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here's a post for everyone who wasn't abused, exactly, but was still hurt in between the good. not being bad enough, or consistent enough, or any other "enough" to be technically considered abuse doesn't mean it wasn't real. it's okay to have mixed feelings, it's okay to not be sure how bad it really was. it's okay to love them, it's okay to want nothing to do with them, it's okay to want to like them more or less than you do. you don't have to force your experiences into the categories of "outright abuse" or "fine, actually". labelling is not a prerequisite to acknowledging your pain. you can acknowledge your pain. i promise.

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large zionist blocklist below

i've compiled a list of all the blogs positively interacting with the @/israel-palestine-bingo blog

there's more info about how the names were complied under the read more, but just to get an idea of how vile the blog is, i just want to quickly mention that the first prize offered in their pinned post, "eight hours of memi mamtera," is the song used in the viral israeli tiktok trend of kidnapping, humiliating, and torturing palestinians in the west bank.

and the "grand prize," which needs no explanation, is "all of palestine! for free!"

some quick info: all the names here have either approvingly replied to, reblogged from, or liked one or more of @/israel-palestine-bingo's posts. for likes, i've only gathered names that appear under their original posts; mostly ones that have not been reblogged, and some with 2-3 reblogs that have not left the immediate sphere of zionists. i've also made sure that these are blogs who have either liked more than one posts from them, or who frequently reblogs from other zionists.

you can also quickly look through the blog yourself (it doesn't have that many posts), or check out any of the names on the list with a quick 'israel' or 'palestine' in the search bar or their blogs.

there are more screenshots at the end of the posts, including ones showing who made the blog (ani-lo-daredevil / katenotbishop), and the bingo board itself (ashenpumpkin).

blocking tip: fastest way to mass block users (on desktop) is to go to settings -> the blog your blocking them from -> scroll all the way down to 'blocked tumblrs,' and then copy-paste the name your blocking

names listed below in alphabetical order reminder again, block don't engage

2peachy acleverforgery ani-lo-daredevil apollo-enthusiast ashenpumpkin <- credited for making the bingo board, reblogged/liked almost all of their posts. aureatecorvid avi-on-jumblr (main @/clear-what-i-was-seeing) awstheticshit bambahalva bleepiesheepie bluenorther blueredfetch bones-and-crows britneysmeanshirt cannibalism-is-my-love-language captain-navii casavanse celepito chubbybubba ciitrus--fruitz coffeelovinggayidiot da-socks davos-is-the-one-true-king dchan87 disregardenedgnostic elder-millennial-of-zion faggotry-enjoyer fdelopera flowercrownsandfairylights fluffel677 fluffy-art-moss george-lucas-is-god got-chavi icereader12 illegitimatetenenbaum inklingm8 its-hila jewishlivesmatter just-illegal karinhasdacookie

katenotbishop <- the main account of the person running the blog. her sideblog is @/ani-lo-daredevil

kelluinox kingofslush letaot-ze-magniv lingonberryjamistakenwhat lovelyhairedpianist magic-coffee marrymepadfoot marvel-ous-posts masters-puddle <- pornblog mixmangosmangoverse morganas-simp mossadspydolphin multifandermissesanakin nameless370 namiko026 nevleg32 notcrazyiswear oakstar519 perfectlynormalperson psychologeek queerius randomname3 redvodyanoi rhysaka sally006 sbinklebooper scp-1296 shinekocreator <- commented, 'but is this the 8 hour version?' on a post where someone ''won'' the song used in the tiktok torture videos. snakelung sort-of-a-demon soxiyy stuffandatherstuff tearsandice tedious-waffle thebejeweledwatercat the-library-alcove thirdmagic thisgingerhasnosoul timegirl tolaat-bli-toelet <- the person running the bingo blog. mainblog is @/katenotbishop transmascpetewentz tribulation-of-somnolence unexistencerpg viktorrotkiv wanderingmadscientist whiterose-blackrose whitesunlars why5x5

note: @/tolaat-bli-toelet changed her username to @/ani-lo-daredevil (her main is still @/katenotbishop)

and from the same post,

the last post was also reblogged by the creator of the israel-palestine-bingo blog

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For a friend who wanted links to some posts I made about antisemitism, allyship, and how to support Palestine without being antisemitic—which is both possible and easy to do!

How do you know if you’re antisemitic?

How to be a good ally for Jewish people. I responded to a wonderful ask from @faggotry-enjoyer about how to be a better ally and to discuss Israel/Palestine with people who are inclined to distrust Jews due to unexamined antisemitism.

Important post about the dangers faced by Jews as an extreme minority. There are good examples in the reblogs and replies and tags—both of great ways for non-Jews to provide support as well as if antisemites denying their own antisemitism. Therese even one example of ways Jews can and do disagree with each other while remaining respectful without delving into antisemitism OR Islamophobia OR denying the rights and dignity of Palestinians. Jews can do this and so can non-Jews. But that can’t happen if people hate us too much to listen to anything we have to say.

