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Besides, even if she wrote such a scenario, Yoo Joonghyuk wouldn't have agreed to⊠"I didn't kidnap these women." His words quickly prompted the surrounding ladies to yell out. "That's right! We weren't kidnapped at all!" I studied their expressions. Not one of them looked to be under the mind-control spell. Meanwhile, Lee Gilyoung yelled out in response. "So what?! Didn't you enslave people to make lots of dumplings so you can eat them all??" Right, that's what the slave in the factory told us. However, there was one thing that I couldn't understand. Yoo Joonghyuk really liked [Murim dumplings]. It was verging on obsession, even. But, would someone like him ever touch dumplings mass-produced in a factory? ➹"I do not eat what others have made."➄ Yoo Joonghyuk even declared as thus, so it didn't make sense for him to use slaves just for the purpose of eating mass-produced dumplings. And as if to prove me right, Yoo Joonghyuk spoke in a slightly sorrowful tone of voice. "I haven't eaten these [Murim dumplings]."
I love that Dokja immediately assumes that not even in a play while pretending to be someone else would Joonghyuk 1) kidnap women as concubines and 2) eat dumplings he didn't make himself by hand even if they are his precious Murim dumplings.
He assumes that Sooyoung must have written the story around him because Joonghyuk is literally that stubborn.
And he's absolutely, 100% correct.
#dokja: this breathtakingly beautiful man would NEVER#'kidnapped' women: we agree!!!#yjh: *just sad that he hasn't gotten any Murim dumplings*#this arc is everything to me (so far...I fear for if/when they announce they know it's him đŹ)#orv#orv spoilers#orv novel chapter 429#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv liveblog#kdj crew#kdj#yjh
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i got my taste/smell back!!!
#got dumplings and ramen this time lmao#also i think i kicked my fever#still feel like shit but definitely less shitty than before#jfc man whatever this bug was it was INTENSE#and if it was the new girl who gave it to me then it barely affected her????#i guess i just got the worst of it đ#iâve literally had pleurisy before and WORKED 10hr shifts with that shit#and i still think whatever i got now is worse lmao#oooooo this bitch that gave me the plague is so lucky i have my credit cards paid off#and that i just got my insurance#it was so nice not having to pay anything at the doctors for once đ#apple babble đ#non fandom#only thing that sucks is i ran out of ibuprofen#fffffff might have to doordash some i fear
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ugh I fucking HATE food sensitivities like bro I just wanna take a bite out of a fucking dumpling without wanting to throw upđđđ like what do u MEAN I cant imagine an onion ring without wanting to cryđđđ WHY CANT I EAT A PIZZA WHERE THE SAUCE HAS CHUNKS IF TOMATO IN IT
lifeâs greatđ
#My mom made dumplings#and like I bet they were delicious#but I can only eat the skin without fearing for my life#food sensitivities
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iâll leave the writing to you but this inspired me to make something
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hehe for you đ€Čđ€Č
i cannot tell if i should be thanking u or mad at u for sending theseđ€Ąđ€Ą
FUCKJEJRJR JAEMIN AS THE COCKY BASKETBALL PLAYER AU
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I've only watched 1 exorcism movie (the conjuring), so this opinion might not hold if I watch more exorcism movies, but I don't think I find them as scary or interesting as other types of horror? I think it's because the horror can be understood and rationalized and defeated, as opposed to being something unknowable and inevitable. the horror has an existence that presents itself with some form of logic as opposed to being something... not that
#i mean. i guess the other reason is that i am not christian and i think on some level the fear that comes with exorcisms#requires some association with fearing the devil and demon possession#dumpling thoughts
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This little dumpling has had a near brush with death! Ok dramatic, suuurrreeee, but Iâve been so so sick and Iâm just starting to get better. â€ïžâđ©č
Iâm very excited to swipe through your blog and get updated on the little nuggets of âyouâ you share with us, as well as the AWSF chapter Iâm behind on! Just wanted to pop in and say that I havenât commented on it yet not because I lost interest (Iâm carrying an Olympic torch for your writing. Is that the right analogy? Im not a sporty little dumpling oops) just been too sick for screens unfortunately.
All that said, I hope youâre doing well in this crazy world and hope youâre enjoying the awsf as much as we all are! I think sometimes when something becomes so beloved, thereâs a disconnect on the receiving end of what it means to be the receiver. We can consume voraciously and forget a very real, very human person is gifting us a treat, or we can appreciate that treat for what it is, a privilege and not an obligation we are owed.
- a sick đ€ little dumpling on the mend
my dumpling!!!! being sick is literally the worst, the entire world should be accommodating you rn (when i had covid a few weeks ago i was literally dying and i needed everyone to know and suffer with me bahahah)
you are so sweet to me my love, i feel your support in spirit dont worry baby. those 3 little impatient anons dont even compare to you and everyone else who sent in such sweet things. it is sooo easy (especially on tumblr) to forget that everyone has their own complicated lives, so im so very grateful for my sweet anons like you!!! id write an entire series just out of my love for you my sweet angel dumpling
#get better soon my love!!!#lots and lots of water#and rest#id tell you what helped me get better but.... i fear it might be a remedy only i like#bahahaha#mwuah mwuah#my heart#ily dumpling#đ„ anon#asks
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Nonsexual fantasy: lets cuddle n fall asleep while mocking The Kardashians
#im sleeby n emotional n baby from my cycle so i wanna cuddle while watching trash tv n eating trash food & dumplings#đ„ș need kisses n hugs n to feel safe when i fall asleepđ„ș#i mean im safe now but i dunno its jusy a d9fferebt kind of safe#my cycle is making me eat more and i feel gross :(#doesnt help that my sister hates herself out loud just cus she got SLIGHTLY bigger#honestly she looks better now than when we were kids#its not her fault but i just KNOW her worst fear is to look like me.....#i love her i love her i love her#to be clear#im just really sensitive rn and need hugs
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Idk man. Never once has making an object a person ever made my life worse
#tbh my first memory wasnât even my fault!#my family had door racks for shoes and one time a pair fell off and I kicked them out of my way#so my ma told me Iâd have hurt the shoes feelings to apologize and then to put them back lol#anyway#this is because my ma (same ma) was really excited about her egg cooker and so bought me one bc I hard boil my eggs if I forget to use them#lo and behold I have four eggs today and I realize oh! that can be my lunch tomorrow#(Iâve been fasting recently which is at odds with my habit of eating what I cook before putting it in the fridge lol.#Iâm real bad at just cooking a thing and then sticking in the fridge. I digress)#anyway one of my eggs blew up immediately and in fear I didnât let the others steam properly so they were reallll soft boiled. like custard#not a fan. Iâm also scared of salmonella. but those are my only four eggs and now Iâm upset about the failure And no lunch#and Iâm really about to swear off this cooker and stick it into the recesses of my cabinetry#but oh#the cooker didnât do anything wrong. youâre mad at it but it was just doing its best#you didnât know how to use it! why is it being punished. you would deny its purpose out of wrath#and I had a real come to Jesus that if I didnât use it successfully sooner than later I would never use it again lol#anyway Iâm steaming dumplings for lunch now. if it goes badly again Iâll feel justified having given it a second chance#but if it works I have a new buddy! itâs awful cute too#shaped like an egg but with a yellow bottom#god I hope it works out#Iâm rooting for you egg cooker!
