#feitan didn’t do it to be mean he genuinely didn’t know what to get you or how to make you happy

[cheesecakethots]

i do like to imagine the duality of being a shared darling of feitan and chrollo

for your birthday chrollo takes you to the most expensive restaurant he can find, having spent hours researching your tastes so that he knows what starter, main, and dessert you’ll like, what time you should eat them, etc.

then he’ll take you for a walk across the beach, or to the top of the mountains, anywhere he’d know you’d love. when you’re there he’ll present his gift, something heartfelt and personal, and no doubt very expensive. after all this, he’ll bring you back to the apartment he keeps you in where feitan is waiting after having completed a job.

he got you like. idk. a microwave meal. one that’s probably out of date and has a suspicious stain on the packaging. maybe he’ll put a candle on top of it but it won’t be lit, you’ll be lucky if it’s even out of its box.

yes if you don’t seem pleased feitan will be upset and grouchy for the rest of the week.

[luffyvace]

☆彡PHANTOM TROUPE RELATIONSHIP HCS ☆彡

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Disclaimer: Credits to the artists!! I own none of these pictures!

I procrastinated on these for way too long.. still! Enjoy! <3 (these exclude hisoka & Kalluto)

Chrollo:

Chrollo is a lover that takes care of whom he loves!

therefore, he takes care of you!

Any hobbies you have, he’ll indulge in them with you

any supplies you need for said hobbies?

art supplies, ski gear, ice skates, computer, hiking equipment!

The list goes on

even if you never actually use the stuff he buys he doesn’t mind :)

cuz hey! He didn’t actually buy it! 🤪

chrollo will truly do anything in his power to keep you happy

and we all know power is something he certainly does have

he can buy you a luxury house and car all the way down to cuddling in the warm rays of the sunset while having a cookout

i guarantee if your upset, he’ll make you happy within the next hour

chrollo probably never learned how to love properly

but with you?? The definition of love doesn’t matter. he’s just grateful he has it.

you make him feel like he knows what he’s doing with himself in life.

he’s less lost, if I may say.

he’s found a home, in you.

Nobunaga:

nobunaga was never familiar with love and never even thought about the fact that he wasn’t interested!

but here you are simply having a conversation, chatting.

and yet even with such a simple act he feels so nervous?? While excited and happy at the same time??

he wonders why he even feels so fidgety!

your just talking!!

how on the earth are you making him act a fool like this?!

like yeah your pretty and he likes your personality and you two have the same interests plus all of your interactions have gone good…..man he really is in love huh

WHAT IS THIS SOME SAPPY ROMANCE MOVIE?

now I know it only seems like he has a crush

but you two are actually already in the relationship!!

and yes, he still gets nervous. The feeling never goes away

once he tried to ask if you still get butterflies n stuff and if you said no he was so embarrassed!!!!

seriously he brushes it off like it didn’t bother him and never brings it up again

Feitan:

feitan will probably do better with a nonchalant or sadist partner so 1) you can enjoy torturing with him or 2) you won’t care or get grossed out that he does

If your not doesn’t matter he’s still gonna anyway-

he’s not the typa dude to change for love

but that aside

he likes your quiet company

so like reading together (whether it’s two different books or not)

and reviewing to each other

learning new skills from/with each other

actually sometimes feitan teaches you cool human body facts!!

Like how brains are around 60% fat!

or that they weight 3 pounds! ;D

how cool is that?!

yes this is his tastes in topics and humor

and he only laughs if you say stuff like “gross!” Or “ew that’s disgusting!”

he will be satisfied if you find it cool too

Long story short don’t go into his library

you won’t find any books you like there unless you like what he does

Machi:

She’s an assertive domestic girlfriend

Plus she’s really caring

but caring doesn’t always mean sweet and happy all the time

while she has no problem taking care of you..

you better either get up and do some things yourself or return the favor !

She expects you to at least be able to get daily tasks done

either that or clean the whole house like she was gonna do. you choose.

your place is probably really simple yet well decorated

Not for an aesthetic but because of just general things you have

like a shoe rack, the pretty furniture and rugs, the dart board she owns, any hobby equipment you own (easel, paintings, hockey equipment, hiking equipment, etc)

it all just makes a really cozy look for your house

and yes you two definitely play darts together

she will win unapologetically and won’t hold back

she wants to genuinely see you improve so she doesn’t go easy on you

“You can’t get better by playing against somebody worse than you”

Phinks:

phinks in a relationship is literally the definition of a guy who could pull more if he was less nervous

but he obviously pulled you and that’s what matters most

he gets flustered easily but tries to hide it

(Spoiler: he fails)

phinks will try to be romantic but it’ll either get ruined by his friends crashing the date

*ahem* shal and fei 😒(😂💗)

or he’ll just be so incredibly nervous that it doesn’t go as smoothly as he planned

he thinks up these brilliant romantic scenarios in his head but can never seem to execute them 🤨😕

it’s the thought that counts 🤷‍♀️💝

he would truly be such a romantic if he could just stop freaking out

I mean don’t get me wrong it’s not like it never works

when it does, he’s excited in the moment

but as soon as it’s over he’s worrying like crazy about how he’s gonna upstage that from last time

Especially without screwing up and making a fool of himself

little does he know you love him all the same 😂

Shalnark:

is really teasing and playful so I hope your not hot headed

if your aren’t and choose to prank him back instead?

it literally becomes prank wars

at some point the pranks started a real (petty) argument

after it was settled you decided not to terrorize each other anymore

now you target the troupe with your antics! 😆

your main victim is phinks

mostly because his reaction is really funny

Plus he’s the easiest to get mad

LOL

but back to the original topic where your hot headed….

yeah the argument probably ended up happening sooner than not

although at first he doesn’t take it seriously because your always getting mad like this

then you say something that makes him realize your serious

he feels really stupid for not noticing sooner

he’ll genuinely apologize (for literally once in his life)

and direct his pranks to someone else

after that you probably end up watching the victims and find it funny too

so you still end up bonding over it 😅💖

Franklin:

Franklin is not necessarily gentle

he’s just more coolheaded than not

like the time he started fighting with uvogin in the 1999 version

like he’s chill until you say the wrong thing

but that’s just how he is in general

he never gets mad at s/o

his patience is infinity+ for you

You may have secretly tried to make him angry or at least annoyed-

but if it one day goes too far he says “stop.” with a very serious tone/look and you probably stop from there 😀

😗

otherwise if you don’t decide to test the waters from jump, Franklin doesn’t have many hobbies so he’ll literally just indulge in what you like

like it doesn’t even matter if he finds it boring

you’d never know because he’d be so supportive of you doing what you love

but it’s more likely than not he’ll enjoy a few

franklin is also decent at like every house chore ever, cooking, sweeping/cleaning for example

like he knows how to do everything, but he’s just average at it

Shizuku:

Shizuku is very forgetful

she forgets chores, how to cook certain things, favors you asked her to do

But you don’t have to worry about her forgetting things about you solely because she would never date anyone she doesn’t know enough to remember

She probably wouldn’t remember she likes you so why would she?!

Unless like she forgets how long she’s known you-

AND LIKE- MAGICALLY THINKS YALL BEEN FRIENDS FOR YEARS WHEN YALL MET 6 MONTHS AGO

That’s a writing prompt

she’d be remembering memories that never happened and everything 🤦‍♀️

But we won’t go into that here…

it’s probably low key annoying that you have to do a lot of things because she keeps forgetting

so I sure hope your patient..

“huh? You never asked me to do that..”

”no! You didn’t, I remember! you never even came in the living room!” (Her saying ‘I remember’ is ironic I know)

With a more motherly and provider mindset reader she’d do just fine

At the very least shizuku will remember your favorite things and gift you them when she can<3

isnt that sweet?!

see?? It’s not like she’s being a jerk!

she genuinely forgot!

Pakunoda:

pakunoda is wife criteria

she can do everything

she is gentle, caring and strong

she can protect and advice you

she remembers all your favorite things—everything about you!

she always cooks your favorite meals

paku loves to relax on the beach together with some wine~

she loves road trips and mini calm adventures

Take her on some!! She deserves it with all she does for you!

and you definitely do!

you guys create lots of fun and heart warming memories together

out in the grass, in the wild life, in forests, in the dessert!

she’s a great cook and a outstanding baker!! 😍😋😋

her signature dish is raspberry pie

ITS SO DELICIOUS

she makes random desserts and pastries for you as a love language

getting up to her breakfast is the best way to start your day possible

you literally can always expect a good meal with her

if you’ve been having a bad day???

at this point a bad day ain’t a bad day no more cuz you already dancing knowing she gon hook you up‼️💃🕺

Bonolenov:

bonolenov is so grateful that you act normal around him

like you have from the start, you never alienated him

before and after he took off his bandages

he can cook but others wouldn’t think so because his tribe’s traditional food is different than the norm

If you tried it and liked it he’d be overjoyed!!

He’d feel much more confident about cooking and do it for you more often

he’d low key question if your from his tribe and wonder if you’d say no to a blood test

(BRO another writing prompt!! Bonolenov finding a reader from his tribe!!)

if you didn’t like it I’m sure you let him down gently since you love him

and he gets it

maybe it was just that one dish though?

he’d want you to try a few more of different types (breakfasts, lunches, dinners, desserts and snacks) before you completely give up on it

if you truly end up not liking it he won’t be angry or anything

it simply wasn’t for you :)

he’s actually a pretty chill dude

Even more so around you

he likes to lazy around a lot and you two might cuddle often

not intentionally but like you just both end up napping together all the time

if you want he’ll teach you his tribes dances and such

as well as traditions

he’ll be impressed if you master the dances fast

(him wondering if your from his tribe again)

Even If you take a bit longer he’s patient :)

he’s open to taking off his bandages around you if your not uncomfortable

if you are that’s fine they’re pretty comfy !

Uvogin:

uvogin is very rough

I mean it’s kinda hard to be gentle at that size-

if he hurts you on accident you’ll get a brief ‘sorry’ but know it’s genuine

don’t worry it doesn’t happen often enough to be concerned

but don’t stand behind him.

you’ve learned your lesson on that….

he squashed your toes once and it was not fun

don’t get me wrong he’s not some monster

he’s just big

so he’s gotta watch out for a bunch of tiny humans you know??

okay put it like this, imagine a grown man/woman is running full speed because they’re late to work and they run into a 3 year old and knock them down

was it intentional?? No. Do they apologize and feel bad?? Yes. Is it a little funny after everything’s okay?? Also Yes.

I will say it is fun to ride on his shoulder and sit in his lap/on his leg

(another prompt could be uvogin with a s/o as big as him..)

it’s fun for him to carry you around

it’s like have a little portable buddy

that idea is kinda wholesome ☹️💗

AND DON’T FORGET HIS BIG SMOOOOOCHIES 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋

he loves you 😊

FINALLYYYYYY GOT THIS DONE💥💥

I love the troupe :) the police needs to stop hating on they’re emo band fr 🙄✋

[hoejosatoru]

Well Trained

Pairing: Fem!Reader x Feitan, Fem!Reader x Chrollo (separately)

Summary: Chrollo is a particular man, with particular taste. Though he loves everything about you, he has yet to see how you preform in bed. He fears that if you disappoint him, it will ruin everything that you’ve built together. Luckily, he knows someone who can teach you to behave exactly how he likes.

Word Count: 4.1K

Warnings: Dub con that borders on noncon at times. If you’re sensitive to that at all I would skip this one, toxic relationship dynamic, manipulation, face slapping, choking, scratching, rough sex, degradation, praise, Feitan is mean but we know that, Dom Chrollo, calls you good girl a lot, body marking, oral (fem receiving), raw sex, cream pie, not proof read. MDNI

a/n: So I’ve had this idea in my head FOREVER because I want both Chrollo and feitan badly. Writing this concept out was lowkey kicking my ass though. I think I ended up pulling it together, but I hope y’all enjoy.

Dating Chrollo was a dream come true. He was everything you ever wanted in a man: intelligent, attentive, and sweet. Not to mention so handsome. He treated you like a princess and you loved it. Everything was perfect.

Well, almost everything.

You’d been dating for a couple months and you hadn’t had sex yet. At first you thought he wasn’t that into you, but when he kept coming back for more dates you knew that couldn’t be the case. You wondered if he was a wait till marriage type, or was shy in some way. You respected the boundary, despite wanting to sleep with him so bad. If he needed more time, you didn’t want to make him uncomfortable, but it was starting to worry you. 

Little did you know, Chrollo wanted to sleep with you just as badly. Maybe even more so. He was very picky with who he slept with, hence this long period of courting. However, the more time he spent with you, the more he realized he had genuine feelings for you. He has had some relationships in the past, but he always knew they would not be very longterm. You, however, he felt was someone he could see himself with forever. 

This revelation made him want to make sure everything was perfect. He liked women with experience, who knew what they were doing and how to please him. However, he hated having to put the work in to get his partners there himself. Luckily, he knew someone who was a very effective teacher.

“My love,” Chrollo spoke over his wine, “May I ask you something?”

“Of course.”

He smiled at your eagerness. “Do you want to have sex with me?”

Your cheeks colored at the blatant question. Chrollo loved how demure you were. “Y-yes, I do. A lot, actually.”

