#fake throwback

[allwhiterain]

Hatchet (2006) directed by Adam Green

[cringefailvox]

i've been writing too much earnest and/or dark stuff lately and it's clogging my brain. i need to write some wacky nonsense STAT

[highlanderroart]

That time I was really into overdrawing Ben10 screenshots

OH MY GOD OC SELF INSERT OC X CANON ALL THE WORST!!!!

but the rewatch of the series was extremely fun, kuro the artist inspired me to do that when his UAF breakdowns gained traction

trying to copy the style of the show was a really cool exercise as well, I have plans to do more, maybe(?) we will see

bless thy eyes with the two of my favourites

[sungtaro]

tagged by loml @baeyeonsae + @ambivartence + @dkbtho to post last month's receiptify ~

tagging @virtuangel @byuneuijoos @taeiltual @isabelleadjani @yeofi @kunfetti @taeraenomuyeppeo and everyone who wants hehe

[deus-ex-mona]

day 1000-something of wishing that this had been added to honeypre before it eosed

[llitchilitchi]

put on a video about fake video games and oh the itch to do something like this is great

[hazeltailofficial]

THROWBACK THURSDAY

Tarte Amazonian Clay Waterproof 12-Hour Concealer in Fair Amazing Cosmetics Velvet Mineral Foundation Pressed Powder in Ivory Nyx Powder Blush in Taupe Anastasia Beverly Hills Brow Wiz in Taupe Anastasia Beverly Hills Clear Brow Gel Urban Decay Original Eyeshadow Primer Potion Urban Decay Naked Basics Palette (Venus + W.O.S. + Naked 2) L'Oreal Infallible Lacquer Liner in 171 Blackest Black Nyx Doll Eye Long Lash Mascara Salon Perfect Demi Wispies Kiss Clear Strip Lash Adhesive Nyx Soft Matte Lip Cream in Stockholm Rimmel London Moisture Renew Universal Transparent Lipliner

@hazeltailofficial / @hazeltail / hazeltail on youtube / hazeltailofficial on tiktok / hazeltailofficial on ig

[willemdafinky]

Found this old ass facebook post.

[theresthesnitch]

Saw you posted the three strikes snippet, and went back to read it today. Very enjoyable few hours

I did! I'm so glad you enjoyed it again!

I genuinely assume that everyone who follows me knows about Three Strikes til you're out, which was my first really successful fic. We're also just shy of it's 2 year birthday! But apparently there's lots of people who didn't know aobut it?

So, I'm going to take this as an opportunity to share it again. 🤣

Three Strikes 'til you're out

Lily Evans knows nothing about baseball. Or baseball players. She knows even less about James Potter. However, when some bad press risks James's endorsement deals, Lily finds herself thrown into a fake relationship with him. Can they convince the world they are together and save James from the tabloids? Can Lily keep her heart as she learns about James? Or will they both strike out?

~ fake dating ~ celebrity AU ~ mutual pining ~ idiots in love ~ modern, muggle AU ~

Read it here in AO3

[manriah]

🦷🦷🦷

[grimweaver]

Inside Jared & Genevieve Padalecki’s Family Farmhouse | Open Door | Arch...

[placeholderparagon]

Things That Make Me Doubt Being A System

1. Having Really Good Communication

I haven’t actually ever heard of a system like us in this respect, when we were little we were incredibly empathetic and between all of the christian teachings of ‘Put others first’ and ‘Treat others like you wan’t to be treated’ and in particular Horton Hears A Whos’ ‘a persons a person no matter how small’ we (knowingly or not) became very good at communication and sharing the body. 

We talked to each other all the time and it was not very often (infact literally I only know one(1) alter whose ever fronted fully alone) that we had less that 2-3 of us near the front when we were younger because we relied on each other and trusted each other more than we trusted ourselves. we wanted people to be nice to us all the time so we tried very hard to be nice to people all the time especially each other. This led to alot of trust and respect and very good open communication (though it did break down almost entirely once we found out we were a system and were working on actively achieving what we used to have without trying)

2. Being Good At ‘Co-Fronting’

I hate this one in particular because I’ve seen so many “Signs They’re Faking The Disorder” with this being on of the main ones. 

