#exmilitary!rafe

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exmilitary!rafe who makes you “thank him for his service” by making you do all sorts of unjust, fucked up shit just for his pleasure

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oh this is crazyyyyyy this is sending me into a spiral i need him so bad

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no like actually nonnie im obsessed i have sooo many thoughts abt this

he’d so be the type to set arbitrary rules — like no speaking unless spoken to — and punishes you if you break them, claiming it’s about “discipline.” he’s all about obedience and blind compliance.

his dog tags always hang over you when he’s fucking you, the cold metal making you shiver.

very much goal oriented. tells you that if you want him to touch you, you have to work for it — clean the house, make him food, beg.

gives you his boots to clean and if there’s even the slightest bit of dust or dirt left he makes you ride them, says smth abt “already fuckin’ dirty so why don’t’ya make ‘em dirtier.”

constantly talks about how many people he’s taken out (assuming he’s been deployed) as a way of keeping you afraid. if you act up he grabs you by the face, menacingly snarling smth like “wanna be added to the count, huh? keep it up. keep it up and you’ll see where you end up.”

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author’s note ; bit of an alternative universe, ward sent rafe away after he killed peterkin in s1, timeline is slightly accelerated. i’m imagining s3!rafe as who he comes back as :3

thinking of military!rafe who comes back after hearing about ward’s death, looking nothing like the coke addicted, wiry little frat boy that had left kildare. he’s matured. he’s grown. long gone are the greasy bangs, a smooth buzz in its place. he’s taller, broader, stronger. his biceps pull at all his shirts, threatening to tear and his thighs are thicker, fuller. he exudes confidence, dominance, a (not so) quiet sense of authority.

he couldn’t give two shits if ward was dead. he was the one that had forcibly enlisted him after the drugs and the alcohol and everything got too much. after the … peterkin incident. he’d been sent away, without even getting to say goodbye to you. little old you.

you were his everything of course. the one constant in his life. when you’d heard rafe was on his way back, you didn’t know how to feel. you’d tried to ignore the anxiety, the stutter in your heart; what if he didn’t want to see you? what if he’d found someone else? it’s not like you guys were together in the first place. back then it had been so fragile, so complicated, caught between the lines of friends and something more. rafe had never said the words and neither had you.

unbeknownst to you, rafe had been thinking about you every single second of every single day he was gone. during grueling drills and physical training. during meals and free time. especially during late nights in his bunk where he’d fist his cock at the memory of your face, biting his lips to stop your name from slipping between his teeth.

he’d told himself that when he got back, he’d make things right. he didn’t care how long it took or how hard it’d be — he’d do whatever it took to prove to you that he was a man now. a man who could appreciate all you did for him, everything you sacrificed. a man who was deserving of your attention. a man who could provide and take care of, and love you.

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i’m glad u guys like military!rafe / exmilitary!rafe so much ^_^