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heavy wip https://ift.tt/V2XS3OW by etkwav This is based off an au I made ; Spn au but demons and angels are switched. Pretty basic but it's not like angels r in hell or demons are in heaven, it's plain and simple; angels take the role of demons as the bad guys / evil ones. Their wings white instead of black like most angels have shadowy wings in supernatural. Feathered wings around their eyes, purposely hiding their true nature (aka their eyes which are pure white instead of black) white is the bad color while black is the good one. "Demons" have black eyes like before expect if you're lucky enough you can see a halo over evey demons head, red as red can be. only a few lucky individuals have this power to see this. demons are seen as the good guys (which they are well some) and angels are seen a horrifying monsters you'd never want to bump into, in an dark alley. the Winchesters hunt angels. Black pepper is used against angels like salt is for demons in the original show. Satanist are seen as the preachers while, preachers are seen as the hell or well heaven shakening (?) Castiel their feathered friend is now a scaley like a snake. the Winchesters also swap dynamics and / or roles. Words: 5, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi, Other Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Jack Kline, Bobby Singer (Supernatural), Mary Winchester, Claire Novak, Jimmy Novak (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural), Crowley (Supernatural), Rowena MacLeod Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Castiel & Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel & Jack Kline, Castiel & Jack Kline & Dean Winchester, Jack Kline & Claire Novak, Crowley & Rowena MacLeod Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Supernatural Elements, Spoilers for Supernatural (TV 2005), Angel/Human Relationships, Castiel and Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester are Jack Kline's Parents, Toddler Jack Kline, Jack Kline Needs A Hug, Jack Kline and Claire Novak are Siblings, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester, Castiel Loves Dean Winchester, Family Dynamics, Post-Season/Series 04, Episode: s04e01 Lazarus Rising (Supernatural), Past Torture, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Past Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Past Relationship(s), John Winchester Being an Asshole, Bad Parent John Winchester, Boy King of Hell Sam Winchester, Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural), Crowley Loves Bobby Singer (Supernatural), Mentioned Bobby Singer (Supernatural), Bobby Singer Deals With Idjits (Supernatural), Dean Winchester in Denial About Sexuality, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Lucifer in the Cage (Supernatural), Weird Plot Shit, Some Plot, Episode: s01e01 Pilot (Supernatural), Confusing via AO3 works tagged 'Castiel/Dean Winchester' https://ift.tt/9dkiwKr August 25, 2024 at 02:47PM

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I posted 352 times in 2021

13 posts created (4%)

339 posts reblogged (96%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 26.1 posts.

I added 61 tags in 2021

#gi recommends - 11 posts

#gi writes - 10 posts

#smut - 8 posts

#supernatural - 7 posts

#masterlist - 7 posts

#criminal minds - 5 posts

#sam x reader - 4 posts

#criminal minds fanfiction - 3 posts

#sam winchester smut - 3 posts

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#these two idjits and their bee loving angel and their half angel kid and the dog

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#5

Thanks for tagging me @shadyladyperfection!

I - Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls

N - no body, no crime (feat. HAIM) by Taylor Swift

E - Everlong by Foo Fighters

V - Valarie (feat. Amy Winehouse) by Mark Ronson

E - Edge of Seventeen by The Wind and The Wave

R - Rocky Took A Lover by Bell X1

H - Hell On Heels by Pistol Annies

A - Alone Together by Fall Out Boy

V - Video Games by Lana Del Ray

E - Enter Sandman by Metallica

A - American Pie by Don McLean

N - No Time To Die by Billie Eilish

Y - You Shook Me All Night Long by AC/DC

N - Natural by Imagine Dragons

O - Only You by Yaz

R - River by Bishop Briggs

M - My Church by Maren Morris

A - All Too Well by Taylor Swift

L - Liar by Camila Cabello

F - From The Backseat by Lucy Hale

A - America’s Sweetheart by Elle King

N - Not A Pretty Girl by Ani DiFranco

S - Stupid Love by Lady Gaga

This was so much fun! I made a Spotify playlist for this if anyone wants a listen.

No pressure tags: @sierraraeck @thinkinghardhardlythinking @90spumkin @dancestargia @my-fav-imagines-17 @stunudo @mrswhozeewhatsis @marril96 any anyone else who wants to do it!

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#4

Criminal Minds Tropes Bingo 2020 Masterlist

Completed fics for my card from 2020 @cmbingo​. All smut is marked with an *

Library* (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)  

Platonic Soulmates* (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)  

Team Dinner* (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

School* (Spencer Reid x Reader)

Bull Pen (Free Space) (Spencer Reid x Reader)

All The Things We Didn’t Say* (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

S1* (Spencer Reid x Lila Archer)

S14 (Spencer Reid x OFC)

Hurt/Comfort (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Romantic Soulmates* (Emily Prentiss x Reader)

Sharing Clothes (Spencer Reid x Lila Archer)

21 notes • Posted 2021-01-06 22:31:37 GMT

#3

Criminal Minds Kink Bingo Masterlist

Completed squares for @cm-kinkbingo 2020.

Not tagging these with an * as they all contain some form of smut.

Praise Kink  (Spencer Reid x Lila Archer)

Professor!AU  (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Beard Kink  (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Cock Warming  (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Restraints (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Dirty Talk  (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Aftercare (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Face Fucking  (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Subspace (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Bull Pen (Free Space) (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Exhibitionism (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Sex On A Case (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Reid x Lila Archer (Spencer Reid x Lila Archer)

Blindfolds (Emily Prentiss x Reader)

Face Sitting (Emily Prentiss x Reader)

Lingerie (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Breeding Kink (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

Dom/sub  (Emily Prentiss x Reader x Spencer Reid)

First Time (Spencer Reid x Reader)

34 notes • Posted 2021-01-07 13:06:13 GMT

#2

Bingo Masterlists

@cmbingo​

Criminal Minds Trope Bingo 2020

Criminal Minds Trope Bingo 2021

@cm-kinkbingo​

Criminal Minds Kink Bingo 2020

@anyfandomgoesbingo​

Any Fandom Goes 2020

@girl-next-door-writes​

Make Me Feel

Challenge Masterlists

Kinktober 2020

Kinkmas 2020

NSFW November 2021

Criminal Minds Masterlist

Supernatural Masterlist

36 notes • Posted 2021-01-07 16:06:50 GMT

#1

Kinktober 2020 Masterlist

Completed works for #Kinktober2020. All contain smut to some degree so proceed with caution.

1. threesome | toys under clothing | handjobs

2. lingerie | branding | costumes

3. master/slave | exhibitionism/voyeurism

4. nipple play | somnophilia | photography/nudes

5. anal | sleepy/morning sex | corset

6. toys | teratophilia/xenophilia | making out

7. boot/foot worship | glory hole | medical play

8. double penetration | begging  | degradation

9. bondage | formal wear | hypnosis/mind control

10. pegging | dirty talk | wax play

11. body swap | ovipositor | temperature play

12. hair pulling | collaring | omegaverse

13. masks | impact play | getting caught

14. sadism/masochism | body writing | face sitting

15. body modification | gags | size difference

16. shower sex | discipline | object insertion

17. transformation | breath play | chastity

18. spit roasting | biting | shibari

19. fisting | overstimulation | uniforms

20. shaving/grooming | cunnilingus | anonymous sex

21. tentacles | crossdressing/feminization | cock warming

22. fucking machine | masturbation | abduction

23. rimming | blowjobs | gangbang/orgy

24. sex pollen | first time/virginity | blood/gore

25. vibrator | predicament bondage | sounding

26. public use | distention | praise

27. orgasm control/denial | aphrodisiacs | knife play

28. angry/hate sex | suspension | role play

29. lap dance | pet play | leather

30. forniphilia | sensory deprivation | phone sex

31. aftercare | hand-holding

48 notes • Posted 2021-01-07 14:47:39 GMT

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Part Three: Where The Wild Things Roam, It’s Home. (Taxi Driver S08E19)

Episode Summary: Sam, Dean and the reader respond to a call from a terrified Kevin who claims to hear Crowley’s voice in his head. Also with the good news that he’s discovered the second trial from the tablet—rescue an innocent soul from hell. The reader has to team up with a reaper named Ajay to complete the task, meanwhile the boys get a visit from the angel Naomi. But when things go awry, Dean must find Benny and ask him for a huge favor. Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader Word Count: 6,477.