“Good,” Chrollo replied, taking a sip of his deep burgundy drink, “I have wanted to for some time now, but there is something I need you to do first.”

Your brows knitted. “What is that?”

“I’m a very... particular person. As I’m sure you’ve noticed,” Chrollo explained, “And I want to make sure everything is just right.”

Your heart dropped a little bit. “Am... Am I not good enough for you?”

Chrollo shook his head and placed a hand over yours, comforting your nerves. “Not at all, my love. Quite the opposite actually. I love you so much that I don’t want anything to get in the way of our relationship.”

You nodded, feeling slightly relieved. “What is it? What do you want me to do?”

Chrollo thought about what the best way to explain it was. “I have a friend. He can teach you what I like, much better than I can.” He say the confused look on your face and continued. “You trust me, don’t you y/n?”

“Yes, of course,” you replied instantly. And it was true.

“I know it is an request,” Chrollo went on, “But it is important to me. Everything about you is so perfect. This will simply make sure it stays that way.” He kissed your hand, making your stomach fill with butterflies. “I want you in my life forever. Will you do this for me, my love?”

The way he looked at you and spoke to you made your body feel weak in the best way. The answer was easy for you. “Yes, of course.”

A smile spread across his face. “Excellent.”

A few days later you found yourself in a building outside of the city. It was a bit dumpy on the outside, but the inside was furnished nicely. You were aware that Chrollo engaged in a very secretive business and decided awhile ago not to ask. You didn’t know, and you didn’t want to. It didn’t matter, anyways, you loved him. And he loved that about you. 

Chrollo led you into a bedroom, occupied by one other man. You felt a pang of anxiety, not fully knowing what Chrollo meant by being taught what he liked.

“Y/n, this is my friend Feitan,” Chrollo introduced you to smaller man standing before you. The way his cold eyes appraised you sent a shiver down your spine.   You said a polite hello, but he was silent. Chrollo continued, “Feitan is on the quiet side, but I trust him completely. He is going to show you what I want.”

Your stomach rolled anxiously. “Wh-what does that mean, exactly?”

Chrollo gave you an almost sympathetic look. “I don’t want to lie to you, my love. I want you to have sex with Feitan. He’s going to... mold you into the exact type of lover I like.” 

You stared at him, dumbfounded. Chrollo was a bit possessive, even early on in your relationship, so you couldn’t believe he was telling you to have sex with another man. Your eyes flicked over to Feitan, his aura making you nervous. “Chrollo I don’t-”

Chrollo gently took your jaw in his hands and turned your face back to his. “I thought you trusted me, love?”

“I do, I ju-”

“It will be okay, I promise. This will make our relationship stronger. Everything will be perfect. You want that, don’t you? You love me, don’t you?” He was so close to you, speaking so softly it made you dizzy. You almost forgot Feitan was there and what this situation was for. You never understood the effect Chrollo had on you, just that it was very strong.

“I do, I love you so much,” you replied. 

“If that is true, you’ll do this,” Chrollo replied sweetly, “And I know you will, because I know you love me.”

You nodded. You were nervous, of course, but you couldn’t say to him. “I will, I promise.”

Chrollo smiled. “My good girl.” He kissed your forehead. “Now go sit on the bed, I need to talk to Feitan quickly.” You did as you were told, sitting on the edge of the bed as the two men stepped out side and spoke in hushed tones.

“What rules boss?” Feitan asked.

“Get her how I like them. You know the way,” Chrollo replied, “Do whatever you need to. Choke her or hit her if you need to. Just nothing that will leave a mark, especially not on her face. And don’t cum inside her, that is for me only.”

Feitan nodded. “Understood.” 

With that, the smaller man slipped back inside the room. Your anxiety spiked being alone with him. He pulled his jacket down, revealing his full face. He actually quite handsome, almost similar to Chrollo. He, however, looked more cold and harsh than your boyfriend did.  He was silent as he approached you, appraising your body language. He could tell you were nervous, which excited him.

“Take clothes off,” he stated. With you on the bed and him standing he was able to look down on you.

“I don’t-”

Before you could finish your sentence he gripped your jaw. “It not a request.” You nodded, shaking. He was not someone you wanted to challenged. You slowly took off your shirt, then your pants. You reluctantly went for your bra, but he grabbed your arm. “I do that. You undress me now.”

You nodded, your voice still feeling lodged in your throat. You were just happy to have the focus be on something other than you. You stripped off his jacket, shirt and pants, leaving him in his underwear. “Good,” he said before climbing on top of you. 

Your body instinctively shrunk away from him, which made him scowl. “You treat me like Chrollo. You would not hide from him.” He place his hands on your shoulders, pressing your body into a more relaxed position on the mattress. 

“I’m sorry I- this is just hard for me,” you admitted.

“If you listen it will be easy,” he replied. He placed a kiss to the center of you check. “Chrollo will mark you here.” He kissed the top of your breast that your bra didn’t cover. “And here.” He kissed your neck. “And here. And you’ll let him.” 

“O-okay,” you replied. 

“Now we kiss.” He pressed his lips to yours, which were warmer than you thought they were going to be. Still, you felt you couldn’t kiss him back, your lips feeling glued shut. Feitan’s hand wrapped around your neck, making you gasp. Feitan laughed, licking into your mouth. “If you kiss Chrollo like that, he won’t like.” Feitan tightened his hand around your throat, choking you slightly. 

You kept your eyes closed and tried to pretend you were kissing Chrollo. It was hard at first, especially with Feitan tightening his hand more. “Do better.” Eventually you were able to get into a rhythm; you knew you were doing it right when Feitan loosened his grip. 

His grip loosening, however, meant dipping lower to your chest. He squeezed at your boobs over your bra for a moment, before taking it off. You couldn’t help yourself, you moved to cover yourself. Feitan, of course did not allow it. He gripped your arms and pinned them above your head, tsking. “You are slow learner.” 

Feitan kissed and licked at your breasts and neck. He was very careful not pay attention to too much on one spot, as he did not want to leave a mark. Feitan took any job Chrollo gave him seriously, but especially this one. He knew how much trust Chrollo had to have in him to allow him do this. He would never break the trust, but he would make sure the job was well done. By any means necessary. 

“If I release your hands, you will listen?” Feitan questioned.

“Yes,” you replied, still with a shake in your voice. 

Feitan did as he said he would. “Put them in my hair. Gentle. Chrollo like that.” You slid your hands into his dark locks, running your fingers through them softly. Feitan went back to kissing you as you did this. He smacked you bare thigh when your lips got too stiff again. You yelped, but continued to kiss him like he wanted. Like Chrollo wanted, you reminded yourself. this was for him.

His hand slid down your body, between your thighs. Your legs shut, making him slap your thigh again and roughly pry them open. “Stop fighting.” He ran his hand over your clothed cunt. You focused on kissing him and running your hands through his hair as he touched you. His rubbed your clit through the fabric. You were surprised how it made your stomach curl, how it felt... good. 

It made it a little easier to kiss him and touch him. You let your hands wander a little further down his back, making him hum in approval. You gasped when his finger slipped inside you, but recovered quickly. Feitan curled his finger into a spot that made your breath go ragged. He pumped his fingers faster, your cunt getting wetter by the minute. Your brain was a confused mess. On one hand it was weird to be touched by this stranger, on the other it did feel good. 

Feitan slid in a second finger and you bit your lip to stifle a moan. Feitan gripped your jaw. “Don’t be quiet. He’ll wanna hear.” Feitan scissored your his fingers inside you, stretching you out. This time you let a moan slip from your lips. “Good.” He pulled his fingers out of you and put them in front of your lips. “Now suck.”

You took in his fingers, sucking at them. “More.” He shoved them deeper in your mouth, making you gag a little. You tried to correct yourself quickly, letting your tongue roll up and down the length of them, tasting yourself. Feitan yanked your underwear off and it took everything in you not to hide yourself. You felt so exposed under his gaze. 

As he stripped off his underwear and climbed on top of you, the reality of what was about to happen set in and you started to panic. “No!” you cried trying to close your legs. It was no use, Feitan was so much stronger than you. He dug his nails into the sensitive skin of your inner thigh, making you wince.

“You obey, not fight,” Feitan growled, bullying his way between your legs. You brought your hands up and start smacking his chest and shoving him away. A sudden, swift slap to your face stunned you into stillness. Your face stung as he gave you a look that struck fear into you. He gripped your jaw achingly tight and got in your face. “Chrollo never love you like this. He want girl who behave. Who listens.”

“But-” He dug his nails into your thigh more, making you yelp.

“And you never say no to Chrollo,” he practically spat. He released his grip on you, but his gaze kept you pinned in place. “You going to behave now? Or do I tell Chrollo you don’t love him enough.”

You gulped. “P-please don’t.”

“Then shut up and take it,” he replied, flipping you in your stomach. “You can’t be trusted on back.” He took both go your hands in one of his, holding them to your lower back, effectively making you immobile. You felt the tip of his cock nudging at your entrance, covering himself in your slick. He gave you no warning when he pressed into you, making you gasp. 

Despite his smaller stature, his cock stretched your cunt. You whined as he thrust into you, not giving you any time to adjust. A slap came down on your ass. “Arch back more.” His free hand went down the length of your spine, putting you into place. The new position allowed him to get deeper inside you, hitting a spot that made you see stars. “Feels better for him. And you.” He was right, it felt so good. Your pussy throbbed with each brush of his cock at that sweet spot.

When you bit your lip to stifle a moan, you earned another sharp slap to your ass. You opened your mouth to cry out in pain, but it turned into a damn near pornographic moan as Feitan pounded you through it. “Like that. Let me hear.” 

He continued to pound into you rough and hard. You knew you should hate it, that it shouldn’t feel so good, but god it did. You weren’t even faking your moans, they were all real reflections of the pleasure he gave you. Just when you thought it couldn't get more intense, his free hand snaked around to play with your clit.

“Fuck Feitan!” you cried out. You were on the precipice of an orgasm when he pulled his hand away, making you whine.

“You want to cum? Beg.”

“Please!” Another hard slap on your ass.

“Better than that.”

You begged, desperately, “Please Feitan! Please! Let me cum. I need to!”

“Good.” His hand was back on your clit, rubbing rough circles. “Now cum.” Your body responded immediately, tensing then melting into a deep, euphoric state. You were sure to moan loudly, to show him just how good it felt. You have heard him say good again, but your mind was too foggy to be sure. All you know is that he didn’t slap you again, so you must be doing something right.

Feitan pulled out of you quickly, spilling his cum on your ass and back with a low groan. He very much enjoyed when Chrollo gave him jobs like this. “Chrollo will cum inside. And you let him.” You nodded, feeling hazy and spent. Your body collapsed on to the bed as Feitan got up. He tossed a towel at you and told you to clean yourself up. You did your best to wipe his release off yourself as he dressed and disappeared out of the room. 

You were just finished dressing when the door opened again. This time it was your boyfriend. “Chrollo!” you cried out with relief. You ran to him, hugging him tightly. He chuckled lightly; you played right into his plan. He knew Feitan would be rough with you and knew that would make you love his gentleness towards you even more. It was just another way to manipulate you into believing he was a good guy, to make you desperate for his approval.

“My sweet girl,” he hummed rubbing your head. “Feitan said you did good. Just a few more lessons and you’ll be perfect. I'm so proud of you, angel.”

You sniffled. “Really?”

“Of course,” Chrollo replied, giving you a chaste kiss. “I know you must really love me to do this. It makes me so happy. I hope you know I love you, too. All of the is for us, for out relationship.”

Maybe if you weren’t in such as haze you’d realize how ridiculous this all was. Or if you weren't s enamored with him. But both of those things blinded you. “I do love you! I know you love me too. I’ll do anything, I’ll learn fast. I promise.” 

You returned to Feitan’s bed handful of more times over the next few weeks. He taught you to be the perfect lover for Chrollo, someone who submits fully and is eager to please. Overtime you found the lessons to be easier, even enjoyable. Well, maybe that was too strong of a word, but they were pleasurable. Feitan wasn’t gentle with you, but the more you learned and complied, the less he hit or was unnecessarily rough. You couldn’t deny that Feitan knew what he was doing.

Your favorite part, however, was how Chrollo treated you after. You lived for the praise he showered you with, how he kissed and held you. You never once doubted that he loved you, despite handing you over to Feitan. Your hard work paid off when Feitan finally told Chrollo you were ready.

You were a mix of nervous excitement as Chrollo led you to his bedroom. The two of you went out to dinner to celebrate and now it was time to show him you could be the perfect girl for him. You knew Feitan taught you well, but you couldn’t help but be a little nervous.

Chrollo’s lips found yours as you settled into the bed. Your lips moved against his with ease. You parted your mouth slightly, allowing your tongues to swirl together.

“Take your clothes off, my love,” Chrollo whispered in your ear.

“Yes sir,” you replied. You slid out go your dress, letting him admire the lingerie he bought for the occasion.

“All off.”

“Yes sir.”

Your cheeks flushed as you removed the final article of clothings covering you. Chrollo’s gaze was definitely softer than Feitan’s, but it still made your stomach flutter with nerves. You kept a brave face, letting him look without covering anything.

