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LoR Fate's Voyage: Beyond - Elder Dragon Followers Ocean Drake - Gentle Gemdragon - Dragon Allegiant - Alatis the Gallant - Ottrani Dragon-Worshiper - Cloud Drake
#elder dragon#league of legends#legends of runeterra#fate's voyage#ocean drake#gentle gemdragon#dragon allegiant#alatis the gallant#ottrani dragon worshiper#cloud drake#official
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I’m confused about what that anon thinks therapy is because most of the time I talk to my therapist about how my current week has been and how that’s affected me. Like I’m getting a massage this weekend and I talked to my therapist about that earlier this week. OFMD being canceled was probably mentioned in a lot of therapy sessions this week!
First of all, HI BONNIE HELLO BONNIE <3
Second of all, deadass! 😭
I really do think it was just an all-out attempt to make me feel Some Kind of Way/provoke me however possible, but lol Nah. Because yeah, it was just ridiculous shdjklsdhjkls.
Me: lost something very important to me. is subsequently sad. just so happens to have a therapy appointment that same week. brings it up because it's on the list of Things That Have Made Me Sad over the past few weeks, as one typically does in therapy.
Random people on the internet: 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬
#Answered#safeinpeetasarms#LIKE HSDJKSHLDKS#'oh you're sad? perish <3'#like bonnie can you even imagine what would have happened if mj2 had received the same fate as ascendant#CAN YOU EVEN IMAGINE HSJKLDHSLKDS#17 year old me would have dropped the fuck out#man sometimes i think about that whole ordeal--the fate of the divergent franchise i mean#and i've been thinking about it a lot NOW of course lol because man#they sat in the pre-production void for so so long#the date of alleged release crept closer with nothing to show for it#then they were like 'lol tv movie actually'#and then the cast said 'lol absolutely not'#and then they were like 'okay lol tv SHOW with new characters actually'#and then that just. Never Happened Either.#like being strung along for YEARS like that? holy shit#but a big difference there was a lot of people had already checked out/were done by the time insurgent came out PFFFF#PARTICULARLY when allegiant came out#but man#it's still hard out here#ALSO YES MA'AM BONNIE GET THAT MASSAGE HSDJKLS#AS YOU SHOULD
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The Cats Cultures, Groups and Stories
The Archaic Lake Cats
Archaic Lake Cats Culture
Known Archaic Cats
The Tribe of Rushing Water
Tribe of Rushing Water Culture
Tribe Cats Allegiances (DOTC)
Tribes Cats Allegiances (PO3)
Curse of a Cougar
The Ancient Camps
Ancient Camp Cultures
Ancient Cats Allegiances (DOTC)
The Oldest Stories
The Vally Clans Coalition
Valley Clans Cultures
Laws of the Valley
Valley Cats (ASOF/TPB)
Valley Cats (TPP/TNP)
Stories in the Clans
Roles in the Valley Clans
Ceremonies of the Clans
Cuisines in the Clans
The Lakeland Alliance
Lake Clan Cultures
Laws of the Lake
Lake Clans Cats (TPP/TNP)
Lake Clan Cats (FCOF/PO3)
Lake Clan Cats (AOC/TBC)
Roles in the Lake Clans
New Cuisines of the Lake Clans
The Sisters
The Sister’s Culture
Sister’s Founders
Modern Sister’s Cats
The Shifting Spirits
The Autumn Annihilator
The Summer Warden
The Winter God
The Spring Creator
Songs of the Sister’s
Rituals
Mix of Groups
Bloodclan Culture
Bloodclan Cats (ASOF/TPB)
The Kin Backstory
The Kin Cats Allegiances
The Church Cats
The Church Cats Residents
The Arcs
A Spark of Fire
The Perilous Prophecy
Five Cats of Fate
Apocalypse of Change (WIP Name)
#master post#allegiances#the ancient lake tribe#tribe of rushing water#the forest clans#the lake clans#a spark of fire#the perilous prophecy#five cats of fate#apocalypse of change#tpb#the prophecies begin#TNP#the new prophecy#power of three#tbc#the broken code#warrior cats#wc rewrite#warrior cats rewrite#wc au#warrior cats au
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Maria had only met Zihark at the very beginning of it all, when their then-full team had just begun to settle into their cabins, happily meeting and greeting each other. They had gone to different islands at first, and he had never returned; now, it was her that joined her fellow fallen. But where was he?
"Oh!" At last! She throws an arm up into the air as she waves at him, exuberantly, before trotting over to him. "Hi, Zihark!" The cleric rocks onto her heels, hands clasped behind her back and a peal of giggles spilling from her lips. "My new friend Zihark!"
Feet shift in the sand; Maria lightly pivots to stand at his side instead, a curious attempt to peek at whatever he'd been doing before.
"Are you doing okay, Zihark?" Crimson brushes her shoulder as she tilts her head. "Is there anything I can help with?"
Zihark recognizes the girl from back on the original island, when everything had been bright and sunny, unlike the gloomy atmosphere of the so called "Sadland".
Maria. That was her name, if he remembered correctly.
He places a hand on her head as she comes to stand beside him, ruffling her soft bright red hair with a grin.
"I'm doing alright. I... I've gotten used to be eliminated. What about you though, kiddo? You just got here, I should be the one asking if you need anything," Her height beside him feels familiar in an odd way, almost like he's forgetting something, "you just tell me if you need something, and your pal Zihark will be by your side in an instant."
#ic: i know what i have to do#inbox: that's fine by me#supports: perhaps fate will bring us together again#support: maria#events: my sword and my allegiance#event: happyland#toahappyland2024#princessmacedon#//short and sweet... just like maria
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tag dump: characters part three
#morgs tag dump#✖shura musings║there is no god here in these flesh-hours though your jaw is a temple & your hips strike like an axe—#✖shura headcanon║you sit upon your throne of filth condemning what you haven't built#✖shura ic║i'm ready to bury all of my bones & i'm ready to lie but say i won't#✖shiro musings║as we rest in pieces though i know not your name i would suffer forever to absolve all your pain#✖shiro headcanon║as a saint your body loses all autonomy your body is not yours to bury#✖shiro ic║the only advice i can give you son is to examine who you are as a person & what you choose as your path in your life#✖rin okumura musings║outlined in guilt my portrait stares in a gallery where the walls lie bare#✖rin okumura headcanon║to gain everything & lose everything in the space of a moment that is the fate of princes destined for the throne#✖rin okumura ic║like an april lilly you have grown in death in a tragic snowy spring time#✖erza musings║i wonder for how long will i remain anchored at this harbor known as battle?#✖erza headcanon║there was something beautiful & tragic in the way that she waged war#✖erza ic║does it make me unique to hold hands with the grim reaper rather than go to the angel?#✖yor musings║fear is not my fate & i will not fear my destiny or death#✖yor headcanon║& if you live you can fall to pieces & suffer with my ghost#✖yor ic║all i have is a voice / to undo the folded lie / the romantic lie in the brain /#✖kaina musings║have you not seen the legacy of flesh i have craved into this city?#✖kaina headcanon║the world is so full of death & horror i try to console my heart & pick flowers that grow in the midst of hell#✖kaina ic║you can tell a war story by its absolute & uncompromising allegiance to obscenity & evil#✖uraraka musings║do you still believe myths can save you?#✖uraraka headcanon║she was made up of star dust & celestial nights#✖uraraka ic║i carry a body full of secrets & my bones align the universe within me
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Feyd-Rautha Harkonnen x reader
Summary: You used to be a Lady, a daughter of a Great House until Feyd took you. Since then, your sole purpose has been to warm his bed, but when Rabban asks about having you for himself, Feyd makes a choice that changes your future.
Words: 2600
Notes: Possessiveness. Grumpy Feyd. I know it's similar to another one of my fics, but I realized that after the fact, so...
Feyd-Rautha Masterlist
You didn’t sleep. Not a wink. You laid in his bed all night, waiting for the man who never came, and your heart didn’t cease its ferocious beats for a second. Where is he? Why isn’t he here? Is he ok? What happened? The sun rises without answers to those questions.
You shoot up in bed when the door eases open. Expecting to find him, you’re disappointed to see instead his harpies enter one after the other. They don’t look at you. One goes about riffling through your dresses in the closet, one heads into the bathroom and you suddenly hear a rush of water filling the tub, and the last of them goes to the vanity Feyd brought in for you, lining up makeup and hair pins that she intends to use on you.
The air about them is poised—an echo of who they used to be before they were turned into pets—as, for the moment, their vile, more carnivorous side lies dormant.
Feyd only allows them to near you a couple hours after they’ve been fed; the peak time between their hunger sated and their bellies rumbling. At any other time, your uniquely foreign scent wafts to their nostrils and they are incapable of holding themselves back. More than a handful of instances—when they’ve managed to manipulate the guards to open their cages with their seductive smiles—they’ve gone on the hunt for you; one time in particular, sneaking into the bedroom in the middle of the night and yanking you from Feyd’s arms with the intention of sinking their teeth into your flesh. Feyd had been so furious he’d cut a finger from each of their hands.
Still, they don’t scare you. You see in them women not entirely unlike yourself: owned, and therefore, changed. Soft are the women who have had the luxury of marriage and child-rearing in the comforts of wealth and beautiful homes—and good for them; how lovely to be soft—but it is the women who have not a choice in their existence that develop a steel shell. And you and the harpies have steel shells. In that way, they are your kin, and you try to subtly express that when you can, even though their allegiance to Feyd can make that quite difficult.
“Where is he?” you ask.
They ignore you, continuing with their tasks, and you huff. Yes, sometimes they refuse to speak with you, and always it seems when you need their words most. In the past, you’ve been tempted to dangle your arm in front of their sharpened fangs in the hope that the offering will encourage their cooperation, but you’ve yet to find the bravery for that. Plus, Feyd would lose his mind. Well, he would lose the rest of it.
“You’ve spoken to me before,” you continue. “Why not now?”
One of them stops and faces you. She glances at her sister who shakes her head.
