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violetarks · 3 years ago

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Arguing With Them/Making Up With Them

Games: Fictif/Arcana

Characters: Asra Alnazar, Julian Devorak, Felix Iskander Escell, Sage Lesath

A/N: Kind of went over board with Felix, oops, and spoilers for asra's route in his part, but really just minor spoilers. ALSO I COULDN'T ADD THE PHOTOS BC TUMBLR SAID I EXCEEDED THE LIMIT >:((, please tell me if you spot any use of pronouns for y/n!! i've tried to fix it because i previously used she/her by accident

Asra Alnazar:

getting into a fight with you would not benefit either of you

it was obvious how much you two liked working together and time apart would not help

and fights don't actually happen frequently, only once every few months

asra is a very grounded person and they don't enjoy it when the two of you ever have an argument, no matter how minor the actual problem is

but they would always be the first to apologise, coming to terms with the way you viewed things and ultimately understanding it

so fights never lasted too long with this person because of how much they really love you

you'd be back in their arms the next minute, because Asra could've fathom the idea of not having you at their side as they love you that much

fights never lasted more than just 30 mins with them, truthfully

you couldn't bare to leave it more than that because it hurts to be away from each other for too long

which is why asra finds it difficult to go on trips without you after you two make it official

and you'd apologise first a few times too, since you knew when you were wrong and didn't think asra was the one who really needed to say 'sorry'

nevertheless, you always came back to each other

this time, however, it went further than expected

this fight had lasted hours, most of it yelling back and forth

you and them were going through with your normal routine when you had suddenly dropped a specific potion that Asra had been keeping to themselves for a while

it was smeared on the floor and you couldn't help but feel upset at yourself, no matter how many times the white-haired person in front of you had dismissed it

you could tell they were very disappointed that they no longer had a stash of it and frustrated with himself for not getting spares

so you had sought off to get some while asra was away on another trip, and they again hadn't told you how long they'd be away, so you believed you had some time to retrieve it

you were originally going to close the shop for the time being, but then asra's parents had come around at the perfect time

they had offered to take the shop until you came back

it took you longer than expected since you had to track it down yourself, asking people around town and ending up at a merchant just outside of town who gave you the directions and specific instructions

you recognised the name of the town they mentioned, which is the same town on the lable of the bottle, so it had to be right

you were dead set on wanting it to be a surprise, and returned home around two weeks later, opening the door to see Asra pacing around the room

they were still wearing their large scarf and their bag as well as their hat was carelessly thrown onto the chair, so it was obvious that asra had just arrived home recently

their parents were nowhere to be seen, so you assumed that they had left already

asra's head turned at the sound of the little bell above the door and they widened their eyes once they saw you, rushing and engulfing you in a big hug

you thought asra was just happy to see you, since they had been separated from you for a while

y/n: "hey, did you miss me more than usual?"

asra: "..."

y/n: "usually, i'm the one who jumps on you like this, heh. what's got your panties in a twist?"

asra doesn't reply, only tightening their hold on you

which was definitely weird

asra would almost always have something sneaky and flirtatious to say in return, but not this time

you clench the back of their vest before pulling away, now realising the frustrated look on their face as they looked back at you

asra asks where you were in this tight voice that seemed unfamiliar, and it only got worse when you admitted where you had headed

it was dangerous, from what asra remembered and the thought of you being there made their chest tighten

and asra was correct, it was dangerous, but you made sure to stick to what you were taught for protection and look, you made it out without a scratch

but asra didn't see it that way at all

asra let all their waiting in agony come at you in a loud yell that had shook the candles hanging from the ceiling

you were shocked, holding onto your bag tightly as asra continue to tell you off for what you were doing

sometimes you'd attempt to support your decision, but that was lost in asra's words

asra: "y/n, do you realise how reckless you were? that place is swarming with trouble and it's even worse for someone who hasn't been there before!"

y/n: "i was only there for a few nights, i booked a hotel the rest of the time on coming back home—"

asra: "but you were still there! how am i supposed to protect you when i don't even know where you are? you should've asked me, and i would've come with you."

they would go on and on about how you should ask them and such, and throughout the whole entire thing, you held the souvenirs in your bag close to yourself

you didn't know how to give it to them now that they were mad at you

and you were frustrated as well, because you've grown so much and you're able to do whatever you please

it made you bring out your sarcasm more, which was a habit you had picked up ages ago

it had developed over the years of asra shutting you in and out of danger bc they're too scared of what will happen when you're alone

you two are rarely ever apart from each other already bc of your living situation, sharing the bedroom and the whole shop

y/n: "asra, i believe i am fully capable with taking a trip like you do"

asra: "i know, i just don't want you going there, y/n, i don't think that's too hard to follow"

y/n: "oh, i'm so sorry asra, why don't you tell me where else i'm allowed to go?? am i back on my leash with you, huh? can i go to the bedroom, master?"

asra had blinked at you a couple times before feeling themselves break, a few tears forming in their eyes

the word you used to address them as always made their heart pound in the worst way possible

because that's what you used to call them before they let you go, and now asra hates that word with all their being

you were so irritated with them that you hadn't noticed, now pacing around the room like asra was as they stands there, struck

asra: "don't... don't call me that..."

y/n: "oh, so now i'm not allowed to say things?"

asra: "i just want you to be safe! isn't that what you want too—"

y/n: "no, asra, i just want to do what i feel like and not have you breathing down my neck about it, alright? i understand that you don't want to lose me and that you love me, but that's exactly how i feel about you and i still trust you enough to go out there without me or any other form of help"

you're not even looking at them at this point

if you were, you would see that asra's actually crying and they're just staring at you

you're looking at the floor as you clench your fists at your sides, one holding the strap of you satchel

y/n: "i'm not the helpless person from years ago asra, i'm stronger now. i hate depending on people when i'm perfectly capable by myself."

asra: ",,, so you don't need me anymore? is that it?"

this is the moment where the two of you are just staring at each other, finally linking gazes

asra was already crying, it was silent and slow

they tend to do that, cry quietly so nobody had noticed unless they looked directly at their face, even then they tried to hide

they trained themselves to keep their voice steady when speaking as asra cries because they would rather not warn the other person about it

you were on the verge, angry and sad tears already forming

you were aggravated by yourself, knowing full well that you should've at least mentioned it to asra. they worried about you a lot, and that was a fact regardless of what they really thought of you

you were sad at the two of you for even starting this fight, they could've solved this better with just talking normally and not shouting

y/n: "i never said that"

asra: "but thats what you meant, isn't it? you... you don't want me to worry about you, and i can't..."

this time, you walked towards them with a focused expression

they were wiping their eyes before seeing you waltz up to them, utterly surprised by the look on your face

asra goes to say something when you suddenly bring your hands forward to collect their tear-stained cheeks in your palms

the two of you stop, another time to take a breath

you looked them right in the eyes, you heart beating hastily before biting your lip as you tried to hold back your own tears back

asra's fingers brushed against your elbows, holding onto them in reassurance

y/n: "i'm... i'm sorry for not telling you where i was going. i just... wanted to replace what i broke and i wanted it to be a surprise. but it was reckless of me. i should know better by now..."

asra: "no, i just worry about you too much. i want to protect you and be there for you but... it's like you don't need that anymore."

y/n: "asra, i don't need you to protect me. just... just be there for me. love me until you can't anymore. in return, i'll do the same for you."

you couldn't ever see yourself not wanting or needing asra ever

you two have been through so much and you're together til the end, you will make sure of that

having asra's face in your palms, you kissed their forehead lovingly and slowly, telling them what you had thought about that

it would not be the case, ever

asra was embedded in your life and you couldn't imagine anything without them

asra: "but what if something happens?"

y/n: "i'm sure that we'll both be able to handle it. i don't want you shielding me. i want to stand beside you, asra. aren't we equal?"

asra: "of course! i'm just scared of what might happen..."

y/n: "you don't have to be."

as you spoke, asra only pulled you in closer, wrapping their arms around you

you dig your head into their shoulder and hold onto them like they were doing to you

the two of you cry together in the middle of your shop, nothing but hushed whispers leaving either of your lips

after a while, asra mentions the lateness of the day and brings you up to the bedroom

the two of you go to sleep right after that, asra laying on top of you as you brushed fingers through their hair

a habit after fighting is always being the closest you can with each other, letting the other know just how much you forgave them and still loved them

Julian Devorak:

julian was definitely a hard one to get into a fight with

arguments and disagreements were only natural for a relationship of any kind

but julian was the type to not voice his feelings purely because he was afraid of what the other person might say

he didn't want to lose you and if anything he speaks does that, then he could not forgive himself, so he thought it was better to just keep it inside

he hated disagreeing with you more than anything, which is why you would only get a statement or two about it before he decides to just keep quiet about it

a habit between that's formed because of this is that you tend to not push him too far

he made you more independent with your decisions but also take into consideration his points

there's only been a few times where you two have fought for real and it had taken a toll on the both of yous

one time was when you had been frustrated all day while making plans for a certain mission and you had gotten into a disagreement with julian about something small

it started off as something he tried to make sweet and joking

but he hadn't seen just how much today had taken a toll on you

nadia was busy with forming different groups to specialise in certain things and she was already trying to calm down her servants and city from the recent events that threaten them

asra was caught up with travelling around and getting information about the whole affair to help you guys win

so then you offered to help with setting up the plans and such for each group as well as the four of you, thinking it couldn't be that hard. just devise a plan that is foolproof. and it shouldn't be that hard.

but julian was talking a lot for someone who should be keeping an eye on the enemy in the chambers

y/n: "but why would we take the scenic route when the backway is way more safer for us?"

julian: "because, my dear, if this is really our last night alive, i'd rather spend it staring at the sunset with you."

y/n: "julian, i am not putting you on that ride if you're thinking that way, we don't need some saviour out there trying to get himself killed."

julian: "my, my, darling, what's going on with you?"

y/n: "look, i'm sorry, but could you leave for a few minutes? this is really important and nadia needs to set the fighters in place by tomorrow morning."

he gets the idea of it once you say that

he now understands that you are stressed from all the work you had taken on, and he even offers to take some of it off your shoulders

but you just say 'no'

and that stumbles him

you rejected because he had played his part already and you didn't feel right about giving someone else your workload when you took the responsibility yourself

but this is one of the times where julian wasn't quite sure how to handle situations like this

he was so used to himself being the one who was pulling away and you being the one to understand that and know when to stop

but it was switched here and julian didn't know what to do, or even how and when to pull away

so he stands there quietly as you draw lines on multiple maps for separate army guards to follow

all the two of you hear is your pencil against paper and you sighing out when you have to reach for the eraser

you could feel him watching you and just tracing your every move, which made you feel uneasy and frankly, make you work even worse than you were before

y/n: "..."

julian: "..."

y/n: "..."

julian: "... *coughs*"

y/n: "please, julian, leave."

julian: "what did i do?"

the breaking of silence makes you drop your pencil, resulting in you pinching the bridge of your nose and squeezing your eyes shut

maybe that would help you feel better

but it didn't as julian begins to hum some obnoxious tune

you're looking at him with a very serious and annoyed expression, making him feel even more confused

it results in a fight in the study room that makes all passerby people immediately leave the area

they wouldn't want to be mixed up up in any of that just by the sounds of it

you're yelling because you just want julian to leave you alone for a few minutes, thinking it would help you get some things done before you can see him again, and you can't focus with him just looming over you

julian's yelling because he doesn't know how to deal with this and he's trying to comfort you, in the worst way possible, but it's something and he isn't used to leaving you alone while you're upset without him there

it's frustration and confusion hovering in the air

you were piling up in stress because of this and it caused you to say things you surely didn't mean

which caused julian to say things he didn't mean either

a few times, asra or nadia would nearly walk inside but hear all the commotion and decide to come back later

they knew better than to interfere

last time one of them did, the two of you stared at them for a while, ceasing all talking and expressions before just walking away from each other, now silently arguing with each other

having another party try to butt in made you two feel like you were blowing it out of proportion, so you thought it was better to just ignore it

you're already gathering your things

y/n: "yknow what? if you won't leave, then i'll leave. i can't get this done when you're constantly talking to me."

julian: "ah! hey, i'm just trying to figure out what's wrong! i'm—i'm trying to help!"

y/n: "julian if you really wanted to help, you would've left me alone when i asked you to. i really need some space right now."

julian: "space? from... from me?"

y/n: "for only like... an hour or two! you know how important this is is nadia and all of vesuvia. i need to get this done. if i don't, i can't even comprehend how many people will die and if that happens because of... please..."

julain goes quiet as he hears the amount of desperation in your voice

you're really stressing hard about all of this and it definitely shows in your tone and face

julian finally sees how much weight is on your shoulders and decides that he should give you what you initially asked for

he decides to leave you alone

but he doesn't do that without rounding the table and giving you a kiss on the side of your temple, whispering a small 'i'm sorry' and 'i love you so much' before he leaves

you finally get moments of peace and quiet in the room and yet your ears are ringing loudly

you can't help the frustrated tears that escape you and the way you harshly rub them away before getting back to work

all within one minute

of silence

and without julian

you end up getting all the work done within the next hour and a half and you can't bring yourself to leave the room after everything you said to julian and you know for a fact that he won't be waiting very far

a servant comes around after noticing the quietness and asks if you need anything, and you ask for a drink (wine, really, it's been a long day) and you get it the next minute later

usually, they'd give you a glass and hang around with the whole bottle

instead, the servant hands you the whole entire bottle itself and a chalice before leaving quickly

you silently thank nadia for her good choice in people

you're by the window, sitting on the table and taking a swing from your cup, when you hear the door being opened

you expect julian, but hear another voice

asra: "is there a reason you left this guy walking around the palace like a lost puppy?"

