who wants to do this !

[movedto-mrs-bluemarine]

@felixrichtershubby

There's a lot of parallels is all I'm saying

[sunflawyer]

Daffodils!

HIIII HII FRIENDS IM BACK 😭😭😭😭😭 FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER I CAN FINALLY GO BACK TO TUMBLR IM SO HAPPY!!! I MISSED YOU ALL SOOO SO MUCH HOW ARE YOU GUYS!! 🧡🧡

have this sort of remake/redraw of the scene from Big Fish (2004) by Tim Burton! such a great movie 💛

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@kaibaspuppy @ousama @qilinkisser @bunbunsheart @earthtoluisa @all4theluvoflizzy @koda-selfships @meowtroidvanya @fated-selfship @scroldiereblog @michaelmeowndo @funkedge @starshroom-doodles @chiakiselfships @xxmellochii @tulaytullahs @7suno @pitchandaj @kittycatkissez @scientistkerberos @milkmallow28 @kits-ships @literally-just-there @melting-icarus @plague-of-nice @gogolsbf @millionmix @felixrichtershubby @showyoutheworldinmyeyes @hvemind @flyingfishhugs @canon-can-fight-me @frozenhi-chews @timespaceandinterim @sweetselfships @eternally-smitten @sxaras (feel free to tell me if you dont wanna b tagged!)

[addox]

ʷᵒᵘˡᵈⁿ'ᵗ ⁱᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵍʳᵃⁿᵈ ? ⁱᵗ ᵃⁱⁿ'ᵗ ᵉˣᵃᶜᵗˡʸ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵖˡᵃⁿⁿᵉᵈ, ᵃⁿᵈ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈⁿ'ᵗ ⁱᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗ ⁱᶠ ʷᵉ ʷᵉʳᵉ ᵈᵉᵃᵈ ?

any bedbugs fans out there??

💚 a HUGE thank you to cubicle who absolutely blew me away with the finished commission, im begging your all to check out their work. 🖤

TAG LIST/

@canonjunto @fadda @eternally-smitten @impurra @shipssailing @gideongrovel @rivv1t @mutareadastra @hallo-queen-31 @felixrichtershubby @courtoftheclueless @glitched-ships @wooboomoomoo @frozenhi-chews @apheliiion-ships @bob-in-tekken-8 @mingledstars @waloeders @little-miss-selfships @crusade1999 @finemutual

want to be added? let me know! or, fill out my tag form!

[little-miss-selfships]

Ok so finally the second s/i colored is done. I tried doing something different with the eyes but I'm not quite sure if I'm going to do it to all of them.

Taglist: @dudefrommywesterns @skystaff @meangothgf @cherry-bomb-ships @hibiscus-ships @maskedanarchy-ships @candyheartedchy @felixrichtershubby @heatobrienswife @metroidyuri @foemans-bride @heart-of-aspiration @wanderers-wife @staysfrosty @devilcollar @hiseternalmayfly @fates-theysband @maddoxxing @keyblade-ships @little-shiny-sharpies @starsstruckpeaches @goblinselfshippr @verykissablepixels @puppypark

[mutasmutosarchive]

@felixrichtershubby it's the boy!!

[kits-ships]

horse :)

they dont have a name but im calling them moon cheese <3

i hope ur all excited to see my ponysona after 5 years of not posting art

also idk how to draw horses

taglist:

@sunstar-of-the-north @selffulfillingshipper @dudefrommywesterns @felixrichtershubby @kylars-princess @faerie-circle-ships @raianritz @knightoflove @wyndford-dekarios @bloomingbodies @strawberrisoulmate @plutoniumsourcandy @catseye-jasprr

[mutasmutosarchive]

it's been so long.

pairing: avalon sullivan/michael schmidt (antecedent)

word count: 2123

a/n: i do not apologize for people seeing me get back into fnaf because of the movie, I finally got to see it and now old interest is going brr. iykyk the song title.

tags: @staysfrosty @ghilliedup @felixrichtershubby @sugar-and-pearls (let me know if you want to be added!)

The dry feeling of paper between Lonnie’s fingers felt strange as she looked at the paper and the messy cursive that plague that page. Her eyes glanced up from the page as she looked at the shell of a place she once knew. She could smell the must in the air as she stared at the building. The glaring words on the sign taunted her.