We managed to get it to an art of fronting, having up to 20 of us aware of what was going on at once, all giving advice and emotional support. we would have at least one soother, one booster (our name for alters who raise the vibe and give high energy) alters who didn't feel, alters who did feel and would be restrained while feeling for the body so we didn't create an outburst or shutdown entirely by neglecting our feelings. Alters who were aware of every surrounding factor physically, alters who would have lists for everything going on in our friends lives so we wouldn’t overstep any boundaries or be ignorant to their feelings, alters who were  incredibly book smart, and alters who were just there to have fun with the rest of us while we were working destress us so we didn’t have to clock out of the front sooner than we could. 

It took years to perfect it and once we did pretty much everything in life became so much easier, some of us consider this ‘functioning-multiplicity’ though in many ways it was very unhealthy it saved so much pain for us, and at the very least, aside from the horrendous anxiety and depression, it made fronting fun. It became something we looked forward too because it was a way to hang out, it made life less scary to be scared with a friend. Even those of us who were unaware of being a system knew to an extent, even if we didn’t know what we were aware of. It also helped our memory having so many alters around to remember and cover each others blank spots.

3. We Can’t Unmask (or a lot of us at least)

(Hi I switched in cuz we got a little dissociated, idk who i am but i know im not whoever was writing before lol) 

Because of how good many of us are at fronting with others, not only do we now find it near impossible to front alone, we have no clue who we are outside of the headspace,,, like ever. In order to fight the disassociation of having so many of us in the front at once we, instead of fighting it, leaned into it. 

We became comfortable with becoming the hazy, mushy, blur that is uncertainty of being in the front. Not knowing where you end or someone else begins or if you even are who you thought you were. Not knowing where you are but having a vague feeling that some part of you does know and trusting it, leaning into the unknown into the mess into the whatever the fuck it is and finding it safe. 

Now when I’m in the front I’m so terrified of being seen that I lean into whoever’s around me to find the comfort of not knowing, I can’t be hurt if I don’t know what hurts or what there is to attack. I don’t know who I am and I don’t know what I’m like in the body unmasked and quite frankly I don’t think I want to know. 

Losing yourself and wrapping yourself in someone else is so much better that being alone and vulnerable

I have a feeling were going to be adding more onto this when others come out and rock up with their own insecurities but for the 2 of us who did write this is probably the biggest things for us

[hobisexually]

x

[hazeltailofficial]

4TH OF JULY FLASHBACK

L'Oreal True Match Super-Blendable Makeup in C1 Alabaster Tarte Maracuja Creaseless Concealer in Fair Laura Geller Baked Balance N Brighten Color Correcting Foundation in Porcelain e.l.f. High Definition Powder Nyx Powder Blush in Taupe Maybelline Expert Wear Blush in 40 Precious Pink Revlon Brow Fantasy in Dark Blonde Tarte Lifted Eye Primer Urban Decay Naked Basics Palette (Venus + Walk of Shame + Naked 2 + Faint) Bloody Mary White Eyeshadow L'Oreal Paris Infallible Lacquer Liner in 171 Blackest Black e.l.f. Liquid Eyeliner in Black Nyx Doll Eye Volume Mascara Ardell Natural Lashes in 117 Black Ardell DUO Eyelash Adhesive in Clear eos Lemon Drop Lip Balm Rimmel London Exaggerate Automatic Lip Liner in Red Diva Nyx Soft Matte Lip Cream in Amsterdam Nyx Wonder Pencil in Light

MAKEUP TUTORIAL BLOG POST

Perfect Pin-Up Makeup Tutorial

@hazeltailofficial / @hazeltail / hazeltail on youtube / hazeltailofficial on tiktok / hazeltailofficial on ig

[mostlydeceased]

~ Scrapbooking Extravaganza ~

Chronicling the Teen Years I love these pages omg lmao. I loved photobooths so much and had to stop at them all the time in high school! The cards on the side include my first photo health card, my TTC student card in grade 12 year, high school photo ID from my victory lap year, my fake Alberta ID, and my name tag from Giant Tiger where I worked at the tabaco counter all through high school! Also a few concert tickets in there. Good Charlotte and Warped Tour! I was obsessed with Cancer Bats in high school. xD lol Oh and there is a picture of two of my flip phones i had when i was in high school too!

xxx Ali Oop