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More selfies sorry
#feel pretty despite everything#it me!#transgender#trans#mtf trans#girlslikeus#transisbeautiful#transisbetter#this is what trans looks like#tgirlselfie#trans girl#trans girls#trans woman#cool to reblog
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Headcanon: Deep down they both want to be their fairy godparent/godkid again after losing them, but don't believe they deserve each other and feel like they aren't worthy to be their companion anymore
They both need counseling and therapy as a whole package
#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#peri#peri fairywinkle cosma#dev dimmadome#fop a new wish#peri fairly oddparents#a new wish#periwinkle#the fairly oddparents#dev#my art#fanart#I like how both Peri and Dev is the type who prefers not directly express their feelings because they want to be seen as cool/independent#and be loved by the people that they care of#in other words#a tsundere//hit#jokes aside I like to think another reason why Dev cried during that scene is because-#he realized he's doing the same thing that his dad has done to him but on Peri#and yet Peri still cares for him despite his treatment towards him#like how Dev still loves his dad despite being a terrible father#and just..want to do everything right by him to earn his dad affection#man#Also ngl I have a hunch that Dev might still remember since Hazel's ''no rule'' wish was pretty vague#so maybe he counts in that wish?#plus he was wearing sunglasses before the memory wipe which maybe that won't affect him as well?#you can see I'm coping rn#I do hope this is only temporary and we will see them being back together in season 2 tho#giving them both some time to reflect and growth#because Peri clearly needs more experience in his job and Dev needs his character development for season 2
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Blacked out in front of my tablet and woke up with sketches of my Touchstarved mc + Kuras my beloved. woops
#I found out dr. kuras is 6'6 I said hold on lemme get a stool so I can climb this man#touchstarved#touchstarved game#touchstarved kuras#kuras#sleepyscribble#oc.emma#my mc is meant to be a self insert but also like. I wanted to come up w a design and character arc and everything jkvkvk#so I ended up basing her on my personality/looks but taking her into a direction that would fit the game#she's like. me but 'characterized' and a bit exaggerated for the sake of being a character yk#the way she turned out is that she's basically a friendly happy go lucky mage who laughs at her own misery but hides#a deep layer of self loathing underneath all that bc of her curse#having been cursed all her life she believes she's a monster and the sunny personality is a way for her to 'make up for it'#but at the same time she feels like a farse. like she's only luring ppl in to an inevitable demise#and she thinks she's selfish bc despite knowing the danger she poses she still goes out there and puts herself among ppl#bc she craves human connection. even tho she feels guilty for 'indulging' in it#anyway I love the cursed mc concept in this game <3 it's been really interesting to think abt how that would affect someone#also I kept her physical features looking pretty much like mine#bc I wanted to draw myself in a cute way. teehee#but the clothing I was basically thinking like. early game simple clothing that she didn't rlly pick for herself#and maybe later I can have an updated design w something she would actually pick for herself
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still here
#leafie draws#been having some ādespite everything it's still youā feelings lately....ooough#I've survived a lot..and learning how to live is pretty hard too *shrugs*#I just hope all this means something in the end i guess#oc#leafie#tanuki#vent#//blood#//injury
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Angst time :Dš
You can read my rambling about her in the tags
#listen LisTEN TO Me#hear me OuT#oh is hc time#I read a while ago howw empathetic people tend to feel bad when they feel any angry/ānegative emoy#el archivo literalmrnte lo tengo giardafo como āproblemas emocionales goes brrrrā xD#how they tend to bottle everything up cause it makes thrm feel shame about how their actions might be seen as āselfishā#despite having VERY good and VALID reasons to justify thrir anger#based on the pilot I think she's pretty meek and also a little bit of a pushover#also I was thinking she'll be pretty self consious and try to mask her emotions the best she can#which obviously is super unhealthy#I think that at some point she's just going to SNAP and is gonna be awful and soo sad and omg I cant wait to see it#give my girl some character development pls#cause as much as I like crybabies characters I also like for thrm to learn how to stand up for themselves#anyway sory if that didnt made sense xDd is just that I have never had so much fun with a fictional character#mi hija fr#el archivo literalmente lo tengo guardado vomo āproblemas emocionales goes brrrā xD#ya ahora si los tags serios#tadc fanart#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc gangle#gangle
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you say machete has to be closeted then why's he always wearing them little heels
Maybe he thinks he's a tiny bit nicer looking in them.
