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hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby
#rip wobblewok you would've loved an ipad#did you guys see the level 5 vision thing with the new game#i like some of the designs like the little ramen bowl guy#but ive seen people accusing them of using a lot of ai#which level 5 has done before but its still disappointing#i dont really get how its supposed to be related to yw either like isnt that what they were implying#feelin pretty ehhhh about it#yo kai watch#yokai watch#youkai watch#wobblewok#dondoro#art
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INTERVIEW MEME
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âREAL NAME: jules eleanor vaughn âSINGLE OR TAKEN: verse dependent, but on a neutral level.. single but also v affectionate and kind of a thing w/ rue as we see in the canon storyline of s1 âABILITIES OR POWERS: being adorable lbr, being an actual fairy âEYE COLOR: light blue w/ a dark blue rim around it âHAIR COLOR:  usually white-ish blonde with varying added colors depending on her vibe atm âFAMILY MEMBERS: dad (who she adores). mom (who isnât in the picture anymore). her grandparents on her dadâs side, her pets (dog, cat, lizard) âSOMETHING THEY DONâT LIKE: violence, bigotry, letting others down, someone being mad at her, loneliness, bland things, lack of color, math, mean hearted people âHOBBIES / ACTIVITIES: fashion, makeup, astrology, meeting new people, having fun, watching film/foreign film/tv/anime, observing various cultures, exploring, crystals, caring for her pets/plants, mythology, drawing/art âEVER HURT ANYONE BEFORE: i mean yes but never ever with purpose âEVER KILLED ANYONE BEFORE: UM NO not this baby âWORST HABITS: acting on impulse, putting herself in unsafe situations, self-harm (of several sorts), being too much of a people pleaser âROLE MODELS: every magical girl in every anime ever i guess âSEXUAL ORIENTATION: jules just goes with the flow of what sheâs feelin lulz âTHOUGHTS ON MARRIAGE/KIDS: marriage? one day probs but kids ehhhh âFEARS: ... iâll just do the main ones. being stuck in a nightmare, choking on something, being dead/a ghost and not knowing, being abandoned, the dark if shes alone (shhhhh)  âSTYLE PREFERENCES: harajuku reference, âkawaiiâ jfashion reference, 90s and early 2000s reference, very light lolita reference, goth reference, grunge reference, bright colors, pastels, fun textures, faux fir, mix of patterns, short skirts, chunky boots/sneakers, flowers, cutesyÂ
âSOMEONE THEY LOVE: RUE BENNETT!!!! âAPPROACH TO FRIENDSHIPS: she just loves to fill them with love!!! super lovey right off the bat and is ride or die for the true ones. she loves to compliment and show little tokens of appreciation and send cute texts! sheâs the friend who would do something crazy w/ u âTHOUGHTS ON PIE: SOUR CHERRY!!!!!! PUMPKIN!!!!!!!!!! âFAVORITE DRINK: honeydew bubble tea âFAVORITE PLACE TO SPEND TIME AT: on her bike finding new places she likes, her room, antique shops, forests âSWIM IN THE LAKE OR IN THE OCEAN: either! but prefers ocean âTHEIR TYPE: no specific type but she likes guys her age up to much older.. brunette masc more filled out figured guys that make her feel xtra delicate and cute hahah. tall!!!! muscles!! with girls??? she just likes all the pretty girls idk she loves all girls. she likes someone who likes to pull the reigns and be someone who can teach her something in life persay.. someone with a soft side and an appreciation for art and at least a moderate concern for social issues. someone who she can talk about random topics and deep subjects with (like aliens, astrology, past lives, conspiracy theories, art meaning, spirituality, film), someone who is gentle with animals, someone protective but who will still let her be her free authentic self âCAMPING OR INDOORS: both!!!!! she loves outdoors and indoorsÂ
TAGGED BY:Â @kitkween TAGGING:Â anybody who wants to do it!!! i donât wanna leave anyone outÂ
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Rules: Tag 20 people
I was tagged by @jxnhees (who btw is great for being able to keep conversation with me: a brick wall) @kangyoochanie @wacested @seyoon-ace and also (technicallyyyyyy) by @junheeschoice đ
THE LASTâŠ
1.Drink: sparkling grapefruit water (ik ik fancy right?)
