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you're very cool and i get excited when i see you in my notifs + i think we would be friends
ah i promise iām just regular guy lmao but thank u iām sure we can be friends too. but also side note i am bad at mostly online communication so if i ever seem dry over messaging itās not cuz i donāt like u š
#asks#sorry i feel the need to say that cuz genuinely i donāt text ppl much in general#exception being my partner lol#so iām not ignoring or anythjng i just have never gotten used to text only communication. despite being gen x#*z
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the tfw dynamics with jack are so interesting to me because like. the most destiel āproofā (so to say) we get is from the concept that jack has of dean being his dad. and this stems from cas being his dad, and whatever their relationship is just being so horribly obvious that jack assumes theyāre together and treats dean like a father figure.
and yet!! the kicker!! is that sam and cas are jackās parents!! dean wants nothing to do with raising that kid but still ends up roped into it somehow.
#post-jack arrival supernatural is just a very long version of the accidental baby acquisition trope#except the only person this is an accident for is dean#bro DOES NOT want to be involved in raising jack and yet. continues to somehow end up being a father figure. its amazing#im convinced someone wrote the sam cas parents storyline into the script but then after the first episode of jack being around#half of them were like. but what if DEAN was his dad instead. and they wrote it out the worst way possible#its genuinely amazing cause somehow they managed to trick all of the characters and like. all the destiel shippers that this was the truth#but no!!! sam is the mother. if you will.#the real tragedy of late seasons spn is the sastiel parents erasure#dean does not want to be there get my guy out. accidental step-dad moment#deanās like chat my situationship is raising a child with my brother but i want this kid dead. what do i do#and everyone just said Lol what if you were. his dad tho. and didnt look back#the consequences of being oblivious about your gay crush on your coworker/best friend/partner in crime etc etc.#supernatural#spn#tfw#tfw 2.0#jack kline#dean winchester#castiel#sam winchester#destiel#sastiel#sam yaps about spn
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sometimes i wish i was one of those artist that make people go "this is a PAINTING???" or "with WHAT programm/medium???" but its just not what i can do or find fun :/
#ganondoodles talks#personal#not really for the attention thing but more for .. work being recognized?#im not sure#to feel more like people actually stop and look at sth instead of skipping over it?#maybe its jsut an internet phenomena(?)#like the way everything is just consumed within seconds and never lasts long and if you miss the trend you are irrelevant#the sort of weird pressure to have to subvert expectations or be exceptionally exceptional just to be recognized ?#(which i know isnt always a good thing lol)#also this isnt a complaint per se more like a thought#like i sometimes wish i was into the popular characters instead of the niche ones etc#that kind of thing#also like i wish i could make art that really speaks to people .. like those that are just so .. interesting and strange and poetic#bc (while i know fanart and silly oc projects arent worhtless) those feel more worthwhile? more worth really being called art?#for soemthing to be truly art it should be either exceptionally skilled or profound like the greatest poets?#im just doing whatever my brain allows me to do- which i know is fine#but i also dont think its inherently wrong to wish for being more than that sometimes#(... maybe its mostly just loneliness without knowing how to find friends)#(especially where i am and especially as i just want a friend to live with - not a partner... i dont want to be this alone forever ...)#(actually ....... what if all my art self consciousness comes from wanting to feel less lonely .. oh dear- no time to unpack that omg)
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Ok I know I'm heavily biased here but like I kinda love that Astarion's romance is one of the few in this type of video game where you basically end up canonically unmarried and childfree in his "good" ending? Just travelling the world??
Like it's honestly the millennial dream lmfaoo cannot believe i chose what would undoubtedly be my favorite option, first try
#also love that he's basically atheist like ok thanks you made the man exactly coded to be my type#and the humor and beautiful curly hair is very much something my IRL partner has too so like... how can i resist#anyways not sure a lot of people relate cause i think a lot of people want that fairytale romance#even tho wyll is right there yall#but i love me an unconventional or nontraditional one!!#i'm TIRED of being married with children as the endgame pls let's not do it#also a lot of people seem into him being a dad and im like... how? why? where in canon did he ever lmfao#more power to ya if you dig it but i just dont see it being in character#like in DAI i loved cullen and my inquisitor getting married and having a dog#and they seem the type to wants kids one day. but Tav & Astarion? lol no#i just think it's neat#is this a hot take? i have no idea but i don't see it mentioned a lot as a new fan tbh#pls do not come at me you can enjoy whatever you like#i haven't seen the ascended stuff so idk if being his 'consort' is like being his bride#but i feel like overall it's not and the vibe isn't all that different in this sense#except that you're hosting evil parties instead of travelling :/#Astarion#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#also YEA he's nice to Arabella but you can tolerate certain kids without wanting one or being 'good parent' material#case in point: me lmfao#OKAY update i saw the AA stuff and yeah you're kind of implied vamp married and he does mention spawn as children š«#but he also says in banter he won't make any other spawn??? so what is it dude#anyway that's also clearly the ābadā route and he doesn't seem as happy as unascended#who feels ātruly freeā#and if you're durge I'm pretty sure its even worse to consider having kids?? lol#but i digress#pk plays bg3
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But what about... The OC......