with your cup still to your lips, you turn around to your friend and see him holding the taller man by the elbow

your boyfriend looked like he just got caught stealing, refusing to look in your eyes and only away at the wall

asra knows full well why, but he just tugs julian along towards you

y/n: "where'd you find him?"

asra: "the garden."

y/n: "which one?"

asra: *points*

y/n: "ah. okay. thanks, asra. i'll see you at dinner. tell nadia that i've finished and we'll go over it tonight."

he nods and leave you guys alone

julian stands there like a kid about to get told off

you're sipping your wine as you watch the vines and flowers outside

y/n: "so you were waiting just outside the window, huh?"

julian: "... just in case you were in trouble..."

y/n: "i'm on the third floor. how would you help from the garden?"

julian: "i can climb."

that makes you chuckle, and julian sees that you're looser than before, meaning he can relax as well

he walks towards you, sitting himself down close so your legs are touching

you hold out the chalice of wine to which he takes, pouring in some from the bottle

he clinks his glass with your bottle before you both take a sip

it's a nice silence between yous before julian bumps his shoulder with yours

julian: "i'm really sorry about earlier, darling. it was completely unnecessary and you needed to get things done. i was wrong."

you can tell by his voice that he's really meaning this, and he's playing with the rim of the chalice

y/n: "it's okay, julian. i should've been straight with you and just asked politely, but i took it out on you. i'm sorry, and i hope you can forgive me."

he smiles at you, wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you into a hug

julian: "only if you forgive me, my love."

he gives you that smile that makes you believe that everything is okay

because it is and he really loves you

Felix Iskander Escell:

fighting with felix is very,,,,,, interesting

he's very stubborn and always wants to get what he wants

sometimes you just cave and do it his way because you don't have enough time to fight

more times than he'd like to admit, it's over very silly things that is just a preference for his every day life

like once you two got into a little argument about laundry day and how he needed to get all his dirty clothes together the day before, but he thought it was preposterous how he had to dig up clothes deep within his wardrobe to wear until his clothes dried

it was very useless

but sometimes you wouldn't see a proper way around doing his idea, so you fight to do yours

sage and anisa didn't particularly like getting involved in you fights, mainly because you were both ruthless and vvvv stubborn with your own points, depending what it was

felix would tell anisa that she was too uptight to understand where he was coming from

you would tell sage to butt out because he's too drunk to hear the bullshit he's spitting

you both endlessly apologise to the both of them in the end, because it's just plain rude and they didn't do anything

one time, you guys were in the middle of a fight with troops made up of sage's friends and anisa's peers, against some horribly strong enemies

felix was not good with close range attacks, so he happened to miss out on some assassin drawing in close to you, who was covering his vanguard

he calls too late as you get slashed in the back and grunt before turning around and slamming them into the way, breaking their helmet and watching the blood drip from behind it

you take a moment before stepping away and tripping back on your feet, landing on your rear as felix calls your name and stays at your side while your coworkers did what they needed to

you hear sage call out your name but felix tells him to go on while he takes care of you

felix: "i need to get you out of here. now. a... a first aid station or something."

y/n: "we're in a battlefield, felix, and the closest thing to a first aid station is that bathroom over there."

it gets blown up as soon as you say that

y/n: "nevermind."

felix: "then i'll find a way to assist you here."

felix knew nothing about closing wounds and how to heal them quickly with magic

he once tried the same thing with sage and he ended up in a ghost form for two hours, where he haunted felix and messed with anisa's hair

he was panicking though

he needed to help you

felix pulls off his coat and wraps it around you, pulling your arms through the sleeves since he knew if anyone saw one of their leaders injured then they'd be disheartened

anisa had warned them about that

y/n: "not now, we have things to do."

felix: "but you'll bleed out before you can finish anything useful! y/n, just allow me to bandage you up."

y/n: "you'll have an easier time the faster we finish this fight, come on."

you stand up, ready to continue with your weapon in hand when felix yanks you back with some magic

you look at him confused

felix: "haven't you ever read those tales? the injured back away from the war, y/n, not rush into it again."

y/n: "this is all we've got. nobody else is going to fight for us except for us."

felix: "don't be so deluded! listen to me—"

y/n: "after."

and you sprint off with your weapon, heading towards the group anisa is leading

this area was clear, and you trusted felix to know better than to wander off without any help

you're doing well so far, since you were wearing a black cloak over your back

sage was fairly good with a sword so he had taught you to use one

you told anisa to go on ahead so that you could make a round to find any other enemies that would be holed up in this facility

the fight was continuing outside

just as you get the area cleared, you feel your arm being tugged in the opposite direction

out of pure instinct, you flip them over your shoulder and hold them down harshly

takes you a moment to realise it's felix

you immediately let go and get off of him, calling out his name in surprise

y/n: "god, felix are you alright? you shouldn't scare me like that!"

he doesn't answer you for a moment before he slowly gets up and turns to face you, hand on his head

felix: "i'm taking you home."

y/n: "we're not finished!"

felix: "i do not care for this stupid war! you're bleeding through your back and i can tell how much pain is residing within! do not test my patience! my decision is final!"

all the yelling runs to his head, making it worse as he grips his hair

when he pulls his palm away, blood begins to drip down from his hairline

you're staring at him

you must've hit him hard,,,

felix: "i'm... i'm fine..."

and he passes out

you're kind of torn, because you need to get out there and fight but you also don't know who can look after felix

you groan as you haul him onto your back, making way for a nearby tower that you could hide in

felix used to teach you a few things about offensive magic, but gave you books about it since he wasn't able to teach that stuff

so you were shooting magic fire arrows at enemies when felix wakes up, bandage around his head and throbbing pain everywhere

you only had just enough for him

you look to him for a moment, focused look before turning to the field

you hated arguing with felix

this might not have seen like much to anyone but this was a breach for you

you trusted felix in his study, making plans, doing crazy experiments

and he was supposed to trust you on the field and protecting the others

it was like he didn't think you would do right here

you hated that

you spent so long to earn the respect of people around you in Porrima and anisa had warned you that many fighters did not trust you

you needed to prove how good you were and how much you intended to help

you promised to be on the front lines

but now, you were in a tower providing sniper aid while your lover was trying to recollect what happened

you shoot another arrow, getting an enemy square in the shoulder

y/n: "done whining?"

felix: "excuse me?"

y/n: "i only stayed back to make sure you were okay. they're expecting me out there."

felix: ",,, you didn't even treat your own wounds, y/n."

y/n: "busy."

he's so confused

why don't you just take a break???

it's not that hard???

felix knows a certain telepathy spell that lasts a few seconds for him, so he decides a quick look into that head of yours should help him understand better

you were only a few feet away from him, pulling back another magic arrow before you feel felix tug on your arm, making your arrow shoot within the room

it sputters around the room, hitting all the walls around the both of you

you tackle felix down and hold his head to your chest, making sure he was covered so he didn't get hit and you're also getting irritated

the arrows shoots out the window and you pull yourself up, taking a breath of relief

you shoot a look to felix

y/n: "what the hell is going on with you? what were you thinking?"

felix: ",,,,,"

y/n: "felix, we don't have any time for this! we're in deep shit right now, i don't need you trying to pull me out of the fight when i need to be there!"

you stand up, grabbing your sword and opening a portal like how felix taught you too

you're about to walk through

felix: "you don't need to prove yourself to anyone, y/n."

you stop and turn around to him, asking him what he said

felix: "none of this is of your concern, y/n. this is porrima's affairs and you are not even from here. i don't understand why you would make this a problem of your own."

you're still confused as to why he's saying these things

the portal closes behind you, making felix give a sigh of relief

he stands, carefully

y/n: "i'm fighting for my friends and their home"

felix: "you're fighting for the sake of being known, being seen as someone. y/n, that is selfish and you know it yourself. don't let a dream like that delude you from what is reality."

his words are harsh and he knows this, because if he doesn't speak this way then he won't get his point across properly

you look like you've seen a ghost

you're horrified

because you know he's been through your mind

a part of you knows that it's true

y/n: "shut up. you don't know what you're talking about."

felix: "i was just in your thoughts, y/n, i know. you shouldn't think of yourself something you are not."

y/n: "i'm trying to help! what do you want?"

felix: "you need medical attention. you're... you're back is drenched in crimson and you look pained whenever you draw back an arrow."

you shake your head at him because you can't believe how selfish he is making you sound, so much that you'd risk your own life to be seen as a god in the end?

you throw your sword to the wall

and grip felix's collar harshly

he's startled at the sudden movement

y/n: "listen. i've become too close to everyone here to just let them die. you have to let me do this."

felix isn't worried about himself in this situation like he would be whenever someone stronger began to threaten him

he's seen into your head so he knows where you are mentally

he only holds onto your wrists

felix: "you don't always have to be the savior, y/n, there are other people in the world."

y/n: ",,, and what if they fail?"

you've been burdened with all of this because of the mystery around your sudden appearance making everyone either think you were a traitor/assassin sent to kill them all, or some powerful all knowing being

you worked hard to get everyone's respect and attention

no way are you letting that all down now

but you're pushing yourself way too hard

you're shaking and your grip is getting looser

felix: "well... if you really want to, then you should face them when you're healed and okay. no point in trying to save the world when you're low on health, correct?"

y/n: ",,, right. but... but i can still help them."

felix: "of course you can, but please allow me to heal your back first."

you nod your head before sliding off the jacket, letting felix see the damage done, it was a lot

after he finishes, you apologise immediately and he does so too

he gives you a shy kiss to show that it's fine now, and by the sounds of it, the fight has stopped

you two meet up with sage and anisa and explain the situation that had happened, and they understand immediately after seeing how much bandaging your back needed, in private of course. your whole area from your chest to your waist band, blood still seeping through your back

in the end, everyone praised your bravery and nobody blames you, making you feel a lot more better about yourself

Sage Lesath:

sage is

not the ideal person to get into a fight with

not only does he constantly hide his emotions from everyone else until the bottle can't handle anymore, but he also blows up and says a lot of hurtful things when he's upset

however this is with anyone, he just gets so frustrated that he ends up tearing the person he's arguing with a new wound

he gets very emotional when he fights

tears are almost a given

yelling and headaches

but sage tries to get better

when he hears it himself after he says it, he instantly regrets even opening his mouth

immediately tries to apologise to whoever he yelled at, but there are a few times where he's gone too far

that would mean the person he yelled at would need a day or even a week to fully forgive him for what he's said, and more often than not it's someone he's close with, which makes it even worse

but sage knows when he goes too far

it's just that he has a hard time getting over it himself

this has happened between the two of you at some point in your relationship

you guys had been on the rocky side of things because he had a fight with anisa and felix about something important and you had just walked in as it hit the middle of it

you asked what was going on, and when they explained it to you, you had agreed with the duo rather than with sage

that made him frustrated, because now it felt like the world was against him today

and he started yelling at you as well

y/n: "sage, there wasn't another way to go around it. anisa and felix made the right decision, they couldn't do anything else."

sage: "maybe if they listened to me, then we wouldn't be in an even bigger mess!"

y/n: "nothing has changed though. we're just in the same spot, so we can retry everything."

sage: "oh my god, but this was the perfect opportunity to move forward! and those two dumbasses wasted it!"

you tried to calm him down even more and the other two have stopped talking at this point

you don't like it when sage faces his problems without a good mindset, you can tell he is frustrated by what happened and can't see the bigger picture

sage just doesn't understand why you can't see things the way he is

both of them recognise that this is no longer about them but about you, which makes them confused

why did it suddenly change? was it because you were involved now?

sage had already had a go at anisa and felix, spitting some harsh words at them that the two only overlooked as they knew about him and how he acted at these times

however, it lingered in their head about whether or not sage would go that far with you

y/n: "calm down, please. it's already happened, so we might as well just figure out our next course of action."

sage: "oh to hell with that. where were you when all of this went down, huh?"

y/n: "i... i was here."

you backed down for a moment, feeling a little useless at this point

anisa realised how sage was going to take this and stepped in herself

anisa: "i asked y/n to stay, sage, that was my fault. if you are angry with that, then discuss it with me."

you didn't like it when either of them fought, but what could you do?

sage was in no agreeing manner and anisa held firm to her statement

it was incredibly hard to sort things out in this group

sage: "but that's it. y/n was here while we were out there risking our own lives. what's the point of you being here if you aren't going to help us?"

y/n: "i am helping! anisa asked me to gather whatever information i could about the opposition!"

felix was about to ask what you found, since you had asked him to transport you to a very enemy secluded area and he was worried about your safety

but he was ignored

you two were still going at it

sage: "well that's now fucking useless, isn't it? we lost."

y/n: "you didn't lose."

sage: "and how would you know? you weren't even there!"

felix and anisa seat themselves down

at this point, there's no trying to stop them or even separate them

this had gone on for too long to go back, so they had to ride it out

it goes on, your frustration building up so much that you start to yell just out of pure frustration with sage

he falls deeper and deeper into the hole, pulling out things that would surely anger you further from just hearing about it

it would usually be that the two leave the room, but they haven't seen you this heated before

it was strange and they wanted to be careful, especially considering that you haven't mastered using your relic yet

sage: "you're so single-minded, oh my god! i just want you to see things my way, is that so hard for you?"

y/n: "sage, you can't expect someone to put themselves in your shoes if you can't do it for yourself! anisa and felix could've died out there and all you care about is winning that one fight! there will be others to redeem yourself if your pride and reputation as a mercenary means that much to you!"

you don't mean that

you know how much he cares for his friends but you're baffled by the fact that he'd prioritise the mission over them

and you're sure that they are as upset as you are

they give each other a look before listening in to the both of you

you were usually the calm one in this situation and it would take a lot to rile you up

and these two didn't know if your relic would come out to play in these times

you weren't someone who would resort to violence in a fight but your emotions are tied to your weapon, so if you were pushed far enough then it would appear

sage: "i don't even know why you even got involved in the first place."

