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Hi all!
I hope this is the last post we need to make about this. Please do not turn our appreciation event into a battleground to fight other shippers. We will not be responding to any more posts on the matter, nor will we be reblogging/interacting/tolerating negativity toward people who ship things we do not. That is antithetical to our community of eluciens who want to enjoy shipping Elain and Lucien without needlessly fighting.
If some folks want to host a longer event, they are welcome to do so- there is no rule that says we can only have one elucien week. But this event, which has historically hosted every elucien week since the inception of the ship, will not be doing a longer event, nor will we do so simply to "bombard" other shippers with content. We create out of love, not dislike, and I hope I am not the only person who believes this.
Please block tags if they offend you and otherwise remember that other shippers host events for the same reason we do- they love their pairing and want to get together as a community to celebrate that. We will continue to be supportive of our larger ACOTAR community.
#this is our last post on the matter#we genuinely appreciate everyones enthusiasm#we have planned a week and even if we wanted to do longer there is simply no more time#in years past a week has been MORE than enough#and the feedback has been that folks are exhausted (but happy) after seven days#elucien
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May I entice the masses with the concept of a Will Wood Jukebox Musical?
Around a month ago me and a good friend of mine were listening to Will Wood’s discography and they offhandedly threw “Wouldn’t it be cool if someone made a Mama Mia equivalent with his songs?” into the air.
This thought stuck with me for a while until I found myself incredibly bored during a 3 hour-long road trip and decided to kill some time.
Preface aside, I present…
[ Welcome To Suburbia The Musical ]
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Brochure Designs:
Narrative Summary:
A young couple attempt to escape the hardships of life by moving to a far-off picture-perfect town known by locals as ‘Suburbia’. Despite it’s shining appearance, the couple are troubled by unsettling peculiarities bursting at the suburb’s seams- but what’s a village without a little cooky culture?
Character Breakdown:
• James Campbell - An alcohol-dependent horror writer down on his publishing luck.
• Dai Lu Lee - A doctor specialising in the care of farm animals with an unfortunate talent for disappointing her parents.
• Cassie Logan - James & Dai Lu’s next door neighbour with an unsettling sense of humour.
• Morgan Logan - Cassie’s reserved wife working as a forensic investigator for the local PD with a predisposition to bad first impressions.
• Lin Lee - Dai Lu’s headstrong traditional father.
• Ming Lee - Dai Lu’s passive narcissistic mother.
• Mayor - Confident and charismatic front man of Suburbia with a messy past who’s always ready to offer a helping hand.
• Barkeeper - Eccentric and off-putting owner of a local bar that appears to be a front for a darker business.
• Therapist - Patient woman tending to Dai Lu’s psychiatrical and psychological needs.
• Secretary (Non-singing ensemble role) - Nerdy and shy assistant of The Mayor who is desperately enamoured, head-over-heels for her employer.
Act Synopses:
[Act 1]
James and Dai Lu, freshly engaged and already exhausted from life’s baggage, strike a ‘too-good-to-be-true’ deal on a down payment for a quaint home in the unmarked town of Suburbia. After being warmly welcomed by the ever so charming Mayor and their next door neighbours Cassie and Morgan, the couple begin to unwillingly face some of their fatal flaws as Dai Lu is forced to stare her regretful decision making right in its ugly face.
[Act 2]
James may recognise his now hard-to-hide attachment to alcohol, but he is far from apologetic about it. Frequenting a newly discovered bar on the outskirts of town results in his fiancée finding herself in a rather unusual predicament. Forced to work for a sleazy underground cabaret bar, she preforms a number detailing The Mayor’s dark and unfortunate past. All the while, The Mayor himself is trying to seduce her partner into a life overflowing with sin and dubious spiritual ties. Upon being reunited through the brilliant detective work of Morgan, the couple have yet another handful of complicated feelings to sort through.
