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it's been a year and i still havent been able to format any of this so have this collection of wizards fanart, OC fanart, and personal OC doodles ive drawn throughout 2024 for the rly awesome and cool ppl in the Galvanic Games Discord Server this isnt even all of it but it's fine :sob: the ref images are on there too it's fine it's fine it's f
#wwag#wizard with a gun#ocs#fanart#mine and others ocs#feel free to ask questions abt any of this btw#wizardposting#l'art
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top surgery picture updates under cut! CW for healing scars and bruising ^__^




recovery pics in chronological order from first time seeing my chest to this morning!!!! all the scar tape is peeled off and iâm soso happy with how itâs healing <3
#sunspeak#undescribed#if you have any questions abt my experience w top surgery feel free to ask btw :) mwah
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I'm always torn in how I'd want things to conclude.
Narratively, I love when the protagonist is doomed to fail. The happiest day wasn't enough; it could never be enough. All that terror can't be undone in a moment. It's almost like the story should never end; Michael will always be chasing his own sins as much as he's chasing his father's, and you cannot change the past. It doesn't happen.
On the other hand, I do want the kids' suffering to end. I want them to be happy. At the very least, I want them to have some amount of peace. As wounded as Evan and Elizabeth are, I don't think the goalless suffering and the endless cycle of self-torture and mourning Michael puts himself throughâ in addition to the pain that needs to happen for him to complete the tasks needed to give the souls any semblance of peaceâ does anything to help them. Elizabeth doesn't have as much reasoning to be angry with him, and Evan, as tormented as he felt, doesn't seem like the vengant sort. I don't think that's what they want.
The souls of the others probably wouldn't understand it. Most of them don't know who Michael is. Charlie doesn't recognize him. Michael's pain doesn't do anything to help them, either.
(I sometimes wonder if Michael struggles to keep his urge to punish himself from becoming selfish enough to jeopardize his mission. He can't help them if he's not at least somewhat functioning, but by god does he want to destroy himself in every way. He's not sure if it's cathartic or if he just knows that he deserves it.)
Maybe, even if the happiest day isn't enough, it is something. Maybe it's closer to what the kids want than what Michael would have happen would end up being. Their suffering has been acknowledged, and they're not stuck in place anymore. Maybe some of their awareness returns to them. Things aren't fixed, but they can begin to understand what happened as they awake from the mindless agony they'd been trapped in. They can talk across the table, now. They can ask their questions and say their piece. If nothing else, they can rest knowing that someone is at least trying to understand what happened to them and how they felt. I wonder if any part of Evan would be happy to see his brother doing his best to finally be there for him. I'd like for there to be something in that which would make him smile, if only for a moment.
Maybe the gesture itself would mean something.
#character meta#this is 100% me getting way too complicated while bouncing around ideas for blips#my entire brain is filled with musings like this constantly btw. feel free to ask any questions abt my fnaf thoughts btw lmao#i never know when or how to share them#fnaf#mike's stuff#michael afton#cc afton#evan afton#mike's actual writing#kinda#writing process blogging#elizabeth afton#fnaf mci#fnaf missing kids#fnaf missing children#the happiest day#happiest day#child death mention#child death tw#sh implied
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character inspiration memes like this are so fun and rly make me zero in on exactly what i love abt my OCs!!
sal art by chemicalbaptism on twitter, laz art by sauritart on twitter, and john art by myyyy darling dearest @accursedapothecary <3
bonus: alt sal inspo

#underbelly#sal cereza#lazarus bensi#john doe#beauregard orlando townsend#feel free to ask abt any of these inspiration points btw my inbox is still soooo open for character questions
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Finally made a ref for my girl Frost! (Itâs actually a redraw of an older piece that I did of her with an updated design, old piece under cut)
âšPlease Reblog, Dont Just Like!âš
I love her so much, sheâs one of the first ocs I ever made! More characters from this universe will likely be posted soon đ

#tumblr killed the quality of the first image but whatever#pls feel free to ask any questions abt them in my ask box btw! love talking abt my ocs#birdie draws#warrior cats#warrior cats oc#warrior cats art#digital art#cat#oc#remember to reblog!!!