#wow i have a ramble tag now#rotating amaris as usual. don't mind me i'm normal about my made up guy#came to the wonderful (?) realization he's never really had to manage money. he knows what money is and he's handled money before#but he has never done accounts or whatever. his clan has an accountant whose job that is#treasurer of the clan lmao#and the inquisition obviously has people for that too#maker willing when he & dorian get to have an domestic (-ish) time together after everything#dorian is going to realize his partner has never done his own accounts#i mean. has dorian?? are they both looking at their money like 'okay how does this work?'#or more realistically. 'this can't be that hard. i know how money works!' <- amaris says that and he does not. not really :')#other things about him: if he's upset and trying to work through things he wants company#but it's either just chilling with one person quietly. or chilling while other people are there to provide background noise#the issue is he needs to determine which one it is#because if he needs quiet one-on-one having a group of people not including him in a discussion#is going to feel like he's not a person and he doesn't have friends. which is bad#but if he needs [asmr tavern ambiance 3h - special with your loved one's voices]#then quiet one-on-one is too focused on him and scrutinizing and pressuring. not good for working through difficult feelings either#what is rarely going to work is being alone in his room. but he still does it lol#also. i hope inquisition makes you choose between duty and loved ones and then it twists the knife about your choice no matter what#amaris is going to pick duty if it comes to that. and he's going to feel like shit about it#and some of his loved ones (cough. dorian) are also not going to love it. i need it to happen#but for now he's burning the candle at both ends to avoid having to pick :) surely that'll end well too#also home is his clan except not 100% (and even then they've settled in wycome so. not the same if he goes back)#but it's not skyhold either. kind of but not really#kind of sad but i think the closest he has to home right now is going on missions#the tents and his companions and nature around and concrete tasks#that's when he's barefoot most. that's the comfort sign. quiet and barefoot. that's at home comfy amaris#he's not running around skyhold barefoot. how unbefitting of the inquisitor!#but somewhere in the emerald graves with just friends around? in the evening after a long day?#he's listening to the companions chatter and he's barefoot and he's outside. and he falls asleep easily after
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drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me
#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy#then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so#its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway.#max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black#already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu#shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white.#and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason#everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at#withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind#like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh.#DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not#here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking#no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i#he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t#him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself#ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so#like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is#nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too#anyway.....#simons spouting#simons fnaf au#OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc.#their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial#relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that'#'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess#michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being#annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective#if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a#a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.
