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it's been a year and i still havent been able to format any of this so have this collection of wizards fanart, OC fanart, and personal OC doodles ive drawn throughout 2024 for the rly awesome and cool ppl in the Galvanic Games Discord Server this isnt even all of it but it's fine :sob: the ref images are on there too it's fine it's fine it's f
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top surgery picture updates under cut! CW for healing scars and bruising ^__^
recovery pics in chronological order from first time seeing my chest to this morning!!!! all the scar tape is peeled off and i’m soso happy with how it’s healing <3
#sunspeak#undescribed#if you have any questions abt my experience w top surgery feel free to ask btw :) mwah
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I'm always torn in how I'd want things to conclude.
Narratively, I love when the protagonist is doomed to fail. The happiest day wasn't enough; it could never be enough. All that terror can't be undone in a moment. It's almost like the story should never end; Michael will always be chasing his own sins as much as he's chasing his father's, and you cannot change the past. It doesn't happen.
On the other hand, I do want the kids' suffering to end. I want them to be happy. At the very least, I want them to have some amount of peace. As wounded as Evan and Elizabeth are, I don't think the goalless suffering and the endless cycle of self-torture and mourning Michael puts himself through– in addition to the pain that needs to happen for him to complete the tasks needed to give the souls any semblance of peace– does anything to help them. Elizabeth doesn't have as much reasoning to be angry with him, and Evan, as tormented as he felt, doesn't seem like the vengant sort. I don't think that's what they want.
The souls of the others probably wouldn't understand it. Most of them don't know who Michael is. Charlie doesn't recognize him. Michael's pain doesn't do anything to help them, either.
(I sometimes wonder if Michael struggles to keep his urge to punish himself from becoming selfish enough to jeopardize his mission. He can't help them if he's not at least somewhat functioning, but by god does he want to destroy himself in every way. He's not sure if it's cathartic or if he just knows that he deserves it.)
Maybe, even if the happiest day isn't enough, it is something. Maybe it's closer to what the kids want than what Michael would have happen would end up being. Their suffering has been acknowledged, and they're not stuck in place anymore. Maybe some of their awareness returns to them. Things aren't fixed, but they can begin to understand what happened as they awake from the mindless agony they'd been trapped in. They can talk across the table, now. They can ask their questions and say their piece. If nothing else, they can rest knowing that someone is at least trying to understand what happened to them and how they felt. I wonder if any part of Evan would be happy to see his brother doing his best to finally be there for him. I'd like for there to be something in that which would make him smile, if only for a moment.
Maybe the gesture itself would mean something.
#character meta#this is 100% me getting way too complicated while bouncing around ideas for blips#my entire brain is filled with musings like this constantly btw. feel free to ask any questions abt my fnaf thoughts btw lmao#i never know when or how to share them#fnaf#mike's stuff#michael afton#cc afton#evan afton#mike's actual writing#kinda#writing process blogging#elizabeth afton#fnaf mci#fnaf missing kids#fnaf missing children#the happiest day#happiest day#child death mention#child death tw#sh implied
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character inspiration memes like this are so fun and rly make me zero in on exactly what i love abt my OCs!!
sal art by chemicalbaptism on twitter, laz art by sauritart on twitter, and john art by myyyy darling dearest @accursedapothecary <3
bonus: alt sal inspo
#underbelly#sal cereza#lazarus bensi#john doe#beauregard orlando townsend#feel free to ask abt any of these inspiration points btw my inbox is still soooo open for character questions
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Finally made a ref for my girl Frost! (It’s actually a redraw of an older piece that I did of her with an updated design, old piece under cut)
✨Please Reblog, Dont Just Like!✨
I love her so much, she’s one of the first ocs I ever made! More characters from this universe will likely be posted soon 👀
#tumblr killed the quality of the first image but whatever#pls feel free to ask any questions abt them in my ask box btw! love talking abt my ocs#birdie draws#warrior cats#warrior cats oc#warrior cats art#digital art#cat#oc#remember to reblog!!!
