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damnfandomproblems · 4 months ago
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Fandom Problem #5394:
New concept I settle in as I observe fandom: Schrödinger's neurotypical (god I hate that word). 
When everyone in a given fandom (or even just fandom in general) is neurodivergent (*cough cough* synonym for good, relatable, quirky, can do no wrong), unless it's convenient, then they're all neurotypical (*cough cough* synonym for bad, unrelatable, weird, evil).
You know, in hindsight, I should've realized that the "Us vs. Them" mentality carried throughout groups, even if they say they don't. 
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evieonic · 4 years ago
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Masterlist! (UPDATED: 8/21/2021)
Here’s a masterlist of all my current fics. As new ones are published, they’ll be added to the list. They are listed by publication date, with the title as a link followed by a summary of the work. If there are any trigger warnings, they are added as well. So is length of the work, fandoms and pairings. Please read the tags before reading the work. These links are attached to the fic itself so before reading, please take the time to read the tags.
You Were Good To Me (Published: Feb/6/2021)
       Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
       Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
       Trigger Warning: Suicide by train. 
        Length: 1039 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
        Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
        Summary: “I shouldn’t have left you,�� Dazai whimpered. 
Chuuya couldn’t see him but his tears were falling onto his face as he cradled his head. He wished he could push him away from the train tracks but he couldn’t. He didn’t exist in the same plane as him. 
Chuuya only smiled at that, closing his eyes as he heard the sound of the train coming closer. “It’s okay. We weren’t meant for this world anyway,” he said. 
Then the train came. 
And Chuuya was no more.
I Love You (Even Though You Don’t Love Me Back) (Published: Feb/6/2021)
     Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
     Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
     Trigger Warning: None.
      Length: 3478 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
      Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
      Summary: Once Chuuya finally realized he was in love with Dazai, he was going to tell him. 
He was going to tell the one man who used him, manipulated him, the one man who he knew he should never confess his love to. 
But all of that pain was in the past. Dazai was a new man. A man who wanted to be good to Chuuya. So it was time to tell him his feelings. 
But there was one problem. Dazai doesn't feel the same.
Order Made (Published: Feb/6/2021)
    Pairing: Ash x Eiji
    Fandom: Banana Fish
    Trigger Warning: None.
     Length: 2467 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
     Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
     Summary: Many people don't realize when you die, you go through a recreation process. A process to forget your past life and become someone new. This is a retelling of how that process goes.
Too Late (Published: Feb/9/2021)
   Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
   Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
   Trigger Warning: None.
    Length: 1006 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
    Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
    Summary: Those three sugary sweet words held the whole world for Chuuya. It was all he hoped to hear from Dazai even though he always knew he'd never hear it. 
He had lost hope to hear it, so he kept his own thoughts to himself. 
But then at the worst moment possible, that bastard just had to confess and finally tell Chuuya the words he had always hoped to hear. 
"I love you." 
It was so perfect. 
Except the fact that Dazai was bleeding out of his chest and seconds away from death. 
How unlucky for Chuuya.
From Way Back When (Published: Feb/10/2021)
   Pairing: Ash x Eiji
   Fandom: Banana Fish
   Trigger Warning: None.
   Length: 2214 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
   Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
   Summary: An old Japanese urban legend; When a person dies and is reborn, their face becomes the face of the person they loved most in their past life. 
Adapted legend based off of this; When a person dies and is reborn, their new life contains aspects based off of the life the person they loved most had. 
Example, if a boy who is Italian with red hair and freckles and lived in Turkey, say that a girl fell in love with this boy and died. She would’ve been reborn, possibly, as an italian boy with freckles with an attraction to red hair and to Turkish culture. 
Jayden is honestly just curious about Japanese legends. But he can't help but wonder if the strange thoughts he sometimes gets where he remembers a boy with blond hair and green eyes like his own... 
Is that someone he loved once in a past life?
From Now On (Published: Feb/12/2021)
  Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
  Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
  Trigger Warning: None.