#no in fact he's just a little ahead of the curve let me try to explain#again I'm not a historian I'm just sharing what I've read I might be misremembering stuff so don't quote me on this#high heels became extremely fashionable in the early 1600's probably just a few decades after Machete's time#and they were originally worn by men#because they were inspired by Persian riding boots#if your shoes had heels you'd have easier time keeping your feet in the stirrups (think of cowboy boots)#Europeans saw them thought they looked snazzy and they became wildly popular in noble circles fairly quickly#for some hundred years or so high heels were the epitome of class wealth power and status and they were essentially genderless#remember that concepts of masculinity and femininity are fluid and change over time#things that were seen as manly a few centuries ago may seem downright effeminate to a modern viewer#it's all matter of perspective neither is objectively more correct than the other#they started to separate into men's heels and women's heels around mid 1700's iirc but the changes weren't massive even then#and only truly went out of vogue when the French Revolution hit in 1789#and people all across the continent were suddenly put off by everything that reminded them#of the frivolousness and extravagance of royalty and aristicracy#so in his canon timeline I don't think people are looking at him and going āhmmm that's pretty gayā#because heels hadn't become gendered yet#maybe he likes how they accentuate his already tiny paws and make his legs look even longer than they are#he's interested in fashion or at least likes to dress nicely in high quality garments#he tries very hard to look his best despite never really feeling comfortable in his skin#he was a real shrimp as a kid and even though he eventually grew up to be a beanpole he might still find the extra height appealing#no one's going to look down on him ever again#I admit the way I draw them is a lot more modern than the true historical style at the time but not outrageously so#artistic freedom and all that in the end I'm not aiming for 100% accuracy#modern au Machete has no excuses though he's just a little bit fruity#if the guy feels empowered by wearing little clip cloppers let him#answered#anonymous#Machete
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to my all little liars!! (edit: wtf happened to my english? š)
weāre at 24.6k words rn š if you plan on reading it next week, i recommend you read it on the weekends when thereās no school or work for you waiting in the morning š
calling in the troops rn ācause thereās still one final scene i have to write and itās gonna be LONG (this isnāt including the bonus scene btw) but itās extremely important for the story to continue, and without it, the rest of the story literally cannot go on š
weāre locking in guys. itās 100% gonna border 30k words for sureee. sm has happened in that ONE chapter and i literally cannot wait to release it for all of you, you have no ideaaa
gonna go to bed and then wake up, study, break, write for the fic, repeat. had to randomly drop an update here cuz iāve been edging you guys for so long iām sorryyy, but it really is nearly here <333
edit: fck it guys iām writing it rn (the immediate comments got me motivated)
#the little asks and messages and dms have been so nice tho#like yes pls remind me of ur existence so i can know why i was put on this planet despite the reason that life is a test of faith#think of this chapter as the main one before everything stars to fall crash and burn#the fall is VERY slow tho#the crash is VERY loud tho#and the burn is enough to kill#do they survive it?#maybe#idk š (i do)#but you donāt so muahahahahahaha#feeling like megamind rn#the bonus scene is gonna be pretty long too#so itās definitely gonna be above 30k words for sure#100%#i am excited and you should be too#this might just be my most fav chapter so far#sm happens#you learn a little more about the stupid things megumi and y/n have done together as kids#and the stupid things their family have done too š#chaotic family fr#(we watch it happen in real time guys)#*AHEM* toji and gojo fighting again *COUGH*#thatās all iām giving you guys#no sneak peaks before i release it cuz i want all of you to go in BLIND!#iām evil but youāll thank me for it i promise#<3#ty for ur patience!!!!!