2.Phone call: ehhhh it might have been for some kinda takeout
3.Text message: uhhh the s f 9 group chat more specifically kim i guess
4.Song you listened to: whiplash - nct 127
5.Time you cried: i didnt say this ok but it was definitely during the yh dance practice that went up yesterday
HAVE YOU EVERâŠ
6.Dated someone twice: nope i would have to date someone firstÂ
7.Been cheated on: no
8.Kissed someone and regretted it: nope
9.Lost someone special: sort ofÂ
10.Been depressed: yeah
11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
pastel  pink
yellow
baby blue
15.Made new friends: yeah
16.Fallen out of love: nah
17.Laughed until you cried: Â all the time
18.Found out someone was talking about you: unfortunatelyÂ
19.Met someone who changed you: yes
20.Found out who your true friends are: mmmmmm
21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no lol
GENERALâŠ
22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them but tbh who uses facebook???
23.Do you have any pets: i have 2 cats and a dog
24.Do you want to change your name: i guess my names fine
25.What did you do for your last birthday: ha funny story we went to go see a performance in boston, but i was really stressed about school at the time and fell ill and yeah that ruined everything lmao
26.What time did you wake up: 7? maybe cant remember
27.What were you doing at midnight last night: sleepingÂ
28.Name something you cannot wait for: graduation next year
29.When was the last time you saw your mother: couple minutes agoÂ
30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: hmmm i kinda wish i grew up in a better area tbh
31.What are you listening to right now: diplomatâs son - vampire weekend
32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah
33.Something that is getting on your nerves: idk man maybe like general negativity?
34.Most visited website: tumblr and google docs
35.Elementary: is this asking like if ive been through it? then yes
36. High School: almost done
37.College/university: planning to go
38.Hair color: blonde (but like honestly basically yellow)
39.Long or short hair: longish like mid back
40.Do you have a crush on someone: not a legitimate one Â
41.What do you like about yourself: idk my eyes? or maybe like iâd say im a pretty soft person in general so maybe that
42.Piercings: my ears
43.Blood type: no idea! but like probably O thats the safe guess
44.Nickname: jess
45.Relationship status: single
46.Zodiac sign: gemini
47.Pronouns: she/her
48.Favorite tv show: for korean shows its weightlifting fairy. for american shows its chopped
49.Tattoos: no
50.Right or left hand: right
51.Surgery: nope (im getting my wisdom teeth out soon tho)
52.Piercings: this was already a question
54.Sport: never lol. unless u count dance then ive been doing that for like 12 yearsÂ
55.Vacation: I want to go to Japan during cherry blossom season!!
57.Eating: fave food is probably like ice creamÂ
58.Drinking: green tea or smoothiesÂ
59.Iâm about to: idk mess around some more and not be productive
60.Listening to: know me - dpr live
61.Waiting for: legitimate relaxation
62.Want: svea made me emo so now i want to meet my internet friends :â(
63.Get married: eventually but not too early in life
64.Career: architecture or designÂ
WHICH IS BETTERâŠ
65.Hugs or kisses: hugs
66.Lips or eyes: eyes
67.Shorter or taller: taller
68.Older or younger: younger dont @ me about this tho
70.Nice arms or nice stomach: armsÂ
71.Sensitive or loud: cant choose tbh i guess sensitive
72.Hook up or relationship: relationship
73.Troublemaker or hesitant: either but i guess hesitantÂ
HAVE YOU EVERâŠ
74.Kissed a stranger?: nope
75.Drank hard liquor?: i only drink cute drinks so no
76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: nopeÂ
77.Turned someone down?: i guess?
78.Sex on first date?: no
79.Broken someoneâs heart?: idk probably manÂ
80.Had your heart broken?: ofc
81.Been arrested?: nope
82.Cried when someone died?: yeahÂ
83.Fallen for a friend?: đđđ anywaysâŠ..
DO YOU BELIEVE INâŠ
84.Yourself?: ehÂ
85.Miracles?: no lol
86.Love at first sight?: nope
87.Santa Claus?: nah
88.Kiss on the first date?: i mean if youre really feelin it sure i guess i probably wouldnt tho
89.Angels?: mmmm not in the religious sense
OTHERâŠ
90.Current best friendâs name: kelly/ellen sorry i cant choose
91.Eye color: blue/grey
92.Favorite movie: i dont really watch movies maybe harry potter
tagging 20 people is really going to be a challenge but lets go! I tag @seywow @aceandchoices @javajaeyoon @kimsseyoons @princechani @dnghn @princeseyoon @inv-ace-sive @seokf9 @byeonqkwan @princerowoon @kang-yoochanie @cacetus  @blubluebaby312 @donghuns @kim-seyooned @imwonwootrash @7ace @kang-chan @99hwis
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I was tagged by @theianitor, who is literally the sweetest ray of sunshine on Tumblr.