   Length:  6130 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
   Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
   Summary: When Dazai left the mafia in hopes of fulfilling his promise to Odasaku to protect the weak and save the orphans, he never really thought he'd start that promise off by adopting a little girl. 
And then another little girl.
And then another. 
Until Dazai's family grew to the point where he had nearly five children. 
But there's still one thing missing in his little family... 
Chuuya.
This House For You (Published: Feb/17/2021)
    Pairing: Akutagawa x Atsushi
    Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
    Trigger Warning: Suspected Cheating.
    Length:  4498 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
    Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
    Summary: Even though Dazai and Chuuya are more than willing to give Aku and Sushi more money for the house, neither of them want to take more than they've already been given. 
But Aku is a little more willing to take than Atsushi. He has a special surprise for the love of his life and he's going to work hard to make that dream come true. 
OR: 
Akutagawa is out and about 24/7, Atsushi begins to think he's cheating.
By The Time Chuuya Gets Home, Dazai Always Pretends To Be Dead (Published: Feb/20/2021)
     Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
     Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
     Trigger Warning: Suicide attempts done in a light/comedic manner.
     Length:  3022 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
     Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
     Summary: Every time Chuuya comes home from work he gets an unexpected surprise, a surprise that really should scare every spouse whenever they come home, which is to see their husband dead on the ground. 
OR: 
Dazai always pretends to be dead by the time his popular, rockstar husband gets home, and as weird as it sounds, they both love it.
The Best Kind Of Mystery (Published: Feb/24/2021)
    Pairing: Ranpo x Poe
    Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
    Trigger Warning: None.
    Length:  1966 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
    Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
    Summary: It's Ranpo's birthday today and Edgar has a special mystery collection for him to solve that will change their lives forever. 
Four books, four words. 
Will Ranpo be able to guess it?
Dance With Me In The Rain (Published Feb/28/2021)
     Pairing: Langa x Reki
     Fandom: Sk8: The Infinity
     Trigger Warning: None.
     Length:  1581 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
     Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
     Summary: “It’s just thunder you know,” Langa said, gently, “you’re okay.”
Reki immediately relaxed, “I know,” he said, looking up to him, “but it’s loud, it’s kind of nerve-racking.” 
“Well, then what if we…,” Langa pondered, thinking up something that could keep Reki distracted from the thunder. Aha! “What if we sing?” 
“Sing?” Reki gave him a look, “you want us to… sing.”
“Well, singing and dancing in the rain is fun sometimes,” Langa pouted, “and it would keep you distracted.”
The redhead gave him a doubtful look but laughed and indulged him, “okay, let’s try that.” 
OR: 
On their way home in the rain, the thunder is scaring Reki so Langa tries to distract him by asking him to sing and dance with him in the rain.
The Misadventures Of No. 7 Hanako-kun and No. 8 Yashiro Nene (First Published: Feb/27/2021, Last Updated: March/1/2021)
    Pairing: Hanako x Nene
    Fandom: Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun
    Trigger Warning: None.
    Length:  4387 Words, 3 Chapters. Ongoing.
    Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
    Summary: Have you heard this rumor? 
Several years ago, there was a girl at our very school who fell in love with a ghost. 
She denied her feelings for him at first but eventually she realized she loved him so much that she wanted to be with him for all time. 
But because she was alive and he was a ghost, their lives would never be able to flow the same. 
Each day, she would get older, and he would most likely stay the same. So one day, in order to stay with him, she made a wish. 
She made a wish that she be made a ghost as well so she could stay with him until they could both pass over together. 
And even though the boy tried to tell her not to because he wanted her to live. He loved her too. 
So eventually, he granted her wish. 
And together, in the last stall of the girl’s bathroom, you can ask the two lovers to grant you a wish in regards to happiness or love. 
If your wish is pure of heart, they will grant it, together.
But who knows if such a tale is true, right?
OR: 
The fluffy and sweet misadventures of the school's seventh wonder - the ghost couple of No. 7 Hanako-kun and No. 8 Yashiro Nene - and their human (friend) assistant, Yuki Hakanara!
What You Mean To Me (Published: March/3/2021)
   Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
   Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
   Trigger Warning: None.