“Tell me,” you plead.
“We are not permitted to speak with you on the matter,” the other says to your frustration. That is not good enough. Regardless of how he sees you and how you feel, he is the one thing keeping you alive on this lifeless planet and you refuse to go about your days worrying over his safety and what his disappearance means for your fate.
You throw the sheets off your legs and stand.
“I don’t care,” you spit as your silky nightgown falls at your ankles, but then you reconsider your tone. The harpies do not do well with aggression. Being so animalistic, their instincts are easily drawn out, and they tend to attack when attacked, which is not a fight you would win.
You take a calming breath, placing a hand over your heart. “We are the same. He owns us, he clothes us, he feeds us,” you remind them. “On this planet, I am as much your sister as you are each other’s. We all care about him in a way and if I knew what happened to him, I would have the decency to tell you.”
The harpy who drew your bath returns to the bedroom. Having overheard your words, she crosses her arms and says, “With respect, my Lady, we are not your sisters,” she says. “We have never had him the way you have, and he does not feel for us the way he does you.”
Your clenched jaw loosens, lips parting. If you had assumed anything about the relationship between Feyd-Rautha and his harpies, it was that they had once been where you are; that when you came along, they lost their rank and became something alike the handmaids from your home world. You’d assumed that when they warmed his bed, their handmaids were the women who entertained him before them, and so on like a disgusting, perverted pattern. But if that is not the case, then your sense of identity is even more confused. Not to mention, nary a soul has referred to you as ‘Lady’ since you were taken from your family. So why show that respect now when Feyd practically stripped you of the title months ago?
You look to the only one of the three who seems unsure of the situation. She’s biting her lip, worrying the fabric of your unworn gown between her fingers.
“What about you?” you ask her and her head lifts to meet your eyes. She’s the smallest of them—pixie-esque, like you read in fairytale stories as a child—and despite the core of their primal nature, the gentlest. “You want to tell me.”
The harpy by your vanity hisses, but the gentle one does not shy away at the warning. “She has been kind to us,” she tells her sister in the most self-assured tone you’ve ever heard leave her mouth.
The sister snaps back. “He instructed us to do one thing: get her ready for the day and act like nothing is wrong. It was not to tell her what happened.”
You lightly gasp. “So something has happened,” you state, feeling your heartbeat quicken. Your chest begins to rise and fall to match the rapid rate. “Is he ok?”
There are a few seconds of silent pause before Pixie stands a little straighter, setting her shoulders in a strong line. “Our Lord na-Baron was answering for the death of his brother.”
Your head jerks back. “Rabban?” you question, your brow pinching. “Rabban is dead?”
“Yes, my Lady.”
“And Feyd is the one who killed him?” That doesn’t make any sense. While Feyd has complained enough for you to know Rabban is a bumbling idiot, he eventually found a way for his brother to serve a purpose. Why would he kill a man when he is no longer the nuisance he once was, you wonder, so you ask, “Why?”
“The Lord Rabban…made suggestions,” Pixie tells you. One of the harpies groans as the other shakes her head.
“What suggestions?”
She bites down and swallows hard, then she says, “He suggested that the na-Baron share you for his own pleasure.”
Instantly, you’re hit with a wave of nausea. Share? Share you? The concept of a foreign woman hopping between men of status is not unusual, but at this point, you assumed if Feyd were going to participate in something like that, he would have sent you off already. Not doing so didn’t even surprise you. He’s too possessive.
“You said he was answering for Rabban’s death,” you say, but answering for that surely wouldn’t have taken so many hours, not when the Baron saw Rabban as a waste of space. “So where is he now?”
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He doesn’t notice when you step into the training room and you’re thankful for that. You came on a mission to extract more answers out of him, but you don’t mind having a second to admire him sparing against his trainer.
He’s sweaty. You like him sweaty—sweaty and bare-chested and perfectly, effortlessly mesmerizing as aggressive grunts leave his lips. You silently watch their violent dance, your form mouse-like by the door until his trainer looks up and halts to stare at you. Feyd whips around to follow his line of sight, then he sighs and turns back to the smaller man. He mutters something as he grabs the rag at his belt and runs it down his face.
The trainer leaves and Feyd places his knife back on the table among many others. “I told them to keep you away today,” he says dully, monotone, not meeting your eyes as he runs his finger over the blade and fiddles with the hilt. “Incompetent brats.”
“You didn’t come to bed.”
“I was busy,” he responds without letting a beat pass. He continues to avoid your stare and mess with the knives as if he’s never wielded them before.
You slowly step down the stairs into the pit of the room. “Busy killing your brother?” you ask. The muscles in his back twitch and flex under pale skin as he grips the hilt harder.
“That is none of your concern.” The distance between you lessens until you’re a foot from his back, but he doesn’t turn around.
“Even though you killed him because of me?” you ask. His neck ticks and his head tilts and shifts to adjust to the tension. When he still doesn’t respond, you try another angle. “Why are your harpies referring to me as their ‘Lady’?”
That seems to do it. Feyd faces you, crosses his arms, and leans his lower back against the table. “You think spending one night without me gives you permission to be nosy?”
You don’t give in to his method of shutting you up by aiming to make you feel silly and guilty. Instead, your eyes narrow and you mirror the crossing of arms. “Why am I a Lady again?”
“You just are.”
“Are you sending me home?”
His eyes flash. Blue irises darken a shade. “Don’t be stupid.”
“So I’m a Lady on Giedi Prime?” you ask, dropping your chin to emphasize how ridiculous that sounds.
The edge of Feyd’s jaw sharpens as he clenches his back teeth. “Stop asking questions.”
“Then answer one,” you say.
It’s a shot taken by an untrained hand, as he doesn’t enjoy demands, especially not from you, but you figure you have nothing to lose in the attempt, so you don’t cower under his menacing glare. You wait. And much to your surprise, he surrenders.
He blinks, and when his eyes open, they have softened ever so slightly. Then he says, “You’re marrying me,” and everything from your lungs to your limbs freezes in shock.
“W–What?” you stutter. That makes less sense than Rabban’s sudden death.
Feyd groans and stands straight, his arms falling at his sides. “See what being nosy gets you?” he snaps. “I wasn’t going to tell you immediately, and you had to go and ruin it.”
He grabs a fresh knife and stomps his way over to a dummy, ready to attack something other than you for the insecurity that he can’t completely contain. You’ve never witnessed him insecure, but you know the feeling when you see it—the defense mechanism, the distancing himself, the grumbly attitude.
“I’m not sure I understand,” you press as he slashes and stabs at the soulless victim. “I’m marrying you because you killed your brother for wanting to fuck me?”
With a grunt, the dummy’s head severs from its torso and flies off in your direction. It rolls and rolls and stops just before hitting your feet. The dead eyes stare up at you in silent amusement. Now you’ve done it, they mock.
“I don’t ever want to hear those words come out of your mouth again, do you understand me?” Feyd growls.
Your eyes shoot to his. “The marrying you part or The your brother fucking me part?”
He tosses the knife aside. It clatters against the ground as he closes in on you. His hand wraps around your neck. “Don't test me,” he grits out through clenched teeth. “I will sew your damn lips shut if I have to.”
An empty threat if you’ve ever heard one. He would never harm you, but even if he were going to try, his fingers would need to be squeezing much tighter.
You roll your eyes. “Well then how am I going to suck your cock?”
Something about the tease stuns him. His tense features immediately settle and his whole body eases with his exhale. Glancing at your lips, he licks his own, and you think he might decide to kiss you—after all, it’s been a good twenty-four hours since the last one—but he doesn’t.
You snort. “Didn’t think that one through, did you.”
Long fingers unwrap from around your neck. “You’re not funny,” he mumbles with an odd sense of shame.
“If you don’t find me entertaining, can you maybe take the time to explain all of this better?”
Feyd considers keeping his mouth shut. You know him well enough to know that. However, it’s ridiculous to contemplate since he’s already spilled the bigger news. Nothing could be more shocking than you, after the bed-warming position you’ve held for months, becoming his wife.
“My uncle was going to take you away from me for killing Rabban,” he finally says. “So I told him I've had plans to marry you for the alliance and that's why I refused to share you. Rabban wouldn’t take no for an answer, so he had to die.”
Raising a brow, you say, “The Baron accepted that explanation? My House may be one of the Greats, but we do not offer much for Giedi Prime.”
Feyd shrugs. “My uncle enjoys anything that causes upset. Marrying me means we will always own something very valuable to your family.”
It would likely offend another, but you don’t mind being owned. While the Baron may believe the Harkonnens as a whole will own you, you belong to Feyd and Feyd alone. He’ll never allow anyone to hurt you and now he’ll never have to fight or argue with anyone to stake his claim, which works for you just fine, to say the very least.
“Thank you,” you say.
“For what?”
Your head tilts as you smile. “Caring enough to protect me.”
“Don't flatter yourself,” he says. “I didn't do it for you, I did it for my own benefit.”
Your sweet smile morphs into a smirk. “The benefit being that you get to keep me all to yourself…for the rest of your life.”
With a scoff, Feyd rolls his eyes and crosses his arms again. “Whatever.”
“Feyd…” you sigh, leaning into him.
“What?” he returns in his snarky tone as if he doesn’t want you near, but he doesn’t step out of the bubble of your space.
“I'm happy.”
A pink tinge sneaks onto his pale skin, and he quickly looks away. And before he has a chance to come up with some witty remark to smack you with, you grab his face and press your lips to his.
You hold on to him until he starts to kiss you back, and then he's reaching for you, pulling you close, wrapping his arms around you, and you know you won't be going anywhere for a good long while.
#feyd rautha x reader#feyd rautha x you#feyd rautha#austin butler#dune part 2#feyd rautha harkonnen#feyd x reader#feyd rautha harkonnen x reader#feyd rautha imagine
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Cregan Stark - Frozen Ties
Summary - Forced into a marriage to secure alliances, she navigates the confines of her new life facing emotional turmoil and a complicated relationship. An unexpected act of kindness from her husband kindles hope, making her reconsider their union and find warmth in the icy politics.