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SORRY PYRR PYRRIAX i misclicked in the previous ask and was then suddenly called away!! (If that ask wasnât sent donât mind this)
I was just gonna say I hope you are having a good day ^_^ and I am a little curious how did you come up with your own neo pronouns? Do they have special meanings? And how do you pronounce them? I donât know if you had answered this before :3
hello!! it's okay, i saw both at the same time ^_^
and thank you! i am having a good day, and i appreciate you asking! i haven't been asked this before, so thank you! :D
the main ones that are my own creation (as i just realized i had another set listed, the curse of being a system, somebody added that and i never caught it, lol) are onei/oneir!
i mostly came up with them because i felt like i wanted something a little more personal to me, while still falling under the broad category of being somewhat related to something (in this case, dreams/dreaming)!
the full set, onei/oneir/oneirs/oneirs/oneiroself , better shows the origin, as i played off the s in self taking the place of the s in oneiros!
and generally, for pronouncing them, i'd kind of just say something like oh-nei / oh-neir, kind of almost an ay sound at the end, really! i haven't had to write down how i say them before so forgive me if this is a little nonsensical
#ask a ghost#asker: solxr-planet#thank you for asking btw!!#if you have any other questions abt this stuff or the origins of things feel free to ask!! i have some kind of silly storys#oh man i cant remember if ive posted about the reason i came up with my url yet or not pvdfnjkfdl well!! regardless!!#i hope you have a good day!
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Iâve been too tired to draw much today but then I got some midnight motivation so hereâs some concept doodles for hypothetical stalien Jackie and Olivia (with some creative liberties taken)(also rambles under the cut)
Now as Iâve already mentioned the closest to their canon jobs I can give them is in the conveyor facilities, but in particular theyâd likely be working at the one thatâs mostly supplied by the rejects hatched at the nursing facilities owned by a different corporation that works closely with the one that runs the conveyor facilities, as that is where we find a lot more âresearchâ as opposed to product production and engineering. Given that this would likely leave Olivia in the surgeons branch and Jackie in the data filter branch, this means that the two would have likely been trained together since they were lil kids, and likely would have been from the same hatching period. Also they might honestly be in a similar age group to Wonderful, although Iâd probably more so place them as a couple years younger, meaning theyâd likely not have interacted with her much until she became their new boss.
As for my notes, staliens are quite large so I of course had to scale up their heights in my mind to fit, with Olivia being very much short by stalien standards, basically just edging the point of concerningly short (basically anything under 6 foot), and Jackie being notably tall without being like stupid tall (9 foot or taller), giving them a pretty large height gap lol. The two also just have general body types that would likely give them an almost sickly look to most ppl, albeit not strongly enough that itâd draw concern. In Oliviaâs case, her constantly active energy would both add to and take away from the sickly vibes due to how stalien bodies tend to react to being malnourished, with small size and overly active energy both being potential effects from two very different types of starvation reactions. In Oliviaâs case, sheâs just short and stressed. Stress tends to cause blood to pool at the face as a preparation for energy usage in survival scenarios, and when no energy is actually used the blood tends to just sorta leak out of energy glands. This isnât too big of an issue for single instances of stress, but with constant stress it can become an issue if oneâs body doesnât get the hint. Due to this, Olivia keeps her energy active more often than not, both because of risk of excessive blood loss, and because she ideally doesnât want to be bleeding all over her work.
Jackieâs energy is a pale variant, which basically means that her body has less energy in it than a typical stalien. This doesnât effect her too much, but it does mean that she canât rly utilize her energy in any significant manner, albeit even if she had the option I doubt sheâd utilize it much due to how much risk there is for a reward that ultimately wouldnât benefit her much on its own. She also has four antennae, which does actually affect her a bit more due to the typical stimulation issues that come with them. Thankfully Jackie isnât the one of the two that has to work in busy stimulation packed parts of the facility most of the time, and she largely would spend her time in a more office like space, occasionally popping into the manufacturing branch to request supplies and make test build requests. Most interactions with Olivia and other surgeons would be within her own chambers, so sheâs rarely having to even see the worst of things.
And lastly some light elaboration on the pronouns, blah blah blah stalien pronouns arenât gendered since staliens donât have gender and are instead based on a mix of status and relationships, meaning that while most have a primary pronoun, pronouns are highly situational and different staliens use different pronouns depending on who theyâre talking to. Jackie and Olivia would likely use less formal pronouns when talking to eachother for example. Basically just imagine it as two scales of âformal to informalâ and ânegative to positiveâ, but with a bit more social nuance for how theyâre actually used + some of them also double as like actual words so things get kinda muddy a lot of the time. Anyways, both of them most commonly use very formal pronouns as they basically live at their jobs and are interacting mostly with coworkers and higher ups. Olivia uses a slightly negative leaning one mostly to come across as more polite, while Jackie uses a very neutral formal pronoun to come across as more strictly professional, basically giving off more of a âwe are here for business onlyâ sort of vibe. They probably do or at least used to use more causal pronouns for each other in private tho, likely either going very casual positive or neutral very positive, with the former being what youâd use for very close friends, and the latter being for someone you consider a pure equal, which is funnily enough most often seen as incredibly rude to use if you arenât extremely close to the person. Either way, I imagine in more professional settings Jackie tends to refer to herself with more formal positive terms and to Olivia with formal neutral terms, and Olivia refers to them both as mostly formal but not super duper formal neutral terms. Oh theyâd also 100% have different names but yknow thatâs a given with stalien language
#keese draws#oni posting#eternal gales#not main tagging this since this wonât make much sense to most ppl lol#anyways! I like to imagine these two would accessorize more if they werenât in the facilities#the glasses are the creative liberties btw as previously discussed they by all means would not even be able to commission them#also the eye colors they arenât rly entirely realistic but itâs the best I could stretch them to#everything else is up to code tho#I like to imagine jackieâs voice as a stalien would be almost kazoo adjacent#she also probably makes a lot of throat clicks noises when annoyed and stressed#olivia would probably have a more clunky voice that tends to stutter due to generally slower speech#this means her speech would probably be riddled with tics to account for vocal readjustment#anyways I need to go shower pls indulge me in my fully self indulgent au thoughts#feel free to ask questions if anything confuses or interests you Ill take any excuse to ramble abt worldbuilding
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ill take any of these tbh :)
my blorbo in question: @the-crows-said-hi
Yo bros if anyone wants banger books plays or poems etc for their ocs or smth hit me up I'm good with it promise :)
#taro yashima bsd oc#take ur time btw#bsd oc#bsd rp oc#bsd oc blog#bsd rp blog#also if you have any questions abt them feel free to ask!!