The emotional toll of antisemitism on Jewish people.

Example of the death threats we get that are designed to make us look like bad guys.

If Jews can learn about the Holocaust in detail before we even reach the age of ten, you can and should too.

Don’t trust people who rely on bad sources. People do make genuine mistakes. Here’s an example of bad faith link sharing. Especially when Reblogging things. Even I don’t have time to always check every source in a post. Also, it’s possible that a link seemed legitimate when it was originally posted but the source is either no longer trustworthy or the OP got better at assessing sources. If an error in their original sourcing is pointed out, they should correct it publicly. If they are sharing a link as an OP they should always take time to be as responsible as possible.

There are plenty more posts under my #leftist antisemitism tag to look into about a variety of ways that antisemitism manifests in left wing circles.

Allies, please reblog with any posts you think relevant for a someone new to dismantling their antisemitism.

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I notice you reblog ALOT of gofundme's for refugees and I feel the need to warn you that they are most likely scams? A bunch of scammers are hopping onto the narrative of Palestinians needing support and coopting it to trick people into sending them money by pretending to be someone in need. I don't have any reputable sources of my own to give but here's a chain of reblogs that talk about it:

https://www.tumblr.com/faggotry-enjoyer/759030050403303424/its-pretty-simole-to-tell-its-always-a-scam-if?source=share

I've been worried about it too. I get a lot of messages and since I started answering them I started to get more of them.

But I'm trying to always check if they are vetted before I reblog or answer. And most of them are. And even in cases that they're not I see people pointing out that donations are protected and images are original, so it's most likely not a scam. If I miss something and share a scam I'm really sorry. Most of the time I check to see if they're verified.

I really don't know what to do, because sharing those fundraisers is literally all I can do, because I can't donate anywhere from my country. I can't even access go fund me. So the only thing I can do is share their links so that maybe someone who can donate would.

Because it's pretty much impossible to be able to check if those stories are real. I'm not sure that just all the general fundraisers can efficiently help every single person, so them asking people might me their chance to get help. And if that's so, than I feel like I should at least share.

But I have been feeling unsure lately about this. I'm not sure if any of this is helping anyone...

But just stopping sharing all of it feels wrong. I don't know what I should do about it... If anyone has some advice on that matter, I'd like to hear it

[faggotry-enjoyer]

remember: testosterone cypionate is prescribed as single-dose vials, but you can safely get multiple doses out of each as long as the vial was first opened less than four weeks ago. this is good and should be done. however! as far as your doctor and pharmacist are concerned, you are getting only a single dose from each vial. so you *are* running out and you *do* need that refill now, actually.

same principle applies for any controlled substance. don't take your adhd meds every day? as far as the doc is concerned, yes you do!

you can always stockpile your meds when possible, it's always morally correct. just watch the expiration dates and make sure to keep using the oldest first

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here's to all my fellow fat people with osteoarthritis (or who are predisposed to osteoarthritis). "lose weight" as medical advice is already maddening, and on top of that, we have to deal with the fact that osteoarthritis is one of the very few medical conditions that our fatness actually does affect. which means that we all face the issue of needing to figure out whether trying to lose weight is a good idea for us.

if you want to, that's great. please try to do so in a healthy manner and see a dietitian about it if you can afford to. i genuinely hope from the bottom of my heart that it helps your joints and alleviates your pain.

but it's equally legitimate to not try to lose weight. on a health level, dieting, yo-yoing, and other unsustainable weight loss is far worse than just being fat. there are other ways to manage our symptoms that don't centre around weight loss, and you should be able to access those free of judgement without trying to lose weight. and on principle, you shouldn't ever have to change your body if you don't want to. it is your choice and your choice alone to make.

an additional huge shout out to those of us who also have eating disorders. it can be so easy for us to draw on the idea of losing weight for health to fuel our disorders or deny that it's a problem. but losing weight to take pressure off your joints won't do shit if you starve yourself and end up with osteoporosis too. your chronic pain is not a reason to engage in disordered behaviour, and i hope that you are able to see that.

remember that you are not to blame for your illness, even if your fatness technically increased your risk. it does not matter. it does not make your illness less real. you deserve just as much care, accessibility, and respect as thin people.

[faggotry-enjoyer]

hi welcome

he/him, it/its, xe/xyr. ND disabled transfag, gay trans boy. not putting your age in your bio is online privacy 101 but for those who need to know i am over 18.

no DNI but i do block liberally. this is a strictly inclusionist space and i will not tolerate presuming to know someone else's experiences better than they do or demonization (etc.) attached to any identity. in particular i would like to mention that those with paraphilias and paraphilic disorders are welcome here. yes, even the big three.

I always want my blog to be more accessible, and welcome feedback or suggestions on how to do so.