   Length:  1559 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
   Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
   Summary: “Why do you never react when I touch you?” Dazai asked curiously. 
At first, Chuuya was confused by that. He did react. Depending on the touch he would blush, shiver, moan, he’d react in different ways. 
“I do react,” he said, “what do you mean?”       
“I mean when I say sweet truthful things about who you are,” Dazai smiled with a look in his eyes as if he already knew the answer, “when i’m talking about how human you are.”
OR: 
Chuuya doesn't believe in his worth as a person and Dazai is quick to correct that.
What Once Was Stolen (Published: March/5/2021)
   Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
   Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
   Trigger Warning: Suicide Attempt.
    Length:  5394 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
    Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
    Summary: It's been a long time since Dazai went deaf. It was hard at first, but the change made Chuuya's relationship with his husband much closer than before. 
They read together, sign together, cuddle almost constantly because Dazai likes to hear the vibrations in his voice. 
But now, they have good news! Yosano knows a doctor who can cure him. 
There's just one tiny problem. 
Dazai's afraid of losing everything they have now and will go back to the way they used to be. 
Back when they were too afraid to show their true feelings.
I’ve Fallen Into An Impossible Love (Published: March/8/2021)
     Pairing: Xiao x Venti
     Fandom: Genshin Impact
    Trigger Warning: None
     Length: 4796 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
     Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
     Summary: “Childe,” Xiao glared at him, “when is he going to come on, I can’t stay any longer.”
“Just be patient, man, he’s the next act!” Childe said with an easy smile. Xiao only sighed, not liking that answer.
He had exams to study for, sleep he had to get so he wouldn’t be dead in the morning. This was a mistake, a worthless, worthless mist-
“Good evening, everyone!!” A cheerful voice rang out and Xiao looked up at the stage to see a boy with black braided hair, green emerald eyes, dressed up in a cute outfit with an adorable smile as he beamed at the crowd as if everyone was his personal friend and he was happy to see them.
Xiao’s jaw fell open from the sight of him, his eyes going wide.
As he started singing and dancing as if he was happy to be alive, Xiao could feel his heart beating faster and faster, his cheeks getting redder and redder.
Is this really what angels look like?
He was about to get his heart calm when…
Venti's eyes met with his for a second and he beamed at him, waving at him as if he was overjoyed to see him.
Oh, that did it. He was doomed now.
He has now fallen into an impossible love with an idol who doesn't even know him.
What Dazai Means To Chuuya (Published: March/9/2021)
   Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
   Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
   Trigger Warning: Implied/Referenced self harm and self harm scars.
    Length:  935 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
    Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post
    Summary: He sniffled once, he sniffled twice, bringing his hand to his mouth to cover it as tears slipped down his eyes, flowing down his cheeks against his will. He tried to keep quiet so Chuuya wouldn’t notice but of course he did.        
       And he only smiled adoringly at him as if he was the most beautiful person he had ever seen. And Dazai was the most beautiful person he had ever seen and would ever want to see. Chuuya said nothing, only putting a gentle hand, caressing Dazai’s cheek as he pulled his hand away from his mouth so the same treatment he gave his left arm can be given to his right.
       No words were spoken. They didn’t need to be. Dazai understood the message Chuuya was giving him and it was breaking him but he didn’t mind it. It just felt so overwhelming to know that he was loved.
        And someone was happy he was alive and cared about the pain he has felt in the past.
OR: Chuuya kisses and worships Dazai body so he will know and believe that he is truly loved.
In Simple Joy and Peace (Updated: May/3/2021)
     Pairing: Luffy x Sanji
     Fandom: One Piece
    Trigger Warning: None.
      Length: 8552 Words, 2 Chapters. Completed.
     Platforms: Both Parts on Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Part 1. Link to Part 2.
     Summary: He chuckled, tightening his arm around Luffy to bring him a little closer, “Oh, i know what you mean now,” he lowered his voice to a more charming tone as he leaned forward to kiss the black haired man but then he pulled away slightly, grinning cheekily, “your birthday?”
