#fan fic ep ref

[bp-zb1fics]

My heart keeps on

pairing: na kamden x secret s/o reader

pronouns: none used

genre: canonverse  (finale), angst ish, fluff

tw/tags: long distance relationship, very emo in general, a lot of tears LIKE A LOT, you surprise kamden twice, citing ep 12 as my ref for all this, kinda secret relationship, realities of dating a trainee/idol, reunions so more emo, cuddles, cheek kissing, using a pic as a page break, yes the title is fr kam’s rap in switch ty for noticing 💜

wc: 2178

summary: kamden hasn’t seen you in over a year. you surprise him.

a/n this was supposed to be a gift fic for 101 followers but y'all are 200 now 😭😱 omg so thanks so much for supporting my little blog!!! I know this took a little longer than expected so thanks so much for patiently waiting! 💜Special thanks to the anon who sent me an ask about missing kamden and especially to @seok02 for giving me the motivation to finish this fic and kinda just helping me with the overall process 💜💜💜

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“Star Creator, we always thank you and love you!”

They wrap up the pajama party livestream, thanking the staff and staying to chat as the cameras are switched off. (Or so they think, lol)

“The vibe was pretty good,” Kamden tells Matthew. The other boy agreeing instantly.

“I think we were able to show new sides of ourselves.”

Suddenly the staff play a recording, surprising them all. It’s video messages from Star creators all over the world for them to watch. Kamden grabs a fluffy pillow as he watches everyone slowly get emotional. Seungeon cries. Zhang Hao cries. Yujin cries. Almost everyone is crying. 

Kamden gets a message from a fan in Norway, which is pretty cool. Then, something he never expected happens. He recognises your voice before he even realises it’s you.

“Kamden, annyeong~”

The pillow falls off his lap.

It’s you. It’s really you. You who he hasn’t been able to video call in a few days because of practice and your schedule and the time difference. He almost calls out your name but it sits tight in his throat, unable to reach you. 

You’re on screen, wearing one of the shirts you’ve stolen from him, holding onto the plushie he bought for you at that silly little shop after you insisted it looked like him. God, he hasn’t seen you in over a year.

“Dude, you okay?” Jay asks him softly.

He must look like an idiot, eyes blown wide, mouth slightly open, hanging onto every word that comes out of your mouth.

“I’ve been watching Boy’s Planet since the teasers were released. And you’ve always been my favourite.”

Kamden knows. You’ve been spamming your chat with him with all these little clips from the PR videos to the behind the scenes footage. Screenshots of you voting for him on the Mnet+ app, comments you’ve left on his fancam videos, even the funny memes you found of him on Twitter all greet him when he opens his phone after practice.

Hope my favourite trainee is doing well and staying healthy! Take care of yourself and know I’m always rooting for you! I love and miss you so much! Hoping for your debut!

Your messages are his favourite. And speaking of:

“I’ve made a little compilation of photos right here. I hope you like how I decorated them, I really tried my best~”

All the trainees ooh and ahh over the handmade album you bring up to the screen compiled with photos of him from the program and cute little notes and stickers. Kamden can’t move, can’t talk. 

Because that’s your album, the one you had insisted on starting when he and you began dating. He knows that if you flipped to the other pages, it would be full of photos of both of you, dates, anniversaries, birthdays, holidays, awards that either of you might have won, events that were important to you or him or both of you, everything carefully labelled. It was one of your favourite things to print out all the photos and he’d help you decorate them.

He can’t believe you kept that up after he left for Korea.

“You’ve stood out to me in every performance. You’re so talented and so many people are cheering you on so please remember to have confidence in yourself.” Your voice wavers a little towards the end of the sentence and as slight as it is, he catches that. He knows you.

Kamden only registers the wetness on his cheeks when the tears are already going, fast and furious. He reaches up, trying to dab them away gently with his sleeve. On screen, you blink rapidly and he knows you’re trying your best not to cry either. Even thousands of miles away, on a video you probably recorded weeks ago, you and him are still in sync. Maybe the rest of the trainees don’t see it but he does. Of course he does.