y/n: "because you're acting crazy at the moment"

sage: "you keep saying i'm overreacting when you won't even hear me out."

y/n: "calm down first. you don't know what you're saying when you get this angry."

he's walking up to you and is now standing right in front

he's glaring holes into your head and getting more heated up that necessary

you've never been afraid of sage and you aren't now

you know that no matter what, sage would never ever hit you

and of course he wasn't going to

standing right up in front of the person he was arguing with was a habit that he had formed after years of having to fight for himself with no one to back him up

it was like an unconscious practice between him and fighting with anyone

so when he got up in your face, you didn't think anything of it

sage: "you know, y/n, what you have to say doesn't even matter. you're just some random person felix brought from another world, you don't matter when it comes to our lives. you mean nothing to what we have to do. to us."

this was the first time that he had hit that deep part in your heart

a sense of alienation when it came to you and porrima

you had mentioned this to sage before when you were feeling homesick a few days after your arrival

you were very vulnerable at that point and sage was there to help comfort you

you never brought it up again because everyone had made you feel a part of their lives and more comfortable, considering you were in a whole different time

when sage hears what he said, his head begins to reel at his sheer stupidity but he doesn't let it show on his face

he still believes that he is right

his pride gets in the way a lot

anisa: "that is far enough, sage."

she's angry with him, mostly because she had never believed that sage would treat y/n the same way he treated them in arguments

she believed that y/n was the only one who could properly calm sage down but it seemed this was just a bit too much

felix is wide eyed at the both of you, still processing what was happening

this was the first

he hadn't pictured sage yelling at you like that

and what was worse is that you feeling alienated was more of a silent secret kept between the group because of the nature of you coming into this world

everyone had a hint of it

but you hadn't actually told them, which made this even worse

you trusted sage with this and now he just confirmed it and resurfaced the problem when you were so close to forgetting about it

felix: "sage, that was a bit much, don't you think? it was uncalled for."

sage: "you—... i just..."

anisa: "are you alright, y/n?"

everyone's eyes are on you now

you give your best calm smile

y/n: "i'm fine. i supposed that clears that up."

everyone knew you weren't talking about the argument between the three

you left to your bedroom right after that, feeling your face burn with embarrassment and your chest tightening

anisa and felix were lecturing sage about it, making his tail only brush against the floor beneath them

they leave soon after

you had originally gone in there to give anisa the information she needed, written on a few sheets of paper, so the knight took that and began on her way to building the next step

felix wanted to come along as well, seeing as y/n needed time for herself and sage wasn't in the companying mood

sage would be in the study by himself for a while

until it was dinner time

he went into the dining room to see anisa and felix seated down, already beginning to eat what was prepared

sage: "where's y/n?"

felix: "hasn't left the bedroom. i tried already, but my efforts were useless."

anisa: "perhaps i should try again."

but before she can stand up fully, sage is already scooping up the two dinner plates and utensils in his grasp, leaving the dining hall against felix's calls

he's in front of your room in under a minute, using his foot to gently knock of the door

sage: ",,, hey, um... it's me? can i come in?"

he's met with silence

sage: "anisa and felix said you didn't come down for dinner, so i brought it up with me here. i was hoping we could eat together... and talk...?"

he hears a few shuffles before you open the door, allowing him to come inside

he sets the plates on the desk before engulfing you in a tight hug, arms around her shoulders and head dug into your shoulder

he's apologising almost immediately, which stops you because it happened all so quick

y/n: "hey..."

sage: "i was such an ass to you and you don't deserve any of that. i know how hard it is for you and i didn't help. i don't think you're nothing, and those two sure as hell don't. you..."

his grip on you tightens as strands of his hair falls over your eyes

he takes a shaky breath in

sage: "you're the first thing to mean everything to me. so please, forgive me. i'll do whatever it takes to make up for this."

he's crying and you are as you wrap your arms around his torso

y/n: "please don't talk about that anymore..."

sage: "i promise."

y/n: "okay,,, i'm really sorry about everything i said. i know you were worried about the others and that you're better than your pride. but i... i still think they made the right decision."

he takes a moment before brushing fingers on the back of your neck as a reassuring act

sage: "i understand. they probably did, i have no idea what was going on, i was freaking knocked out."

you asked if he was okay and he responds with tilting his head so his cheek is facing you

sage: "kiss it better?"

of course, you obliged

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elysianbohemian · 2 years ago

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I just want to go into Felix's study, lay on the couch with a thousand blankets and pillows and watch him read his books (that he absolutely will not tell me what they're about) and he'll sip tea while Stella nips and tears holes into one of Felix's socks behind the couch that he'll eventually will just have to forfeit to Stella,,, the air is warm and comforting from those scented candles he bought that one time in the market in Porrima on a whim and he'll have left an extra cup of tea he's brewed just for me,,,, is this too much to ask for?? am I not deserving of such beauty or am I not worthy of having an evening like this???

#last legacy #rime solano varela #sage lesath #anisa anka #Felix iskander escellun #last legacy sage #felix last legacy #anisa last legacy #felix escellun #fictif #felix iskander escellun x reader

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poisonouswritings · 3 years ago

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M3 with mc who is basically the modern Bob Ross. They are so talented and so wholesome like him

Since they arrived in Astraea they've been doing nothing but drawing every single thing they saw (a small flower on the side of road, a bird nest on a nearby tree , a butterfly landed on their finger...etc)

But recently they've been staring a lot at their Lis while they are drawing with this dreamy look on their face

So one day M3 are looking for mc in their room to find their sketch book on their bed and ofc they are curious about what's inside to find very detailed sketches of them of moments they've been with mc

Mc enters the room to find Lis shocked with their sketch book in their hands

Mc just simply chuckles and then they say " I wanted to capture my favorite moment with you but then I realized that I can't pick one because every moment I've spent with you is my favorite" with the brightest smile on their face

Oooh this is a cute one!

GN!Reader, fluff

Felix Escellun

Okay so let me start out by saying that The Goth With A Sunshine Partner is one of my favorite ship dynamics

Anyways!!

I think Felix actually does some sketching himself in his study notes and field journals. He's not the best at it but he can get by.

I think he appreciates your sunny disposition, even when he doesn't express it quite as enthusiastically.

I think his cynicism is a really nice counter to your wholesome disposition

You're late for your magic lesson so Felix decides to go find you. He goes to your door and knock-knock-knocks. You don't answer. So,, he walks inside, prepared to give you a lecture on overdoing your naps (right before crawling into bed with you to snooze). You still aren't there but you know what is?? Your sketchbook. The one you never let him see.

... Let's be real. It's Felix. He's a nosy little shit (affectionate) and when he Wants Answers, He Gets Them. So he opens your book.

The first two dozen or so pages are of Mournfall, Porrima, Blackthorn Hall, etc. The places you guys have been to. But then,, he turns the next page,, and is met with a cute portrait of Felix taking up the whole damn page

He flips through the pages. Takes a seat at your desk, slowly going in circles on the chair. It's pages and pages of him, with his shaggy hair and the button nose and the pout. Some of the sketches are cartoonish and sweet and silly, others are more realistic and detailed (gods the way you make his eyes shine with just some lead and charcoal smudges), and still others are stylized. In some of them he's reading, some of them he's casting spells, some of them he's playing with Stella, some of them he's sleeping and snoring, some of them he's just,, smiling.

You walk into the room ten minutes later to see Felix still spinning in your desk chair, studying each picture intently. He doesn't seem to hear you walking over so you just,,, creep up behind him and catch the chair mid-spin. He yelps and tries to hop to his feet but he's dizzy from swirling around the proverbial drain and you have to catch him to keep him from face planting.

Once you help him sit down on the bed, he shows you the page he's on. His cheeks are flushed and the tops of his ears are red and he's shrinking into his shirt a little.

You hug him tight and smooch the top of his head and tell him that he's just too cute not to sketch. And you draw when you're happy, and you're always happy with him :3

Felix makes a tiny little strangled noise and hides his face in your shoulder because whyyyy do you have to be so impossibly adorable??

Anisa Anka

Your affection and love is the absolute best at cheering her up when she's had a hard day at work

Anisa Cannot Draw to save her life. Sorry. Maybe she can do stick figures.

Tonight you're out with Saaros at a new cafe that just opened up. Anisa is supposed to meet you there after work. As she's changing out of her armor and back into the usual, she notices a familiar book on the bed.

Huh. You normally never let your sketchbook out of your sight. You must have forgotten it when you were getting ready to go out. Anisa picks it up, holding it against her chest to make sure she doesn't misplace it.

... Y'know she has a few minutes before she's gotta run... maybe she can... just... take a little peek...

Two minutes later she's sitting cross-legged on the floor (her armor is on the bed) flipping through the pages. Sketches of the forest you guys camped through, the castle, the Sunstone emblem, flowers and trees and stalls from the marketplace. And Anisa.

Lots and lots of Anisa.

Soft Annie, warm Annie, little ball of fur, happy Annie, sleepy Annie, purr purr purr

No but seriously there’s sketches of Anisa looking soft and vulnerable and happy, bundled up in blankets, with cat ears and a tail, all excited and laughing, sleeping and cuddling a teddy bear, and just all around... looking lovely. And with each little picture there’s a little blurb of words - poetry or song lyrics, she can’t tell.

Anisa doesn’t even know she’s crying until the tears hit the page.

With a new spring in her step she hops up to her feet, adjusts her bow in her air, and shoots out the door. Then has to come back to actually close it and lock up. Then has to come back again to grab the sketchbook. Then has to come back again to put on her other boot.

She’s such a nerd god I love her

When she finally catches up with you and Saaros, you’re sketching on a napkin. Once you pick up the pencil to move to a different section she tackles you from behind, throwing her arms around your chest and squeezing you fiercely.

You laugh a little, surprised at the suddenness of her sneak attack. She finally returns your book while nuzzling her face into the crook of your neck.

Saaros rolls their eyes and points out that such an embarrassing display of affection would absolutely get you thrown out of Rivath. But you and Annie are too busy cuddling to bother with a response.

Once you’ve both calmed down a bit, you finally get her to sit down and have some dinner while you show her your newest doodle on the napkin.

Sage Lesath

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again; I Headcanon That Sage Is A Cat And Therefore Goes Into Your Room A Lot Because It Smells Like You And It Calms Him Down

He thinks you’re absolutely adorable when you’re all cheerful and upbeat and trying to keep everyone positive. Especially when he tries to flirt his way out of talking about his insecurities and you really softly hold his hands and kiss his forehead and assure him that it’s okay if he doesn’t want to talk but you’ll be here regardless

Smother This Man In Affection Damnit!!!!!!!

Anyways

It’s been a rough day for him. Felix and Anisa had dragged you to some Magic Museum earlier so Sage hasn’t gotten to see you at all. Much as he doesn’t want to admit it to himself, he misses you something fierce.

So he’d gone to the tavern to get his mind off things. Had a little ale and a greasy sandwich and played some darts. Got hit on, turned them down, and nearly got into a fight over it. Not to sound narcissistic but Sage knows he looks good, and normally he’s pretty proud of it. But not on nights like tonight. In these times all he wants to do is burrow under the covers and never let anyone face him again.

He’s sulking. Normally you talk him out of it but tonight he’s free to mope as much as he wants. So he trudges into your room and flops down face-first onto the bed, burying his face in the pillows. Maybe he can just sleep until you get back. Everything seems a lot brighter, a lot less difficult to deal with when you’re there.

He might be able to fall asleep if there wasn’t this uncomfortable lump under his stomach. He tries to ignore it at first but it isn’t happening so he finally shifts to the side enough to wrench the damn thing out from under him. Oh. It’s your sketchbook. A soft grin comes to his face as he rolls onto his side. He wedges your pillow between his shoulder and his cheek and opens up the book. You’re always so busy with your sketches and your doodles but you never let him see what you’re doing.

The first drawing is of the view he showed you back in Mournfall, of the town and the lake at night. He remembers that jaunt up the bookcase corridor, the little room, the way your eyes glowed when you looked out at the view.

gods he’s so in love with you

There’s some of the ships in the port, the marketplace, the forge, the beach

And Sage. Lots and lots of Sage. And in lots and lots of them he look,, happy. Genuinely, innocently happy, laughing or smiling or staring off into the distance or talking with the others. Most of them have little hearts around them. It puts something warm and tingly in his chest when he sees himself the way you see him.

It’s a good half hour later when you get back to your room. Sage is rolled into a burrito with your blanket, still studying the pictures. His ears twitch when you come in but he doesn’t look up. You kick off your shoes and pull off your jacket and outer clothes, changing into pajamas. Normally Sage likes to flirt with you, but this time he doesn’t even seem to notice. Once you’re all comfy you crawl into bed beside him, tugging on the blankets enough to squeeze in beside him.

Once you’re in he wraps an arm around you, squeezing you fiercely. He nuzzles the crook of your neck and winds his tail around your leg. Initially you expect him to be as horny as usual - offering up himself as a nude model or something - but he just purrs and kisses your shoulder.

Poor kitty cat must have had a bad day. You kiss the top of his head. He asks - softly, so soft you hardly even hear him - why it is you’re drawing him so much. You smile and say you always draw what makes you happy.

He doesn’t say anything. But you swear you feel tears on your shoulder.

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siinoda · 3 years ago

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I just got done with the Bath Scene in Felix’s route of Last Legacy so here’s a little NSFW drabble for you horny bitches.

Don’y worry, I’m bitches. I honestly didn’t think initially think I’d like him this much but I’m smitten. Please enjoy!

Contains: Handjob, bottom Felix, marks, horny necromancer bathes with non gender specific partner and it gets frisky based on paid option in game.