     “Sanji!” Luffy glared at him, propping himself up on his elbows as he slapped Sanji’s chest. “You know full well that tomorrow isn’t my birthday!”
     Sanji only laughed and brought his angry love back into his hold, “I know, I know, I’m sorry,” he chuckled and this time kissed him for real, making Luffy melt against him instantly. He pulled back to stare into those chocolate brown eyes he’s come to adore and decided to quit teasing the poor man.
      “It’s our wedding day,” he said softly, watching as those darling eyes widened and a blush dusted his husband-to-be’s cheeks.
     Luffy smiled as if he had been reminded of the most happiest memory he ever had and that’s exactly how he felt. Tomorrow, in the evening, the two of them were going to be wed. They would husbands, bound together in eternal love, until death do they part. And even after death, Sanji would never let Luffy part from him.
Damn Sick Bird (Published: March/16/2021)
   Pairing: Crocodile x Doflamingo
   Fandom: One Piece
   Trigger Warning: None
  Length:  949 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
  Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post.
  Summary: “You know,” he said, propping his chin into his hand, “next time I tell you that it’s going to rain, you should take an umbrella and the car to get to your office, you should probably listen to me.”
     Crocodile let out a growl, uncovering his face so his death glare would reach him, “The forecast on my phone was saying otherwise. And usually, I never get sick.”
     There it was, “yeah usually, you never get sick, that doesn’t actually mean never.” He grinned, “I know you’re handsome enough to pretty much be an immortal god of beauty, but that doesn’t mean you actually are one, love.”
OR: Crocodile gets sick and Doffy takes care of him.
One True Weakness (Published: March/17/2021)
     Pairing: Sukuna x Yuuji
     Fandom: Jujutsu Kaisen
    Trigger Warning: None.
     Length: 922 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
     Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post.
     Summary: It was a battle, a fight, they were trying to kill each other.
But then Sukuna's long black nails grazed Yuuji's neck...
And the poor boy snorted revealing his one true weakness. He was ticklish.
OR: Sukuna discovers how ticklish Yuuji is and stops their fight because he's found new entertainment in seeing Yuuji laugh.
These Feelings Of Love Just Won't Stop!!! (Published:  04/26/2021)        
        Pairing: Zhongli x Childe
        Fandom: Genshin Impact
       Trigger Warning: None.
       Length: 6432 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
       Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
       Summary: Having a crush on someone is a wonderful thing... 
Except when that crush has lasted for roughly eight years and that beautiful, living god of a man is still oblivious to your flirting. 
Someone please save Childe's poor soul, Zhongli and his handsome face is going to be the death of him!!!
OR:
Childe has had a major crush on Zhongli ever since they were in middle school and no amount of flirting is getting him closer to having this man realize he adores him. But maybe sparks will start flying when Zhongli asks him to spend spring break with him.
BONUS: 
It's basically shy, gay-panicking 24/7 Childe x oblivious to gay flirting and obviously gay flirting model student Zhongli.
A Corset Can Kill A Man (Published:  05/3/2021)
         Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
         Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
         Trigger Warning: None, however, this is NSFW, meaning it is explict and 18+. Please read the tags on ao3 before reading.
         Length: 5949 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
         Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
         Summary: Dazai tends to dress up in lingerie for his loving husband but he decides one night to surprise Chuuya with something new...
Dazai in a corset, anyone?
Wedding Night For Three (Published:  05/8/2021)
        Pairing: Dazai x Fyodor x Shibusawa
        Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
        Trigger Warning: None, however, this is NSFW, meaning it is explicit and 18+. Please read the tags on ao3 before reading. 
       Length: 4866 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
        Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
        Summary: Dazai had never dreamed of marrying not just one - but two people - and actually loving them with all his heart. 
He hadn't expected himself to fall in love with Fyodor and Shibusawa who were already boyfriends at the time and then having the three of them get married to each other.
The wedding was everything Dazai wanted, he couldn't be happier.
Except for one thing: Fyodor and Shibusawa out of their suits and fucking him into the goddamn mattress.
