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[styxwanderer]

The Wrong Fake Identity | Twisted Wonderland [pt.2]

part 1 <part 2> Part 3 Part4 part 5 part 6 part 7

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The lot of you decided to eat around the garden instead, all of them exhausted from all the running, not you of course, you are safe and secure in Jack’s beefy arms and the cushion of his abs. Although the mental panic and bashing of yours had left you sleepy and mentally drained. 

“I thought they are going to give a chase! I have never ran so fast in my entire life!” The orange head said sprawled in the grass.

“I second that! Vil is definitely going to kill me!” The purple haired boy said, sprawled as well near your feet. 

“Worse, riddle is definitely going to collar us like a dog and make us sleep in the flamingo cage! Erkk! The thought of it makes me shiver!” Deuce followed.

“If— if me, the great grim have to run like that again, i think i will just give up!!”

“Leona is going to make me run laps….” Jack more composed, still holding you in his lap.

“All of us could take sanctuary in ignihyde dormitory you know! I’m sure brother will take us in happily.”

“You! I can see through your pla—“Grim shouted

“I… i…”

“I .. i can’t believe it … i betrayed waka-sama, 

I BETRAYEDD WAKA-SAMAAA ARGHHH… how could i even repay this!! I have betrayed him! I am the unworthiest pawn in existence, ARGHHH…. What is wrong with mee. I beg for your forgiveness!!!! Kuuuuhuuu… please forgive this stupid lowly crocodileeee~.”

Sebek is curled up, hand gripping his hair tightly, crying his heart out and start to degrade himself. 

“D-damn… not so loud!” Grim grumbled

“Hey.. uhm.. don’t cry.”  deuce unsure how to console the green hair guy, sitting up. 

“Uwah.. he turns out to be quite a crybaby..”

You slide out of jack’s lap and hold, much to his disappointment, and crouched down in front of Sebek.

Sebek looked up at you, cheek wet from his teary eyes and mouth quivering. 

“Whaat…?” He whimpered lowly. 

Your plan to smack his head to the ground for being loud and hurting your newly enhanced ears, vanished as your eyes dilate into a full round. Then your self control broke.

“WHA—WHAAAA.”

Followed by a numerous “AAAA!!!!”

The lot of them froze from shock at your uncharacteristic behavior.

You had licked his wet cheek and the tears that is falling in his face. In a moment the red wet face of his had become a raging red as he hold the part where you licked him. 

“HUMANN! WHA—-…..are you trying to console me?”

You had your ears covered when he shout, bow that he is talking. Your sleepy brain went on over-drive and went full cat. You went to nuzzle your head to the crook of the aligator’s neck. 

Blushing even more Sebek then hug your waist as he scoop you to his lap. “OH HOW KINDDD! ill accept this with the greatest honor!” 

The sun shining on you had made you even sleepier, so you don’t mind getting a cuddle from the aligator man. Plus his toned abs and muscle had made a great cushion for you to sleep on. 

“HEY!! THATS NO FAIRRR!!!” Epel now snapped out of his trance stood up and point at the both of you.

“ you cheating scoundrel! I also want to hold themm!!” He continued.

“Yes not fair at all!!! Why does the one doing a half assed job get it all?” Ortho followed 

“Yeahh! Why do you have to be the one holding them..” deuce asked.

“We also deserved a rewards for saving her you knoww!” Ace said

“It should’ve been me the great Grim that they hold and pamper not you guys, i am the original so shooo! Find someone else!” 

“C’mon guys.. we can take turn.” Truth be said, Jack is disappointed that it is not him that you fall asleep on, but he is trying hard to save his dignity and so he chose to act mature as begrudgingly that is.

You had gone far from reality and off to the dream world. 

The lot of them decide to spend rest of the lunch break eating their food while also passing you around.

“Heyy.. heyy .. y/n.. its time for class.”

“Hnn.. what time is it?” 

You had woken up in deuce lap. Enjoying the plush of his thighs as pillow. You slowly wake up. Then your instinct told you to lick him and so you did.

“AA.. AA.. what ..”

“Oh sorry.. i didn’t realized  what im doing” you yawn.