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synopsis: shoto faces his fears as he holds your daughter for the first time.
pairing: timeskip!todoroki shoto x f!reader
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the hospital room is silent, save for the soft hum of the overhead lights and the occasional shuffle of feet in the hallway.
you lie back on the bed, exhaustion pulling at your limbs, but your gaze stays fixed on shoto.
he sits in the chair beside you, his hands on his knees, his posture tense.
his expression is unreadable, but you can see the hesitation in the way his fingers flex, the faint furrow in his brows.
the bassinet sits just a few steps away, the faintest of movements stirring from within it.
the nurse approaches, a bundle of soft fabric cradled in her arms. âare you ready to hold your daughter?â she asks, her voice gentle.
shoto doesnât answer right away. his eyes flicker to you, then to the tiny bundle in the nurseâs arms.
âIâŠI donât know if I should,â he says finally, his voice low. âwhat if I hurt her?â
your heart aches at the vulnerability in his words, and you reach out, your hand brushing his arm. âshoto,â you say softly, âyou wonât. sheâs safe with you.â
he hesitates, his jaw tightening, but eventually, he nods. the nurse steps closer, carefully transferring your baby into his arms.
shotoâs hands tremble slightly as he takes her, cradling her against his chest. for a moment, he just stares, his expression shifting as he takes her in.
sheâs tiny, her cheeks round and soft, her little hands peeking out from the swaddle. shotoâs breath catches as she stirs, her face scrunching slightly before relaxing again.
âsheâsâŠchubbier than I expected,â he murmurs, almost to himself. âlike those old pictures my mom kept of me.â
a small laugh escapes you, though your voice is tired. âshe takes after you, then.â
his lips twitch in a faint smile, but his focus doesnât waver. he adjusts his hold slightly, his movements careful and deliberate, as if she might shatter with too much force.
your little girl shifts again, her head turning just slightly until her cheek rests against his chest. when she leans into him, her tiny hand brushing the fabric of his shirt, shoto freezes.
the room feels impossibly still as his expression crumbles.
his eyes glisten, tears slipping down his cheeks silently as he stares at her. âshe knows me,â he says, his voice barely above a whisper. âshe leaned towards me.â
you watch him, your throat tightening at the sight. âof course she does,â you say gently.
shoto doesnât respond immediately. his gaze remains locked on the tiny face nestled against his chest, his tears slipping silently onto his cheeks.
âI didnât thinkâŠâ he starts, then pauses, swallowing hard. his grip on her adjusts, his thumb brushing lightly against her swaddle. âI didnât think Iâd feel like this. like nothing else matters except her.â
your heart swells at his words.
even in his hesitance, in the fear he doesnât know how to hide, you see the depth of his love. âthatâs because sheâs your world now,â you murmur. âour world.â
finally, he looks at you, his eyes shining, though his expression is soft. âyouâve been my world for a long time,â he says, his voice barely audible. âsheâs justâŠan extension of that.â
your brows lift at his words, and you give him a faint smirk despite the tiredness weighing you down.
âgetting a bit poetic on me, huh? must be all those sleepless nights coming up with baby names.â
shoto lets out a breath that might almost be a laugh, though his focus stays on your baby.
âyouâre the one who vetoed all my suggestions,â he murmurs, carefully brushing the soft blanket back to get a better look at her tiny face.
âbecause you wanted to name her after food,â you retort, a little laugh escaping you. âweâre not naming our kid mochi, shoto.â
âshe does look a little like one,â he muses, his lips twitching into a rare, lopsided smile.
you canât argue with that. her round cheeks and delicate features are undeniably adorable, her resemblance to a sweet dumpling undeniableâthough that might just be the exhaustion talking.
still, you find yourself relaxing in the warmth of the moment.
shotoâs eyes shift to you after a beat, his expression softening. he leans forward slightly, adjusting her in his arms as he presses a gentle kiss to your forehead.
âIâm sorry,â he whispers, the words so quiet they almost donât reach you.
your smile falters. âsorry? for what?â
âfor the pain,â he says, his lips brushing your skin again as he pulls back. âfor what you went through to bring her into the world. IâŠI hate that I couldnât do anything.â
the vulnerability in his voice tugs at you, and you lift a hand to rest it against his cheek. âshoto,â you say softly, âyou were here. thatâs everything I needed. and look at herâsheâs worth all of it.â
his jaw tightens, his mismatched eyes darting back to her. she stirs again, a tiny hand poking out from the swaddle, and he immediately adjusts his hold, his movements so careful itâs almost comical.
âstill,â he murmurs. âI donât think I could watch you go through that again.â
a surprised laugh escapes you, though itâs weak from exhaustion. âwhat are you saying? no more kids?â
he looks at you seriously, his lips pressing into a firm line. âIâm saying,â he begins slowly, âthat I canât see you in pain like that again. one baby is enough.â
you roll your eyes, though the tenderness in his words makes your chest ache. âyouâre being dramatic.â
âmaybe,â he admits, his lips twitching in that familiar, understated smile. âbut I mean it. sheâs enough for me.â
your laugh is softer this time, more of a breath than a sound. âletâs see how you feel when she starts asking for a sibling,â you tease, though you know his resolve runs deeper than heâs letting on.
she shifts in his arms then, letting out a tiny noise that could almost be a sigh.
both of you freeze, staring at her in wonder as she settles again, her little fingers curling against shotoâs shirt.
you meet his eyes, feeling a warmth that goes beyond the exhaustion and the ache in your body. this is shoto, in his quiet, steady love, holding both your worlds in his arms.
you lean against the pillow, letting your eyes drift closed, secure in the knowledge that this momentâthis new chapterâbelongs to all three of you.