[Act 3]
Decades of pious work from The Mayor’s hands finally come to a head as he no longer attempts to hide his servitude to a being he was never quite sure how to please. The town descends into uncertain insanity as every individual is consumed by their corrosive and abandoned insecurities. Dai Lu never quite moves past her disagreements with her parents, James never quite makes peace with being an utterly unremarkable writer and Morgan never quite solves the case that’s been scratching at the back of her mind for years. All those lives are, however, lost in vain as The Mayor misinterprets his Patron’s asks. The town of Suburbia stands desolate, bare, and belonging to a man who’s greatest desire is to be rid of it’s burden.
Songs By Act:
(Act 1)
Suburbia Overture (Mayor, Ensemble)
The Main Character (James)
Marsha… (Lee Family)
Against The Kitchen Floor (James)
Momento Mori… (Morgan)
Well, Better Than… (Dai Lu)
(Act 2)
The First Step (James)
Willard! (Mayor)
Front Street (Barkeeper, Ensemble)
Venetian Blind Man (Dai Lu)
Black Box Warrior (Therapist)
Your Body, My Temple (Mayor, Ensemble)
Sex, Drugs, Rock’n’Roll (James)
Cover This Song (Cassie)
Outliers (Mayor)
Love Me, Normally (James)
(Act 3)
Vampire Culture [S.O. Reprise] (Mayor, Cassie, Morgan, Ensemble)
Lapce’s Angel (Mayor)
Hand Me My Shovel (Cassie, Morgan, Ensemble)
Dr Sunshine (Dai Lu, Ensemble)
Cotard’s Solution (James, Ensemble)
Song With Five Names (Mayor, Ensemble)
2012 (James, Dai Lu, Mayor, Ensemble)
Naturally there is a much larger and in depth plot summary, thought-out blocking for musical numbers and some in progress character designs that I have crammed into my Master Doc for this behemoth of an original work.
Keep in mind this concept is far from finalised, more characters may be added and more songs might be written into the narrative.
I’d be more than happy to go more in detail about it and accept any form of suggestions or feedback if the users of Tumblr happen to find this interesting :)
In the mean time, if you find yourself interested in this work and would like to listen to the songs in chronological order I have compiled a playlist you can find bellow… ↓↓↓
#will wood#will wood and the tapeworms#jukebox musical#original work#original musical#work in progress#shamless promotion#welcome to suburbia#calling all will wood and musical theatre fans#i sincerely hope more people are going to be into this than just me and my bf#feedback is appreciated#Spotify
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🌸 !!CHAPTER NINE POSTED!! 🌸
Title: Four Walls
Tags: slow burn, domesticity, friends to lovers, smut, pining post sias/pre am era
Summary: Disillusioned with LA and on the heels of a breakup, Alex goes to stay with Miles in London.
#so happy to finally share this with you all!#this chapter is another 15000 word monstrosity so hopefully that'll make up a little for the wait 😅#thank you to everyone for being so patient and supportive with this fic#i appreciate you all more than i can say 💗#very much hope you enjoy this update!!#oh boy it was a JOURNEY to write#(but not as much as it was for alex to live 🥺)#as always feedback is so very appreciated 💖#four walls#milex#milex fic#alex turner#miles kane#tlsp#the last shadow puppets#lulu posts
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I Believe You Have A Call [dndads brothers au fic]
this is one of the fics that i mentioned in this post; a lil piece of the Glenn and Jodie Brothers AU that's been rollin around my noggin for a few months now. its basically just a rewrite of that one scene where glenn takes the phone call from morgan but brothers au
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Excerpt taken from Dungeons & Daddies (Ep 28, The Bridges of Dad and Son County) Anthony: The shortest one walks up to Glenn and produces a cell phone. Shortest Robe: I believe you have a call. … Freddie: Uh… Caller ID? Nothing? Anthony: The caller ID says the name of your late wife, Morgan Freeman.
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Standing face to face with the men who kidnapped their sons was bone-chilling, to say the least. Jodie stood there, ears plugged on account of Erin’s warning to their group, unable to hear anything of what was being said from the purple robes in front of them.