The bath is warm as I sink in behind Felix, melting the tension in my muscles as I settled in with my legs on either side of Felix’s hips. I watch him swallow as my hands move delicately over his back.

“What are you doing?” He asked, his voice quiet as if to avoid disturbing the patter of the rain outside. I smile as I spread the soap I’d stolen from the side of the tub down his skin.

“I’m washing your back.” I say just as soft, just as unwilling to break the comfortable air of the room. I hear Felix hum softly as he faces ahead, melting back into my hands as they work over his shoulders.

“I never knew you were so good with your hands” his voice carries over the dull bit of thunder outside. I press my fingers gently into the knots of his back, eyes flicking up to his face at the reward of a sharp breath from Felix.

“Remind me later and I’ll give you a real massage.” I tell him simply as I rinse off his back with slow movements, smirking at how Felix shivers at the promise to be this close again at a future date. My arms slip around his waist as he seems to naturally lay into me, his back pressed against my chest with my chin on his shoulder. Felix has never looked so relaxed, so utterly calm like he does now in the cover of the dark, surrounded by me and the comforting heat of the water. I can’t help myself as I dip down to kiss a mole at his jaw, watching his adams apple bob a moment before he stills again. I press another gentle kiss down his jaw to his neck, listening to his breath hitch as my lips move in a slow lazy drawl along his skin. I move my hands along his body, up his chest as it rose with a small gasp, his hand reaching to catch my other one as it trailed over his hip.

"Are you okay?” I ask quietly, bold as I close my teeth in a gentle bite on the part of his throat that meets his shoulder, holding him tighter at the breath of a moan that slips from his lips.

“Yes” He gasps, loosening his hold on the grip around my wrist, lifting his hips slightly in encouragement. I smile as his head tips back against my shoulder to give me more room and access to his neck, leaning down to sucking a dark mark into his shoulder instead as my hand explores further under the water. I follow the dips of Felix’s hip to his cock, hard and twitching at the slightest promise of touch. He lets out this breath I hadn’t realized he was holding when my hand slips around him, a gentle squeeze enough to have him clutching my arm for some kind of stability.

I had been busy leaving a constellation of bites and marks along his shoulder back up his neck, but feeling a whimper in his throat under my tongue had me carefully turning his head by his chin with the hand resting on his chest to kiss me. I swallowed the noise he let out greedily, careful not to hold him by his throat, but cupping his cheek to keep him close so I could taste how much he was truly enjoying this.

“Please...” Its pitifully gasped against my lips, breathless like I had stolen every bit of air from his lungs. It’s enough to spark my hand to move over him in slow strokes, giving him exactly what he asked for. Every time my hand squeezes over the head of his cock his voice hitches in those little moans he’s giving me. He’s writhing in my arms, clutching me tighter with each slow drag of my hand over his shaft. I twist my wrist as my hand closes around the head of his cock and I swear I feel him trembling pressed against my chest. He’s fighting to stay quiet, I can see the restraint in how the little veins in his neck stand up. He can’t hold back his needy moan when he feels my teeth over his pulse, my hand starting to move quicker as if to reward him for being so vocal for me.

“You’re so beautiful...do you know that, Felix?” I murmur huskily into his skin, Felix whining at the way his name sounds in my voice. Its music to my ears, and all I want is to give him everything he ever asked for. “So smart, brave, charming...you’re incredible.” I praise against his ear, feeling his hips jump to meet each stroke of my hand. He moaned my name through desperate pants, pleading in quiet little bursts as he pulsed in my hand

“Pleasepleasepleaseplease” He’s so close, head thrown back on my shoulder again as he finally lets go as my lips touch just below his ear on the nape of his neck. I coo softly, stroking him through his orgasm gently while he trembles and moans in my lap. His eyes had rolled back at the feeling, and I watch them flutter closed as he slowly comes down and sags against me once more. His breath is coming out in these little pants as I move my hand slowly back up his hip, just hugging him close. His shoulders and face is red, but he’s got a little smile on his lips that’s refreshing to see after everything thats happened. He cleared his throat slightly, tipping his head to meet my eye.

“...thank you. Though I hope you know...this wasn’t my plan when I asked you to bathe with me.” He said finally, earning a snicker from me.

“Are you saying you’d rather I hadn’t done it?” I ask him, smiling at the way his eyes widen

“N-no! That’s not what I meant!” He yelped, sitting up quickly to whirl and look at me, face red from embarrassment “I-- You know what I meant! I liked it, I really liked it.” My smile hasn’t faltered in his outburst, Felix seeming to consider for a moment “I could...show you how much I liked it” He offered, draping himself over my chest carefully, his eyes just as needy as they were a few minutes ago.

“I’d like that...but maybe back in the bed.” I whisper back to him, cupping his cheeks to kiss him deeply again.

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uchiha-7thsingularity · 2 years ago

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Confrontational Mementos

This is my first time posting for last legacy. I wanted to work on my writing and give to the fandom some Felix content. A little bit of angst, fluff, and anxiety mentioned. This presents a little background story of Mc having a past with Felix as well but I tried to keep it genderneutral.

Do I like him?

Can we share a single moment?

…...What about home….?

…….!!

A welted white rose dangles from my left hand, as I bite the tip of my thumb with my fanged teeth. The breeze whips strands of baby hair into my frigid complexion to match the icy situation. Laid out across the bench outside Blackthorns' botanical garden I swallow an outcry to stop my overthinking.

Overall, I can't help but repeat the memories of him flashing within my vision like a firefly swarming in the garden air from when we use to catch them as clueless kids. His shy smile tells a thousand unsaid words. Greyish glares of exhaustion never remain, rather morph into a mischievous smirk as we start to utter anything on the tip of our tongues. Nimble hands with a motive that forever scrambles to prove a point during our magic lessons.

I could keep going or stop and ignore the truth in front of myself. Selfless as I am most times; I exhibit the smile and bright openings, different personalities I've made for myself over the years to express the real me to others all wrapped up in one broken body. Sarcastic, reckless, comedic, hateful, caring, or ….. Oh, so kind. Shortly, I straighten up on the bench a little light-headed. "Which side of myself did he idolize most?", tears stream down my face curving my throat only to soak the gravel beneath the sole of my feet. Darkness sweeps shards of my blackened heart within this shattered body of mine.

(Can't breathe!)... (Breath!)......

….(Someone, anyone, ...Please, do not leave me again!!)

With a final gasp of air, I fall to my knees letting gravity tug a hopeless soul, to let mother nature do her bidding. Nothing seems to transpire with my head inches above the ground up til a steady alluring voice comes from behind me with heavy footsteps toward my washed figure. "Mc! Did you hurt yourself?! Did something happen? Can you stand on your feet?", Felix says with utter panic and frustration. He gently rubs my shoulders as his confused scrunched-up face peers at my teared soaked face. I can't help but push him off and avoid eye contact. The feel of his stare is too much as I try to regain a subtle composure and dignity. Then, I turn with a smile to mask the anxiety ready to burst. No matter the precautions I put up to push everyone away to not be a burden. Somehow, he is the one and only to collapse the walls I barricaded my true self brick by brick.

"Sorry. Just needed air for a minute. I'm fine now, let's go back inside and catch up with Florian, Scylla, Sage, and Anisa." With a spring in my step, I wipe the tears to make my statement true. This fuels the tears gushing in the back of my eyelids. Every step I take back to the mansion is hefty until my wrist is yanked back.

"Why can't you trust me with the truth?", he looks at me with such intensity I blank for a response.

All I can think to do is bite my tongue to assure him like everyone I even remember that I am fine. (Stop lying and tell him the truth…!)

The necromancer's face washes with desperation hence he speaks, "Is it about anything I have said to you before? Did anyone threaten you, again? His face burns when he sputters his next set of questions. I-Is it….t-that you have fell ill or homesick? If so, I can assemble a gift basket with the necessary healing acquirements … I just need to get you inside to rest your body." My eyes grow wide to stare at this man's red-tinted blush spread across his freckled skin.

……."What! I snort. "That is NOT the problem but thank you for the concern.", I assure him while whacking him across the shoulder. He stammers back withdrawn to a shocked look morphing into pure confusion. Slowly I regain my calmed voice, "Every time I think we are ready to fix this fucked up nightmare."

"Life knocks us down.

Enemies strike from all directions.

Trails lead to heartbreak."

"At the end of the day…..going back to my world leads to being alone again....for me at least. Not entirely alone. The moral of the story, a world without the star sworn or Stella is a tragedy. Then knowing that there is a chance YOU will go back to not existing in my world breaks my heart more than you can know."I sniffle. "And you know everything!" After the reality of those words sinks for a bit as I sob uncontrollably into my sleeve. Usually, crying in public is a BIG no for me. (It hurts! My heart is withering to coal, to ash, to nothing.) Never have I felt so alone in a world I remember is digital but makes me feel like I'm living for once in my lonesome life. Going back to earth would mean I can't go on wild adventures with someone who could be my possible soulmate. Not even to be able to pet Stella or cry into her fur when I am hopelessly in love with a thoughtful, generous, and lovable soul.

Therefore, my sobs lead to me wiping my nose with my sleeves. "We have been through stuff. I get that much, *cough*, except I am so tired of wearing a stupid mask.", I speak shortly to maintain the whimpers. "This year was unexpected for me and a burden to you and everyone around me. You were right the first time I should have departed to find a way out but I didn't want to leave you behind. Not out of pity rather I've been left behind all my existence and it never gets less painful. I was wrong Felix to promise I would never leave you; except, to be honest, I'm a living mess. Which means you were all wrong to put your faith in me when you guys say I'm perfect. I am the opposite of PERFECT. Every time anyone thinks they see me for me it just leads toward breaking my spirit. Go ahead, enjoy the victorious self-righteous you spew daily about being the master debater." He stays tight-lipped to leave the echo of my words to stain the damped air. (Another person who will leave me.)

With a roll of my eyes, I turn to leave him to go fix my blotchy face. "Mc!" I can hear his footsteps behind me, but neither his voice nor his running keeps me at bay. The echo of our hurried steps bounces off the walls of the Blackthorn foyer to leave nothing but silence after.

Then he shouts the one thing I never expected to hear leave his lips, "We made a vow together, barista. I send you back home and you stay by my side till then. And… I would be condemned to hell if I let anyone make us break our vow; even ourselves. Please! His thin cool fingers snatch my wrist once more to turn me toward him." What you said out there just now is valid and will never be silenced. I indeed made you promise to stay by my side even if you had the choice to leave." I click my tongue.

He continues nonetheless. "You have a choice!" He looks at me as if I will slap him on the back again. You came into my life that I needed you most to learn to live again on my terms and no one else. Every feeling, thought, or action that led us together is what makes us change for the better. I'm glad you told me who you are. Now and forever will work together to unmask each others true selves and make those our secret expeditions. I lean into his figure to feel his embrace full of love and affection pouring from him with tears staining his coat.

(He looks like the boy I first discovered all those years we had met. Yet, only I remember those memories.) He's rubbing circles on my back as he whispers into my ear, "After everything we encountered you're keen to push me away as I did to everyone in the last five years before I met you!"

"That's a common thing we share!", I giggle along with Felix. "You, my good sir, stand tall because you know who you are already. Each day you show me and anyone that you're capable with or without your magic. Not ONCE did you ever waver!" I heave a breath to regain my composure. Without thought, I blurt, "How come we have to suffer? While we forfeit all we had to only be … lonely." Teardrops splatter onto his shoulder with my myriad failed attempts to stop them. Yet, his grip only tightens around me as I bury my face in the crook of his neck. His scent is intoxicating with raindrops and pomegranate wafting my nostrils.

Suddenly, he pats my head softly. "The reason I didn't see your pain was because I chose not to see the vulnerable side of you." Felix keeps holding me as I try to wiggle out to not get snot on his trimmed black coat. "Then I reckon you just leave me now", I sniffle into his freckled neck. He pushes me back to look at me fully. All I can do is look into his greyish pupils with such pain and love.

"Barista, sorry isn't enough to fix what I sowed." He wavers. "In other words, no matter the consequences and losses we face in the future I Love you more than Life and Death itself." We both stare at each other in the most awkward atmosphere we have ever been in. "Y-you don't have to… say it back...I-I, he bites his pale bottom lip to shut himself up rather looking like a tomato.

Wiping my tear-streaked face I wrap him in a tight hug. In a heartbeat of a second I whisper, I love you too, my emo prince!" At that moment we pull apart to peer at each other with no one to stop two broken souls with broken hearts sewn together. We both lean into each other with gentleness to only drown in passion. The memory of his soft lips on mine felt like the renewal of two souls shifting into one. He tasted of sugar cubes with a hint of Jasmine. Each word said before was washed away by pleasure and pain mixed in passionate rhythm. My hands grasp his purple/brown sloppy hair as he wraps an arm around my waist to pull me into him. His tongue flicked across my teeth teasing me in his feverish attempt. Tugging his hair, he groans for a second to proceed to massage my waist with his palms. The kiss soaked a wave of excitement over us in one fell swoop.

Soon we pull apart flushed to be left with the option of bumping foreheads. Then, as if he read my mind like the tarots, we both grumble, "We should have more confrontations often". Laughter is only heard for the rest of the day in Blackthorne, as some would say, as two star-crossed lovers reflected on that hallowed day.