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i love having two cats because. truffle has Her Box on a shelf above my door that she likes to go sit in. itâs literally just an old usps box with winter gear in it but she loves That Box specifically and the moment she figured out how to get on the shelf above my door (involves jumping from the cat tower) she has always used it. but today. today!!! dumpling (younger cat) finally figured out how to jump to the shelf above the door and immediately (IMMEDIATELY!!) stole Truffleâs Box for himself. and truffle followed him up there and they had a mini cat battle over The Box before truffle slunk away despondently (literally meowed at me for help about it) and forlornly watched Her Box get taken over by her evil younger sibling. and then the moment dumpling left The Box, she ran up to take it over.
the drama. the tragedy. where else will i get entertainment like this.
#liveblogging life#mostly i find this funny bc dumpling radiated Younger Sibling energy by copying truffle's cool thing and stealing it#me while watching this unfold: there are other boxes up there guys. you can both have a box. jesus christ.#genuine fear is that dumpling (who has no sense) will try jumping over the tv (right under the shelf) and fall knocking everything down#but you know what we all live on the edge#it's also a wire shelf. so i feel like i should put something down now so they can walk more easily on it
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Siri play Young and Beautiful by Lana del Rey
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SKZ WITH CRUSH ON SECRET SOFTIE READER
â(đ§)â> headcanons on skz x secret softie reader
pairing -OT8 SKZ (seperate)â„ïž fem!reader
genre - fluff, request
word count - 1.5k combined
warnings - not in even pieces⊠I apologize đą
CHAN
Chan definitely finds himself just slightly (not slightly) intimidated by you
Heâs seen you in and around the company before, and immediately found himself struck at your beauty
Heâs gotten a lot of pestering from Han to go talk to you, but your quiet demeanor makes him too nervous to give it a shot.
He thought you were beautiful, but he was way too nervous to actually make a move.
It was one late night later, Chan
You spotted him as you were getting ready to leave, feling guilty as you knew he would be the last person there that night if you had left
You donât know why you knock on his studio door at nearly 12:00am in the morning, but you donât regret it when you see his pretty face as he opens the door littered in eyebags
Heâs obviously a little surprised, asking why you were there then practically melting when you say you were worried about him
He didnât know you had this side to you, but he was absolutely loving it
LEE KNOW
Now with Minho, I donât feel like he would be intimidated by you when he first met you, he was more so flustered by how quiet you were
Heâs known you for a while now, and one of the main reasons you get along is that your personalities are similar
Aka tough on the outside, soft on the inside
It took him a while to realize that he liked you
WellâŠtook him a while to accept that he liked you. Not because of you or anything, but because it was such a new feeling, a crush deeper than heâs ever felt
But when you would buy him food just because he mentioned he was hungry he couldnât help but fall for you
Or when you would comfort him after a hard day, running your hands through his silky strands of hair, he couldnât stop blushing
Has has had multiple instances where heâs wanted to confess, but backed out it out of fear that you wonât feel the same since itâs hard to read your emotions
Youâll just have to tell him first <3
CHANGBIN
If there was one person that would be the most intimidated, it would be him
Always sees you with such a quiet serious demeanor, so when he finally sees you let that goofy side out whilst talking to your friends from afar, he malfunctions
Now when he finally built up the courage to go talk to you, he would do anything to try and get you to show that side to him
As you get closer, he would always blush furiously when you would look at quiet and scary then lay your eyes upon him and smile
And when I say he does everything to see it again, I really do mean it
Finds himself buying you food from his own pocket every time you guys hangout just to see that adorable smile and giggle
Finds himself thinking about you whenever he writes a love song
(Has written lyrics about you but he would never confess that)
Loves from afar because just like Minho, heâs worried you wonât feel the same
And just like Minho, youâll probably have to tell him first đ
HYUNJIN
Now this man finds you utterly adorable
He canât find the seriousness in it, he just thinks you look cute all quiet and bundled up in a blanket while reading
Your lips are placed in a thin line as you read, but all he wants to do is go kiss those lips into a smile
Likes it when you let him join you in whatever activity youâre doing in solitude
He thinks itâs the best thing ever
One time when you had invited him over to his house, he was shocked to learn the fact that you have multiple plushies littered EVERYWHERE across the room
The blush on your cheeks when you explained them to him is a picture that is forever burnt into his mind
So donât be surprised if a hello kitty stuffy randomly ends up in your arms one day with a flustered dumpling handing it to you
Definitely confesses with something hello kitty related, and loves the look on your face when you do
JISUNG
You know how I said the most intimated would be Changbin?
Well I lied, itâs definitely Han
That serious look on your face is intimidating as hell to him, and the last thing he would want to do is embarrass himself
Sticks to watching you from afar up until the point where he sees you act all cute and silly with a couple of friends
Thatâs where he loses his sanity as has just got to try his shot
(Heâs still to scared to talk to you im person so he slips a note to you and runs away like a little kid, leaving a very confused you)
You canât be upset at him though, especially when you see whatâs actually written on the note (aka the cutest âI wanna be your friendâ ever)
Now when you actually get close, heâs a lot like the other guys
In which, he would do anything to get that silly and soft side out of you again
He does this most by trying to make you laugh, or honestly anything to see you smile
He ends up make a fool out of himself often just to hear that adorable, airy laughter
But he can take the red hot face if it means youâll keep looking at him like that
FELIX
Another guy I feel wouldnât be intimidated and would just find you adorable from the get go
Being close friends with Minho means he has experience in this sort of thing
(Also because he doesnât see that serious side of you too often considering everybody melts when they see that ray of sunshine we call Felix)
He finds it really easy to talk to you, way more so than any of the other guys do
Just sees right through that barrier and automatically sees that softie adorable side you have
Now for him, he doesnât have to try much to get the soft part of you, just occurs naturally
Honestly all he has to do is flash that smile and youâre done for
But his heart burns up every time he gets even a huff of your laugh, or a flash of your smile
Itâs kind of like a secret weakness to him lolđ
Honestly when itâs you & him together, youâre just a bunch of sunshineâs lighting everything up
SEUNGMIN
Iâm a little bit lost on where to start his
I feel like he wouldnât be intimidated, but like Minho, flustered about how you are
Heâs seen the softie side come out a couple times before, and it feels like an actual shot to his heart each time
He doesnât know why (he does heâs just ignoring it) each time you smile his face gets all hot and his heart rate increases so rapidly
Idk maybe itâs the flu đ€·đŸââïž
Anywho, he doesnât try to get the softie out of you, it just happens sometimes
But that doesnât mean he wonât try to make it last longer when it magically does happenâŠ
Definitely lends you anything and everything of his that you could possibly need when you so much as mention it
One time you guys went on a walk together and you (foolishly) thought you wouldnât need a jacket
âŠyou found yourself shivering 5 minutes in
He definitely notices the pink flush on your face and the slight shaking of your body
âHere, take it idiot.â He grumbled, handing his jacket to you with a furious blush on his face
You thanked him ofcourse, and you guess the way you said it must have done something
Why?