Coke or pepsi: BEPIS.
Disney or dreamworks: Ehhhh I think both studios have done some great work, but maybe Disney? I donât know. Iâd like to say Dreamworks because theyâre more diverse and inventive but Disney has some classics.
Coffee or tea:Â AHHHHH I must choose between my two greatest loves. Coffee, probably. Especially if itâs iced coffee.
Books or movies: Both. I have mild ADHD so itâs hard to focus on either but movies are easier for me. I used to read a lot when I was younger so itâs a shame that Iâve strayed away from that, but my goal is to read a lot more this summer.
Windows or mac: Windows. Iâve never used a Mac.
Dc or marvel:Â DC
Xbox or playstation:Â Xbox. Even though I know Microsoft is a flaming dumpster of a company. Itâs more that I only ever played on Xbox systems growing up so theyâre familiar. Theyâre definitely not better than Playstation.Â
Dragon age or mass effect:Â Theyâre both my absolute favourite series but Iâd have to give the edge to Dragon Age because I played the series first. Also Cullen Rutherford is my husbando.
Night owl or early riser:Â Night owl. Woooo insomnia.
Cards or chess:Â Chess.
Chocolate or vanilla:Â Vanilla.
Vans or converse:Â Never had either.
Lavellan, trevelyan, cadah, or adaar:Â Oooo this is tough. I like playing as elves or humans. Qunari characters look badass but I found that theyâre stories / romance options were limited in comparison to the other species.
Fluff or angst: Angst. Then fluff.
Beach or forest: Beach.
Dogs or cats:Â Cats. I like dogs but theyâre a lot of work.
Clear skies or rain:Â Rain.
Cooking or eating out:Â Eating out because I literally canât cook anything without ruining it.
Spicy food or mild food:Â Both. Spicy food is yummy tho.
Halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas:Â Halloween is amazing because horror movies and candy and Spook Aesthetic, but Christmas is also amazing because of the Cozy Aesthetic and hot chocolate.Â
Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot:Â Cold. Growing up I never had air conditioning so being too hot has plagued me my entire life, LOL. Screw hot, sticky summer weather tbh.
If you could have a superpower, what would it be: I know this is super weird and specific, but definitely dream manipulation. You could give your enemies terrible nightmares. You could subtly manipulate peopleâs actions without them ever guessing it was you. And you could also get into someoneâs subconscious and understand what theyâre really thinking / what they really want. Idk is that weird?????????? sorry lmfao
Animation or live action: Both.
Paragon or renegade:Â Paragon.
Baths or showers: Showers, but if Iâm Feelinâ Fancy and want to spoil myself Iâll have a bath.
Team cap or Team ironman: I donât follow the Marvel universe at all.Â
Fantasy or sci-fi:Â I CANâT CHOOSE!!!!!
Do you have three or four favourite quotes? If so what are they?:
âatrast nal tunsha- may you always find your way in the dark.â - Dragon Age
âTo be yourself you need to suffer, pretty thing.â - I canât remember, it was in a documentary and someone getting interviewed said that. It really stuck with me.
âWhen I die Iâll go to Heaven because I have spent my time in Hellâ - A paraphrase of a US Marines military song that was popularized during the Vietnam War.
âIf love could have saved you, you would have lived forever.â - David Ellsworth
Youtube or netflix: Both. If I had neither I would die of boredom.
Harry potter or percy jackson: Harry Potter.
When do you feel accomplished:Â If I get out of bed on time lmao
Star wars or star trek: Star Trek.
Paperback books or hardback books: Hardback.
Horror or rom-com? Probably horror. Iâve seen about three romantic comedies in my life and they either verge into the territory of cringe or are alright.Â
To live in a world without literature or music: Music.
Pastel colors or dark colors:Â AhhHHHhhhHHH. I canât choose!!!!!!! My favourite colours are a combination of both lmao.
Tv shows or movies:Â Depends.
City or countryside: Countryside.
If any other zodiac sign could describe you, what would it be:Â I think Sagittarius suits me just fine. I donât really pay much attention to the Zodiac, anyhow.
If you could only listen to one album for the rest of your life what would it be? Anything by Grime or maybe Enya.
Cinema or theatre? Theatre. :^)
If you could be any fictional characterâs best friend, whoâd you be? Iâd love to friends with anyone on the Normandy from Mass Effect. I feel like Joker or Liara would be an amazing friend. Or Garrus because he is my favourite space lizard man. Maybe Dorian from Dragon Age because heâs a smartass.Â
Smiling or smirking? Smiling. If I smirk it looks like Iâm forcing it so it just looks like a creepy grimace.