“No no its alright!! you could do more if you want.” He mumbled the last part so you couldn’t quite hear it. The tip of his ears are now red.

Deuce has determined, he will never wash his face again.

Thankfully no one saw that action or the whole group is going to go for a whole banter show again. 

Then it’s time to separate to different class much to epel’s, sebek’s, jack’s, and ortho’s disappointment. 

“Ah.. i wish you are in my class y/n” epel said

“I double that!”

“Hehe.. too badd so sadd..”

“They belong with us.”

“Whomp whomp.” 

The trio idiots jeered making epel and the rest, veins popped out in frustration.

“Just ya wait ya bastards!”

Surprisingly even jack is quite annoyed as he let out a low growl.

Ortho is planning some mischievous prank to follow the trio. 

Sebek is hiding his jealousy although it is very apparent on his face how annoyed it is. 

Adeuce and grim are sneering at them like they had win something. 

Sulking the rest of them go to their respective classes.

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Finally the last class has rolled. Adeuce and grim not reallg excited to have to share you with the other four, and the other four anticipating your presence. You better prepare to say goodbye to your privacy time.

“Oh we dont have enough mushroom for this potion. We need to get more of it.” groaned grim your lab partner.

“Ooo..! Dont worry ill take it!” 

“Really?!! Thanks a lot y/n”

“No problem!” You hopped off your seat and begun to make an exit.

Into the glasshouse you go. 

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“This campus is too big im getting tiredddd..”

You groaned as you open the glasshouse. You begun to make your way to the garden-shed. 

A hand suddenly grip your ankle making to fall.. into a soft cushion?

Your hissing starts to quiet down as you slowly processing who just grab you.

Before you know it you are hold captive in the embrace of the great lazy lion. 

“Ohh.. look who is here, herbivore.” 

“Leona, you scared me.”

He chuckled in response. 

“Please let me go now.” You try to wiggle out.

“Why would i do that.”

“I need to go back to class before professor crewel kills me.”

“Hahaha, don’t worry you are safe within my arm.”

“But—“ 

Before u could continue your word Leona had rubbed the spot just behind your ears shutting you up. 

All of that human instinct thrown out the window.

Revert bacc to cats

You nudge your head toward his hand as you purr. 

“You like that don’t you.” he chuckled. 

He removed his hand away from that spot, craving for more you nudge your head to the crook of his neck.

“What should i do with you. Demanding a royalty to scratch your ears tsk tsk..”

“You better stick around with me you hear, after all who can protect you better if not me.” 

He lazily said

Leona’s sleepiness begun to affect you as you begun to feel comfortable in his hold. You decide the lion hair is messy you give it a lick.

“…”

“Ohhhh… sorry... i dont know why i did that…” you snapped

Leona held the back of your head and place your head to his chest. 

“Moving on too quickly on the relationship, are we? What an impatient and impudent herbivore of mine. I should teach you properly. but for now, let’s sleep”

Yawning He placed his arms and legs caged you and his tail intertwining with your new ones. He doubted anybody would disturb the sleeping lion, but this is you he is talking about. Everybody would do anything for you. Not taking any risk he draped over a tarp to cover the both of you, learning from experience that they are a good disguise material.

After all, the hunting game would start at the end of class, it will be an easy win for him, plus nobody could blame him or call him cheating, since technically you fall down to his arm and got caged. And on the extra side he wanted to see malleus dread angry face as he saw the both of you with burning jealousy.

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Meanwhile in class,

“Hey grim where is y/n?” Ace approach the doodling werebeast. 

“Oh they went to get more mushroom for the project. “ 

“Since when?” Deuce continued

“Around.. an hour ago..?” 

“GRIMM!!!” The both of them exclaimed

“Whatt.. i got distracted!!”

“The class is almost over noww!”

“And they are still not here!!”

“Ehem.. little pups, why are you making a fuzz over here?”

“Eeek!!!!” Trio idiots turn around finding crewel with the whipping. 

“One.. two.. three…, where is the other pup, or should i say kitten now?” 

“Uhmm you see proff, we ran out of mushroom.” Grim swallowed his saliva

“So they left to get some..” ace half mumbled.