Because hes suddenly frozen and blushing even deeper than he had been
JEONGIN
Would be the second most intimated out of all of them
To him, you look so cute but so scary at the same time and at this point he doesnât even know what heâs feeling
His hyungs definitely try and convince him to go talk to you, but he always backed out of fear
Until a certain fool (Han) went and talked to you himself
All you saw was a random man run up to you, point at his friend who was harshly covering his face with hands, and explain how he wanted to talk to you
Thankfully for him, you agreed
At first he was mad at Han, but when he sees your beautiful boba eyes sparkle as you introduce yourself with a small smile, he canât help but think heâs a god damn saint
Find himself blushing at every single thing you do
You could be just sitting there scrolling on your phone and his mind is raving about how utterly adorable you are
Also tries to get that softie side out of you, but it comes naturally as-well
Just kind of sees you with that same straight faced look, plops down beside you, and sees the corner of your lips turning upward
Honestly, itâs disgusting mutual pining, but Jeongin still thinks that youâre not into him like that
Partially because your emotions can be hard to read sometimes
âŠbut mainly because he can be a little dense when it comes to love
Yeah⊠youâll probably have to tell him firstÂ
#stray kids#skz#skz x reader#straykids x reader#stray kids x reader#skz fluff#stray kids fluff#skz ot8#Straykids ot8 x Reader#skz ot8 x reader#stray kids ot8
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Captiv(e)ate - H.H
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Pairing:Mafia boss! Hyunjin x Doctor/EMT!reader
Requested: Yes, you can see the original ask here.
Warnings: Fem/afab reader, Guns, blood, kidnapping?, cursing, kissing, suggestive, petnames (angel and darling), and probably more
WC: 4.4k
Sorry to the original asker that this took literal months đi also want to add that i took a lot of creative liberties here and changed it up a bit. Hope you like it! Not proofread Masterlist
âAre you sure weâre in the right area? I donât see any businesses, only abandoned buildings. Wasnât the call for a business injury?â Â
âThis is where the address is showing on the gps, Y/n.â
âYeah, I get that,â you sighed, looking out the front window of the ambulance. âBut doesnât it just seem a little⊠off?âÂ
Ray, the driver, shrugged, â Guess weâll see when we get there. The building should be right around the corner.âÂ
You continued to look out of the window, doubt etched across your face. Being an EMT has taken you to many sketchy places since you started your career, but nothing has ever set the knot in your stomach so tight as it is now. A few minutes later the gps alerted that the destination was directly in front of you. With a deep breath you prepared to enter work mode and put your nerves aside and as the vehicle stopped you opened the doors.Â
Immediately you saw a small swarm of men filter quickly out of the building. Before you could hop out, the one who came out first reached behind him and pulled out a silver pistol, aiming it directly at you. You froze, eyes wide with terror and a chill down your spine.You slowly put your hands up to show you are unarmed. You could hear Ray behind you yelling in fear but you remained silent.
âNo one move an inch.â The man with the gun growled menacingly, he had an Australian accent. âThis is how this is gonna go. We are all getting into this ambulance, and you are going to treat our friend. You cooperate- you leave with your lives. You donât⊠then you donât. Capisce?âÂ
You both nodded quickly, keeping your hands up. The man was satisfied with your choice and he motioned for you all to move aside. Once you did all the men began to hop into the ambulance, two of them carrying another who was nearly unconscious.Â
The men dropped the injured one onto the gurney then shut the doors harshly. âFirst things first,â The man with the gun said. âGive me your cell phones. No calling the cops.â The two of you shakily took out your phones and handed them over to the man. âAlright now do your jobs. Driver, head south towards Gangnam.âÂ
It was incredibly cramped in the ambulance with all of the people but nonetheless you scooted closer to the man on the gurney. Your eyes did a quick sweep over the men; some were glaring at you in intimidation, others were looking at the injured man with deep worry on their faces.
With a deep yet shaky breath, you snapped on some rubber gloves and began to access the patient in front of you. He was a young guy, probably early 20âs. His lips were plump- the shape reminded you of a dumpling. His eyelashes were long and dark, flitting on his cheeks as he twitched with his eyes closed. Overall he was a very handsome man, they all were really, but something about this man in particular made your heart flutter. If he wasnât bleeding out in front of you you might have taken a little more time to eye him up, but now was not the time to get distracted. Especially since your life was on the line if you didnât save this man.Â
You could see that the blood was pouring out of a wound on his side and you lifted his shirt to find a bullet wound. You winced, finding a cloth and holding it on the wound quickly to help with the copious amount of blood. When you pressed into it, he gasped from the pain and his eyes shot back open.