Pairing - Cregan Stark x Targaryen reader
Warnings - None
Word count - 2437
Masterlist for Cregan • House of the Dragon General Masterlist.
"Mother, this is absurd! You can't promise me to him, you can't just send me away like this," I cried, my voice breaking as tears spilt down my cheeks.
I stood before my weary mother, who wrung her hands together anxiously, her face etched with sorrow.
"My sweet daughter, I wish things were different, but this is necessary," she said, her voice heavy with regret. "You must marry him. We need the North's support."
"They have already declared for Rhaenyra," I protested, frustration making my voice tremble. I knew all too well how Aemond's newfound power had corrupted him.
"Does he truly think I can change Lord Stark's mind?" I continued, her hands gently cupping my face as she wiped away my tears.
"You know what Aemond is," she said softly.
"A monster," I mumbled, and she sighed deeply.
"That is not how you should speak about your king," a voice cut through our despair. We both turned to the door, where Aemond stood, composed and authoritative, his hands clasped behind his back.
"You, dear sister, will fulfil your duties as required," he said, advancing toward us with purposeful strides.
"I don't want to," I said defiantly. Aemond's face darkened with fury, his eye narrowing into a cold, merciless slit. He snatched my chin with a brutal grip, his fingers digging into my skin like talons, forcing me to meet his unyielding gaze.
Alicent gasped, calling out his name in alarm, moving swiftly to try and intervene.
"Do as you're told and ensure he listens, or you'll be of no use to this family," Aemond commanded, shoving me back with a harshness that made me stumble.
Tears flowed freely as I stared at the ground.
My fate was sealed, and there was nothing left for me to do but accept it.
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The icy winds of the North tore through my cloak, each gust slicing into my skin like a blade. The endless expanse of snow and the pale, unforgiving sky mirrored the numbness that had taken root in my heart, where warmth and hope had once dwelled.
Each step toward Winterfell felt heavier, burdened by the weight of my impending marriage.
Upon arrival, I was met with a formal courtesy that did little to ease my anxiety. Winterfell, with its majestic yet unwelcoming presence, felt like a fortress of cold indifference. The great halls, silent and vast, bore witness to my inner turmoil.
Lord Cregan Stark awaited me in his dining hall, a brooding figure amidst the cold stone and flickering hearth. I entered with a mixture of trepidation and resolve.
As he rose from his seat, his gaze was steady and unreadable.
"Lord Stark," I began, my voice trembling slightly but firm, "I need to understand why you agreed to this marriage. You have already pledged your support to Rhaenyra. How can you reconcile this with what's being forced upon me?"
He regarded me thoughtfully, his eyes reflecting years of experience and wisdom despite his youth. He gestured for me to take a seat across from him, and I did so, my heart pounding in my chest.
"When I pledged my support to Princess Rhaenyra, it was with the hope of ensuring stability and peace for the realm. Yet, the realm's stability is fragile, easily disturbed by shifting allegiances and the ambitions of those in power."
I leaned forward, gripping the armrests of my chair. "But why this marriage? Why agree to something that feels like a betrayal to your cause and to me?"
His expression softened, and he leaned back, considering his words. "In the intricate dance of politics, difficult choices must sometimes be made. This marriage, though forced, is intended to secure a delicate balance. The North's support is crucial, but so is the stability of our alliances. A strong marriage alliance can offer more security than mere pledges of support."
"But at what cost?" I asked, my voice trembling as a fresh wave of fear gripped my heart. "At the cost of my happiness and dignity?"
He looked at me with sympathy and resolve. "Sacrifices are often necessary for the greater good. I understand the personal toll this takes on you, and it is not a decision made lightly but it is my duty to ensure the North remains a steadfast ally, and this marriage is part of that duty."
I stared at him, struggling to reconcile his words with my reality. The burden of my impending marriage, the personal sacrifice, and the political manoeuvring felt overwhelming.
─── ✦⋅♡⋅✦ ───
A month had passed since our wedding, and the reality of my new life had settled in with an unrelenting chill. Each day felt like a repetition of the last, my existence reduced to a monotonous cycle of needlework and solitary moments with the horses.
The stark beauty of the North, once so captivating, now seemed to mock me with its cold indifference.
I spent my mornings hunched over delicate threads, my fingers moving with mechanical precision. Needlework, though a distraction, was a constant reminder of how far removed I was from the life I once imagined.
In the afternoons, I would find myself wandering to the stables, seeking the comfort of the horses. Their warmth and calm offered brief solace from my sorrow. I cherished them, knowing they were the closest I would ever get to the dragon I longed to see again.
As I brushed their coats, the tenderness in my touch reflected my deep yearning for connection. Yet, despite their gentle company, they could not fill the void left by my unmet desires and the strained nature of my marriage.
The horses, though beloved, were not my dragon.
Evenings were the hardest. As night fell and shadows lengthened across Winterfell, I retreated to my chambers with a heavy heart.
The bed that once promised comfort now felt like a cage, and sleep came with difficulty. I would lie there, staring at the cold stone walls, my thoughts racing through a labyrinth of regret and despair.
Cregan, despite his stoic demeanour, was not blind to my misery. He saw the weariness in my movements and the sorrow in my eyes. He knew that the woman he had married had become a shadow, trapped in a life she had never chosen.
One evening, as I prepared for bed, I heard a soft knock on my chamber door. Cregan entered without waiting for an invitation, his presence a contrast to the cold, impersonal walls of my room.
"May I join you?" he asked gently, though an underlying tension lingered.
I nodded, and he sat beside me, his eyes searching mine with an intensity that belied his usual composure.
"It's been a month," he began, his tone measured yet empathetic. "And I can see how this life has taken its toll on you."
I looked away, unable to meet his gaze, feeling the weight of his words. "You have no reason to concern yourself with my happiness, Lord Stark. I am here to fulfil my duties, not to seek solace."
"That's not entirely true," he said softly. "You are my wife, and it is my duty to ensure you are content, or at least as content as possible in this harsh land."
I sighed, the words catching in my throat. "This life is a cage, and I am its prisoner. I find no joy in my days, no comfort in my nights. I am lost in a place that is not my home, with a future that was never mine to choose."
He reached out, placing a reassuring hand on mine. His touch was warm, a contrast to the cold that had settled in my heart. "I understand this is not what you envisioned. But perhaps, if you allow it, we could find a way to make this arrangement more bearable."
I looked at him, my heart aching with a mix of gratitude and scepticism. "What can be done? I am bound to this life, and it feels as though my desires and dreams are nothing more than echoes in the wind."
"I am a dragon, I am blood and fire," I declared with a fervent intensity, my voice echoing the fierce spirit within me. "You are ice and snow. We were never meant to be."
The words seemed to strike him deeply, causing a visible pain to cross his features.
His eyes met mine, filled with sadness and something softer, perhaps understanding. He took a deep breath as if steeling himself for what he was about to say.
"Perhaps we weren't meant to be," he conceded, his voice low but firm. "But here we are, bound by vows, by duty, by the threads of fate. And I refuse to believe that fate is so cruel as to leave us without choices."
I scoffed, a bitter smile curling my lips. "Choices? What choices do I have? I did not choose to come here, nor to marry you. Everything was decided for me—by kings, by lords, by the whims of men who never cared to ask what I wanted."
He flinched, as though struck, but his hand remained steady on mine.
For a moment, there was only the sound of our breathing, heavy and uneven. The tension between us was undeniable, a taut string ready to snap.
His eyes bored into mine, his frustration clear but his sincerity even clearer.
"Then tell me," I said, my voice trembling despite my best efforts to steady it. "What is it you want from me, Lord Stark? What is it you truly desire?"
He hesitated, his expression softening as he seemed to search for the right words. "I want... I want us to find a way to coexist, to find a small measure of peace in this storm. I want us to try, together, to build something from the ashes of what we were forced to leave behind."
The words hung in the cold air between us, carrying both a challenge and a plea. I could feel my defences wavering, the walls I'd built around myself beginning to crack. I wanted to dismiss him, to cling to my anger as if it were a shield, but a small part of me buried deep beneath the resentment yearned for something more than this constant battle.
He watched me closely, waiting. I turned my gaze away, my heart heavy, unsure what to believe anymore.
"It might please you to know," he began, his voice carefully measured, "that I have made arrangements for Silverwing to be brought here."
I stiffened, my heart stumbling over itself at the unexpected words.
"What?" I asked, unable to hide the astonishment in my voice. I searched his face for any sign of deception but found none, only a quiet, earnest expression.
His smile widened just a fraction, his eyes holding a glimmer of hope. "I have had my men prepare the likes of a dragon pit to house Silverwing. It should be ready soon enough."
Before I could fully process the relief and joy that surged through me, I found myself instinctively pulling him into an embrace. The news of Silverwing's impending arrival filled me with an overwhelming sense of gratitude and happiness.
The thought of being reunited with my dragon, my closest companion, was a balm to the loneliness that had marked my days.
He chuckled softly, his arms encircling me with a warmth that contrasted sharply with the chill of Winterfell. The sting of regret crept in for the harshness I had shown him mere minutes ago, for pushing him away when he had only tried to reach out.
As I pulled away slightly, I met his gaze with sincere eyes, the fire within me dimming to embers.
"I apologize," I said, my voice laced with earnestness. "I don't mean to suggest that you have been cruel to me. On the contrary, you have shown me a kindness that I didn't expect. Many men would not have endured their wives' coldness and indifference as you have."
His expression softened, and he nodded in understanding. "I meant it when I said that I do not wish this union to be a dreadful one. You are my wife, and I am your husband. Despite our differences, it is important that we strive to understand each other."
I sighed, feeling a sense of contentment wash over me. Perhaps I had been unfair in my judgments.
Throughout the past month, he had never forced me into anything I wasn't willing to do. His patience and compassion had been genuine, and I began to see the depth of his character beyond the surface of our arranged marriage.