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HESITANT ALIEN AU !! lore + small comic...ish....
... ** okay hi ik its been like two days "omg imma be taking a lifelong break" i mightve over exaggerated.... i was actually making an au !! this is gonna be my pinned post for awhile as it means a lot to me so.... ughrhrhrhhr

ref sheet <3 so the lore is QUITE long so if u have any questions feel free to ask in inbox but in summary, gee and mikey r from a planet named chesteria and grew up watching shows about humans n what rhey do and told each other that they'll be there some day to make music and so as they grew, they made some money from lil gigs and soon had enough to go to earth, but their parents didn't agree with the idea, big fight broke out, and the two waylien brothers left on their own accords
their ship then malfunctioned bc the dumbies forgot to get gas and then crash into frank's backyard at two in the morning and he saw the ship and was like "holy shit ????" so he went to inspect it but then two silly goobers emerged from the ship wondering where they were and once gee saw frank, he got so excited to see an actual human being and started telling him he looked cool, asked questions, etc but mikey was cringing because he knew frank couldn't understand their language đđđ
comic abt the first few parts:
soon tho, frank learns abt them and gee uses his telepathy to get him to understand his language (and also helped himself and mikey learn english) and decided to take them in and then ray cool iconic businessman toro aka franks bestie came over one day to hang out, frank is panicking trying to hide the brothers in his dirty pile of clothes (so canon btw) and trying not to seem suspicious as they hung out but gerard kept moving around and complaining and mikey is like "dude shut the fuck up" and then ray gets suspicious and finds them đđđ hes panicking too but soon learns abt them n everything n then SILLINESS ENSUES !!!
the language sheet:

thats all i rlly have for now...but i plan to make art of them like discovering things (i was thinking snow since its been snowing in my state a lot for some reason like ?? buddy chill) but yeah uhh hope u enjoy this ... im insane
#this is a yapfest im sorry#i love this au i randomly made :-(#like i said if u have any questions or art requests for this au then send them in inbox !! :-D#selfryed speaks#selfryed art<3#artists on tumblr#artwork#art#doodles#sketches#drawing#digital art#hesitant alien#hesitant alien era#hesitant alien gerard way#hesitant alien fanart#my chemical romance#mcr art#mcr fanart#mcr#mcr tumblr#ray toro#gerard way#mikey way#frank iero#mcr5#my chem#hesitant alien au
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gâday! i saw that you're receiving requests: so is it OK to request osamu with his significant other who calls him "ochamu" instead of "osamu" just to get a reaction out of him? sort of like baby talking his name if that makes sense??? i think it's super funny that he might look at you like you're crazy at first then get used to it overtime (atsumu gives him the side eye every single time) đ
but ofc, this is more of a suggestion if anything ^^ feel free to delete/ignore if it doesn't spark any inspo or you don't have any thoughts on it! ++ i know you wrote abt samu recently so maybe he should wait a little longer to get his turn PFFT. thanks for your time btw! i love your workssss âš
Baby Talk

note: I love your brain omg- this was so fun to write lol. Hope you like it!!!
âOchamuuu, pay attention to me.â
The moment the word âOchamuâ was uttered from your lips, Osamu did not react positively. Sitting on the other side of the sofa, you see his lip curl in disgust. The side eye directed towards you was lethal.
 âWhat. Was. That.âÂ
 It was hard, but you managed to hold your giggles in. You pull the most innocent face you can and say, âWhat do you mean, Ochamu?â
He immediately gags and puts his hand out at you. âOh my god. No. Babe, what the fuck.â He's looking at you like you grew a second head. You laugh and punch his arm.Â
âWhat? What did I do?â He raises his brows and laughs, perplexed.