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violetarks · 4 years ago

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How They Fall Asleep Next To You

Games: The Arcana / Fictif

Characters: Asra Alzanar, Julian Devorak, Felix Iskander Eskellun, Sage Lesath

Asra Alnazar:

Falls asleep rather quickly as soon as they lay down beside you

As in you'll be laying down with a spellbook you've read hundreds of times bc of asra

And they'll walk in and throw their bag onto the desk and stalk over to you, yawning slightly as faust slithers out of their vest and onto her little bed by the window

You look up "hey asra, youre home early this time"

They flop onto the bed and sling an arm around your waist, digging their head into your neck and heaving their chest to be partially over yours

"mhmm" they hum, already closing their eyes as you smile and run your fingers through his hair whilst he dozes off

Bc of all the magic they use on the daily, asra passes out as soon as they begin to relax

Most definitely likes laying on top of you, either fully or just beside you with their shoulder over your chest

They likes your smell a lot, which is why they get so giddy when you accept their offer to wear his scarf

But anyway, they're pretty quiet with soft snores here and there, and their fluffy hair is so cute

You always play with it so they can fall asleep faster

They have messy hair, always bedhair and you love it

They're a huge cuddler and will literally weigh you down so you can't not cuddle them back

One time you unlatched their arm from yourself to use the bathroom, and came back to a very grumpy and pouty asra on the bed

You promised to wake them up next time

And they accepted your apology with a few kisses

Speaking of kisses,,, they always likes having you kiss the top of their head

They smile to themselves and hugs you tighter

Not to mention the fact that when they wake up, they're lifting themselves to hover over you and they plant kisses all over your face to wake you up

Angel :((((

"Asra?" I call, looking up from the clothes I was putting back into the drawers. I thought I heard the store door shut, and I already flipped the sign to show we were closed. "Asra, are you home already?"

All I got in return was a yawn and the familiar hissing going up the stairs.

I pop my head out from the bedroom corner to see Faust sitting at the third top step. She turns to me, flicking her tongue before I kneel down and hold my hand out to her. As the snake slithers up my arm, I hear footsteps coming my way.

"Ah, you're already home, Y/N." Asra smiled lazily, eyes falling upon me as they walked up the stairs, "It's a beautiful sight to see you again." Asra leans down and kisses my cheek softly.

I blink, walking back into the bedroom and watching them place their bag on the hook. "Wow, you're home... awfully early. Nadia said you wouldn't be back for another week or so." I spoke, kneeling on the bed to place Faust on her bed by the window, "Did your trip get cut short? Or did you need to grab some things before heading off again?"

"Y/N." Asra spoke, a little sleepiness hidden in their voice.

I turned around, sitting down on the mattress as I face Them. "Yes?" I hum lightly.

Asra wraps their arms around me, pulling me down with them onto the bed. I huff, feeling them make themselves comfy on my chest as they entangle our legs, arm around me like a chain, "Are you okay, Asra?"

They only hum back to me, eyelashes tickling my collar as they tighten their hold on me, "I'm very tired..."

I sighed, brushing my fingers through their hair, "You said it yourself that magic is taxing on a magician. You push yourself passed your limits constantly."

They breathes out, smiling against my skin at what I said, "If I didn't, then I wouldn't be here with you, Y/N."

I press a kiss to the side of their head, inhaling their scent of the city. "Go to sleep, Asra." I whispered, already hearing them dozing off on top of me.

I hold them against me, making sure to get all the tangles out of their hair.

Asra always looked so peacsful when they slept. You would've never guessed that they spent days perfecting spells and protecting their loved ones with their own life. I warn them to take it easy, but Asra only smiles and tells me that I'd do the same thing.

At least in times like this, Asra can relax and not have to worry about me.

Julian Devorak:

Pshh this bitch doesnt sleep

Well, he doesnt have a good sleeping schedule

Its all over the place frfr

You have to force him to come to bed all the time, or else he'll either sneak in during the way too early morning, or he'll pass out at his desk

Multiple times you've had to trick him into getting a few hours of sleep

But if at some rare time he does fall asleep beside you, he is most definitely going to lay on his back

You cuddle into his side and wrap your arm around his waist to pull him closer

Julian probably sleeps with his shirt half done so he gets cold sometimes and nuzzles into your warmth

He once woke up before the sun was fully up, and he just stared at you as the orange hues hit your cheeks

There's a mirror to the side of your bed, so he gets the perfect view of your face

He always smiles uncontrollably bc of how close you two are, and his face blushes red bc he cant believe you stick with him

Sometimes he tosses and turns

If it wakes you up, you'll sit in bed and have Julian lay his head on your lap as you soothe his nerves

He's usually still asleep at that point as well

Once he's okay, you slip back into bed and resume your position

No matter what, he always gets his goodnight kiss in

Like he'll hear you bid everyone 'goodnight' and then race over to you

He'll gently kiss you and wish you a goodnight as well before getting back to work

What's sweet about that is the fact that at the start, you'd be the one giving him kisses and now he makes it his sworn duty to kiss you before your slumber

Youre always sleeping before him anyway so he spends that time just whispering about dumb shit

If at some point you wake up during it, he's laughing nervously, saying he was rehearsing a script he had once performed

I yawned, fixing my shirt that I planned on sleeping in as I walked out of the bathroom. It was already so late at night and Julian and I had spent all day using our professions to its finest. Blinking, I stare at the mattress before noticing how empty it was.

Groaning, I walk down the stairs to the large study/library we had.

The door swings open slowly, my hand wiping my eyes to adjust to the bright room. Just as I thought, on the far end at the desk is Julian, spreading the sheets of papers across the wood and running fingers up his neck. He's still working.

"Julian." I speak, walking over to him and wrapping my arms around his waist from behind, leaning my head on his shoulder, "Come on, it's so late. Aren't you tired?"

Julian chuckles, kissing the side of my head, "Not at all, my dear. But perhaps you should, uh, head to bed now, I know how tired you get from all the magic... stuff."

I sigh, running fingers up and down his shirt, "I'm only heading to bed if you are, Julian. You need the rest too..." My eyes were closing and I could feel myself drifting off to sleep already.

But Julian laughs again, hauling me towards the bedroom after cleaning up.

He changes as I make myself comfortable in my bed, bunching up the blankets to encase in my arms as I wait for him. My eyes feel droopy and I'm drifting again. Until Julian emerges from the bathroom and slips in beside me, kissing my forehead and taking the spot of the bunched up blankets in my arms. He lays on his back, wrapped around around me while I reach across him and hold him snug against me.

"Thank you." I mumble out, entangling my legs with Julian's as my cheek squishes against his side.

"I should be saying that, my love." Julian chuckles, rumbling his chest a bit. He runs his fingers up and down my back slowly. "You always take such great care of me. It's a wonder why you haven't asked to be paid yet."

I smile softly, flicking the loose end of his shirt from my face. Julian presses another kiss to my forehead, mumbling something about being adorable when I'm tired, and how he loves it when he can lay here beside me.

I give one last yawn before I finally fall into slumber, but not without hearing Julian mumble out one 'I love you' before it.

Felix Iskander Eskellun:

Cannon that he is a night owl

But sometimes he likes to 'pretend sleep' next to you

Like you'll announce to the trio that youre heading to bed now and you'll go around to felix to kiss him 'goodnight' and he'll watch you go thinking "i want to work but i also want to follow y/n"

Sage and anisa got kinda suspicious when they suddenly see felix cleaning up his section at the desk hastily

Anisa: "are you doing alright, felix?"

Felix: "of course, i'm just turning in for the evening"

Sage, looking around to remember you arent here: "oh ;)) just 'turning in' huh ;)) well get going, don't want to stop the two of you ;))"

Felix, squinting: "i hope you know how much i loathe remembering that you have the ability to talk"

Sage: "haha yeah whatever short-ass"

You're pulling your shirt over your head when felix walks in with an annoyed expression

And he sees you and goes red, stopping his movements "a—oh, i... pardon me, i—i should've knocked, my apologies, i didn't mean to—"

"im covered felix, it's fine" you say as you scoot into your bed

Felix is little spoon :)))

It's canon already

He likes feeling your head nuzzled against his neck, and your arms tightly wrapped around his torso, as well as the soft kisses against his exposed kiss to lull him to sleep

Felix also secretly likes the quiet whispers of when you can't fall asleep and think he's out already

You draw little shapes and words on his stomach as you talk to yourself

You: "man i swear to god if sage brings another thot into my room thinking its a good place to do the do, i will end his whole career, no cap"

Felix, wide awake and staring at the wall: internally what is y/n talking about???

Lmao no joke, you whisper the sweetest things to him and it makes his heart race so fast

Kiss his neck if you wake up before him and get ready, he'll wake up and stare at the wall again

But most times you just talk about how cute you think felix is, and how you undeniably love him

And that gets felix flustered even more bc he can't show you that he's listening or else you'll stop talking

This one time you fell asleep after a while of talking about him, and he turned around slightly to lay on his back

You looked so calm and so beautiful that he just leaned forward and kissed you on your cheek and brushed the hair off your face

You cuddled more into him and mumbled an 'i love you, felix' and he freaked the fuck out

You were still asleep, so he turned back away and laced his hands through yours

"Thanks for everything, Anisa." I call, waving my hand at her as I walk over to Felix. He smiles softly at me before I lean towards him and kiss his lips gently, hand on his shoulder. "I'm gonna' go to sleep now."

Sage gasped out loudly, gesturing to himself, "Hey! I also helped! Why does Anisa get all the credit?" His tail wagged with annoyance as I walked towards the door with a shake of my head.

I mutter out, opening the door as I glance at him, "Because she didn't try to trade my life for a pouch of coins, Sage."

"I was gonna get you back anyway, Y/N." Sage spoke, crossed arms and turning away from me. I roll my eyes and shut the door, making my way to my bedroom.

It doesn't take long for me to get ready for sleeping, tugging on my pants and shirt over her chest. By now, Felix would be putting his things away and his books placed in the bookshelf. He learnt to take his time cleaning up after himself so he wouldn't walk in on me changing again. I didn't mind, but he sure as Hell did.

The door swings open as I put the clothes I would wear for tomorrow on the desk. Felix trudges in with a frown, placing his spellbook on the bedside table. I only grin at him and tease, "Why, don't you look chipper, Felix?"

He sits down on the bed, shrugging off his overcoat. "Sage's ability to irritate me to the bone is extravagantly worryful." He tells me, running fingers through his long hair. He puts the coat over the desk chair. "His carnal spews should've remained as thoughts."

I chuckle, walking towards him and slipping under the sheets beside him, "Oh? So you'd rather him think about us doing that stuff?"

He goes rigid, glancing at me over his shoulder. "That is not... what I meant." He grumbled out, moving his legs onto the bed after he takes off his shoes, "I swear, sometimes you and that blasphemous idiot share the same mind."

He faces away from me, back turned so I can wrap my arms around his waist. I make myself comfortable behind him, legs against his and my chest pushed against his back. Felix lets out a small sigh as I nuzzle into the back of his neck, kissing his skin lightly.

I muttered out quietly, "I have to wake up early tomorrow since I'm helping Anisa out in the town." I feel him shift in my arms, making my run my fingers up and down his shirt to calm him. "It'll be fine, Anisa will protect me like a hawk. And if it makes you feel any better, you can cast some protection spell over me before I leave."

Felix grumbles back, lacing his fingers through mine tightly, "I know, you'll be protected immensely. I just... Wouldn't it be better if I accompanied the both of you?" He brings our joined hands to his lips, breath fanning over them slightly. "I'm the reason you are currently here. It would be horrendous if you were to be hurt whilst staying here."

I kiss the back of his neck again, making him inhale sharply. "You put too much blame on yourself, Felix." I inform him, looking over his neck to stare at the wall like he was, "I'm sure Anisa will let you come along with us. If she says 'no', I'll give her the puppy eyes and pouty face. She won't be able to resist it."

Felix laughs lightly, making his back rumble, "Only when it's you. When Sage does it, he looks as if he desires to pass out."

I laugh back, moving closer to Felix, "I always knew you thought I was cute."

He freezes, and then digs his face into his hands. I can feel his cheeks burning slightly, makinge smile and kiss his shoulder again. He hums out, muffled by his palms, "You... You must've always knew that, Y/N..."

I stay quiet, saving the teasing for the next day. After a while, I hear him snore slightly, perhaps he's beginning to fall asleep. His fingers go loose around my hands, and I keep one in his lazy grasp and the other continues to draw shapes on his shirt.

"You're pretty cute too, Felix." I whisper out.

He shifts and huffs, "You can say the strangest of things, barista."

Of course he's still awake.

Sage Lesath:

Lol good luck trying to get him to bed

To sleep

Sage is one rowdy guy, so he's bound to be touchy when he lays down beside you

You're mostly tired bc of studying magic and not knowing how much energy is too much to use, and sage isn't really a great and focused teacher

So you're usually very tired at night before bed

You'll sit at your side of the table, flipping through felix's books and dozing off every once in a while, and sage would notice since he's sitting beside you and staring whilst you work

It takes anisa to ask you to head to bed since you're sleeping on your book, so sage just tosses you over his shoulder and takes you to the room

He jokes about sleeping with you and when you don't say anything, he pats your back and asks if you've fallen asleep

But when you slipped into bed and tugged on his hand for him to lean down and let you kiss his cheek, he exploded in a huge red mess

So he shut the door behind him and slipped in after you, settling behind you so he could wrap his arms around your torso

He definitely likes to have his head nuzzled in between your shoulders

His tail wraps around your thigh bc he wants you close

This is probably the first time the horny thoughts are gONe

Bc youre just so warm and snug up against him

Although, he loves it more when you turn around halfway through the night, so you can put your arms around his head and hug him to your chest

You scratch behind his ears when you do that and he fucking loves it

Sometimes when you stop,, and your hand slides off his head, he'll wake up and put your hand back onto the top of his head to just lay there

Thats the first thing you do when you wake up, scratch behind his ears

Sage really loves it

He litters kisses all along your neck and collarbone bc sometimes you shift in your sleep and those kisses lull you back

But if sage falls asleep first, he's definitely purring the first few minutes of his light sleeping

The first time you giggled about it, he woke up and grumbled something about hating how loud his purr was

You said it was cute

So he shut up

Sage snored pretty quietly, but sometimes he talks in his sleep

You'll hear him apologising to his sister or to felix and anisa

That's why you turn over to face him

Bc you kiss his face and try to calm him down without waking him up

After a while of that, sage will dig his head into your chest and hug you tighter around your waist, locking you in so you can't move much

If he wakes up during the time youre calming him down, he just keeps his eyes closed and appreciates the kisses

Bc youre taking care of what he needs and what he didnt know he wanted

He's a pretty light sleeper, which is why you try to be quiet afte he's fallen asleep

But if he's showing you that he's woken up and you're caught in the act of kissing him, he'll definitely tease you and say something like "oh? Can't keep your hands off of me, babe?" or idk

But he really appreciates that you like sleeping next go him

Now when you go to bed, you tug on his hand and nod to the door, as if to ask if he wants to come to bed as well

He always accepts

I feel a tug on my collar, shaking me awake from my small nap. My eyes open and I'm staring at the book in front of me, the one I was meant to be reading. The same page. Page seven.