A large heavy sigh escaped his mouth as he hold firm of his whipping stick.

“And they haven’t returned yet is that it?” The man tone getting lower.

“Eeek!! YES SIRE!” The three of them shrieked. 

“what am i to do with you, tch i know i should’ve prioritize that adoption paper sooner.” he whispered half of the part. 

“Well you better find them sooner— “

The bell has rung and in the same exact time the door flung open to reveal Epel, Jack, Ortho, and Sebek. 

“WHERE IS Y/N ?!!” Jack barged

“Geez you can’t wait can you.” Ace groaned.

“This is importantt!!” Ortho interjects

“It’s not thatt!! Its just—.” Epel word was cut off.

“THESE PUNY HUMANS ARE MAKING A HUNTING GAME OUT OF THEM!!” Sebek shouted. 

That is it, that is the breaking point for crewel. Fuck that bird brain crow, he is going to shave him bald. And for his naughty puppy, well lets just say disciplines awaits. 

“Is that so.” Slapping his whip to his hand creating a loud sound. 

“Oh goddd look he is emitting black aura! “ Ace shooks

“We are in trouble!!” Grim stammered.

There is a collective gulp throughout the classroom. 

“Well then what are you doing? FIND THEM!” 

“Yes, sire, yes!” The lot of them immediately jumped out of the door to find you. 

Soon news that you had gone missing spread throughout NRC.

Meanwhile in Heartslabyul,

“Where could they be? I hope those insolent fools haven’t broken any rules and trapped you!”Riddle hoped before he gave orders to his soldiers ,including ace and deuce, to find you. 

Riddle had thought that it is better for you in the care of heartslabyul since both he and trey have experience dealing with a cat beastman, hecc they can even invite Che’nya to help you adjust into your life as a new cat beastman, he just hoped che’nya won’t teach you anything wierd or questionable. 

Meanwhile in Octanaville,

“ oh my what a turn of event! My angel-cat fish is missing, i shall be the one to find her first. Jade, Floyd, our perfect plan can wait, for now its time to search them.” 

“Yes Azul.”

“Yes Azul~”

Meanwhile in Scarabia,

“Eh?!! They are missing?!! I hope they just got lost in the campus! Oh how scared must they be if they’re under the hands of one of the students.”

“Not now Kalim, we need to focus on finding them.”

Meanwhile in Pomefiore,

“Rook, did you manage to target the spell onto them?”

“ Non, I’m embarrassed to say but since they were covered by jacket belonging to jack howl I am unable to track them down.”

“Tch. where can they be… Rook change of strategy, it’s time for a different kind of hunt.

“Oui, Roi du Poisson, let your wisdom guide us through.

Vil shudders on the thought that any other dorm leader had gotten his hand on you, and most certainly he hoped it is not Leona. What a lazy lion could do to affect your beauty potential, keeps him up at night. 

Meanwhile in Ignihyde,

“ what ortho, y/n is missing, and just before the hunt. My luck could never be better.” Idia moaned. 

“I’m sorry brother.” The robotic voice of ortho can be heard through his tablet.

“Thats alright, you’ve done well. Now if you could scan all the campus and i will access all camera.”

“It will take about 30 min with the school slow internet.”

“Its good enough. Now leave it to you brother. Its going to be an eazy Peezy catch. LAWL.”

“Heheheh, of course brother!”

Meanwhile in Diasomnia, 

Once the news had reached the ears of Malleus Draconia, a loud thunder light had blasted through. 

“ calm down Malleus, it’s not like the hunt is over yet.” He chuckled.

“ you’re right lilia. I need to make haste to find them. Silver, come with me lets us play this game of hunt.”

“Yes, Malleus.” Silver anticipatingly answered. 

“Khufufufufu, they can hide all they want but it will be an easy game for us” 

Meanwhile in Savannaclaw,

“Ohhh? Y/n is missing? Shishishi…Leona might’ve captured his prey on record time afterall. Oh well, less work for me and I get the spoil too, Yeahh! Lucky!” Ruggie chuckled as he can’t seem to find Leona as well. 

