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rearranging-deck-chairs · 2 months

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between "i dont know if i knew i was gay when i was alive" and the anglerfish cult always using girls as sacrifices and the "dont kill him, hes a poet! or her, shes got such a beautiful voice. or that one, shes just too pretty to ruin", carmilla must have had a hell of time coming out to herself

#when the lesbian predator internalised homophobia is very literal bc you are the actual archetype lesbian predator #how long do you think it took #i'll probably get some clues when i get to reading her favourite books #existentialism - existence before essence etc if ive understood that concept correctly #she likes judith butler also #theres a lot of things carmilla would never have been if she hadnt been turned into a vampire. gay is not a category apart #carmillaposting #or maybe she still wouldnt call herself gay #i mean thats like a pretty 21st century way to think abt things isnt it #existence before essence. maybe she just kinda surfs the waves of history #'im ecstatic' gfhkfjgh

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