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thefrontofmymind Ā· 1 year ago
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ex!reader x matty healy ig blurb
FC: Heather Baron-Gracie
a/n: added on blurb
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rass1975 via instagram stories:
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yninstagram via instagram stories:
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yninstagram we look kewl
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ynfan1 OMG YN AND MATTYYYYY
ynfriend sexy beasts xxx
>trumanblack thanks xxx
ynfan2 the goth council has come together to decide all our fates
bedforddanes pale bitches x
>yninstagram ill fuck u up
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trumanblack im cool. yn did my makeup, its cool.
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1975fan1 i am frothing at the mouth rn
yninstagram fit
1975fan2 i so wish i was at this party it looks so cool
rass1975 Yeah yeah. You look cool get over it
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yninstagram shut up i'm busy
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ynfan1 so prettyyyyy
ynfan2 I LOVE THIS
trumanblack fit
>yninstagram didnā€™t i just fucking tell you to shut up?
1975ynfan1 ok loving this tension,,,,
1975ynfan2 wait is that mattyā€™s guitar???
>1975fan1 OMG I THINK YOURE RIGHT
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nme Extra! Extra! Read all about it! Dirty Hit Records ushers in a new era, with the addition of YN on their roster. This news comes after apparent months of negotiation (and close friend of Matty Healy on her side!) New interview in our next issue!
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1975ynfan1 this has totally convinced me that theyre together why tf would they do a whole photoshoot together if they werenā€™t
ynfan1 am i the only one who doesnā€™t like the way they worded this? Like sheā€™s such a good artist, the fact that sheā€™s friends with Matty doesnā€™t mean anything! She got that record deal on her own merit
1975ynfan2 omg they both look so hot in this
1975fan1 goth parents
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yninstagram throwback to when we were allowed outside
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ynfan1 where are you quarantining queen???
>yninstagram with a close friend babyyyy
ynfan2 so sad you had to postpone the tour :((( i was going to toronto
ynfan3 will the new album be postponed too??
>yninstagram hopefully not. Still set for later on in the year ā¤ļøā¤ļø
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ynundates yn today performing at Reading Festival!!!
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ynfan1 ok so we havenā€™t seen her in TWO YEARS and sheā€™s back and a platinum blonde????
ynfan2 newalbumsoonnewalbumsoonnewalbumsoon
>ynfan3 ikr SO PUMPED
ynfan4 did anyone catch a video of when she said something like ā€˜im in a different place now than when i wrote all these love songsā€™ and then i didnt hear the end of what she said???
>ynupdates its on our page! The full quote is ā€œIā€™m in a very different place than when I wrote all of those love songs. Me and him arenā€™t together now soā€¦Expect a breakup album soon!ā€
>ynfan5 omg poor yn :(( (though i wonder who sheā€™s talking aboutttt)
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yninstagram officially here to tell you that blondes donā€™t always have more fun. and iā€™m on tour in North America in three months get ready.
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ynfan1 AAHHH SEEING YOU IN NEW YORK
>yninstagram SEE U THERE BB
ynfan2 PLEASE come to asia!!
ynfan3 when is the album???
>yninstagram beginning of next year!!
ynfan4 yn looks so pretty with black OR blonde hair!!
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yninstagram first show lets go
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ynfan1 the COOLEST fit
bedforddanes good luck mate.
>yninstagram thanks mate.
ynfan2 cant wait to see you in Milwaukee!!
1975ynfan1 does anyone else think its weird that yn and the 1975ā€™s tours match up cities like 4 times???
>1975ynfan2 probably just a coincidence, thereā€™s only so many cities in america
>1975ynfan1 idk its just yn and matty havent interacted in so long and it seems like theyve both gone through private breakups recently,,,,got me thinking
>ynfan3 maybe not the best to speculate on peopleā€™s private lives?? Lets just leave them to it?
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yninstagram new single out now. Not Another Rockstar. its cool.
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ynfan1 omg wait the caption??? Is that a matty reference???
>ynfan2 idkkkk IM HERE FOR THE DRAMAAA
ynfan3 yn is straight up ethereal
charli_xcx so proud of youuuuu
>yninstagram Xxx
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yninstagram london r u ready??
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ynfan1 so jealous im not there!!!
ynfan2 obsessed with this makeup!!
pollymoney looking lush!!
ynfan3 come to nz!