Chrollo smiled. “So beautiful,” he crawled on top of you, kissing your breasts. “My beautiful girl.” He sucked at the skin, in a way that would definitely leave a mark. “And all mine.” He continued kissing, sucking, licking up your chest and neck. You slid your hands through his hair, pressing your body into his touch. Chrollo hummed approvingly. “I allowed Feitan to touch you, but you’re mine. Everyone will know it. You want that right, baby? To be mine?”

“Yes!” you practically cried out as he sucked on a sensitive part of your neck. “’M all yours. Only yours.”

“Good girl,” he purred. He kissed you again as his hand traveled down you body. You slid your thighs open, allowing him access to your throbbing cunt. His fingers slid through you, letting your arousal coat them. “Soaked for me already? Didn’t realize you were so desperate for me.”

“Need you so b-oh,” your sentence died off in a moan as he pressed a finger inside you.

“What's that? I didn’t hear you,” Chrollo mused, pumping his fingers in you. He curled his finger against your sensitive spot, which had you mewling. 

“N-need you so bad!” you cried. His thumb made contact with your clit, making your body jolt. Your thighs instinctively wanted to close from the pleasure, but you kept them open, as you knew he wanted.

“Think I wanna taste this pretty pussy. Would you like that, y/n? What my mouth on your cunt?” Chrollo asked, toying with your pussy.

“Yes sir! Want it, want whatever you want,” you replied breathlessly. 

Chrollo smiled, loving your desperation, how it was clear you would let him do anything he wanted. He laid between your legs, licking a stripe up your pussy. “Mmm, so sweet.” He went straight to your clit, sucking on the sensitive bud. You didn’t stifle your moans at all. Your hands slid through his hair again, running your nails along the scalp. Chrollo let his tongue tease your hole, while his finger took over at your clit. You rolled your hips into him, grinding your pussy against his face just as Feitan told you to. 

Chrollo’s tongue and fingers switched places. He fucked you with his fingers more intensely, giving your pussy a nice stretch.

“P-please, can I cum?” you questioned, trying to desperately to hold on. You did not want to cum before you were allowed. That was a big no.

Chrollo smiled. “Because you asked so nicely.” Your body responded immediately, releasing on his face. Your cried out his name as his tongue flicked your clit through your orgasm. Feitan had made you feel good, but Chrollo made you feel amazing. You knew your love for him made it so much better.

Chrollo sat up, appraising your body. He loved the power of you being naked and him being dressed.  He loved that he could already see bruises forming on your neck. How you already looked fucked out from just his tongue. How you were looking up at him, desperate for more, but waiting for him to tell you what to do. He made a mental note to thank Feitan again.

“Undress me.” 

You complied immediately. “Yes, sir.” Your body was weak from your orgasm, your hands shaking. Chrollo was amused by how your were so desperate for him that you struggled with he buttons on his shirt. You planted kisses down his body as you removed his clothing, another lesson from Feitan. When he was finally naked, you sat back and waited for his instruction.

Chrollo climbed back on top of you and you parted your legs for him dutifully. He teased his type at your hole. “Beg for it.”

“Please Chrollo! Want you so bad,” You begged, “Need you. Only you. Please let me make you feel good!”

Chrollo made a noise of approval. “Such a good girl for me.” He slid his cock into you, making you gasp. He was definitely a little bigger than Feitan, giving you a stretch. He pushed himself in slower than Feitan did, but didn’t give you much time to adjust. He rolled his hips against your yours, his paces quickly increasing. 

His hand wrapped around your throat, squeezing lightly. His thumb brushed against your lower lip. You parted your lips, allowing him to slip the digit in. You sucked on it, keeping your eyes on his. You could feel Chrollo’s cock throb, egging you on. You began rolling your hips up to meet his, just like Feitan taught you. 

“Fuck, I love you angel,” Chrollo groaned, “Knew you’d be my perfect girl.” He slipped his thumb out of your mouth, but kept his hand wrapped around your throat. You moaned, despite his grip getting tighter around you. That combined with him pounding into your pussy made you teeter close to edge.

“Chrollo I-nngh ‘m close,” you gasped. “Please can I cum?”

Chrollo dipped in to kiss you before responded, “Yes baby. Cum on my cock.” Your head lolled back as your second orgasm flooded your body. His name slipped from your lips in a desperate moan as the pleasure had you seeing stars. Chrollo fucked you through it, your spasming walls eventually pushing him over the edge. He moaned your name - the sweetest sound you’ve ever heard - filling your pussy with his warm release. His final way to fully claim you as his. 

He didn’t pull out even when you both finished, leaning in to kiss you more. “I love you so much, you were so perfect,” he praised between kiss. “And now you’re mine. Forever.” 

[realfeitan]

kurkur with “Stay back! I don’t want to hurt you.”

oooh angsty! nice pick////////////////////////////////////

(EDIT: I NEVER REALIZED I DIDNT RESPOND TO THIS?? ITS BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR YEARS, SO UH I HAD TO WRAP UP WHAT I HAD CAUSE I NO LONGER REMEMBER MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT BUT ITD BE A SHAME TO KEEP IT IN ARCHIVES ANY LONGER)

Chrollo shielded his face with his arms as he felt yet another wave of heat rush past him. He squinted his eyes towards the epicenter, watching Kurapika struggle to keep his abilities in check. He could feel his heart clench in his chest. This wasn’t right. He couldn’t leave him like this.

Nodding back to some of the phantom troupe’s worried glances, he started moving his way forward. He couldn’t help but thinking that it would be incredibly convenient to have Feitan here, but he couldn’t put too much time into that thought as another heat wave came from Kurapika. He hissed as he felt it burn through some of his clothes and hit his forearms.

The conjurer looked up at the noise, the temperature dropping minutely for a brief second before it returned. “What are you doing here?”

He didn’t sound mad, which Chrollo took as a win, but he also didn’t sound too pleased to see him. It kind of surprised him though, given how obsessed Kurapika was, had been?, with obtaining every and all pieces of information before acting, and yet here he was, unaware that the phantom troupe had been in the vicinity at all. How strange, but he kept that to himself, forcing a smile onto his face instead.

“Here to see you of course, and my don’t you look brilliant.”

Kurapika frowned at that, fire flicking off the ends of his hair in an entransive way. “I honestly doubt that but-” he doubled over in pain with a small yelp, only one eye open as he manages to lift his head back up to face him, “nevermind that, you have to get out of here unless you want to be burnt to a crisp.”

“That doesn’t scare me,” he heard himself say as his eyes quickly swept over his form, looking for a source of the flames, “besides, if I can help my brother learn to control his fire abilities, I can help you with yours.”

The blonde’s eyebrows shot up at that, but he made no comment in favor of curling further in on himself, the temperature rising as he did so. He went to take another step forward, but was immediately yelled at. “Stay back!”

Chrollo felt frustration build in his chest, his agitations spilling over despite himself. “Why?” He shouted, and yet it barely seemed to make it over the noise surrounding them. When had it gotten so loud? “Why won’t you let me help you?”

“I don’t want to hurt you!” Kurapika glared out from under his flaming hair, his crimson eyes glowing and reflecting the fire around him. Chrollo tried to hold onto the eye contact for as long as he could, taking another step forward.

“Listen, I know we’re not on the best of terms, but that doesn’t mean you have to do all of this yourself. We know what it’s like to be outcasts, I know what it’s like to have to work against all odds on your own, and no one deserves that, so please-” his voice cracks from having to scream over the roar of the flames, when had he started screaming, “let me help you.” He couldn’t tell if Kurapika could hear him; He didn’t even know if he had actually said it or not, but he was hoping the pleading in his eyes got through to him regardless.

He coughed as the air burned his throat, his knees wobbling a bit underneath him as he widened his stance to keep from falling over. He thought he heard his name, but ignored it, reaching out his hand to Kurapika. The temperature had been steadily increasing around him, but for some reason, as the blonde reciprocated the gesture, he couldn’t feel the heat any longer. He felt toasty, sure, but nothing like the blistering heat from beforehand.

“Together?” He heard Kurapika ask, his voice small as he looked, dare he say, hopeful. Chrollo could feel a genuine smile pull at his cheeks as the tension in his chest unfurled into something much sweeter.

“Together” he confirmed, pulling Kurapika into him in one swift motion, wrapping his arms around him to make sure he couldn’t fall. He engulfed them both in his own power, and while he wasn’t one to actively avoid death, in this instance, he wished that they both made it out of there alive as the cold flames began to crawl up his arms.

He wanted to look down and check on the blonde, but the tightening of Kurapika’s shoulders and small gasps of pain told him all he needed to know about how hard he was fighting, so he did his best to ignore the iron grip from the other and focus his energy on disipiating the flames growing around them and dropping the temperature of the room. 

They’d be alright, Chrollo thought as they let their energies tangle together in unison, he’d make sure of it.

[rae-writes]

HxH headcanons

Feitan Portor x reader, Hisoka Morow x reader, Illumi Zoldyck x reader, Kite x reader 

prompt : “You’re Perfect” 

word count : 1.k 

warnings : implied smut, I guess? How your imagination continues the headcanons is up to you- 

Part 2 here 

Feitan Portor

Feitan was a quiet, distant type of lover 

Quality time together meant sitting beside each other in silence, just doing your own things

Which is what you were currently doing 

He had just come from a mission, he had a split, bloody lip and his bandanna wasn’t covering his face for once

So naturally, you were staring 

Honestly how could you not

But your sometimes frustratingly blunt boyfriend interrupted your gazing with a “Stop staring.”

You blinked, tilting your head, “why?”

Feitan scoffed, narrowing his eyes at you, “there’s nothing special to stare at so stop.”

The words came out of your mouth almost immediately, “Yes there is. You’re perfect.”

His eyes widened and he just stared at you with a type of disbelief that felt...sad 

“You’ve never treated me wrong despite everyone calling you a monster. The way you subtly grab onto me when we’re in public never fails to make my heart race. You’re usually really quiet, so it’s special to me when you open up and talk to me a lot when we're in private. All of my friends tell me I’m crazy for loving you and that I should leave before you hurt me but I know you would never do something like that. I wouldn’t have my life any other way; I truly can’t live without you Feitan. You’re just...perfect for me.” 

Standing up, you made your way to him with a smile 

The shock on his face didn’t disappear as he looked away from you with a baby pink color coated on his cheeks 

You grabbed his bandanna, preventing him from covering his face, and gave him a soft kiss on the cheek 

Feitan’s eyes found yours for a few seconds before he was picking you up, bringing you to the small bed in your shared “room” 

He was oddly quick to settle down and cuddle you close. Feitan didn’t say a word, but you could feel a genuine smile resting against your neck

The smile was soon replaced by open mouthed kisses trailing up your neck 

When he finally reached your face, despite the smile being gone, you could clearly see the joy in his eyes 

You leaned up, giving him a tender kiss in return but that didn’t seem to be enough for Feitan’s excited state 

He spoke to you in his native tongue, and while you didn’t understand what he was saying, the sound was still alluring 

Feitan leaned in once again, this time only brushing his lips against yours. If this was a game he wanted to play, who were you to deny your ecstatic boyfriend?

Hisoka Morow 

Hisoka was unabashedly getting dried off and dressed right in front of you 

So you unabashedly took the opportunity to stare at him the entire time 

You could practically hear the smirk on his face without even having to look at it 

“And just what might you be staring at darling?” 

“You.”

The chuckle that echoed through the apartment sent shivers down your spine 

“And why’s that?” 

“Because you’re perfect.”

Hisoka just kind of froze, his eyes widening for just a fraction of a second before the smirk reappeared on his face, although this time it didn’t reach his eyes 

“Oh? You think I’m perfect do you?” 

You hummed, going along with his little game

“Yes. Some think your bloodlust is really off putting but I think it’s pretty hot, especially when it’s directed at someone who tried to fuck with me. There’s this certain look and tone that’s only reserved for me and I am certainly happy to be on the receiving end of them. You’d probably deny it, had I ever brought it up, but sometimes when we’re just laying next to each other, you start humming a melody with a really soft smile on your face which makes my heart explode every time. You’re absolutely perfect.”

You had a tiny smirk on your face when you finished because of the look he had taken on 

Hisoka’s usually narrowed eyes were wide, pupils completely dilated. His cheeks were dusted with a dark red and his mouth was slightly parted

He slowly stalked forward, only half naked, and picked you up by your thighs 

Soon you found yourself resting against the nearest wall with Hisoka’s mouth attached to your neck 

A breathy laugh escaped you, your hand coming up to card through his hair

Illumi Zoldyck 

Being with the eldest Zoldyck son was...challenging to say the least

Of course, you understood that he was definitely unhinged and unaffectionate because of his upbringing but sometimes it made you want to rip your hair out 

So you two were sitting on opposite ends of your couch, having just been in an argument

Although it’s more like “argument” considering Illumi will just stand there, emotionless in both look and tone when you’re trying to be serious and express your feelings 

And naturally, that hurt a bit (a lot) 

You’d never tell him but sometimes you felt like you were the only one in the relationship and that he didn’t actually care about you 

So while you were sitting in silence trying to calm down, your eyes wandered over to the man you loved 

You always thought Illumi was the prettiest thing you’d ever laid eyes on

“You’re staring.”

You made a small noise of confirmation and just continued to look over his features

He reached over, grabbing you and pulling you to his side 

The assassin’s mouth parted to speak, but before he could get the monotonous words out you spoke up-

“You know you’re perfect, right ‘Lumi?”