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>> to be continued<<

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[cloudstongue]

cloud if you hear any aligations from a certain electronic characters simp dont trust them

they are full of FAKE DMS and LIES

-📟

hmmm…well now i dont know who to believe because im scared of being gullible!! :(

[angelmotifs]

just remembered chris griffin and kevin mccallister are the co-stars of the world of wonder feature film Party Monster about michael alig and they both do weird fake fagcents and also james st james is still alive imagine a movie is made about your life and chris griffin plays a weird gay steretype version of you

[computer-boy]

HI!!! here’s some assorted bass pro pyramid at memphis, tn facts since you asked.

There are almost 100ft tall (sadly fake) cypress trees inside of the pyramid, along with live aligators.

The pyramid has an inhouse hotel named Big Cypress Lodge.

It also houses an interactive museum for the history of duck hunting!!!

They have not only an inhouse firing range, but an archery range, and bowling range too! the bowling range even has a resturant.

They feed the fish in their aquariums daily at 2pm.

i really want to visit this pyramid one day. it's so mysterious to me. this is so beautiful wait the crystal skull

can you uelaborate on the crystal skull please

[confessions-official]

i keep thinking about this one person i used to know on twitter back in 2020-2021 back when puppychan was being harrassed by transphobes

they were a system who was at first harrassed by one of those "fake system cringe" subreddits, but then they started to defend the use of nazi labels on the 4chan design on one of those app human designs, then they had been racist to a korean person (though apparently the dms couldve been faked? but a glitch like that was possible? dont actually take full word for this im just discussing what events happened that made me recall that person got into specifically), had obbessed over a youtuber / musician they liked to the point of faking grooming aligations and made nsfw of their avatar, had traced art by someone else who had done alot of personal pieces, and *apparently* had a tiktok account that showed people how to racefake being japanese (but iirc the evidence on that is really flimsy)

after this i found out they had made a post about killing everyone who left them for being problematic, and me being 14 i decided to come back into their life for abit, i dont exactly remember what led to this but the last time i was 100% in contact w this person they were suibaiting publically before deactivating

at some point i discovered a google slideshow someone made about this person, i dont know how, but it was directed at their mother, i dont actually know if they sent it to their mom but that just feels so werid (and they mentioned that they mightve faked a speech imediment? which is like ok, whyd you save those videos?)

last time i knew 2 years ago they were a proshipper account and some other doc was released, i cant find it anymore and its probably for the best

but they were 12 at the start of this, i hope theyre doing better, or atleast learnt from that behavior, its been 4 years, i feel so torn cuz i genuially remembered having a blast w this person but yknow, with all of this, i just really hope they got the help they deserve

one thing i will say is that i once found an imgur post with screenshots from them as some typeof evidence or whatever, and i was featured on there as like a friend replying (back then alot of us did this thing where we went "boobs on the tl" and everyone would go "OMG WHERE???" n spam the replies, and i was the latter in the screenshot) which stuck in my mind for some reason

 

[dhr-ao3]

Nomura

Nomura https://ift.tt/1NufyR6 by Nyx_cinder Amikor a tekintetük találkozott, egy rövid pillanatra nyomasztó csend támadt, mintha nyomás alatt lennének. Hermione nem volt biztos benne, hogy a férfi közvetlenül a szemébe nézett-e, mivel a látása tragikusan cserbenhagyta a legkritikusabb pillanatban. A tekintete a férfi vállára vetült, az ingének szakadt anyagára, a mely vérrel és valami mással fröcsköltek le… Valami Hermione belsejében összeroppant, de nem tudta biztosan, hogy ez egy bordákból készült fűző vagy egy kiszáradt, vértől megfosztott szív. Alig figyelt a férfi vállán lévő vérre, ködös pillantást vetett a tetovált sárkány hosszúkás fejére. Words: 28961, Chapters: 4/27, Language: Magyar Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Categories: F/M Characters: Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy Relationships: Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy Additional Tags: AU, Auror office, Angst, No Voldemort, Power Struggle, charming bastard, Beyond the Law, Circumstances, Violence, A Sinister Find, Clans, Abuse, status difference, Profanity, Original Male Character - Freeform, Drama, Out of Character, Enemies to Lovers, Canon Divergence, Denial of Feelings, Captivitiy, Attempted Murder, Criminal world, Trust Issues, Promlem with the law, Torture, Femme Fatale, Character Development, Murder, references to rape, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Fake Marriage, Elements of femslash, mafia via AO3 works tagged 'Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy' https://ift.tt/Yrf4VuQ September 25, 2024 at 03:38PM

[mostly-functional-squip]

literaly you 12 hours ago :

not beating the homo aligations

And I wish I still wasn't.

