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I took a screenshot of franks house from the recent update to test out your findings. It looks like (mayhap) that there are 3 franks. Its hard to tell though-
oh interesting! i haven't had the time or energy to do another Contrast Fuckery Sweep, but i would not be surprised if you're right! it's especially interesting considering the Red Envelope artwork included in the previous big update - yk the one where Frank is surrounded by copies of himself. inch resting indeed...
#i wonder if the low contrast hidden things are hints / relate to each puppet's personal horror#like multiple franks. things trapped in the post office. eyes in the bugdega#who knows who knows!#but yeah just going to the map and zooming in on franks windows I See What You're Seeing!#theyre all crammed in there... huh....#wh speculation#homebogging#rambles from the bog#and i think there's more than three... by my count w/o messing with contrast i see#4... maybe 5! its very faint and only a couple are clearly visible to mine naked eye#but yeah wow. more franks yay! how will eddie manage smh...
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in the philosophy common room 2 friends both doing what they need to do i'm alive i'm here i'm ok okay
#my heart is beating not quickly but with so much force#5 things you can hear: a trackpad clicking. crows outside. faint hum of the radiator. the wind. occasionally an indistinguishable chatter#5 things you can see: laptop. backpack. friends. philosophy books in the shelves.#cup of tea my friend made me in a cup of coffee my friend bought me. a note on the board that says h-value: the number of seconds before#hitler is mentioned in any ethical discussion. another note: 1) moral reason requires Ability Not To. 2) god acts on moral reason.#3) god lacks ability to do otherwise. 4) ⊥#5 things you can feel: the fabric of the couch. sharp edge of the laptop against my hands. soft keys. love. desperation.#5 things you can taste: fresh air from the window. dust from the books. the lips of every person i've kissed. her skin. tea. i let him#add almond milk to it.#5 things you can smell: baccarat rouge 540. rice. old pages. soap. electricity burning. nothing else. not her tuscan leather. not her hair
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started a playlist dedicated to insuline & nicotine duo streams to cope with the lack of streams with them together recently
#feeling faint where are my duo ….#playlist is at 17 videos currently but off the top of my head ik im missing like 4-5 vods . plus all the other streams ive no doubt missed#jay rambles#insuline & nicotine
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sometimes i get really discouraged about my health, but then i remember that like 5 years ago i could wrap my hand around my biceps and touch my fingertips on the other side. i am, in fact, doing amazing.
#relatively. not compared to a normal person. amazing compared to what i used to be.#this weekend i went on a hike for 4 hours BY MYSELF with no fear of idk fainting or something equally dangerous#POTS decided to mess with my blood pressure a bit but i'll take my ears popping over whatever the heck i had going on 5 years ago#i couldn't even walk up a flight of stairs without some ill effect and now look at me 😌 baby steps#rilla.txt#dl
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This is a fill for this ask game for my friend @painful-pooch!!
right as rain: [character] says they’re fine right before collapsing. TWs: Fainting, accidental disordered eating
"Mariano, Bastian! This way!" Up ahead, Laredo waved. The black and white masquerade mask of his chosen character peeked out from under the tousled black wig he wore. "Thought we lost you in that crowd. The panel's in five minutes--eleven sharp."
Mariano had no idea how Laredo wasn't dying in the long black coat that Joker wore. He was already warm in the black SEES jacket his own costume needed, but at least he had short sleeves underneath it. His blue wig was the warmest part, really, but it was worth it to see how Laredo lit up further as he and Bastian rode the escalator up to the next floor of the hotel.
"What's this one for, again?" Mariano asked as Laredo grinned at him.
"It's about mock fights for LARPing." Laredo said, leading the way. "And after that is the Call of Duty tournament." He added, glancing at the schedule on his phone.
"Which you gotta go win." Bastian chimed in. "That won't even last two hours, right?"
"Probably two and a half, but there's that new movie screening afterwards in the same hall so it'll be chill afterwards." Laredo said, leading them into the panel room and to where the others were already seated.
"Cool, cool."
As Bastian took his seat next to Manuel, the medic with his silver wig and tarot cards, Mariano felt like they were forgetting something.
The panel was interesting, and Laredo did better than they'd expected in the tournament. It was loud, exciting, almost dizzying, Mariano thought as he watched Laredo's character sprint through the maps. He was moving so quickly, and picking off enemies that Mariano couldn't even notice. The crowd liked it too, and towards the end he found himself pulling his costume's headphones on to get some relief.