“I hope you take care of yourself always. Make sure to eat enough and get enough rest. I’ll be voting for you everyday so just do your best in practice and performing and us Star Creators will take care of the rest. We’ll support you so you can achieve your dream of debuting~”

To everyone else, you were just a particularly supportive fan. But to Kamden, you were his person, the one he was devoted to and he can’t help it, sobbing a little into his sleeve. Several pats on the back as the other trainees around him try to comfort him. He can’t help but cry even more. Why were you so far away? Why couldn’t you be here where he could hug you and kiss you and just be with you?

“Na Kamden hwaiting! Saranghae~”

That’s it. He turns and buries his face fully into his hands as if doing that would soak up all the tears that won’t stop coming. Matthew and Jay have scooted over, voices overlapping as they rub his shoulders and back and ask what’s wrong. Even Zhang Hao’s hovering a little on the side, equally concerned.

Maybe he’ll say something later, when there are no mics and no cameras. He’s been training for years and you’ve both agreed that in a career like the one he aspires to get into, keeping it quiet would be the best. Idols don’t date. Idols don’t have a significant other in a whole other country that they call when they can find free time. Even when it comes to casual conversation where there isn’t a camera directly trained on them, Kamden just doesn’t say anything.

They do ask him later. And when he says you’re a close friend he hasn’t seen in awhile, their faces light up in recognition. He leaves it at that.

You walk into the arena with a little trepidation. 

It’s all been a blur. Packing your things, flying to Korea, meeting up with Kamden’s mom and brother who have been kind enough to get you a ticket pass for the family section. Of course, he has no idea you’re even here.

You’re quite a bit more nervous about surprising him than you thought. While you’d give anything to see him again, it was a little risky in such a public venue with so many people watching and cameras everywhere filming almost any angle. Maybe you can be discreet enough if you do break down but Kamden’s on stage, the spotlights bright and on him. Fans are probably filming him on their own devices.

At this point, you’ll just have to trust your boyfriend to keep his reactions to a believable level. You don’t stand too close to his family, trying to keep your distance but also staying near enough that you’d be in the same general direction if Kamden glanced your way.

You end up on the side, along with a few other people who seem to be dressed as discreetly as you, masks on too. The looks you exchange seem to come to a general understanding of why you’re all here and who you’re here for.

Kamden doesn’t notice you when the Top 18 first file in. You don’t expect him to but you see him though. There’s a growing knot in your stomach, emotions welling up from actually seeing him not through a screen but so close that you could walk on stage and touch him. You don’t do that, of course. But still, he’s so near that it almost hurts not being able to throw yourself into his arms for a hug.

You’ve wanted this so much, especially after more than a year of not seeing him. But right now, you feel frozen. You only watch as they start getting into positions for the signal song. Fans are cheering, even the family members and friends of the trainees are calling out words of support. Still, your voice sticks to your throat, as much as you want to shout out, something keeps you from doing it.

Good thing Kamden’s brother does it for you. It probably surprises you and his mom more than it should but who can blame you when he almost never does that? Kamden’s surprised too, maybe it’s a twin thing but he immediately stands up straighter looking for where his brother’s voice is coming from.

And then he sees you.

His eyes meet yours and they widen considerably. His mouth even drops open a little. You’re smiling so much and you’re sure it shows from how your eyes crinkle, just a little glossy. But you’re not going to cry just yet. Instead, you wave at him. He can’t do much more than give a little wave back before they seem to be ready to start filming. 

Suddenly, your heart feels just a little lighter. You step back and watch him dance the signal song. You’ve seen him do it a thousand times, every time you stream his video. It feels so surreal, being able to see it like this, right in front of you. When the song ends, you see his eyes flick back in your direction, searching for your face. When he finds it, his expression brightens.

It’s amazing, watching someone you love do what they love. Sure, you’ve seen Kamden dance, you’ve gotten him to sing and even rap for you a little before. But it’s different with the stage and the lights and the crowd and he looks so comfortable there. You laugh when you see the Jelly Pop teaser, maybe you’ll get him to wear that dress again, just so you can get photos. The final song is almost bittersweet and you try your best but a few tears do slip out.