Previous Part | Supernatural Rewrite Masterlist

You didn't know how many times you repeated the story about how you landed yourself here; knocked up, walking through Purgatory after taking a trip down to Hell. It was all part of the trials you had to complete in order to slam the place that ruined your life before you were even born. Bobby knew about the part where you faked your own death. But you didn't get to go into further detail about how you managed to trick him and the boys. While on the hike back to the spot where Ajay told you to meet him, you told Bobby everything you went through during your time away together. From making a deal with Cas in that hospital room to your life as Y/F/N. And how you found the boys again several months ago. After you literately bumped into Dean. 

You jumped ship right before the wall in Sam's head collapsed and Cas thought he was God 2.0. The aftermath was followed by Sam having hallucinations of Lucifer in his head every single day of the week, twenty four hours a day. Not to mention the torture he experienced in the cage. Cas went on a power trip for a while before coming face to face with the mess he made. Bobby and the boys faced up against a monster old as Eve herself. Not to mention the worst thing of all, Bobby died thinking you were gone. There was never a fear that you might have been stuck as Y/F/N for the rest of your life. Dean and Cas could have been stuck in Purgatory. The only person who might have had a happening ending was Sam...of course nothing lasts forever.

Dean got out of Purgatory after running around this place for a year, Sam was torn away from his happy life with Amelia and they bumped into a familiar face with a different name while they were trying to find a prophet on the loose after escaping the clutches of the king of hell. All it took was a dead husband and a demon for you to remember who you were again. It was like a switch went off in your head. The boys caught you up on things that went down while you were gone. It was your first day back in your own head space was when you heard about Kevin's discovery of how to close the gates of hell for good. However, it took a few more months after that until he discovered the first trial. 

“I’m surprised the boys are even letting you out of their sight in your condition. Dean especially. After all that went down...He was devastated after you died—well, we thought you did. Tried just about everything to get you back. But he was so caught up in helping Sam with this hell business. And Cas being off his rocker. The poor son of a bitch didn’t catch a break.” Bobby said. The glimpse into the grief you left behind made you feel a familiar twinge of guilt at your past choices. “Hell, it was a loss for all of us. You were the glue that kept those boys together.”

“Something like that.” You mumbled back to him, your lips stretching into a faint smile. You didn’t have the heart to tell him about the falling almost falling out the boys had over choices of people they wanted to call friends. Of a past they didn’t want to let go of just yet. All of you were on better terms than in the beginning of the year. 

“You and Dean find out what you’re having yet?” Bobby couldn’t help himself but jump back to the baby talk, there were too many questions of his that he wanted to ask before your time together was cut off again for good. You could see a glint of happiness in his eyes at hearing the news that you and the boys were having an addition to the family. “Or are you too early to figure all that stuff out?”

“We want it to be a surprise. Sounds cliched, but we don’t care. Long as they’re healthy.” You said. You placed a hand on your stomach while you continue your walk through the woods, feeling the bump made your smile slightly grow wider. “If it’s a boy, I want to name him Robert junior. I’m thinking for a girl...Roberta. Hmm? You like that?”

“Sure. If you want the poor kid to get the crap kicked out of her on the playground. Considering it’s you and Dean’s kid, I’m sure they’ll be the ones doing all the fighting. Ooh, they’re gonna be a handful. Especially if it’s a girl.” Bobby said. He chuckled to himself at the shenanigans an elementary school aged child would get themselves into, Dean trying his hardest to lay down the law. “They’re gonna get themselves into plenty of trouble and raise a lot of hell. You and the boys are gonna have your hands full raising them.”

“Oh God. I don’t even want to think about the stuff they’re going to try and pull. They’ve already been making my life hell from every weird symptom coming my way. Morning sickness was a bitch trying. Luckily that's gone, but I can't seem to stomach the smell of meat. Which is a little weird if you think, considering how much Dean loves his burgers.” You said. You softly patted the bump before dropping your hand back down to your side. “I can’t wait for this to be over.” 

Bobby fell silent for a moment while the both of you continued your hike through the woods. You pulled out your phone from your pocket, knowing well enough you weren't checking for reception, but to see how much time you had left until you made it to the finish line. A question lingered in the back of his mind the more you told him about these trials. "Why are you doing this?" You turned your head up from what he asked to give him a confused look as to what he meant by that. "I mean, you must've fought tooth and nail just to keep hunting. Hell, if  were still alive, there'd be no way you would be setting foot out on a hunt.”

"Trust me when I say they were livid. Sam didn't want me anywhere near this. And Dean wanted to be the one who did this. But, I sort of...stole it out from under him." You slightly explained the situation to how you got here to Bobby. "The night of the first trial was a complete mess. I didn't want Dean to do it because everything to him is a suicide mission. And, a part of me felt like this was a chance to right some wrongs. Give our kid a better future.” 

“So, how many more of these trials after this?’ Bobby asked. 

“Just one. We don’t know what it is, though—not yet. Kevin’s still translating.” You said. “The kid’s been under a lot of pressure lately, but I’m hoping he’ll figure it out sooner than later.” 

“Well, you saw back there in hell, I ain’t got a lot of rust. Just feels so good to be back in action again. Might be handy if you had me around to help while you’re on maternity leave” Bobby suggested an idea that sounded like music to your ears. A happy ending that you would have loved to make true. “And you know, having an extra set of hands around never hurt anybody."

“Bobby, I’d love that, believe me. There’s nothing in this world I would give for you to come back with me. The thing is," You told him the truth with a heavy sigh you should have told him back in hell, "for this trial to be completed, your soul has to enter heaven. And besides, if that weren't the case, the boys burned your bones, Bobby. There's nothing to tie your spirit to Earth."

“Yeah. Yeah, well…” The smile that graced Bobby’s face slowly began to fall as the older hunter tried to hide his disappointment at hearing his fate. “You know, I always figured that’d be the end of it. You know, just a hunter’s funeral. Zip. Nothing. And I was okay with that. Imagine my surprise.”  

"Well, I guess if there has to be an eternity, I'd pick Heaven over Hell." You said, giving him your two cents on the matter. “Speaking of personal experience. Upstairs isn’t all that bad.”

"Yeah. 'Cause there's nothing screwy going on up there." Bobby's sarcasm made you chuckle. You wished you made the rules about life and death, but your hands were tied on the matter. The both of you began your way back to the spot where Ajay told you to meet him at with just minutes to spare. "I'll do my part, get to the end of this...I ain't exactly the retiring type. So, you idjits figure out a way to spring me..."

“Yeah. No, of course. That’s, uh—yeah.” You found yourself letting out a jumble of words to try and respond back to Bobby’s request you were half listening to. You found yourself circling around the woods to see if you might have gotten the location wrong, or if you could spot Ajay in the distance of endless looking woods. Maybe you could spot him staring down at his watch with a slightly annoyed look at how you didn't listen to his command about being punctual. But there was nobody around. 

“Oh, well, let’s go topside.” Bobby said, wanting to get a start on things so you could finish this. But you had a feeling that wasn’t going to be possible. You tried your hardest not to panic just yet as you took one more sweep around the woods, hoping you might be able to spot Ajay. But he was nowhere to be seen. “What’s going on, Y/N?”

“This is it. This is the place. I’m sure of it.” You muttered to yourself. You tried somehow reassure your worrying mind that you weren't going crazy. You looked down at the ground to see there was the decapitated head of the monster that attacked you when you were alone after Ajay left. Bobby asked if this was where the reaper was supposed to meet you, you nodded your head and pulled out your phone to watch as the timer you set up began to tick down to the very last second. "Yeah. At exactly...now." 

‘’So, he’s running a little late.” Bobby tried to somehow reassure you. 

“No, see, that’s the thing. He was very specific, Bobby, like to the minute.” You told him. 

“And if he doesn’t show…?” He asked, not sure if he wanted to hear the answer himself. 

You felt yourself trying your hardest not to believe the words that came out of your mouth as the future you were looking towards. “We’ve got no way out.”

+ + +

Hunters weren't supposed to be friends with monsters. And vampires weren't supposed to be buddy-buddy with the human who was raised to kill blood thirty creatures like him. But there was an exception to every rule. People who broke the moral code. And people who learned from past mistakes that no matter how friendly a monster is to your face, they were kind as they lead themselves up to be. Sam didn't like Benny. Despite saving his brother from purgatory and supposedly feeding on blood bags than a live human to curb his hunger. There was something about the southern vamp that Sam couldn't let his guard down. Maybe it was because of his own experience of trusting the thing he was raised to hate. 