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rollingstone ā€œGrowing into different people can hurt, but itā€™s always the way of life, we just have to move onā€ - YN talks touring post-covid and new album! Link in bio!
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yninstagram thank you for having me.
ynfan1 need to punch whoever she was talking about with the quote in the article ā€˜I was badly hurt by my ex, heā€™s said some horrid things about me when I thought our breakup was pretty amicable.ā€™
ynfan2 i remember when yn was just starting out and now look at her!!
ynfan3 mother was mothering in this shoot
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yninstagram what happens on tour, stays on tour. this includes going to bed at a reasonable hour and being on vocal rest for 20 hours of the day.
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ynfan1 saw you in Lisbon!! Best concert ive ever been to!!
ynfan2 omg obsessed with that topā€¦
1975adam the joys of tour life hey?
>yninstagram dont i know it?
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yninstagram new album, Nothing Matters, is out tomorrow. this is such a personal album for me, showing the deepest parts of myself.Ā 
To you (you know)
Even though we spent months tearing each other apart, and weā€™ve both said some questionable things in retaliation, you know Iā€™ll always hold you in my heart. I was at my best with you and I hope one day we can reach a point when we can be friends. I miss you and all the funny things you tell me when you stoned off your nut and barely knew how to speak anymore.Ā 
Thank you, darling. For everything.
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charli_xcx beautiful album baby. top of 2023!
ynfriend love it!!
rass1975 well done mate. Its a goodā€™un
trumanblack love it.
>yninstagram x
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gothictyped Ā· 2 years ago
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hi yes imma keep using ellise gitas as a younger fc for gwen as well as using claire estabrook as i am rn , & heather baron gracie as her older fc <33
SO , for seasons 1-3 & the time period of revenge of the island , i'll be using ellise [ as well as alternating between her & ms emma dumont ] ( so , from ages 16-21/22 )
then , from all-stars until the end of pahkitew island , i'll be using claire estabrook/nonsalemwitch on insta ( from ages 21-26 )
& then from there on out , i'll be using heather baron gracie ( for age 27 & up ! )
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draumas Ā· 3 years ago
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toxingoth Ā· 6 years ago
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PETRAā€™S BAND !Ā  canonically, petra is part of a band called disastrous thought. in my canon, petraā€™s band consists of her, lex & billy. lex on drums, billy on bass, & petra is lead and sings.Ā  petraā€™s voice is very solemn, very melancholy. a mix of allie x & billie ei.lish.Ā  they plan their tour dates & stops around the assassinations they need to perform, finding the cover of a band quite helpful in luring people in. the band name ā€” CURSED MISCHIEF.
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himydw Ā· 6 years ago
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Heather Baron-Gracie::New Years Eve
Please do not claim as your own, add to gifhunts or use in crackships
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1975ofrph-blog Ā· 7 years ago
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heather baron-gracie gif icons!
so after making these for personal use, i figured some other people may find these useful. and what better to post for my first contribution to my new rph/indie blog?Ā 
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without further ado, here are 73Ā roleplayableĀ gif icons (sizeĀ 100x100) of the beautiful, unique and incredibly talented musician HEATHER BARON-GRACIE,Ā lead singer of the the band pale waves.Ā please do NOT use in gif hunts and like/reblog if you use them!
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roleplaytipsandadvice Ā· 7 years ago
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Family template for Heather Baron Gracie please? xx
Brother
Matthew Daddario
Christofer Drew
Michael Clifford
Jim Chapman
Mitch Grassi
Douwe Bob
James Bay
Sister
Grace Victoria Cox
Louisa Rose Allen
Jessica De Gouw
Savannah Brown
Elizabeth Gillies
Emma Blackery
Kate Bracken
Alessia Cara
Jillian Banks
Kalel Cullen
Mother
Victoria Beckham
Shannen Doherty
Monica Bellucci
Megan Follows
Courteney Cox
Geena Davis
Father
Michael Fassbender
Jeffrey Donovan
Tom Cavanagh
Jarvis Cocker
Noel Fielding
Orny Adams
James Frain
Jim Carrey
JR Bourne
Ben Bass
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mnaomaihq Ā· 2 years ago
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mw fcs ??
