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rika-mortis · 11 months ago
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Headcanon: Deep down they both want to be their fairy godparent/godkid again after losing them, but don't believe they deserve each other and feel like they aren't worthy to be their companion anymore
They both need counseling and therapy as a whole package
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kyurochurro · 1 month ago
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🌙💤🐵 monkees in a pile! (or, the reason why Mike gets such little sleep these days..)
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lifeismarvelous · 6 months ago
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Wherever you go, just always remember That you got a home for now and forever And if you get low, just call me whenever This is my oath to you Wherever you go, just always remember You're never alone, we're birds of a feather And we'll never change, no matter the weather This is my oath to you
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purpleleafsyt · 3 months ago
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With What We Are
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leafie-draws · 8 months ago
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still here
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micmacrobin · 1 month ago
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something i realised earlier today: being in a car kinda hit me in the g/t feels, like it feels nice in a similar way (i say g/t and not micro/macro because it's close to what, to me, is g/t as a comfort thing, and not micro/macro as a fetish thing. but obviously the line between those things can be very blurry and it's not the same way for everyone)
i'm speaking purely from a passenger point of view (that's the only thing i know anyway), but like: i'm carried by something bigger than me, i can feel the movement of being moved but it's entirely out of my control, i don't have to do anything, it's happening anyway and i can just let it happen. another person is controling it all, i can just trust them to handle things and enjoy the feeling.
i've always like car rides, and i think that's why, or at least part of it. idk. it feels nice, and calming, and relaxing, and... i don't know, i really like it.
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the-korova · 6 days ago
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Contrary to a consensus among a lot of fanfic authors (who I love and respect so no shade) I think cannon Francis Crozier knows he is hot.
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tojiscrack · 10 months ago
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to my all little liars!! (edit: wtf happened to my english? 😭)
we’re at 24.6k words rn 😟 if you plan on reading it next week, i recommend you read it on the weekends when there’s no school or work for you waiting in the morning 😀
calling in the troops rn ‘cause there’s still one final scene i have to write and it’s gonna be LONG (this isn’t including the bonus scene btw) but it’s extremely important for the story to continue, and without it, the rest of the story literally cannot go on 😭
we’re locking in guys. it’s 100% gonna border 30k words for sureee. sm has happened in that ONE chapter and i literally cannot wait to release it for all of you, you have no ideaaa
gonna go to bed and then wake up, study, break, write for the fic, repeat. had to randomly drop an update here cuz i’ve been edging you guys for so long i’m sorryyy, but it really is nearly here <333
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edit: fck it guys i’m writing it rn (the immediate comments got me motivated)
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mr-payjay · 6 months ago
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watching the nickel apology scene from the great bluish bakery over and over going completely insane. i could rewrite this to actually sound like nickel.
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doctorweebmd · 8 days ago
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last graduation celebration of my medical training happened last night and it was so beautiful and touching; for the first time it felt real and in that same sense, final. it felt like the perfect way to close the curtain on this phase and the start of the next.
goodbye academia. hello the rest of my actual life.
#its just a... very different very vulnerable group of people#being the touchy-feely specialty they have all the fellows do a 'reflection project' which is something 'creative'#talking about the past year and our feelings about it#and we. uh. present it in front of everyone at graduation#and as cheesy as it is. like. you really get such a different view of people when they sincerely share their art with you#it just made it feel so. real. like these are human beings not accolades not their alma mater not prestige or money or publications#and as embarrassing as it was reading poetry to a bunch of my colleagues felt. idk. real. like i was seen for the first time.#and for the rest of the night people kept coming up to me and telling me that they liked my poems. or lines that hit hard for them.#and there was so much surprise there. like it was shattering people's perceptions of me in real time.#which is so funny. i just love one of the social workers came up to me and hes like 'holy shit what was that. and from YOU of all people?'#i'm like yeah bro. i contain multitudes. but also who am i in your head lmao because...?#listen my beloved tumblr friends. i know this may come as a surprise but y'all know me MUCH better that 99.9% of people in real life#i'm actually very serious and straight-laced and relatively unemotional professionally#so there was something nice about letting some sincerity peak through if only for a minute#i didn't know how much I needed this year to improve my relationship with medicine as a practice#like. critical care in and of itself is. ya know. physically and emotionally taxing. and medicine in the US in general is a wreck#and despite how predictable it is i definitely felt myself getting numb and callous as a protective mechanism#and i dont like to talk about it much because honestly whats 'mundane' in my days is hard and depressing and horrifying to others#but despite the extra training. i think doing this year was the right choice.#without shifting my focus like this i would have burned out HARD very early on#but now after essentially a year of therapy and doing some touchy-feely-ass-stuff and reframing uhhhh my entire life#i actually feel ready. like. i can navigate this. set boundries. show up. be the kind of doctor and human i want to be.#so overall i think its good. i'm actually pretty happy. everything is going to be okay.
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hylidae · 3 days ago
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Lua update
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starbuck · 4 months ago
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In the past two years I…
Got my driver’s license 
Had top surgery 
Went on meds which got rid of my cystic acne so I’m not in constant pain anymore 
Got my first credit card and started two retirement savings accounts
Started my Bachelor’s degree and am on track to complete it by the end of June, in only two years
Found a job I legitimately enjoy and survived some really horrible shit while making a huge positive impact on my coworkers and community, recently winning the highest possible employee award in my department, which sets me up for a fantastic career 
Made some wonderful friends who have made my life so much brighter 
I have been so constantly stressed and burnt out over the past two years, that it’s hard to truly accept the good things I’ve accomplished, so I just needed to put them all in one place.