Are you an âall or nothingâ type or are you more consistent? I am an indecisive being and have abandoned more projects than I have finished them. I am not consistent, I feel like Iâm constantly changing.
Playlists or your whole library on shuffle? Usually shuffle. But I always skip a bunch of songs loool.
Travelling or staying at home? Travelling. Mostly because I dislike the city Iâm in and would love to see the world.
If you could have a meal with three people, alive and dead, who would you choose? Marilyn Monroe, Audrey Hepburn and Lucille Ball. I love Classical Hollywood cinema so I feel like theyâd be really interesting people to talk to.
Favourite sports team? Uhhhhh honestly I donât really watch too many sports aside from F1. So maybe McLaren.
Thanks for the tag! I tag @mussolinguini, @raginghuman, @ladyrindt or anyone else who wants to do it. :^)
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hi guys, sorry i didnât post yesterday. my meds ran out on tuesday and i have been feeling like hot garbage. i did pick them up today though so hopefully iâll start feeling ok again tomorrow. i also seem to be struggling with the beginning of yet another cold.
i wanted to go to bed 20 minutes ago, but i got distracted by some tv show review videos on youtube. i also canât seem to put my game down again.
i need to... do... something. anything. i did take wiley out for a walk today, for an hour, because we got hit with a cold front last night and it was pretty nice out. other than being kinda humid, which didnât feel too great on my stuffy nose with the pollen and everything.Â
ehhhh. not a lot going on upstairs the last few days. i was going to take eve out for a walk around the block but after i got wiley inside i was exhausted and still feelin awful. dad said her surgery isnât actually scheduled, since my uncle seems to have forgotten to call dad back to actually set a date. i should take her out more before she canât go, but it doesnât feel right to take her without diogi. i need to make a decision there.
i really, really hope that iâll start feeling better within a day or two now that iâve got my meds refilled. i do not like being a useless lump. i so badly didnât want to deal with people today that i went around the back of the neighborhood mostly, behind the houses rather than in front.Â
itâs hard to describe how exactly iâm feeling. itâs definitely a physical thing, but also, i feel dumber than usual. iâve got a headache and a stuffy nose, but also very little motivation to do things. like eat or sleep or communicate. sleeping is the worst. my mind canât seem to be bothered to come up with anything to look at dream wise. like man, even my overactive imagination donât got nothing to say. i guess i canât always be a horrifying fountain of words.Â
i asked dad if he wanted to start watching jojo again tonight after work and he said probably not. he didnât even come over to say hi to me when he got home. maybe he didnât enjoy the show as much as i thought he did? maybe he feels like neglecting my interests since i didnât have the energy to play board games with him the last few weeks? maybe i was just telling myself i didnât have the energy and should have just tried harder.
that specific phrase keeps popping up again and again, doesnât it? when it comes up i not only feel intensely inadequate, but i also kind of observe it with a cold detachment. yeah, of course thatâs something momâs always said to me. i wish i could put it out of my mind. you can tell yourself that someone elseâs opinion doesnât matter til the cows come home, but at the end of the day itâs still going to be there. especially when they say it like every day for 24 years. internalization is a strange thing.
i wish i could do the cold detachment thing more, but at the same time, i kind of hate that about myself? i mean, itâs a good way to keep people and feelings at armâs length, and itâs a nice tool to use to make quick decisions. but at the same time, i feel like it lends itself really well to experiencing people as, i guess, also tools, or complicated machines, instead of the unfathomable, unpredictable beings that they are? or maybe getting the feeling that any person could turn on me at any moment for any reason is a confidence issue? but it happens, like, all the time. people slam dunk me into the garbage like moldy bread for all kinds of reasons, most of which i donât even have any control over. like my sex drive...