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SORRY PYRR PYRRIAX i misclicked in the previous ask and was then suddenly called away!! (If that ask wasn’t sent don’t mind this)
I was just gonna say I hope you are having a good day ^_^ and I am a little curious how did you come up with your own neo pronouns? Do they have special meanings? And how do you pronounce them? I don’t know if you had answered this before :3
hello!! it's okay, i saw both at the same time ^_^
and thank you! i am having a good day, and i appreciate you asking! i haven't been asked this before, so thank you! :D
the main ones that are my own creation (as i just realized i had another set listed, the curse of being a system, somebody added that and i never caught it, lol) are onei/oneir!
i mostly came up with them because i felt like i wanted something a little more personal to me, while still falling under the broad category of being somewhat related to something (in this case, dreams/dreaming)!
the full set, onei/oneir/oneirs/oneirs/oneiroself , better shows the origin, as i played off the s in self taking the place of the s in oneiros!
and generally, for pronouncing them, i'd kind of just say something like oh-nei / oh-neir, kind of almost an ay sound at the end, really! i haven't had to write down how i say them before so forgive me if this is a little nonsensical
#ask a ghost#asker: solxr-planet#thank you for asking btw!!#if you have any other questions abt this stuff or the origins of things feel free to ask!! i have some kind of silly storys#oh man i cant remember if ive posted about the reason i came up with my url yet or not pvdfnjkfdl well!! regardless!!#i hope you have a good day!
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hi! could you inform me on what a bi lesbian is? don’t mean to come off as rude and you’re not obligated to explain if you want to, but if you could redirect me to some resourced pls do, i’m curious and have seen this term one or two times before! i tried looking but almost everything ive seen either has a confusing definition or is negative, and i’d like to educate myself if possible. ty! :D
hi, tysm for the ask! while im definitely not the guy to speak for all mspec lesbians, i can definitely try my best to help you :]
mspec lesbians are when a person identifies as a lesbian while simultaneously being attracted to other genders, hence the "multi spectrum" (mspec) part of the term. i myself am a bi lesbian, so im just going to use that as an example, but there are also pan lesbians, omni lesbians, it goes on. (there are also mspec gays, but people dont seem too pressed about them, and im not gay, so i wont speak on them.)
there are a lot of reasons someone could identify as a bi lesbian, like if theyre romantically a lesbian while being bi*sexual*, or a bi person with a preference towards women. personally, while i do think lesbianism inherently includes nonbinary people (speaking *as* a nonbinary lesbian), my attraction to nbs is separate enough to warrant the label for both mine and other nbs' comfort. (also i think some guys are attractive lol). but it does vary from person to person!
as for the history, bi people using lesbian as an umbrella term (much like, for example, a bi guy calling themself gay) since *at least* the 70s.
and as for resources, heres a really helpful carrd i found, as well as just going through the 'mspec lesbian' tag on tumblr has quite a few good posts about the historical usage of the label!
also um. sorry for giving you an entire essay (hyperbole) lol, queer identities and history are a pretty big interest of mine XP
#styx says#ty for being so nice abt this btw!! i rlly appreciate it :] /gen#feel free 2 send another ask if u have any questions!#and yeah theres a lot of negativity online about us#but genuinely as someone who identified as a lesbian way b4 realizing i was bi too it doesnt invalidate lesbians or make us 'look bad'#once again i see people only ever pressed about 'bi/pan lesbians' and never mspec gays#i do think a bit of it is in part misogyny and terf rhetoric#but what do i know im just a 17 year old on the internet /s#sorry again lol i saw a mean take abt this earlier so i felt it was a good enough time as ever to answer this#anydangway hope you have a good day anon /gen
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I’ve been too tired to draw much today but then I got some midnight motivation so here’s some concept doodles for hypothetical stalien Jackie and Olivia (with some creative liberties taken)(also rambles under the cut)
Now as I’ve already mentioned the closest to their canon jobs I can give them is in the conveyor facilities, but in particular they’d likely be working at the one that’s mostly supplied by the rejects hatched at the nursing facilities owned by a different corporation that works closely with the one that runs the conveyor facilities, as that is where we find a lot more “research” as opposed to product production and engineering. Given that this would likely leave Olivia in the surgeons branch and Jackie in the data filter branch, this means that the two would have likely been trained together since they were lil kids, and likely would have been from the same hatching period. Also they might honestly be in a similar age group to Wonderful, although I’d probably more so place them as a couple years younger, meaning they’d likely not have interacted with her much until she became their new boss.
As for my notes, staliens are quite large so I of course had to scale up their heights in my mind to fit, with Olivia being very much short by stalien standards, basically just edging the point of concerningly short (basically anything under 6 foot), and Jackie being notably tall without being like stupid tall (9 foot or taller), giving them a pretty large height gap lol. The two also just have general body types that would likely give them an almost sickly look to most ppl, albeit not strongly enough that it’d draw concern. In Olivia’s case, her constantly active energy would both add to and take away from the sickly vibes due to how stalien bodies tend to react to being malnourished, with small size and overly active energy both being potential effects from two very different types of starvation reactions. In Olivia’s case, she’s just short and stressed. Stress tends to cause blood to pool at the face as a preparation for energy usage in survival scenarios, and when no energy is actually used the blood tends to just sorta leak out of energy glands. This isn’t too big of an issue for single instances of stress, but with constant stress it can become an issue if one’s body doesn’t get the hint. Due to this, Olivia keeps her energy active more often than not, both because of risk of excessive blood loss, and because she ideally doesn’t want to be bleeding all over her work.