A Shock Collar Surprise For Daddy (Published:  05/12/2021)
           Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
           Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
           Trigger Warning: Choking. Dazai pushes himself too far. This is NSFW, meaning it is explicit and 18+. Please read the tags on ao3 before reading.
           Length: 7868 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
           Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
           Summary: “Did you play with this new toy by yourself?”
“A little bit, sir,” Dazai stammered, sliding into his role quickly. “But only to make sure it was at a shock level comfortable for me.”
         “Ohhh, just for that, hmm?” Chuuya hummed, a dark smirk playing on his lips, “you didn’t touch yourself either? I should hope you didn’t because that’s a very important rule that I had hoped a good little boy like you would follow.”
         “N-No,” Dazai stammered, “I promise, I didn’t touch myself at all.”
         “So it was just trying to make sure the shock collar worked for you?” Chuuya smiled, “that’s such an honorable deed. I feel so honored. But there’s one little problem, dearest, i’m sure you know exactly what I mean.”
         “I-I’m not supposed to prepare toys that can cause pain and adjust them for myself by myself,” Dazai said, whimpering as Chuuya covered his jaw in kisses. He grinned, a rush of mischief overwhelming his senses, “I’m supposed to let Daddy help me.”
Age Before Beauty (Published:  05/19/2021)
           Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
           Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
           Trigger Warning: Self harm descriptions, past suicide attempt descriptions, suicide, depression.
           Length: 4165 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
           Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
           Summary: Dazai fell onto the bed, on top of Chuuya and his arms wrapped tight around him as Chuuya kept hitting his back and screaming.
“Please!” He choked out, “Please, don’t go! They’ll kill you - you know they’re going to kill you - you know it!”Chuuya sobbed, raking his hands down his back. He wasn’t angry, not really, he just felt so hopeless. He had to touch him, everywhere and really touch him. This was going to be the last time he touched him and he wanted to make sure he remembered it.
Dazai tightened his arms around him. He, too, wasn’t angry. His heart was shattering like a piece of sugar glass. Falling apart like 100 year old paper. Why did things have to come to this? Maybe if this was happening long before he fell so deeply in love with this man, he'd be happy about this situation. It once was his dream after all.
But now he didn't want this at all. All he wanted was to live with Chuuya, spend days with him, grow old with him, be with him forever until death do they part.
However, unfortunately, someone has decided to ruthlessly attack the ADA and endanger everyone's lives, including Chuuya's, but they can be saved with a heavy price.
And the price is...
Dazai Osamu's life.
Dazai's Shinigami Record (Published:  05/26/2021)
     Pairing: Dazai x Chuuya
     Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
     Trigger Warning: Major Character Deaths, talk of death, suicide mentions, suicide.
      Length: 2882 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
      Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
      Summary: Before there was time, there were two Gods, the God of the Sun and God of the Moon. One day, these two Gods came together and fell in love, creating the earth, the humans, and the demigods that would help them care for the mortals. One such demigod was the demigod of mischief and death, Dazai.
People would come to him to pray for loved ones or for themselves not to reach untimely deaths or to pray for mischievous things (which was always Dazai’s favorite matter to take care of.)
And while Dazai did revel in the power that he had, he also hated it. Dealing with the matters of death was depressing to him, but what he hated most was how the relationship between mortal and god worked.
Dazai had been warned several times that the relationship between mortal and god had to be distanced. But he never listened to such advice.
But there then came a day where his whole life changed. He met a man with fiery red hair and beautiful blue eyes, a man so gorgeous, so lovely, that he had to have him as his own.
They fell in love.
And Dazai's painful, heartbreaking future was sealed.
I'm Not Going To Lose You (Published:  05/27/2021)
        Pairing: Chris Redfield x Ethan Winters
        Fandom: Resident Evil 8
        Trigger Warning: None.
        Length: 3492 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
        Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post
       Summary: “Chris…,” Ethan said again, stopping in his tracks, forcing Chris to look at him. “I don’t think I can keep going.”
“No, you can,” Chris insisted, “you have to."