 âNnnnhgggghhâ He choked out and suddenly his hand was grasped from beside him. A young looking man with shoulder length blonde hair held his hand and with an unexpected deep voice tried to sooth him.Â
âShh easy, Hyune. The docs gonna patch you right up.â
Another one spoke up from behind you, âYeah youâre gonna be alright boss!âÂ
Hyune, as he was called, looked over to you, his teeth clattering as he tried to hide his pain, and with a shaky nod he motioned for you to continue. You steeled yourself the best you could and got to work.Â
âHyuneâ was banaged the best you could, but you would need a more steady place to work that wasnât speeding down a highway. When you conveyed that to the men around you, you were met with glares.Â
âNo, you will get it done here and now.â The one with the gun still out stated with a growl.Â
âC-chan..â Your patient croaked, âH-home..â They all did a double take at the man on the gurney, some scoffing and looking like they wanted to disagree but before they could he held up a hand and instantly they all stopped talking. âThatâs an order.âÂ
The man with the gun, âChanâ, sighed. âOk, you got it.â Then he turned to you with hard eyes, âDo you know how to drive this thing?âÂ
You were taken aback, âUhh, no I donât.âÂ
He hummed, then looked at a man with copper colored hair and thin eyes, âYouâre up, maknae.â the both of them went over to where Ray was. âPull over in this cluster of buildings.â Ray did as he was told and pulled over behind a large factory.Â
The copper haired man reached behind him, âSorry man, this is the end of the road for you.âÂ
You couldnât help the gasp that left you at the man's words. âNo, please no!âÂ
Both the men looked at you as if you were dumb, and then the younger one pulled out a wad of cash from his back pocket. He shoved it into the hands of Ray who was shaking in his fear.Â
âTake this as a token of our appreciation for your help and your silence about this.âÂ
Ray nodded and got out of the ambulance, not even sparing you a glance. The younger man got into the driver's seat and began to drive the large vehicle with ease. You looked out the window to see Ray counting his large stack of cash with a smile on his face. It almost made you sick with how easily he was bought off.Â
One of the men who was still standing near you pulled a dark piece of fabric out from his pocket - a blindfold- and smirked at you. âSorry, we canât have you knowing where our hideout is.âÂ
He sure didnât sound sorryâŠÂ
Your thoughts were cynical as the man wrapped the fabric over your eyes. He tied it tightly and then held your arm for the remainder of the ride.Â
It had felt like hours (though it had only been about 15 minutes) before you could feel the vehicle coming to a stop.The doors to the ambulance were quickly opened and you could feel the heat from outside immediately seep in. You yelped as you felt someone lift you into their arms.
âShut it, Iâm just helping you get out.â It was the voice of the one who blindfolded you. He hopped out with you in his arms and set you back down on your feet. You wobbled and almost tripped when he started to usher you to move, keeping a hold on your arm the whole time. You were led into a building and down a hall.
 Suddenly the fabric was ripped from your eyes as the other men hurriedly wheeled in the gurney with âHyuneâ on into the room. The blonde one rushed in behind them with his arms full of medical equipment. The items were laid on a table and you were pushed closer to the injured man.Â
Chan threw a pair of rubber gloves at you, âGet to work doc.âÂ
You put on the fresh gloves and breathed deeply to steady your nerves. You were a medical professional that worked as an emt, you thrived under pressure. This was no different⊠at least thatâs what you told yourself as you got to work removing the bullet from this very good looking man.Â
You were able to breathe a sigh of relief when you finally finished sewing up the man. The entire time you worked you had been supervised and scrutinized by Chan and the blonde one, both of them keeping their gaze trained on your every move. You had worked in silence the whole time, and you were thankful for the quiet as it allowed you to focus. The silence also helped you think about the circumstances you have found yourself in.Â
You came to the conclusion that these men were part of the mafia- or some kind of gang- and the man you operated on was their boss. The realization did nothing to ease your anxiety, nor did the awareness that once you were done here they would most likely be done with you. You ignored the sick feeling within your stomach as you took off your bloodied gloves and stepped back from your patient.Â
âI-iâm done.â Damnit, you didnât mean to stutter. âHe just needs to rest and heal for a while. I gave him some morphine for the pain so itâs imperative that he relaxes to avoid further risk.âÂ
The blonde one was by his side in an instant, grabbing his hand and checking him over. âHear that, Jin? Youâre gonna be fine.â Hyune tried to lift his head up but he was lightly pushed back down by the blonde. âNuh uh you have to rest.âÂ
âFelix..â He mumbled and tried to speak but it was coming out so quietly you couldnât hear what was said, you only saw the brow raise from âFelixâ at what Hyune was saying.
âUhh yeah, ok. Whatever you say.â Felix waved over Chan who came over. Chan side eyed you as Felix whispered something in his ear, making him sigh in frustration. Then he waved you closer to them.Â
You gulped and shuffled over to them. You were surprised when the injured man reached out and grabbed your hand, and he turned his head to look directly in your eyes. His eyes were droopy as if he was struggling to stay awake and he had a dopey grin on his face that made him look even more boyishly handsome.Â
âYou saved me..â He started, staring directly into your gaze. âYou must be an angel.âÂ
âUhh.â You felt your face heat up despite the small tinge of fear that still remained inside you. âNo, mâ just a doctor. My name is Y/n.âÂ
Your response caused him to burst into a fit of giggles, which in return made both men next to him let out a few chuckles. Seeing them laugh so casually made you feel slightly less anxious and you felt your shoulders relax a little.Â
âYouâre funny. I like you.â He squeezed your hand again, his grip was shaky and clammy but for some reason it comforted you. His eyes flickered over to Chan, who rolled his eyes and approached you. âBe nice to her, Channie. Sâ not everyday we have an angel among us.âÂ
Chan snorted and grabbed your arm again, leading you away from the others and down a different hallway. He led you to a room and he opened it, motioning for you to enter. When you were apprehensive he ended up shoving you in and closing the door quickly behind you. The pit in your stomach grew as you heard the distinct click of the door being locked. You spun around and grabbed at the handle of the door but it didnât budge.Â
Fuck.Â
It was at that moment that all the emotions youâve been holding onto since this whole ordeal started came rushing to you all at once. All of the fear, frustration and anger began to pour out of you in the form of tears. Your hands went to your face as you sobbed and your back slid against the door until you were seated on the ground.Â
How did you get yourself into this mess? All you did was come to work. And now look at you. Locked away in some mobsters house. You finally lifted your head to look at your surroundings and saw you were in a bedroom. There was a small bed in the corner and another door that led to a small bathroom. You looked around for windows but there was only one tiny one with thick looking glass. So you couldnât break it and escape..Â
You supposed there were worse places to be held, at least you werenât in a jail cell, though you would have preferred to not be captive here in the first place. For what had to be two hours you sat there and thought about how unlucky you were, until finally there was a knock on the other side of the door.Â
You scrambled up and to your feet just as the door was unlocked and opened, revealing a man whose name you did not know. He had chunky cheeks and big dark boba eyes. He offered you a gentle smile when he saw you standing there.Â
âHi. Itâs uh- itâs time to check on Hyunjin.â So that was his name. Hyunjin. âHe started complaining about the pain again.âÂ
âOh, ok.â You let him lead you out and down another few halls and up a set of stairs. The house you were in was huge and gorgeous. Beautiful floral paintings lined the walls and crystal chandeliers hung from the ceilings. Obviously these people had taste.Â
The man with you- who had introduced himself as Han- opened another door and led you inside. Laying in a massive bed was Hyunjin, blinking up at you as you carefully approached his bed side. He beamed when he saw that it was you who entered his space. âThere's my angel.âÂ
You shook your head, âIâm not an angel, sir. Iâm just a doctor. How are you feeling?âÂ
âDonât call me sir, my name is Hyunjin. But my friends call me Hyune.â He winked after he said âfriendsâ and it brought more heat to your face. âAnd Iâm feeling alright, Angel. Just a little tender with the morphine wearing off.â A quiet scoff and a âlittle tender my assâ was heard from behind you, then Hyunjin sent a glare at Han who mumbled his apology quickly with a giggle. âHow are you, Angel? My boys treating you well? You are my special guest here after all.âÂ
âIâm your special guest?â You asked, shocked at his words and that he cared that you were being treated nicely. You tried not to show your surprise as you got back into work mode, checking his wounds and beginning to replace the gauze.Â
âOf course. You saved my life and I donât take that kind of thing for granted. So you are the specialist guest Iâve ever had.â He gave you that dopey grin again and you felt your heart palpitate. Why are you reacting this way? Get a grip! Heâs just a man! A dangerous one at that..