Jackie’s energy is a pale variant, which basically means that her body has less energy in it than a typical stalien. This doesn’t effect her too much, but it does mean that she can’t rly utilize her energy in any significant manner, albeit even if she had the option I doubt she’d utilize it much due to how much risk there is for a reward that ultimately wouldn’t benefit her much on its own. She also has four antennae, which does actually affect her a bit more due to the typical stimulation issues that come with them. Thankfully Jackie isn’t the one of the two that has to work in busy stimulation packed parts of the facility most of the time, and she largely would spend her time in a more office like space, occasionally popping into the manufacturing branch to request supplies and make test build requests. Most interactions with Olivia and other surgeons would be within her own chambers, so she’s rarely having to even see the worst of things.
And lastly some light elaboration on the pronouns, blah blah blah stalien pronouns aren’t gendered since staliens don’t have gender and are instead based on a mix of status and relationships, meaning that while most have a primary pronoun, pronouns are highly situational and different staliens use different pronouns depending on who they’re talking to. Jackie and Olivia would likely use less formal pronouns when talking to eachother for example. Basically just imagine it as two scales of “formal to informal” and “negative to positive”, but with a bit more social nuance for how they’re actually used + some of them also double as like actual words so things get kinda muddy a lot of the time. Anyways, both of them most commonly use very formal pronouns as they basically live at their jobs and are interacting mostly with coworkers and higher ups. Olivia uses a slightly negative leaning one mostly to come across as more polite, while Jackie uses a very neutral formal pronoun to come across as more strictly professional, basically giving off more of a “we are here for business only” sort of vibe. They probably do or at least used to use more causal pronouns for each other in private tho, likely either going very casual positive or neutral very positive, with the former being what you’d use for very close friends, and the latter being for someone you consider a pure equal, which is funnily enough most often seen as incredibly rude to use if you aren’t extremely close to the person. Either way, I imagine in more professional settings Jackie tends to refer to herself with more formal positive terms and to Olivia with formal neutral terms, and Olivia refers to them both as mostly formal but not super duper formal neutral terms. Oh they’d also 100% have different names but yknow that’s a given with stalien language
#keese draws#oni posting#eternal gales#not main tagging this since this won’t make much sense to most ppl lol#anyways! I like to imagine these two would accessorize more if they weren’t in the facilities#the glasses are the creative liberties btw as previously discussed they by all means would not even be able to commission them#also the eye colors they aren’t rly entirely realistic but it’s the best I could stretch them to#everything else is up to code tho#I like to imagine jackie’s voice as a stalien would be almost kazoo adjacent#she also probably makes a lot of throat clicks noises when annoyed and stressed#olivia would probably have a more clunky voice that tends to stutter due to generally slower speech#this means her speech would probably be riddled with tics to account for vocal readjustment#anyways I need to go shower pls indulge me in my fully self indulgent au thoughts#feel free to ask questions if anything confuses or interests you Ill take any excuse to ramble abt worldbuilding
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ill take any of these tbh :)
my blorbo in question: @the-crows-said-hi
Yo bros if anyone wants banger books plays or poems etc for their ocs or smth hit me up I'm good with it promise :)
#taro yashima bsd oc#take ur time btw#bsd oc#bsd rp oc#bsd oc blog#bsd rp blog#also if you have any questions abt them feel free to ask!!
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g’day! i saw that you're receiving requests: so is it OK to request osamu with his significant other who calls him "ochamu" instead of "osamu" just to get a reaction out of him? sort of like baby talking his name if that makes sense??? i think it's super funny that he might look at you like you're crazy at first then get used to it overtime (atsumu gives him the side eye every single time) 😭
but ofc, this is more of a suggestion if anything ^^ feel free to delete/ignore if it doesn't spark any inspo or you don't have any thoughts on it! ++ i know you wrote abt samu recently so maybe he should wait a little longer to get his turn PFFT. thanks for your time btw! i love your workssss ✨
Baby Talk
note: I love your brain omg- this was so fun to write lol. Hope you like it!!!
“Ochamuuu, pay attention to me.”
The moment the word ‘Ochamu’ was uttered from your lips, Osamu did not react positively. Sitting on the other side of the sofa, you see his lip curl in disgust. The side eye directed towards you was lethal.
“What. Was. That.”
It was hard, but you managed to hold your giggles in. You pull the most innocent face you can and say, “What do you mean, Ochamu?”