He’s messaged you about barely making it to the finale, you’ve monitored the program, watched his rank. You both know his chances are slim. But they’re possible. Still, he’s told you that he’s prepared for the equal possibility of not debuting. His company should have plans, he assured you. You watch him walk over to every one of his fellow trainees who’ve made it to debut, offering hugs and congratulating them. And as the number of spots dwindle, you keep your hopes up but you begin to accept it as well.

By the time they’ve called third, you watch as he walks over to Matthew, one of the trainees he’s closest with from what he’s told you. Maybe he lingers a little longer. Maybe you catch his eyes as he looks over. Hwaiting! You mouth, shaking your fists a little in encouragement. The emotions are swirling inside you. When the camera pans over to him, he’s teary eyed, covering his face the way he always does when he gets like that. You can’t help it. The emotions are starting to spill over and you breathe between the occasional tears.

After they announce the ninth place, everything suddenly starts moving so fast and so slow. They wrap up filming. The audience begins to file out. The cameras switch off one by one. You go backstage.

When he walks in, mic gone, still in that uniform that you keep teasing about, you don’t hold back. His arms wrap around you and you fall into him, holding him so tightly you wish you didn’t need to let go. And then both of you start crying.

“I missed you so much, Kam.” You’re holding onto the fabric of his jacket, gripping at it so desperately you’re almost afraid it might rip.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” He manages, his head somehow buried on your shoulder, tears soaking the cloth of your shirt.

“Surprise?” It comes out weak, a little shaky as you both laugh brokenly through your sobs.

“I can’t believe you’re here.” He holds you even tighter, like he’s afraid you might fade into thin air.

“I’ll be here for a while.” You tell him. “I wish I could’ve come sooner but-”

“It’s okay seriously, you’re here now.” If he squeezes you anymore, you feel like your heart might burst. “I’m so happy to see you.”

He goes back with you. There’s few brief introductions to Jay and Matthew and a few other trainees he’s grown close with, nudges and knowing looks and raised eyebrows. But it’s nothing to stress about, you manage to make it back under the radar.

You feel him watching you as you grab a few more things from your suitcase after both of you have showered and you’re wearing another one of his old shirts. Before you know it, your legs are tangled together, your head resting on his shoulder, your hands intertwined. 

“I don’t want to sleep,” he says quietly. “I don’t want to wake up and find out this is a dream and you aren’t here.”

“You aren’t dreaming, Kam.” You reassure him, lifting your head to kiss his cheek. Even in the privacy of this room, he blushes.

“Even if I didn’t make it, at least I have you.”

“You do, Kam. You always do.” And you know he will make it, one day.

[princes-creations-askblog]

Haiiii i finished my sona’s ref sheet :333

Tis Bugthing!!

All his info and the hex codes for his colour palette are under the cut

Full name: Bugthing (you don’t get to know my last name)

Aliases: Bug, Buggie

Species: Concept Dragon (Fire, Type 3) x Angel (Type 4) Hybrid

Planet of origination: Concept Universe / ‘The Void’

Age: You don’t need to know that. Also, it depends on the universe I send him to. Usually my age though, which means HE IS A MINOR.

Height: 8’9”

Gender: Biologically female; identifies as xenogender

Pronouns: He/Him/His, Xey/Xem/Xeirs, It/Its/Itself, They/Them/Theirs — Blood/Bleed/Bloodself, Gore/Gory/Goreself (FRIENDS ONLY)

Sexuality: Solian/multispec veldian, fictosexual, fictoromantic

S/O: None (unless you count EP!Holly, even though their relationship isn’t technically canon)

Family: Unnamed parents, unnamed brother (who only doesn’t have a name because I literally can’t think of a way to coolify his basic ass white boy name), a variety of cousins

Close friend of Yk, or Nebulis (as xey refer to Her outside of the Concept Universe). Started working for Her as an assistant creator when it was 15, and has been working for Her ever since.