But a really really cute one.
Han cleared his throat, âUhh boss, I donât think your in your right mind yet, seems like the morphine is still-âÂ
Han was cut off by another harsh glare sent his way by Hyunjin, â I think Iâm perfectly in my right mind, Jisung, and I appreciate your concern, but what I would appreciate more is you shutting up.â Han mimicked zipping his lips and locking it, raising his hands in surrender. Then Hyunjin turned back to you just as you finished wrapping him up again with that charming smile.Â
You offered him a small one in return, âThe wound has been cleaned, itâll have to be cleaned and rewrapped twice daily to avoid infection. No strenuous movements for a few weeks while it heals and make sure youâre drinking enough water and eating.âÂ
He grabbed onto your hand once again, âAh thank you so much, Angel. Speaking of food, have you eaten? Are you hungry?â You shook your head but he didnât accept your answer. â Oh come on you must be a little hungry, youâve been working so hard today. Iâll have dinner set up, whatever you like, hmm?â He nodded over at Han who pulled out his phone and sent a quick text. âSo what will it be? Steak? Lobster?âÂ
You said the first thing that came to your mind in a panic, âHow about pizza?âÂ
âPizza?â He laughed, crinkling his eyes. âYou could have anything in the world and you choose pizza? Oh Angel, you are surprising.â He brought your hand up and laid a kiss on the back of your hand. âItâll be done before you know it.âÂ
You found your confidence in that moment, the burning questions rattling around and begging to escape. âCan I ask you something, please?â Your voice came out more timid than you intended and you mentally cursed yourself.Â
âOf course.â He didnât even hesitate, having an inkling about what you wanted to know.Â
âIâm still not totally sure what is going on here.. I mean I get that you guys hijacked my ambulance and you needed medical help, but I donât know what Iâm still doing here or why youâre being so nice to me or even who you guys are.â You twiddle your thumbs and avoided eye contact, though you were not sure why you were so nervous.Â
Hyunjin chuckled, patting you on the back of your hand, âPromise not to freak out?â You nodded in agreement. âThis is the Straykids headquarters. Youâre still here because you have been more than useful to me and you saved my life.âÂ
Upon hearing the name âStraykidsâ you knew exactly who he was. This was the leader of the most notorious mafia group in Seoul; Hwang Hyunjin. This man was known for being dangerous, violent and bloodthirsty. His whole gang was, really. You had seen first hand the leftovers of one of their shootouts, having been called to the scene a few months prior to try to find any survivors. There were none.Â
But this man doesnât seem to be the cruel criminal that he had been made out to be- though maybe it was the drugs you had administered that was altering his mind. So far he had been kind to you, and had worried that you were being taken care of.Â
It was like he could see the gears turning in your head and he let out another chuckle. âDonât worry, Angel, youâre safe here. No one here is going to do anything to harm my special little Angel.â Hyunjin winked again, then a ding was heard from his phone. He leaned over and read the text, âPizza is here. Hannie will take you down to the dining room, I will join you in a moment. Ok?â He finally let go of your hand and sent you off with Han.Â
You were seated at this long elegant oak dining table, a gang member on each side of you as they call scarfed down the slices of pizza. Hyunjin sat at the end of the table, keeping his eyes on you as you picked at your food. He could see how nervous you were to be surrounded by infamous criminals but he was also intrigued by how well you were holding yourself together. He was starting to like you more and more.Â
âSo how long have you been an EMT?â The question came from the boy next to you- I.N he was called- as he shoved another bite into his mouth.Â
You cleared your throat, âAbout a year. I worked in the hospital for a while before this as a resident.âÂ
He nodded, swallowing . âWhat made you leave working in the comfort of the hospital? Seems like it would be a pretty cushy gigâÂ
âYeah it was.â You agreed, âBut it was so boring. I like to be out there in the action.âÂ
That had caught everyone's attention. A few looked at you with raised brows. âAction huh?â Minho had asked from across from you. âLike what?â
They noticed how you lit up as you started talking about some of the medical emergencies you had seen, how passionate you sounded as you described how you helped people. Hyunjin especially could see all your emotions as you spoke.Â
âSounds bloody.â Minho said, earning him a light hit to the head from Seungmin. âFuck off!â He grouched at the boy next to him.
You shrugged, already feeling more comfortable. âIt can be. Nothing you guys arenât used to, Iâm sure.âÂ
All eight men started to laugh, some nodding along as your words rang true. They were all much more personable now, acting like normal guys and cracking jokes and laughing together. In fact they were all so normal it was almost unsettling. These are not the kind of men you envisioned when you imagined the deadly mafia. They seemed more like a family than a gang.Â
You felt a hard pat on the back from Chan who was sitting on the other side of you, âYouâre kinda funny, doc.â
âThanks I try.â You gave a small grin to him and finished your pizza.Â
It had gone like this for the next two weeks. Every day you were let out of your room to treat Hyunjin and keep the wound from getting infected, and then you would either go back to your room or were allowed to hang out with some of the mafia members.Â
Every day Hyunjin would flirt with you, calling you Angel and telling you how much he valued you. You didnât want to fall for his charms but you were just a girl. And he was one appealing man. He made sure you were cared for, and showed you kindness. There was never a moment (other than that first day) that you had felt like you were in danger with him or the other members.