Thank goodness Bastian had insisted on springing for functional ones with noise cancellation. They didn't ease the headache that had snuck up on Mariano, but they made it less overwhelming. The lights had started to burn, too, but the movie wasn't too far away. Mariano could deal with it.
Laredo came in third, after a close last match. The movie melted into a blur. Something kept nagging at Mariano, even as he leaned into Bastian's shoulder to close his eyes. Somehow, even having to lean around his cape of coffins, Bastian managed to be entirely too comfortable.
Mariano dozed.
"Hey." Bastian said, lips against Mariano's forehead as he spoke. It was bright again, and the crowd's din was back. "C'mon, you still wanna do the photo shoot?"
"Yes, yes." Mariano said, standing and staggering as his vision was overtaken by black spots. "Whoa--" He muttered, leaning into the scaled hands that grabbed his shoulders.
"Are you sure?" Bastian asked, tilting his head. Behind his gleaming silver mask, Mariano knew that he was looking at him skeptically. "You look like you need to sit down."
"Yes, I'm sure, treasure." Mariano said, giving him a smile. "It's not far anyway, and some pictures won't hurt me."
They just had to go upstairs, to the roof. There was a photoshoot for people in Persona costumes. It was part of the reason they'd all dressed up, really, beyond getting to enjoy the benign attention of people getting excited about seeing a whole group.
It was a lively group, with people recognizing the "Jacked Joker" from the tournament and dragging Laredo in to chat. Dimitri and Izan were excitedly approached by the more hardcore fans, who wanted to talk about how they never saw Naoyas or Tatsuyas at these gatherings. People even tugged Bastian away, since Thanatos cosplayers were even rarer.
Manuel glanced at him as the other Makotos started to group up, Bastian having been chosen as the centerpiece for the picture. "Hey, Mariano, you okay? You're looking a little off."
"Yes, I'm fine." Mariano said as he started to join them, pushing off from the fence he'd been leaning up against. The ground tilted dangerously under his feet as he started to walk. "I'm just...just..."
The next thing Mariano knew, people were looming over him and his back was flat on the concrete.
"Hey. You with me yet, idiot?" Bastian asked, one eyebrow raised, and Mariano realized that he'd taken his mask off. "You fainted."
Mariano blinked hard, raising his hands to rub at his eyes. His tongue felt clumsy and heavy. His stomach was turning. Words fell through his fingers as he groaned. At least he had something soft for a pillow.
"Slow down, Bastian, it's okay." Manuel said, coming into focus next. "He wasn't even out for thirty seconds." Soft brown eyes flicked down to meet Mariano's next, and Mariano realized that there was a smooth pinky pressed to his pulse point as Manuel held his face.
"Heyyy." He said, in the voice that told Mariano he may not have been in trouble but that Manuel knew something was wrong. "So what was that?"
"Just...just got dizzy." Mariano said, wincing as he tried to sit up and was promptly pushed back down by two pairs of hands. "I'm--"
"Shh." Dimitri's sharp hiss sounded from behind Bastian, and he leaned over a strong shoulder to glare down at Mariano. "No you are not okay. When did you eat last?"
"...When did any of us eat last?" Izan asked, wonder filling his voice as though he'd only just realized he was feeling hungry.
Laredo started to speak before frowning and closing his mouth. "I think we missed lunch, guys."
Dimitri slapped his hand to his eyes, shaking his head. "Alright, alright. Since civilian life has made us so soft, I'll call in a pizza order. Izan, there's a stall downstairs selling candy and soda, you know our favorites, go on, go on, five minutes. Laredo, go tell those other Makotos that ours isn't dead and doesn't need the hospital--I think that tiny one is going to cry soon. I'll be back with dinner." As easily as ever, Dimitri rattled off orders, pointing to Izan and Laredo in turn, before walking off towards the elevator.
"Ah. A con crash." Bastian said, and Mariano realized that Bastian's lap was his pillow as he shook with each laugh. "I almost fainted during my first one. We'll get some food in you." One of his hands came down to rest over Mariano's eyes, slipping his glasses towards his forehead. "Just relax."
It wasn't hard to listen to him as Laredo's voice melded into the worried chatter of the other cosplayers, Izan's footsteps followed Dimitri's, and Manuel's hands shifted to hold his own.