He blinked, visibly perplexed at your quiet exclamation 

“Despite how you were raised you somehow started caring for someone as useless as me. Whether what you feel is really love or...something else, I never really get tired of you being in my life. I don’t care that on most days, I have to wake up at an ungodly hour just to see you before you leave. It also doesn’t matter that you're gone for days to weeks on end as long as you come back to me. You’re all I have and I think you’re just...perfect. Exactly the way you are.” 

You couldn’t see his expression cause your face was now hidden in his chest but you could hear the way his heartbeat quickened and how the grip he had on you tightened 

It was quiet for a while before Illumi’s soothing, quiet voice filled the room, “I love you.” 

You couldn’t fight the smile that stretched across your face as you shyly looked up at your boyfriend 

His hand reached out to caress your jaw and the other shifted you atop his lap

“I promise I’ll start showing you more frequently.” 

Those words rocked you to your core. He was gonna try to go out of his comfort zone just for you? 

“Illumi…” his name was a breathless whisper as he leaned in to capture the sound with his lips 

Kite 

Kite was, to put it simply, not one for a lot of fun 

While he wasn’t exactly stoic, he did take his work very seriously and didn’t care too much for horsing around 

However, by some miracle, you got him to go swim in a nearby lake with you 

And Kite actually let loose. He was laughing and splashing the water around with you- even playing Marco Polo much to your delight (although he kept winning every single time) 

After a couple hours you two were just floating about, having small chit chat 

When you finally stood up and let your feet touch the bottom, you were met with a serene sight 

Kite was floating on his back, long white hair sprawled out in the water like wings. His face was relaxed and dare you say angelic 

“Hey Kite?” 

“Hmm?” 

“You’re perfect.” 

Those simple words made Kite lose his relaxed posture, standing up abruptly and staring at you with a slight blush 

“Eh?” 

You laughed, swimming closer to him, “I said you’re perfect.” 

“I know what you said I mean why would you say that”

You could sit and laugh for hours at the look on his face but instead you cradled the sides of his face in your hands 

“Because. I’ve always thought you were admirable, you know, not just anyone can come from where you did and get the chance to say they’re truly happy. Plus, I get the honor to be the one trusted with your heart. You really do amaze me Kite, whether it be your looks, your brain, or your personality, you never cease to amaze me. And I thought it was finally time I let you in on all those secrets of mine. So yeah...you’re perfect to me.” 

You’ve always lived for vulnerable moments with Kite but this...this would be the most cherished one. 

He was looking at you with such a soft look in his eyes, tears were even starting to form 

Wiping them away, you smiled. “Kite?” 

“I love you.” Those words were spoken with a breathless tone and maybe even a hint of desperation 

“I love you I love you I love you-“ his kiss was definitely desperate, but in a meaningful way. The needy grabbing of his calloused hands almost sent you into a frenzy 

You pushed him back slightly to look into his hazel eyes, which were filled to the brim with all different kinds of love 

Your breaths mingled together from the close proximity and you wanted nothing more than to show him all of your love. “I love you too.”

[asexual-abomination]

Hi 🥺 I saw requests were open? Could you maybe do platonic Phantom Troupe with the reader having echolalia? If the troupe is too much, maybe just Chrollo and Feitan? Thank you in advance 🥺

Thank you so much for this request! I had a lot of fun writing it!

I know that echolalia and a lot of other symptoms show up differently in different people, so I had to base this on my own experience, and I have a tendency to echo literally anything, words, sounds, rhythms, anything.

I decided to have this take place in a scenario where reader copies each member individually!

Chrollo

Probably the one who has read up on any and all of your symptoms, since he considers it his responsibility to be educated on your needs

When, after you happened to be sat in a meeting with the Troupe, you began muttering to yourself, he wanted to see if you were alright

As he walked up to after, hoping to speak with you, he was surprised to see you repeating a seemingly innocuous phrase from somewhere in the middle of the meeting

Chrollo would recognize this as a stim, but he wouldn’t understand immediately why you would be stimming something he randomly said

He would be a bit thrown off when your explanation is very simple, telling him that it just sounded right, felt right in your brain

He wouldn’t tell a soul, but a little part of him was proud that you found his voice that nice to listen to that you’d imitate it for fun

He definitely doesn’t mind, and even encourages any stimming in general, since he can see that it makes you happy

Machi

While most of her medical training is in more physical things, after it was mentioned that you were autistic, she decided to go and top up her knowledge of neurodivergency.

At one point during a mission, she murmured to herself to remember a safe’s code, not realizing that she was within earshot of you

Several hours after the mission was over and everyone was celebrating the spoils of victory, she overheard you repeating the code to yourself over and over again

She expressed her confusion to you, reminding you that the mission was over and there was no need for the code anymore

When your response was to tell her that the code simply sounded nice, she would probably get confused for a moment

Machi doesn’t quite understand how some random string of numbers can ‘sound nice’ but she also knows that your brain functions differently from hers

I don’t see her making too big a deal out of it, but she’d actually make a sly comment about how much you listen to her

Other than that, she happy to let you stim as you please!

Phinks

Probably not educated at all about the intricacies of your stimming or any symptoms in general, but he'll never get upset with you, since he understands on some level that it's just how you are

I'd imagine that the way you'd echo from him miiight come from overhearing him death threatening a scared hostage

Definitely spooks him when he hears you mumbling the harshest and longest string of curses he's ever heard

Mostly because you're spitting the words with the exact same tone as he did, and he thinks that you're trying to threaten him

(He doesn't wanna mess with you 😆)

When he finally figures out that you're copying him, he jumps to the next conclusion that you're mocking him

"What? Am I not intimidating to you? I sure scared that scum back there!"

"What are you talking about?"

His face when you explain yourself to him is nothing short of flustered, and he begins profusely apologizing

He gets super caught up whenever he's accidentally ableist, since he wants you to feel safe around him

Once you've cleared up the situation, he actually takes joy in seeing you copy him, and if he gets the chance he'll want to teach you how to be more intimidating

Uvogin

Another case of not really knowing what stims are, but being respectful of them anyway

I mean, man is literally eight feet tall, he doesn't care about whatever weird things anyone else might do

He roars at the back of his throat once, and that's it

When he's walking past you after a mission, Uvo's almost shocked to hear you making a vague growling noise constantly

Since he likes to lean into his animal side a bit more than others, he'll jokingly ask if you're trying to intimidate him, much like Phinks

When you explain to him to you thought that his roar was fun enough to copy, he also takes an odd sense of pride in it

He's not normally a man for any kind of subtlety, but if you actually found his roars pleasing to listen to, he'll see if he can roar at a volume that won't immediately burst your eardrums without protection or distance

If you do a lot of vocal stimming in general, especially imitation of his roars, I can see him taking you out to some mountain or cave or whatever to practice your roar for some fun bonding

Nobunaga

Okay so we know that he spends plenty of time around Machi, so she's probably explained some of the main symptoms of your autism at some point when he asked

But when he sits next to you and hears you trying to imitate the sounds that his sword makes when he charges it with his Nen, he looks at you incredulously for a moment

You may not have even noticed that you were echoing at first, so you'll probably be confused when you see him looking at you

"Oh, sorry, your sword just sounds nice!"

*Cue even further confusion from him*

Completely doesn't get how a sword sounds nice, but kind of has this "You do you, kid" attitude about it

May or may not invite you to listen to his practice and then wait until afterwards to listen for your echoes because he finds it cute

Shizuku

Okay I'm gonna be honest, when Blinky first appeared in show and made that noise, I was taken and kept trying to make the same noise for hours whenever it appeared

"Shizuku, why did you summon Blinky? Is something wrong?"

"What are you talking about? I didn't summon them?"

"Oh that was me, sorry."

Definitely has a giggle about it when she finds that you enjoy echoing her Nen ability

Will summon Blinky whenever you want to 'have a chat' with them

Very openly thinks you're absolutely adorable with it, and it's one of the first things she'll do every time she gets to see you

Shalnark

Honestly, he says everything with such a happy, upbeat tone, anything he says can be copied for fun

His laugh is the best, so you're probably echoing that

He's probably not too shocked when he hears an attempt his own laugh coming from down the hallway, thinking someone's trying to play a prank on him

But he'll be a little confused when he finds you

When you reveal the truth of what you were doing, oh god, be prepared

"Aww, you like my voice that much??"

"You do a pretty good impression of me, must spend a lot of time listening, huh?"

He WILL NOT stop until he gets to see you blush, though if he does overstep and upset you, he'll tone it back down immediately

Might not change anything especially big with his usual way of talking, but will take a moment to appreciate his own voice whenever he catches you imitating him

Bonolenov

THE MUSIC!!

Okay I know that they're mainly used for battle and injuring people's ears, but he definitely has more calm songs that he plays for his friends

When you first hear it, the tunes are so enchanting that you will be humming or whistling it for weeks afterwards

He's sitting and relaxing when he hears you attempting to hum the tune of a sweet lullaby he had once played for the Troupe

It's probably not a perfect replication, since it takes a while to learn the songs he makes, but it makes his heart melt to think that you want to try your hand at his beloved music

When he overhears you, he jumps in to begin gushing about the song you found so lovely

Asking if you'd like to hear it again -  he'd certainly love to play it for you again!

He might seem really overexcited, but he's genuinely happy that he can bring you joy with his ability

Franklin

Took me a moment to think of something for him, but after a while of thinking:

He speaks slowly and calmly quite often, so I can imagine that he can sometimes say things in very rhythmic fashion, which will catch on very quick

You're walking away from a quick chat with him, when he hears you whispering under your breath

Normally wouldn't even make a note of it, but he wants to make sure you're okay

(Definitely isn't worried about you and wanting to keep you safe)

His reaction when you tell him that you liked the way that he said something is a mix between "Oh, that's nice" and "What are you on about"

Has probably the least amount of education on stimming, but also one of the most open to learning, since he wants to do what he can to keep those he cares about safe and happy

Will be a bit put off by the way you seem to copy him at first, but definitely doesn't mind after a while

Silently thanks you for making him take a moment to appreciate his own voice

Pakunoda

Sweetheart hums a meteor city anthem one day, and isn't really shocked when she comes upon you humming it yourself

Since she's looked into your mind with her ability, she knows the way that you like to echo certain sounds, and doesn't mind at all

If she's listening from around a corner or such, she will smile joyfully and quietly wait out of your sight

Unless you catch her in the act, she's actually quite happy to not let you know of presence while she enjoys the thought of you enjoying her culture

But, if you do catch her, she'll probably start gushing to you about the origin of whichever song you wanted to imitate

She wants you to feel happy, however you wish to pursue that, and will absolutely hype you up in any sort of stimming you need to do

Whether you want her to ignore your echoing, or to join in whenever she hears, she's happy to do whatever you ask to keep you happy

Feitan

If he catches you copying something he said in broken language, at first he will assume that you were making fun of him

Not because he thinks that you're mean spirited, just because he's used to people mocking

With most members of the Troupe, he would show no mercy at this point, but since he actually likes you, you get one chance to explain yourself

Once you tell him about why you're copying him, he'll be seriously confused for a moment

Yeah he's never heard the word echolalia before

So you'll have to explain it to him

Probably doesn't immediately get it, but he lets you off the hook for it, since he does understand that you're very different from him and the others

Doesn't really think too much of it once you've cleared up that you aren't mocking him, although he finds it interesting to listen to you talking about how stimming works, even when he doesn't understand half of it

Kortopi

Actually another case that assumes that you're mocking him

He's used to being acknowledged as a weak link in the Troupe, and would get quite internally upset if he thought you were also in on the joke

I can't explain why I think this, but I actually see him as one of the most educated members of the group when it comes to any sort of neurodiversity, since I think he's neurodivergent himself, but he probably doesn't catch on immediately that this stems from your own autism

Wouldn't confront you straight away, but when he does, he tries to be as professional as possible about it

Cue a string of quiet apologies when you explain yourself

Quickly tries to explain himself to you, and you probably bond over how annoying it can be to have stimming misunderstood

Tries his best to let you know from then on that any symptoms you need to express are accepted around him, since he knows that you accept him as well

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Thanks for reading!

[ask-hunterxhunter]

Can I have the trouble trio with a pregnant s/o? Hiw do they handle the pregnancy? How do they handle labor and holding their newborn for the first time.

Feitan

Pregnancy will be a huge surprise for Feitan. Oh, it’s not that he didn’t know it could happen, it’s just one of those things that seem to happen only to other people. Cue a mix of emotions, to the point he may not react for a second: Happiness, nervousness, insecurity… It will take a while for Feitan to get used to the idea. Yes, he is happy, he is, but he can’t imagine himself as a father, he isn’t sure he would be a good one… At the same time, he is just so excited and happy about this!

Few people would be able to notice this mess of emotions he’s going through (you being one of the exceptions) because Feitan would keep that cold self-control of his while secretly checking books about pregnancy and babies (something not even the most suicidal person would mock him for).