His injury was healing nicely and you knew that soon there would be no use for you, and that was the only thought that brought you any kind of anxiety. You doubted they would just send you on your way; you knew way too much about them and their âorganizationâ. They hadnât been exactly secretive about it since youâve been there.Â
You went to find Hyunjin to do his exam and found him sitting at his desk in his office. Since he was healing he was able to do more behind the scenes work and as the leader he definitely had work to do. Organized crime required more work than anyone realized.Â
You walked in and he looked up from whatever he was studying and offered you one of his dazzling smiles. âHiya Angel. Is it that time again?âÂ
You nodded, âUh huh, lemme see it.âÂ
He smirked and lifted his shirt to reveal his toned abdomen. âIf you wanted me to take my clothes off you should have just asked. I would never deny an Angel.â There he was with his flirting that always brought a deep heat over your face and ears.Â
âYeah yeah, just come âer.â You muttered and took off his bandage. You examined the wound. Just as you thought, it was healed enough that you would no longer need to take care of it. âItâs healing very well, Hyunjin. You have been taking great care of it.âÂ
âThatâs all thanks to the incredible doctor that stitched it up and brought me back from the brink.â He said, looking down at you and dropping his shirt back back.Â
âWell youâll be happy to know that you no longer require my expertise, it should be just fine as long as you keep it clean.â You tried to smile but it didnât reach your eyes and Hyunjin could see right through you.Â
âWhatâs wrong, Angel?â He cupped your cheek with his big hands, making you face him.Â
You tried to shake your head, âNothing, Iâm happy you're doing better.âÂ
âBuuuutâ He prompted.Â
You let out a sigh, embarrassed you even feel this way. â But Iâm done treating you. And now you're going to toss me out.âÂ
His eyes widened and confusion washed over his features. âWhat? Who said that? Did one of the boys tell you that?â
âNo they didnât say anything but I just assumed tha-âÂ
âDonât assume anything, I had no plans of getting rid of you.â He stared hard into your eyes.Â
âB-but you donât need me anymore..âÂ
He tsked, âYou silly girl. Havenât you come to realize that Iâll always need you? Who else would take such good care of me and the boys. Donât think I didnât see it when you patched up Minho after his cooking incident. Or when you cured Felix's cold last week.âÂ
âOh that was nothing.â You protested, your hands coming up to fist his shirt as he got even closer.
âNot to me.â He leaned closer to your face, getting his point across. You thought he was going to kiss you but instead he pressed a peck to your forehead. Then he pulled back slightly. âIf you want to leave, then I will let you go. I know you wouldnât say anything about us to anyone. But before you have to know that I want you here. I want you to stay by my side. Not just as my medic but as my woman. You are the most interesting and incredible woman Iâve ever met. You captivate me like no one ever has.âÂ
Your hands wrung in his shirt at his sentiment. You didnât know how to answer. You knew the smart thing would be to go- to leave this place and never think twice about these mobsters. But for once you wanted to follow your heart, not your brain. You wanted to stay and you wanted him.Â
âI-I want that too..â You said quietly and screwed your eyes shut. âI would like to remain here. With you, Hyunjin.âÂ
You heard him hum in satisfaction and then you felt your face being tilted up and suddenly the softest pair of lips you had ever felt were on yours. You let out a squeak of surprise and then melted into his kiss. You groaned when his tongue swiped on your lower lip asking for entrance which you gladly gave him.Â
Hyunjin suckled on your own tongue for a moment then pulled away from you, leaving you breathless. Both of your lips were swollen and you couldnât stop gazing into each other's eyes. He ran a thumb along your cheekbone, âWelcome to heaven, Angel.âÂ
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List of âjust angst for angstâs sakeâ promptsÂ
âYou were it at one point, you know?â âI donât like how you used past tense there. Makes it hurt more, and makes things⊠It makes things so much more real.âÂ
âThis is exactly why I never wanted to fall in love with you.âÂ
âI still donât understand what I did wrong.â
â...Why did you do that for?â
âIâve always wondered why it had to be you.â
âDid I⊠Did I do something wrong?â
âI can feel you cutting me off. And it sucks because I donât know why youâre doing this.â
âPlease donât tell me youâre trying to pull away from me.âÂ
âWhy wonât you love me back?â ââŠYouâre drunk, letâs get you home.â
âItâs not that I canât do this anymore, itâs just that I donât want to. Not with you.â
âWhatever I do, I canât fucking get you out of my head and itâs ruining me.âÂ
âI donât⊠I donât think I can trust you again.â
âNo matter how hard I try, I canât help but doubt you. And I canât keep living like this; living in the fear that youâd end up being the one tearing me to pieces.âÂ
âI donât want to love you anymore.âÂ
âCan I be honest? I donât miss you. I donât miss what we had.âÂ
âThe worst part is I truly loved you.âÂ
âI wouldnât be in this state if you just left me alone from the very start.âÂ
ââŠI wonder if things would have been better if we never met.â
âMaybe we should let broken things stay broken.âÂ
âI could have lived without knowing you never meant anything you told me.âÂ
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sometimes you just have a bad day. Your tone is harsh, even when you donât mean it to be. Katsuki learned to be gentle with you when youâre like this: angry and tired, hungry and overworked. He makes you dumplings from scratch, and surprises you with them for dinner after a long day of masking, pretending to be actively listening and working when all you wanted to do was crawl into bed a cry. Katsuki doesnât talk much, instead he fills up your plate with dumplings, and urges you to take a bite, just breath for a moment with him. Itâs peaceful, sitting with him and eating in silence. You forget what you were even upset about in the first place. Katsuki knows this, because you gained that Twinkle in your eyes again. He loved you. He wanted to make things better, he wanted to take all your fears and worries away and keep you happy forever. He canât beat up your boss or snappy coworkers, but he can make you smile with his cooking. He knows itâs not much, but he hopes you know heâs there, heâs trying. For you, heâll always try to make a bad day just a little better.