you can check out our other wanted fc posts right here, but hereā€™s a bunch more for you : willow smith, fin argus, cheikh diakhate, sonia ben ammar, theo christine, adrianne ho, celeste oā€™connor, callum turner, aj clementine, duckie thot, ruairi o'connor, fernanda ly, aidan laprete, lyrica okano, quannah chasinghorse, lizeth selene, alex fitzalan, dana solomon, zack calderon, laura harrier, ok taecyeon, jesse james keitel, alba flores, najib abdi, yang hye-ji, ottawa kwami, tabria majors, song kang, khadijah red thunder, mathieu simoneau, heather baron gracie, bryan mugande, fka twigs, theo germaine, hong kyung, kristine froseth, han hyunmin, sasha lane, froy gutierrez, zion moreno, lil nas x, zhong feifei, tyler posey, kiana madeira, aria shaghasemi, chase sui wonders, shamir bailey, poppy liu !!
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charlicpace Ā· 4 years ago
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Hey! could you help me find a female fc with a gothic vibe (wears a lot of black) age 20-30 thank you so much
i can certainly try ! the first person i thought of was lyrica okano, but iā€™d also rec having a look at angela giarratana,Ā anna lambe, asami zdrenka, barbie ferreria, brianne tju, charlotte ritchie, eleanor barnes, emma blackery, emma dumont, emma mackey, emer kenny, evelyn hoskins, kaya scodelario, kat dennings, lily sullivan, lindsay pearce, safiya nygaard, zoe kravitz, and if you vibe w/ using resources of fcā€™s from 10+ years ago, emilie de ravin could be a good shout using her flashback resources from lost, or winona ryder in... basically anything she was in in the 90s. for actual gothic gals with resources, thereā€™s 70+ gif icons of heather baron-gracie available in the source linkĀ !
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tfolive Ā· 4 years ago
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* HEATHER BARON-GRACIE, CIS FEMALE + SHE/HER Ā | you know OLIVE ABRHAMS, right? theyā€™re TWENTY-THREE, and theyā€™ve lived in irving for, like, TWO YEARS? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to GIRL IN RED like, a million times this year, which makes sense ā€˜cause theyā€™ve got that whole FIRST DATES AT A CEMETERY, PAINTING AT THREE AM, LONG WALKS DOWN THRIFT STORE AISLES thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is SEPTEMBER 13TH, so theyā€™re a VIRGO, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( e, 25, cst, she/her ) * applying for luisaā€™s bandmateĀ  šš‘ššŽšš•šš•šš˜ šš’šš šš’ššœ šš’, Ā  Ā  Ā šš¢šš˜ššžšš› šš›ššŽššœšš’ššššŽšš—šš šššš›ššŠššœšš‘ šššš˜šš‹šš•šš’šš—,Ā š„šžš­š¬ š©š„šØš­ Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā okay the TL;DR, lesbian, artist, cynical, Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  she is the queen of spook and even I dont control her. Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  more under the cut.Ā Ā 
ā–ŗ basics;
Full Name: OliviaĀ ā€˜oliveā€™Ā  AbrhamsĀ  Age: 23 Birthday: september thirteenthĀ  Sexual Orientation: lesbian Occupation: morgue receptionist (but wants to be an artist full time) Nationality: british (northern)
ā–ŗ background;
Place of Birth: Sheffield, England Hometown: Philadelphia, PennsylvaniaĀ  Education: UniversityĀ Ā 
ā–ŗ relatives;
Siblings: Older Brother (matty healy fc)
ā–ŗ relationships;
Ex-Significant Other(s): TBF Reason for Separation: TBF Current Significant Other: TBF What They Look For In Others: loyalty, genuine passion for life, understanding.Ā 
ā–ŗ personality;
Positive Traits: understanding, nonjudgemental, loving, creative Negative Traits: cold, impatient, cynical, overly passionateĀ 
ā–ŗ misc;
Hobbies: painting (girl is always covered in paint), knitting, reading, finding underground bars, learning about old forgotten languages First Book They Read: Judy MoodyĀ  Favorite Book: The Well of Loneliness - Radclyff HallĀ  Favorite Music Artist: Girl in Red Favorite Subject: Art Ā Pets: a black cat and a boa Habits: picking at her nails, rolling her eyesĀ  ā–ŗFull Story Parents died when she was young, she moved to Philly to be with her grandmother on her dads side who wasnt all that great, she and her brother vowed to get out together. The two Abrhams siblings were an odd bunch, drawn in by the morbid and trying to find the beauty in it all. When Isaac finally turned of age they moved away from Philadelphia. The pair played music, studied photographic composition, painted, played with light, they let their creative energy radiate. In this time Olive learned how to play the guitar and started to write poetry as well as taking up an obsessive love of painting.