He immediately gags and puts his hand out at you. “Oh my god. No. Babe, what the fuck.” He's looking at you like you grew a second head. You laugh and punch his arm.
“What? What did I do?” He raises his brows and laughs, perplexed.
“What did ya do? Ya sound stupid. Don't do that again, it was creepy.”
You giggle again and respond, “I love you, ‘chamu.” His frown gets even deeper as he stands up from the couch and walks away shaking his head.
“I love you too, but no. Just no.”
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“Ochamu, pass the salt please.” You ask sweetly. He stops mid bite and turns to you unimpressed.
“Really? This again?” You hum and shrug your shoulders. “I have no idea what you are referring to, my dear husband.” He gives a small smile and resumes eating.
“Now that's a nickname I can get behind. The other one, not so much. How the hell did ya come up with that anyway?” He questions, finally handing you what you asked for.
“I honestly don’t know. I think it came to me in a dream or something.” You gasp. “It was a message from a higher power. Ochamu is your destined nickname, I'm sure of it.” He lets out a little chuckle at that and places a kiss on your cheek.
“Sure, whatever. If it keeps you entertained, I'll allow it.”
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“Ochamu, have you seen my brush?” You inquire as you pop your head out of the bathroom. He's sitting on your bed, scrolling through his phone.
Without looking up, he answers, “It's on the dresser, baby.” You bite back a smile.
“Not a single comment this time, huh?” He blinks and glances up at you.
“What do ya mean?”
You let out a shocked laugh. “Wha- you didn’t even notice?! I used that nickname you hate.” He groans and throws a pillow at you. “Yer usin’ it too damn much! Messin’ with my head!” He huffs and crosses his arms. You roll your eyes and move to sit down next to him.
“Admit you like the baby talk.” He gives you another dose of side eye.
“I’d rather not.”
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You, Osamu, and Atsumu had all decided to go grocery shopping for dinner ingredients. Rather, you and Osamu were, and Atsumu tagged along because he was bored. Osamu was in charge of the list, Atsumu was pushing the cart, and you were the one grabbing the ingredients. You were walking aisle to aisle, taking your time, while Atsumu was grumbling like a bored child.
“Ochamu, what's next on the list?” He opens his mouth to respond but gets cut off.
“Ew, what the hell?” Atsumu makes a grossed out face and does a barfing motion. “Yer such a weirdo! ‘Samu, ya let her call ya that?!” Osamu scoffs and takes your hand, leaving Atsumu behind.
“Yer just jealous yer single. Scrub.” You can still hear Atsumu squawking when you get to the next aisle.
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MAY I REQUEST FOR ANGST POOKS 😘😝 MYBE ABT BRINGING UP THEIR DEAD EX BY ACCIDENT DURING AN ARGUEMENT? THERES RARELY ANY ANGST IM GETTING MAD 👹
I saw your ask at 11 pm and something about the way you wrote your request made me giggle so hard idk why 🤣 Since you demand angst I shall give it to you. You’re my first ask btw so thank you very much!
I’m not sure which character you wanted me to write for so I’m going to go for Blade and Aventurine. Though feel free to send me specific characters through the ask again!
Warnings: no fluff at all, pure angst, fem! reader and ex, reader has no chill running her mouth, Aventurine’s kinda feels ooc sorry about that WC: 1881
Blade
You were a hair’s breadth away from being gravely injured. If it weren’t for Blade’s interruption you would have been Antimatter Legion dinner tonight. In your eyes you weren’t in that much danger, you knew you could handle it on your own but in Blade’s eyes, it was just another flashback to how he lost her. It felt frustrating to watch him downplay your capabilities, it's not like you were some weak damsel in distress. There was a reason your relations with the Stellaron Hunters had lasted as far as it had; you were good at wielding your weapon and making good use of the enemy’s weaknesses. Sure there were moments when you were in trouble but you never really got to live the thrill of it because Blade would always step in to help you even when you didn’t ask for it.
You loved him dearly and appreciated his assistance but just for this instance, you wanted to deal with things by yourself. Ultimately your agitation got the best of you and so now here you were with your arms crossed, glaring at Blade after the enemy was taken care of.
“Have you always been this foolish?”
You stare at him with wide eyes and an open mouth, questioning his audacity of insulting you like this.
“Excuse me?”
���You could have gotten hurt.”
He says matter-of-factly and you feel your jaws clench at the way he speaks to you.
“Blade I am fully capable of looking after myself! I need you to stop interrupting my fights!”
“If I didn’t that Antimatter Legion pawn would have sliced your head off your shoulders.”
“And how the hell do you know that was going to happen?! I could have fought it easily if it weren’t for you!”
He turns around and looks at you with cold eyes which make you flinch momentarily.