It started off with a sweet girl named Madison who was dragged into this lifestyle after she was bitten by a werewolf. Sam found himself falling into feelings he hasn’t experienced in a while, ever since his old girlfriend, and possibly the only love of his life, was tragically killed. He thought he could save her. Much as all of you tried to fight the curse, there was nothing else Sam could do other than to put a bullet in the back of her head to end her suffering. Sam should have learned his lesson, but the true test came in the form of a black eyed demon named Ruby. 

She whispered sweet nothings and empty promises into his ear for over two years about how he could save his brother and best friend from the big, bad demon named Lilith. While he might not have been able to accomplish his first task, Sam got revenge on the demon. And set the Devil himself to go running free. Get burned enough times and you learn stop being soft on people. There was an exception or two over the years. Sam trusted a monster just enough when he knew he could get something back from him. What he was about to agree to was like pushing all of his beliefs and conceptions about him out the window. 

For the longest time Sam thought Benny was like the rest of the vampires he hunted over the years. His brother's judgement was good most of the time. If Dean hadn't gone what he went through back in Purgatory, there would have been no way he would have became friends with something like Benny. But being put in an environment like Purgatory, where there was no hunter or prey, everyone was fighting to survive. And their bond transferred over back on Earth. Sam couldn't wrap his head around it. There was nothing more the younger Winchester wanted than to slice Benny's head off his neck and send him back where he belonged. Because that's what he thought the wrong thing to do was. It'd be only a matter of time until Benny slipped up and attacked some humans. At least, that's what he thought Benny was all about. 

Sam felt himself conflicted on what the right thing to do was in this situation. Ajay was slumped back in the driver’s seat, blood on his shirt. It wasn't hard to connect the dots that someone had killed him. Someone possibly caught wind of the demon you and the boys were interrogating and told their boss. You slipped up while you were in Hell. Whatever it was, this had Crowley's name written all over it. With Ajay dead, it meant you had no way back from purgatory. There was no way the boys had time to find another demon who would be willing to talk to them, it'd take more than just holy water for them to spill the name of another rouge reaper. It almost seemed like you were stuck there. Unless...unless Sam bit the bullet and trusted a vampire. The one he wanted to kill the second he meant him. Now Benny was the only chance at getting Sam's family back to where they belonged.

"How'd you get this one on board?" Benny asked, pointing a thumb casually to the younger man he knew hated his guts more than anything. Both men stood across from one another trying to act civilized as a hunter and vampire could be. 

"I'm not. This was all Dean's idea." Sam replied back to the vampire, his tone as cold as his attitude towards the vampire. "I'm sure he told you about what went down. We're out of options.”

"If you don't want to do this, we understand." Dean spoke up before the conversation could veer off the path he wanted everyone to focus on. The man felt guilt ridden at what he was asking his friend to do, the person who rescued him from that hell hole. Now he wanted him to go back to save the woman he loved. He hadn't quite felt this helpless before in a long, long while. 

"Wow." Benny smiled slightly, in a way that was almost unreadable. The boys weren't sure if the vampire was up for the challenge at what they were asking of him, or it was the audacity of them asking to do such a thing. "When Dean Winchester asks for a favor, he's not screwing around." 

"Benny, sending you back there is the last thing I ever wanted to do." Dean said, stressing the point he wanted to make very clear. Benny nodded his head. Both men created a bond through trauma they would never be able to shake off, no matter how much they tried to bury it down. He never wanted things to end up like this. But he was out of options. Benny might have been his friend, you were the love of his life. The woman he’d do anything for. Nothing in this world compared to what he had with you. His hands were tied. "But Y/N is stuck down there." 

“This would be the same Y/N who’s carrying your kid?” Benny asked, wanting to be sure the details were right on the things he was being told. You had only been about eight weeks along from the last time you saw him. Even back then, were determined nothing was going to get in your way. “Now, how in the hell did she manage to get into this mess?”

“Does it matter? This is the same person who helped your ass out when you needed it the most after you got topside.” Sam reminded the vampire about how you found some sort of good in something like Benny. You put your life on the line twice for him to help get him out of a sticky situation. The least he could do was to return the favor. “You got access to the place.” 

“By ‘access,’ you mean ‘getting beheaded’?” The vampire asked the hunter, wondering if they were on the same page here. 

Dean flinched at the things he was asking of Benny, speaking those words out loud made it seem even worse somehow. It was out of place for his friend to do such a thing for someone he barely knew. “Yeah, yeah you’re right—it’s too much.” He mumbled. “It’s not like I've been there for you lately.”

“What? Oh, come on Dean. You had your hands full lately.” Benny said. “And you know I love a good challenge.”

“Wait,” Sam found the response he was given by the vampire surprising at his willingness. “You’re serious?”

“Hey, she’s your family. And you’re right, Y/N was there for me when I needed a friend. It’s the least I could do.” Benny said. “I say let’s do this.”

Dean felt part relief, and part guilt at the things he was about to put Benny through. “I owe you.” 

“Oh, you don't owe me nothing. Truth is, uh... I could use a break from all this.” Benny admitted how he’d been feeling over the past several months since being back. Dean was taken aback at the confession. He thought the vampire would have been happy to breathe fresh air and not have to go about day to day life without running. It seemed Benny was longing for the familiarity of Purgatory. Much as it was hell, he grew used to it, sort of like a comfortable pain. He knew what to expect. “I'm not a good fit, Dean. Not with vampires and, for sure, not with the humans. I don't belong. And after a while...that starts to wear on you. Right?”

Benny found himself confessing more about the things he’d been feeling. He spent over fifty years in Purgatory, slaughtering and fighting his way to freedom. The portal to Earth was a whispered myth among kind like him. When Dean came along, it seemed this was his chance at getting out. But not everything fit his fantasy of what life was going to be like on the outside. Benny found himself longing for a place he once hated. 

The vampire let out a forced chuckle from how this conversation turned into him telling about his feelings. Sam, the one who had been against him this entire time, found his attitude changing. “Cry me a river. Like you need to listen to this. Guess you were right about me, Sam. It’s hard to walk the straight and narrow.”

“Well, when you get back up here, we're gonna fix all that, okay?” Dean told the vampire, knowing it was the least he could do. Benny found the promise of coming back to the place he just admitted to not fitting in rather odd. “Yeah, you find the portal, and your ride out of Purgatory with Y/N just like you did with me, okay? As soon as I send you back, we’re gonna haul our asses up to Maine, and we’re gonna be waiting there for you when you get topside.”

“Yeah. That sounds like a plan, chief.” Benny lied to the man, smiling at the promise of getting himself back to normal. “Let's get on with it.”

“You sure about this?” Dean asked, wanting to be ready for the final go ahead before he was about to kill his friend and send him back to that wasteland. 

“Not my first rodeo, man.” Benny reassured the hunter for what he was about to do. 

Dean inhaled a deep breath and walked over to the Impala, reaching inside the backseat to pull out a machete; the only thing to do this properly. A clean cut across the neck. It sounded simple enough, but doing it was going to be the most painful part of it. Sam swallowed at what Benny was willingly agreeing to. He stepped forward to the vampire and outstretched his hand. He wanted to show his gratitude at the things Benny was putting himself through for someone he only met twice. And for a friend he had to cut ties with for the sake of his family not being torn apart. Maybe Sam was wrong about Benny. He wasn’t that bad of a guy, after all.

“Thank you.” Sam said, his voice was filled with sincerity. 

“Y/N is your family.” Benny shrugged it off, as if this was going to be a walk in the park for him. At least that’s what it sounded like in his voice. Sam could see the emotion in Benny’s face, but he was doing his best to keep a strong face. Family, a friend that was there for them through the worst of times. The thing the Winchesters didn’t have much of anymore. Benny once had someone he called family. Sam had destroyed that relationship for him. “Besides, she saved my ass a few times. The least I could do.” 

The machete felt heavier in Dean's hand than the other times he held it to this. He couldn't shake off this terrible feeling sitting in the center of his chest. He approached Benny and outstretched his hand for him to shake. Benny grabbed ahold of it, only to pull him into a tight hug as friends do. Dean mumbled what felt to be the hundredth time of him thanking his friend for the selfless act he was doing. Both men pulled away to step back into their respective spots, Sam lingered a safe distance away. For someone who didn't like Benny from the first time he met him, he felt guilty as his brother for asking to do such a thing. 