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The sheer CHALLENGES of being so ATTACHED to a character that WANTS to be wanted, WANTS to have her ppl, and does the most UNLIKABLE THINGS I- ITS- ITS A GOOD CHARACTER FLAW that technically only makes her a hypocrite via my interpretations of her yah yah
But it's just- MAN shes out there making the worst first impressions even with characters she'd otherwise have a lot in common with
#i think i have a bad habit of not remembering how UNLIKABLE Maggie is to pretty much every character she comes into contact with#well she becomes unlikable once she snatches their things but whatever#good great MARVELOUS character flaw#makes it tricky for ME if I'm tryibg to write for her accurately#and write other characters accurately#cuz maggie at least to me has two big things about her 1 she always prioritizes her survival and it indulges her most selfish tendencies#her powers play a role and if she had better authority figures/more loving and attentive family she'd have more impulse control id imagine#but despite survival ALWAYS COMING FIRST her wants FIRST screw everyone else#im not convinced she doesnt have a contrasting part of herself wanting that family and wanting to be wanted#she just wante to convince herself that SHES MOVED ON but she HASNT#but bc she wants to convince herself SHES NOT PUTTING IN EFFORT TO. NOT BE UNLIKABLE. AND yknow NOT STEAL from other ppl#makes it HARD to write her getting that love when thats certainly not gonna be easy without the other party feeling really sympathetic#doesn't help with how grouchy Maggie is and that she NEVER seens to tell any characters she cares about them until its too late#as seen with callum#but anyway ramble over#renegades trilogy#the renegades trilogy#renegades fandom#maggie white#evie artino#eventually im gonna have to make a fanon maggie white tag huh#unless I'm completely dead on about her character which#I'll assume that yeah totally i am in marissa meyers walls and i see everything#/j
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Decided to do this trend after I realized it would work really well with Oliver
Also I debated whether or not to use his Crystal King design or Dragons Rising design but I figured Crystal King Oliver would have more impact to I went with that one
#ninjago#lego ninjago#my art#purified au#ninjago oliver#ninjago overlord#i feel like i'm super inconsistent when tagging the overlord in this au#i only ever tag him when he's mentioned by name or if it's crystal king oliver#and idk why i do that#despite everything it's still you#despite everything#<- i'm pretty sure those are the tags used for this trend idk
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Gonna go to bed but my Final Message. I do think abt cyborg!bf in the rgbfverse a lot (lets call him Cyber in this context) and honestly it would be hard to write anything until I 100% iron out his Deal but the idea of him latching onto YS as a big brother figure makes me. Very happy. For both of them LMAO
#he would probably be Very freaked out by the others i mostly imagine him spending time alone w ys#idk i guess i Do know what the deal would be it would just depend entirely on when YS intrudes on the timeline#bc if its early enough. bf would still be Violent idk if it would even be worth it for Herself to give him mirrorwalking#just bc like. even if he Likes ys he'd still be a risk to other people#but like. later in the timeline after he starts to regain some memories and the Human part of him starts to fight through the robot#hes really just like. a scared little kid. hes 14 but hes pretty regressed socially due to Insane amounts of trauma#maturity of a 14 year old. hides behind YS like a shy 6 year old when other bfs are over#cyborg bf is like. pre-apocalyptic. 'something very bad is Going to happen so we need to stop it'#and maybe ys cant help with the Actual Apocalyptic Threat but he can help these children recover from their own personal post-apocalypse#probably had a decent amount of angst about that not being Enough but when doesnt he#the fact that this kid trusts him and feels safe around him despite everything is enough to convince him to keep trying#....... anywayNDNQBSKQHSJ#BEDTIME. GN#š#rgbfverse#cyborg bf au
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Finally got around drawing Aioros :D