Ethan only tried to push Rose into his arms again, his eyes beginning to tear up. He needed Chris to run so they both could survive. If they both survived, then he could die happy. "You both need to survive, okay? There’s no time to argue about this so you should just-”
Before Ethan could even finish his words, Chris wrapped a hand around the back of his head, his gloved fingers lacing with his hair while the other hand pushed the baby further into his grasp. Ethan didn’t have time to question the movement because the next thing he knew, Chris’s lips were on his own. His eyes widened as Chris pushed him further into the kiss, deepening it as his eyes slowly fluttered closed.
The kiss was warm and sweet, gentle and loving, it was everything he could ever want. It was short, too. Chris pulled away before he had a chance to kiss back.“
I’m not going to lose you." Chris said, "Not again.”
Papa Dazai (Published:  06/4/2021)
        Pairing: Dazai Osamu x Chuuya Nakahara
        Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
        Trigger Warning: Major Character Death.
        Length: 1437 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
        Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post
        Summary: “The fuck is this?” He grumbled, placing the hotdogs on the table. “Who is this?”
Dazai shrugged, allowing himself to come crashing down to reality, “I don’t know. He just approached me, calling me dad.”
“Daddy,” The little boy mumbled again before giggling and pointed at Chuuya, “Dada!”
“Nope,” Chuuya shook his head, “not dada.”
“But Chuuya~!” Dazai whined.
“Dazai, are you serious right now? It’s a kid and not even our kid!” Chuuya said, always being the voice of reason.“
But Chuuya, look at him!” Dazai smiled, lifting the boy onto his lap, “he looks just like us and plus we’d make such good parents! You’d make such a good dad, I just know it.”
Chuuya sighed angrily, reaching for a napkin and wiped at the little boy���s face. “Fine! We can at least have fun with him until we can find his parents, okay?!”
And with that, Dazai and Chuuya suddenly became fathers.
Ever Since July (Published:  06/23/2021)
        Pairing: Dazai Osamu x Chuuya Nakahara
        Fandom: Bungou Stray Dogs
        Trigger Warning: Major Character Death, depression, suicide, implied /referenced depression and self harm, hallucinations. Angst with no happy ending. Please do not read if it triggers you in any way.
        Length: 4252 Words, 1 Chapter. Not Completed.
        Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title)
        Summary: Dazai couldn’t quite place it even if he wanted to.
He knew there was something he was forgetting but he couldn’t quite place it. And to be quite honest, a part of him knew he didn’t really want to.
“What are you doing here, sitting so silently?” Said the adorable redhead leaning over him, blocking the sun from his eyes. So much for peace and quiet, Dazai thought, playfully. His peace could be ruined by Chuuya any second of the day if he so wished to.
“Enjoying the weather,” Dazai answered, watching as the sun made Chuuya’s eyes appear as if they were literal sapphires, all sparkly and beautiful.
“Really? You?” Chuuya grinned, “you usually never enjoy the weather.”
Dazai chuckled. He sometimes took pleasure in the small things… Even though it was rare.
He knew whatever he was forgetting, it had to do with Chuuya. But he wasn’t going to focus on it. He’d rather focus on how gorgeous he looked today; his red hair glowing like flames and his denim jacket somehow looking even sexier on him than it did the day before.
Dazai could melt from the sight of Chuuya in that jacket but... he knew something was wrong. And it's been that way ever since that day in July.
Lovers In The Moonlight (Published:  07/14/2021)
      Pairing: Sebastian Michaelis x Grelle Sutcliff
      Fandom: Black Butler
      Trigger Warning: Gender dysphoria discussions. This fic is also a songfic, if you'd like to listen along as you read, the song is called You're My Lover by Birdtalker.
      Length: 4267 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
      Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post
      Summary: It was the cold, empty space beside Sebastian that woke him up in the middle of the night. It was rare for Sebastian to wake up so randomly but he immediately knew what did it when he realized that his arms weren’t around the precious warm body of his beloved wife, Grelle.