If I add an image description to your post, please edit it in with or without credit. If you want to reblog a different chain/version of a post I've added a description to, please copy the relevant description into your reblog, again with or without credit.

If you want to include my tags in your reblog, please either copy/paste or describe your screenshot.

Tagging system is in the works, I have a few running tags but they're not very consistent. If you want me to tag something, ask me and I will either tag it or tell you that I won't.

Accessibility tags:

# undescribed : for any image or video that isn't described

# description implied : for when there isn't an ID explicitly written out, but it's easy to infer the image from the rest of the post

# image incidental or irrelevant : for when a post can be understood without any of the (undescribed) images

# described : (inconsistent) for when an image or video is described

# id in alt : (inconsistent) for when an image is described in the alt text

# captioned : video may not be transcribed or described, but you can get all necessary information from either the video or the audio, without needing the other. if there's small differences between captions and audio i may tag this and then add a second tag with what the differences are rather than type a full description.

# minimal audio : for when a video can be understood without the audio. i may add a short description of the audio in the tags rather than a full description.

note: i'm in the process of rethinking how i tag for videos, and will likely do more to separate out the visual and audio components in my tagging, as those are (in)accessible to separate groups of people. i'm going to continue using these tags for now but may be adding new ones and updating this in the future.

# no plaintext : (inconsistent) for posts with cursive, zalgo, more than a few words in all caps or colour, leetspeak, heavy typing quirks, or any other form of text that may not be easily readable or screenreader friendly, and that don't have a plaintext version included

# plaintext : (inconsistent) for posts with any of the above that have a plaintext version included

# flashing : (inconsistent) for flashing lights

# eyestrain : (inconsistent) for stuff that seems eyestrain-y

# unreality : (inconsistent) for unreality

# unreality maybe : (inconsistent) for stuff that i'm not sure whether or not is unreality, which is more often than being sure

note: may add a tag for stuff that isn't real but is more of a bit that doesn't fall into typical unreality triggers - think promotional posts for things that don't exist, onion headlines, and the like. The closest i have right now is # satire but that doesn't feel quite right for everything in this category.

Other tags:

# faggotry-enjoyer original : for my posts

# faggotry-enjoyer asks : for asks

# faggotry-enjoyer additions : for when i add in the text of a reblog rather than just tags, excluding image descriptions

# horny on main : what it says on the tin

quite a few others that are primarily vibes-based and which i barely keep track of in my head.

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guy who objectively has a very strong social network but is so so lonely

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testosterone cypionate my beloved

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anon i sae your ask i just haven't gathered my thoughts yet i swear i'll get to it

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"i celebrated the one year anniversary of matt walsh's what is a woman by watching it again" - a friend of mine, 2023, following conversation about pride month

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assumption: you dress like a scene kid and you have a short shaggy haircut that's partially bleached and covers your eyes

incorrect but that checks out

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vent

man this fucking heat is killing me

i had seen lexapro on a list of psych meds that can interfere with temperature regulation and increase risk of heatstroke so i went oh it's probably that but like... it can't be. i've been on lexapro for years and it wasn't like this the past few summers

i gotta look into my newer meds (since last summer) to see if they have this side effect too, otherwise it's who knows what's going on

and something has to give. it doesn't matter how much water i drink, as soon as i'm in the grill area or the sun for more than a few minutes (or sometimes instantly!) my knees are weak my head's funny my energy's gone

today i was asking to get out of the kitchen as soon as possible and just that first hour and a half i was having such a rough time of it. kept thinking through options of other jobs to look for because here when i'm not closing back drive i primarily work in the kitchen and that's rapidly becoming less and less doable

and who knows how T is gonna affect all this! it should make me sweat so i can finally get some damn homeostasis going but i know it increases cold tolerance so it might just make things hotter overall? i'm not sure but i desparately hope that doesn't make it worse

i feel like the meds are my best lead here - i know it's an effect for at least some psych meds so that might include mine. that's also a variable that has changed since previous summers. i gotta confirm but at least i have some idea

but like. that's my meds. that's my meds! i don't wanna mess with my meds! i finally, FINALLY found a combination that worked for me, and as far as mental health goes i think i'm doing just about the best i have since i was a kid/before everything started. i know a lot of that is because of the work i've done and the skills i've learned and the people i know and so on, but the meds are absolutely a vital part of the equation and i don't want to have to take that risk of destabilizing. my whole mental health situation is already fragile enough as it is

and if it's not the meds? then i've got no leads at all

[faggotry-enjoyer]

HAIRY MEN'S FAT BELLIES

[Plaintext: Hairy men's fat bellies. /end plaintext]

[faggotry-enjoyer]

i bet you've never lost a game of chess in four moves

i probably did when i was new. i gotta start playing again, i haven't since junior high so i'm rather out of practice.

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my body: sugar. now

me: okay. here is some sugar

my body: not like that