#saint seiya#saint seiya fanart#los caballeros del zodiaco#sagittarius aiolos#I remember reading somewhere (either a post or some wiki page idk) how aioros is often revered as the perfect saint an almost divine figure#and Iām pretty sure aioros initially refutes being the next pope saying saga would be a better fit (itās 4am so correct me if Iām wrong)#anyway I watched some of kotz for fun and saw that scene. he seemed rather upset at the news but a sense of distress I canāt really describ#even when keeping in mind that he was only 14 I donāt think it was the responsibility that comes with being a gold saint/pope successor#but more combining the first bit of being highly viewed. he seems like a rather humble guy whoās rather content with risking his life#or has at least excepted that fact. but when seem as more than a simple soldier it makes him uneasy. because he knows heās not a god#yet is put in such position that when adding his sacrifice at an early age heās practically legend. and despite the initial denial he will#always be obedient enough to accept the duty placed upon him. this is all to simply say I tried drawing him smiling but it didnāt look righ#so ye. (feel bad for just leaving the thought process to the sketch in the tags but itās not my best wording so it stays down here)#a smol trivia nugget: I still donāt know how I want to draw aioros :p actually better trivia nugget: the pose/composition is from a photo m#they saw I had taken a photo but my angle was rather bland so they decided to absolutely blow me away with one heck of a photo#theres even nice lighting and everything. real glad I finally used the reference as reference :]
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I feel so much more tormented than my other trans friends ngl
#I think maybe I feel alienated because a lot of my trans friends with confidence pride themselves on a sense of attractiveness#its not attractive in the normative sense but moreso within their idea of attractiveness#thereās not really anything wrong with this that I can put my finger on#I think itās more that I just donāt value myself that way at all#I canāt overcome my dysphoria or insecurity by thinking that Iām hot. like I just donāt aspire to that#I remember telling some friends that I wished I could just be ugly#like ugly as in a state of not trying or having to try#not ugly as in any specific image#and I told them I didnāt care about being hot like it didnāt appeal#and they said āmaybe being ugly is your way of feeling hotā#like no you guys missed the point#but idk how to express my point#I feel like if I transitioned I could just chill for once idk#Iād rather be an ugly boy than a pretty girl#family is always telling me Iām such a pretty girl despite everything I do#Iām gonna break their hearts
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I enjoy telling people i prefer old grumpy gays to young giddy ones because it tickled me pink to know we grow old. To know we could get to bitch and just be judged based on our divisiveness as opposed to having it be ascribed to our sexual and gender identities.
I will say I also enjoy seeing grumpy middle aged gays run out of stamina and I enjoy snarky married couples much more to teenage bumbling. I like seeing older man pussy get blown out!
#we both know despite everything we will return to each other#i am talking about house and wilson#hilson#but im also talking about just...yannow#charles and erik#cherik#i loooveee when it isnt just a meet cute#i enjoy when theres problems! but a mutual understanding nonetheless!#THAT EATS SO BAD#UGH#ao3#fanfiction#i wont lieeee this half applies to hartwin too#i love seeing old men get seduced by a young twink pretty much#i hope all the old gays feel very special
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he has. some complexes
#psy2k#sister hes referring to is thalia (formerly dion)#uggghhhhh just. as an adult raz somehow gets worse adjusted. He refuses to adress a lot of stuff thats been building up over the years#and hes just reluctant in general to get anyones help.#lotta internal screaming and accidentally repeating a lot of mistakes the psi6 made in the past despite obsessively trying to avoid it#also. imposter syndrome!#he doesnt feel like he deserves any of the good things he has and feels like such a whiny bitch sometimes.#like in his job he sees so many people who are so much worse off than him with better attitudes he feels guilty for even complaining#even if that complaining is venting about feeling burnt out or depressed#he has some pretty bad insecurities in the āits fine if it happens to anyone else but its literally awful if it happens to meā vein#like he hates gaining weight or taking a break of any kind#but doesnt mind it and insists its ok in anyone else#āeveryone is perfect in everything they do except for me. if I make any mistake im the worst person ever.ā#and instead of working it out he decides using an emotional distiller to get everything out is a better idea
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how does the raft not capsize.