“You overestimate yourself.”
“I do not! I have worked relentlessly on my skills! I know what I can handle or what I can’t! You just never allow me to prove it!”
“You are a fool. I do not need to see you pushed to your limits to acknowledge your skills.”
“Then why the hell won’t you let me do what I want?!”
You both argue back and forth with neither of you backing down. Blade speaks calmly, just as he always has but with slight frustration whereas you on the other hand are full-on yelling and boiling over to the point of rage. He takes a deep breath and continues.
“I am just looking out for you-”
“I am not weak like Chun. Stop treating me like I am.”
You almost immediately regret it the moment those words leave your mouth. Your words are sharp and bitter, and pierce his heart like a blade slashing through flesh. His eyes are ablaze with fury and pain and the way his jaw clenches is enough to let you know you have overstepped your boundary.
Chun was his first love. She was a good woman with a kind heart, and despite how odd she looked amongst the Stellaron Hunters, they welcomed her as long as it made Blade happy. But in a world full of evil, being kind is a weakness and ultimately she met her end in the hands of an enemy during heated negotiations. For the one whose life was already cursed by immortality, he took her death hard and swore never to love again, for he couldn’t bear to witness yet another loved one depart for the nth time in his long life. His already broken heart took ages to heal and by the time you crossed paths with him, he was still grieving over her. You knew this very well because it was you who assured him that history wouldn’t repeat itself with you. It was you who helped him heal further and gave him the confidence to open his heart up once more to you. You knew what she meant to him because he had been honest with you about his past yet-
“Blade I-”
-here you were driving the very knife you had taken out of him so lovingly back into his heart in full force. He looks at you with so much despise and agony that your heart hurts knowing you are the cause for it. A blade being stabbed over and over into his body hurt, but those wounds always healed after a while. Yet the wound your words had caused was one that no medication could fix. Your throat tightens and you want to reach out to him and hold him but you stay glued to your feet.
“We don’t need to be around each other anymore.”
Despite the torment he feels, he looks straight into your eyes and monotonously speaks. There is not even a single moment spared for you to reply as he walks out of the room and slams the door shut, indicating he is done with you. The door closing was not just the end of the argument you both were having, it was also the end of what you were to each other. You stand there rooted to the ground as tears sting your eyes. Why did you have to be like this?
Aventurine
“Aventurine I swear to god I am not playing your petty games again.”
You angrily huff as you cross your arms and glare at Aventurine with disapproval. The audacity of this man was truly something, especially at a time like this. You both were stuck in an interesting situation, where Aventurine had made a gamble with an enemy territory and he wanted you to be part of it. More precisely, he wanted to turn you into his bargaining chip for a while. There was one tiny problem. He wasn’t asking for your approval, he had already made the deal.
“The table has already been set, friend. You just have to play your role real well.”
Your jaw hangs low when you realise what he has done.
“Aventurine don’t tell me….”
“They have decided to ask for you in exchange of information. Do not worry, I will find a way to-“
He doesn’t get to finish his sentence as a loud slap resonates across the room. You stare at him in disbelief with tears welling your eyes, unable to process what he has done. A shaky sigh leaves his mouth and he stares at you, bewildered by your behaviour.
“It hasn’t even been a full week since we finished another deal and you want me to jump head-on into another one?!”
“Was there a need to slap me like this? If you’re forgetting, friend, you agreed to help me out on these deals regardless of the risk. Or should I have the doctor examine your memory?”
“Aventurine I agreed to help you out, not be used however you please! You could have at least asked me first before making the deal!”
You rub your temples and rethink the entire situation through. Your relationship with Aventurine was compatible due to one simple fact: you both loved taking risks. The thrill of the gamble and the adrenaline of waiting for the results kept you both alive. It was the drug you both needed in this cruel unjust world.
But this, this was different. This wasn’t just any gamble and it wasn’t a small one either. Being traded off to the enemy territory for a few weeks was no easy task and you have no idea what the hell Aventurine was thinking. In your last deal, you barely made it out alive as the tables turned against your favour. It was a miracle your assets weren’t taken and that you weren’t killed in the process.
“…I promise you will be fine, friend.”
Tears sting your eyes and you try to take a deep breath.
“How can you be so sure?”
“The gaiaithra triclops blesses me abundantly. We will not lose.”
“Is that what you said to Lilac as well before her demise?”
You hear how his breath hitches in his throat at the mention of Lilac. He coughs a little and then stares at you with a look you cannot decipher.
“Do not bring her up.”
His voice is a mere whisper and you know you’re crossing some lines already. Yet you don’t stop there. You jab your right index finger into his chest with every word you speak.