Jodie and Henry watched the muffled back-and-forth between Darryl, Ron and the robed figures, until Paeden turned to the two of them, flicking his ears in a gesture of take out your earplugs.
The tallest robe steps forward towards the dads, “You are going to answer yes or no to the following question: you will let us raise your children, in exchange we will help you leave the Forgotten Realms today. And not only that…”
The shortest one approaches Jodie, producing a small cellphone from the depths of their robe. Jodie takes a step back, hand inching towards his firearm on his holster.
“I believe you have a call.”
… A call?
The only people capable of producing phone calls in this dimension were themselves to their wives, and Scam Likely - and seeing how the latter recently met his demise, Jodie doubts either option.
Jodie gingerly takes the cellphone from the hooded figure and puts it to his ear.
“... Hello?”
“Hey man! How’s it hangin’?”
The phone almost slips from his hand. That can’t be him- he’s dead, he’s been dead- He steadies his breathing as he can feel himself about to choke up.
“... Glenn? Is that- is that you?”
“Yeah dawg, did you lose my number already? I’ve been gone for, what, a month now? I woulda hoped you’d wait a bit longer than that, at least two.”
“No, no, no, no - I didn’t- What I meant was.. you’ve- I-”
“Relax dude, I was joking. Anyways, I’m calling to tell you that I’m on my way back! Dad and I are gonna be in town for a couple days and I wanted to see if you were down to hang out. I’m thinkin’ McDonalds?”
“.... What year is it?” Jodie can feel himself beginning to hyperventilate. Out of all things, a call from his late brother was the last thing he was expecting to deal with since coming into this realm and losing his kid. The thought crossed his mind when they were faced with the whole Terry Senior situation, but once all the Dads agreed that they were indeed not dead, Jodie tried not to give it any more thought. His brother’s been dead for at least a decade now, he can’t afford to spiral down that theory again. Not now. Not here, not when he was so close to getting his son back.
“...Dude, are you okay? Don’t tell me you went through my shit, dammit. It’s like 1 in the afternoon! Did you eat anything? If it was the gummies on my desk- ”
“Glenn, answer the question - please.”
“It's 1996. Joe, listen to me, man. You’re gonna be alright, just hang in there. Put on a movie, sit your ass down on the couch - I’ll be home in about 2 hours. Is mom home?”
“I- uhh…”
“Alright, forget about that. Just relax, you’ll be fine. Try to enjoy it! I’ll see you later.”
Click.
#posting here rather than ao3 idk why. i just like tumblr more#im still learning how to write fics if anypony has feedback thats appreciated :]#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndaddies#glenn close#jodie foster#jodie foster dndads#dndads glenn close#dndads au#brothers au#dndads fanfic
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Time for a new toy!
Tube won by a pretty big landslide, so tomorrow there'll be a cardboard tube in the garden!
So that means..
(Note: I changed the paper option to pages just to make it less confusing now that paper bag is an option, it still attracts the same cat though!)
#UTDR#UTMV#Neko Sansume#Trying out the “new” indicator for this week to see how it goes#Thank you for the feedback on the poll about it I appreciate it c:#Hopefully some of these new guys can get picked!#Also Nothing cat will be an option again I promise! He's just taking a break so there's less competition between new cats#I'm gonna try and cycle them in a bit better from now on#Maybe no more than 2 new cats per poll if I can help it
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I've been thinking about trying to write(/actually post) more one-shot written things about my AUs, like the one I wrote here for fossil AU. I already have one that's technically post-ready quality for Reflection AU, but I'm curious if any of you have any particular AUs you'd be curious in hearing more about.
I also have some much, much older writing for Combee AU and 2D AU, but I'm not sure how much editing I would need to do because I wrote those years ago and I don't remember if they make sense out of context.