>The fuck, is that ME? Who made this fake shit?!

Those are actual conversations we had! Do you remember?

>No because someone is SLANDERING ME!

[sleptting]

you can ramble about it if you want ! ! i'm interested so far but im also very afraid of watching long films on youtube (<- i looked it up on there out of plain curiosity)

then ill summarize the film for uu ! !

at the start Crybaby talks abt having a weird dream and changes to her sxhool outfit skkipping a bit her and Angelita ( her friend ever since previous lives ) is at the school bus ,, Crybaby gets bullied on the annoying ass bus and starts singing wheels on the bus then they ( Cb and Angel ) ( ( <- ill be givin some short names bc im lazy ) ) make the bus fly in the air after the shitty bus driver crashes them in the ocean later they arrive at the school ,, the classroom they rr in stands up for the pledge of aligence n a dude doesnt obey and gets taken away ,, the class does some coloring while the teacher does illegal stuff then Kelly the antagonist ( <- also the one that bullied Cb on the bus ) throws a paper showing that she will k word Cb after she saw Cb shows interests in the other antagonist uhm ehm i forgot his name oh yeah brandon after tehy share a fucking crayon later the teacher leaves the clasrrom and during this time they have a naptime and class fight is being sung Cb and Angel meet up thru a secret portal made in their beds and after that Angel convinces Cb to k word kelly but Cb feels it would be unfair later at the playgorud ( funny thing : the playgroud's equipments rr fake and for display only ) kelly trys to play victim with her friend group and when Girl who always get hit by Kelly when she has smth important to say looks at behing kelly which is brandon and Cb talking togehter kelly goes and starts slapping Cb and she starts flying up inn the air with kelly and she chokes kelly with her now very long braids a bit more skipping to the good part Cb gets taken to play in show n tell and so she snaps out of being controlled n help the whole school kill the godawful president and its good for now then the son takes over the school tricks CB and her gang but then dw ! ! CB transforms into a sexy lady and helps the school evacuate and traps the school n the pres's son brandon in a bubble that flies to heaven then she goes trough a portal and her body dies not her soul tho

[theorist-influencer-untitled]

6.8.24 Saturday

7:10 am

Still,have windblow...

Just woke up few minutes ago coz nana called me to hold Neko coz Jerome ( one of the siblings of Aunt Karen) will get the trash can coz the track collector was there outside awhile ago...

Before I forget, Uncle DD and Aunt Karen are not around with their car this am...

Drinking my coffee this am... I will tell something important here coz I was really religious and I wasn't fake....

But I don't wanna hide my true emotions deep inside me...

7:28 am

Just scanning the general hall as always and read about this Dr. MARK SCHERZ a herpertologist. It is just fun to read his piece about reptlies and amphibians... What do you think of yourself? If you need to choose between reptilies and amphibians? Hmm.... I think I wanna be a crocodile or aligator which you can be the king of the water, I think so... Or to simply eat bad human beings... About the frogs, well I think I need to search for different kinds of frogs before I can actually tell which one, I'am...

I suddendly remember a sanrio character that is a frog it is "Kero-Keroppi" I also like it but my favorite was "Hello Kitty".

So, probably I can say I'm kind of "Kero-keroppi" frog originated from Sanrio Land hahah... I told someone that I was a frog coz of being poorish but I actually came from Sanrio Land.

♡♡♡

This phrase from: GOOGLE--Facts about Frogs.