 âWhat did ya do? Ya sound stupid. Don't do that again, it was creepy.âÂ
You giggle again and respond, âI love you, âchamu.â His frown gets even deeper as he stands up from the couch and walks away shaking his head.
 âI love you too, but no. Just no.â
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âOchamu, pass the salt please.â You ask sweetly. He stops mid bite and turns to you unimpressed.
 âReally? This again?â You hum and shrug your shoulders. âI have no idea what you are referring to, my dear husband.â He gives a small smile and resumes eating.Â
âNow that's a nickname I can get behind. The other one, not so much. How the hell did ya come up with that anyway?â He questions, finally handing you what you asked for.Â
âI honestly donât know. I think it came to me in a dream or something.â You gasp. âIt was a message from a higher power. Ochamu is your destined nickname, I'm sure of it.â He lets out a little chuckle at that and places a kiss on your cheek.
 âSure, whatever. If it keeps you entertained, I'll allow it.â
â
âOchamu, have you seen my brush?â You inquire as you pop your head out of the bathroom. He's sitting on your bed, scrolling through his phone.Â
Without looking up, he answers, âIt's on the dresser, baby.â You bite back a smile.Â
âNot a single comment this time, huh?â He blinks and glances up at you.Â
âWhat do ya mean?â
You let out a shocked laugh. âWha- you didnât even notice?! I used that nickname you hate.â He groans and throws a pillow at you. âYer usinâ it too damn much! Messinâ with my head!â He huffs and crosses his arms. You roll your eyes and move to sit down next to him.Â
âAdmit you like the baby talk.â He gives you another dose of side eye.
 âIâd rather not.â
â
You, Osamu, and Atsumu had all decided to go grocery shopping for dinner ingredients. Rather, you and Osamu were, and Atsumu tagged along because he was bored. Osamu was in charge of the list, Atsumu was pushing the cart, and you were the one grabbing the ingredients. You were walking aisle to aisle, taking your time, while Atsumu was grumbling like a bored child.
âOchamu, what's next on the list?â He opens his mouth to respond but gets cut off.
âEw, what the hell?â Atsumu makes a grossed out face and does a barfing motion. âYer such a weirdo! âSamu, ya let her call ya that?!â Osamu scoffs and takes your hand, leaving Atsumu behind.Â
âYer just jealous yer single. Scrub.â You can still hear Atsumu squawking when you get to the next aisle.
#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#haikyuu x reader#hq x reader#hq#hq drabble#osamu miya#osamu x reader#osamu miya x reader#osamu haikyuu#osamu miya x you#haikyuu crack#miya osamu#fem!reader#haikyuu x female reader#request
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SINCE NOW EP8 OF BEAST YEAST HAS FINALLY RELEASED..(as of writing this) im gonna finally talk abt my crk au ive been thinking of for months-
Last Updated-2/25/25 (Added more DC info)
| Fragmented Souljams AU! â Introduction/Masterpost ig-

(FSAU for short)
This crk au is basically: What if the ancients loses to the beast and is now under their control? :)
| General Info:
Blog is owned by @cheesymellow (MINOR!) :D.
Fanart & Fanfiction are COMPLETELY OKAY!! Aslong as its sfw (any fanart/fanfic made by another person is not considered canon)
This is still a massive WIP and i dont have that much planned rn for this. But feel free to ask questions in my asksbox or in the comments!-
If you want you can even ask stuff to the cast (Any cookie related to BY!) Ex: âEmpty Vanilla how is it like in the spire?â, or âSoulless cacao, Do you like peach baos?â <- already used questions. (Its optional to call the ancients by their AU name btw, you can still call them Pure Vanilla, Dark cacao, & Golden cheese :D)
i will sometimes reply with a doodle of the cookie but small chance it will js be dialogue depending on my day-
If you have any non-au related questions, Just ask in my main blog @cheesymellow
Eyy you interested? If you are, All character info & stories r DOWN BELOW!!
| The Lineup of characters!
âDesigns & info may change in the future!
Lets start off with..
| Pure Vanilla/Empty Vanilla
(Ep7) Empty vanilla is now a shell of his former self. His souljam exploding unknowingly whilst falling down the tower.Injuring him in the chest and half of his face, even severely damaging his memories⊠Now with those damaged memories. He contemplates if he is âPure Vanillaâ or âTruthless Recluseâ. Residing in shadow milkâs domain to find answers. (At least, thats what heâs been told.)
As for Gingerbrave, Strawberry, And Wizard cookie. They all are forced to reside in the spire. Reluctantly joining shadow milk TEMPORARILY obeying orders as they try to escape and recover Empty Vanillaâs memories. (cant think of a color palette)
â Extra Info!:
Empty Vanilla was given his name by none other than Black Sapphire! He found it fitting considering he doesnât know what he is.