Thoughts? I'm still working on STDNW Chapter 2, which is substantially closer to being finished than it was two months ago, and I don't want to pull my main focus away from that for too long :squint: but maybe some smaller prompts for that would be better instead of worse. I dunno. Hard to say. I also don't really want to do any smaller/shorter writing for Coupled (Uncoupled) yet either because that's something I wanna make a Main Fic out of, but I don't want to start writing it until steady tracks chapter 2 is finally done. I dunno. It feels like a bad idea to have two potentially long fics fighting for my attention. I don't wanna procrastinating steady tracks by working on coupled (uncoupled) Other than that, door's wide open. Lemme know what you guys might be interested in, I want to try and post more writing publicly (because god knows I have so much of it that i just keep to myself) I'm not super great at writing anything under 3k words long so. I suppose this is also me trying to break out of my chronic longfic habits. I mean for jirachi's sake look at the length of this post
(Here's the main list with all of them if you wanna take a look)
#Submas#Writer's dilemma#AUs#Ramble#Would super appreciate any feedback on this one!#I also have to. work up the strength. to put things in publicly available places again#having my work in an accessible location freaks me out way more than it should. I am always scared I'm gonna fuck it up somehow#anyways. ^^^ I really want to post more about my AUs instead of like. vagueposting shit about them and doing doodles/memes#Wanna give you guys something to actually be interested/invested in
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changed my tune so fast just bc of youtube autoplay lmao ok here have some sagau diluc thoughts
the player, diluc thinks, is an incredibly endearing being.
he's come a long way from the curt and wary attitude he used to put on around the traveler (and by extension, you), and today is one of those days where he finds himself privately thanking whatever powers there may be that allowed your paths to cross, with him staring at the reflection of you hidden deep within the traveler's eyes in the wake of his fight with the abyss that fateful night in mondstadt.
as one of the first people to have their constellations manifest in the sky of teyvat, diluc is more than aware that the fact that you still choose to ask for his company in your (or, well, the traveler's) journey is a gift he must treasure deeply. he knows that it is your presence in this world that gives vision bearers a chance to become something greater than they presently are. he also knows that he is no longer as impressive of a companion in battle as he used to be from back when the sky wasn't as bright as it is now (when the world you knew was smaller and he was still a figure that you could look to and proudly call "your main").
but you always come back to him. when he least expects it, you invite him back to your party and diluc can't help but privately think, privately wish, that it's because you're as fond of him as he is of you.
standing in silent prayer while you bestow upon him artifacts that thrum with divine power is an experience he can never tire of. the claymores you give him, the food he eats, all the materials he needs to reach a breakthrough in his capabilities... he understands that you aren't teyvat's creator, but this world and everything in it seems to exist just for you. you, the provider, the sustainer, the beloved of all. sometimes, diluc feels that everything he has and ever worked for have all been for the sake of one day meeting you.
he's not a religious man by principle, and he loathes people of absolute power. the only exception to this, however, is you. he's not foolish enough to believe you're some omnipotent, omniscient being that lords above all. no, you're not like that. he knows this because the longer he journeys with the traveler and feels their bond strengthen, the faint whispers he used to strain himself to hear grow clearer and clearer until finally, one day, he hears you.
you're both nothing and everything he thought you'd be. you view the world of teyvat with so much awe and joy that it's infectious, and he finds himself smiling more often than not to the privilege of finally hearing you. the traveler always looks at him with an understanding smile when diluc slows down in their travels to listen to you. he lives for the moments when you talk to yourself or to someone else (a companion of your own, maybe? from your place beyond the stars?) because this is how he learns. your favorite food, your favorite nations, your favorite "characters" and more. he holds every morsel of information you unknowingly give close to his chest where all his affections and wishes hide. he likes to think that this way, he can be closer and better for you.
but he knows he's not the only one who hears you, and it is the traveler that is closest to you out of all them. even so, diluc harbors no ill will to the avatar you chose to see and travel the world through. you're so fond of the traveler, and how could he ever come to loathe anything graced by your love?