“I don’t know what’s worse, being a gambling chip on purpose or being a gambling chip unknowingly, like she was.”
He grips the hand you have on his chest tightly. You can’t help but wince a little at how he’s looking at you with red eyes filled with regret and anger. He tries to speak but you cut him off.
“Was losing her not enough to learn your lesson? Or do you turn everyone you love into pawns of your game?”
“You’re crossing the line now.”
He warns and you shake your head.
“You treat everyone like an asset, even the ones who truly love you without any hidden agenda. No wonder you couldn’t save Lilac-“
“Enough!”
Before you can process what is going on Aventurine pulls out a gun from his inner coat pocket and shoots a random vase on the table behind you. The bang of the gun and the loud shattering of the ceramic into pieces makes you jump and shake a little. He then shifts his gaze on you and lets your hand go before issuing his warning.
“…you need to leave. Leave before I accidentally hurt you.”
“I-“
“I said leave!”
He points the gun at you. His hand is shaking in a manner you have never seen before and you can tell he doesn’t want to do this but you’re giving him no choice. You stare at him for a moment and nod your head before scurrying away.
Once you’re out of his sight he plops onto the nearest sofa and drops his gun. It lands with a loud thud as he puts his head into his hands and shakes visibly. Flashbacks of that dreaded day start to play over and over in his head and he clenches his teeth as a tear rolls down his eye.
Lilac was a woman he met during one of his travels as an IPC stoneheart. They got along pretty well and eventually fell in love. A few years ago, Aventurine asked her for help during a deal he made and she agreed only for the other party to target her as leverage against Aventurine. He still remembers the pain in her eyes as she looked at him, confused and hurt from how she became the target. He remembers holding her in his arms apologising over and over for his lack of foresight, unable to figure out where he went wrong.
It was the first and last deal he ever lost. And now you, his new partner after several hard years of grief, were bringing up old wounds that never healed. Gaps of his heart that nothing would ever fill. Another tear rolls down his eye as he grits his teeth further. Had he known you would bring her up like this, he would have never told you about her. It’s always the closest ones that hurt you the most. ⋇⋆✦⋆⋇ ©mm-lurking 2024 do not copy, steal or reuse my work.
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^ my kintypes :3
woof welcome🍀
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hii my name is lucky/aspen
i go by all prns i do like it/its tho keep that in mind and i use any canine themed xenos like dog/wolf/bone/fang/luck/bite ect (you can check my rentry for more)
im alterhuman i wouldnt say im completely non human im like half ish like werecreature kinda
im a kin help blog for all types of kins and alterhumans while also posting my own stuff ^^
anyways i have no DNI since they are kinda stupid and ppl are more likely to interact to piss u off but like maybe anti-therian/otherkin (obviously) and like anything abt wars and stuff cus thats not rlly what my blog is abt and dont flirt or anything romantic/sexual cus i have a wife <3 ^^
im open to all interactions and questions as well as my submissions are always open tho i have school so keep that in mind but you can request anythinggg and ill do it tho i have main things below
kintypes
my other identitys are plantkin, beehearted and otherfix (otherfix is identifying as hyper fixations ill be making a flag soon and like a whole thing tho i wasnt the creator of this term im not sure who is actually)
my blog anniversary: 26 june
likes:
optimism , peace , hope , meeting new people/creatures , sweet things , baking , forests , swimming , camping , road-trips , my wife , yin-yang ,
dislikes:
war , isolation , politicians , fireworks , thunder
other socials:
🦈@seafoamcloud shark/aquatic kin acc (follow if ur a sea creature)
@unlucky-yote secret acc for pics and rants and sneaking out
rentry
tiktok (WIP⚠️)
submissions:
moodboards: open ✅
basic: 9 images
complex: 9 images with pngs
specify if you want square or curved
(with complex you have to tell me a theme and some examples of pngs u want)
#🐾moodboard.png
stimboards: open ✅
9 gifs of desired animal and theme
#🦴stimboard.gif
facts sheets: open ✅
a list of facts for desired animal with 3 gif at the top
#🦮fact sheets.txt
coining/flag making: no requests yet but feel free to ^^
#🪵coining.png
any flags ive coined or terms ive made
#🌿ID packs
other tags:
#🎾 irl dogboi.png
all my irl stuff and gear and maybe walks idk
#���sharkboi.html
me being a shark :3
#☘️clover wolps
pictures of my plushie pack :3
#🍀luckys journal.txt
my daily (hopefully) journal rlly random btw
#🦇 the wife.py
anything referencing or including my wife <3
#🌱questions.txt
any asks that are questions
#🪴reblogs.txt
relatable stuff idk lol
🎰 luck is on your side today 🎰
#🐾moodboard.png#🦴stimboard.gif#🦮fact sheets.txt#🪵coining.png#🎾irl dogboi.png#🍀luckys journal.txt#🦇the wife.py#🌱questions.txt#🪴reblogs.txt#canine cladotherian#caninekin#nonhuman#nonhuman community#physical nonhuman#wolf theriotype#wolf kin#wolf otherkin#canine theriotype#canine therian#canine kin#wolfdog#wolf posting#wolf therian#wolfkin#kemonomimi#domestic dog therian#dog regression#domestic dogkin#🌿ID packs#🦈sharkboi.html
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another SMG4 oc I forgot to introduce, but I will introduce in the prof puzzles AU!