Ā  ā–ŗRandom HC // AestheticsĀ  x dark academia is the way.Ā  x her apartment closely represents that of crime scene photos taken of prolific serial killers homes. Think taxidermy skulls, tarot cards, vintage poison bottles, plants everywhere (like seriously so many plants), book titles which include; how to make a serial killer, serial killers & sadistic murders.Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  (only 3/10 chance she would actually kill you tho, so dont be too spooked) x stays up late at night to think of plots to save all the stray cats x listens to an alarming amount of sapphic music, dont ask her to stop, she will give you a look that even satan himself envies. x secret fan of things that arent art house, if you get close enough she might even show you her collection of science fiction novels, and talk your ear off about the lore of the Dune universe.Ā  x super helpful, will help you slash tires of your exs, and spray paint their car in a superĀ artistic way.Ā  x definition be gay; do crimes ā–ŗPOSSIBLE CONNECTIONS ex girlfriend, any and all possibilities, pining still, hate eachother, messy break up, any and all best friends,Ā people who olive hangs out with regularlyĀ  straight girl that olive is hopelessly pining over best friend, and so what if we get cuddly, we arent in love, no..no we arent in love.. no way people freaked by olives vibe, no she totallyĀ isnt playing up her spook just to intimidate you people she works with, give me the doctor friends, give me the nurses in school who need to do a clinicalĀ at a morgue, give me florists who work with funeral homes, give me it all.Ā 
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thefrontofmymind Ā· 2 years ago
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the 1975 masterlist
* indicates smut
MATTY
SERIES
Might As Well
who knew it'd all start as just a favour for a friend of a friend? (videographer!reader)
IMAGINES
Be Loved
Prompt: Getting engaged after only three months
Over the Balcony Wall
Prompt: Flirting from hotel balconies
Lonely This Christmas
Reader is spending Christmas alone, so is their next door neighbour who apparently doesn't know the volume of his speaker system
Helping Hand*
Friends to lovers + Prompt: "You know I can fuck you better, right?"
Sanctuary
You're revelling in your new family with Matty
Special
australian!reader take matty and his band to their favourite spot in Perth
Dad!Matty (a.k.a. The Chronicles of Baby Healy)
some lil headcanons of matty as a dad
All Things End
It's time you and Matty call it on your relationship
Appetiser*
You and Matty are about to go out to dinner to celebrate your anniversary. But he needs an appetiser.
Surprise?
you find a ring in Matty's belongings, spoiling a pretty big surprise he had planned
Baby Bug
a slice of life from your pregnancy with yours and Matty's first baby
Unknown* (pt. 2 to All Things End)
You and Matty still hold so much goodness for each other
I Could Never Hate You
A little exes to friends blurb, its surprisingly tender
Ice Cream and Jelly
You get your wisdom teeth removed and Matty takes care of you in the aftermath
Overwhelmed (Request)
Austistic!reader gets overwhelmed at a party and Matty calms them down
Make A Wish
You've been keeping your relationship with Matty secret from your friends. You have a good feeling it'll go the distance.
INSTAGRAM BLURBS
FC: Phoebe Bridgers (musician!Reader) Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3
FC: Daisy Edgar Jones (actress!Reader)
FC: Maude Apatow (photographer!reader) Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3
FC: Pomme (supporting artist!reader)
FC: Alexa Chung (longterm girlfriend!reader)
FC: Kathering Langford (australian!reader)
FC: Ellie Rowsell (musician!reader)
FC: Heather Baron-Gracie (ex!reader)
FC: Olivia Cooke (wife!reader) Part 1 / Part 2
FC: Suki Waterhouse (rockstar girlfriend!reader)
FC: Rachel Sennott (it girl!reader)
ROSS
SERIES
Proof Positive
Working at Dirty Hit, you've grown so close with the label's star band over the years. After a night of celebration and a bit too much to drink, you're left with a little more than a souvenir of your favourite bassist.
IMAGINES
Lullaby*
you're having trouble getting to sleep, so your boyfriend, Ross remedies that
Ross Brainrot
Just some fluff about watching Ross at Finsbury Park
Nothing's Changed
teacher!ross x teacher!reader, what else can i say?