Taking a deep breath, I stepped forward once more and leaned down, pressing my lips to his in a kiss. It was a kiss of new beginnings, of understanding and tentative acceptance.
In that moment, it felt as though we were discovering each other anew, exploring the possibilities of what our union could become.
The kiss deepened, each touch and caress reflecting a newfound willingness to bridge the gap between us. As we finally parted, the air between us seemed lighter, filled with the promise of a more hopeful future.
With a tender smile, I looked into his eyes and took a courageous step.
"Perhaps," I said softly, "if you are willing, you could stay with me tonight. We could share the same room, just to see what it might feel like."
His eyes warmed with surprise and appreciation. "I'd like that," he replied, his tone sincere. "I'll stay with you."
As we settled into the bed together, the room was bathed in the soft glow of a single candle. The warmth of his presence beside me was a comforting contrast to the coldness that had previously defined our interactions. We lay quietly for a moment, adjusting to the new closeness.
Cregan's voice broke the silence, a thoughtful note in his tone. "Would you like to go hunting with me next week? It might be a chance for us to spend some time together outside of these walls."
The idea of joining him for a hunt was enticing, and I smiled at the thought. "Yes, I would like that very much," I replied, my voice soft with genuine interest.
He smiled back, a sense of relief and anticipation in his eyes. "Then it's settled. We'll go hunting next week."
As we lay next to each other, the shared warmth and the promise of the coming adventure created a sense of closeness that had been missing for so long.
The night was filled with a quiet intimacy, and as sleep began to claim us, I felt a glimmer of hope for the future we might build together.
In this cold land of ice and snow, perhaps there was room for warmth, connection, and the kind of companionship that could grow into something truly meaningful.
A/n - Get you a man who builds you a dragon pit cause you miss your little beast
#house of the dragon#house targaryen#hotd#hotd x reader#house of the dragon x reader#hotd one shot#hotd season 2#house of the dragon fanfiction#hotd fanfic#hotd s2#team black#cregan stark#cregan x reader#cregan stark x reader#cregan fanfiction#lord cregan stark#hotd cregan#house stark#cregan x you
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Queer Adult SFF Books Bracket: Preliminary Round
Book summaries below:
Shadow Life by Hiromi Goto (illustrated by Ann Xu)
Poet and novelist Hiromi Goto effortlessly blends wry, observational slice-of-life literary fiction with poetic magical realism in the tender and surprising graphic novel Shadow Life , with haunting art from debut artist Ann Xu.
When Kumiko’s well-meaning adult daughters place her in an assisted living home, the seventy-six-year-old widow gives it a try, but it’s not where she wants to be. She goes on the lam and finds a cozy bachelor apartment, keeping the location secret even while communicating online with her eldest daughter. Kumiko revels in the small, daily decorating as she pleases, eating what she wants, and swimming in the community pool. But something has followed her from her former residence―Death’s shadow.
Kumiko’s sweet life is shattered when Death’s shadow swoops in to collect her. With her quick mind and sense of humor, Kumiko, with the help of friends new and old, is prepared for the fight of her life. But how long can an old woman thwart fate?
Graphic novel, fantasy, magical realism, literary fiction, slice-of-life, adult
Hunger Pangs series (True Love Bites) by Joy Demorra
In a world of dwindling hope, love has never mattered more...
Captain Nathan J. Northland had no idea what to expect when he returned home to Lorehaven injured from war, but it certainly wasn't to find himself posted on an island full of vampires. An island whose local vampire dandy lord causes Nathan to feel strange things he'd never felt before. Particularly about fangs.
When Vlad Blutstein agreed to hire Nathan as Captain of the Eyrie Guard, he hadn't been sure what to expect either, but it certainly hadn't been to fall in love with a disabled werewolf. However Vlad has fallen and fallen hard, and that's the problem.
Torn by their allegiances--to family, to duty, and the age-old enmity between vampires and werewolves--the pair find themselves in a difficult situation: to love where the heart wants or to follow where expectation demands.
The situation is complicated further when a mysterious and beguiling figure known only as Lady Ursula crashes into their lives, bringing with her dark omens of death, doom, and destruction in her wake.
And a desperate plea for help neither of them can ignore.
Thrown together in uncertain times and struggling to find their place amidst the rising human empire, the unlikely trio must decide how to face the coming darkness: united as one or divided and alone. One thing is for certain, none of them will ever be the same.
Fantasy, romance, paranormal, series, adult
#polls#queer adult sff#shadow life#hiromi goto#ann xu#true love bites#hunger pangs#joy demorra#books#booklr#lgbtqia#tumblr polls#bookblr#book#lgbt books#queer books#poll#sff#sff books#queer sff#book polls#queer lit#queer literature
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Artist Spotlight: Audrey Axt
Role: Concept Artist
ArtStation - Twitter
In light of Riot Games laying off 11% of their staff globally, I want to make a series of posts highlighting the portfolios of those affected, so that we can appreciate their contributions to the world of Runeterra and continue to support them. You can find a full list of those known to be affected here.
Note: Final card arts are shown here for comparison and were done by different artists.
Ocean Drake - Legends of Runeterra Concept Art (source)
Grave Companion - LoR Concept Art (source)
Alatis the Gallant & Dragon Allegiant - LoR Concept Art (source)
#audrey axt#artist spotlight#league of legends#legends of runeterra#fate's voyage#ocean drake#grave companion#shadow isles#alatis the gallant#dragon allegiant#concept art
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Mm something I like to see in fic is a reversal of canon power dynamics. Not in the sense of changing the dynamics, just viewing from a certain perspective. To take a generic example. Anakin and Obi-Wan in the films are shown as Obi-Wan managing his unruly apprentice and Anakin enjoying his time with Obi-Wan, but perceiving this management as control or manipulation and chafing against it. Put-upon mentor and rebellious mentee. So flip it. For a fic, portray it as Anakin struggling to live up to the expectations of a man he knows didn’t want to teach him, show Obi-Wan resentful of having to warp his entire life around this prophesied kid who can’t even follow the simplest of instructions. Have it be an insecure kid and an immature guardian.
#kelsey rambles#using SW as an example also because that flip IS commonly used in fanwork#another example…uhhhhh Sam as the loyal companion and Frodo as the ideological driver#flip that to have Sam’s servitude be its own sort of independent life philosophy (identify a good person -> allegiance therefore good)#while Frodo is the dutiful follower who sublimates his own needs and desire for comfort and doggedly follows where fate asks#or so on and so forth. if I just wanted more canon I’d read canon
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Would you plssss write something about dom Jace but also dom reader?? Even if she’s one of slocents daughters and comes to dragon stone as she believes Rhanerya to be the true queen so she’s being held prisoner atm while they decide her fate. Her and Jace have always had a thing for eachother but he’s so angry about being left in the dark and he takes it out on her (respectfully). Like they have that hot intense sex ??? Maybe they’re arguing before so it’s a bit of enemies to lovers?? I just need some rougher sex with Jace!! He was looking too good this season and the way he was quite sassy and strong willed was so fucking hot
this is so hot?????? girl i don’t get nearly enough jace requests
loyal | jacaerys velaryon
pairing: jacaerys velaryon x fem!reader
warnings: dacryphilia, smut (MDNI 18+), rough sex
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It started when you were children. Your brothers, Aegon and Aemond, often teased Jacaerys and Lucerys for their dark hair. In return, Lucerys tormented Aemond about the eye he had cost him. There was always tension, and always an unspoken competition of which line was the legitimate succession to the Iron Throne.
Your sister, Heleana, stayed out of the fighting. You oftentimes tried to stick by her side, both desperate to avoid the fighting, as did Jacaerys. Despite the hostility between your family members, you and Jacaerys always tried to get along.
As he grew up, he began to come into his own, but was still very much second to his mother. He became more and more handsome as he aged. You were nearly the same age, so you had the privilege of watching him grow, and he had the same for you.
Your mother vied for your brother, Aegon, to succeed your father, Viserys I. Rhaenyra, Jace’s mother and the daughter of Viserys, maintained her claim. When Viserys passed, your mother placed Aegon on the throne, and Rhaenyra took residence in Dragonstone with her children.
Your mother preached the importance of the family sticking together in support of Aegon, but in truth, you knew she was delusional. Viserys never faltered on his decision to have Rhaenyra succeed him, and Aegon was unfit to rule. Your mother had a subconscious belief that if she assisted in upholding the patriarchy, it would in turn reward her. You knew that so long as she was a woman, it wouldn’t.
Rhaenyra, however, was Viserys’s first born and the rightful heir to the throne. She was level-headed and peaceful, like her father, and you knew in your heart that she was the true queen.
So you left King’s Landing.
There was nothing for you there. You seldom got along with your family, and even Heleana was preoccupied with Aegon and their children. The only member of your family you truly cared for was Jacaerys. You wanted to be on the right side of history, and that meant standing behind Rhaenyra in this baseless war.
Jacaerys, however, remained perpetually angry with you. He expected you to make your allegiance to Rhaenyra known the moment Aegon was put on the throne. He assumed you stood with Aegon when you didn’t, and thought you were therefore against him and his mother, and he was hurt and angered by that belief.
In the earliest hours of the morning, you mounted your dragon, departing your childhood home before your mother could awaken and attempt to stop you.
You arrived in Dragonstone shortly after, and were met with members of the King’s Guard, led by Daemon, as you arrived.
“Bold move, arriving on dragonback unannounced,” Daemon spoke as you jumped off the saddle, “I could have killed you and your dragon before anyone else caught sight of you.”
“Ah, but you didn’t, Uncle,” you responded, pushing your wind-swept hair out of your face.
“What are you doing here?” he cut to the point.
“I am not here as a threat,” you started, “I am here in support of your wife and her cause.”
“And I am to simply believe you?”
“I would expect nothing but suspicion from the likes of you,” you said, an amused smile on your face, “but I do not lie, Uncle. I want no part of the claims my mother or my brother make. Why else would I have come here so suddenly?”