So his story in the AU is a lil different, in the canon SMG4, Elix became a street boxer and had MAJOR trust issues. In the AU, however, he doesn’t become a boxer and doesn’t have trust issues, but he’s still cautious when it comes to meeting people.
He’s okay with Puzzles, as long as he’s not mean to Tari, then he has no problem. He secretly listens to his rants when he walks by going to the bathroom/getting a drink.
He thinks Roxxie’s cool asf and is a huge fan of Phantom of the Opera, he’s seen it about maybe 5 times.
Facts that I did not include in the drawing:
He’s Russian on his Mother’s side, and Armenian on his father’s side.
He wants to become either an author or a journalist, he can’t decide yet.
He relates with Nicknack, having a deadbeat father. Not to mention both of their fathers are from the mafia (I think?)
He’s about 6’9.
Him and Bob don’t really like each other. (Also canon in the actual SMG4 universe.
He’s a straight ally. I’ve been meaning to introduce him for awhile lmaooo. If y’all have any questions abt hin, feel free to ask! :]
Saucey is out!
edit: OHHH BTW I FORGOT TO MENTION, AU BELONGS TO @jovialoddity, Nicknack belongs to @runrabitrunrunrun, and Mushu belongs to @alien-star88!
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I think it's clear Lion Guy has climbed AT LEAST to the top #2 on your fav twst characters list..... but do you think he'll ever surpass J word?? lately you've been rambling a lot abt Leona but tbh it's obvious you rlly rlly love Jade too from all the posts I've read abt your feelings towards him (which have helped me understand and appreciate him more, too!)
sorry if it's smth weird to ask btw, I know feelings/thoughts abt fictional characters sometimes can be pretty personal- so feel free to ignore this 🙇
For your reference, here is my personal Twst tier list ^^ It’s up to date as of the recent book 7 part 12 update. (And to be clear, the characters placed in the same tier are in no particular order; just because Silver is first in the "tolerate" tier doesn't mean I like him any more or less than Deuce, who is next in the row.)
If you’d like more specifics on why I do or don’t like a particular character, please check out my FAQ in the pinned post or look at #character opinion bingo. If the character you’d like me to elaborate on isn’t addressed there, then you may send in an ask about it.
Please remember to be respectful when discussing character preferences; do not attempt to convince others to change their minds or imply/tell them that they are “wrong” for feeling a certain way about a character.
I don’t mind the question! This blog’s a place for me to express myself (whether creatively or critically/more analytically) and to share my opinions on certain aspects of Twst ^^
I don't really think to put specific numbers on characters most of the time because I personally get really anxious about rankings 🤡 According to the same friends that said all of this though, they basically agree that L*ona is pretty much second place or that L*ona has already surpassed J word. A particular friend likes to joke that “it’s Leover”, and another one says, “it’s like Raven divorced J word for L*ona”. And honestly 💦💦 if I'm being 100% truthful, I'm a little scared myself that some cat boy I disliked back in 2020 will shoot right up to the very top 💀 When I think about that... OOooOoOooooOOOGH, IT REALLY GRINDS MY GEARS BECAUSE HE'D BE SO ANNOYING AND SMUG ABOUT WINNING FOR ONCE. Finally clawing his way up from rock bottom... past second place (where he was perpetually trapped for most of his life; second place to his older brother, second place to that lizard, second place to eel)... to snatch the crown from the jaws of defeat... 💢 (You can't see it, but I'm pounding the wall with my fists--)
BUT IT'S OKAY, IT'S OKAY GUYS (<- huffing copium) IT'S JUST THE CONTENT RELEASE BIAS... Like, L*ona has gotten SO much more focus recently that it might be a little unfair to compare the two right now??? He got that Nightmare Suit SSR and played an important role in the Halloween event, then immediately got his time to shine in his book 7 dream, on top of us being forced to go through all five Heartslabyul dreams with him. That's not even mentioning the fact that the Episode of Savanaclaw manga is hyping us up for his OB reveal in January, or his hometown event rerun that's currently going on in the JP server. I keep telling myself that as soon as J word gets a new exciting SSR or story content that I'll swing right back around to him 😭 He hasn't gotten anything substantial lately... And let's be honest here, L*ona has a complete advantage no matter what the situation is for J word simply because L*ona is a dorm leader and an OB boy. There will always be more attention and detail showered upon him and his development over J word's OTL There's just... more L*ona lore to chew on. The other part of it is a large chunk of what I discuss on this blog comes from interactions with my readers. If readers submit more asks about L*ona, then I'll naturally talk about him more. Pair this with the guarantee that he's getting more screen time because of the remaining Heartslabyul dreams, and it becomes constant lion reinforcement.