"Well, come on." Benny spoke up after a few grueling long seconds. He cracked a smile, trying to help ease the hesitation. "You a wimp?"

There was no going back with the plan; Dean inhaled a deep breath, and without thinking twice about it, swung the machete up and sliced right through Benny's neck. The brothers watched as the vampire's head slowly slid off his body and fell to the pavement. It'd be no time until Benny found himself back in Purgatory where the first step of this plan would come into action. The boys wasted no time in cleaning up the mess and getting themselves up to Maine where they nervously hoped to be greeted with two familiar faces and a soul that needed to go where he rightfully belonged.

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You were doing everything in your power not to freak yourself with the thought that you might be longer than you anticipated here. Forever was what your mind was tricking you into thinking. You nervously swallowed down the anxiety and calm yourself down with the thought that the boys were probably coming up with a way to get you out of this. But how? There were only two ways to get yourself into this place; if you were a monster. And you knew of a rogue reaper who forgot about the strict timeframe he stuck you on. You had a feeling Ajay wasn't going to be picking you up. Which meant you were stranded here in Monsterland until you figured out a way out of here before it was too late. 

"Dean spent a year in this place?" Bobby asked in disbelief. You told him about the repercussions of killing a leviathan and standing too close to him. The consequences left Cas and the older Winchester to be stuck in this monster version of hell. Trying to survive and find their way out, thanks to a friendly vampire. You had a feeling Benny was one of a kind. All the monsters here were too busy killing one another to form an alliance

“Running and fighting, all day, everyday." You said. "It took him a while to come back down to reality. This place messed up pretty badly. Honestly, I can't blame him. It’s only been a day and this place is giving me the creeps.” 

"Must have been hell on Sam for not being able to get him out all that time." Bobby said. You winced slightly at what you heard the older Winchester say, you turned your gaze away from him to hide the disappointing answer you had to give him. Bobby was smart enough to put the pieces together. "Sam did try, didn't he?"

"Look, Bobby," You let out a sigh from how he was going to react at the truth you were going to have to tell him. While you didn't agree with the actions Sam took, you felt it would have been hypocritical from what you did. So you tried to defend him the best you could. "We all have an agreement on when these things happen, okay?"

"I know that agreement. I thought those boys that agreement. That's a non-agreement." Bobby, rightfully so, took the information with anger at the actions Sam had done. He turned his back on his own family. Something none of you had ever done. You gave him a defeated look at how he let his own brother suffer for a year, feeling partially responsible for how things turned out. The few months you came back were rocky, almost the point you feared nothing would be the same again. And while they were talking about it always brought up undelt emotions. "I get the feeling a lot must have happened while I was gone." 

You scoffed at the understatement he had given the situation. It was a complicated mess that ended with both of the brothers having to sever ties with two people they grew closer to over the year of their absence from another. At times you wondered if the situation was fixed after all. You wanted to tell Bobby more about it, but you forgot for a second about where you were currently at the moment. Standing around in Purgatory of all places like a bunch of sitting ducks. This was how you got yourself killed. Bobby managed to warn you about the company approaching you. You let out a frustrated sigh at the sight of three monsters heading towards you. 

Without a moment of hesitation, you quickly swung your weapon and decapitated the monster before he could harm you first. You turned your head in time to see the second one attacked Bobby, and before the older man could be killed for another time, you came to his rescue and killed the monster. While you had managed to take down two of the threats, you had no time at all to figure out the third one was behind you, ready to attack. But before he could lay even a finger on you, someone else joined the fight and grabbed the creature, throwing him down to the ground to take care of it himself.

The commotion didn’t go unnoticed by Bobby, who saw another monster with his teeth ripping into the flesh of the one who tried to attack you. To the older hunter all he could think was how this was survival of the fittest, you and him were just a piece of meat for these monsters to either eat or kill, even if it meant killing others to get his hands on you. But that wasn’t the case for the person who you saw. Right as Bobby was about to take a swing at the creature who saved your life, you managed to stop him. 

“Bobby, no, no, wait! Wait! Wait!” You grabbed ahold of his arm and somehow managed to pin it up in the best as you could, giving the creature a chance to stand back up to his feet. You watched as Benny Lafitte, a vampire you hadn’t seen months, spit out the blood from his mouth, showing off his fangs as he got up to a standing position. You blinked, not sure how you should feel about seeing a familiar face. “What the hell are you doing here?”

Benny’s response made you feel partially relieved at the circumstances at how he got himself a one way ticket to Purgatory. “Dean sent me.”

“Dean?” Bobby repeated the name of the man who would have never done such a thing, being friends with a vampire. You somehow managed to hold him off before he could do something stupid by hurting Benny like he wanted. He was angry, and rightfully so. Hunters weren’t buddy-buddy with monsters. Especially not for someone like a Winchester. “Not my Dean.”

“Well, hate to break even more bad news to you...but he’s a buddy of Dean’s.” You said, growing slightly at how you were the one to give Bobby all the bad news about his boys and all their poor choices after he left. 

“A good buddy.” Benny clarified. You turned your head to give the vampire a glare, his remarks weren’t helping the situation.  

“A freaking vampire?” Bobby asked in disbelief from what he was hearing. He turned his attention towards you, wondering how all of this came about. You shrugged your shoulders at the lack of a proper answer you could give him to explain this mess. “Well, you three really went off the rails while I was gone, didn't you?”

You could only let out a quiet sigh from how the truth was coming out all at once, with familiar faces you didn’t expect to see...well, ever again. It was your idea for the boys to cut out people from the past for good. Amelia and Benny were people you never thought you were going to meet or see. It was for the sake of the family and getting the boys back on what mattered the most; which was the three of you. The family who had always been there for one another through thick and thin. At least that’s what you thought. Since the beginning of the year you had gone through a roller coaster of highs and lows, but never did you expect it was going to end up like 

You had to admit you liked Benny, from his charming southern accent to how he seemed like no creature you met before. Maybe it was because he saved Dean a few times from getting himself stuck here forever and got him free. You only met him twice, and while he seemed innocent enough, you couldn’t form a friendship with him. Because not only was it the wrong thing to do as a hunter, having Benny in your life caused more trouble than it was worth. You weren’t sure how Sam got on board with the idea in the first place. He hated Benny’s guts more than anything. Desperate times call putting his trust in vampires. Benny was the only one who could get you out of Purgatory. 

Your legs were starting to ache from all the walking around and fighting you weren't used to doing in your condition, making it feel almost impossible that you were going to make it towards this escape route. Much as you wanted to lie down and sleep, you pushed yourself to keep walking, knowing you had to do this. There was no way you were going to quit when you were so close to the finish line. While you managed to keep up with Benny, you found a lingering awkward tension between the both of you. Maybe it was just how you were approaching all of this and thinking too much about it.  

“Benny, listen—I think you’re a good guy. Don't get me wrong." You said, breaking the silence that fell between the three of you. “And I know you saved Dean's ass a few times down here, and I respect that." 

"Yeah, and now I'm trying to save yours." Benny replied back to you, stopping you from letting him down easy about how you appreciated his help in all of this. You stopped walking when he did as well, Benny chuckled to himself at how all of this was playing out for him. "You know, I'm a disgrace to my own people."

“No offense, but your people aren’t exactly the friendliest.” You said. Benny shrugged off your remark as he began looking around the place, as if he was trying to find something. “How much more walking are we gonna have to do?”

Benny examined the area once more to make sure it was exactly as he remembered it from the last time he was here. "Yeah, this is the place."

"The seam that gets us back on top?" Bobby asked, the vampire nodded his head. You furrowed your brow slightly, not sure what you were expecting to find that was going to get you back to earth. It seemed the older hunter had better eyes than you had. "Is that it?"

You followed Bobby's gaze over and up towards what was going to be your escape out of here; you swallowed slightly at seeing the portal that was your ticket back home where you belonged. Where your family was eagerly waiting for you. "Yeah, that's it." Benny said. "You two remember what I told you?"

"Yeah. All right, Bobby, here it goes." You said, telling him what the plan was going to be. "When we get to earth and I release you, there's no time for goodbyes."