the main thing that makes that, sort of, ruthlessness ugly when i used to be kind of proud of it is that craig used it too. i donât want to manipulate people... i tell myself itâs different, because i want to help people, but itâs still, the same tactic. you know? but itâs the only thing that let me survive growing up around mom, is learning how to push people around. not physically, but by, like, telling them something and making it sound like their idea. even giving people pep talks or trying to give advice feels uncomfortably like i fancy myself some kind of chessmaster. and... i donât want to. but do i do it anyway?Â
itâs nuts. i can see my self doubt unraveling and dripping all over the words but i canât do anything about it. i donât know me. i donât know what i got. how am i supposed to go anywhere when every step feels like the rug could be pulled out from under me at any time by my own brain? let alone by other people that i have no control over? i know the answer isnât to have more control, but to let go. but even when i want to let go, and i try to, that doesnât mean it happens, and i donât know whether i actually have or not, and that uncertainty in myself kind of... sucks. it really sucks.Â
what also sucks is that i probably wouldnât feel like this if mom wasnât a total dick. and if craig wasnât cancerous. and if i wasnât bullied every day for four years in christian school. iâd probably be a lot happier if that stuff hadnât happened to me.Â
and then i have another fun round of âwhat is my fault and what isnât? how far can i get if all i do is push my faults and shortcomings off on other people? i should be stronger than this. if i just tried harder...â
yeah, me too, me. if only.
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here is an about-meme-thing,,, usually i do not do these but im feelin it today and i got tagged by roomie so its like....i Gotta,,, i must Appease her
anyways,
Rules: Tag 20 people youâd like to get to know better (im not going to do that because i dont know 20 people. in fact. im probably not tagging anyone tbh)
Name/Nickname: Jess (or, depending on the quantity of Jess-es in a chat, âsmall Jessâ)
Gender: Gal pal
Star Sign:Â AriesÂ
Height: 5âČ2 (I could be 5âČ3!!! I COULD STILL GROW OK)
Sexual Orientation: Iâm gay. like really really gay,,,,harold im a lesbian
Hogwarts House:Â i have never read or watched harry potter, or bothered to figure this out. I think my friends are still arguing over gryffindor/hufflepuff tho
Favorite Color: shit man itâs hard to pick,,, i like greens and blues a lot.Â
Favourite Animal:Â four legs and fur = friend. reptiles too tho....all domestic animals and the usual Basic Ass faves like foxes and wolves...i just love them ok....i love animals theyâre so good..........
Average Hours of sleep: 5-6 during school, 7-8 during Not School
Cat or dog person: I love them both deeply but if push comes to shove, dogs
Favorite Fictional Characters: literally almost any girl i can say is gay, including all of the LL cast, izetta, flip flappers, any video game iâve played ever,,, do i need to say more thfh ((love live cast does hold an Extra special spot for me, though, i love these girls...... :â) ))
Number of blankets I sleep with: Usually two, but if Iâm somewhere cold i will pile them upon myself like nobodyâs business
Favorite Singer/Band: yes
Dream Trip: Iâd like to go visit certain people, like online buddies, but I donât really have travel destinations in mind. if i could just like, teleport into all my palâs houses and play video games or watch a movie or whatever itâd be rad
Dream Job: ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
When was this blog created: November 2015, I think. I made it after I put up ygtbkÂ
Current number of followers: 559
When did your blog reach its peak?: My guess? Probably after I took a fuckton of prompt fills, just before the Muse finale came out and between that and sunshine, when everyone was desperate for content
What made you decide to make a Tumblr?: I had one before this blog, but i was feelin pretty ehhhh about it. I made this one for writing and prompt fills! and for fun bc i like me some Relatable ContentÂ
Birthday: April 18th!Â
Relationship status: Single and ready to achieve maximum gal pal
Siblings:Â Two younger siblings, one brother one sister.Â
Wake up time: For school i wake up around 6:00 - 6:45, depending on how late I stayed up the night before/homework completion. off of school, it fluctuates WILDLY because Iâll stay up until like 4am and sleep until noon or stay up till two and wake up at nine like...who knows my dudes....
Lemonade or sweet tea: LemonadeÂ
Day or night: Night!
Coke or pepsi:Â I almost never drink soda. I remember liking coke more tho
Calls or texts:Â Texting, but good luck getting my reclusive ass to text first RIP
Ever met a celebrity?: I met an internet friendo, mon, once and im still 90% sure i went into cardiac arrest on the spot, tbfh iâll count that as famous....
Smiles or eyes:Â I donât know what this is asking??? both?? like if u dont have both then idk what to tell u....ppl can smile but their eyes r like MURDER or look kind of nice w their eyes but their mouth is like I WILL GRIND YOUR BONES TO MAKE MY BREAD so like....pls both at once....
Country or city: are we assuming best-case or worst-case scenario bc like....both could be cool or both could be shitty and it really depends on the town and people tbh
Last song i listened to:Â Funky at heart by studio killers
this is the part where Iâm supposed to tag people, but idk who to tag because I know these things can get annoying fr some people....I guess if u wanna do it and youâre a mutual go wild?? yeah
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