Daemon sighed and inspected your face for a moment, deciding whether or not he trusted you. He always suspected the worst, and thought it better to be safe than sorry. He tilted his head toward the men of the guard, shouting, “keep her in the dungeons for now. Your Queen can decide her fate.”
“Daemon-“ you began to protest, but you were being dragged away within moments. You called back, “you cannot honestly hold me prisoner as punishment for my lineage?”
Daemon called back, “yes I can, niece. I do not trust you yet.”
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The Black Council gathered at the usual time, everyone taking their typical seats, Jacaerys remaining standing opposite his mother across the table.
They began to discuss matters of politics and war, when Daemon chimed in, “We also must discuss the matter of my niece.”
Jacaerys furrowed his brows in confusion.
“She did come here of her own volition, to her credit,” Rhaenyra said, “but you are right, we cannot be sure we can trust her.”
This discussion had clearly started previously, and without Jacaerys present.
Daemon adjusted in his chair, getting comfortable. “I had the guards take her to the dungeons for the time being, but Y/N can be very stubborn, and will not accept staying in there long. We must act quickly if this is disingenuous. It may be an infiltration from the Greens.”
“Yes, well, now that she is already here, we-“
“What do you mean Y/N is here?” Jacaerys nearly spit out, pressing his palms to the table in front of him, leaning toward Daemon, who was nonchalantly sat in his usual council seat.
“She arrived yesterday morn,” Daemon spoke casually, not confused by Jacaerys’s frustration, but simply not caring about it, “your mother was out.”
Rhaenyra began to respond, “I must speak to her before taking any action, to determine if her loyalties truly lie with-“
“She has been here for nearly two whole days and I was not informed?” Jacaerys cut her off.
Daemon lifted his head, “why would you need to be informed, Jacaerys?”
Jacaerys let out a huff of frustration. “I am as much a part of this council as you.” He was also frustrated because it was you, and he wished he knew the moment you arrived, but he could not let Daemon know that.
“I am the King Consort, you forget yourself. I have no obligations to brief you on matters that I do not see fit.”
Jacaerys slammed hit hands on the table. “I am the heir to the Iron Throne, Daemon. I expect to be treated as if all matters that pertain to my mother, pertain to me as well, because they do.”
“Jacaerys-“ Rhaenyra tried to catch his attention, but instead he diverted his frustrations to her.
“And where were you? She has been kept prisoner for nearly two days due to your absence.”
“Mind your tongue,” Daemon warned.
Rhaenyra’s eyes remained focused on Jacaerys. “I had other matters to attend to.”
“And yet again you leave me in the dark, as you both did regarding Y/N.”
“It is never my intent to insult you, Jace,” Rhaenyra said.
Jacaerys pushed himself off of the table, pacing back and forth for a moment. “Let me speak to her.”
“Who, Y/N?” Daemon asked, laughing at the thought.
“Let me handle it,” Jacaerys pleaded, ignoring Daemon as he looked to his mother for approval. His voice and posture were confident, but his eyes were desperate. All he wanted was to be involved.
“Fine,” Rhaenyra waved a hand, “you may handle it, but only because she is most likely to be truthful with you out of all of us.”
Jacaerys stood up straight, taking a deep breath and resetting his confidence. He gave his mother a nod, turning around and retreating toward the dungeons, a guard in tow.
When he arrived in front of your cell, you turned around to face him, almost shocked by the sight of him. He had grown exponentially since you last saw him, and his dark hair was now long and curly, framing his face perfectly.
“Unlock it,” Jacaerys commanded the guard, who unlocked and cracked open the door to your cell.
Jacaerys stepped into the cell, hands over the hilt of his sword as he faced you. “Now leave us.”
The guard coughed, “My Prince, I-“
“I said leave us,” he said again, his voice heavier and more demanding the second time around.
The guard stepped away, nervously dropping the key to the cell door on the ground before he quickly retreated up the steps, leaving you alone with Jacaerys.
Jacaerys was clearly frustrated, and it had been a long time since you’d seen one another. You were unsure of what to say.
“What are you doing here?” Jacaerys said, his nostrils flaring as he focused on standing tall.
“As I told my brother, I am here to support you and your family,” you stated.
“Why am I to believe you?” Jacaerys questioned, “why come now? You did not think it important to decide where your loyalties lie when your mother forced a drunken usurper on the throne?”
You did not expect such hostility from him. You imagined what your meeting would be like, and this was not it. “I admit, I did not have the will to leave until recently.”
“And why is that?” he pressed. Was he mad at you? Was he hurt?
“I did not think myself strong enough, but I am growing rather tired of being weak.”
Jacaerys nodded a few times to himself, stepping closer to you. He went to open his mouth three times to speak, but could find no words to say each time.
You decided to break the silence, asking the question you thought stupid to ask, but you couldn’t help it. “You did not wish to see me until now?”
Jacaerys met your gaze for a moment before responding. “I was not aware you were here until mere minutes ago.”
You shifted your stance as you looked at him in confusion. “But I have been here for nearly two days.”
“My mother enjoys keeping me in the dark,” he explained, “I believe she assumes she is prioritizing my safety. Instead, she is simply underutilizing my talents.”
You sighed. “Do you perhaps trust me enough to let me take leave from this cell?”
“No.”
“But-“
Jace was frustrated by how long it took you to decide to back the Blacks, and was also no longer able to hold back his pent up frustration from his mother always leaving him in the dark and refusing to let him be proactive.
“You took forever, did you know that? This entire time, it’s been the same two sides. You are a big girl now, you’ve been more than capable of choosing a side,” he was nearly shouting now, “and instead you chose to stay with the Dowager Queen and her usurper son!”
“What did you expect of me?” you retorted, voice raised as well, “I left behind my life when I left King’s Landing! All to support what I believe is right! And yet you stand here to what, accuse me of being untruthful? Is that what you think of me, that I am simply here to act as an inconspicuous threat?”
Jacaerys stepped closer to you, his torso nearly hitting yours. He was seething in anger. “If you were truly on my side, you should have come here the second that crown touched Aegon’s head.”
“Who are you truly mad at Jace, hm? Are you truly upset with me, or are you upset your mommy won’t let you play Prince?” you snapped back, fed up with his attitude.
“How fucking dare you speak to me like that,” he spat, “if you truly accepted my mother as your queen, you would know to mind your tongue around the Crown Prince.”
“I will, when the Crown Prince is not being such a prick.”
Jacaerys inhaled a sharp breath, his face turning red from all the pent up anger and frustration he was eager to release. He was speechless, unable to think of a clever enough comeback.
“You’ve found your voice in my absence, haven’t you, Jace?” you asked, your faces mere inches from one another. Your voice was low, almost sultry, and your tone, combined with the close proximity of your bodies, was doing something to Jace.
He felt his cock twitch in his breeches, gazing down at you.
“You wanna prove to me your loyalty, is that it?” Jacaerys asked.
“Whatever it will take for you to believe me,” you responded.
“Bend the knee.”
“Alright” you agreed, “let me out of this cell, and once you take me to your mother I-“
“To me, Y/N. Bend the knee to me.”
You looked deep into his eyes. You could see he was frustrated, both generally and sexually. You two had always liked one another, and not seeing each other for much too long only enhanced the feelings, especially now that you were both grown up.
You never broke eye contact as you slowly sank down onto your knees, both hitting the floor gently as you gazed up at him, your head only a few inches from his most sensitive area.
The sight of you on your knees in front of him was awakening something carnal within him, and the feeling was mixing with his pent up rage, making for a dangerous combination.
“You know what to do,” he spoke.
You continued looking up at him through hooded eyes as you tugged at his breeches, but they wouldn’t move until he removed his sword from around his waist, which he did quickly and swiftly. Without any obstructions, you were able to pull down all the clothing that sat on his waist, freeing his cock.
“And if someone decides to check on the Crown Prince?” you asked, watching Jacaerys shudder as your hand gently wrapped around the base of his length.
Jacaerys braced himself by placing a hand on the wall next to him. “I dare them to try and stop me,” he said, gripping your hair in his hand, making a fist and positioning your head in front of his tip, “open.”
You opened your mouth and stuck your tongue out, and Jacaerys lightly growled as he pushed your face into him, your mouth enveloping his cock as the tip immediately hit the back of your throat, causing your gag reflex to act up for a brief moment.
Your hand remained on the base of his shaft, lightly stroking up and down as he continued to force your head as far as he could down his length, before allowing you to take over. He kept his fingers tangled in your hair, ready to keep you on him if you tried to leave, but he wanted to feel what you could do without his constant guidance.
You set a steady pace with your mouth, running your tongue over and around his tip every once in a while. You looked up at him, and the sight caused his cock to twitch in your mouth as he threw his head back in pleasure.
His lips parted as he involuntarily gasped and whined when you picked up the pace. You continued to look up at him, knowing it added to his arousal when he caught your gaze, his cock bumping your throat as you nearly choked around him.
“Fuck,” he whispered as he began to move your head again, shifting his hips slightly to fuck into your mouth. You tried to maintain your pace, but Jacaerys wasn’t having it. “Stay still,” he demanded.
You put your hands on your thighs, allowing him to take over as he began to fuck your mouth. He was snapping his hips the hardest he could in a standing position.
You began to let out small chokes and moans as he hit the back of your throat at a steady, yet fast rate. You tried to focus on breathing through your nose as you constricted your throat and held your jaw open for Jacaerys to use for his pleasure.
“You look so good on your knees for me,” he spoke through gritted teeth, pushing and pulling your head via your hair a final few times until you felt an unfamiliar, salty liquid hit the back of your throat.
You instinctively swallowed his seed. He held your jaw open as he pulled out of you, checking to ensure you swallowed everything, but you didn’t understand what he was doing.
He ruthlessly shoved two fingers into your mouth, pressing down on your tongue and forcing your mouth even more open. When he couldn’t see or feel any more of his seed in your mouth, he sighed, “good girl.”
“Proven myself enough?” you quipped, giggling slight after your statement to demonstrate that you meant it as lighthearted.