"Already said my goodbyes to you once, Y/N. Didn't seem to take. No reason I won't be seeing you and that kid again somewhere down the road. But if they give me a rocking chair up there, I’m raising hell.” Bobby said. You felt your lips stretch into a faint smile, hoping it might be true. Stranger things in your life happened. "Take care of yourself and those boys, Y/N. Be the best mother you can be to this kid. And don't ever doubt for a second you can't do this. Because I know you can. You and Dean are gonna make perfect parents.”

You know you didn’t have to tell him once again that you were going to miss him and how you wished things were different. You managed to squeeze in one last hug from Bobby, the both of you shared one last moment together before you had to get started on finishing this second trial. Bobby cut along his forearm with the demon knife before handing it over to you to do the same. You began chanting the words Kevin told you to do in order for this to work and grabbed ahold of Bobby's wrist, him doing the same. You weren't sure how it was going to feel when his soul was transferred into your body. You managed to work through the strange feelings and get yourself to focus long enough to hand over the demon knife to Benny. 

"All right. Come on, Benny. It's your turn." You said, reaching out your arm further for him to grab the knife. Benny responded with a look, the kind that you didn't like. You let out a frustrated sigh from how he was hesitating. "If you're worried about me, don’t. I’m fine. Just hurry up." 

"Benny." You heard a voice coming from behind you, making you turn around to see you had more company. You guessed the three filthy people approaching you were vampires. And they weren’t happy to see their own associating himself with someone like you. 

“Go on. It’s me they want. Go on. You just make sure you tell Dean I said goodbye.” Benny gave you a request that seemed fair enough. Every part of you didn’t want to leave him alone in this place. But he was used to it after spending decades here. It was his home, in a strange sort of way. There was no pretending to be who he was. “I was never good up there anyway.”  

"Benny, wait!" You called out to the vampire, knowing you had something he would need in order to win the fight. You threw the weapon you stole from another monster towards him, hoping it would give him luck to survive in these parts for however long he wanted to stay here. You let out a sigh from how you could nothing else for him, despite all the things he'd done for you and Dean.

Much as you wanted to lend out a helping hand to Benny and change his mind about sticking around here, you weren't going to blow your one chance at getting the hell out of here. You made your way towards the hill and climbed up to the portal that was your ticket out of this joint for good. You were high above now that gave you a better view of Purgatory. You looked ahead to see you might be able to find Benny, and when you did, you felt your heart sink in fear at what you saw. You opened your mouth to call out the vampire's name when one of the other creatures tackled him to the ground. Before any noise came out of your mouth, you were sucked through, and spit straight back to the real world. 

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F*ck Cancer- Ch 7: The Good With The Bad

SERIES MASTERLIST - CHAPTER ONE - CHAPTER TWO - CHAPTER THREE - CHAPTER FOUR - CHAPTER FIVE - CHAPTER SIX - CHAPTER EIGHT (coming soon)

Summary: Life has a funny way of balancing things out. Massive highs one minute, massive lows the next...

Genre: Angst, fluff

Characters: Sam x Reader, Dean x Platonic!Reader*, Bobby x Platonic!Reader *For the Dean ladies/lads: it may not be romantic between him and the reader, but it’s a very close brotherly/sisterly relationship and I still think y’all will really enjoy it :)

Words: 2756

Warnings: At least one f-bomb. Nothing else I can think of though.

A/N: This is the second to last chapter guys, we’re nearing the end game. If you love the story but haven’t shared this with me, now’s the time ;) Part 8 is ready to go, I will post it in the next day or two.

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The smell of freshly ground coffee grinds woke you from your slumber, and you stretched your body across the king mattress once you realised Sam had vacated his spot next to you. The sunshine was only just peeking through the thick blinds in the hotel room, and a glance at the clock showed it was just after 7am. You tested your legs, rolling your ankles around first and then trying to lift them. Weak, but usable you hoped. The real test would be putting weight on them of course, though you were certain Sam would come in any moment with your coffee.

And sure enough he joined you moments later, the paper under his arm and a couple of biscuits in his mouth while he carried the coffees to the bed. You grinned broadly when you saw him, and he too smiled in response.

“Hey my princess,” he greeted you, setting the coffee and biscuits down before leaning over to kiss you.

“Lame,” you told him with a wink. “I loved it.”

He laughed and sat down next to you, pulling you into his chest and embracing you as he laid you both back onto the pillows.

“How’s the legs this morning?” he asked, trying not to sound too disheartened.

“OK I think,” you shrugged. “I have a bit more movement than yesterday so that’s good. Maybe sex is the cure?”

“Ha,” Sam huffed. “Maybe we should call your doctor, suggest they do some studies.”

“Dean would volunteer for the trials, no question.”

You both laughed, and Sam handed your coffee and biscuit over while he opened the paper.

“So Dean and Bobby are going to join us for breakfast if that’s ok.” Sam said. “The buffet downstairs is supposed to be amazing.”

“Sounds awesome,” you told him with a grin, already excited to have all your boys together again even if it had only been 12hrs since you’d been apart. You knew that soon you’d be saying goodbye to Bobby, and you knew in your heart that it would be for the last time. So anytime you could spend with him was not worth wasting.

Soon enough you were both dressed and ready to head down. While you had been capable of showering yourself, Sam of course insisted it would be safer to do so together. Walking was significantly easier than the day before, but you still needed to let Sam take some of your weight. Which felt ridiculous given how much weight you’d lost in the last few months. You found yourself wondering more than once how skin and bone could be so damn heavy.

You stepped into the elevator with Sam, arm in arm, and as the doors closed a woman called out from the hallway. You quickly hit the ‘open’ button just in time and she darted in, letting the doors close on their own.

“Thank you so much,” she told you, and gave you a smile.

Sam’s grip on you tightened, and you felt your heart rate increase ten-fold. Your legs started to feel like jelly again but for an entirely different reason than the rock in your brain.

“N-no problem Ms. Lawrence,” you stammered, staring wide eyed at Sam as you both shared your shock at the fact you were sharing an elevator with Jennifer Lawrence.

“Oh you’re so sweet,” she told you. “You can call me Jennifer. What’s your name?”

You tried to muster up the confidence to speak again but your mouth suddenly felt dry, and Sam jumped in.

“I’m Sam, and this is my new wife Y/N,” he told her. “Sorry, she’s a little overwhelmed to meet you I think, she’s a big fan.”

“Oh sweety,” she giggled, giving you a tight hug. You wrapped your arms around her and laughed in disbelief. “Congratulations, you two are an adorable couple.”

“You’ll have to forgive us, it’s just that we’ve been working through my wife’s bucket list and you’re-”

You pulled away from her blushing, and kicked him on the ankle. “Sam don’t…”

“No wait, you’re- are you ill?” Jennifer asked you with a frown.

You nodded with a sigh. “Shit, yer, I’m sorry, he shouldn’t have told you. I er- I have a few weeks left, and meeting you happens to be on my list of things to do. It’s kinda wild that this is happening right now to be honest.”

“No no, it’s fine. Can I- well, would you like a picture perhaps? Do you have a camera with you? It’s the least I could do,” she asked you with wide eyes, obviously keen to do something for you.

“We would be so grateful, thank you,” Sam answered, linking his arm back through yours and squeezing your hand. “My brother and uncle will be waiting downstairs, maybe they could take it for us.”

“Sounds perfect,” she replied with a wide smile.

The elevator came to a stop and the doors opened, and stepping off you immediately spotted Dean and Bobby waiting the entrance. You called out, and as Dean turned his eyes fell onto Jennifer and practically burst out of his head. Sam guided you over to them with her in tow, and you smiled broadly at Dean as his eyes quietly begged you for an explanation.

“Hi, h-hello,” he stammered as you approached, holding out his hand to shake Jennifer’s which she did without hesitation. “Wow this is, wow. You’re here, in this hotel. With my brother and Y/N. Well, not with them obviously but-”

“DEAN! Sweety,” you interrupted quickly. “Would you like to be in a photo with us? Bobby could take the picture I’m sure.”

You knew how much Dean liked her, so his expression when you asked him to be in it was more than you could have ever hoped for. This photo wasn’t for you, you’d get to see it for all of a few weeks. You wanted Dean and Sam to share this memory though, and you fully intended to have it blown up and framed before you died.

Everyone shuffled in together, Dean on one side of Jennifer and you on the other, Sam standing behind you with his arms wrapped around you protectively. Jennifer took your hand and gave it a squeeze and you gave her a warm smile back.

“Thank you so much for this,” you whispered to her while Bobby got himself ready. “I’m sure you have a million other things to be doing.”