 Many would regard Feitan as an uninterested father-to-be since he would keep that cold attitude of his, to the point a few people would send him dirty looks while you’re out buying stuff for the baby and he seems almost bored. It’s not exactly the case… First, some of the things you’re checking do seem to be exactly the same, so whichever you pick is fine. Second, there will be times when his “any-of-those-is-fine” is not disinterest, but because he genuinely thinks that any of those options are good. And while it seems he just picked a few things at random and tossed them inside the cart, believe me, it was carefully chosen. Others won’t see it, but you know him enough to feel the warmth beneath his actions.

 This warmth, like always, is something you can only notice when you’re together. That’s when he will touch your stomach, perhaps whisper a few words to the baby (when he believes you’re sleeping)… Feitan will have the natural worries of a father-to-be and want to give you the best care he can.

 When it’s time for the baby to be born, well, nothing will keep him from being there in the room with you. Not that anyone will ask him to, since Feitan will (again) give the impression of a perfectly collected and calm person (perhaps even a little too much for certain people’s opinion), but it’s in the way he holds your hand, how he whispers to you and how he keeps looking from you to the doctor that shows he’s both excited and nervous.

 Once Feitan holds the baby for the first time… Well, it’s a moment to behold. It’s rare to see his features so soft, how his gaze becomes less severe, the way he smiles… It’s actually one of the very few times no one can tell he’s a sadistic murderer. Internally, he will swear to always be there for his child. It’s… Pretty sweet, actually. Perhaps a little weird/disturbing considering who Feitan is, but still.

 Now, while he never, and I mean never, doubts being part of the Spider, this doesn’t mean he isn’t aware of the complications involved in raising a baby when you’re a wanted criminal. No, I don’t mean “Oh, I want my child to be a good person, I should change my life around” style (please, have you met this guy?), but in the realistic sense: Moving around, staying away from you and the baby for long periods of time while he “works”, having to deal with those who hunt the Spider (he wouldn’t show it, but he would be terrified at the idea of Hisoka killing you or the baby), it’s simply not exactly the best.

 Feitan would not renounce the Spider, but he would try to balance things in the best way possible, such as not joining in any jobs during the baby’s first months, being there as you recover from giving birth, so on. And because the Troupe is so united, some of the members would offer help whenever they can.

 Phinks

He is kind of a “freaked-out-soon-to-be-dad” sort of guy (though he tries to hide it as best as he can). He may have thought about having children, but when it finally happens, it just catches him off guard. It’s not that he isn’t happy, far from it! So much that his first reaction is just to hug you! But the questions of pregnancy/fatherhood keep hitting him: There are so many things to buy. Oh, he needs to keep you safe, he can’t let those who hate the Spider find out about the baby. Will he be a good dad? He doesn’t know a thing about pregnancies, how can he help you? Oh, you need to find a good doctor. Wait, what if the baby doesn’t like him?  

 Those are normal questions, though, and you go through them together (just as with the same questions that may hit you). Whenever you’re in doubt or nervous, Phinks will be there to give you support, just like you do when he’s the one unsure about the future. Hey, being a thief and a murderer is one thing, being a father is… Is quite different.

 Those doubts don’t stop Phinks from being simply thrilled at the idea of being a dad at the end of the day. Oh, you don’t have to worry about him being the “embarrassingly-loud-and-excited” sort of person in public (c’mon, he has manners), but it’s pretty clear that he loves buying stuff for the baby with you, preparing the room, thinking about names… In those moments, he is not a murderer or a member of the Spider, he is simply a man in love who is expecting his first child. And while he also keeps his usual posture with the other members of the Spider, they can see he is over the moon with joy (a few members may even joke a little about it). Now, when he’s alone with you, there is often this goofy smile on his face when he touches your stomach and whispers to the bay. And when the baby starts kicking, Phinks is drunk with happiness.

 Speaking of which, while the last month approaches, Phinks becomes… A little (more) too excited/nervous. As the “predicted” day approaches, any moan or whimper from you will have him rushing to your side asking if it’s the time.

 So you can imagine how he gets when the actual day arrives. He’s there with the camera, all happy and while he won’t pester the doctors with every little detail, trying to tell them how to do their job, he is so nervous that you’d think he is the one giving birth (he tries to hide it and be calm for your sake, yes. Let’s just be honest: He fails). However, if it becomes too much and the doctors call his attention, Phinks will regain his self-control.

 When the baby is born, Phinks may hesitate to hold it… He is so used to hurt people and the baby looks so small and fragile that he fears he will hurt it by accident. It takes a gentle coaxing, perhaps you showing him to do it, but when he does it, it’s like something changes in him… You can see his eyes brightening, the way he smiles and gently talks to his child… He may not know how to be a father. His own childhood may not have been perfect (hey, he’s from Meteor City, does that seem like a place full of happy childhoods?), but damn if he won’t do his best for his child. It’s like, for that moment, he isn’t a murderer or a member of the Spider or anything, except for a man holding his baby for the first time.

 Like with Feitan, don’t expect the birth of a child to change his views, okay? The “change” mentioned is just how something (often) changes when a woman becomes a mother. It doesn’t strictly mean Phinks will become a good person and repent. Like with Feitan, he will try to balance his lifestyle and raising a child the best he can, but that’s it. Well, when you got together with him, you knew who he was, so you shouldn’t expect anything different.

 Shalnark

Shalnark will go from the “wait, what did you say” to “this is the best news ever” in a matter of seconds. Despite who he is, it’s kinda of cute (that innocent face of his do help). Maybe he wasn’t planning on having children, maybe he never thought about it, but he is thrilled when it happens (which may surprise him a little if he never considered it before, since Shalnark is not exactly a “family man” type). Once he processes the news, he isn’t sure he can wait nine whole months for the baby to arrive!

 Shalnark is at once completely on board about being a father, though he has no idea of how to do it (cue him buying lots of books and checking many sites). It gets to the point no one would ever suspect of him being part of the Spider when you’re out together buying things for the baby or visiting the doctor, especially when he offers that “good boy” smile of his.

 Of course he has the same worries that everyone else has (especially if/since this is his first child), but almost no one can notice it, except for you due to how well you know Shal. Yes, he is excited and confident most of the time, but there are always those moments when he can’t help but consider possible issues… It just happens. Now, when you two go out, he is that happy future dad that wants to buy just everything for the baby (and if he’s in doubt between two pieces of clothing? He buys both of them!), who can’t wait for the baby to start kicking… Again, many people watching from afar wouldn’t believe this guy is a member of the Phantom Troupe.

 Shalnark is not as reserved as Feitan and Phinks when he is with the other members of the Spider. During a job, he will be as focused and deadly as ever… As soon as it is over, while they check the profit and results, Shaknark will end up commenting about how you’ve been feeling, how he can’t wait for the baby to be born, how he can’t believe he will be a dad… Some members will find it kinda of cute (Shalnark knows how to make such a cute face that you just can’t be mad at him) and be happy for him, while others might hope the baby will be born soon just to see if he’ll shut up then. It’s not that he’s obnoxious or annoying about it, but some of them just aren’t interested in the whole “family” subject, you know?

 It might be surprising, but Shalnark can be sweet when he’s with you, so during those months he will love to have extra cuddle time, touching your stomach, thinking about the baby (hoping he will feel it move soon), imagining the future… And also already imagining training the little one to join the Spiders one day as well.

 When you start to give birth, Shalnark is actually rather good with it. He’s excited and a little nervous, yes, but as soon as you lay on the table, he stays at your side, holding your hand, talking calmly with you.

 When he sees the baby, he is already feeling that warmth of being a father… When you suggest that he holds it, however, he hesitates for a second before doing it. It’s a strange sensation for Shalnark: He is so used to see people as objects, to only care about the Spiders and you, that he is surprised at how his feelings suddenly hit him. It’s a bit like when he realized he was in love with you, but different. He slowly grows more comfortable with the baby in his arms, gently touches its face and tiny hands… So small, so delicate… For a while, Shalnark will just sit at your side, holding the baby. For once, he won’t be thinking about the future, about the Spider, or anything else that is not you and the baby.

 It's just for a moment and it won’t last (he will never stop being who and what he is, after all, no more than any of the others would), but it’s a sweet moment all the same.

[thedancefloorsilly]

hi! first of all, i love your blog, second of all - can you please write like a scenario where the reader is pregnant with Feitan and then she tells him, like what would his reaction be? ty <3

AWW thank you so much <33 !! Ooooh this would be a good scenario to write out, your wish is my command 😌 I don’t write scenarios that often so this is kinda like good practice lol. Hope I don’t disappoint !

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Warning: Pregnancy Mention

It was a quiet Sunday evening. Your boyfriend, Feitan, sat in the middle of the couch while your body laid against the arm of the sofa with your legs on top of him. You were snuggled in the fuzzy blanket that wrapped over your body, staring out at the T.V. while watching the movie Feitan picked out for the two of you. As much as you wanted to focus on what was playing, your nervous thoughts circled around one important thing that stuck on your mind. You had to tell him, or else the thought would just eat you up even more. Plus, seeing how calm Feitan was at this moment made it the perfect time.

"What's wrong?" you heard your boyfriend say, snapping you out of your circling thoughts. You weren't surprised that Feitan would eventually notice that you were acting different, he could practically read you like a book. You looked over to him, immediately noticing that famous icy glare piercing right through you. With those eyes, it'd be almost impossible to try and hide anything from him.

Now that your obvious distress caught Feitan’s attention, you decided that now was the time to tell him the big news. You clamped your hands together as you started to fidget with them, while turning your eyes away from him. A nervous feeling started to build up throughout your body. 

"Uh.. Fei, I have something important to tell you." Your voice was only projecting to yourself rather than trying to speak directly to him. During this very moment, more thoughts came flooding to your brain, now contemplating how you were going to tell him the news. Should you just fully blurt it out, or would it be better to try sugarcoat it?

You could always just play it off and pretend like it was nothing, but you knew that not in a million years would Feitan fall for that. 

From the corners of your eyes, you could tell that this caught his attention. He grabbed the remote next to him and paused the movie, “And what is it?” Feitan asked while his head tilted a little. The feeling of worry began to rush through you, causing your heart to pound. As hesitant as you were, you couldn't go back from telling him now.

“Well.. Feitan,” you began, “I’m pregnant.”

Your admission was the climax to your fear. Even though you felt like a weight was lifted off your shoulders, the reaction of your boyfriend had you at the edge of your seat. You briefly noticed the look on his face, widened eyes and raised eyebrows looking straight at you. Apart from shocked, trying to analyze the emotions of how Feitan was truly feeling at the moment were hard to pinpoint. 

“Uh, Fei... how do you feel?” The answer was obvious, but you still wanted at least some kind of reaction from him. Feitan looked down away from your eyes and although his face relaxed, that still didn’t shake off that obvious look of confusion.

He quietly sighed, “I... don’t know.” 

After hearing those words mutter out of him, your heart sank into your chest. That comfortable environment you two had from earlier was now replaced with awkward tension. You were well aware that big news like this could give someone mixed emotions, so you just had to reassure yourself that this reaction was to be expected. But the thought lingered at the back of your mind, what was going to happen after this moment?

After exchanging a few moments of silence, Feitan blurted something "I won't be a good dad," he said, "And, the kid won't like me". You furrowed your brows, not expecting he'd say something like that.

“What do you mean, Fei?” You took a good look last his face. His eyes turned much softer, and stood down at himself. That previous look of shock completely vanished, and turned into this state of worry and confusion.

“______. I’m not a good person. You know this.” There was a grave tone in his voice. You always knew Feitan as your fearless lover, but right now seeing in this moment, you could tell that his voice shown hints of genuine worry. “You and the kid might be in danger.”

You sighed down at yourself. Well, Feitan didn’t sound like he was fully resenting the idea, right? 

You tried to shift from that topic with something else you’ve always thought of, “Have you ever thought about the idea of a kid before?”

He paused for a second before answering, “No. I haven’t.”

“I see. Now I know you haven’t had much time to think about this, so this question might be a little abrupt, but.. how do you feel... about having a kid?” Your voice started to falter at the last part, being nervous to hear about what he was going to say. Feitan looked down at himself, seeming deep in thought as he tried to process the question. It took him a while before finally speaking up.

“Well, I'm not opposed to it.” You slightly winced at his words, not expecting that to be his reaction. In all honesty, you never knew where his head was at regarding this topic, and you usually assumed that he’d be against having a kid.

“What’s with the strange look?” Feitan asked with a serious tone, furrowing his brows.

You responded with a relieved smile, “I don’t know, I just thought that you’d be against the idea!”

“Why would you think that?”

“Well.. You know.. You just seem a little- never mind. But, I do want to know, what makes you want to consider the idea?”

Feitan looked down at himself again, while you shift the position on the couch to get a better look at him. “I like the idea of having a little me,” he responded. If you looked closed enough, you could see the unnoticeable smile that appeared on his face. “And, I could teach it new things, too.”

“It?”

“The kid.. I could teach the kid new things.” You giggled at his correction, then shifted over on the couch so that you could sit next to him. There was a soft look in your eyes and a placid smile on your face. You were happy, but mostly relieved, to know that your boyfriend’s reaction was the complete opposite of what you feared. “Can I continue playing the movie, now?” he asked reaching for the remote. You nodded at him, pleased to know that the atmosphere in the room alleviated from its previous tension.