Sunrays
suprising Ross in his hotel room on tour
Secret Santa
part 2 of nothing's changed: christmas edition
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beginagainhq Ā· 4 years ago
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Fc ideas for Rachel Roth?
Hereā€™s some ideas!
Adria Arjona
Disha Patani
Nicole Gale Anderson
Alisha Boe
Brianne Tju
Seychelle Gabriel
India Eisley
Alia Bhatt
Aubrey Plaza
Heather Baron-Gracie
Brianna Hildebrand
Chloe Bridges
Diane Guerrero
Hopefully this helps! Let us know if you have any other questions!
-- Admin TarinĀ 
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averywhittaker Ā· 5 years ago
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avery grace whittaker ( fc : heather baron-gracie ) 22 years old from jonesboro, georgia and has lived in atlanta for 18 years . currently working as grocery shopper / delivery with InstaCart [ kit , 25 , mst ] | @atlanta-rpgstartersā€‹
pronouns: she/her
theme: [Didnā€™t know what I was in for] - ā€œSometimes it feels like that song could have been written about me. Itā€™s unnerving, you know? But itā€™s fine, itā€™s a good song so I donā€™t really mind too much...ā€
Why the name Avery Grace?Ā 
ā€œIā€™m not really sure. I like it though. Avery means elf king but it also reminds me of the word aviary, you know, one of those cages they keep birds in? I like that imagery. I am a cage of birds...ā€
Ethnicity: white
Enneagram: 4
Relationship Status: Dating, long distance ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½My girlfriend still lives in Auburn. She says she wants to come out for Thanksgiving but I donā€™t think she will. Thereā€™s too much going on in Auburn and anyway she just opened a little shop and sheā€™s focused on that...ā€
Sexual Orientation: level 5 on the kinsey scale (mostly gay) ā€œIā€™ve always had a couple of exceptions -- my first boyfriend, for example. I loved him, I really did. But Iā€™m mostly gay.ā€
AppearanceĀ 
Thereā€™s a pageantry to how Avery dresses and she knows it. Sheā€™s never really fit into the crowds of Atlanta (at least not in the circles she runs in) but she doesnā€™t mind. Instead of trying to avoid that, though, she embraces it now. Atlanta might not have the emo culture of the midwest but Avery tries to bring it in as much as she can.
Avery wears a lot of dark colors, creepers, heavy eye makeup and other things that make her mother gasp. She loves her black lipstick and her black velvet. She would deny being goth though as that is a subculture and she only dresses it. She doesnā€™t live it.
Personality:
ā€œAveryā€™s cool. Sheā€™s smart and I think that makes her sad. She watches and notices every bad thing in this world and I think it just kind of left her dejected. Itā€™s like she feels like she has to save the world and I canā€™t make her not get that.ā€ Guinevere, Averyā€™s girlfriend
Has severe major depressive disorder
Dissociates a lot due to the depression
Feels like she should solve every hurt in the world but genuinely doesnā€™t know how toĀ 
Definitely a little bit of a mother hen
Writer of poetry and poetic? Journal entries
Super observant. She notices a lot.
Down to try almost anything
Very spacey
Supportive of her friends
Struggles to follow through with things
Avery has always been sad. Sheā€™s been sad as long as she can remember. Her sad is a deep rooted and chronic. As a visual thinker, she pictures her brain as a little coastal town filled with bluegrey ocean fog. Sometimes the sun comes out enough to dissipate the fog and she is happy but it always comes back. The fog and the gloomy mood that accompanies it always return in time. Itā€™s the only thing sheā€™s ever known.
Itā€™s hard to tell Avery has depression unless she tells you. Sheā€™s incredibly good at presenting as well adjusted. Her biggest tells are how spacey she seems and how exhausted she often looks.
Avery often feels Unreal or like her entire life has been a lie or a dream. Something about her feels entirely Artificial to herself but she can never place it. All she knows is that once, when she was drunk, she didnā€™t recognize herself in the mirror. She was a stranger even to herself that night. Something about that strikes her as oddly poetic but she isnā€™t sure she can capture that idea in writing.
When her depression eases up, sheā€™s actually pretty fun to be around. Sheā€™s a little bit of a mother hen (though simultaneously needs to be taken care of) and can be incredibly charming when she wants to be. sheā€™s a creative thinker and always has her pen and notebook on her to write (just in case a thought strikes her) and sheā€™s carried it for as long as she can remember.