#whump#sickfic#collapse#fainting#disordered eating#dw it's an accident#this is just everyone's first fan-based convention and they got excited#mage of violence#dimitri#manuel#izan#laredo#also for the curious#laredo is persona 5 manuel is 4 mariano and bastian are 3 izan is 2 (innocent sin) and dimitri is 1#in terms of which persona protag they are
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are you okay? did you hurt yourself when you fell?? get some rest and fresh air, if you can, for the rest of the day!!! and dont do anything heavy and avoid stuffy rooms and just
Thank you for this, you’re very sweet <3 Fell on my ass so that hurts a little but not too much. It’s actually 1am here so I’m just gonna turn on the dishwasher and then go to bed.
#i’m just a little worried this is because of the new meds i’m taking#because fainting is not something i do a lot#the first and only time before this was back in may#they have raised my blood pressure a bit but not an alarming so far#alarming amount*#and i’ve noticed my appetite go down a bit but i did eat a whole steak for dinner 4-5 hours ago and have snacked on a few pieces of candy#since#so it doesn’t seem likely#but i’ll still bring it up on the nurse’ appointment i’ve got coming up#is fainting like blacking out drunk? are the chances of it happening again after the first time way higher? idk#dash tag#mal answers
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June of Doom 2023
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Taglist: @painful-pooch
Day 4 - “Does that hurt?” | Delirium | Hypothermia | Stabilization
Day 5 - “It’s not as bad as it looks.” | Handcuffs | Swelling | Flinch
Also qualifies for @whumpawoman ’s Whump Girl Summer, Alt. Prompt - “Look at Me”
Contains: lady whump, graphic broken bone, restraints, fainting, brief emeto mention, captivity
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Isa is still hunched over on her knees, breathing through the pain shooting up her arm, when a hand lands lightly on her other shoulder. Instinctively she jerks backwards, which only doubles the pain. She throws her head back and cries out hoarsely.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, hey, look at me, it’s just me. Just me.” Glancing over, she can see Lainey holding up her hands, cuffs jingling. “Are you…are you okay? That’s a stupid question, obviously you’re not okay, but…crap.” Her hands drop to her lap. “He just…broke your arm, like it was nothing. I don’t…I can’t…” She shakes her head. “I hate him!”
She can’t deal with the chatter right now. “It’s fine. I just…need some time.”
“It’s not fine, would you quit acting like all of this is fine? I know it’s what you're used to, but it is far from fine and you deserve far better than this, okay?”
She knows that being treated like this isn’t alright. Intellectually, at least. It’s hard to remember sometimes, though. In fact, if she’s honest with herself, it’s really only due to Lainey’s presence that she’s started remembering it now. This isn’t normal.
But that doesn’t help her situation any, so she can’t really afford to dwell on it. Maybe that’s why it’s easier to accept that it’s normal for her, at least, instead of worrying about what she can’t change.
Lainey sighs heavily. “Is there…anything I can do?”
Isa starts to shake her head no. She just wants to sit, and breathe, and cope. But she has someone here now who’s willing to help her, and she’d be stupid not to take advantage of that. “There’s a…the cabinet. On the far end.” She motions toward it jerkily before returning to digging her fingernails into her upper arm. “It’s unlocked. There’s a kit in there. And a, uh…a piece of wood.”
Immediately Lainey is up and crossing the room to look in the cabinet she indicated. She holds up the two items in her cuffed hands for Isa to see. “This?”
“Mm-hm.”
She comes back and sits cross-legged in front of her. There’s already a bruise forming on her cheek, matching the ones around her broken nose. “I’m kinda surprised he lets you have first aid stuff.”
“Yeah, well, he…wants me to stay alive…for whatever reason. We have to be careful with it, though. It doesn’t get replenished often.”
Lainey nods in understanding, opening up the kit on the floor. “So…use the wood to stabilize it and wrap these bandages around?”
“Yeah.” It’s good that she has at least a basic knowledge of first aid already. Means she doesn’t have to explain everything, and she can hopefully count on her to do things herself if there comes a time when she can’t help.
Clenching her jaw, Isa carefully moves her arm out where it can be better reached. Lainey sucks in an audible breath through her teeth at the sight of it.
“Ugh. Aw, man, that’s…it looks so wrong.”
“It’s not as bad as it looks.” Isa runs the fingers of her right hand lightly over the misshapen arm. She’s definitely had worse. “Most of it is swelling. Though this…” Her fingers stop on a slight lump in the skin. “This is gonna have to be pushed back into place.”
“Oh, man…”
She glances up at Lainey, who looks a bit paler than usual. “I can do it. I’ve done it before.”