His personality is a mix of Pure Vanilla & Truthless Recluse. Kind and forgiving but sometimes rude and pissed (Mostly to Shadow Milk âșïž)
80% of the time youâll find him sleeping. The 20% is him doing orders/chores
Also Re-learning both Light magic & Dark Moon magic. That wont go wrong right?
He can see WAYY better now and doesnât need his staff to see! He only uses it to do magic. (which is barely)
| Golden Cheese/Lusterless Cheese
(Ep5) Burning Spice had TOOO much fun fighting with Golden Cheese that he shattered her souljam in the process. But even after doing that. He still continued to fight her until she somehow managed to escape. Crumbling and bleeding jam as she was holding a piece of her souljam. That had enough power to heal her but⊠She couldnât reclaim it. For she has lost to Burning Spice. After that she manages to find Smoked Cheese and barely escape together⊠Theyâre now both lost in the desert trying to hide from the Spice Swarm.
Smoked Cheese is in worse condition. His arm almost falling off yet surprisingly still very strong. He still has the soulcheeses with him and vows to protect it with his life despite his dying state.
â Extra Info!:
Lusterless Cheese was a nickname given to her by the Spice Swarm after she lost to Burning Spice. She isnt really that shiny and golden now is she?. Only Smoked Cheese calls her Golden Cheese. (Also just a name so i can differentiate her from canon and this au)
Constantly gets reminded of that fight and is slowly losing hope
She took extra clothes from a nearby village due to hers being heavily damaged & dirty. And has wrapped bandages over all her scratches.
Her wings are slowly regrowing thanks to the bit essence of her souljam!
Speaking of souljam, Burning Spice is delighted by this change. Trying to find out what the shattered souljam can do.
| Dark Cacao/Soulless Cacao
(Ep3) Kneeling down infront of Mystic Flour as he accepts his fate and sees his souljam getting taken.. Mystic Flour attempts to turn him into flour for she feels pity for him. But alas.. No matter how hard she tried, He wouldnt disolve completely. Even after giving up. Until she realized his souljam was shaking uncontrollably, ThenâPoof! Shatters unknowingly and simply loses its shine. She is lead to believe this is fate telling her that Dark Cacao could be of good use to her. So she recruits him to become his servant/devoted follower. He accepts willing to find a purpose.
As for his warriors. They are lost in beast yeast, Currently having made their own campsite while trying to find their king.
â Extra Info!:
Soulless Cacao was a name given by Cloud Hatae (Yes this đ© is alive). Just a random nickname on spot since he has changed.
He dosent use his sword anymore. Doesnât commit violence at all
As days go by, His memories fade away bit by bit.
He loves watering the plants of the ivory pagoda. And has made good friends with the guards and even Peach
Slowly becoming a peach bao lover..
Keeps his cape/cloak thingy as dear memory/remembrance
Thats all for now- Ill add more info soon so stay tuned
#cookie run#shadow milk cookie#crk art#fragmented souljams#fsau#crk au#cookie run au#cookie run kingdom#cookie run kingdom fanart#pure vanilla cookie#dark cacao cookie#cookie run fanart#golden cheese cookie#mystic flour cookie#burning spice cookie#crk#au#crk fanart#shadow milk crk#golden cheese crk#pure vanilla crk#empty vanilla#lusterless cheese#soulless cacao
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MAY I REQUEST FOR ANGST POOKS đđ MYBE ABT BRINGING UP THEIR DEAD EX BY ACCIDENT DURING AN ARGUEMENT? THERES RARELY ANY ANGST IM GETTING MAD đč
I saw your ask at 11 pm and something about the way you wrote your request made me giggle so hard idk why đ€Ł Since you demand angst I shall give it to you. Youâre my first ask btw so thank you very much!Â
Iâm not sure which character you wanted me to write for so Iâm going to go for Blade and Aventurine. Though feel free to send me specific characters through the ask again!
Warnings: no fluff at all, pure angst, fem! reader and ex, reader has no chill running her mouth, Aventurineâs kinda feels ooc sorry about that WC: 1881
Blade
You were a hairâs breadth away from being gravely injured. If it werenât for Bladeâs interruption you would have been Antimatter Legion dinner tonight. In your eyes you werenât in that much danger, you knew you could handle it on your own but in Bladeâs eyes, it was just another flashback to how he lost her. It felt frustrating to watch him downplay your capabilities, it's not like you were some weak damsel in distress. There was a reason your relations with the Stellaron Hunters had lasted as far as it had; you were good at wielding your weapon and making good use of the enemyâs weaknesses. Sure there were moments when you were in trouble but you never really got to live the thrill of it because Blade would always step in to help you even when you didnât ask for it.Â
You loved him dearly and appreciated his assistance but just for this instance, you wanted to deal with things by yourself. Ultimately your agitation got the best of you and so now here you were with your arms crossed, glaring at Blade after the enemy was taken care of.