“Your mouth may be loyal to me,” Jacaerys said, “but that’s not the only part of you. Get up.”
You pushed yourself up until you were at his level again, and he immediately grabbed your shoulders, swinging you around and backing you up until the back of your legs hit the cell bench. You fell into a sit, and Jacaerys stood intimidatingly over you.
“Pull your dress up,” he instructed.
You began to bunch up the fabric of the dress Daemon had provided you, pulling it upward until it was at your waistline, and lifting your hips so you were no longer sitting on fabric. You jolted slightly when the flesh of your ass hit the cold bench, and Jacaerys watched in amusement.
Jacaerys tilted his head to the side as he ran a finger along the seam of your small clothes, hooking a finger under the band, pulling, and then snapping the band back onto your waist. “Off.”
You pulled them down your legs, dropping them to the floor below you. Jacaerys stared at your core for a moment before dropping to his knees in front of you, lifting both of your legs and adjusting them onto his shoulders.
Your breathing quickened, your chest rising and falling rapidly and he looked up at you, leaning closer and closer toward you. He stuck his tongue out, running it slowly between your folds, watching you sigh in pleasure at the feeling.
“Have you ever been tasted?” he asked, brimming with a confidence you’d never seen.
“No,” you admitted.
“Good girl,” he praised, “you really are loyal to me.”
He pressed his face to your core, his tongue swirling and circling around your clit as he sucked you, his hands holding onto your thighs for assistance with anchoring them to his shoulders.
Every so often he licked a strip from your hole to your clit, collecting all your wetness in an eager attempt to taste you.
You couldn’t help but watch him. It was so erotic, seeing the boy you’ve wanted like this for so long in between your legs, and looking the most handsome you’d ever seen him.
Your hand found the back of his head, holding him against you as his tongue teased your hole, slowly pushing in and curling upward against your spongy walls as you whimpered.
You completely involuntarily started to twirl strands of his hair around your pointer finger, playing with the unfamiliar length almost on instinct.
Jacaerys pulled away from you. “What are you doing?” he asked.
“S-sorry,” you stuttered, “couldn’t help it. I like it like this.”
“Yeah?” he responded.
“Mhm,” you vocalized, tugging lightly at the strands on the back of his head as he dove back into your cunt, his tongue inside of you at the same time he sucked your clit, the brand new feeling nearly overwhelming.
“Fuck, Jacaerys,” you moaned.
“Tell me you belong to me,” he commanded, watching your face as he continued to pleasure you with his mouth.
“I- I’m yours, Jace,” you breathed out, shaky, “a-always been y-yours.”
Your words made his cock begin to harden again, despite having already came.
Jacaerys moaned into your cunt, causing your walls to squeeze as your high approached.
“If you’re mine, then come for me.”
His words drove you over the edge, your orgasm hitting you hard as your back arched and your thighs tried to clamp around his head, but he held them open as he tasted every last drop from you.
Jace ran a thumb over his bottom lip to collect any extra wetness, sucking the digit clean as he stood over you again.
“Could have had you even earlier,” he said, holding his palm out in front of your face, “if they told me you were here. Spit.”
“Into your hand?” you asked, confused by the action.
“I need something to help lubricate,” he explained, “unless you think you’re wet enough.”
His tone was intentionally taunting you, and it drove you crazy. You liked him being domineering over you.
Embarrassed, you forced the words out, “I don’t think that’s a problem.”
“No?” he responded, ruthlessly shoving a finger into your hole, causing you to gasp as he almost immediately pulled it out and sucked it dry, “guess you’re right.”
He lined his cock up with your entrance, holding one leg flush against his waist. “Can’t believe I could have had you yesterday.”
He pushed his entire length into you with one violent thrust, a strangled moan leaving your throat at the sudden intrusion. The force nearly had you crying, your hole not quite ready for his size, even with your immense wetness.
“Poor baby, is that too much? You gonna cry?” he taunted, pulling almost all the way out before pushing into you hard again, causing your body to jolt upward.
A tear ran down your cheek, and Jacaerys leaned down and licked it off of your face.
Seeing you cry reminded him of the frustration he entered the room with, and he would be damned if he didn’t use the outlet right in front of him to release some of it.
He gripped your waist roughly, beginning to piston in and out of you, forcing you to adjust to his size as you went, if that was even possible.
A hand found its way around your throat, squeezing enough to only slightly obstruct your air flow as he fucked you hard. He thought about how mad at you he was, how mad at his family he was, how mad at this war he was, how good you looked underneath him- he was starting to lose control.
You whined his name as your walls began to squeeze him again, overstimulated from having just came only a few minutes ago. Jacaerys slowed down his pace exponentially, determined to make your next climax drag out.
“Fuck, you feel so good,” he praised.
You simply moaned in response, his hips rutting into you at a violent pace, his pubic bone hitting your clit with every single thrust.
His hand left your throat and instead snaked around your waist, holding you at a higher angle that felt even better than before.
“Jace, fuck,” you moaned.
You heard armored footsteps clang down the staircase, and within moments, a member of the guard came into view. Jacaerys turned to him, with no urgency, and no shame. He continued to fuck you as he spoke, “not now.”
The man was caught off guard by the sight, and you tried to turn away from him and hide, but Jacaerys grabbed your jaw and forced you to keep your head straight.
When the man only took a step back and didn’t fully leave, Jacaerys repeated himself. “Not. Fucking. Now.”
The man snapped out of his thoughts the second time, bowing toward Jace and retreating back up the staircase.
Jacaerys picked up the pace once the man was out of view, fucking you as fast as he possibly could.
“Always have to fucking repeat myself,” he said, his anger growing as he dipped his head near the crook of your neck.
He spoke with each thrust, “They Never. Fucking. Listen.”
Tears were freely falling down your face now, the intensity almost too much for you. Jacaerys lifted his head to look at you, saw you crying, and lost it.
He pulled out of you, swiftly pulling you off the bench, spinning you around, and roughly pushing you back down so that your elbows rested on the bench, your ass up and level with his hips.
He inserted himself back into you and reset his pace, snapping his hips against you as hard as he could, watching the flesh of your ass shake with each hit.
He grabbed a fistful of your hair, harshly pulling until your back arched. He watched your face contort in pleasure, now that there was no hiding. Jacaerys had you completely at his mercy.
“So fucking pretty, crying with my cock in you.”
His words caused your walls to squeeze his cock, only a few sharp thrusts away from coming.
Your second high hit you even harder than the first, your legs shaking uncontrollably as your juices lubricated Jace even more.
You would have fallen, your legs giving out, if Jacaerys didn’t have such an intense grip in your hips. Feeling the weakness in your legs. he wrapped an arm around your waist and one around your chest, pulling you upward so that your back was flush against his chest.
He broke his dominance to ask you, “fuck, Y/N, where can I come?”
You sniffled and whined, “I’m yours, Jace, you can come inside of me. Please.”
“You want me to fill you up?” he tsked, holding you tightly against him as he thrust upward, “then beg for it.”
“I- I can’t-“
“I don’t like having to repeat myself,” he spat, his thrusts now long but hard, your whole body convulsing and giving out in his arms.
“Please, Jace, please come in me, I’m yours, I want you in me, please-“
The begging was enough to send him over the edge, and he bit down on your shoulder to quiet his groans as he came inside of you, spilling his seed deep within your walls, further marking you as his.
He held you against his body for several minutes, relishing in the feeling of you so close to him, before slowly helping you sit down on the bench.
He sat next to you, catching his breath along with you. When he was sufficiently recovered, he put his clothes back on, stood up, and held a hand out toward you.
You furrowed your brows in confusion.
“You want out of this cell or not?”
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they'd traded brooches at the ball—a bell for pearls, if she remembers correctly. zihark, he’d said his name was, but no other piece of information comes to mind. it had been a brief interaction at best, though cordial enough to recall fondly.
from where she stands, dorothea can make out a sword laid out on his bed. no, she corrects herself, several swords. four, to be exact.
...perhaps she stares a moment too long before remembering her manners.
"you’re not anticipating that much trouble out here, are you?" she gives him a friendly tap on the shoulder, then flashes a grin. "not with all of us weasels at your side, right?"
Zihark stares at his swords right along with Dorothea. Maybe he hadn't actually needed to bring four. Four was too many right? Like three was pushing it, two was reasonable, and one was definitely acceptable. But four???
What had he been thinking bringing four swords on this trip?! At least it would keep his hands busy if he ended up unable to sleep. Worst case scenario, he'll try to pawn one off on Edward to carry. Ah no, that would be rude; wouldn't it?
By the Goddess, he was a lost cause.
"Ah, hey, Dorothea," He smiles at her as she taps his shoulder. He can't help but to laugh, because he thinks it's ridiculous as well. There's no way he's going to encounter enough trouble at the beach where he would need to use four swords, especially not with not many of them there were. She was right, "Oh! And before you say it's strange that I remember you from our very short interaction last time, I never forget a face. Or the name attached to it!"
Was that a weird talent to have? He felt like that was a weird talent to have. AND he could do math? Woah, that was getting a little extreme for a mere mercenary.
"You're probably right. I doubt there's gonna be much trouble. But it never hurts to be safe! And it's uh... kind of a hobby, weapon maintenance. So if I have this many swords, I'll always have something to do that! That sounds reasonable; right?"
#ic: i know what i have to do#supports: perhaps fate will bring us together again#support: dorothea#events: my sword and my allegiance#event: happyland#toahappyland2024#encantresse#//DOROTHEA MY FRIEND DOROTHEA !!!!