he knows how to play nice. it helps that most of your other chosen are people he can find himself enjoying the company of as well. diluc understands that as much as he wants to be the sole holder of your attention, the world does not function that way. he's willing to extend an olive branch so long as they can all work together to keep you present in teyvat. he can worry about his more aggressive competition later when they aren't at risk of being caught in such an unsightly state by you — all that matters to him, right now, is how to keep your gaze on him for just a little longer and keep you from leaving him again.
it's a daunting thing to be so close to your grace. you take diluc to lands he'd never thought he'd visit again, to ruins of civilizations long past, domains with unimaginable horrors and have him run, claymore and vision burning at his hip, into fight after fight at your command. it's tiring at best and painful at worst, but you always take care to heal him and his companions before leaving, and you always lead them somewhere safe to rest until teyvat brightens and you come again.
his current companions (his "supports", he inwardly preens) rest and talk amongst themselves once they feel your presence leave. it used to be something they, your chosen, would panic over, but now that they've gotten more used to you and all the signs that pointed that yes, this is your will, they've grown to be able to tolerate the harrowing chill that comes when your warmth leaves them. diluc leans back on his chair in front of good hunter to observe them. they're all people he's come to grow fond of in time: diona was prickly, yes, but ha become pleasant to be around once they grew past their misunderstandings. the young master of the feiyun commerce guild, xingqiu, was also a reliable companion both in and outside of battle, and for all his faults, venti has proven himself to be a devout believer, unwilling to be a burden to you or the party you've guided him towards.
under normal circumstances, he never would've met and forged such strong bonds with these people. if not for your own interference, he never would've bothered getting to know any of them at all. though he may have his own gripes and complaints at times of how their dynamic works when you're not around, diluc is still fond of them. he's grateful for the opportunity to grow close to people again, and traveling the world alongside them and the traveler has become one of the few things he's begun to look forward to outside of his duties as "diluc, master of dawn winery." when the day is done and he can sit and relax with them in the tables in front of good hunter, he can rest in the company of others who understand the near-maddening pull in his chest that draws him to try and get closer, closer, to you.
it's days like these where diluc quietly thanks whatever it is brought you to them, and prays that one day, he will no longer have to search through the traveler's eyes to see you.
#miyo.muses#diluc.togo#i wrote this all in one sitting please i love him so much#i hope my research did you justice sir#if he sounds awkward or anything id appreciate feedback on how to improve!#diluc is one of my faves honestly and i wanna write more for him#and as you can see#he is a very generous muse#this is worse than when i wrote for zhongli oml#i wanted to keep this short n sweet#just a silly little hcs or brainrot post#but no#this happened#but im not that mad lmao diluc gets a free pass <3#also pls dont flame the team ok i asked a friend what their diluc team looks like and they said “diona + xing + venti”#dsdhewu i have a very skewed view on what's considered a long or short post but just to play it safe#i added the read more this time bc id hate to be the person who clogs up the tags with super long posts#ok thats it rambling over i hope u guys enjoy <3#genshin impact#sagau#self aware genshin#genshin diluc#diluc x reader
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okay ive been thinking about this for a little bit but what sort of dress would thunder wear.
i was thinking perhaps something fancy? like a sleeveless dress or something with some sort of armor? perhaps not something that drags on the floor though
or maybe something a bit more practical? something that isn’t really a dress but you can move more freely/have more protection in (or just generally looks more square/sharp)
#thunder in the show clearly cares a lot more about his image than shiny which means dress would probably be a bit more restrictive for him#and tbh it isnt really that i feel like he would entirely hate wearing something feminine in general? i think hes more worried about people#‘s perception of him wearing a dress. if yknow what i mean#i could also say fuck what i think he thinks and put him in a random ass dress but man. MAN i just care a lot#and i mean i have thought/discussed putting him in a big stupid dress so maybe im just overthinking it LMAO#anyways feel free to give feedback#images of dresses are GREATLY appreciated 🙏🙏#worf opens their big mouth#super giant robot brothers#sgrb#also the main reason i chose a sleeveless dress was mainly so i didnt have to deal with his wide ass shoulders LMAL#BTW HI DISCORD PPL I KNOW WE DISCUSSED IT A BIT THERE BUT I WANNA EXPAND THAT IDEA HERE
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Family is More than Blood
Klaus and Raelyn's daughters and son head to the Salvatore school. Each of their children carries the weight of wanting to represent the family name the best they can. But when monsters come to destroy Mystic Falls that won't be as easy as they think.