As the movie played out in the background, you became lost in your thoughts again. You had to admit that part of you felt nervous, having this fear in the back of your mind that focused only on the unknown. What if Feitan changed his mind? What if you were a bad parent? What if the kid didn’t like you? Even though these thoughts stuck to the back of your brain, the excitement you were facing right now when thinking about the future outweighed all the negatives.  Looking over to his direction, you saw the sight of Feitan softly smiling while watching the movie, making your heart swell.

 It wasn’t a shock to say that your boyfriend hid his emotions well, but as of right now, you could tell that Feitan, too, felt the same way.

[f33itan]

Hello!

Can I request Shalnark and Feitan with an s/o that is REALLY scared of the dark? Like when the lights go off their s/o just clinges on their arm etc?

Thank you!

Hello, and you're welcome Anon! I love this request!! Probably because I relate to it but that's besides the point Enjoy!

(oh and pspsps n/n means nickname)!

Shalnark + Feitan with a s/o who's really scared of the dark!

Feitan ☂︎︎☠︎︎☽

When he first saw how scared you got he honestly felt pretty bad for you but also enjoyed you clinging to him, it boosted this man's ego and he felt like he needed to protect you, which he loved.

Whenever he's feeling cocky and it's nighttime he'll do this just to get you to cling to him, but you've kind of caught onto what he was doing.

SO, after weeks of practicing you mustered up the courage to be able to sit for a minute or so with the lights off and you were ready to get on Feitan's nerves, or upset him in the least, you don't need a man to protect you, you're the bad bitch y/n!

So, to set the mood, it was around 9pm and you and Fei had just finished watching a movie. Feitan had a mission the next morning and you insisted on him getting a good amount of sleep, so with that you guys were gonna head to your bedroom. To do that though, you needed to turn of the lights and walk down the hallway, in the dark.

Fei being the bitch that he s got up and went to the light switch getting a bit giddy to see your reaction for the thousandth time, but when he did it, no shrieks! No wince of anxiousness, no flinch on the couch, he honestly thought you were possessed or something, but as soon as he started walking back to the couch to see if you were there he felt somebody grab his arm and hug it tightly.

"So, you can't, go long, in the dark, huh? Always, cling to boyfriend, for safety." *laugh*

"S- shut up! I have m- my things I'm s- scared of and i'm sure y- you have yours too!"

"Hmm, whatever."

Little did you know that his only genuine fear in life was loosing you. Of course he didn't tell you that though, after all, Feitan's a bitch. :)

Shalnark ⌨︎︎⚠︎︎✌︎︎

Unlike Feitan, Shalnark has some common decency, and he wants nothing more than for his s/o to be happy.

So when he first felt you cling to him after shutting off the lights, he got a bit worried.

"What's wrong y/n?

"I- well uh- I- I'm.. scared of the dark."

"Aw, it's okay princess / prince! Here, hold my hand and we'll walk to the room together!"

"O- okay."

When you woke up the next morning you heard some weird sounds coming from Shalnark's working room so you peeked you're head in to see what he was doing.

"Morning n/n!"

"Morning Shal, what are you doing?"

"Making something for you!"

"Whhhaaattt are you making?"

"An automated flashlight!"

"Wha-"

"You see, I'm programming it so when it's daytime it will be off, but once it senses that it's dark either outside or wherever you are it'll turn on! The best part is it's a little cat clip on so if somebody asks about it you can just say you like cats!"

Basically it's a little cat face button you can clip onto clothing, and the light turns on through the nose. There's also a button to cycle through colors, which is pretty fucking cute, AND there's no need for batteries, the amazing Shalnark has made it so it's powered by heat which can come from your body, and even if it's cold outside or YOUR cold, just letting it sit in the sun for about an hour or next to a heater will power it for at LEAST 3 days.

We all need a Shalnark in our lives.

[hieludoboi]

Can I request feitan porter headcanons with an s/o who is very bubbly and silly and talkative but at the end of the day is very sweet and loving qksjsjwjfidjdisjfosjb ty ILY 😳😳😳

Yessiree! Short man who likes to torture make brain go brrr! 

A/n- Man, I had to do research, but sorry if these seem a bit ooc!

Pairing- Feitan/Gn!Reader

Summary- Feitan headcannons!

Warnings- I mean, not really, but it’s the phantom troupe sooo

“Annoying very,”

“She here why?”

“When leaving?” 

Feitan was not that fond of you when you first bounced onto the scene

You weren’t a member of the troupe per say

But you followed them around because of your healing abilities

It confused Feitan at first, why would they need another healer? They had Machi, didn’t they?

It took him a minute before he finally realized why Chrollo valued you as much as he did

He’s thankful for your nen ability

He’s able to torture his victims without fear of having them die

As long as you’re there to keep them alive, he can keep having his fun

He of course appreciated your skill, but he was still very indifferent towards you

Whenever the troupe would come together to complete whatever they needed to, there you went skipping behind Chrollo, chattering and giggling as you went

He wondered how such a childish person could get such serious jobs done.

“Feitan-san! It’s so good to see you again!” 

The entire troupe practically froze when you threw yourself at him

And oddly enough, Feitan just stood there while you hugged him

How? The troupe couldn’t even begin to explain.

During missions Chrollo usually pairs you up with Feitan

He’ll be busy torturing someone, and you’ll be off to the side pacing the room while reciting jokes to Feitan

He finds them somewhat amusing

And then you ask him for help with a job outside of the troupe

While you work closely with the troupe, you’re mainly a hunter

You spend your days looking for ancient forms and techniques of medicine and treatment

And often times, interrogation is needed to get maps or secret herbs from unwilling hands.

Feitan learns a lot about you on those trips.

“Work with phantom troupe. Kill people many times, yet still find medicine for needy?”

“I serve Chrollo because he pulled me out of poverty. I’m simply repaying my debt. If it were up to me, I’d spend all my time in my village treating those who’re ill,” you had explained to Feitan as you both trekked through the dense rain forests that shrouded the continent

“Too late to leave now. Many people dead. All by you,” Feitan had pointed out, a frown on his face as he smacked a spider off of his shoulder

“A little, but I can still help people, can’t I?”

Feitan couldn’t say he agreed

It happened over time

With each mission the two of you seemed to grow closer

The entire troupe had even placed bets on the relationship

But if you were honest, neither one of you knew where the relationship stood

Feitan would join you on your hunter work

He had helped you gain many ancient techniques

He got to torture people and you occasionally saved his life

You two had spent so much time around one another, yet no one could even begin to explain what you two were

He often stayed with you in your home, and you followed him around almost everywhere

You sometimes cuddled, sometimes ate meals together, and looked out for each other fiercely

“You know, I think I might love you,” 

You were both inside a warm sleeping bag inside a small tent

Feitan had once again joined you on another journey, this time into a swamp

The night was somewhat cold, and relatively quiet

And then you piped up with your confession

Feitan had gone still, eyes just a little surprised

“Are we, like, an item? Are you my boyfriend?” 

“Was not already?” Feitan was confused to say the least

He let you hug him and grab him all the time

You were the only person who could tease him the way you did

He trusted you with his life

Hell, you had even gotten intimate with each other more than a few times

He genuinely thought you both were already sort of an item?

After that trip, not much changed

Shalnark and Pakunoda won some jenny while the other’s lost some jenny

And things carried on as usual

You’d tease and mess with Feitan all day

Help him with his interrogations

Go on trips in search of medicines

And rest comfortably in your little house situated away from the rest of society until Chrollo called upon you both for another job

Feitan guessed that life with you wasn’t all that bad

Torture and murder

It seemed romantic when you were around

[its-ya-boi-autumn]

OMG I LOVED YOUR SIBLING HEADCANONS!!! EVERYTHING IS SO IN CHARACTER. Could i request headcanons for the same characters (+Illumi) as parents? 👁👁

Hell yeah, I got you babe~ :D (I had trouble finding a gif so I’m sorry lol)

Hisoka

It’s honestly hard to say for this man

He wouldn’t care for this child really. Like at all

You being pregnant would have been a complete accident and as soon as he found out he’d be pissed, or at least for a few days.

After a while though I think he’d just leave, there’d really be no point in him staying. The kid wouldn’t be taken care of by him and it would only get in the way of his time with you

He’d be an absentee father

Illumi

Whether this man would be better or worse is kind of hard to say

Since he was raised by actual parents I think he’d have a better understanding of a fatherly figures role at least, though his family is a group of assassins so it might not be very good looking to an outside force

He’d obviously train this child to be an assassin 

While he’d see to the child’s needs he’d most definitely be confused about the lack of independence and the way you gave into it so easily 

I think he’d want a boy more than a girl due to some possible misogynistic views from his upbringing, that and it’d be the best way to keep the family line going

It’s likely he’d end up having more children with you since he’d want to keep the Zoldycks at large (if that’s how you’d say it idk)

He’d be an abusive father, e en if the kid didn’t realize it

Chrollo

Okay, this is progressively getting more difficult :)))

Chrollo grew up as an orphan, so unless he’d for some reason read up on children at some point in his life (which I both can and can’t see him doing) then he’d have no clue where to even start

Especially when the child got older (might be getting a little personal but my dad has this issue, hence why we don’t speak often even though we live in the same house)

He’d see the kid as a hinderance at first, mostly because now he had to worry about mafia stuff and people coming after him possibly targeting not only you now but the child as well

He’d handle situations such as bullying or mental issues rather well, telling the child to stick up for themselves 

I don’t think the kid would grow up violent or anything, maybe with some rebellious tendencies but that would only fuel their relationship with Chrollo

Of course Chrollo would mostly want to just spend time with you and the spiders, but he’d understand that you had a child now, and your time with him would be limited even more

He’d be an absent father, just not physically

Phinks

Big off on this one boys 

I’m not sure how he’d react to your pregnancy but I have a feeling he’d be quite livid

It would not only ruin your body but your entitled time to him as well

After a while I think he’d calm down a little but once the baby bump started coming in I’d expect some comments if I’m being honest

If you for some reason stay with this man after having the baby, it wouldn’t be good

Phinks is quite temperamental and I think he’d have his own tantrums quite often

One minute he may be having a great time with the kid, talking and what not but within the next the kid might say something off or out of line and all of a sudden Phinks has exploded and may or may not lay hands on the child

Of course this is upsetting for you but your relationship with him might deteriorate as well, meaning he might start getting physical with you if he hadn’t already

He’d be n abusive father 

Feitan

Indifferent

He wouldn’t care honestly, about you or the kid

I genuinely don’t have much to say on this one because I really just don’t know how to word it

I get the vibe that it’d be similar to Hisoka in the sense that it was completely an accident and he’d end up just leaving due to the fact that it’d be almost pointless to stay anyway

He’d be an absent father

Shalnark

I don’t wanna say he’d be the best of the six, but I think he’d do better

The news might shock him at first and he might panic a little, maybe even leave for a while before coming back during your labor

Though I think his relationship with the kid might actually be relatively okay

Similar to Chrollo he’d want the kid to be rebellious and independent, and if the kid likes games they would get along rather well

I highly doubt there’d be any issues with abuse but there may be some emotional neglect in the picture, whether purposely or accidental it’d not sure I can say

He’d be an okay father 

[vesuvian-american-fics]

The Murders in York New Morgue Ch 3 Final

Gore

The final chapter, and Feitan’s first kill.

TRIGGER WARNING: BLOOD MENTION, DEATH MENTION, MURDER

(AO3)

Words: 1,418

“It’s raining Mr. Librarian. You know what that means, don’t you?” You cooed, reveling in the way the man’s lips curled into a soft smile at what was to happen next.

“...Yes.” He responded, moving closer to you, lifting his chin up to get a better look at you. You smirked before heading out of the damp alleyway without another word. You listened to Feitan's hurried footsteps splashing in the puddles to follow diligently behind you.

“You need to prove yourself to me, love. I’m trusting you.” You spoke with a lilt of amusement rolling off of your tongue.

“I’ll prove myself.” He said quietly but with an air of determination, watching your back as you lead him back towards the city.

You chuckled and shook your head before looking over at the man behind you, mischief in your eyes.

“I wonder about that.” Feitan quirked his brow in confusion at your words but chose not to respond. No matter what you threw at him, he made a promise to himself to fulfill his duty without question just to show you how serious he was.

The rain was picking up heavily, you sauntered off into a coffee shop near the heart of the city and sat in a corner booth while waiting for your hot drink. Feitan watched closely as your eyes scanned over the patrons in the shop. Just as your drink arrived, the perfect man walked to the counter.

He was a large man by your standers, around six feet in height, roughly 200 pounds if you had to guess. Rugged, a five o’clock shadow on his chiseled face. Thick brows pinched together in a frown.

“Seems like he’s having a rough day.” You said nonchalantly, nodding your head in the direction of the man. Feitan, inconspicuously turned to survey the man you were speaking of. He looks impatient, giving the poor barista a hard time with his complicated order.

“He’s our guy don’t you think?” You cooed, rubbing your foot playfully against the librarian’s shin beneath the table, making him blush faintly. Feitan spluttered when the man looked in your direction, he quickly averted his eyes as to not look suspicious but you held his stare.

The stranger looked you up and down, his eyes landing on your lips as you wet them with your tongue. He smirked before snatching his scone and americano from the frazzled baristas. He gave you a nod as he left from the shop, tasting his drink he scowled at the flavor before tossing it to the ground.