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And, after decades in which Republicans claimed the mantle of patriotism, now that the fate of democracy itself is on the line, Democrats are joyfully claiming the symbols and the principles of American democracy for their own. During the Vietnam War in the 1960s and early 1970s, many Democrats shied away from symbols of patriotism because they seemed to support imperialism. Then, in the 1980s, Reagan and his supporters wrapped themselves in the flag and claimed it for their own. That impulse to define “Americans” as those who vote for Republicans has led us to a place where a small minority claims the right to rule over the rest of us. The Democratic National Convention has powerfully illustrated that the rest of us are finally reclaiming the country and its symbols. The convention has been full of references to the Declaration of Independence, the Constitution, the American Revolution, the national anthem, and the pledge of allegiance. Tonight, attendees chanting “USA” waved signs emblazoned with the letters. Speakers, many of whom are military veterans, have testified that they are proud to be Americans. The theme of patriotism was even in one of tonight’s afterparties: Haitian-born rapper Wyclef Jean played The Star Spangled Banner with an interpretation that recalled Jimi Hendrix at Woodstock. “America is the best place to be,” he said. “I’m the best of the American dream. Welcome to America…. You know what makes America great? We’re a bunch of immigrants.”
August 21, 2024 - by Heather Cox Richardson
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"Thank you, milady," Zihark takes the feather gently from her, politely leaving a kiss on the back of her hand with a bow of his head. He almost forgets, but manages to pluck a pearl from the chain wrapped around his sword before she can run off, pressing into her hand in exchange.
"And this is for you. We have both earned it. That was delightful, thank you again."
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Her prompt was a successful one, and the resulting pirouette, combined with the splaying skirts of her blush pink gown and the ethereal setting of the ballroom, made her feel like a fairy-tale princess.
"You certainly have," she said in approval as the last few notes of the song rang out throughout the hall. They held their final position until the echoes faded to nothing, and then Hilda stepped away with a coy smile.
"A reward well-deserved..." With one of her black feathers taken from her bundle, she extended her hand as though she was presenting the most esteemed medal of honour.
#ic: i know what i have to do#supports: perhaps fate will bring us together again#support: hilda#events: my sword and my allegiance#event: ball#toaball2024#black feather#//ty miss hilda it was an honor!!!
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Davos Blackwood- Sworn To Her
Summary - Set out to command loyalty. She captures the attention of Davos Blackwood, whose admiration turns into a desperate yearning for her command. He is left begging her to dictate their fate, blurring the lines between duty and passion in a world on the brink of chaos.
Pairing - Davos Blackwood x Velaryon reader
Warnings - Sexual content (smut!)
Word count - 2671
Masterlist for Davos • House of the Dragon General Masterlist
As I descended from Silverwing's saddle, her silvered wings casting long shadows over the gathered men, I wasted no time.
Steeling my shoulders and crossing my arms, I surveyed the assembly with a steady, unyielding gaze.
"What would you do for your queen?" I asked, each word deliberate, carrying the weight of command. My voice was as resolute as the steel at my hip, and the men before me, some of the Riverlands' most notable lords, could only stare back, captivated and uncertain.
I had not anticipated taking on the task of rallying allies myself.
This was not my mother's plan, nor mine. But circumstances had grown desperate, and when the tides of war demand action, sometimes it is best to seize the reins oneself.
With Jace far off in the Vale, seeking support from its reluctant lords, I had been left to stand here alone, face to face with the lords of the Riverlands.
We had both become sick of the sluggish, uncertain steps our allies were taking in this conflict.
If loyalty to our mother had to be secured with words of fire and a glimpse of dragon wings, then so be it.
Despite Baela's cautions about appearing before these men alone, here I stood. I let my gaze fall slowly across each face, daring them to look away, to doubt the resolve that burned in my eyes.
The scent of wet earth and moss filled the air, the Riverlands heavy with the coolness of dusk.
I felt the prickling bite of evening mist, seeping through my clothes and clinging to my skin, as though the land itself resisted my presence.
"I expect an answer," I said, my voice sharpened with an edge of impatience.
Behind me, Silverwing shifted, her massive frame rippling, the low rumble from her throat a reminder of her presence and the deadly promise she held. Her groan cut through the silence like a blade, the sound echoing over the valley and making several men visibly shiver.
I wondered if my mother would approve of what I'd done here, of this choice to face these men alone.
She'd taught me to lead with strength, but she'd also warned me that loyalty was not always won through power.
Yet here I was, wielding Silverwing's shadow and my own authority like a blade, desperate to secure the allies we needed.
After a tense pause, a young man with curly brown hair stepped forward, his shoulders squared in reluctant acceptance.
He was near my own age, yet I could see the weight of his house's loyalty bearing down on him. Oscar Tully, son of House Tully, the Rivermen's pride, looked up at me with a solemn expression.
"We swear fealty to the true queen, Rhaenyra Targaryen," he proclaimed, his voice clear and unwavering as he knelt, head bowed in respect.
A ripple of movement followed his action as, one by one, each man lowered himself in allegiance, their fealty pledged not to mere words but to the queen herself.
My gaze swept over them, searching for any hint of insincerity, any flicker of hesitation.
My eyes settled on a knight of House Blackwood, his lips curling into a smirk even as he knelt, meeting my gaze with a glint of something—admiration or challenge, perhaps—that caught me off guard.
The men here had sworn themselves to the queen—and they knew, as I did, that the true cost of their oaths would soon be paid in fire and blood.
Later that evening, as the sun dipped below the Riverlands and cast a warm amber glow across the hall, a feast was prepared in my honour.
It was modest by the standards of a royal banquet, but the lords of the Riverlands had done their best, arranging tables heaped with venison, fresh-baked bread, and flagons of wine.
Musicians played soft, lilting tunes, and candles flickered warmly in the sconces along the stone walls.
I accepted each polite nod, each murmured "Princess," but my mind was elsewhere, fixed on the allies we would need and the battles to come.
Yet, amidst the formalities, a pair of dark eyes followed my every movement. Davos Blackwood.
I'd noticed his gaze in the crowd before, but here in the soft candlelight, his attention was both bold and unapologetic.
He was older than me by a few years, yet young enough to wear his loyalty openly.
I caught him watching me as I moved between tables, his look tinged with something both admiring and dangerous—a lingering intensity that quickened my pulse.
As the feast wore on, the hall grew rowdy and loud, the laughter of men drunk on wine and the thrill of new alliance filling the air.
I slipped quietly away, leaving the raucous sounds behind, and wandered through the corridors, searching for a moment of solitude.
But I soon found I was not alone.
Davos stepped out of the shadows as if he had been waiting, his expression holding that same dark smirk I had noticed earlier.
He met my gaze, his face half-illuminated by the light of a single torch flickering nearby.
We stood in a small, dim room, the air thick with the tension that had simmered between us since that moment in the hall.
He was quiet, his eyes fixed on mine, a slight tilt to his head that spoke of restrained intensity.
"You commanded them well, Princess," he said, his tone both respectful and tinged with that same smouldering intensity I'd felt earlier. "I don't believe I've ever seen men twice your age look so humbled—captivated, even."
His eyes held mine, his admiration palpable. "It's no small feat to command a room of lords as you did."
I arched a brow, letting a slight smile play on my lips. "The men of the Riverlands needed a reminder of who they serve."
"They did," he agreed, his voice just above a whisper. "And it's clear to me now that you are every bit your mother's daughter."
A quiet heat simmered between us as his words sank in, and something unspoken passed in the space between us, making my heart quicken.
"And will you serve as loyally as the others, Ser Davos?" I asked, testing the boundaries of this strange new familiarity.
He took a step closer, the flickering torchlight casting shadows across his face.
"I cannot speak for the others, Princess," he began, his voice low and steady, "but know that I would gladly lay down my life for the queen." His eyes searched my face, lingering with a heat that made my breath catch.
"And for her daughter."
My heart quickened at his words, but I kept my composure, arching an eyebrow. "Oh?" I replied, my tone light, even teasing. "And what, Ser Davos, would you do for the princess?"
The corner of his mouth lifted as he stepped closer, his gaze never wavering from mine.
"Absolutely anything she desires," he said, his voice barely above a whisper, the words filled with an intensity that left no room for misunderstanding.
The space between us was small, the warmth of his presence close enough to feel, and yet I held my ground, unwilling to break the tension. The air felt electric, charged with an unspoken promise.
I leaned in, my voice a soft murmur. "Anything, you say?"
His eyes darkened, the smirk fading into something sharper, fiercer.
"Anything," he confirmed, his gaze holding mine as if daring me to command him.
For a heartbeat, the only sound was the crackling torch on the wall, and the distance between us felt like a thread, thin and taut.
Here, in this quiet room away from the feasting and noise, with Davos looking at me as though he would march into fire if I asked it, I felt the heady power of my position, and something more—a stirring that felt as dangerous as it did exhilarating.
"I am pleased to hear that," I whispered, my voice barely more than a breath, but he caught every word.
Davos inclined his head slightly, his eyes never leaving mine, a mark of respect mingled with an undeniable longing that set a spark between us.
"For there is much I would like," I continued, letting the words linger, each one wrapped in the promise of something unspoken.
The insinuation was clear, and I watched a small grin lift the corners of his mouth, as though my words had unlocked a wish he dared not voice. He looked at me like he could scarcely believe his fortune, his gaze dark with wonder and disbelief.
A princess, standing close enough for him to touch, and more than willing.
His eyes dropped for a brief moment, almost as if he needed to remind himself to breathe, and then his voice, roughened and warm, found its way back.
"With a dragon as mighty as yours, I'm certain there is little you would be denied," he murmured, his hand lifting as though moved by some magnetic force.
His fingers brushed against my cheek, a soft, tentative touch, almost as if he expected me to draw back, to laugh at his audacity, to reassert my place above him. But I didn't.
I leaned into his touch, allowing his hand to linger, my skin tingling beneath his fingertips.
The briefest flash of surprise flared in his eyes, tempered quickly by something darker, something more consuming.
My pulse quickened, the heat between us simmering into something almost unbearable.
I was a princess—he knew that. And yet here we were, standing inches apart, the gap between duty and desire swiftly fading into nothing.
For the first time, his loyalty was not to some distant queen or some abstract ideal; his loyalty, his yearning, was here, directed entirely at me.
Slowly, I leaned in, letting my words drift just past his ear, so close that I felt his breath catch.