1 - Never Get a Break
2 - We're More Than A School
3 - Back to Mystic High
4 - First Date and Snooping Parents
5 - Another Short Honeymoon
6 - Saltzman Family Reunion
7 - Mikaelson Kids Are Key
8 - Family Vacation
9 - Mystic Falls Tradition
10 - Mikaelson Bickering
11 - A Day Helping Witches and Werewolves
12 - Rescuing Rae
13 - Once Upon A Baby
14 - Back to New Orleans
15 - Humans and Supernaturals Together
16 - I'm the Loophole
17 - The Auburn-hair Girl
18 - Decisions and Realizations
19 - Time Away From Work…
20 - Andrea’s Theory
21 - Keeping us up at Night
22 - Memories and Tricky Games
23 - Super Squad Assemble
24 - One Step Ahead Always
25 - Kai Parker Screwed Us
26 - Blasts From The Past
27 - Some Familiar Faces
28 - Where We Started
29 - Not Klaus’s Plan
30 - Raelyn’s Trigger
31 - Not out the woods Yet
32 - Acting like Teenagers
33 - Resisting Urges
34 - We All Have Darkness
35 - The Save Raelyn Squad
36 - Finally Defeating the Hollow
37 - The Mikaelson Grandchild
38 - Switching Date Plans
39 - An Ordinary Vampire
40 - The Saltzman Merge
41 - Baby Mikaelson Twins
42 - Happy Valentine’s Day
43 - Valentine’s Day pt 2
44 - Mother for a Day
45 - No Simple Conversations
46 - Looking out for Others
47 - Vampire Friends
48 - Not The Only Broken One
49 - The Price of Landon Kirby
50 - What Being Left Out Causes
51 - The Lane Family Darkness
52 - Dark Raelyn
53 - What Are Her Intentions
54 - Start Thinking With Your Head
55 - Idiot Townies
56 - Changing the Course
57 - They Grow Up Too Fast
58 - Family Certainty Does Change
59 - The Most Reckless Plan Ever Imagined
60 - Missing What We Had
61 - Leaving Worries Behind
62 - Birthdays and Townies
63 - History Repeats Itself
64 -
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Comments really appreciated ❤️
- Read the first book called Gemini Runaway before this one.
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#family is more than blood#oc : raelyn lane#tvdu#tvd fanfiction#tvd fic#legacies fanfiction#klaus mikaelson x heretic reader#klaus mikaelson x oc#klaus mikaelson x reader#klaus mikaelson x witch reader#indiana evans#lizzie saltzman#josie saltzman#hope mikaelson#oc : alina mikaelson#oc : andrea lane#oc : missy mikaelson#klaus mikaelson x reader fanfiction#oc : jacob lane#tvd heretic#tvd fandom#alaric saltzman#tvd#tvd x reader#klaus mikaelson fic#madelyn cline#britt robertson#wattpad fanfiction#ask box is open for feedback#comments really appreciated
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Not a request!! It's so admirable how dedicated you are to tarot because reading for 90+ people is NO JOKE. Mini or not!!! It takes so much time and energy!! Wishing you lots of love and positive energy for this!! Again you're amazing, Ms. Teddy!!!!
JSDFKJFSKJ thabkyou 😭😭❤️ you had me jumping out of my seat and screaming man ngl- it just warms my heart a lot to hear this type of thing yk?? thank you so much fam im sending you exquisite ass energies until you reach thine deathbed 🤩👊 stay awesome
thank you everyone for participating!!