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saline-coelacanth · 1 year ago
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Decided to do this trend after I realized it would work really well with Oliver
Also I debated whether or not to use his Crystal King design or Dragons Rising design but I figured Crystal King Oliver would have more impact to I went with that one
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vincord · 2 months ago
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It is very difficult to realize and accept the fact that all this time the events taking place in my life, no matter how insignificant they may seem to me, somehow had an impact on me and my psyche. When at first you could dismiss it and ignore it, because "well, it happens sometimes, but the rest of the time I'm fine and I can function normally," but then you suddenly stop eating, you don't feel anything for the interests you once had, you move away from everyone and you stop participating in any activities, disappearing from the radar. All you can do now is mindlessly lie in one place and cry for no reason. You can't draw anymore because you're too sad and you don't have the energy and motivation. You can't play games or watch anything anymore because it's almost impossible to focus on it and everything is too vague. You can no longer interact with people, even your loved ones, because a migraine starts just from a small attempt to think and you are too tired to talk for more than a few minutes.
Everything is dim or even black and white, or there are absolutely no sounds, or TV noise when it stops working. Blurred faces, memory gaps, and sometimes the inability to remember your or your loved ones' names.
Only then does it suddenly become clear how deeply and strongly this thing has penetrated the brain, that it has not gone anywhere and has been here all this time, all these 10+ years. I keep replaying it in my head. I constantly cannot fully accept the fact that all this time it has continued to develop and progress, how much it has affected me, my activities and my relationships with others. It's sad, i guess. There's nothing more to say.
It's probably too late and I really should just accept it. To live knowing that nothing can be returned and it's really end. Just sad that this happened.
#vent tag#I'm making desperate attempts to somehow return to the state I had a couple of years ago but I'm horrified to realize that I can't do it.#Back in 2022 and 2023 i drew a lot and interacted with people a lot and generally felt pretty alive >#despite the fact that even then it was mentally and physically difficult for me and I had breakdowns and so on.#I wrote a lot about my interests I was passionate about them I had so many ideas and thoughts.#my drawings were pretty good and time-consuming for me in terms of execution.#but now I suddenly realized that I can't do any of this.#even drawing a flying head just sketch is incredibly difficult for me and I can't do it.#like I've had a big regression in terms of everything I've been doing.#I see how much I'm moving away from everyone becoming just an empty shell of who I used to be. I do not know how to stop it.#I'm just really upset that I can't do anything the way I used to. and even worse other >#people realize this too and leave because I have nothing more to offer them. I can't offer them drawings or headcanons >#or any thoughts or anything else. It happened so abruptly even though it had been happening smoothly all these years.#I want to draw as much and well as I did in previous years again.#I understand why I can't do it anymore but I don't want to accept it completely. just dont want. sigh#This is not the first time I have written this. my thoughts are generally the same and repeat themselves.#I just feel worse than usual again.#just thank you all who still stayed with me despite the fact that i hardly draw anymore
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aroaessidhe · 3 months ago
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2025 reads / storygraph
Love Points To You
YA contemporary coming of age
an artist struggling to get used to the idea of moving in with her new stepmother & stepsister can't wait to go away to art school
when her ipad is destroyed, her rich classmate offers to buy her a replacement in exchange for concept art for an otome game she’s developing, and as they work on the game, they start to fall for each other
while she tries to get used to her new family situation, and the fact that her parents seem to be more invested in her stepsister’s future while ignoring hers
bi ace MC, bi demi LI
#Love Points To You#aroaessidhe 2025 reads#asexual books#sapphic books#demisexual books#I thought this was pretty good overall!#It’s very much a coming of age kind of story with as much focus on her family relationship as the romance which I appreciate.#I like how their romance developed pretty casually into dating rather than being all in love all of a sudden#- and all the moments of bonding over otome games and both being acespec and both speaking Mandarin#I like how the conflicts with her stepsister/art rival/family etc were quite grounded and mostly resolved (semi) maturely#and not all overblown into drama despite Lynda’s petty explosive personality.#( and honestly; love some girls who are kinda petty and pretentious and stubborn and oblivious)#That is - until the end she kinda fucks up with everyone and pretty quickly realises she’s in the wrong; I feel like it was a bit overdone?#I understand why she felt and acted that way but it was all very fast paced and a bit of a contrast to the rest of the book#where things were handled with more nuance and maturity.#And oh my god if you found out that a potential investor wants you to change the game’s pairing to straight#why would you not think that’s a dealbreaker? like how could you have any other reaction? I know she realises she was wrong to#react that way pretty much immediately but it felt a little too much like it was there to create a conflict rather than being natural#My favourite part of the book was her developing friendship with her stepsister. made me tear up fr#(this also backtracks a little at the end with the final conflict in a way that felt a little overdone but whatever)#I put some specific art opinions and asexual opinions in my storygraph review (in link above) but a main point for each lol:#She has a sticker shop that’s mentioned a few times but no details…. is this via print or demand or is making/sending them herself#because that's a MASSIVE amount of admin that I'd expect to see depicted in some form. i have experience. lol#Generally speaking I liked the depiction of asexuality she already identifies as such and it’s not brought up all the time#but it does effect how she interacts with the world / thinks about people from time to time#- her dad says “even though you're not interested in dating this applies to you too” & she thinks: “I'm asexual not dead"#- which.. oof. unnecessarily arophobic. I know it’s probably unintentional on the author’s part and I’m used to brushing that aside#- because it’s so common in romance books but I’m gonna be honest it soured my opinion on the rest of the book a bit.#it also felt at odds with her otherwise having various anti-amatonormative thoughts and feelings about various things.#that and the slightly too much conflict in the very end i didn't love but everything else about the book i thought was rly good
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batz · 4 months ago
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