Artist and fanfiction author, as well as a recently-ascended Creator Entity.

They’re generally kind to those they care about, but have a tendency to act out on occasion due to violent tendencies stemming from untreated anger issues.

Has had a lifelong sibling rivalry with his brother, and it’s only progressed into something worse over the years. (Genuinely, I have fantasised about killing him more than once.)

A very creative person, constantly burdened by Thoughts And Inspiration at the worst possible times.

Wishes to eventually become the author of the one fic that veterans of the fandom always tell new fans they have to read.

Hex codes

Main outfit

- 3A2222 — Socks

- 910000 — Outfit accents

- C40000 — Belt accents

- BEBEBE — Belt buckle

- 0F0F0F — Belt

Alternative outfit

- 1C1C1C — Shirt 1

- 1D1D1D — Socks 1

- 0C0C0C — Shorts 1

- 2F2F2F — Shorts 2

- BEBEBE — Belt buckle

- E9E9E9 — Belt

- FFFFFF — Shirt anarchy symbol

- 96D9FF — Socks 2

- F896FF — Socks 3

- FF5AEC — Shirt 2

- 81FF5A — Shirt 3

Both

- F2F2F2 — Hair / Feathers

- FAFAFA — Skin

- FFFFFF — Claws / Teeth / Piercing jewels / Glasses lenses

- F9DEBF — Star / Light magic

- F3B16D — Halo / Light magic

- F8D7CF — Scars

- FFB7A6 — Blood / Blush

- D80000 — Tail tip

- 0E0E0E — Horns / Burns / Burnt feathers / Main outfit base

- 000000 — Nose / Septum piercing / Glasses frame

- 0400B4 — Iris

- F7FBFF — Eye whites

Das all :)

If you use my art to train AI, I’m sending you to the geometry dash custom level dimension

[hils79]

Hils Watches The King's Avatar - Ep 40

It doesn't feel like 5 minutes ago that I started this drama. It's so very bingeable.

It's been a real journey. None of this has been what I expected beyond the very basic concept of 'it's a drama about esports'. There have been so many wonderful surprises. There are characters that I hated that I now love, characters that I loved that I now love even more, and more ships than I ever expected to ship.

While I'm at it I want to say a heartfelt thank you to everyone who has popped up in the replies to my posts or in my asks to either answer my questions or just yell about their favourite characters. I can tell this drama (and the novel and donghua) are so well loved and liveblogging this has really felt like a community experience. Thank you for not laughing at all the stuff I got wrong and for not making fun of me for shipping everyone. It's really been so wonderful and I almost don't want to press play on the final episode because I don't want it to be over.

But I need to see what happens so let's go!

Ah, okay. I misunderstood what happened at the end of the last episode. I thought they'd lost the game but no they could still win they just didn't have enough points to win the championship.

Is there going to be some loophole like the whole 'oh the ref's watch broke so actually you won'

HAHA! I fucking knew it! They got an extra two points for beating a league record. Because apparently that is a rule that has never been mentioned until now.

Eh, whatever. There was a nice moment with the fans before the found out they'd won

Ye Xiu finally gets the hug that he's needed since episode 1

Good lord how is there 30 minutes left? What's going to happen now that they've won?

God I hope Sun Xiang punches him

Except of course he won't because he's all grown up now. Also, typically it's the coaches/managers that get fired when a team does badly. I hope he gets booted

Love Shaotian dragging Wenzhou to his feet so he can cheer

Remember when their entire fanbase was just this guy. I'm definitely not crying at all

Look at that little half smile. He's grown so much considering they only lost on a technicality. I do think he's at least a little bit happy for Ye Xiu as the better player (for now)

GDI I can't believe I'm crying over Sun Xiang AGAIN

LOL remember when I thought he was going to be the antagonist of the drama when I watched the first episode. How wrong I was

Haha yes let's have a little joke about the time when I nearly banned you for life in the middle of an important game and caused your team to lose as a result

I have in no way been thinking about writing some King's Avatar fic with one based on the fact that Ye Xiu passes out after one drink

HAHA! Mo Fan pretended to pass out too so he doesn't have to talk to anyone. He is such a mood

Oh shit! I did not see that coming!