#teddy feedback#hella thankful for your presence my liege#lmfaooo but thank you so much! i appreciate this more than you know :)#teddytalk over n out#mini readings game by teddy :)
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On the post about your dad, while I'm aware of the issues around the choice of words, I myself have NPD and pwNPD can ABSOLUTELY be abusive if we're not self aware or otherwise trying to change our behaviours. I do my best to steer away from being emotionally abusive towards my partners but there have been times where they had to tell me to back the hell off. Not just that, I have an uncle who is the DSM textbook version of a narcissist. I'm aware I might get bashed for this, but I don't really care.
yeah like the thing is that I don't believe that narcissist traits are inherently abusive, but in this specific instance they very much are. While narcissism has negative connotations, I see it as a neutral characteristic that people are just like...naturally prone to do. The reason why NPD is a disorder is because that trait becomes overexaggerated to the point of it being maladaptive to the person who's got it, but that doesn't mean that they're inherently dangerous or abusive. However, if they're allowed to go unchecked then they very much can be abusive. In the case of my father, they are. It's not 'he's abusive BECAUSE he's a narcissist', its 'his abusive behaviors are all derived from the fact that he think that he's the only person who knows how anything in this world works, and he becomes violent if he perceives that he's being contradicted or disrespected'. Like, he's flown into an outright violent rage before over me saying 'hi' to my birds when I got home from school instead of him. Doesn't matter that I saw them first while he was somewhere upstairs doing god knows what, it still ended with him screaming about how I'm a rude, disrespectful, ungrateful piece of shit and how he should kill them or sell them off so that I would 'prioritize my family', and any attempts at telling him he was way overblowing that just made him angrier. I couldn't give less of a lick of a shit if he felt that way but kept it down/backed off after I clarified, but he never did. Even gentle attempts at trying to explain that he was over the top was seen as disrespecting him and could trigger another rage. I know bc that's how most of our fights go lmfao
idk, I just don't believe that disallowing people to say anything negative about a stigmatized trait isn't actually helpful to dismissing that stigma in the first place. A good example that I can think of where I'm qualified to speak on it would be OCD intrusive thoughts. People woobified the shit outta them as being shit like 'jump off this cliff' instead of 'this person who you just met is going to rape you and you need to be prepared to gouge out his eyes to get away/ you can crush this infant's skull so easily, here let's go through a step-by-step- playthrough of how that would feel and sound and smell as you cradle them', and now when people with actual OCD go around talking about or depicting those intrusive thoughts through art or writing, we're labeled as dangerous psychopaths. When in reality, as long as nobody is going through with any of that shit, there's nothing actually dangerous or wrong about having them. It's the severity of the person's actions that matter over everything else.
#cw abuse#anon#reply#cw intrusive thoughts#thanks for the feedback btw i appreciate it#it just really rubbed me the wrong way that someone got more pedantic over my choice of words#rather than my mom being abused for 33 fucking years#doesn't matter what kind of behavior- paranoia/fear/narcissism- led to it. all that matters is that it happened#and that its not okay
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Finally got around to starting the fanfiction version of my comic Knightfall in Dream Land 🙈 the first chapter is up and here’s the link to it if anyone wants to check it out.
#Kirby#Kirby fanfiction#my fanfiction#Knightfall in Dream Land#hopefully this first chapter is decent I feel a little shy about sharing my writing 🙈#I’ll probably be updating this even more slowly than I update the comic but I still wanted to give this a try#it’s the same story as is told in the comic just told in a slightly different way#I tried to make it more obvious that Dedede and Meta Knight are married in the fanfiction version#because I feel like in the comic it’s not super obvious aside from Meta Knight calling Dedede mi rey#and Kirby asking Meta Knight if his and Dedede’s first meeting was love at first sight#the fanfiction delves into everyone’s thoughts and feelings a bit more hopefully this is an interesting take on my comic#please let me know what you think of it I’d appreciate any feedback!