You sighed. A litterer deserves what's coming to him.

“Come now.” You said, swiftly leaving the shop and bidding farewell to your waitress on the way, thanking them for the drink. Silently Feitan chased after you. It didn’t take long for you to find your prey again, speed walking down the sidewalk as other pedestrians moved out of the way for him.

You rolled your eyes at the sight; you couldn’t wait to sink your teeth into that fellow. You quickly caught up to the man, caressing the back of his neck with your delicate touch. He whipped around ready to curse whoever it was but he recognized your face from the coffee shop. He found you hot.

“Oh! Ha, it's you!” He said as he rubbed the back of his neck.

“You following me or something?” He chuckled to himself, feeling just a tad unnerved but he pushed those feelings down. If you were down for a quick lay this weekend, he wasn’t going to give that up.

“Yes, I am.” You said in a sultry voice, linking your arm around his much larger one. Feitan was hot on your heels, staring holes into the back of the man’s head. He didn’t like him. He was rude and cocky, and he was anticipating his death greatly. The man gave a hearty laugh to mask his minor anxiety, you surely were forward.

“What’s your name, doll?” You said, wrapping his arm around your waist, rubbing small circles into the fabric of your coat.

“No need for that, just let me have you for the evening.” You whispered sensually. The man’s anxiety was replaced with pure primal desire. Your voice was like an aphrodisiac, working its way into his system. He gave you a devilish smirk and began to lead you toward his apartment before you stopped him, pulling him towards an alley.

He was confused, but allowed you to pull him roughly inside, blinded by lust.

“Hasty, are we? Here of all places? You’re naughty, aren't you?” He scolded smugly.

“You’ll have to be punished for your impatience.” He gave you a harsh spank on the ass, that secretly revolted you but he’ll be paying the price for that very soon you thought.

“I’m more of the punishing type actually, sir.” You faked a moan as his suckled onto your neck, holding him flush against your form.

The plan was explained to Feitan simply. You seduce the man, as you did with many other victims in the past, and while he’s distracted, you’ll give a signal for Feitan to come finish the job. Afterwards you won’t help him much at all, this will be his test to prove himself worthy.

He was nervous of course; he’s only ever dreamt of doing something like this. He worried he may hesitate, but even still, he was going to will himself forward. He did say he’d do anything for you, and he was sure this would happen one day.

Your over-exaggerated moans seemed to please the man, he groped and palmed over your body, every inch that he could reach, while his face was buried deep in your hair, inhaling your scent. Roses.

Behind his back, you called for Feitan, doing a “come hither” motion with your fingers. He inched forward knife stiff in his hands, gripping so hard his knuckles turned an even whiter shade than normal. The crazed look in his eyes caused you to moan, a genuine one this time, and that heavenly sound seemed to spur Feitan on.

He rushed in, stabbing the man right in the middle of his back. You quickly covered the man’s mouth so his cries of pain wouldn’t be heard out on the street, though hardly any people were out at this hour anymore.

Thick tears stung his eyes and blurred his vision, a ringing blaring in his ears as he felt his back grow warm with the spilled blood. He legs gave out from under him causing him to fall hard onto the unforgiving concrete. The stab must have hit the perfect nerve in his spine because this large man never fought back, he seemed to go limp underneath you. You straddled him as Feitan positioned the knife to finish the job.

You watched as the life began to drain from his eyes, and you made Feitan watch as well. Just as his vision lost its focus and all hints of life melted away, his phone rang in his coat pocket. You pulled it out and looked at the caller ID. 

The screen read “Wife”, and showed her picture. You laughed lightly before shaking your head in disappointment at the man beneath you.

“Naughty, naughty. You had a wife?” You tutted, before removing yourself from his body. Feitan helped you to stand, his blood stand hands holding yours firmly.

“He deserved it.” He reassured, a look of disdain on his face as he looked down to the corpse.

“Of course.” You smiled, holding the librarian's chin, swiping your thumb under his lips, watching his features soften up as he gazed up to you.

“You proved yourself well, I’ll let you be my new toy.” Feitan’s eyes lit up at the praise before you continued.

“But your work was sloppy, I don’t want my name on it, so no black rose. We’ll work on that later, but for now. You’re mine.” You kissed him harshly, crashing your lips together in a feverish kiss. Feitan wanted nothing more than you deepen it, his tongue licking your bottom lip to beg for entrance. Entrance which you denied, you bit his bottom lip, drawing blood before pulling away and evacuating the scene.

Feitan felt like he was in a dream, a dazed look melting across his face, he looked so happy and it took your breath away. What is this guy? Your soulmate or something?

“Feitan, are you happy you’re mine?” You asked, already knowing the answer.

“More than anything.”

[f33itan]

So uh i'm going to Disneyworld again for like the 5th and 6th time soemfuedifnek rich rich with each parent individually and were even going to the same exact parks LMAO one time in April one time in May, but yeah this is me coming at myself specifically.

Also the reader in this may or may not be scared of rides... uh yeah sorry strong willed people

Feitan + Inosuke at Disneyworld with their s/o!

this includes various rides from multiple parks so uh yeah look them up if u want

Feitan

Okay, He's genuinely CONFUSED

Like, wtf, kiddy rides, a bunch of food, happy music and happy people?

WHAT THE HELL DID YOU JUST BRING HIM TOO

I'm gonna say you made him go to Disney's Hollywood Studios, got the biggest ride.

So right on entry you got him a map because he's gonna be complaining, and you brought him straight over to Toy Story Land.

You tell him to try and enjoy it somewhat, and he half ass tries.

You're pulling him along into the Slinky's Dog Dash ride and he's like "Why the fuck, we have to wait? Lets just, cut all these, stupid assholes."

"DISNEY PEOPLE ARE NOT A-HOLES FEITAN, AND DON'T SAY THAT HERE THERE'S KIDS AROUND!!"

But anyways he somehow 1. convinced you to cut everybody and 2. they let you both bc they were scared of your boyfriend. Win win I guess? He did it without killing anybody.

He was about to just walk into the first row but you convinced him to sit in the back.

"Why?"

"You feel the most in the back."

He actually, maybe, partially, kind of enjoyed this ride, but you could see the little grin on his face once the actual ride started. He was disappointed on how quick it ended though. He enjoyed hearing the children scream, even if it wasn't out of sadness and fear.

After exploring the map he pointed at Rock N' Roller Coaster, which happened to be one of the rides your my scared ass preferred.

While explaining to him how this ride went he was already walking towards the line, which was a bit long but moved smoothly.

You went to buy a Disney Pickle which you claim are the best ones, in which they are.

"You have, a pickle, at home-"

"NO"

He enjoyed this ride as it actually gave him somewhat of a thrill, and he acted like the picture looked stupid, but he was already forwarding it to Shalnark so he could print it in the best resolution.

The rest of the rides you two went on were the bit of somewhat big rides there were, he refused to get on any of the kiddy rides.

He saw you riding them alone and happy though, and he kinda felt left out so he eventually tagged along.

He somewhat enjoyed Star Tours, the shaking seats and 3D glasses were pretty cool, but he almost killed the workers on Star Wars: Rise of the Resistance. I mean, they were trying to tell him what to do!

You had to let him know that they were acting, and honestly if you weren't there Disney would have had it's first massacre.

The ride he favored most was the Hollywood Tower of Terror, which you skipped out on.

He was a bit sad you wouldn't go with him, but he knew you were a chicken and didn't force you.

The picture was amazing

HE WAS SMILING

He thought you didn't get the photo but since you purchased the tickets and shit, you knew how to get it from the code and website.

You also forwarded it to Shalnark to print in the best resolution.

Inosuke

Inosuke? Themepark? Loud Noises? Lots of people?

Oh no

Okay, this could go 1 of 2 ways:

1: He's running around everywhere, investigating everything, you gotta put a leash backpack on him.

2: He's clinging to you very tightly, frightened about everything going on, you gotta calm him down.

Regardless he eventually chilled out and somewhat calmed down.

But you get an automatic reward, YOU GOT HIM TO WEAR A SHIRT

You told him that the whole world would cower in fear of the great Inosuke if he didn't and he believed that.

So

Him being him he wanted to get on every single ride big or small super speedy super quick, but you told him you both had to eat first

Which he did, very quickly.

He liked the food at least, but he didn't eat it in the best matter.

I don't think you eat ________ by shoving big chunks into your mouth as quick as you can.

At some point during the trip he wandered off and you had to find him.

Oh and did I mention you guys went to Animal Kingdom? He picked it out actually.

After eating he fed some food to the white birds walking around he changed his mind and wanted to go see the animals, which you obliged, actually happy that he wanted to go do that first, you didn't want him to vomit on a ride.

He enjoyed seeing all of the animals but always claimed he could beat them in a fight, with this a gorilla charged at him and bumped hard into the glass, Inosuke jumped to you as he got scared.

He pulled you away quickly saying that "Oh if we got into a fight the backlash would hurt all of the bystanders" so um yeah

He still wanted to see some animals so you guys went on the safari ride, and he liked the fact that none of the animals were trapped.

The first ride you guys went on was the immersive Avatar ride.

Oh boy.

This gremlin man was looking at anything and everything, amazed by the floating islands and all of the glow in the dark stuff, but this led him to be constantly running back and forth accidentally cutting people along the way, but honestly they didn't tell you anything. The majority of them saw how you were attempting to handle Ino, and they already felt bad for you.

But the ride- shit.

He loved it, but was confused.

"How did it move up and down?" "Why were those things clamped onto my torso and shit?" "Why did it tickle my stomach with that transfer thingy?" "WHY THE FUCK DID IT SPRAY WATER ON ME?!"

You clonked him on the head, "NO. CURSING. HERE."

Next he wanted to go on Expedition Everest, but you convinced him that the line was too long.

Man, he believes everything you say, please treat this boar well.

You both got some snacks to go and he was somehow eating them calmly, more or less taking in everything around him.

You pulled out your phone and slowly raised it up to get a picture of the great Inosuke happy, and somehow you did.

He looks so precious.

But, that calmness had to end, and it did when you guys passed by a store.

He begged you to buy the both of you matching Mickey and Minnie Mouse ears.

He wears them religiously.

[thedancefloorsilly]

Hey congrats on your 300 followers!! I’ve been around for a while now and I still live your writing and wanted to participate in the event you have rn.

Pronouns- she/her

Personality- (INTP) I’m a pretty introverted person and I naturally talk quietly. I’m not shy tho I just keep to myself. I’m a perfectionist and like learning. I’m also really confident in myself and genuinely don’t care about the opinions of other people (it’s my favorite quality) I’m also really ambitious and like getting what I want.

Appearance- I’m 5’1. I stopped growing in middle school :(. And I’m also Latina so i have brown skin and really long hair it’s black and wavy and thick (low key my favorite thing about me). I tend to obsess over the way I look, I’m not insecure but I’m an extreme perfectionist and it helps me feel put together so I always make sure I look clean.

Likes- anything sweet. I have an actual sugar addiction. My doctor is concerned 😀. It’s the one things that never fails to make me feel good.

Dislikes- anyone trying to control me. Things not going the way I want it to. Being unprepared. Tomatoes.

Hobbies- I’ve been doing gymnastics from a young age so that’s definitely my favorite hobby. But I also really like just reading books while listing to music.

HxH F/o- Feitan and Machi, separately.

Thanks 💖

Tysm!! Omg glad you stuck around for so long and ty :)) hope u like these ;D

Event post: here

Feitan

- You and Feitan both share the similarities of often keeping to yourself. Maybe at first it might’ve been a little hard in trying to branch out to each other. Then again, there was probably this mutual interest that you and Feitan first felt with one another. He kept a close eye on you as you did interest him at first. Sooner or later, you actually ended up getting to know each other, and boom! A great connection between you guys formed. 

- Even though he might not show it, Feitan is actually a big sweet tooth for chocolate! To hear that you’re an even bigger sweet tooth as well is also good news to him. If you ever go to a candy shop, I can imagine that you probably come out with a whole bag full of sweets (plus another whole bag that Feitan secretly stole). 

- Once you get home, it’s not surprising that you’ll just eat all your candy right away (assuming that you didn’t eat any on the drive home). You guys will just be chilling on the couch together, quietly watching a movie or a random show you like, while eating all the stuff you got from the store. I mean, what’s better than spending time with your love while also eating a bunch of good stuff?? Literally none of you guys want to share it either. 

- Feitan usually prefers being organized, and with that being said, he’ll help you if you’re ever unprepared with anything.

- Knowing that you love to read books, he’ll always gift you with something new that he thinks you might like. Seeing the summary from the previous books you’ve read, Feitan already has an idea of the type of books you like to read. Maybe when you’re done with them, he’ll also take a look and start reading the books himself. There are times where y’all also love to read together. These moments are usually very silent, but the quality time is something that Feitan definitely appreciates. He just loves spending these calm, quiet moments with you!!

- Despite not really caring about appearances, Feitan enjoys the fact that you guys are the same height! It’s another thing you both have in common, and plus it’s also easy to give you kisses. One of his favorite place to kiss you is actually on your forehead!! Feitan will come up close to you, pull down his cowl, and then just shyly plant a kiss in the middle of your head :)

Machi

- One thing Machi loves about you is the fact that you’re confident in yourself. She always enjoys how whenever she gives you a compliment, you just take them with pride! Plus, you’re both on the same boat with the fact that you don’t care about other people’s opinions. Machi could care less about what people have to say about her. Knowing that y’all feel the same way just makes you and her a badass, headstrong couple.