Hobbies:
writing (well)
playing guitar (poorly)
reading
napping
art. this tends to be in a style reminiscent to Jenny Holzer of written word meets visual medium.
History:
tw: depression, suicidal ideation/attempt, mental hospitalization
Avery can remember being little and watching the birds fly away and wishing she had wings to join them. When her mother read her Peter Pan for the first time she remembers closing her eyes and praying for Peter to come teach her how to fly. She kept her window open for a year after that, praying every night to the stars for Peter to come take her adventuring. Ever since that moment sheā€™s been longing to escape Jonesboro and go somewhere beautiful and new and not home.Ā 
She knows feeling out of place is normal, especially in adolescence. She knows what sheā€™s experiencing isnā€™t some great oddity only reserved for a select few. But Avery has always had a knack for feeling alone even in the biggest crowds. She remembers being young and going to her dads workplace (in the bowels of Hartsfieldā€“Jackson Atlanta International Airport) and watching what felt like thousands of people bustling through trying to get to their connection or their luggage or anywhere else. And she remembers feeling distinctly alone even surrounded by a crowd of more than 260,000 daily passengers.Ā 
All throughout her childhood, she swore she was leaving leaving Jonesboro as soon as college hit. Leaving wouldnā€™t fix her sad and she knew that but at least she would be somewhere new and get to experience something new.Ā 
Every English program she applied for in high school was out of state. The day she was accepted to Auburn University was the happiest day of her life. It wasnā€™t her top school (she didnā€™t have the grades for her top school) but she was still getting out. She was escaping. And she was never looking back, as far as she was concerned. Avery didnā€™t even come back during the breaks. She got a job at the Auburn University Club as a pool attendant during the summers and worked inside the club during the rest of the year.Ā 
She managed through her first year of school, struggled through her second, drowned during her third year, and failed her final year.Ā 
In hindsight it was silly and preventable. She got too tied up in world events and it drove her to a mental hospital. She was too ensnared by the brutal images of dying children on the news and couldnā€™t make herself look away. It felt like she would be killing them personally or like their deaths would go unmourned by the west if she didnā€™t watch and witness and cry for them. The stress of worrying for those you cannot save drove her depression into an all new low. She tried to kill herself and landed in the hospital. Unfortunately, it coincided with finals (she wonders now if thatā€™s part of why it impacted her so much ā€“ she was already at her breaking point from school) and she failed all of them. She was placed on academic probation and warned that if she didnā€™t pull her grades up she would be expelled.
She didnā€™t pull her grades up.Ā 
Instead the depression hit even harder after her hospitalization and she failed her second semester all together. She didnā€™t mean to. It was just impossible to focus on her homework. Avery tried to ignore the expulsion and her depression and just focus on her job and her girlfriend but that was easier said than done.
Every time she was at work she got vivid fantasies of throwing herself in the pool, taking a deep breath underwater and just getting it over with. She was able to swallow the fantasies over the summer. When the new semester started and she was reminded of her failure, they became even more vivid and she eventually confessed what was happening out loud.
Her girlfriend pushed her to leave work and take time off to focus on her mental health. Avery resisted. She didnā€™t think she would be able to find another job and not finding work meant she would have to go home.Ā 
Eventually, she gave in and agreed. Her parents let her move back home for the foreseeable future while she tries to get her depression under control. She couldnā€™t continue to afford Auburn without a job.
Sheā€™s been home since the end of September but sheā€™s only just now reintegrating herself with the town. She spent October mostly in bed sleeping until her dad kicked her out one day with the instructions ā€œCome home when you have a job interview.ā€
She wasnā€™t able to get one but she did sign up to shop and deliver for InstaCart. It gives her something to do, at least, even if the money isnā€™t good.Ā 
Health:
Physically, Avery is pretty healthy. She has a mild dustmite allergy that can make reading old books hard but otherwise she seems like she comes from solid stock.
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thescenehq Ā· 6 years ago
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members, if youā€™ve got some suggestions for this anon then please reply to this post. but iā€™ll just throw some fcs at yaā€™, just for good measure: chrissy costanza,Ā yungblud, avan jogia, little mix girls, ash stymest, heather baron-gracie, harry styles, zoe kravitz, hayley kiyoko, dev patel,Ā charli xcx, reece king, barbie ferreira,Ā jordan fisher, matty healy, jesse rutherford, kesha, zayn malik andĀ cleo lazuli.Ā 
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