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alright, i have come here to discuss something tonight and that topic is: barton still killing every single police officer that bothers him at the docks (except for jim, but i swear that's just for plot purposes. okay... nah š« it's not lmao BUT moving on) and hating law enforcement in general + vigilantes, BUT with the new added context that he has a partner who he found out is a vigilante? well... i'm just here to say that it makes me think that doing mental gymnastics is just a daily practice for barton at this point LOL
but that's okay, because his vigilante partner is genuinely slay in his eyes + worth it. and thus, anyone who dares try to call him a hypocrite for being with her will be smacked halfway to tuesday so ā¤ļø (the heart essentially means don't do it JSJSJ ā ļø not to say that i would expect that anyone here would do it OFC though y'all know what i mean (,,: and oh, the mun who portrays the vigilante character that i'm talking about knows who they are tehe MUAH ilyyy)
#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ooc post.#AHHH yet another rambling courtesy of autumn at a slightly late time on a tuesday buttt that's alright BC i live to post about this-#chaos gremlin even if it is at 10:00 at night / hj LOL nahhh i don't literally live for it OFC but it is very enjoyable might i say#and while i'm here just kind of shitposting in the tags can i just say that enemies to lovers is one of my favorite tropes...#SO of course i am saying this with all of the love in my heart for cruella and her OC kat because she's great + i think that the dynamic-#that we've built between her OC and barton is honestly really interesting + i just. GAHHH i love it in general okok#but i wanted to just make a little light-hearted post kind of calling barton out for his favoritism today BC as his number one hater#i feel it is my responsibility to expose him for all of his inconsistencies / j LMAO i kiddd but i just think that him making an exception#for one vigilante because they're his partner after having what feels like an identity crisis BC barton was basically thinking#'well doesn't being with one technically mean that i'm supporting them as a whole?' but honestly i think it is a bit more nuanced#than that and barton realized this because like. yeahhh they may have faith in the possibility of him being able to change BUT#for now he's still committing atrocities + one still has to work out the complete 'kinks' of a relationship like this of courseee but#oddly enough them believing that he can change may or may not have been a deciding factor in barton's decision to be with them BC#he isn't often 'believed in' if you know what i mean as a villain as you may be able to imagine and it does admittedly intrigue barton#when someone is able to see the humanity in someone like himself who he generally views to be so irredeemable that there's#basically no chance for him TO become any better so yeah
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Celestia!Kosma and Celestia!Senti keeps me awake for far too long and drawing them and outlining ideas are my coping mechanism theyāll be added in the game (;v;)
#me and my trusty partner notes having multiple drafts for these two š¤#itās gonna be my self indulgent story#i mean imagine these two as the celestia gods???#the difference between their honkai counterpart is ajskks#especially kosma HNGGG#i want to see my bb angry to everyone but kind to reader#and sentiās still the same being clingy and emotionally dependent on you LOL#sentiās rude at first but warms up and doesnt wanna share you with anyone else except kosma#theyāre besties in this AU#hyv pls make them appear in the game *inhales copium*#elli.draws#honkai impact#herrscher of sentience#kosma honkai impact
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The child that we got at con this weekend!
Heās so soft and sweet I love him so much
I can feel just how much love and care was put into making him, and I am going to give him that same amount if not more š
Welcome to the family little guy ^^
#off topic but discovering the POSIC community has actually made me feel so good though#like yes I do see objects as their own beings and selves and treat them as such#and seeing others that are the same is incredible#my plushies and childhood toys are my family and I love them just as much as I would any other being#and objectum folks are so cool!!#we arenāt objectum ourself except for in the platonic way#but we still love seeing others talk about their objectum companions and partners#anyways rant over hereās the actual tags lol#POSIC#posic companion#posic community#object sentience#plushies#crochet plushie#dragon plush
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initially this post had some commentary about interests right now. and then it turned into a ramble about personal healing in the tags. so the interest post is going separately.
#i have been possessed by my fourteen year old self.#except now i am *way* less ashamed of my interests#<- oh wow when you're in a place where all your interests that are unique to you are shamed constantly you stop enjoying them#there were so many things i hoarded as ''just mine'' because i was scared that they'd be stolen from me in one way or another#because either it'd be co-opted and i'd have to confirm to their view of said interest. or i'd be shamed and belittled for enjoying it#there are so many little things now (even wider than like. media interests. like literal aspects of myself) that feel wrong to share becaus#the only way to keep it safe was to keep it close to my chest#there are a few names i'd love to go by but as soon as i think about actually telling someone it i feel like i might#(and sometimes do) have a panic attack about it#which is stupid!!! the people around me now love me!!!! and i love them!!!!!#all that to say. being able to post about armand and dm is kind of like. a rebellion i guess#tvc and specifically armand were so important to me because back then i kind of saw myself in him? v. jaded and disconnected with the world#and seeking someone to bring them forward and into a new space to try and reinvent themself#and wanting someone to love them hard enough that it encompassed everything#i wanted to be what daniel was to armand and what armand was to daniel#<- very healthy way to think about the world and relationships btw <3 i was so normal and fine and this was not a sign something was wrong#god this turned into a bit of a vent thing huh.#i'm not like. feeling big feelings i should clarify. i feel like i'm examining them from a distance and taking notes like a scientist lol#it's a thing of like. knowing how unhealthy everything was and acknowledging that i'm healing. slowly; sure. but i am healing#i got to play a game one of them had tainted last week. it was hard and fun and i had big feelings when i was playing#because it was a little triggering. but i did it. i managed. i felt better for it.#i told my partner about one of my favourite bands back in 2021 and now they listen to them too and that's a little bit of joy#because it was one of the things that was deemed ''bad'' and that i can share that with someone now and feel safe to love it is good#and being able to be as obsessive and hyperfixated as i am right now without it being unsafe is really really lovely#and it is making me lean into it! i can engage with this without guilt! i want to fuck that old man!#it's silly and difficult and big and great and awful and complicated. but it's allowed to be. i'm allowed to be.