“Nothing is more important than this moment,” she told you reassuringly. “I don’t know how much time you have left, but I hope you and Sam have the best time of your lives. I’m so grateful we could meet today.”

You felt your eyes mist over and you nodded, both of you breaking the gaze to look at Bobby who took a few dozen shots just to be safe. You were sure one of them at least would be usable. He continued to photograph you all as you bid her farewell and exchanged hugs, and as she was guided out of the hotel by her handler she gave you one final wave before stepping into a waiting car.

Once you were sure she was out of sight and earshot you let out a loud ‘whoop’, with Sam and Dean closely following.

“What the hell just happened?” you asked them, and Sam lifted you in the air and spun you around.

“That was incredible!” he replied, giving you a kiss before planting your feet back on the ground and wrapping his arm around you.

“Tell me you got some good shots Bobby,” Dean begged and he went over to him and took the phone to inspect them.

“I know how to work a camera ya idjit.” Bobby grumbled, but gave you a smirk and a wink.

You laughed at the absurdity of what just transpired, and as you cuddled into Sam you hoped this would be a moment that would bring him comfort in the coming weeks.

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Things did progress quite quickly after the wedding. You’d apparently just had a massive stroke of luck on Day 1 of wedded bliss, but from Day 2 things started to go downhill.

You came to rely on a second person to take some of your weight when you walked, mostly that was Sam but Dean stepped in plenty as well. When he realised what was happening Bobby wanted to stay too, but you insisted he get back to work. You told him you couldn’t live with yourself (pun intended) if a hunter fell into trouble because you had been hogging him. Saying goodbye to him was the hardest thing you’d ever had to do, even he shed a few tears.

Day 5 was when you gave in and suggested a wheelchair. Sam and Dean were reluctant to do it, to them it was an admission of the end, but you managed to convince them. You didn’t tell them but your headaches were becoming much too painful to continue to try and walk anyway. The constant up and down when being picked up and put down was the worst, and the time Dean accidentally bumped your head into the door frame didn’t help either.

Sam wanted to die too the day you woke up screaming.

“What the fuck?” you cried, pulling the sheets over your bare chest as you scrambled to get away from him, pushing your body against the wall as far as you could go.

In his startled state he yelped and rolled off the bed, hitting the floor with a loud thud, before sitting up and staring at you in horror.

“Y/N, it’s o-”

“Sam? What the hell man? WHY are you in my bed?! Did we get drunk? Oh my god, my Dad will KILL me! John will kill YOU! We’re DEAD!”

“You-You’re dad? John?” Sam asked weakly, looking at you dejectedly before sighing and running his hand through his hair.

You were about to answer when you heard footsteps in the hallway, and you looked up in time to see a disheveled Dean burst through the door. You yelled out, scrambling to make sure you were appropriately covered by the bed sheet.

“Dean, get out,” Sam told him firmly and loudly, scrambling to stand up to close the door in the older brother’s face.

“What’s going on Sammy?” he called gruffly through the door, banging his fist.

“It’s fine, I’ll deal with it, sorry,” he called back, and you watched his shadow disappeared from under the door before bringing your teary eyes up to Sam’s.

“What’s going on? WHY are we in bed together naked?” you whispered, tears starting to run down your cheeks as a small sob escaped your lips.

Sam sighed again, and came forward to sit on the edge of the bed. “You’re not well Y/N, and having some trouble with your memory. Here.”

He reached over to the bedside table and unlocked his phone, opening up some photos before passing it to you. You watched him carefully as you took the phone from his hands, but before you could see what was on the screen your eyes widened.

“Jesus, what sort of phone is this?” you asked in wonder, turning it over in your hands. “It’s like a mini TV!”

“Just… look at the screen.”

You gasped when you finally did, seeing yourself in a white dress next to Sam in his fed suit. You had a ring on your finger you noticed, and as you looked down to your finger you dropped the phone in shock.

“No no no no no,” you chanted in disbelief. “Sam?”

“It’s OK, I promise,” he leaned forward to rest his hand on yours, and was grateful when you didn’t pull away.

“How are we married? And you look, I mean your hair is… you look older.”

You looked around the room slowly, suddenly realising you weren’t in a skeezy motel as per usual. “Where are we?”

“Our home, we live here with Dean,” Sam told you patiently, hoping that something would soon jog your memory like the time you forgot the beach trip.

“Dean lives with us?” you asked with a disbelieving eyebrow raise. “You want me to believe this is real life and you tell me that Dean lives with us?”

“How old do you think you are?” he queried.

“20, I just turned 20,” you replied with a shrug, unsure why it mattered.

“Wow, ok,” Sam puffed out a breath, figuring out his next move. He didn’t want to scare you, but at the same time this was going on longer than he would have expected and he was desperate to get you back.

“What? Sam, you better start talking or so help me GOD-”

“You’re in your 30’s Y/N,” he cut you off. He studied your face, your expression hard, and when you didn’t interrupt he continued. “About a year ago you started to get headaches, really bad ones, and you went to the doctor. They found a tumour, right about here,” he placed his pointer finger on your scalp, just above your left ear. “Among other things, it’s affecting your memory. Dean lives here with us to help with paying the bills and look out for you.”

You continued to stare at him, then looked at your hand. Your golden band stared back at you, and you shut your eyes tight before pinching the bridge of your nose.

“And this?” you asked, not opening your eyes nor moving anything other than lifting your left hand to gesture your ring.

“We’ve, well... we’ve been through a lot over the last 2 decades.”

You nodded with a hum, squinting your eyes harder as your head started to hurt.

“You OK?”

“Not really,” you replied honestly. “Christ, does my head always hurt like this?”

He frowned, you’d not complained before but then again he noticed that you had a tendency to downplay your symptoms. “Sometimes. What would you rate it?”

“An 8, maybe.”

Sam nodded, and leaned over to grab his pants. You looked at him alarmed and before you could ask he explained. “It’s ok, I’m just going to get you your pain killers. I’ll be right back, promise.”

You nodded meekly, and lay back on the mattress slowly as Sam opened the door and closed it quietly behind him.

“She alright?” Dean asked, causing Sam to jump back and hit the wall with a gasp. He glared at his brother with his hand held over his racing heart.

“Jesus man, next time cough or something,” he scolded.

“Sammy,” Dean replied in a warning tone, and followed Sam as he went to the kitchen.

“She can’t remember anything, she thinks she’s 20,” Sam explained as he reached up for a glass and filled it with water at the tap.

“Right so, what, her dad is still alive, you two aren’t bumping uglies yet and I’m-”

“A horn-dog, yes.”

“Hey!”

“What?” he replied with a smirk. “That’s what she thinks! Didn’t believe me when I told her you lived with us. Besides, you’ve mellowed out a lot since our 20s.”

Dean narrowed his eyes and glared at his brother, but relented when he realised he was too tired to fight. He watched in silence as Sam made you a tea, and gave a small wave when he bid him goodnight before returning to you. This time he decided not to listen at your door, and headed to bed instead.

As Sam walked back into your room you stirred, and he sat your water on the bedside table.

“Wake up bab- Y/N,” he corrected himself. “I have your pain pills.”

You opened your eyes and gave him a warm smile, rolling over to expose your chest. You didn’t race to cover up like you did last time. “Hey sweety, pain pills?”

He looked at you carefully, fear no longer in your eyes and an obvious confidence to show yourself naked around him.

“How old are you Y/N?” he asked, not wanting to get his hopes up.

“Huh? You know this, I’m 32.”

Sam rushed forward and enveloped you in a tight hug, when he finally let his tears fall. He let out a sob and you held him tighter, alarmed.

“Wow, hey, it’s ok Sam. Did you have a nightmare?”

He didn’t answer, and only pulled back to kiss you desperately on the lips. You returned it, and instead of waiting for an explanation you simply let him lay you back onto the mattress in his arms.

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FAVOURITE AQUA.MAN ARCS

#01 - THE DROWNING

A mind-blowing start from Dan Abnett, taking over from Jeff Parker who wrote the last stories in the New52 (more on him later), Abnett starts Rebirth with a bang for Aqua.man. If you read this story and you don’t feel the maddening need afterwards to punch out anyone who says anything bad about Arthur then... you need to read it again. Dealing with a secret organisation who is trying to fuel a war between Atlantis and the Surface, Arthur is racing against the clock to try and prevent it while he seems guilty in the eyes of the whole world as well. Trying to prove his and Atlantis’ innocence while also having to deal with all his hurt due to his public image and his relationship to the rest of the Justice League. It’s a story of Arthur & Mera’s race against time and against the world. 