"In general, frogs have protruding eyes, no tail, and strong, webbed hind feet that are adapted for leaping and swimming".-- google

Hmm... It is good to describe yourself as a frog sometimes coz its eyes is protruding like an owl eyes but sometimes it is just sad coz it has no tail??? I want tails in a way... But frogs got a backbone... Good thing!

Webbed hind feet, I can basically swim but my feet are supposed to be for leaping... But I'm stuck here just for nothing... Sad thing now...

Supposed to be I'm going to share my religious heart back then... But I always check the general hallway here and it caught my attention the post of herpetologist even his life experience...That he is enjoying his "field kitchen"... He loves documenting. Good for him...

On the other side of the world. I wonder where is my bestfriend or my best gf during college ( mitch-mitch )... I wonder where where is she? I always love her and always want to bring her inside the Sanrio Land.

In Sanrio Land you will always be colorful and gay and something special whatever you are...

I also want art and planning to be an artist... I aged for nothing and I don't wanna be ugly,fat and wrinkled and nothing...

But I miss you Mitch... I don't know... Hoping we can be on screen??? I don't know Dr. Mitch???

9:23 am

Uncle DD is here just telling nana that they will clean the terrace... They will throw our old rattan sofa coz it is already damage there on the terrace as well as my bike exercise machine, my punching bag and my abs equipment... So sad that I have to buy again... I have to have my own place hoping and praying. I wanna exercise so much and feel fit and pretty at all times coz I'm aging... I miss going to gym and I wanna have my own space in the house as well where I can always do stretching.

Our house here is really old but spacious but barren, in a way...It is sad I wasn't able to save my exercise machines here... Our terrace is open space, I mean there is no roof there... I put my exercise machines, it rained from the previous months and years...

Uncle DD, Harvey, Jerome and Kuya Bong are clearing the terrace now...

Harvey has teeth braces, another brother of Aunt Karen. I wanna go back to dentist again,angels... I feel self-pity coz I wanna redo my teeth coz of my amalgams. Good thing, I'm not smoking...

9:44 am

The reason why, I switched to yoga mat exercise lifestyle... It is helpful and effective... The cardio is so good while having small spaces... You can still be healthy...

But I still have my punching gloves...

11:50 am

Done,eating lunchie... Uncle DD's gang gave us a monggo...

Thank God for the food but I wanna go back to have plenty of food and I wanna do some healthy food.. I feel super self-pity and will tell more about my religious and envious heart, in a lil while... I need to have coffee...

12:28 noon

Few seconds ago...I just remind Uncle DD that Neko doesn't have a water inside her cage coz I care for Neko... Uncle DD said that he will be the one to take charge of Neko.

Still,thinking of money and I don't know how to pay my creditz???

It's 3010 pesoses already on Ely,a bit more before the singing part if I can't pay him...

GoodLick or Goodluck on my Tala Loan...

1:10 pm

Still,have windblow...

Still, thinking of money & job and waiting for account on Teleperformance....17 years of being unfairly flatten... How I wish I can be famous and have some money and get breast implants and nose perfection and I wanna feel pretty and adored,these are some parts of my deep inside.

I posted awhile ago that I will share my religious and my envious heart here. Since I was a kid I was born inside the "Church Of Christ",I was active but on my adult years that I have this windblow,they didn't even care about me...

Time that I was on my teenager years, specifically when I turned 13 here and got by my adoptive parent's or I was passed by here, by my biological mother on her younger sister who is married to a japanese... We were both became active in the choir of "Church of Christ".

Being a choir member and active inside the "Church of Christ" it doesn't mean that I'm an angel or a perfect piece of flesh there at the top of seats inside the church. Or I think we seated at the top "benches" inside the chapel or church.

I mean I have to clean my heart everytime we will sing there at the "top benches" ... I know I was cute and always a muse since I was a kid but there were days that I accidentally blackened my skin and some days that our lives were like hellish time that I was with my biological mother but I was as well spoiled on material stuff.

To make the explantion clear, time that I blackened myself, time that I need to recover, my adoptive mother or Aunt Teresa wanted me to pray and embrace my choirmates or churchmates. Gets?