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Okay fineee finally getting back into figuring out an original comic of mine i plan to draw and publish. Well twoā comics maybe three the third one i wanna make a movie or animation. They're The original stories ive had forever but keep losing inspiration for but that always live in my head ones like danger days meets the matrix meets the terminator and im working on my style guide for it rn getting inspiration back and sketching the creature designs. That ones science fiction post apocalypse gay dystopia and the other one would be like. Short like one part while the dystopia one would be like a series or at least multiple issues but the second one is apocalyptic fantasy and kind of cosmic horror? But its not really horror it just has the same like. Unexplainableness. Its just kind of sad tbh its like. Hopeful but somber but Weird and has a nuclear war and powers and mental illness and genderless entities and a lonely god and queer love facing an apocalypse together and life and reincarnation and ends and beginnings and just. Its my darling. And the third one i want to be a film of some sort is straight up horror lol a lot of body horror and like. Its a hopeless apocalypse it doesn't have a happy ending. Im thinking since i dont know like. cgi or anything. Im thinking of making it a mixture of live action for the characters and stopmotion for the Creatures since i could greenscreen them in if i just make them puppets. itll be a project for when i have free time and money for an adobe subscription lol. If you guys wanna hear abt any of these i might make a sideblog if i start drawing the comic until then just ask me abt any of these and ill gladddly infodump lol. Gay matrix terminator danger days dystopia is for now called In Our Dreams(we can be complete) the weird fantasy apocalypse one always been loosely titled The Stargazer but i could call it Sending My Love(from the other side of the apocalypse) to match lol. And the third one i just call the Bonepocalypse. Also these all came from wild dreams i had like the universes i fully dreamed up its crazy
#oh i have a fourth one too but its not a comic ill write it one day itd just be a novel or something but im self conscious of it bc its like#WEIRDLY similar to good omens eve though i came up with it before i ever saw good omens before the show ever came out#but its gay too lol basically the antichrist and a fallen angel fall in love and stop the end of the world#and rebel against heaven and hell#except neither of them know theyre an angel or the antichrist the fallen angel doesnt have their memories of heaven and the antichrist has#been raised normally and like is contacted by hell like gien visions of what they want hik to do but he doesn't know its real he thinks its#schizophrenia and its. its a crazy story and its my bby i cant wait to write my experiences through them mainly my boy Atlas the antichrist#also did i mention hes transgender#figures lol but yeah i cant wait to write my feelings of transgenderism as somthing holy while being seen as unholy and psychotic and#hhrhhdhdh.#also theyre gay as in theyre queerplatonic partners that kiss sometimes. theyre just soulmates that face the apocalypse together#so if you wana ask abt that story its just called Atlas and Emily for now
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Thinking about the time I nearly cried in the bathroom at a party because neither my childhood friend nor Bestie Number Twoās now-boyfriend (nothing to her at the time though) would ask me to dance
#but SPECIFICALLY because Bestie No. 2 had a freaking sprained ankle and āwasnāt dancing that nightā and her boy still#strolled up to her walking RIGHT BY ME IGNORING ME (I thought we were friends š¤) and asked her to dance. AND SHE SAID YES#in retrospect I reaaaaallt shouldāve realized they were into each other that night#but I was too busy being upset at my lack of dance partners despite the actual amount of options at that party#it was a small party and there were three whole guys that couldāve asked me but NOPE#in the end I only danced with my other friendās bf because my dad told him to ask me and I was mortified throughout#was in my Harriet smith era at the time :ā)#whoās to say Iām not still though djdjdhdh I mean no one asked me at my cousinās wedding except my guy cousin#but I REFUSE to stay in my pathetic era so I do always try to stay cool and unbothered and let any invitations to dance come naturally#and they do actually! I have a handful of loyal friends who will ask me at parties (even bestie no.2ās boy on occasion which is kinda funny)#and one specifically I really enjoy dancing with because heās gentle and always wears soft tshirts lolol#okay it is late and Iām just saying nonsense atp good nighttttttt lol#elly's posts