âHave you always been this foolish?â
You stare at him with wide eyes and an open mouth, questioning his audacity of insulting you like this.
âExcuse me?â
âYou could have gotten hurt.â
He says matter-of-factly and you feel your jaws clench at the way he speaks to you.
âBlade I am fully capable of looking after myself! I need you to stop interrupting my fights!â
âIf I didnât that Antimatter Legion pawn would have sliced your head off your shoulders.â
âAnd how the hell do you know that was going to happen?! I could have fought it easily if it werenât for you!â
He turns around and looks at you with cold eyes which make you flinch momentarily.
âYou overestimate yourself.â
âI do not! I have worked relentlessly on my skills! I know what I can handle or what I canât! You just never allow me to prove it!â
âYou are a fool. I do not need to see you pushed to your limits to acknowledge your skills.â
âThen why the hell wonât you let me do what I want?!â
You both argue back and forth with neither of you backing down. Blade speaks calmly, just as he always has but with slight frustration whereas you on the other hand are full-on yelling and boiling over to the point of rage. He takes a deep breath and continues.
âI am just looking out for you-â
âI am not weak like Chun. Stop treating me like I am.â
You almost immediately regret it the moment those words leave your mouth. Your words are sharp and bitter, and pierce his heart like a blade slashing through flesh. His eyes are ablaze with fury and pain and the way his jaw clenches is enough to let you know you have overstepped your boundary.
Chun was his first love. She was a good woman with a kind heart, and despite how odd she looked amongst the Stellaron Hunters, they welcomed her as long as it made Blade happy. But in a world full of evil, being kind is a weakness and ultimately she met her end in the hands of an enemy during heated negotiations. For the one whose life was already cursed by immortality, he took her death hard and swore never to love again, for he couldnât bear to witness yet another loved one depart for the nth time in his long life. His already broken heart took ages to heal and by the time you crossed paths with him, he was still grieving over her. You knew this very well because it was you who assured him that history wouldnât repeat itself with you. It was you who helped him heal further and gave him the confidence to open his heart up once more to you. You knew what she meant to him because he had been honest with you about his past yet-
âBlade I-â
-here you were driving the very knife you had taken out of him so lovingly back into his heart in full force. He looks at you with so much despise and agony that your heart hurts knowing you are the cause for it. A blade being stabbed over and over into his body hurt, but those wounds always healed after a while. Yet the wound your words had caused was one that no medication could fix. Your throat tightens and you want to reach out to him and hold him but you stay glued to your feet.
âWe donât need to be around each other anymore.â
Despite the torment he feels, he looks straight into your eyes and monotonously speaks. There is not even a single moment spared for you to reply as he walks out of the room and slams the door shut, indicating he is done with you. The door closing was not just the end of the argument you both were having, it was also the end of what you were to each other. You stand there rooted to the ground as tears sting your eyes. Why did you have to be like this?
Aventurine
âAventurine I swear to god I am not playing your petty games again.â
You angrily huff as you cross your arms and glare at Aventurine with disapproval. The audacity of this man was truly something, especially at a time like this. You both were stuck in an interesting situation, where Aventurine had made a gamble with an enemy territory and he wanted you to be part of it. More precisely, he wanted to turn you into his bargaining chip for a while. There was one tiny problem. He wasnât asking for your approval, he had already made the deal.
âThe table has already been set, friend. You just have to play your role real well.â
Your jaw hangs low when you realise what he has done.Â
âAventurine donât tell meâŠ.â
âThey have decided to ask for you in exchange of information. Do not worry, I will find a way to-â
He doesnât get to finish his sentence as a loud slap resonates across the room. You stare at him in disbelief with tears welling your eyes, unable to process what he has done. A shaky sigh leaves his mouth and he stares at you, bewildered by your behaviour.
âIt hasnât even been a full week since we finished another deal and you want me to jump head-on into another one?!â
âWas there a need to slap me like this? If youâre forgetting, friend, you agreed to help me out on these deals regardless of the risk. Or should I have the doctor examine your memory?â
âAventurine I agreed to help you out, not be used however you please! You could have at least asked me first before making the deal!â
You rub your temples and rethink the entire situation through. Your relationship with Aventurine was compatible due to one simple fact: you both loved taking risks. The thrill of the gamble and the adrenaline of waiting for the results kept you both alive. It was the drug you both needed in this cruel unjust world.
But this, this was different. This wasnât just any gamble and it wasnât a small one either. Being traded off to the enemy territory for a few weeks was no easy task and you have no idea what the hell Aventurine was thinking. In your last deal, you barely made it out alive as the tables turned against your favour. It was a miracle your assets werenât taken and that you werenât killed in the process.