Every time I think of that story, I just become an even bigger fan of Arthur.

#02 - THE ATLANTIS CHRONICLES

You won’t see Arthur or any of the usual Aqua Crew in this, however this brilliant arc pulls together an intriguing history of the preboot canon of Atlantis, set up as ancient documents that have been found and now were turned into comics by DC. The storytelling is incredibly smart, every single issue written from a different point of view in different points in time in Atlantis’ history, a beautiful and truthful representation how there are no absolute truths in history and how the observer’s own point of view and beliefs can change the narrative. It’s a fascinating story starting from when Atlantis was still a thriving kingdom on the surface to the point when Atlanna realises she is pregnant. As I said this is preboot, specifically 80′s/90′s canon when Arthur was from Atlantis through and through, however the history of Atlantis is so fleshed out, something reboot has never done, I do take many points from it myself.

Also, watch out for strong and at times potentially triggering themes, this is not necessarily for the weak of heart.

#03 - THRONE OF ATLANTIS

The absolutely epic arc that birthed the cartoon of the same title (never seen it but heard it changes the story in many regards so boo) and also inspired some of the events of the DCEU film adaptation. In my opinion, if DCEU just went ahead and adapted this for the most part, it would’ve been a much more compelling story with a lot less cliché but Hollywood, eh? Anyway, this is the event that forces the reluctant heir to finally accept his legacy and become King of Atlantis. I love this story because you actually see a very reasonable Orm, who is a very good king and is a loving brother, supporting Arthur from the moment he turned up in Atlantis and realised he has a brother. Orm offers Arthur the throne because it’s rightfully his as the eldest son and Arthur is the one who initially refuses. These two brother don’t actually want to fight one another, however circumstances pit them against each other until they have no choice but to engage in battle.

It’s an epic story with loads of heart, it starts in Aqua.man #14 to #16 then concludes in Justice League #15 to #17 (also for some background info it’s good to read Aqua.man #0 of New52). It concludes in an epic battle and it tugs at your heart strings and there’s a very good twist there as well. I can’t recommend this story enough.

#04 - MAELSTROM

This story incorporates classic Aqua.man elements which are the underwater adventures, discovering ancient secrets in a Indiana Jones-esque way, written by Jeff Parker and how brilliantly! (I said I'll mention him later) Suspicions arise and Arthur starts to investigate into the past of Atlantis, specifically a part that is most painful to him; the death of his mother, Atlanna. Arthur & Mera go on an epic journey to uncover the truth and the conclusion is equally heartbreaking and yet heartwarming. I know I probably have screamed about this story many many times, again, parts of it have been adapted by the DCEU, but massively changed it, so in case you don’t know which story this is, I won’t tell you what happens but there were tears for me.

#05 - THE TRENCH

Just to show you how much DCEU Aqua.man has basically just done a megamix of the comic arcs, have this as well. It is a great story, the twist would be bigger if you didn’t know the DCEU story, it’s proper scary as well at times, it’s also the very first story in the New52, Geoff Johns open with this, and I know so many of you don’t like him for certain reasons, that’s fair enough, but you can’t tell me not to like him, sorry. He has brought back Arthur to basics and really handled it perfectly. This is a great start and also a fairly important read BEFORE you start on Throne of Atlantis. 

in conclusion...  i know that for the majority of people new52 was a step back, but if you look anywhere for best ranked aqua.man arcs, you’ll find most of new52 up there because it gave arthur a chance for a much needed restart. a lot of people know aqua.man for his asshole attitude and hook hand, but that wasn’t the case for most of his history, that was actually a deviation from his original personality (again, i’m not saying people can’t like that, i’m just saying that historically, that era tried to change a lot of things about arthur and his mythology). so new52 came in and said ‘no, we’re going back to basics, because arthur doesn’t need to be an angry asshole, he doesn’t need a hook hand to be cool. he is cool as he is’ and honestly, if you’ve ever read an aqua.man comic, you’ll know this very well, he has never not been cool, pop culture only relies on his image in super friends.

and that’s why i’m annoyed about the current arc, once again trying to make arthur edgier, but he doesn’t need that. his image was perfectly fine and ksd’s stories will never rank anywhere near the top in the history of aqua.man, they just miss that massive amount of heart, genuine love and emotion that was poured into the new52 stories and some of rebirth.

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Reform Or Bust

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by Cerdic519

A further Sanditon Destiel sequel. It is 1830. Much has changed in the past decade but unfortunately not the method of electing members of parliament, which remains stuck in a long-past century. But the pressure for reform is becoming irresistible – and a pair of idjits will be in at the end when, like Castiel's trousers, it all goes down.

Words: , Chapters: 1/4, Language: English

Series: Part 7 of Sanditon, Or The Sorely-Tried Alpha, Part 24 of Austentatious

Fandoms: Supernatural, Sanditon - Jane Austen, AUSTEN Jane - Works

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, King William IV, Charles Earl Grey, Rowena MacLeod, Arthur Wellesley 1st Duke of Wellington

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, minor Charlie/Dorothy

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - 19th Century, Alternate Universe - Jane Austen Fusion, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Minor Character Death, Inheritance, Politics, Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love, Teasing, Sussex, London, Parliament (UK)

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Reform Or Bust

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by Cerdic519

A further Sanditon Destiel sequel. It is 1830. Much has changed in the past decade but unfortunately not the method of electing members of parliament, which remains stuck in a long-past century. But the pressure for reform is becoming irresistible – and a pair of idjits will be in at the end when, like Castiel's trousers, it all goes down.

Words: 1821, Chapters: 1/4, Language: English

Series: Part 7 of Sanditon, Or The Sorely-Tried Alpha, Part 24 of Austentatious

Fandoms: Supernatural, Sanditon - Jane Austen, AUSTEN Jane - Works

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M

Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, King William IV, Charles Earl Grey, Rowena MacLeod, Arthur Wellesley 1st Duke of Wellington

Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester, minor Charlie/Dorothy

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - 19th Century, Alternate Universe - Jane Austen Fusion, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Minor Character Death, Inheritance, Politics, Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love, Teasing, Sussex, London, Parliament (UK)

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[ao3feed-destiel-02]

heavy wip

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/z0L3w6H by etkwav This is based off an au I made ; Spn au but demons and angels are switched. Pretty basic but it's not like angels r in hell or demons are in heaven, it's plain and simple; angels take the role of demons as the bad guys / evil ones. Their wings white instead of black like most angels have shadowy wings in supernatural. Feathered wings around their eyes, purposely hiding their true nature (aka their eyes which are pure white instead of black) white is the bad color while black is the good one. "Demons" have black eyes like before expect if you're lucky enough you can see a halo over evey demons head, red as red can be. only a few lucky individuals have this power to see this. demons are seen as the good guys (which they are well some) and angels are seen a horrifying monsters you'd never want to bump into, in an dark alley. the Winchesters hunt angels. Black pepper is used against angels like salt is for demons in the original show. Satanist are seen as the preachers while, preachers are seen as the hell or well heaven shakening (?) Castiel their feathered friend is now a scaley like a snake. the Winchesters also swap dynamics and / or roles. Words: 5, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/M, M/M, Multi, Other Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Jack Kline, Bobby Singer (Supernatural), Mary Winchester, Claire Novak, Jimmy Novak (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural), Crowley (Supernatural), Rowena MacLeod Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Castiel & Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester, Castiel & Jack Kline, Castiel & Jack Kline & Dean Winchester, Jack Kline & Claire Novak, Crowley & Rowena MacLeod Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Supernatural Elements, Spoilers for Supernatural (TV 2005), Angel/Human Relationships, Castiel and Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester are Jack Kline's Parents, Toddler Jack Kline, Jack Kline Needs A Hug, Jack Kline and Claire Novak are Siblings, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester, Castiel Loves Dean Winchester, Family Dynamics, Post-Season/Series 04, Episode: s04e01 Lazarus Rising (Supernatural), Past Torture, Past Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Past Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Past Relationship(s), John Winchester Being an Asshole, Bad Parent John Winchester, Boy King of Hell Sam Winchester, Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural), Crowley Loves Bobby Singer (Supernatural), Mentioned Bobby Singer (Supernatural), Bobby Singer Deals With Idjits (Supernatural), Dean Winchester in Denial About Sexuality, Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault, Lucifer in the Cage (Supernatural), Weird Plot Shit, Some Plot, Episode: s01e01 Pilot (Supernatural), Confusing read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/z0L3w6H

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Crooked Crown

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by twyly56

Sam is Lucifer, and he regains his Grace and memories when he opens the Cage. He has to balance his new and old responsibilities, not to mention prepare to tear Michael off his high horse.