Sage beside me chuckles lowly, his cheek leaning against his fist as he watches me wipe my eyes. His other hand holds my collar tightly, keeping me up in my seat. "You look cute when you're about to hit your head on the table." He says to me.

"Y/N, you can head to bed now." Anisa smiles at me, hand on her hips as she speaks out loud, "We should call this to an end anyway. Felix, get some sleep too. Properly this time."

Felix rolls his eyes and goes back to his book.

Sage pulls me up from my seat as I yawn, "Okay, thanks Anisa. I'll see you all in the morning." I tug on Sage's hand, glancing at him as his raises a brow and tilts his head to the side.

"Oh? You want me to come with you?" He speaks, smirking a little.

I deadpan, letting go of his hand and walking to the door, "I'm going to bed now. Goodnight Amisa, Felix. Bye, Sage." I don't spare him a glance but I know he's watching me.

I hear him laugh before following me out, shutting the door behind us.

He's already draped his arm over my shoulders by the time we're in the bedroom. He lets me go so I can change and finish getting ready to go to bed. He lets out his hair and brushes his fingers through it before shrugging off his coat. I hear him let out a long sigh as I begin to change clothes.

"You know, I'd hate to have this whole room just to study some random spellbook that Felix gives you." He groans as I pull off my top, grabbing the other on the dresser, "There are most definitely other things to use this room for."

That's when he sits up and wiggles his brows at me playfully, making me smile and roll my eyes. I hum back to him, "I'm going to sleep, Sage. And you should too, we have to get up early tomorrow and head back into town."

Sage pouts at me as I make my way over to him. He reaches out and grabs my hands, pulling me closer. "I'm not so tired right now, Y/N." He whines as I crawl into bed with him, "You could make me tired."

I chuckle, facing him as tugging him closer to me, "I know, Sage, I know. But I'm..." A yawn interrupts me as Sage's ear flicks at my cheek. "—tired. So let's just go to sleep."

Sage huffs back, already digging his face into my chest like he always did, "Hmm, fine... But I get a reward next time."

I wrap my arm around him and brush my fingers along the back of his head, the hair moving smoothly through the gaps in between them. "You always do, Sage." I whisper to him, kissing the top of his head as his ear flicks once I scratch behind them.

He purrs softly at first, his fingers brushing against my back. I smile, digging my nose into his soft hair. Sage would mention how much he despised his purr, but I wouldn't agree, only brushing behind his ears more. Right now, he's leaning more into me and engulfing his body into mine.

"Warm." He says, lips brushing against my skin.

He's snoring now, enough that I only smile and move my fingers against his scalp. His breath hits my collar just lightly, like he's finally relaxing and doesn't plan on getting up. His tail is already wrapped around my upper leg, not allowing me to move it off of his hip.

I'm completely and utterly stuck in his grasp.

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violetarks · 4 years ago

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hehe Fictif/Arcana request here... how they take you on dates? For Asra, Felix, Muriel, Sage? If u don't like that one, perhaps how good they are at comforting MC, or maybe some singing headcanons 🤷 I know I put a lot, so go ahead and disclude whatever and whomever you want :) unrelated, I love ur work ❤️ thanks for taking the time to create and post all that you do :)

The Kind Of Dates They Take You On

Game: The Arcana / Fictif

Characters: Asra Alnazar, Muriel, Felix Iskander Escellun, Sage Lesath

Asra Alnazar:

Bread dates

Getting your favourite kinds of bread, and then walking around vesuvia and looking at the best sights

Lmao no not really

They like to take you out on dates that you might have already gone on prior your 'memory haze'

A common place he takes you to is to a beach just outside of vesuvia that you both went to a few years back

They'll hand you the swimsuit you wore that day and you'd both go splash in the water a bit

Faust comes along and scares you sometimes by slithering around your ankles

The third time it happens, asra leaves faust to rest on the beach or just hanging around their neck

They love to remake the memories you two once had

Sometimes, you'll react the same ways you did that long time ago

Makes them smile :))

But they cry a little :((

Bc their love is witnessing all this magic for the first time

They try not to show you that they're crying bc the first time time that happened, they told you that you were there before

You ask about a bunch of things, just like how you did before

You: "asra!! Look at this crab!!"

Asra: "that's a pretty big crab"

You: "can we give it to muriel?"

Asra, voice cracking: "yes we can"

They loves how you're walking about to explore every new thing

Asra holds you hand a lot bc you like to drag them everywhere

One time, they took you to a cafe that sold the same kind of bread the two of you liked, however it just wasnt as good

When you told asra so, they smiled

Asra: "you're the same sweet person from all those years ago"

They don't really enjoy speaking about how you lost your memories

But at times they do see that you question if you have been here before

Like deja vu

So they just say that to put your mind at ease

Anyway

Holds your hand also bc they like how warm your one is

Kisses your hand when you do something cute

Which means they end up smooching it a lot

They likesto bring you places they have deemed safe enough to visit

Like this really cool old mine

You went exploring down there and found all these crystals that asra said you could take home

Asra couldnt say 'no' to your pretty face

You'll look so happy rediscovering all these things that they couldnt bare to tell you that you didnt have enough space at home for them

When you get home, you'll see the crystals there are the same ones at the crystals hanging by the door

After a long day of walking around and adventuring out there, they'll drag you to bed and doze off with you

Asra likes to just lay in bed and talk about your day and how much fun you had together

They usually fall asleep first, although they try hard to stay awake like you bc you have so much to talk about and youre still excited

You know they're asleep when they kiss your cheek and cuddles you closer :((

Muriel:

Stay at home dates are his thing

He doesnt like getting out a lot and would rather stay home with you bc you make him feel his best

He would clean up a bit before you come over, making sure Inanna is okay and well fed

When you come to his house, youre holding a picnic basket and a blanket

You: "i thought we could have lunch outside today"

Muriel: "... outside?"

You: "within the forest"

Muriel: "good idea"

You try to navigate around the forest, but get lost and say that you've already picked a spot by a stream

Muriel takes over and gets you there in no time

Holding hands so you don't get lost

Picnics are much more fun when you can run around the forest and do whatever

Although muriel has explored every inch of this forest, he likes to take you around to places you havent been yet and just show you how cool it all is

Loves how you watch him so intensely when he's showing you how to do something

Bc youve got this look thats so freaking cute that he cant handle it

Blushes and looks away and tries to distract you with something else lmao

Sometimes you make flower crowns with him and you always make some for his chickens which makes his heart squeeze

Most common phrases during dates are "stop that, it's dangerous" and "what are you doing?" bc youre that curious of the forest

You get lost easily in the forest, so he asked you to hold onto his overcoat so you dont leave him

Partially for your sake, other is that it's cute when you hold his hand or something

Will have a heart attack if you offer to bring him shopping with you

Like he really really doesnt wanna go, but he really really wants to spend time with you :((

Willing to go through all that anxiety so he can hang out with you some more

Hold his hand and guide him through

At his hut, you'll hang around the fireplace with inanna while you eat and just talk about whatever

He's such a good listener

Doesnt care if you rant for a bit about something thats bothering you, just likes the way your voice sounds

Teaches you how to do the things he does, like carving and such

The first thing you made was a very badly made bear holding a heart that had "i love you xx" on the front

Muriel blushed and said he'll help you work on it later

If you get hurt somehow, will immediately freak out and apologise like it was his fault

But no, you just cant hold a chisel properly lmao

Walking back to his hut with a bunch of flowers, cool twigs and carvings youve made

He likes to see everything youve bought back with you

you: "muriel do you think i can make a flower pot for this?"

muriel: "... yes."

you: "really???"

muriel: "... yes. I'll help you."

You kiss him and hold him to show it really isn't his fault that you get hurt

Looks forward to having you hug him a lot during your dates

Likes to end dates with a long cuddle session

Since he's puffed out and just wants to hold you for a while

He'll talk about what you could do on your next date, and then start talking about inanna and all that jazz

Domestic life for muriel :))

Felix Iskander Escellun:

He likes having lunch dates

Lunch or dinner, any is perfectly fine

Really, he likes anything that is calm and just... easy

Enjoys how relaxed it can be with you since you dont really need or want to go anywhere frequently

Felix likes having lunch with you bc thats usually when the other two are busy doing whatever the fuck they want

You tried doing breakfast together but sage interrupted

sage: "ooh? What do we have here?? a late night rendezvous?"

y/n: "it's like 9 in the morning, sage."

sage: "time doesnt exist when things like this do"

felix: "now would be a preferred time to call on annie, wouldnt it?"

sage: "ohohoho asking anisa to join us now? Wow, wouldnt have ever thought you were that confident—"

felix: "out."

Opted for eating with you instead of going out and going on adventures, mainly bc magic is draining and with him constantly using his powers, and you training everyday

You just both plop down on the sofa and give a long sigh before felix goes "has annie announced lunch yet?"

and you go "yeah, thirty minutes ago. wanna sneak down and grab a bite to eat?"

So one last mission before your date starts

Sneaking the food into the study

It was hard bc anisa was kind of strict on felix's messy study, so only tea or coffee was allowed inside

Its usually pretty easy, however once sage caught you two and exchanged this private information for some meat buns

Felix likes having coffee in the afternoon, but thus one is a little more sweeter than the ones he drinks at night or to wake up

It gets a little irritating since felix sometimes works when you two have your lunch sates, but he always seems to be distracted by you

How it works is that he'll start off the date with like 5 mins of working full on, to 12 minutes getting distracted by you and the way youre hugging him from your side on the couch beside him and how your trying to feed him grapes, then just 1 minute of you pulling his work away and telling him to relax

You two talk about random shit ngl

He rants about how dumb his father and sister are, how necromancy is so cool and all that jazz

You rant about how sage keeps asking you to brush his hair, how anisa likes seeing all your earthly devices and all that jazz

You two catch up if you arent together during the day

One time, felix legit nearly died trying to make it in time to your lunch date

felix, walking into the study with a basket of shortcakes while he's bleeding through his shirt: "good evening, lovely"

you: "feLIX?? YOURE DYING?? ARE YOU DYING??"

felix: "not precisely, however that is... very close to the truth"

Spend the day healing him before eating together and talking

He actually doesnt like sour things, and opts for sweet

You gave him a lemon candy and he made that face babies make when they eat them

You couldnt stop laughing as he downed his coffee

Hates when you tell him to put the blindfold on so he can guess the foods

Bc the first time you both did this, you gave him just straight up whipped cream with salt and some of that glowey bottle that felix told you was edible but tasted horrible

He held it in his mouth, took the blindfold off, glared at you, before leaving the room

He came back with flushed cheeks and an annoyed look

you: "..."

felix: "..."

you: "..."

felix: "... one of the guards found me and mistaken me for one of sage's late night choices, and asked if i was experiencing morning sickness"

Felix enjoys laying on top of you to relax

You'll be leaning against the armrest and playing with his hair, and his back is against your chest and holding a bowl of snacks

If you've got nothing to talk about, then felix suggests reading one of the novels in his library

So its the two of you laying like that eating fruit and whatever lunch and dinner was made, and reading some cheesy romance stories that has felix picturing the two of you in

You'll read the kissing scene and he's burying himself in his collar to hide his red face

You notice and pepper him with kisses and hugging him close

Although dates only last two or three hours, felix makes up for it by giving you a few kisses to last the day, and holding hands with you to your destination

Hes so red at this point

Hes trying to contain himself but at some point he cant stop smiling as he makes you laugh and tries to look away bc he doesnt want you to see

When you arrive, you kiss his forehead and dash off to whoever is leading you, and felix portals away so you dont catch him staring at you

If you and felix are heading together to a mission, then he wont stop holding your hand

Hopes you dont notice how he quickly wipes his hand if you ever switch holding them maybe to turn or something

Probably brought some pastries from lunch date before to snack on

Sage Lesath:

Places with some action

A bar (obviously) or some sort of rave

But that's a rarity once you two get to know each other a bit more

Dates then are just long strolls around the town, he likes linking his arm with yours

Cant exactly say what your dates are precisely, mainly bc he is unpredictable and the night just goes on with him finding whatver to do

As long as it looks entertaining, then he'll pull you along to go and do it

For example, saw a festival when you two were trying to find a place to eat

took you to said festival and just danced with you all night

Mans literally danced the night away with you no joke

He legit says he knows what he's doing and that he's planned everything out, and then forgets it and does whatever

Has ended up in a fight bc some random stranger was hitting on you while he was asking for directions

But with sage, there really is no plan

He just does whatever he thinks feels right

Like has taken a boat ride with you bc you mentioned how you missed the water

Forgot to book the boat

Stole one

Broke it

Used it as a lesson to teach you how to use portals

Really, sage hopes you dont mind how nothing really goes according to plan

He tries hard to keep on track but something always goes wrong so he just goes along with it

You dont mind actually

You like the flustered face he gives when something doesnt go his way

Or how he frantically waves his tail when he faces an inconvenience

You holding his hand and link arms to show that you are still there with him

Thats all he really wants in the end, for you to always be beside him no matter what

Sage hates crowds tho

Although he has a thing for lively dates and such, he doesnt like crowds

He might lose you >:((

He doesnt wanna :((

So in times like that, he either carries you or clutches onto your hand like its his lifeline or something lmao

Most dates end up with grabbing a quick dinner and roaming the place youve ended up in somehow

The view is always beautiful

You'll find a quiet place to rest and look over the town as you laugh about the adventure you two just went on

you: "i cant believe you flipped that guy's shirt"

sage: "hey, the bartender dared me!! what was i supposed to do??"

you: "... paY FOR THE DRINK??"

sage: "NO THATS BORING!!"