ââŠI promise you will be fine, friend.â
Tears sting your eyes and you try to take a deep breath.Â
âHow can you be so sure?â
âThe gaiaithra triclops blesses me abundantly. We will not lose.â
âIs that what you said to Lilac as well before her demise?â
You hear how his breath hitches in his throat at the mention of Lilac. He coughs a little and then stares at you with a look you cannot decipher.
âDo not bring her up.â
His voice is a mere whisper and you know youâre crossing some lines already. Yet you donât stop there. You jab your right index finger into his chest with every word you speak.
âI donât know whatâs worse, being a gambling chip on purpose or being a gambling chip unknowingly, like she was.â
He grips the hand you have on his chest tightly. You canât help but wince a little at how heâs looking at you with red eyes filled with regret and anger. He tries to speak but you cut him off.
âWas losing her not enough to learn your lesson? Or do you turn everyone you love into pawns of your game?â
âYouâre crossing the line now.â
He warns and you shake your head.
âYou treat everyone like an asset, even the ones who truly love you without any hidden agenda. No wonder you couldnât save Lilac-â
âEnough!â
Before you can process what is going on Aventurine pulls out a gun from his inner coat pocket and shoots a random vase on the table behind you. The bang of the gun and the loud shattering of the ceramic into pieces makes you jump and shake a little. He then shifts his gaze on you and lets your hand go before issuing his warning.
ââŠyou need to leave. Leave before I accidentally hurt you.â
âI-â
âI said leave!â
He points the gun at you. His hand is shaking in a manner you have never seen before and you can tell he doesnât want to do this but youâre giving him no choice. You stare at him for a moment and nod your head before scurrying away.
Once youâre out of his sight he plops onto the nearest sofa and drops his gun. It lands with a loud thud as he puts his head into his hands and shakes visibly. Flashbacks of that dreaded day start to play over and over in his head and he clenches his teeth as a tear rolls down his eye.
Lilac was a woman he met during one of his travels as an IPC stoneheart. They got along pretty well and eventually fell in love. A few years ago, Aventurine asked her for help during a deal he made and she agreed only for the other party to target her as leverage against Aventurine. He still remembers the pain in her eyes as she looked at him, confused and hurt from how she became the target. He remembers holding her in his arms apologising over and over for his lack of foresight, unable to figure out where he went wrong.
It was the first and last deal he ever lost. And now you, his new partner after several hard years of grief, were bringing up old wounds that never healed. Gaps of his heart that nothing would ever fill. Another tear rolls down his eye as he grits his teeth further. Had he known you would bring her up like this, he would have never told you about her. Itâs always the closest ones that hurt you the most. âââŠââ ©mm-lurking 2024 do not copy, steal or reuse my work.
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hii my name is lucky/aspen
i go by all prns i do like it/its tho keep that in mind and i use any canine themed xenos like dog/wolf/bone/fang/luck/bite ect (you can check my rentry for more)
im alterhuman i wouldnt say im completely non human im like half ish like werecreature kinda
im a kin help blog for all types of kins and alterhumans while also posting my own stuff ^^
anyways i have no DNI since they are kinda stupid and ppl are more likely to interact to piss u off but like maybe anti-therian/otherkin (obviously) and like anything abt wars and stuff cus thats not rlly what my blog is abt and dont flirt or anything romantic/sexual cus i have a wife <3 ^^
im open to all interactions and questions as well as my submissions are always open tho i have school so keep that in mind but you can request anythinggg and ill do it tho i have main things below
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night swim
a siren!brad au ^_^ closeups + some info under cut (please reblog i spent 5 hours on this)
brad is a pacific footballfish ... i wanted to make a mermaid brad for a while but thought making him just a normal fish guy would be lame so . anglerfish ! he washed up on the socal shore (as footballfish do, apparently) and david just took him home . he lives in davids bathtub and eats shrimp cocktail platters and gas station sushi
this piece is from later on into the timeline ... david took him out swimming in the ocean at night for a sense of . home . i guess . because Some Guy's bathtub isnt really the same as the deep dark ocean . david didnt mean to fall in . also he can breathe underwater as long as hes touching brad because of like siren magic or something ... i didnt think too hard about it . additionally i tried to convey a sense of falling in love with brads expression but idk if its very clear . i dont like drawing kissing that much but boy oh boy do i love drawing people about to kiss ... something about that like . tension . is more visceral to me than the actual kiss
btw if you have any specific questions abt this au please feel free to ask !!! id love to talk about it ...
#shui draws#mythic quest#david brittlesbee#brad bakshi#baksbee#braddavid#i have some other messier sketches if anyones interested ...#the braddavid fandom is dead though . sigh . im gonna be so sad if this flops on here and on twitter ...
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another SMG4 oc I forgot to introduce, but I will introduce in the prof puzzles AU!