Ever since he married his beautiful wife and began to sleep in the same bed with her, he couldn’t sleep nor stay asleep unless he felt her warmth beside him. He just couldn’t do it as much as it frustrated him. He had very, very, very few weaknesses and one of them just had to be something so petty like Grelle’s presence beside him whenever he did… well… anything.
So where could she have gone?    
The Man of My Dreams (Published:  07/26/2021)
     Pairing: Kazuha x Kazuha’s Friend (fanonically called Tomo)
     Fandom: Genshin Impact
    Trigger Warning: Pre Updates 2.0 spoilers, Major Character Death (kinda not really tho), Graphic Violence (kinda not really tho. If you have played through the story quest featuring Kazuha and got to the part about Tomo, that’s why these tags are here because that scene is described again in the fic.) This fic is also a songfic, the song is called Hitchcock by Yorushika. 100% recommend listening while reading, though you don’t have to. Song lyrics are in bold and italics.  
     Length: 5037 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
     Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post
     Summary: He couldn’t place it.
He watched as the raindrops fell, gently hitting the ground, creating puddles as he sat there on the bus, his cheek pressed against the cold window.
On any other day, he would be smiling, thinking of flowery words that could match the way this scene appeared to him. But right now, he couldn’t do such a thing.
Because he was too busy thinking about the dream he had last night. A dream about a world called Teyvat, in a beautiful city called Inazuma.
Normally, anyone would shrug off these dreams. However, Kazuha has these dreams every single night as the season of fall dwells closer.
And in every dream, there's always a man, a man whom he doesn't know nor has he ever met... yet somehow he knows that this man is important to him.
As if he is someone he lost long ago and has been missing ever since.
Remedy For A Broken Heart (Published:  08/15/2021)
     Pairing: Platonic only, characters: Gojo, Yuuji, and Megumi
     Fandom: Jujutsu Kaisen
     Trigger Warning: None, though technically contains a break-up and non-consensual tickling though it's all in good fun.
     Length: 1595 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
     Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post
     Summary: Yuuji's heart got broken by some chick at school and absolutely refuses to go to class. Megumi takes it into his own hands to get the strawberry blond happy again by calling Gojo-sensei who has some... talented tickling fingers.
Ticklish Experiments (Published:  08/21/2021)
    Pairing: Diluc/Zhongli
    Fandom: Genshin Impact
    Trigger Warning: None.
    Length: 1487 Words, 1 Chapter. Completed.
    Platforms: Ao3 (Link in Title) Tumblr: Link to Post
    Summary: Venti keeps telling Zhongli about this new thing mortals do called "tickling" and he wants to try it out on Diluc.
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damnfandomproblems · 4 months ago
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Response to Fandom Problem #5394:
The worst part is how fandoms will praise the hypothetical cute quirky neurodivergent person while alienating or stigmatizing actual neurodivergent people.
See: Fans pointing to a character who comes off as rude or emotionless because they don't pick up on social cues, and calling that character an irredeemable bully even if they haven't hurt anyone. Or calling people ableist slurs for not shipping the "correct" ship. Or joking about their "intrusive thoughts" and "delulu" in a way that obviously misunderstands and makes fun of mental illness symptoms. Or armchair diagnosing the villains of the series with whichever mental condition sounds "scariest" with no regards to the message that sends to people who actually have that condition. Or trying to trigger schizophrenic people's hallucinations with untagged unreality content. Or expecting their favorite fanfic authors to pump out a 50,000 word chapter every day despite burnout (though this isn't specifically targeting neurodivergent people, it can be harder on someone who is already struggling to keep the motivation to write due to conditions such as depression). Or making fun of fans who struggle to finish the work quickly enough due to learning disabilities (book series without an audiobook option for dyslexic people, my beloathed). Or headcannoning characters with autism or anxiety just to infantilize them as if people with those conditions are cute uwu angels and not actual people. I could go on but I think you get the idea.
Fandoms will masquerade as a neurodivergent community, but you quickly see that they're only accepting of neurodivergence/mental conditions as long as it presents as, "likes anime but is otherwise completely normal."
Posting as a response to a previous problem.
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