Sage really likes it when you two end up in a really cool area with light wind

That way the night breeze will wind you two down

And you get cold and ask sage to hug you

Even though sage never wears a shirt, he is warm as fuck

Always holds your back to his chest as you walk bc he thinks its cute how youre engulfed in his arms

Even if youre not short or small in anyway, he likes to just have you covered by his arms or jacket

Tries to give you his overcoat multiple times when it gets too cold and he has to start acting right for once

You decline so he opts for just constantly rubbing your arms to warm you up

If you sit down to rest, he wraps you both in his coat with you laying in between his legs

If something threatening ever crosses your path, then sage will try to fight his way out of it while you ease out the situation by talking and solving the problem

stranger: "whats your problem?"

sage: "whats my problem? whats YOUR problem??" *takes out sword* "YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH US, HUH?"

you, pushing sage behind you: "very sorry for crashing your daughter's third birthday, we will leave right away..."

This dude really likes fighting istg

man knows no calm

he is actually way more cautious during strolls and dates with you bc of the fact that there isnt really any schedule so you cant say what to do next

Although with you there, he tries not to do it often in case that dark side of him comes out

hates showing you that side of him

Loves it when you defuse the fight by talking or escaping with him

Its the rush that he loves too

Seeing you laugh at something he said or he did that makes him think that he really did something right

Wants nothing more than for you to be smiling and laughing all the time

Tries to find different ways to make you do so

Legit has a list of everything

You havent seen it yet actually

Felix has and he was both confused and concernced

felix: "y/n laughs when you bite their neck?"

sage: "lol yeh"

felix:"... how many times have they bled from you practicing this fact?"

sage: "... three times now"

Sage really likes that clichè, running hand in hand while you laugh and look over your shoulder to him

His heart is w e a k for that

Loves the way the moonlight hits your face so it glows a bit

Kisses in the rain are his speciality

Although he wont do it when its pouring hard

Only when its pattering or maybe just enoguh to grab an umbrella

Kissing in the rain makes his hair wet and his ears cold but you always help him later at home by brushing his hair and drying it for him

Although he gets cold, your lips warm him up easily

If he hears a song he knows you like, will pull you to a space clear of people and objects, amd will dance with you for sure

Is not a really good dancer, not really stiff but not really swaying

Holds both of your hands and you take turns in twirling each other

Has dropped you in trying to dip you

You hit the back of your head on the table and got a headache

He felt really bad so he held you for a while and kissed your head a lot

Practices dancing in his room for you, using pillows to "replace" you

Once he got the dip right, he tried it on you and was surprised that you fully trusted him

His heart achedddd

Anyway

He likes going to places where you can have fun but also not have to interact with a lot of people

Like carnivals and restaurants are fine, even like late night strolls around the household garden

Just likes to be semi alone with you

Enjoys seeing how interested you are in him

You always find a way to scratch his ears and play with his tail, althougfh it does catch him off guard a lot

He kisses you any chance he gets bc youre so cute to him

If you ever let go of his hand while he isnt lookong, he will turn around and just yank you back into his arms

He is really that scared of losing you

You tried going to the bathroom and he full on pulled you out of your chair

He just wants you near him constantly

You comfort him wherever he is

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violetarks · 3 years ago

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Hi hi hi hi hi hi Violet!!!! REQUESTING A FELIX SOULMATER AU!!!! But only when you're able to write it :)

Skin

Game: Fictif

Character: Felix Iskander Escellun

Summary: A mark suddenly appears on Felix's shoulder. He has no idea what it is, and goes to find the others to try and help. Suddenly, he finds out that Y/N has the same exact mark. Were they being targeted?

A/N: afab! reader, she/her pronouns

"Felix?" Sage called out, halting on putting the bandages over the said man's wounds from a recent battle. He pulled his hands away from him. "What's that on your shoulder?"

The guy blinked, suddenly curious about what Sage had to say. Not that he had any to begin with. "Excuse me?" He called out, clutching the jacket and shirt hanging off of his shoulder. He felt his skin turn cold. "What on earth are you speaking about, Sage?"

He and Sage had returned to the castle after a failed attempt at a scope out, where Felix failed to think quick on his feet in the right amount of time. This made the guard suspicious and Sage opted for just knocking the person out. Long story short, Felix got slashed in the back while Sage said he would watch it for him in the fight.

A finger poked into his skin, making Felix jump in his spot. He shied away, glaring at Sage to stop. "What do you think you're doing?" He grumbles out.

"Right there. A paint mark, maybe?" The catboy tells him, staring at the mark himself. It was strange that Felix hadn't noticed it sooner. And Felix found it even stranger at Sage's assumption that the boy painted. "I don't know whether you're messing around with some black magic and it's working on you, or you're just... super crazy, but something is going on back here and it ain't me." He chuckles at his own joke.

Felix scowled in distaste at Sage's implication, hopping off of the table and walking to the mirror himself. He mumbles something about Sage never being fully helpful. He pushed his shirt further, finally seeing just what Sage was talking about.

A grey... blotch on his skin, that definitely was not there before.

It was on the back of his shoulder and rode up the side of his neck, not noticeable with his overcoat collar but definitely now with only his white shirt.

"What in the Heavens...?" He mumbles to himself as he takes a longer look. He concentrated on the patch, but nothing comes to mind as to why it was there.

Sage crosses his arms, leaning back against the bench. "Have you always had that ugly birth mark?" He asked, getting a shake of a head in return, "Well, damn. Anisa will be back soon and Y/N is in her room, so they can figure it out."

However, Sage gave a nonchalant shrug of his shoulder, lifting himself off the bench. He stated, "I got work to do, so I'll take my leave if you don't mind."

"And where do you think you are heading off to now?" Felix questions, raising his brow with concern. What could he have possibly planned to be right after this mission?

"Another bounty, wouldn't you know?" Sage smiles widely, kicked the door openly lightly. Last time he busted down the door, Anisa gave him a hard hitting. "Apparently, the highest one I know is in town this afternoon. Tell Y/N that I'll be expecting her in an hour." He leaves after sending Felix his signature smirk, making the boy roll his eyes.

He reached for his shoulder once again, feeling over the skin.

It didn't feel any different, except for the fact that his blood ran cold when his fingers touched it. But that was just his mind playing games, making him believe it was concerning when it was just the fact that his mind is seeing something unusual.

What was this?

Later . . .

"Anisa!"

The mentioned woman perked up at the desk of her friend, tearing her eyes away from her journal. She stood up, heading to the bathroom. "Y/N? What's the matter?" She inquired, hand on her blade handle as she entered the room.

Y/N, who stood in nothing but her undergarments and a towel, faced the woman.

Anisa turned red, looking away immediately. "Y—Y/N! What is going on?" She muttered out in embarrassment, having thought about how Y/N was finishing her bath and she should've waited for her to be changed, "You should get dressed before inviting people inside!"

Y/N shook her head, walking towards her with wet hair dripping onto the floor. "Anisa, look! Something's wrong with me!" She spoke in fear, figure quivering as she drew closer, "I—I don't know what this is, I've never had this mark before!"

The knight gathered up enough courage to look at her. Anisa finally understood, spotting the patch on Y/N's shoulder as she panicked. Her eyes widened, placing a hand on the girl's skin to see that it was just... a mark. There was no damage, nothing hurt. Just a mark?

"That's suspicious." Anisa stated, pulling away and allowing Y/N to cover herself again, "By your reaction, we can tell that you really have no idea what happened. And you haven't encountered any enemies, have you?" Y/N shakes her head. "Well then, I suppose I should investigate. Please excuse me, and send after me if there is any problems."

Y/N sighed, nodding her head and watching Anisa go and close the door behind her.

She finished cleaning up in the bathroom before entering her bedroom. Her clothes were on her dresser, which she forgot. Her and Anisa had come back from a mission where Y/N had been smeared with mud, which is why she was quick to head into the shower.

She began to change, putting the towel onto the bed and slipping into her undergarments.

And who would have guessed?

In barges Felix.

He had passed Anisa in the hall, who he told about the mark on his shoulder. She raised her brows and then mentioned that Y/N had one too. And with no warning, he rushed to her. Perhaps she may have some answers.

"Y/N, I wanted to speak with you—"

Silence...

Way too long for neither of them to speak.

But what could he even say? He came in there to tell her about Sage. And now she was nearly naked. In front of his eyes. Oh God.

"FELIX, WHAT THE HELL?" Y/N screamed out, grabbing the towel to cover her body. She nearly tripped trying to look decent.

Felix is stars-truck. He's too busy watching the same print on her shoulder that is on his. The way it was glued onto her skin like it was hers. Thoughts ran through his head about it. She must know something about this then, right?

"I'm, uh..." He began, starting to realise the situation and how dire it was. He looked away immediately, using his hand to cover his sight. "I'm terribly sorry about barging in on you, Y/N. It was an honest mistake. I'll let myself out." And he shuts the door with a loud bang, making the two of them jump in surprise.

Felix takes long strides down the hall, back the way he came. He doesn't stop to try and figure everything or anything out. His mind was going places, unfamiliar. He didn’t know how to explain it, but the whole entire scenario was just making his head pound immensely.

This could not be coincidental. The two of them were targeted, perhaps? Or this was some sort of plague that would soon reach the others in the castle. Something was going on and Felix was determined to get to the bottom of it. If it put Y/N in any form of danger, he would never be able to forgive himself.

Y/N stands in her bedroom, calming herself down as she finishes getting changed. She ruffled her hair, watching the door. That was... unusual.

"Oh my God..." She groans to herself, fixing her hair before slipping on her shoes.

Originally, Y/N was to meet with Sage in the town. She offered to help him catch his bounty, but at the moment she felt flustered. She didn't exactly know if she'd be of much aide, but she didn't want to leave that guy on his own when she promised. She headed to the study for her weapon of choice — a staff that Anisa had helped her use — so she could go out to town.

Opening the door with slight frustration from what happened, she was met with a harsh force.

The door didn't even open all the way, so what was that?

"Oh dear God..." She hears a familiar voice grunt and a few footsteps.

Y/N blinks, opening the door slowly to look inside. Felix sits on the floor with a hand to his nose, eyes squeezed shut as he furrows his brows. She widens her eyes and closes the door behind her, walking towards Felix.

"I'm so sorry!" She says, grabbing a cloth from the study table, "That was an accident, I—I thought everyone had left already. Are you alright?"

Felix opens his eyes to see Y/N. He leaned away, one hand still on his nose as the other, he rested on for support as he pulled away from her. His legs were arched in his spot. He responds, voice nasally as he looks away from her, "Uh, it's all fine, don't fret about it. Just... bleeding." As he says that, the blood drips down his hand and onto his pants.

Y/N sighs in annoyance with herself before setting herself down in front of the man. She placed a hand on Felix's wrist with a delicate touch, slowly pulling his hand away from his nose. The blood spread along his palm and was dripping faster than she would've thought. She takes the cloth and carefully puts it on his nose, gathering up the blood around it and gently putting pressure on it to stop the bleeding quicker.

"Can't believe I nearly ruined that pretty face of yours." She said lightly, quickly grabbing more cloths from the study table. Felix usually kept extras of these around for when his coffee spilt. He blushed at her words. "Are you hurt?" She asked.

Felix took hold of the material and pinched his nose, wincing a little. "Ah, only a little bit." He claimed, lifting his hand behind him so he leaned forward. He watched as Y/N held out her hand, cloth in the other. He sighed softly before resting his bloodied hand in hers. "What were you looking for?"

Y/N wiped the blood from his palms and the some that dripped down to his elbow. She held Felix's now clean hand in hers and lifted it towards her to be able to clean the rest of his arm. Her touch was still gentle, making Felix's cheeks burn slightly with a blush. Thankfully covered with the cloth.

"I was just getting the staff Anisa lent me." She replies, pulling Felix out of his thoughts again, "I'm meant to be meeting up with Sage in the city."

"Oh, right. Sage told me to inform you that he's expecting your arrival within an hour." He said to her, pulling the cloth away to wipe at the rest of the blood on his face. He made a face when he saw just how much blood there was all together. Then, he felt Y/N let go of his hand and saw her stand up to put all the rubbish away. "I wanted to apologise properly for the inconvenience I caused earlier."

Y/N turned her head to him. She huffed, "It's okay, Felix, I get it. You weren't trying to see that." She then placed her hands on her hips with a teasing smile. "But now you know to knock before entering, right?"

Felix rubbed the back of his neck from his spot on the floor. "Right, right." He says, ears tinted pink, "I'll be sure to remind myself."

Y/N smiled at him, walking over and sitting on her knees in front of him. She lifting another cloth, the last one from the pile, and held Felix's face in her hands. He made a noise of confusion before he felt the warmth return to his cheeks.

She wiped away at the last few stripes of blood on his cheek. "Was there something you wanted?" She hummed, looking back at his eyes that traced hers, "When you entered my room. You said you wanted to speak with me."

Felix then parts his lips, pulling his face away from her hands. She rests them on her lap before tilting her head.