Oh no he looks so sad to see his former team like this, and it's understandable. He built that team from the ground up and put so much time and work into making them the legends they were

Yes, good. Baozi is cuddling one of his boyfriends as he should

Ah, yay, I'd forgotten about the team graphic. Time to add one more person right before the end

And finished! That was wonderful! Definitely in my top 5 dramas that I've watched this year. Might even be the number one, actually. I definitely should have watched that years ago when people first told me to give it a try. But, you know, I firmly believe you find things when you were meant to find them. Now was good.

I'll be starting a new drama tomorrow. If you were just here for my King's Avatar posts it's been lovely to have you. If you're sticking around for other liveblogs I'll see you tomorrow for more yelling :D

[mythicalllamaxo]

Based off of the fics I’ve read, I don’t think that size hole does him justice.🤨😂😬

[ladrienintensifies]

day 20: love spell | potion

another one that’s mostly @crispypata‘s fault bUT ALSO PEOPLE. MY LADY B’S. IF YOU LOVE ML, YOU’LL DEFINITELY LIKE DANNY PHANTOM, PLEASE GIVE IT A TRY BECAUSE THIS DRABBLE IS 100% A REF TO THAT SHOW ♥

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When Ladybug dropped in through Adrien’s window, pink eyes lighting up when they landed on him, Adrien knew there was going to be trouble.

“Adrieeeeen~” Ladybug crooned, her hands folded over her heart.

Adrien looked at the reporter on his TV breaking the story of an akuma nearby, and then back at the deliriously happy Ladybug.

“Hi Ladybug,” he said, cautiously. “Um, not that it isn’t nice to see you, but there’s an akuma—”

“Matchmaker is wonderful, isn’t she?” she sighed, and that set alarm bells ringing in Adrien’s mind. “She showed me the light at the end of a long, lonely tunnel.”

“Oookay,” said Adrien. He got up from the couch and started edging towards the door. “I think I need to—”

“Don’t go~”

Ladybug began walking towards him as Adrien stumbled back. She looked…well, she looked at him like he always wanted her to look at him.

“It would be a shame for you to leave so soon!” she chirped, latching onto his arm like Chloé always did. Which sort of brought home the fact that this wasn’t Ladybug, not really. “I really want to get to know my soulmate better~” she continued.

(—this wasn’t Ladybug, this wasn’t Ladybug—)

“S-Soulmate?” Adrien repeated blankly.

Ladybug smiled at him, dreamy and soft in a way that made his traitorous heart skip.

“Yes…you’re my soulmate…,” she said, leaning towards him. Her hand reached up to his face, fingers brushing against his hot cheeks before drifting down to trace his bottom lip. “The person I love most in the whole world…”

(—THISWASN’TLADYBUGTHISWASN’TLADYBUG—)

“I love you so much, Adrien,” she sighed, gliding her fingers over his tight jaw, his bobbing Adam’s apple, before drawing mindless circles on his too-full chest. “I can’t stop thinking about you…so tell me…do you at least…”

Ladybug’s pretty pink blush matched her pretty pink eyes as they fluttered up at him.

“Do you like me, Adrien?” she finally asked, her voice a low croon that left him trembling with how much he wanted to—

Tearing away with what little willpower he had left, Adrien yelled, “Ihavetotakeacoldshower!!” before bolting into his bathroom.

He slammed the sliding doors shut, barricading it with a plunger. He ran further in, closing the glass doors of the shower area behind him, and climbed the steps of his bathtub to hide in the corner.

Plagg flew out of his shirt and shot him a smirk. “Oh la la~”

“Just transform me,” Adrien muttered sourly. He tried to will down the heat prickling through his body as Plagg’s cool magic wrapped around him. “I have to break this spell on Ladybug…”

Preferably before his lovesick heart gave out from stress.