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sorry this is once again my monthly 'i'm in love with people and our capacity for compassion even in the face of deep deep cruelty, even though i've seen worse and worse things, come to terms with so much, it's my love of humanity that has let me avoid rotting, encouraged me to grow and chase my own place in helping everyone around me" post
#im really excited for the job im starting. still about a month or so out but heading towards a career change sort of that im really excited#for. im just... i actually used to be very cynical and i struggled to see the point through all the terrible things in the world#but for many reasons#even as i discovered worse and worse things#ive developed... resiliency i never thought id have#born out of this appreciation for those and the world around me#and i wish i could share it. i see so many people in my old shoes#im still growing. so much to do#but im at a level of contentment.. idk. i couldntve dreamed of#and it took effort#it is not /easy/ to face things and believe in good regardless#but. its rewarding. i wish it for all of you#on a similar but different note ive been reaching a point of being more myself in social situations rather than just a chameleon#and ive been lucky enough to have the people around me the past two years or so be very supportive in a way that has truly let me grow and#become a better version of myself#and its sort of been this positive feedback loop. because the more confident and passionate you are the more people are delighted by your#eccentricies#i used to be so beat down#i still struggle so much#but. im at a place i never thought id be#no doubt there will be struggles in the future#hell its not like things are perfect now#still so much. major things to improve on#but idk. i am happy#and its a very full sense of happiness.#full and aware and strong#thats what i wish for all of you :)
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Last day, less than 24 hours until The Dragon Prince Season 6 releases.
And last song for the countdown of my music inspired by The Dragon Prince!
#the dragon prince#tdp#tdp s5#fan music#less than 24 hours#tdp aaravos#feedback is appreciated#check out more on my channel#youtube#Youtube
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I’ve been wanting to reopen commissions soon but I rly need to make new examples, maybe try to figure out what ppl are most interested in (I think my most commissioned items are always icons, so? Those will be included) and what I can do…I also want to refigure my prices. Like I do want them to be affordable, and I do love drawing for ppl, but I also want to make sure I have the bandwidth + time for them and also feel like I’m being compensated properly since I do have a job now so they would be the Side Thing aaa TwT
but I’m finally at a place where I feel like. Not burnt out after every week and I’m in a nice routine now and pretty used to my job, so I feel like I can handle more on the side. Very excited abt that. Not excited abt making new examples or figuring out what I wanna offer etc tho I hate the logistics of commissions. Part of me wants to do a pay what u want thing with a set minimum and maybe start exclusively offering them thru kofi since it’s so easy, but we’ll see!!
I look to maybe open them around June so like. If anyone is interested, I’d love to hear what kind of stuff u guys would want? 🤨
#I realize posting this at 2 am might not yield feedback LOL I’ll maybe do a more formal poll on my art blog later#I’m up waaay past my bedtime bc I’ve been nocturnal this week#the landlord sent ppl to reno our kitchen so I have been sleeping during the day#and working at night so that I can avoid the ppl. anxiety. whatever I feel bad for being in their way and I’m shy ok 😭#it’s been loud and a mess all across the house bc of it and I am a tiny bit stressed#plus family stuff but the reg yk. it’s fine#but thinking abt how excited I am abt art and possibly drawing for ppl and making them happy makes me happy aaaa#I rly do love making art for ppl#and I’ve missed it#sanchoyorambles#in other news I got a bird bath for outside my window so in addition to the feeder I can see them splash#haven’t seen any of them use it for that yet :( but several wasps have drank!#wasps r smarter than birds confirmed I guess. they’re growing on me a lil bit I’m ngl. there’s a nest on the porch#and last week when I decided I’d work outside for an hour or two one came and sat with me#perched on the arm rest and hung out. and I was brave and didn’t run away! we r friends now me n the wasps#someone appreciates my gift of water#birds take notes……….
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