"I do not wish to take my pleasures by force," I murmured, my voice a soft invitation, a promise that was as powerful as any order.
A shiver ran through him, and his fingers tightened just slightly against my cheek as if anchoring himself in this impossible moment.
The air was thick with the unspoken, and I felt him hesitate, battling the disbelief that a princess would want someone like him, a knight whose station fell far below hers.
Yet his longing was palpable, a heady tension that electrified the space between us.
When he finally spoke, his voice was low, almost reverent. "What would you have me do, Princess?" he asked, his tone weighted with more than just desire.
It was devotion, his words woven with a quiet, reckless yearning as if he would tear the stars from the sky if I asked it.
I looked into his eyes, letting the silence stretch, each heartbeat a steady thrum that only deepened the pull between us.
"Anything," I replied, a whisper that held within it the hint of a command and a promise all at once.
His gaze fell to my lips, and his breath shuddered like he was grounding himself in the impossible reality that he was here, with me, alone and permitted to wish for more.
He let his hand trail down, tracing the line of my jaw with a featherlight touch, his fingers lingering near my neck where he could feel my pulse racing under his fingertips.
His eyes were dark, wide, caught in some quiet awe, his body tense with restraint.
"Say it," he whispered, his voice rough. "Say what you would want of me, and I am yours."
"Command me," he begged, his voice softened by that same restrained yearning that had chased me all night.
For a moment, the gravity of our situation fell away, leaving only two people drawn together by a desire as dangerous as it was irresistible. I leaned in, my mouth a breath away from his.
"For now," I whispered, letting the moment dangle like a thread between us, "I only want this."
His lips brushed against mine, tentative at first as if he could scarcely believe that I'd allowed him this close.
But then, the restraint fell away, the delicate thread snapping, and we were pressed together in a kiss that held every bit of tension, every unspoken promise.
My hands slid to his clothes, and his eyes flashed with surprise before yielding, allowing me to undress him piece by piece. His gaze clung to me, astonished, as though he still couldn't believe I was here with him.
I stripped off my riding leathers as fast as my hands could manage, hungry to feel the pleasure I'd been craving for far too long.
The war had stolen much from me, stripping me down to my bones, and tonight, I wanted only one thing: to lose myself, to drown in a rapture that would make me forget it all, even if just for a night.
"Bed me," I whispered when we were bare before each other, skin flushed, breaths mingling in the cool night air.
He froze, his gaze tracing my form as if I were a vision, something ethereal, almost too good to be true. His lips parted in silent awe, eyes raking over every line and curve as though I were an angel who had slipped into his grasp.
"Your wish," he breathed, finally snapping back to himself, "is my command."
He guided me down to the stone floor, its chill biting into my skin, a startling contrast that only heightened my senses.
His lips found my neck, pressing fevered, insistent kisses that sent shivers racing across my skin. A contented sigh slipped from me as I surrendered to the sensation.
He gently parted my legs, settling between them, and I welcomed the feel of him, my thighs wrapping around his waist, pulling him closer, deeper.
He moved with urgency, as though he sought release from something unspoken, a fever only I could soothe.
Each thrust sent waves of pleasure rippling through me, the feeling consuming, erasing all else.
"Oh gods," he murmured, his voice reverent, as he looked down at me, his face filled with wonder. "You...you are a vision." His words, filled with awe, only stoked the flames in me.
I met his gaze, my body pliant beneath his, feeling like I could stay lost in this moment forever, his desire feeding mine, each of us chasing the other's heat, until the rest of the world faded away.
My heart thudded in time with his, our bodies aligned and perfectly matched, an effortless rhythm that made me feel whole as if this one night could wash away a thousand memories of darkness and despair.
I held his gaze, feeling myself surrender completely, caught in his spell, in the heat and warmth of his presence as he chased pleasure from me with a patience that made my body tremble.
I was unravelling, each touch, each movement, pulling me apart in the most exquisite way, and I realized I wanted to let him, to let this moment consume every hidden part of me.
His breaths quickened, and he pressed his forehead against mine, grounding us both in that intimate space, and I could feel his heart pounding, as though echoing my own.
I held him there, one hand tangling in his hair, the other tracing the contours of his back, feeling the strength of him as we both surrendered.
Finally, in a crescendo of pleasure that took my breath away, I felt myself shatter beneath him, lost in the haze of pure, undiluted bliss.
He followed close behind, his body tense before he released in a shudder that shook us both, his face a picture of utter, unguarded ecstasy.
Slowly, he leaned back, brushing a strand of hair from my face with a tenderness that seemed almost out of place here on the cold stone floor, surrounded by shadows and memories.
He traced his fingers along my jaw, as though I were something precious, rare, his eyes softened by the afterglow.
And there, entangled together in the flickering dark, we let the silence embrace us, lost in the warmth and comfort of knowing, for this moment, we were exactly where we both wanted to be.
A/n - This was fun to write, teeny tiny bit inspired by Jude and Cardan from 'The Folk of the Air' series (if you squint basc)
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Narcissa, specifically the Marauder’s fandom take on her, makes me want to sob and I need her to be appreciated more. Just, imagine you are the third daughter of parents that only wanted sons. A flower in a sky full of stars. A flower, an object only meant to be looked upon and be pretty. You know your parents never loved you, will never love you, you who is not the long awaited son they asked for. But even still, you can’t help pushing yourself to fulfill the mold they expect from you, beautiful and perfect. But even still you receive love from your family, just in the form of your older sisters. Your eldest who tries so fiercely to protect you and your sister but is clearly starting to slip into insanity. The middle starting to slip away, finding comfort in a man who’s kind you were poisoned to hate. Still, you love them. No matter what you love them, you have so little else. The only other one you have is your baby cousin, made in the same mold as you, who you try so desperately to protect.
At Hogwarts you are expected to be a good mark on your family, prefect, ace student and quidditch player. Willing to drop it all as soon as graduation to be a wife and mother. You only let yourself break the rules once, for her, the one decision you made that goes against your family wishes, the girl whose kisses taste like powdered sugar, whose natural kindness and beauty shines like a candle in your otherwise dark life. For years you let yourself indulge it. For years you pretend. But you know it must end.
The end comes quicker than thought. Your middle sister comes to you, she’s going to elope with her own secret love, she’s going to escape the family and the rot it contains. She asks if you want to come with. You want so badly to say yes. But you have been the perfect daughter for so long, being anything else scares you. So you say no. So you close the door. So you marry the fiancée that sister left behind. So you accept it when your lover breaks up with you, unwilling to be just a mistress. So you tell yourself you’re better without her, all the while knowing you will never find love like her again. Never stop loving her. You say as much when your cousin asks you if it ever gets better, heartbroken over his own Gryffindor. But still you made your choices and well, your fiancée is…fine, as pure-blood men go. He loves you but you don’t love him, can’t ever love him but you’re ok playing your part, even if it’s never him you picture when you play it, not even on your wedding night.
Before you know it, war is at your doorstep. Your eldest, no, only sister and your husband both pledge allegiance to the Dark Lord. So does your youngest, no, only cousin. Your cousin, so young, so naive. He dies, you never find the body, he was only eighteen and you couldn’t do anything to protect him. And the only person you ever loved? Well when you first realized she was going to be fighting on the opposing side you figured she’d be ok. Her and her new husband were powerful, well respected aurors, true Gryffindors, if anybody was going to be ok it was them. You were wrong, oh so wrong. Death would have been kinder with the fate they suffered. A fate brought on by your sister. The only one you ever loved as much as the love of your life. A love now only matched by hate.
You watch as your sister is dragged off in shackles, trying to hide any expression behind an icy mask. You watch as your lover looks back at you with distant lifeless eyes, eyes that don’t recognize you. You visit as often as you can but it’s hard to get away from your duty as mother and wife, even harder to see your lover permanently near death like this. You don’t mean to, but you stop visiting as often.
You only have one thing left to hold on to now, your son. Your darling boy. As a second war fast approaches you fear for him. You saw what happened to your cousin, you fear history is doomed to repeat itself. You do everything you can, extract whatever vows are needed, you do not believe you can survive if he too is taken from you. Then the pivotal moment comes. You have no idea if your son is alive or dead, but the chosen one is lying on the ground and he tells you he’s alive. In that moment you make a choice, you lie, you lie to the most powerful man alive, you lie to a mind reader, you lie to save your son, and you never admit it to yourself but you lie to avenge your lover he stole the sanity of, your cousin he stole the life from, and your sister he stole the soul of.
When the war is over, your action lets your family escape consequences. For the first time since the war began, you find the courage to come and visit your old lover. You apologize for not visiting more, and tell her about your sons, how her son had finished what she started, how your son had done what you never could. It takes several years longer until you make a visit to a different ghost of your past, knock cautiously on the door, a door opened by your sister, a woman you haven’t seen in almost thirty years. Things are awkward at first, of course they are, she is resistant, she’s lost so much to this war and she is slow to trust again, but eventually you two are having a heart to heart over tea, apologizing to each other about old wrongs. It’s not much, but it’s a start. As for your boy, he finds comfort in, of all people, the chosen one, the boy your whole family was supposed to hate, the boy who you helped save the life of. You are glad he is happy, you saw how miserable he was during the war. But a small part of you can’t help but feel envious, that this is a happiness that you could’ve experienced, that your cousin could’ve experienced, if you had made different choices, better choices, found your voice earlier, instead of being left with just an empty shell. Still, you made those choices, had made your bed, and now you must lie in it. But, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad, if you get to see your son smile, if you get to hold your grandchildren, if you get to see your sister for monthly tea, if you get to hold your old lover’s hand once in awhile and pretend for just a minute that everything turned out ok between you two.
That’s something your parents didn’t know when they named you after a daffodil, that even after a harsh cold winter, they can make a comeback.
#Narcissa Black#Narcissa Malfoy#The Black Sisters#Andromeda Black#Andromeda Tonks#Bellatrix Black#Bellatrix Lestrange#NobleFlower#Alice Fortescue#Regulus Black#Marauders
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