#failfailfail

[flock-of-cassowaries]

Why didn’t you behead him, M. le Pointy Lake???

If ever there was a time to go full Judith-on-Holofernes, NOW IS THE TIME.

…oh my god, et tu, Claudia? FAILFAILFAIL.

[lapoema]

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data crash amigue uhmanx .

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:honeyshit

now AM Dapoëm

[msquillee]

Adventures in yoga

[fredrikunderhaug-blog]

After a wonderful yin practice last night with the wonderful @carolinepegnayoga I'm now ready for my inversions again! Happy days!!! One more class left today @thepoweryogaco at 4pm, hope I see a bunch of you guys there. #healthyandfitter #happy #saturday #hopeful #class #wonderful #work #london #life #inversions #handbalance #handstand #practice #failing #perfect #failfailfail #lululemon #yoga #yogafun #yogi (at Holland Park)

[ryenleemee]

Đi hoang... Bị kêu nhạt.. Bài nhạt, đời mình cũng nhạt luôn... Mần răng cho mặn bi chừ?? #HansFilm #FailFailFail #BetweenHeavenAndHell #04042017

[moncsika]

i made an entry for this month #cdchallenge (maori warrior)... actually i don't really like it so i post the only detail what i like it... ⭐⭐⭐ #failfailfail 😥😭 #characterdesign #maori #illustration #artistoninstagram

[helpimstuckinafandom]

"I'm willing to fail the deception" fail fail failfailFAIL FAILFAILFAIL "I'll keep it together for the Lady-" FUCK

[pronker]

i tried and tried and couldn’t do skateboard. i couldn’t ice skate or rollerskate, either. my friend could do these things and could not ride a bike and i could, so we exchanged teaching techniques and tried again. failfailfail ... :( we’ve learned to be happy as we are. :) MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Can you skateboard? I, for one, cannot, and the thought terrifies me.

oh no. no not at all 

[eternal-calypso]

Hahahhaha what the fuck is this bullshit i can't stop talking i love it, doesn't matter if it's small and personal subjects or big and non-personal there is no shutting me up

I'm so glad no one has gotten upset (yet), they all agree but it's a bit boring 'cause i don't get much feedback and new ideas to play around with

I feel an urge to get slapped with truths and good opinions

Slap me with personal criticism

Also

Slap me physically, i'm not much in my body and can't feel bodily emotions as well as before.

Emotions: Body's reaction to stimuli. Ex anger.

Feelings: After we process emotions, memories and experiences. Ex hate.

Being an always logical thinking individual subconciously distances yourself from your emotions since having the opinion that emotions are illogical and/or irrational and/or not useful to solve problems with, they no longer make themselves known, you become numb to your body because your psyche, body and bodily emotions don't wanna cooperate, or have vague connections, therefore things that strongly affect the body bring great and intense satisfaction and pain is one of them making it a great combo with endorphins. Also being a highly thinking individual makes you identify yourself more with your brain, the "you" as in "i am" is now located in your head. I remember being a very sensitive, emotional person and locating the "i am" in my body, pointing at my heart or soul while also feeling myself in my stomach? (((Now that this weird bullshittery is happening i no longer feel myself in my body, i feel that i'm more in my head???))) I remember i was so in touch with my emotions that whatever affected my body, even the smallest touch made my feelings sky rocket, which unfortunately most of them were negative, making my psyche take in that info messing with my thinking. Not only that but reappearing, similar experiences firstly go directly into your thinking and my thinking is ofcourse connected to my feelings, connected to my negative feelings, connected to my core emotions, connected to my bodily emotions, connected to my body.. Ye, i hurt physically and mentally almost all the time. A vicious, painful cycle. Though all this mess was going on, i still knew and could feel the emotions i should be feeling, and knew how i should be thinking about the subject.. I just didn't know how to break free from the negative ones that made themselves feel so powerful.

Also, maybe, i felt positive feelings/emotions so vaguely before that i somehow held on to painful feelings and sadness just so that i could feel the contrast and value my positive ones..??.... Much more to it but definitely a part of it.

BUT/AND

I no longer feel negative feelings since i've learned to break them down to pure, core emotions everytime as much as needed. Most of the emotions in the spectrum are positive but that does not mean anger and sadness (maybe some more emotions) are negative. There are no negative emotions. Only negative feelings. I think that when i started to heal from my negative feelings i also stopped feeling the contrast from my positive emotions making everything that i feel right now pretty neutral but in a comforting and content way with a pinch of melancholia? As i explained above in the beginning nonstop thinking is also a big part of not feeling much emotions so there is that too. So feelings and positive emotions don't play much in my body which makes my already numb body send weak connections to my psyche, not being able to feel strong emotions or feel them to its fullest. I feel joy, but i think is just as vague as before, only difference is there are no negative feelings attached and my body and psyche are just learning how to handle them and expressing them in a correct way but being difficult for not being in touch with my body.. This is a failfailfail situation, i need to get myself back down to my emotions and the only way to do that is by stop thinking and only start feeling and then try to balance it out. Now that i'm much better i shouldn't suffer so much from being an emotional person.. It seems that knowing how an emotional wreck of a humans thinking looks like, has helped my wreck of a logical ass to understand and see a lot of perspective about A LOT of things, and vice versa, while also helping the people around me break vicious cycles.. Looks like i will not be shutting up anytime soon.

AH

The bodily emotions seem to have bodily negative feelings because my body CAN STILL react badly to a certain kind of stimuli, i've broken it down as much as possible and nothing else affects me, it's only this one reaction. To heal from negative bodily reactions it seems that you have to overwrite the old memories with new positive ones with similar stimuli in small steps.

But yeah ugh have i ever taken small steps to change anything in my life?

No.

It's either 0 or 100 soooo once again

SLAP ME OR SPANK ME I PROMISE IT'S OKAY I LOVE IT IM 90% HEALED

SLAP THE BAD OUT OF ME

[anki14542]

Fail Fail Fail And Rise Like A Phoenix

[hobobuzz]

New #hoboken tweet. @NJTRANSIT Why didn't you announce this earlier? Could have went to Hoboken instead of transferring at Secaucus. #FailFailFail

[soveryanon]

MEGA EVOLUTION ACT II FOR NOVEMBER (11/06) /O/ Aaaaaaaaaaaand more about Mega Jukain this next week (as a trailer, after XY042 I guess) /o/

Edit: preview here!

[g-yuhyun]

[mandarintea]