“No, no way. I’m not making you do that yourself. I’m…you’ve got me now, I can do it.” She hesitates, hands hovering in front of her. “Just, uh…tell me what to do.”
“I usually do it against a wall. Makes it easier to brace.” Isa turns her body so that she can splay her arm across the wall, and Lainey scoots herself around closer.
“The fact that you have a usual method for this is…disturbing.”
Ignoring that comment, Isa points to the spot on her arm. “This is it right here. All I can tell you other than that is just…get in a sturdy position and push. And don’t stop if I scream or whatever.”
“Oh man. Okay.” Lainey moves in closer, shoving strands of messy brown hair out of her face. “I can do this. Okay.” Bracing both hands against the arm without pressing down yet, she glances over at Isa. “Alright. You ready?” While Isa nods, she sucks in a deep breath and squeezes her eyes shut, then focuses in on the arm once more.
Looking away, Isa grabs a handful of her shirt and clutches it tight.
“Okay. Three…two…” Before she gets to one, she shoves with all her strength. The bone pops back into place and Isa screams even more hoarsely than the first time before everything starts to go dark.
She can faintly hear a surprised shout and feel herself falling to one side. An instant later, she opens her eyes and finds herself lying on her left side with her arm stretched out in front of her. Lainey is gingerly wrapping the worn, slightly bloodstained bandage from the kit around both her arm and the makeshift splint.
“Hey,” she says softly when she glances over and sees Isa’s eyes open. “You okay? Kinda freaked me out there. Good news is, having to keep you from smacking your head on the floor distracted me enough that I didn’t end up hurling everywhere like I thought I might.”
Isa picks her head up and looks over her bandaged arm. It’s so weird, having someone else do this for her. She’s not used to it, and part of her doesn’t want to trust it, but Lainey seems to have done a decent job. “How’s it looking?”
“Almost done. Wish we had an ice pack to get some of this swelling down, though.”
“Yeah, he doesn’t do fancy things like ice packs.” She glances up at the other girl, who’s tucking the end of the bandage as best she can. “You seem like you know what you’re doing, at least somewhat.”
One corner of her mouth quirks upward. “Softball, remember? We got hurt all the time. I picked up a few things from the medics like splints and recovery position. I’m no expert, though.” Sitting back, she looks over her work. “How’s that? Does that hurt?”
“Yeah,” Isa answers honestly. “But not as bad as it did when the bone was out of place.” She begins sitting up, slowly, moving her arm carefully into her lap. “Thanks.”
Lainey shakes her head. “You need a hospital, and some of those heavy-duty painkillers they gave me when I broke mine years ago.”
“He definitely doesn’t do painkillers.” Using her good hand, Isa scoots herself back to lean against the wall. “I’ll be fine. Like I said, I’ve done this before.”
“You shouldn’t have to, though.”
Isa doesn’t have an answer for that.
#juneofdoom#day 4#day 5#whumpgirlsummer#alt prompt#lady whump#lady whumpee#tw broken bones#mild gore#restraints tw#fainting#emeto mention#captivity#lainey and isa#two whumpees#urban fantasy#magical whumpee#whump writing#whump series
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it’s very interesting though how Safiya’s parents always visit right before rampaging...