‘Freddy Fazbear’s Pizzeria’

It was a brutal reminder of the past. Something she had sat with for years, a guilt that built up for the lack of attention a thirteen year old couldn’t hold. Avalon took in a deep breath and felt the way the melt bit into her warm skin as she gripped the keys. There was something that felt off about this, the permission to roam an old building from the owner for the sake of closure. She let out a small scoff as she pushed off the tailgate of her truck and got on with it.

Keys rattled in her hands as she unlocked the gate and pushed it open while keeping her shoulder bag from slipping, before sliding the key into the rusty lock of the old doors. She jiggled it before it finally slid open and she stepped inside. Dust invaded her senses and she felt like she had stepped back into the past. They felt like it fizzled out and she was suddenly back, the loud music and laughter of children. There were so many people celebrating birthdays or special occasions.

Lonnie felt bile rise in her throat for a moment as she tried to shake it off and carefully stepped forward into the old building. The fine layer of dust covering everything told the story of how long it had been closed, how it had felt to decay away like the hole in her heart after it all. Her footsteps were the only thing that made noise against that old bowling carpet as she shuffled in. Tired hazel eyes scanned around the area as she looked back down at the paper in her hands. She pushed glasses up the bridge of her nose as she read the notes before she looked back up.

“I guess the back.” She told herself as she looked up again and around it. Everything felt so eerie in the daylight but she felt better when there was light then in the night. Maybe it was the comfort of the dark but she wasn’t so sure. Avalon scurried her way through the main area, weaving through old tables and pushing a door that read employee’s only on it as she stepped into the back. Old sneakers hit the cement floors with patters as she made her way to the back office. An open palm pushed the door open, leaving a print on it as she slipped inside.

The must and grime was prioment, she could tell the way it scratched at her throat and how it almost seemed to cling to her. She put her bag down on the small table and walked over to the breaker. A hesitant hand reached out, black painted nails curling around the handle as she pushed it up. She watched as the lights flashed down and the place came to life with power. She brushed her hands off on her jeans, the dust clinging to clammy palms as she tried to ease her worried mind.

She reached for the old bag of hers on the table and rustled for something, before pulling out a small notebook with a pen tucked inside of it. She shoved the letter she had gotten into it and scooped it up before she left the small office again. Her footsteps were swallowed by the loudness of pinball machines and other arcade games that had flickered back to life as she walked back out into the main hall. She took in a deep breath that shakily rattled out of chapped lips as she reached out to take a chair down from one of the tables and set it down in front of the stage.

Avalon hesitated for a moment as she seemed to hover on the thought of picking up and leaving, the anxiety in her chest swelling but she felt like she was too far in now to back out. She had waited forever to hear back from the owner. She had waited forever to come back to this place that haunted her mind. Her grip on her journal made her knuckles pop from the strength in them before she quickly turned on her heels of her sneakers, her body lunging at that button hitting it a bit harder then she could, causing the main attractions to spring to life.

The curtains swung open as the animatronics moved their rusty mechanically joints as the bear seemed to poorly lipsync to some 80’s song as the chicken and rabbit moved in their spots. The vibrant lights and noises had Avalon freezing in her spot as she watched. Her legs moved as she came back to the chair, shakily reaching out as she sat down. Hazel eyes blown wide as it seemed the current reality and memories mixed together in her head.

Exposure therapy had been known to be effective but also fairly controversial. She can’t remember why at that moment she had agreed with her therapist to come back to this place after it all. She could feel the scab of old wounds in her mind being violently torn back as the memories gushed back out. She remembered her brother, the dark brown eyes and dusty blond hair. The way he had gripped at her shirt as he had been engulfed in the crowd of people so long ago in this place. A birthday party for a friend, their parents had been in town visiting a relative and didn’t want him to go alone, so she was asked to go with. Not like she had any friends anyways to spend more time with. Plus she always liked being around her brother, he was a bit soft spoken but had a way of making the young teen smile. She would have done anything for him.

She had promised to look after him and she remembered the moment she lost sight of him. There was a loud noise and her attention was drawn away. Before she knew it she was glancing back and couldn’t find him. As those bright lights danced in her eyes as she watched that bear, the mascot of this place moved she felt the warm salty tears dripping down her cheeks. The panic in her chest. She couldn’t find him, no matter how much she looked. Slight panic turned into complete panic as she searched for him. She remembered some woman who had been there with her children helping her as she wrestled with a panic attack. Then when the cops showed up and her parents. Things blurred together again as she swam through it all when she felt something touch her shoulder. Avalon never moved so fast out of fear and fell out of chair.