Words: 1015, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, Gen

Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Ruby (Supernatural), Castiel (Supernatural), Zachariah (Supernatural), Bobby Singer, Adam Milligan, Crowley (Supernatural), Meg Masters, Michael (Supernatural), Raphael (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural)

Relationships: Ruby/Sam Winchester, Lucifer/Ruby (Supernatural), Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester

Additional Tags: Lucifer Falls and Becomes Sam Winchester, Angel Radio, Sam Winchester is Called Samael, sometimes, Sam Winchester Takes Care of Dean Winchester, Angst with a Happy Ending, Protective Sam Winchester, Protective Ruby (Supernatural), Conflicted Dean Winchester, Fade to Black, Sam is Lucifer, Episode: s04e22 Lucifer Rising, Post-Episode: s04e22 Lucifer Rising, Rough Kissing, Possessive Sam Winchester, Falling Castiel, Trickster Gabriel (Supernatural), Identity Reveal, Angelic Grace, Dark(ish) Sam Winchester, He Who Hesitates, Disintegrates, Bobby Singer Deals With Idjits, Strong Sam Winchester, POV Alternating, Grudges, Hail to the king, Alternate Season/Series 05, Ruby (Supernatural) Lives

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[hakunamademons]

Me watching The 100 , 4/1

Uhhhhh, flashback

Ouch, looks like it hurts

Octavia do not fall down there

Wuhu Indra is alive

Honey, dont tell me your dying

Yas, she killed him, what a nice lil girl

BELLARKE ENTRACE

"many dead people"

bellarke comforting each other... Kinda....

"Pike had it coming"

Well, you heard ya husband. You just don't tell em

First you stop em

Uhhhhh, bellarke's flirting

Yeah. Survive. Good tip.

Thank ya for keeping me alive. *Hearteyes*

Why's that guy dead

Oh Lexa killed him

Ooooops

Uh, pissed grounders

"Introooooo"

The ark!!

Happy, coffee (?) drinking people!!!

Jasper's dorky again?

Harper's being sassy

Raven's kinda stressed out about everything

Jasper and Raven have an awkward best friends talk

Nop not really

Raven's kinda bossi

Oh no Jasper what are you doin?!

Dont do it!!! Hoe don't do it!!!

Awwwww ma poor Raven

Raven's worried about Bellamy (aww)

Many many dead people and a very stupid Jaha and a very kind Kain

I dont like Abby

More pissed grounders

Clarke's in trouble - what a surprise

Parents talk

Walki Talkis are SO not useless

ROAN HONEY

YES HE'S NOT DEAD... BUT CLOSE

I HATE ECHO

stop the drama just heal roan

Let them help you!!!

Dont blame the skaikru -

Everyone has bad days

Well, echo has a point.

But she should just shut the hell up

Talking talking talking

Jup, she just took it by force

Echo is a bitch.

Cute bellarke moment

Crying woman (?) Jaha screwed up on SO many levels.

MURPHY

give it to him baby!

Emory & Murphy *hearteyes *

Listen to ya gurl john

Escape People, escape as fast as you can!

Kabby moment

Wow, for a short moment I was convinced Indra would kill Kain

Stop political talking, just kill em already!

Uhhhhh, the reason ally created the city of light.

*drums*

Wow that was a big surprise Blew us all away. Like a nuclear explosion "badum zzz"

Do not surrender.

Every time you do that some of ya dies

Why is he carrining a corpse?

Yay, jaha got beaten up

DO NOT SURRENDER YA IDJITS!

STILL don't like echo

Echo has a thing for Bellamy eh?

THEY HAD A PLAN

AND IT ACTUALLY WORKED

octavia you woNdERFuL HUMAN BEING!!

KILL EM BABY!

THAT LOOKED SO HOT

"THE KINGS ON THE TABLE" 😂😂

Abby, dont judge, just do what ya came for and dont get killed

John, how many times do I have to tell you LISTEN TO YA DAMN GIRLFRIEND

JOHN & EMORY ARE GOALS

I TOTAL UNDERSTAND HIM he's all like "better leave before we get killed"

Bellamy would distract me, too. Just standing there. Provocant as he is.

Nah, echo's still a hag.

Abby what on earth are you doing to my precious?!

It looks like it hurts?

Oh, Bellamy wasn't just here bitch, he was the head of the whole thing

OK, they run out of time.

Baaaaaaaaaaaaad

GUNS ON THE GROUND OR THEYLL KILL BABY BELL !!!!

she's about to kill Clarke.

Oh nice the sleeping beauty decided to wake up

And the bitch is already lying to him

TELL HIM OCTAVIA!

NO NO NO I DONT LIKE ECHOS IDEA. ITS A BAD IDEA DO NOT KILL YA FRIENDS

aha. sex. nice.

iuw, couple stuff

raven hates knocking, eh?

SHES SUCH A RAY OF SUNSHINE

JASPER. WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? STOP. IMMEDIATELY. PUT THE GUN DOWN. DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.

GOSH MONTY YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FUCKING MUCH I LOVE YOU RIGHT NOW

he's suspecting something

Jasper dont even think about it!

Ravens talking "science"

Bad news guys, y'all going to die.

And sadly Jasper's happy about it.

I worry about him. Like a lot.

Roan you TOTAL BADASS

CALL HIM WEAK AGAIN BITCH AND HELL PRESS THAT HOT IRON RIGHT INTO YA FACE!!!

do not talk about his mother that way!

Dont even think about cutting CLARKE'S HEAD OF!

A www, she's crying. Ma baby's crying. Mommy daughter talk.

She just.... Told her mom she's bi and her moms like "I know"

Bellamy's soooooooo stressed about echo taking Clarke away

Now y'all, leave the room. Leave me with my Wanheda

She just told him the world is going to end and he's like "okie dokie, but we will survive."

I don't like his crown.

He trusts her ... Like, a LOT

Yeah, I f ya know how to deal everything's easier

Take it, but do not use it on yourself. That would be "unsmart"

Wow, now he sounds like a politician. I dont know if I like that

He's such a badass.

I like roan

The crown's still ugly.

Uhh, even if echo's a bitch. I like her shoes

Sassamy

Now you guys WHY ON EARTH DO YOU SEPARATE?! YALL GOING TO DIE oh wait, bellarke sticks together. I'm not gonna complain anymore

HE CALLED HER PRINCESS

who are these people now?

Looks pretty hot.

And sounds dangerous.

Ouch, that was a painful death.

[ao3feed-castiel]

Crooked Crown

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by twyly56

Sam is Lucifer, and he regains his Grace and memories when he opens the Cage. He has to balance his new and old responsibilities, not to mention prepare to tear Michael off his high horse.

Words: 1015, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Supernatural

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M, Gen

Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Ruby (Supernatural), Castiel (Supernatural), Zachariah (Supernatural), Bobby Singer, Adam Milligan, Crowley (Supernatural), Meg Masters, Michael (Supernatural), Raphael (Supernatural), Gabriel (Supernatural)

Relationships: Ruby/Sam Winchester, Lucifer/Ruby (Supernatural), Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester

Additional Tags: Lucifer Falls and Becomes Sam Winchester, Angel Radio, Sam Winchester is Called Samael, sometimes, Sam Winchester Takes Care of Dean Winchester, Angst with a Happy Ending, Protective Sam Winchester, Protective Ruby (Supernatural), Conflicted Dean Winchester, Fade to Black, Sam is Lucifer, Episode: s04e22 Lucifer Rising, Post-Episode: s04e22 Lucifer Rising, Rough Kissing, Possessive Sam Winchester, Falling Castiel, Trickster Gabriel (Supernatural), Identity Reveal, Angelic Grace, Dark(ish) Sam Winchester, He Who Hesitates, Disintegrates, Bobby Singer Deals With Idjits, Strong Sam Winchester, POV Alternating, Grudges, Hail to the king, Alternate Season/Series 05, Ruby (Supernatural) Lives

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