#she went on a jog to escape the big scary werewolf#then fainted because it got dark#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4#bunny:5#safiya bunny#mason bunny
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... never thought this combo for facial would work on John and yet
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#simblr#oc: john#i'll admit it has sort of grown on me#but it always startles me when he just wakes up with it bc i usually see the 5 o'clock (though it is p faint on him)#i still dont know if he'll get a mountain man beard if i dont tell him to shave#maybe it's fine with how he's wearing his hair#it's gonna have to go bc im not having that in the story lol
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can Dr. House please be real and diagnose me, I’ll let him call me slurs if it means he figures out what’s wrong with me
#🥴#halfd3afbrainvomit#I have bradycardia—heart rate below 60bpm—for who knows why#my resting HR is in the 60’s/70’s not the 50’s#it reached a low of 46 today#that’s fucking scary#but the ER just did an EKG and said to ‘keep an eye on it’ bc I can 1) still breathe 2) haven’t gotten dizzy or fainted#3) have good blood pressure#‘yippie you’re very healthy’ I HAVEN’T DONE CARDIO IN 4 MONTHS#WHY IS MY HEART RATE AS SLOW AS A TICKING CLOCK#IT HAS NEVER BEEN THAT SLOW#IT HAS ALWAYS—**ALWAYS**—BEEN A ONE TWO MARCH#btw I was already in the ER on Thursday for a 103F/39C fever and thankfully it’s a very fixable case of tonsillitis w/ some antibiotics#which ARE working thank god but like… they just did an EKG today + monitored my HR/BP for an hour and then sent me home#they didn’t listen to my heart with a stethoscope or check my blood for a chemical imbalance (electrolytes—which I tried to drink Gatorade!#cause maybe it’s as simple as my blood is a bit screwy and needs fixing! BUT I DON’T KNOW BECAUSE THEY DIDN’T CHECK#they told me my melatonin gummies that I’ve taken for 4 years or more at this point were ‘still in my system’ DESPITE MELATONIN TYPICALLY#WEARING OFF IN 4-5 HOURS WHICH IS TYPICAL FOR ME AND MY HEART RATE WAS LOW *WHEN I WOKE UP* 6 HOURS LATER
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woukd like to file a formal complaint for getting sick right now. I am in the midst of finals week. my project is due on Friday and I need to work on it. could i not have waited a few days. im drinking all the fluids and resting why is my body still unhappy. im doing all the things. please let me recover so I don't fail my fucking class <3
#been feeling vaguely shitty and nauseous all night#I've gotten 8 hours of sleep in 4 hour chunks bc I randomly woke up at 2am to feel bad and couldn't sleep until like 5#woke up about an hour ago and had to speed to the bathroom#collapsed to the floor and started fucking dry heaving! yayayyayayasysyysysysyys#first vomiting of 2023 what a prize#shoutout to the accessibility railing bar because I wouldn't have been able to get off the floor without it#my body is still tired n achey from being out all day yesterday which did not help at all#but yeah still feeling a little dizzy and faint but less nausea now#had some ginger ale and saltines cause this happens a little too often#now I'm lying in bed and I'm too tired to work on homework or just do anything really but also brain is too awake for sleep#Couldn't this have fucking happened like. next week when I don't have finals#anyways. not having a good time#probably gonna put an all nighter Tonight to make up for it because I'm so behind dear god <333#i love suffering#lilac post
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Vent
#day 4 or 5 fighting off heightened anxiety#intrusive thoughts about hurting myself#about dying#about going back to being less then the dirt people walk on#why doesn't anyone talk about the gravity of it all?#sbout how when you've gotten comfortable being sad there's always a voice calling you back to it?#im so tired drom fughting myself about things#about life#i know im useless#i know im worthless#sorry to be a living reminder of all#but others have asked#so i live#sorry im just nothing on my own#i fear being alone#too much time to think#jumping from one distraction to the other just to flost right above the water#sighs#i almost fainted at 2:30 this morning#probably heat exhaustion#i called out of work after being up a couple of hours and sleeping through my alarm#if i could do it agaib#maybe i won't wake up next time#:/#fucking god depression is kicking my ass this week#im sorry#haha#ever hear a song called#a deer mistaking headlights for candles?#me fr
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#i turn 21 in 2 days. and in 24hrs my best friend gets on a flight to come see me#im kinda emotional abt it all actually.#like ive dreaded my 21st birthday since i was like 10yrs old#i have no ides why but i have 😭😭 abd like . i avtually have plans for it#i mean ive soent the last 5 months putting it tgth honestly#and its costibg me a fucking fortune tbh#but like !!!! i get to see my best friend !!!! for 4 days !!!! my voyfriend n i are doing sm better atm too#which is scary bc wdym wr arent That Toxic#i dont think we ever rlly wrre i just think . i was so self conscious for majprity of our relationship#and ngl . there is so much inner worm im constsntly having to maintain and keep up#to keep this Working#and i wanna be like 'it could b easier w someone else' and while that may actuslly be True#i adore this man so much you have no idea. so im willing to do the harder work to be with him yknow. hes kinda w*rth it :/#i also get the bar implanted tmr and im Shitting Myself over it#i get queasy when they take blood and i faint when i scratch myself Too Deep#this is something goijg into my skin i mught just Die actually.#fuck me christ.#the shit i do so i dont ruin my future :/