So his story in the AU is a lil different, in the canon SMG4, Elix became a street boxer and had MAJOR trust issues. In the AU, however, he doesnât become a boxer and doesnât have trust issues, but heâs still cautious when it comes to meeting people.
Heâs okay with Puzzles, as long as heâs not mean to Tari, then he has no problem. He secretly listens to his rants when he walks by going to the bathroom/getting a drink.
He thinks Roxxieâs cool asf and is a huge fan of Phantom of the Opera, heâs seen it about maybe 5 times.
Facts that I did not include in the drawing:
Heâs Russian on his Motherâs side, and Armenian on his fatherâs side.
He wants to become either an author or a journalist, he canât decide yet.
He relates with Nicknack, having a deadbeat father. Not to mention both of their fathers are from the mafia (I think?)
Heâs about 6â9.
Him and Bob donât really like each other. (Also canon in the actual SMG4 universe.
Heâs a straight ally. Iâve been meaning to introduce him for awhile lmaooo. If yâall have any questions abt hin, feel free to ask! :]
Saucey is out!
edit: OHHH BTW I FORGOT TO MENTION, AU BELONGS TO @jovialoddity, Nicknack belongs to @runrabitrunrunrun, and Mushu belongs to @alien-star88!
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I think it's clear Lion Guy has climbed AT LEAST to the top #2 on your fav twst characters list..... but do you think he'll ever surpass J word?? lately you've been rambling a lot abt Leona but tbh it's obvious you rlly rlly love Jade too from all the posts I've read abt your feelings towards him (which have helped me understand and appreciate him more, too!)
sorry if it's smth weird to ask btw, I know feelings/thoughts abt fictional characters sometimes can be pretty personal- so feel free to ignore this đ
For your reference, here is my personal Twst tier list ^^ Itâs up to date as of the recent book 7 part 12 update. (And to be clear, the characters placed in the same tier are in no particular order; just because Silver is first in the "tolerate" tier doesn't mean I like him any more or less than Deuce, who is next in the row.)
If youâd like more specifics on why I do or donât like a particular character, please check out my FAQ in the pinned post or look at #character opinion bingo. If the character youâd like me to elaborate on isnât addressed there, then you may send in an ask about it.
Please remember to be respectful when discussing character preferences; do not attempt to convince others to change their minds or imply/tell them that they are âwrongâ for feeling a certain way about a character.

I donât mind the question! This blogâs a place for me to express myself (whether creatively or critically/more analytically) and to share my opinions on certain aspects of Twst ^^
I don't really think to put specific numbers on characters most of the time because I personally get really anxious about rankings đ€Ą According to the same friends that said all of this though, they basically agree that L*ona is pretty much second place or that L*ona has already surpassed J word. A particular friend likes to joke that âitâs Leoverâ, and another one says, âitâs like Raven divorced J word for L*onaâ. And honestly đŠđŠ if I'm being 100% truthful, I'm a little scared myself that some cat boy I disliked back in 2020 will shoot right up to the very top đ When I think about that... OOooOoOooooOOOGH, IT REALLY GRINDS MY GEARS BECAUSE HE'D BE SO ANNOYING AND SMUG ABOUT WINNING FOR ONCE. Finally clawing his way up from rock bottom... past second place (where he was perpetually trapped for most of his life; second place to his older brother, second place to that lizard, second place to eel)... to snatch the crown from the jaws of defeat... đą (You can't see it, but I'm pounding the wall with my fists--)
BUT IT'S OKAY, IT'S OKAY GUYS (<- huffing copium) IT'S JUST THE CONTENT RELEASE BIAS... Like, L*ona has gotten SO much more focus recently that it might be a little unfair to compare the two right now??? He got that Nightmare Suit SSR and played an important role in the Halloween event, then immediately got his time to shine in his book 7 dream, on top of us being forced to go through all five Heartslabyul dreams with him. That's not even mentioning the fact that the Episode of Savanaclaw manga is hyping us up for his OB reveal in January, or his hometown event rerun that's currently going on in the JP server. I keep telling myself that as soon as J word gets a new exciting SSR or story content that I'll swing right back around to him đ He hasn't gotten anything substantial lately... And let's be honest here, L*ona has a complete advantage no matter what the situation is for J word simply because L*ona is a dorm leader and an OB boy. There will always be more attention and detail showered upon him and his development over J word's OTL There's just... more L*ona lore to chew on. The other part of it is a large chunk of what I discuss on this blog comes from interactions with my readers. If readers submit more asks about L*ona, then I'll naturally talk about him more. Pair this with the guarantee that he's getting more screen time because of the remaining Heartslabyul dreams, and it becomes constant lion reinforcement.
sdfhladiyofyfaey8gFP9MGEEGA ANyWAY, sorry if that didn't quite answer your question... I didn't want to give a definitive response because I can't really tell what will happen in the future but hey, you guys wouldn't think any less of me if something happens, right đ€Ą
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