"It's... rude of me to admit, but I did notice the marking on your shoulder." He tells her, watching as she turns her gaze away in embarrassment, "An—And I wanted to talk about it."

He begins to unbutton his vest, slipping it off before doing the same with his white shirt. Y/N falls back onto her rear, covering her eyes as her knees are brought up. She gasps, "Felix! Oh my God, you don't have to make it even between us, it's fine!"

"Huh?" He mumbles out, halfway done with his shirt. He furrows his brows and looks down at himself before the realisation hits him. He waves his hands at her reassuringly. "No, no, no, no! It's important, but I'm not... undressing myself for you to make you feel better!"

Y/N couldn't help but feel flustered at the sentence. She gulps, "Felix..."

He slaps a hand over his forehead before responding, "No! I don't mean like that! I, dear Lord, I'm trying to show you something that relates to the problem you have on your body!" He shakes his head at his wording as Y/N shies away once more. "On your shoulder!"

She slowly takes her hands down from her view as Felix lets out a sigh of relief. "What are you talking about?" She says, hands on the wood beneath them.

Felix slips off the side of his shirt and turns around, allowing Y/N to see the patch on his skin. She was very much so overwhelmed by the fact that this was the most Felix was revealed to her. But she was distracted. It was an exact replica of hers. Curiousity drew into Y/N as she reached forward and pressed her fingertips against the marking.

He sucks in his breath quickly and shivers.

"Ah, sorry! I should've asked!" Y/N says, pulling away immediately. Her gaze dawns on the marking once again, staring at it longer. "But it's really strange. I don't know how I got mine. And if you were going to ask me, then I guess you don't know either."

Felix huffs, buttoning up his shirt again and grabbing his vest, "Hm, I suppose we've hit a road block then. What shall we do?"

Y/N turns to the study. She looks around the packed room. "There's plenty of books around here. Has to be something about this in at least one of them, right?" She offered, seeing Felix run fingers through his hair before holding his chin.

"That's a good point." He comments, standing up as she does so. They both move towards the large bookshelf. "But there's hundreds of books laying around this room. Are you positive you would want to go through all of them? Don't you want to meet up with Sage?"

Y/N bit her lip at the complication. How would she get passed this? "Oh shoot, you're right. That slipped my mind for a second." She claimed, staring at the floor, "He said an hour, but if I read some and leave, I could forget..."

At the predicament, Felix peeled a book off from the shelf. "How about I stay here and start on reading for the both of us?" He offered, already opening the book's cover and revealing the first page of writing, "I have read a good lot of these already, so I believe I can judge which are helpful and which are not."

Y/N's eyes lit up. "That'd be great!" She comments, reaching forward and clasping Felix's hands in her own, "You're amazing, Felix! I really would want to stay and read with you..."

He stammers, eyes switching from her face to her hands and then back to her face, "It's, um, it's nothing. I'm... I'm more than happy to get to the bottom of this." He offers her a gentle smile.

Y/N pulls away, reading some of the titles of the covers. She begins to take out a few. Notably, 'The Universe's Pull', ' Fate Have Made', 'Ambroise Parė' and 'Astronomical Anomalies'. They were quite lengthy, but sure enough to be able to finish in an hour or two if consistently reading.

"I'll take these for the trip, and I promise to keep great care of them. Sage said that we'd be meeting in town, but the bounty tends to move a lot." She informs Felix as she fills an extra satchel that was laying around with the books, moving over to the other side of the room to grab her weapon, "I told him that we'd be taking carriages."

Felix nods his head, keeping tabs of his page. "I understand. Be safe, you hear?" He says, walking with her to the door, "We'll need to continue onwards if we are going to solve this."

Y/N opens the door and sends him a reassuring smile. "Of course. I'll see you later, Felix." She says, leaning forward and placing a sweet kiss on his cheek. She gives him a loving glance. "Wait for me?"

He stops. And nods his head slowly with a grin. "I certainly will."

The Next Day . . .

Felix wakes up to find himself at his desk once more. He lifts his head from the book he was reading that night, feeling his cheek strain at being pushed against the pages. He looks around the study to find everything normal, save for the books sprawled out on the floor.

There were two piles: the useless and the useful. Only four remained in the useful pile, but none of great significance other than just a mere mention of strange sightings of marks along the body from a supernatural occurrence. But it was said to have disappeared days later.

"I need to acquire a better sleeping schedule." Felix groans to himself, seeing the cold coffee in the corner of his desk. He must've been out for a couple hours. The book beneath him was half finished. So he set himself up to continue.

Anisa had dropped by the night before, asking if he had seen Y/N. When he explained their situation and the matching patches, Anisa began to tell him what she had found out in town after some searching. She was doing the same in trying to figure it out. And what she came to had made Felix confused to say the least.

It was a nice thought, but would that really be possible?

Another hour passes before there's a knock at the door. Felix glances up briefly and fixes his glasses, resting his chin in his palm. "Enter." He calls out.

The door opens and reveals Y/N with her satchel and staff broken in two. She didn't look hurt but she was definitely tired.

"Ah, Y/N, are you alright?" He asks, standing up from his chair and making his way over, "What happened?"

Y/N closed the door behind him and pulled herself towards the couch. She flopped onto it, leaning the back of her head against the armrest as she closed her eyes. She groans, feeling the couch dip as Felix sits at her side, "Sage didn't like having a stakeout waiting for the bounty to leave the house we were at. So he barged in and I had to follow."

She held up her broken weapon. "This was Sage's fault." She told him before dropping it onto the coffee table, "He suggested using it to hold off the bounty's little group of friends by barricading the door shut. Asshole didn't hear me say it was wooden before it broke a second later. But oh, don't worry. Sage promised to buy me a new and better one."

Felix shook his head with a small smile. Their shenanigans were amusing to listen to. Y/N sat up properly, yawning slightly, "So, find anything interesting?"

He grunts, massaging his neck, "Only mere mentions of something remotely like our situation. Nothing big." He nods at her satchel, seeing the imprint of the books inside.

Y/N nodded her head, leaning it against the couch's back as she closed her eyes. She tried to stay awake, but she had spent the night fighting off bad guys with Sage. "Hm, well hopefully we find something worthwhile." She said quietly.

Felix widened his eyes at her state before grabbing his long coat from his chair. He came back and draped it over Y/N cautiously. "You're about to pass out." He said, pulling away, "Lay comfortably. I'll be continuing to read. We'll talk about it once you wake up."

Y/N shifted in her spot and laid down on the couch, pulling up Felix's coat up to her nose. "Mhm... okay." She spoke, slowly falling asleep.

Felix carefully watched her. He felt his heart swell at how comfortable and at ease she looked. It was nice to see her finally relax after everything that's been happening. He moved her hair behind her ear before standing up, returning to his activity.

He stacked the book on the useless pile after he had finished, craning his neck to ease the pain. He didn't mind the reading but his body couldn't keep up with it all. He sent out to get another cup to heal himself, as well as a few studying snacks for himself and for Y/N for when she woke up. And then it was back to reading.

It was only two hours later that Y/N woke up.

She lifted herself up into a sitting position as the coat weaved down to lay on her lap. She rubbed her eyes and glanced around the room. "Felix?" She hummed before her gaze landed on the man.

He couldn't help but enjoy the sight of her waking up. She looked beautiful just trying to get used to the state. "Uh, yes?" He said, knocking back into reality.

She stood up, slipping her arms through the sleeves of the jacket. That made Felix choke on his drink before covering it up with his mouth. Y/N didn't notice, only walking towards his desk to sit at the chair in front of it.

"Still reading?" She asked, seeing the stack of books on his desk.

"Yes, I am. Nothing too useful yet." He explained, taking the glasses off his nose and allowing them to hang at his neck. His eyes then landed on her as she nodded her head. She was awake for sure now. "And how was your searching? On your mission?"

Y/N thought it over for a moment. But then she widened her eyes and rushed to grab the satchel. "I did! Oh, I totally forgot!" She claimed, pulling out the red book of 'The Universe's Pull'. She placed it on the desk and flipped to the page she had marked with a leaf.

How adorable, Felix thought.

"So this one talked about how the universe only works in one way truly, and that is the law of attraction." She explains, turning the book around to show Felix the things she wanted to present, "Which is basically when things are wanted, we are to intentionally think about it."

Felix raises a brow at her and hums, "Basically, positive thoughts bring forth positive outcomes and negative brings upon negative?"

Y/N nods her head, pointing to a specific sentence in the book. "It says here that there were reported cases of which people would find significant patches or scrapes on their body that suddenly appeared." She says, brushing the hair away from her face as she looked down to the book, "The author said that this could be a way of the universe making something happen on its own. That the people it happened to didn't acknowledge this event or something and the universe is making it happen on its own."

The man can't help but rub his chin in thought. He hadn't come across that before. Only things of people reportedly having patches that disappear once spending time at home with friends and family.

"It happened here with someone named Mrs Lington." Y/N states, making Felix widen his eyes, "She and her husband had these markings and they disappeared shortly after their meeting. Which is weird."

"That man was in the book I read last night." Felix tells her, "But they never mentioned the wife."

"The rest of the cases in my book was like that. It was only a short chapter, but it shows something." Y/N admits, lifting her hand from the page and crossing her arms over her chest, "At least we can chalk it up to something that used to happen ages ago in this reality."

Felix forgot that sometimes. That Y/N was a 'barista' from somewhere called Earth. She just felt like home to him.

"Right." Felix says, thinking out loud, "So what we have so far is that it appeared supposedly by the universe putting it there. To make an event happen. Or to make them realise something, I'm assuming. And they disappeared in the case of people meeting."

Y/N sat back down in the chair. She played with the sleeves. "Well, there is something else." She claimed. Felix curiously looked to her. "All of the victims were soon married to one another. This happened to all four pairs of people I read about."

Felix widened his eyes. "Really? That's certainly peculiar." He says lowly. He couldn't find a reason as to why that would be the case. "Was this some kind of curse? A connection?"

Y/N's face contorted to one of comprehension. She muttered out, "The Red String of Fate."

"Pardon me?"

"The... The Red String of Fate is like a folktale back at home." She told Felix, rubbing her neck with concern, "It's meant to bring two lovers together. It just... reminds me of it."

Felix lets out a sigh, looking back at the book, "Then that's another lead. At least it's similar."

"Felix." Y/N says as she looks to her lap.

"Yes?" He hums, reading as he sips from his cup.

"I think we're soulmates."

He nearly spits out his drink.

"Excuse me?" He says, swallowing his drink and wiping his mouth.

"Wouldn't that make sense?" She implies, crossing her knee over the other, "First, we both have these marks on our shoulders and have no clue where they came from. Then, the only series of evidence we can find of this happening before are all connected to cases of people becoming couples later on in their life. And it's like the way people are told to become soulmates."

She looks at him with a serious gaze. "I... I know it sound ridiculous." She speaks, "But that's the only thing I can think of."

Felix puts his mug down before collecting his thoughts. He closes the book and picks it up. Y/N calls out his name as he puts the books away in their respective spots. "I suppose there's no more reading to be done." He said, face blushing pink.

"What? Are we really not going to look into it any further? What if I'm wrong?" Y/N questioned, not familiar with this kind of Felix.

He turned around and stood in front of her. "Anisa came by last night and told me the exact same thing. She did some snooping around the town and came to that exact same conclusion. And I trust the both of you. Specifically you..." He claimed, looking her in the eyes.

In truth, he really didn't mind.

He adored Y/N.

"Felix, you do know what that would mean, right?" She says, worried he was going into this not understanding.

He bobbed his head. "Of course I do. And I don't mind." He claims, taking her hands in his, "Y/N, in truth, I've been harbouring feelings for you for a while now. And I really don't see any reason for me to push away this position. It would be truly idiotic of me to do so."

Y/N parted her lips before squeezing his hands. It made Felix's heart flutter within his chest. A feeling constantly there when he was around her and interacting with the woman. "I have feelings for you too, Felix." She spoke, drawing in closer to the man in front of her, "I'm... If I am wrong, then—"

"I'd still be your soulmate." Felix states, tilting his head.

Y/N takes a moment as her heart beats faster. She then leans forward, hand resting on his shoulder as she gently connects their lips. He leans back at the sudden contact, but he kisses her back regardless. His eyes close on their own as he gets lost in her touch. He's never felt like that before.

Kissing was always Felix's favourite way to show someone that he truly loved them. And having Y/N be the one to kiss him first was even better for the man. He had someone who longed for his touch.

When they pull away, Y/N's cheeks feel warm and Felix is blushing profusely. He has a dazed look on his face the whole time. "I'm... I just..." He mumbles out, only smiling uncontrollably, "I'm glad we've come to a save conclusion."

Y/N chuckles before her eyes trail down his neck. She then drops her jaw, resting her hand now on his chest. "Felix... the marking..." Is all she can mumble out.

Felix feels his neck for a moment, where the said patch was. But his fingertips don't feel cold like it did before. He rushes to the mirror, undoing his shirt and seeing that if he turned around, his skin was clear and unmarked. It was gone. Magically, even for Felix's standards.

He looked over to Y/N who was feeling her own shoulder. She sauntered to him and checked her own body in the mirror. Felix had respectfully looked away before hearing her speak, "I can't believe I was right..."

Felix chuckles to himself as Y/N covered herself again, "I'm glad to have someone as quick as you at my side."

Y/N smiled widely, enveloping Felix in her arms as she wrapped them around his waist. He took a moment before putting his around her neck. "You're stuck with me now, Felix." She joked, kissing his forehead before leaning hers against his.

He gently kisses her lips once again, a little longer than before. It renders their heads fuzzy and their hearts alive with constant butterflies floating around their stomach. He craved more of her love and she did his.

"I wouldn't have it any other way."

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