“Whoa whoa, hey, I’m not going to hurt you.” A masculine voice reached her ears as she pulled herself from the visage of old memories and focused back in on the current world around her.

Her hazel eyes met that of man around her age, dark brown eyes that looked almost black in the low light, the shaggy dark hair and scruff that clearly showed a lack of sleep paired with the black bags under his eyes. She felt her heart race in her chest as she took a second to shove down anxiety attack.

“Sorry! I didn’t think that anyone would be here.” She squeaked out.

“Neither did I.” He told her.

“I… I have a letter. I promise I’m not trespassing, I got permission to be here.” She said quickly as she fished out the letter and held it out to him.

The security guard looked a bit confused but took the letter from her shaky hands and looked over it. He looked up when he could feel eyes on him, watching those animatronics move briefly. He swore he could have seen Freddy almost glare at him.

“Yeah, I know. Vanessa said someone was coming by. I didn’t mean to scare you. Here,” He said as he reached out to help her off the floor.

Avalon hesitated for a second before she took his hand and helped pull her up to her feet. She had to look down a bit at him. She had held onto his hand a little too long before she pulled away and apologized under breath to him.

“Why are you here so late?” He asked her.

Avalon had looked a bit confused until she looked up for a moment and noticed how there was no more sunlight coming in and then down at her watch that had read almost 12 am. She didn’t know how long she had been sitting in that chair let alone crying as well.

“Lost track of time. Sorry, I can get out of here.” Avalon apologized to him.

There was another silence between them that was filled by the noise of everything around them before the man spoke again.

“It’s fine. I get it, my name's Mike.” He said as he held out his hand for her to shake.

Avalon reached out and shook his hand before she spoke. “Avalon, most people just call me Lonnie though.” She told him. She watched a small smile work on his face as he looked at her.

“That’s a strange name, but Lonnie you should probably go. You look like you need sleep and I guess only one of us here is meant to be the one who doesn’t sleep.” Mike chuckled.

Avalon gave a small laugh and nodded her head before she folded her arms and tucked her hands out of sight, so they could cling to her shirt. “Yeah. Let me get my stuff from the back.” She added.

“Nah, it’s the least I could do for you. Plus I got to put my stuff back there anyways.” Mike waved off before he moved away from there and headed towards the back, once again leaving Avalon by herself. She turned to look at the animatronics one last time while she waited for the security guard to come back. Hazel eyes flickered at the animatronics but mostly Freddy, she could have sworn those glassy blue eyes stared right back at her before she was brought back to her attention towards Mike when she heard that back door open.

“Here.” Mike said as he held out her bag for her.

Avalon took it with a nod of her head and a nervous smile towards him.

“Thanks, uh, have a good night I guess.” Avalon said with a small voice before she moved from him and turned to leave.

Mike felt like he should have said something to that tall brunette as she left the building. He swore he swore he saw something in those eyes of hers he often saw in the mirror when he looked at himself. A guilt that couldn’t be shaken and held onto you like a ghost. The dark haired man looked back at the stage at the animatronics that moved before he had moved to hit that red button, the animatronics shutting down doing so as the curtains closed. He stalled for a second there in front of the main stage as he tried to wrap his head around it all. He barely paid attention to that letter which he had accidentally kept and set down in the back office.

Michael sighed as he headed back towards the office, his boots thudding against the cement as he headed back. He pushed the door open before taking a seat at the desk, the chair groaning under his weight as he looked at the paper. It had been a letter responding to an inquiry and attached to it was the inquiry. He had reached out and flipped to the back page, a neat handwriting sprawled on it as he caught a name at the bottom and a name.

‘Avalon Sullivan’

The girl he had met. Something about her seemed almost important to this place, he didn’t know why just like he didn’t understand why here his dreams and been so much more vivid as well. He let out a sigh as he leaned back into the old desk chair and looked up at the black and white screens. So much of this was confusing, he didn’t exactly understand it but he knew she had a part to play just as much as he did for some reason.

[sunflawyer]

"I just want to kiss you!"

YAAAYAY IM BACK IM SO HAPPY JUMPS AROUND THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY

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