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#i mean komasan's not there in canon 3 so it's slightly better but not by a lot#i feel like someone should at least be falling off how is the raft also big enough to hold them all-#whisper floats so he doesn't add weight or any space really but like#it still needs to both hold the weight of three teenagers and two yo-kai#AND have the room for them all to fit#the rafting challenge in bada-bing tower is probably worse cuz it has to fit two additional yo-kai#i think komasan not being that important in the mainline games is very lame. he's pretty important in the anime so it's kinda weird#he is at least somewhat important in 3 since he's there for the yopple tour and everything in bada-bing tower#whereas in 1 he has the auto-befriend yo-kai curse (only being important in their debut chapter)#and in 2 he literally only shows up during the jibakoma quest in psychic specters#(excluding being an npc during the beginning of the jibanyan's secret quest alongside a bunch of other yo-kai)#idk what's weirder the fact they made him so important in the anime despite that or the fact they never made him important in the games#i personally go with the nyanderful days continuity that he also moves in with katie cuz that makes sense to me#i've literally never written anything where nate's the one who gets the watch in 1 so idk what i'd do there-#(funny how i've never written anything that's in the same timeline as canon-)#i want to at least write something at somepoint where nate and katie both get watches cuz i like that idea#i mean i have a dumb au idea where nate and katie independently get watches at the start of 1 at around the same time#and take an extended period of time to realize#mostly just haven't actualized that cuz 1) i already have the rewrite and 2) i don't have enough ideas#basically just have the basic concept-#these tags got derailed quick. and also make me really wanna work on the rewrite more-#i have so many ideas but i'm just not motivated to write any of them#and also most of them are for 3 and i haven't finished rewriting 2 yet š#āāā anyways-
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I swear if it turns out dabi is restrained in that life support machine thing I will be SICK that is such a cruel thing to do to his character. I'm already so angry about shigaraki's ending and the fact that endeavour is still alive, but if that's where they're going with dabis story I probably wont read the manga anymore tbh. I know the phrase "we beat the villains with friendship!" type trope is being talked about alot with mha rn but it feels so true right now like you re telling me these young kids went through a war and unimaginable trauma and they're just back at school like nothing happened? Theyre like yay we get a new classmate š¤ idk sorry for the rant but I'm really not feeling mha anymore, I will always love dabi but i just dont think the story is good anymore.
Like if he is being kept alive on this machine where do you think they re even gonna go with his character?? What are they gonna do with him??
anon i totally feel you. keeping touya alive on life support is genuinely the cruelest thing they could do for him at this point in the narrative, especially considering the fact that he wanted to die and planned on dying......and they wonāt even grant him that. itās so selfish itās disgusting. i did have a bit of a meltdown over that last page and my boyfriend was like āhey hey hey letās not jump to conclusions, remember nighteye? maybe theyāre just going to have a final goodbye before pulling the plug!ā and i genuinely hope heās right ._. but i completely agree with you. i have no idea where horiās going to go with his character. if touya lives, he deserves to be in prison AND therapy for the rest of his life. MAYBE after several years of extensive therapy he might be ready to talk to some of his family members; best case scenario. ugh idk idk idk i could rant forever about this so iām just gonna stop here before i repeat myself for the billionth time on this blog LMAOOO
#it's really upsetting#like it's really really really upsetting#death is truly the ending i wanted for dabi because i feel like it's what fits him best#but as i said before (after everything that happened with tomura) now i'm just hoping for a mediocre ending for him#i've pretty much given up hope on a GOOD ending for dabi's character#which is so upsetting but it is what it is#i'm so sorry anon#i feel your pain and frustration and disappointment#i think pulling the plug on touya as a family is the best thing they can do#despite all of this i rly do hope ur having a good monday bb#pls stay safe and stay hydrated!! <3#bnha spoilers#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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