- She’s not going to think tooo much of your sugar addiction. Sure, Machi might ask like one or two questions about it, but once she here's that it makes you happy, she’ll just then shrug it off (and then maybe join you in your candy eating. 

- With your perfectionism directed toward how you look and to feel clean, it might take you a little longer to get ready. You and Machi are opposites when it comes to this (since she gets ready relatively fast). Even though she sometimes jokes around for you to get ready faster, the end result is ALWAYS worth it when she see’s you! The way you just always end up looking so nice and pretty makes her all blush-y. Even though Machi will act all nonchalant and just give you one simple compliment (”Oh wow, you look nice”), in reality, she’s trying her best to contain her blush and not stare!!

- Machi loves your hair just as much as you do! I can imagine you guys just cuddling on the couch (you laying on top of her as she holds you), while Machi just plays and twirls the wavy tresses of your hair around her finger. It’s just so relaxing to the both of you, and the way she plays with your hair so soothingly can honestly just put you to sleep.

[f33itan]

I can't decide, should I send shalnark or feitans request? 🙄

I guess I should go with shalnark 😗 can I... Get a short story or whatever you prefer, shalnark with an s/o who likes to be carried by him? UwU thanks in advance nat!

OK FIRST OF ALL I’M SO FUCKING SORRY I’M GETTING TO THIS ALL LATE shows how damn responsible I am huh BUT ANYWAYS HERE YOU GO SOPHIE  

An AU where everything is the same except there’s Disneyland in Hunter x Hunter.

“Shallll I’m tirreedd!!!”

“We’ve been standing in line for BARLEY 10 minutes!”

“Plleeeeaaassseeeee!”

“Princess, as much as I’d like to give in to you, I know you can stand on your own.”

*pout*

You and Shalnark went to Disneyland for a little break from everything, and you guys had got in line for the newest ride, Star Wars: Rise of the Resistance. But because it was new, the line was really long, so long in fact that a couple vendors were placed here and there. You guys had gotten number 50 in the online check in so you didn’t get called to enter the line until about 12 pm. (Read the extra paragraph at the end of this to understand what I mean) Shalnark saw you sulking and sighed.

“Look, how about we negotiate? If you can make it another 15 minutes standing WITHOUT throwing a fit or making a scene, I’ll carry you until we get to the actual attraction. Deal?”

“Fiinneee.” Shal opened his arms to give you a hug, and you tried to act reluctant but failed miserably. Running into his hug not to lean on him but to genuinely show him affection, you can bet you both stayed in that hug for at least 5 minutes, moving when the line required you two to do so. 

To keep you both busy in line, you decided to play I spy.

“I spy with my little eyeee... something.... brown!”

“Oh come on Y/N everything in this part of Disney is some shade or brown!”

“Hmm.. Okay. Something small and brown.”

*Insert Shalnark deep in thought* “Okay okay.. somethinggg small and browwwnnn... AH! Is is one of those shoulder porgs?”

“Damn it! How’d you get it so quickly? Do you have one of your pin things in me or something?”

“Noo, I don’t. Security would come for me here if they saw one.”

“Yeah, that makes sense. Hey look! There’s a vendor over there! Wanna go get something? Ill pay.”

“No”

“You sure you don’t want anything?”

“I do”

“Then why’d you say-”

“I’m paying Y/N!” Shalnark walked over towards the vendor and got you two each a soda.

“I’m gonna pay you back somehow..”

“Just pay me with cuddles and we’ll be even!” You guys both took a sip of your soda and stood in a comfortable silence for a couple of minutes, but then...

“SHALLL”

“What what what?”

“IT’S BEEN 15 MINUTTEESSS”

“Haha, I guess it has!” You jumped onto Shalnark’s back and he lifted you up onto his shoulders.

“How the hell can you do that if I’m on the backside of you?”

“I just can princess!”

-After the ride, you guys got pins of Princess Leia and Han Solo with their motto, “I love you” “I know” Except Shalnark changed it to say “I love you too”-

Don’t ask how he was able to do that, he just could.

EXPLANATION PARAGRAPH:

At Disneyland California the newest ride is Star Wars; Rise of the Resistance. This is said to be one of the longest ride’s Disney has made, click here for different websites to look further into. This attraction starts all the way in the line, but I won’t spoil what happens, you’ll have to watch a YouTube POV for the specifics. As a person who’s been on this ride, I can say its just amazing and will leave you wanting to go on again and again. BUUT you can’t unless you get a miracle and get into the queue twice, which leads me to the next explanation. Because this ride would be instantly a popular one the moment it opened, Disney created an online queue. This queue required a sign up that can be activated once the park officially opens at 9 AM. The lower your number is, the better, because the numbers get called in groups. For example, the first time my mom, a couple friends and I tried to get on, we got a number in the 100s, and by 3 pm, there was no chance of us getting in until ROUGHLY 9 pm. On the contrary, when just my mom and I went, we got number 10, and were called immediately. (We were at the Florida one doe, but there’s no difference in the rides or set up)

I hope that clarifies any questions or anything, and if you’re still confused, feel free to ask me or dm me about it! 

[its-ya-boi-autumn]

sjdbfisdb your writing is so good!!!! i loooovveeeee the feitan ones so much ahg. im content starved. i dont know if youve already done this since i just found ur acc, but could you do one with with machi in it? maybe fluff? idk...

I've actually never done Machi! I love her so muchhhhh I'm an attention whore for her 😂😂 I didn't know if you wanted male or female, so I did this platonically and tried to avoid anything suggestive of gender (most of the time I try to do that anyway but still)

"Right on time!" you greeted Machi happily, smiling gently at her. She didn't return it. Must of been in a bad mood. Your own mood changed slightly, eyebrows furrowing and squinting at her.

"What happened? You good?"

"Yeah, I'm fine, just ran into some trouble on the way here. " Her arms were crossed over her chest defensively though she finally let a small smile tug at her lips. You sighed in relief. At least you wouldn't have to deal with the bad attitude all day.

You wouldn't necessarily call it a date, mostly because Machi and yourself had been friends for a few months, but you'd offered to take her out to the small cafe just downtown of your apartment. To your surprise, she obliged.

"So, other than that 'trouble' you ran into, how's your day been so far?" you tried to make light conversation. Machi didn't seem to be very talkative in general, though she let her arms fall down to her sides.

"Eh, it's been okay I guess. It happened the second I woke up. Some guy just started banging on my door and yelling."

"How long was he there for?"

"Dunno, don't care. Must of been all morning." she looked away from you and instead to her side, watching for something. Her alertness didn't go unnoticed, though you said nothing. You wanted to avoid making her uncomfortable or seeming invasive at any cost. She told you what she wanted to, and that was all. You didn't want to ruin your relationship when it just started. Though, your own anxiety was beginning to swell in your chest. Who was she looking for?

"So, have you ever been to this place before?" you attempted to start a new topic in order to muffle the apprehension wrapping itself tightly around you. You even started searching for an unknown source of your worry, darting your eyes every where for a threat you didn't even know was there. Machi seemed to take notice.

"Don't worry, nothing is here right now." she started, "And, as long as you're with me, you're safe. Also, no, I haven't been here before." she chuckled at your reaction. You let your guard fall down and continued to walk with her. You had seen Machi fight before so you knew you were probably safe. Still though, you couldn't help but be wary of the world around you. Your hands fumbled over each other nervously.

One of Machi's hands covered both of yours, lowering them slowly. You met her gaze. She was... Gentle?

"Hey seriously, don't worry about it. Everything's gonna be fine~" she reassured you softly, never taking her eyes off you. The world around you seemed lighter now, better than it was a few moments ago.

The two of you simply kept walking together, bodies in sync with one another while you spoke. Machi didn't seem the domestic type, but right now she was rather calm and perceptive. Not only of her surroundings but also of your conversation. She was genuinely listening and giving effort to hold up with you. This in and of itself made you glow on the inside.

Eventually, the two of you managed to make your way to the small café on the corner. You would have passed it up entirely had Machi not pointed it out to you.

“Alright, I hope this was worth leaving home for...” Machi spoke more to herself than to you, and you knew she didn’t mean it offensively. However, the words still reached you in a negative tone. You didn’t let it bother you too much as you knew she’d like it a little bit at the very least.

There wasn’t much to the area. It was rather bland looking and unassuming for someone who was new to the café. Machi didn’t seem to mind though, even letting her guard down more. Obviously, despite the cream color of the walls and typical swirly cursive writing on the white boards, this place struck her as somewhere comfortable. Safe. Safe from whatever had been bothering her earlier that morning. A part of you wanted to ask her about it, to see if possibly you could help with whatever it was. The other part of you said that it was none of your business though and that it would just be better not to ask. You were sure that whatever it was, Machi could handle her own.

“So, what do you think?” you asking while stepping in front of her view, eyeing the photos on the wall of coffee brews and of food they served here. Machi said nothing, still taking it all in. You didn’t push her, at least not until the waiter arrived with two menus in hand.

“Two?” She held up two fingers. You nodded, tugging on Machi’s sleeve to ensure she wouldn’t be in the way of the next customers to enter. You snapped her out of her trance, letting go of her immediately so she wouldn’t feel alarmed. She followed willingly after you and seated herself across from you in the chair closest to the wall. The waiter set your menus down on the glossy wood and pulled out a pen and paper pad.

“Can I get you started off with some drinks?” her voice was pitched in a friendly manner, fake and rather transparent. Machi took a quick glance behind the waiter even though her menu was right in front of her.

“I’ll just have some green tea for now.” she started, her hands playing with the edge of the menu.

“Just an iced mocha for me, thank you.” you smiled at the waiter as she wrote down your drinks.

“Alright, I’ll come back out when they’re ready.” she said, placing her paper pad back into her apron pocket and walking off. For a few moments, neither you nor Machi spoke. Both of you stared at your menus, searching for something to eat. You hadn’t really found anything to eat yet since you had been feeling picky lately when the waiter came up and handed out the glasses with your drinks in them. Machi closed her menu and set it to the side, her hands folding on the table and her back completely straight. Was something off? Did she sense someone nearby that shouldn’t be. She seemed to be relaxed but on the off hand she was awfully aware of her surroundings. Not that it was a bad thing entirely, it just made you nervous. It made you feel like maybe you should be more aware as well.

Machi plainly told the waiter what she wanted and then turned her attention to you. Blushing you stuttered out something you thought you might want, even though it didn’t sound entirely appetizing. You were more focused on Machi’s mood changes than on your order. The waiter said something you didn’t quite hear and then walked off again.

“Are you okay?” her voice broke through to you. You flinched at the sound. Her brow cocked up in judgement.

“Yeah... just anxious, that’s all.”

“I already told you, as long as you’re with me, you-”

“I know! But your mood keeps changing, like you sense something somewhere and it’s making me jittery...” you blurted a little louder than you wanted to, drawing the eyes of some people close by. Machi took notice of this but made no move to meet any of them. Your cheeks flushed in embarrassment.

“I’m sorry... I just wanna know what happened and you keep making it seem like whoever was bothering you is still close by.”

“He is.” her voice was completely flat. You shrunk in your seat, head and eyes down to avoid her own. The monotone change made you think you had upset her, making you feel insecure of your next moves.

“I’m sorry...” you mumbled it, you didn’t even know if she heard. Machi sighed, pulling her chair closer to the table and taking a quick glance around the café.

“Look,” she started, “he’s not an enemy, he’s an ally. He’s just been causing some trouble lately and he’s been following me around. He won’t hurt you or me, so we’re okay. I don’t know about anyone else though.” she explained. Her voice remained soft, an attempt to reassure you of your situation while still being honest. A part of you thought it worked as your hands and legs stopped fidgeting about the table. Everything was going to be okay. Whoever this ‘ally’ of Machi’s was couldn’t of been that bad if he hadn’t already shown himself. You tried to calm down some more, just to not create a scene for anyone else. Straightening your back, you leaned forward on the table like she did.

“Okay, can I get a name?” 

“No, that puts both of us in danger.”

“D-danger?” you uttered, feeling yourself shrink again. Machi’s eyes widened. She must of said something she shouldn’t have. Maybe she meant to word that sentence differently and just hadn’t thought about it. Either way, it made you start to worry even more.

“Hey, y/n, we’re okay. I’m right here. I’m not gonna let anyone hurt you and I don’t think he’d even try to.” she tried again, trying to make sure you wouldn’t cause a scene. You tried to comply and calm down.

By the time you had actually managed to sit still, your food had arrived in front of you. Machi was already digging in before the waiter could set her plate down.

“You must have been hungry!” you joked, taking a bite of your own food, changing the attitude if the atmosphere once again. Machi didn’t laugh back, just hummed a yes in response, too busy chewing to actually speak. You giggled to yourself, hoping that whatever she was talking about earlier was just talk and that there wasn’t actually anyone there to bother the two of you. And if there was someone here, you hoped they’d just leave you be. You were having a good time with Machi, and you enjoyed her company. You didn’t want this to be ruined by some random stranger.