sdfhladiyofyfaey8gFP9MGEEGA ANyWAY, sorry if that didn't quite answer your question... I didn't want to give a definitive response because I can't really tell what will happen in the future but hey, you guys wouldn't think any less of me if something happens, right 🤡
#disney twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland#disney twst#Jade Leech#Leona Kingscholar#notes from the writing raven#question#Jade Leech thirst#NOT L*ONA ROT#book 7 spoilers#jp spoilers#episode of savanaclaw#episode of savanaclaw manga
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btw if anybody has any questions abt stuff for resurrected au for the @sonic-au-collision feel free to send me an ask !!! <333 i love yapping and ive stopped caring abt "spoilers" lol, the fic is simply giving context for all the info i give ^^
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hey babe!! i have a qaf question for u
ok so ive heard ppl in this (very small) fandom talk abt hal sparks really negatively either because of his character (understandable, micheal sucks ass) or because of his political views/beliefs/whatevers
i have never understood the second part and was told that u are quite the qaf historian so i was wondering if u could give me a lil summary of what those beliefs/views of his are because i would really like to know!!
ty in advance 🖤
well hello there, nice to know that my reputation in qaf fandom is still alive and well lol
so. here's the thing: if we're talking politics overall he didn't say anything questionable as far as I know (he has a podcast on youtube or smth where he trashes trump and other republican politicians (I'm not american so my knowledge of american politics is pretty basic so don't quote me on this one lol) so it's fine with me lol)
if we're talking the show though 👀💀
he did say some things back in the day that made people dislike him (but mind you now everything is cool between everyone involved in the show at least public wise so we're going to talk about the times when the show was airing and some time after it ended)
1. the most questionable™️ thing that he's ever said was comparing kissing a man (a costar on screen) to kissing a dog and people thought he meant that it was disgusting or smth BUT he did clarify later that people misinterpreted him because he meant that he's not attracted to men so kissing male costars on set during filming did nothing for him (it was an answer to some interviewer's question what it's like to kiss a man so take it as it is 🤷♀️🤷♀️)
btw interviewers AND fans had no decorum back in the day asking the whole cast all sorts of personal questions (poor randy still has ptsd bc of this 😭💀)
2. now it's tea time!!!! hal used to have a beef with gale and randy that led to him being hated by their fans. so. before the show aired hal was the most famous actor in the cast (except for sharon gless obviously) and he thought (was promised ?????) that he'd be the lead man™️ of the show. but after qaf aired everyone fell for gale (obviously sorry not sorry lol) because he served and ate everyone up. and also everyone focused on britin. hal didn't like that (considering it was basically gale's and randy's first roles on tv) and he started saying some stuff about them (publicly). for example, he said that actors' work is doing what's written in the script no questions asked. that was a clear dig at gale and randy as they were famous for constantly questioning/criticising the writers/showrunners/producers, disliking their plotlines and basically voicing their opinions on set (they did nothing wrong, should've complained more, look at s5 🥲). also hal did say one time that he would never work with gale again but didn't elaborate why. and as far as I know he did say more shady stuff about gale and randy during different interviews but I don't have any more specific examples (i think he was also constantly pointing out that he's straight while gale didn't say much about his own sexuality and hal was speculating about it). moreover, I remember reading somwhere that hal didn't like people who drank/did drugs bc he himself was against this stuff and gale and peter smoke some weed before some s1 promotion event and hal had a problem with it. the last thing: he also did complain about gale staying in character (whatever that means in regards of gale) during filming but no one else complained so 🤷♀️🤷♀️.
(I lied last thing fr fr I wanted to point out that gale and randy NEVER said anything back about hal so that kinda makes you think)
hope this helps, if someone has something to add or wants to correct me, feel free to do so
#i always feel weird posting qaf tea bc i feel like everyone in the fandom is going to see it lol#but overall idc about hal and idk that much about him as a person so 🤷♀️🤷♀️#ask#queer as folk#qaf
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