I remember this particular choirmate that I had with named Ate ( older sister ) Joy, I think she is just 2 years older than me. We just met in the church of christ chapel in area 1 here before we had have the chapel in area G.

A lot of our choirmates were saying something negative about her behaviour. They actually spied on her whenever she couldn't attend the church choir service. Joy is taller than me, skinnier than me, prettier than me and she is already an adult that time that she was 18 or 19 and I was still a child like 7 though I'm already 17...

But we first met when I was 13,my skin was black and I was not yet aware of my looks coz my life wasn't perfect before that....So, for a couple of those years,I was black but then active in the church and singing beside Joy who was and still pretty until now... Some people in the church were rolling their eyes on her coz she was pretty and a mature teenager who got dates and going out with men and friends... Time that I was still an innocent child, that I also see her a pretty girl that some of our churchmates hated her and I was quiet and being supportive on Joy to wear skirts above the knees... Stuff like that those were the issues... I always pray beside her coz she is somehow stubborn but I'm a fair person not only being religious but mainly my aunt Teresa told me to pray and embrace my churchmates and never fight with Joy. I also had the tendency to feel that jealousy on her but I always pray whenever she is beside me that "Oh! God please balance my heart though I'm starting to feel the monster inside my soul, please remove any hatred in me on Ate Joy whenever the evil is here with me.Make me pretty one day and I need to whiten my skin again and prettify myself and make me rightful in your eyes oh! God, in the name of Jesus, Amen".

That was part of my prayer whenever Joy was with me in the church.

I told Joy that it was cool for me if she is wearing a mini-skirt not actually mini-skirt but just above the knees, for me it was still fine and decent coz it was just "above the knees". Ate Joy/ Joy was perfectionist during her teenage years like 17 to 20.She has nice skinny legs and nice smooth skin. In fairness she told me that she wanted to remove her scar on her hand it was just really small but I was just smiling at her coz she was vain.

In reality, I was just allowed to fix my skin on my face I used to do some facial routine in "dermclinic" when I turned 14 until college,then I bleached my skin every now and then, I just bleached it then I returned my skin into white again,just like these days but I can't afford to bleach but hoping I can still buy Kojic soap most specially the Beauche brand. Then, I need to fix and brush my teeth as always and Aunt Teresa told me not to smoke. Just take care of my armpits and my hygiene but she never actually guided me on any hidden parts coz I was supposed to be a doctor. My adoptive mother / Aunt Teresa always check my teeth and my skin on my face and my hygiene. Just be fit, exercise if I hate being fat... Stuff like that... Joy was really a skinny, tall girl, and pretty as well... Joy was perfect on her physical aspect even on her inguinal part and butt...

But now, I truly became conscious and I'm 17 but 45 and I wanna be on a different angle of being a mature woman.... Now, I feel irritated and conscious and fat and ugly and old for nothing...

See, it is so difficult to be religious. But I've learned yin-yang and I have to know everything and balance and fight fairly...

2:18 pm

Still,have windblow...

Life is a case by case...Now, I wanted vanity and I will fight for it... I want to have a different twist this time... I wanna be a more mature woman...

Allow me angels to have a ticket for it, for you to have it as well....For those guilty who took my 17 years... I really wanna do "nose perfection" and if I can get breast implant, I wanna have it...

2:41 pm

Still, have windblow...

Now, I'm longing to have moment that people will see me that I'm pretty...But I need a job and money...

I feel self-pity... I do feel ugly and fat and I wanna travel...I need money...

11:30 pm

Still,have windblow...

I feel bitterish... I feel hurt and still hating ManaloZ group, I sense an unfair thing... I just don't like the thing that I don't have a position that I was the genuine child of God. I hate being a supporter or simply a fan for 17 years that I didn't get any spot for me to be known or get some fair spotlight...

Bittersweet on Church Of Christ... Some things are meant to end coz they hurt me so much!

[yue-style]

¡Ojo al dato!

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Croakogator, the poison/water pokemon!

Thanks again to @technoclove for helping out with the pose on this one.

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I’ve been making a hollow knight species based on crocodiles and alligators! These are there sizes compared to Ghost, plus the legendary Bog Caster, a sailor’s worst nightmare