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Affectionate
pairing: bucky barnes x male reader tags: bucky being treated like a normal being, male reader is very affectionate, kinda like tony, flirting like lil puppies
âBarnes, my sweet metal-armed dumpling, youâve got bedhead.â
You say it with a chuckle as you effortlessly drape an arm around Buckyâs broad shoulders, and for a moment, the entire room goes silent. Natashaâs trained eyes narrow from across the conference table, ready to spring into action. Tonyâs eyebrows shoot up behind his tinted glasses, and Steve actually tenses, fists tightening like heâs expecting Bucky to toss you across the room at any second. All around, the team braces themselves, anticipating a meltdownâa flashbackâanything resembling the Winter Soldier they still fear might be lingering inside the man you have so casually slung your arm over.
In the resulting quiet, Buckyâs expression flickers, and for a heartbeat, you wonder if the Avengers might be right. His jaw flexes, and his fingers curl slightly before unclenching.
Then he lets out a small huff of a laugh, the corners of his lips lifting, and you feel his posture relax against your side. âSeriously, youâre making a scene,â he murmurs, quieter than usual. But thereâs absolutely no bite behind his voice, no threatâjust the husky edge that always manages to send a pleasant shiver through you. âKnock it off,â he adds, though thereâs a ghost of a smile there.
Knock it off? Absolutely not. The man is gorgeousâdark hair still damp from a shower, the mechanical arm catching the overhead lights, his face etched with haunted lines that only make him look even more rugged and unfairly attractive. How can you possibly resist? Youâre only human (albeit an Avenger-human with a penchant for tackling alien invasions and Hydra remnants). But still, you have eyes.
You just grin, giving his shoulder a quick squeeze before loosening your hold. âAww, Barnes, you know youâd miss it if I did.â
Bucky grumbles something in reply, but thereâs a lightness there, an ease he didnât carry before. The rest of the team, however, remains on full alertâlike big cats itching to pounce. Steve in particular looks about two seconds away from physically peeling you off of Bucky. Even Clint, who was half-dozing in the corner, sits up, eyes keen.
âCap,â Clint warns softly, nodding toward where your hand is still lingering near Buckyâs nape, fingertips idly tracing the spot where flesh meets vibranium plating.
Steve clears his throat. âEverything okay there, Buck?â
Everyone seems to hold their breath again, and you can practically see the tension in the air. Poor Bruce is looking uncertain, Wanda is biting her lip, and Samâs eyebrows are drawn together in concern. Theyâre so worried that Buckyâs going to have an episode, or get triggered, or that heâs going to accidentally crush your bones with that metal fist if you keepâŠwell, doing what youâre doing.
And if this were two years ago, maybe theyâd be right. If this were weeks after his deprogramming, back when he couldnât even look into a mirror without disassociating, Bucky mightâve pushed you across the room with lethal force. Or at the very least, wrenched free of your hold, stiff and wary. But they donât see the subtle signs that you do: the tension in Buckyâs shoulders is not the tension of danger, but of mild embarrassment. He looks shy, maybe even flustered. Heâs definitely not displeased. And if anything, you know heâs grateful you treat him like a normal person, not a ticking time bomb with horrifying memories.
He shrugs off Steveâs concern with a tight-lipped smirk. âIâm fine,â he says. âIâm not made of glass.â
Or vibranium, you add silently with another playful grin. You resist the urge to poke at his arm, but your fingers twitch at the thought. Next time, you promise yourself.
Tony slides a diagnostic tablet across the table as if presenting evidence. âLook, Iâm all for affection, but maybe, for the sake of our dear ex-Hydra assassinâs comfort, we keep it PG-13 in the debrief?â Heâs half-joking, half-serious, eyebrows shooting up when you lean closer to Bucky again.
You tilt your head at Tony. âIâm not exactly straddling him on the table, Tony. Chill.â
âJust you watch,â Sam mutters under his breath, arms folded across his chest, likely recalling a previous incident in which your casual affection got a bitâŠhandsy. Hey, you canât help it, Buckyâs arms are a national treasure.
From beside you, Bucky sighs. âSeriously, guys, itâs okay. Thisââ he flicks his eyes at the point where your forearm slides across his back ââitâs nice.â He lowers his gaze, almost bashful, but admits quietly, âMakes me feel likeâŠyâknow. Like Iâmââ
âA normal dude, living a normal life,â you finish for him, your voice softer. Itâs what both of you want, though neither of you outright says so in crowded company.
âAlright,â Tony relents with a theatrical sigh. âI mean, if Barnes is okay with it, I guess we can let it go.â
âSeriously, Tony,â you huff, âIâm not some savage about to devour the man.â
Bucky sends you a cheeky side glance. âCouldâve fooled me,â he grumbles, but his lips twist into an amused smirk.
âWatch it, metal dumpling,â you shoot back fondly, the new (and very ridiculous) nickname making Tony gag in mock horror.
Thereâs a collective groan and roll of eyes from the team, but underneath that, thereâs this subtle wave of contentment. You can feel it in the airâeveryoneâs settling into this new normal. Sure, Bucky carries a lot of ghosts and trauma, but right now, with your arm around him, he just feels alive. Connected. Like the piece of him thatâs still James Barnes is being coaxed to the surface.
And you? Well, youâre just happy to be the one to coax it out of him. Bucky might be Hydraâs ex-assassin, but you canât help itâheâs also hot as hell, and youâre pretty sure your vision works just fine, thank you very much.
âAlright,â Steve says, clearing his throat again, a slight pink tinge on his cheeks from secondhand embarrassment. âSoâŠmission debrief?â
âMission debrief,â you echo. Without missing a beat, you re-sling your arm across Buckyâs shoulders, ignoring the universal eye-roll from the rest of the team. Bucky doesnât shove you away. He doesnât tense. He just gives your knee a quick pat under the table, and for a single, quiet second in that big conference room, you can swear you feel a little more at home.
And yeahâmaybe youâll have to tone it down for the sake of collective sanity. But then again, the look in Buckyâs eyes says he needs this just as much as you do.
So if anyoneâs got a problem with it, wellâŠthey can take it up with the ex-Winter Soldier himselfâand hope they can handle the glare heâll give them for standing in the way of his self-proclaimed âannoying but sweetâ Avenger.
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