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What I always fail to consider when I create my absolutely realistic to-do lists and plans is the fact that I'm just. So so tired
#either i am a giant cry baby or there is something wrong with me#(in this house we ignore chronic lack of sleep and other unhealthy lifestyle decisions and questionable dietary choices and habits#that has absolutely nothing to do with my feeling of utter exhaustion#this feeling of malaise is completely beyond my control#no but fr i think i would feel 90% better had i slept 1 more hour last night#idk how i survived the first 3 months of this year where i was getting 3 hours on average#i had at least 4.5 hours last night and i feel like dying lmao#had to lie back down this morning after finishing my preparation for the seminar and doing some yoga because i felt like passing out#but i went to class and it was actually okay today and i didn't faint and i even contributed something#amazing#(i mean we were forced to say something but i did say more than the bare minimum so i think that's an absolute win)#uh anyway i need to work for 2 hours and then study korean and do my homework and realistically that's gonna take 4 hours at least#and i need to prepare for my seminar on Thursday which realistically also takes at least 4-5 hours because I'm so fucking slow#and technically i need to work and catch up with my other 2 courses which would require 2 hours a day#and i need to write my stupid term paper from last semester but i haven't even found a topic yet and i need to prepare my stupid#presentation for one seminar and then start working on the term paper for that as well and then start working on the term paper for my#other seminar and then#I'm just way too overwhelmed lol- idk how people manage life. i feel like a rotten corpse all the time and don't even do anything#i need to clean and do laundry and take out the trash and do the dishes and do laundry and write emails and#i just wanna sleep ahahah#ok I'll stop complaining now. I know how much other people do all the time and my workload is nothing in comparison.#i just like to be dramatic#void screams
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hnm...
#ive had such a whirlwind day...#started off fine#almost fainted at work#then i was super pissed off for hours#and now im just#idk. totally and utterly...#empty.#i hate being alone with my thoughts#im recalling all of the friends ive had who just...moved on from me#my first online friend and i were friends for about 4 or 5 years...i still had her number a couple years later and#she didnt remember who i was. when i asked her if it was (her name) she said yeah and i was like !! hey its lisi !!!#and she just went ''who?'' ...#my name hadnt changed at the time so its not as though she couldnt have known#and...my other friends slowly dwindled away. even now theres someone who i miss dearly#bc they were like family to me. but the few times we talk and stuff...we just...stop a day later. it hurts so much#all of my friends are drifting away again. and im honestly scared for the day they all ask ''who?'' when i try reaching out again#ig its deserved though. im a bland. forgettable and selfish person. it probably would be best for everyone to forget me#at least then if...or rather when i decide to take my own life#no one will grieve. im fine with that...#i wont hurt anyone when im gone#if anyone actually reads this just ignore me#sometimes i just need to vent yk
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I have. Thoughts. I am going to explode with cartoonish sound effects that accompany my demise. play the juggalo step song at my funeral and make my old-ass relatives dance to it
#[rotates edgar in my mind] a hee hee hooo#funy ... man...#isaac was the first to meet him n was hired there bc they're much more of a people person than eddie#then noah stayed a night or two... and ended up wanting to stick around so he was eventually hired too#just. funy tall man all alone in his hainted motel/hotel....#the way the ghosts work has changed a lot so he has to do stuff like.. channel them. perform certain rituals so they're audible and visible#...to people who aren't him that is#the first time he built up enough strength to let isaac and noah see the kids ended up with him trying to focus#for as long as he could#so that isaac can see and talk to his lil sister...#and then he kept pushing himself and fucking fainted. so instead of having a normal emotional time#NOW isaac is freaking out because 1. ghosts exist 2. psychics are real 3. my dead baby sister is a ghost 4. my friend is a psychic#5. he just went unconscious and i don't know if he hurt himself or if he's breathing or anything 6. IF GHOSTS AND PSYCHICS ARE REAL DOES#-THAT MEAN THAT I WAS WRONG ABOUT OTHER THINGS LIKE HEAVEN AND HELL#and noah's just like. 'i'll. make sure eddie's okay you clearly need some space'#on one hand it's 'of course edgar did that. of course he pushed himself to the point of fainting to help someone' and#on the other it's 'you just made this way worse by trying to help' KSHQKBSKS.#mind you noah and isaac are both pretty.. critical? people when it comes to religion and spirituality#noah had a big crisis of faith when he was in his 20s bc of his dad dying#and isaac stopped believing in anything religious or spiritual altogether some time after them being a bb#noah believes in capital G God but not in things like ghosts#so when edgar tries to tell them they're like. 'oh no he's even more mentally ill than we thought'#and then they question everything they've ever believed in when he shows them the kiddos#you should totally ask me things abt how the ghosts work btw <3
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