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"My brother had no regard for her; his pleasures were not what they ought to have been, and from the first he treated her unkindly. The consequence of this, upon a mind so young, so lively, so inexperienced as Mrs. Brandonās, was but too natural. She resigned herself at first to all the misery of her situation; and happy had it been if she had not lived to overcome those regrets which the remembrance of me occasioned. But can we wonder that, with such a husband to provoke inconstancy, and without a friend to advise or restrain her[...] she should fall?" - Jane Austen, Sense and Sensibility
#jane austen#sense and sensibility#literature#the level of sympathy and compassion and understanding of the human heart#we think of historical eras as either moral and right or depraved always one or the other#and that the morality of the first was upheld by the stern treatment of anyone who acted out#and by extension that depravity is brought on by a lack of rigidity#but the struggles and paradoxes that are part of being human were just as real and just as common and people DID understand them#its only the base and unimaginative who think everyone can be fit into one righteous box if they just try hard enough#never acknowledging times they failed their own standards or maybe without ever having been tested at all#its easy for someone who is happy to judge someone who is unhappy#and we have always known this and it's always been true but we're still dealing with the same unbending personalities who are so loud#just the other day i was in an internet fight where multiple people were claiming that if someone says no to regular sex they are cheating#the possibility that they just have a low sex drive or are going through something was called an exception too rare to matter#the possibility that people are different and not everyone wants the same amount of sex and sex is really very awful when you dont want it#was laughed and sneered at. whats more a partner who accepts their partners sex drive for what it is was called a beta lol#being compassionate and understanding of people you love = beta behavior LOL LOL#this is why we cant have nice things. relationships should be based on support and communication and openness#to the reality that people change sometimes in ways we like and sometimes in ways we dont. nothing is forever.#my two thoughts that entire thread: i hope the men who read this arent intimidated out of standing up for their female partners. and#i hope the women reading this understand you have to believe in yourself despite all of it. despite everything the world throws at you.#of course women can be mean and selfish just as much as men and of course mens needs and feelings matter and so does keeping commitments#but no one has a crystal ball and if you enter a relationship expecting things will always be A Certain Way you're in for a rude awakening#especially if all you do to promote what you want is to badger and pressure and shame your partner for being an imperfect human#tangent but its just these things are so timeless. we should know better now. there's got to be something wrong with us that we don't
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#hmmmmm#posting here bc I feel like Iāve worn all of my friends patience thin with my bitching lol#except for the three of u that follow me on tumblr hi#but the reality of me n my bf being on a break is finally settling in and Iām rlly upset about it lol#we agreed that weāre still calling each other partners and the goal of the break is to stay in a relationship with each other#but I miss him and I canāt help but feel like Iām annoying him#we agreed that we could still send each other stuff but I think Iāve been over compensating#like#this is gonna sound sooo stupit btw#but he sent me a meme about spamming reels and it just made me feel rlly self conscious#and he wouldnāt sent it to me if there was any malice behind it and heād talk to me if he had an issue with it!!!#but Iām so embarrassed jdjdfjsjfjjs#uuugghhh ok sorry for being emotionally vulnerable here#obvs donāt reblog pls
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when ur hubby says "send me the links for the stuff you need to make your seed-starting room" šš„°š« šāØļøšš±šæš„
#my sweet wonderful man#j#people really stay with partners that scream at them and break up with them or hit them when like.... it shouldnt be like that?#relevant bc one of my friends is in a shitty relationship and tough situation#idk theyre both my friends except i dont wanna be friends with men who physically harm women so i dont think im his friend anymore#cant imagine being in that kind of relationship bc at worst jeff just like doesnt listen to me sometimes or forgets to do chores#but he still does more chores than most men i hear about.... like the bar is that low#pathetic men are pathetic and i have one of the only good ones thank god#everyone that knows me except maybe my family knows i was gonna stop dating men after jeff but instead im gonna be w jeff forever#a man who doesnt hit me and cooks for me and cleans up most of the time and sees me as an equal and shares dreams and goals for the future#its so annoying that he's a rare gem lol#also he's def not emotionally aware enough to help other men be better LOLOL#still love him#and we're gonna grow so much food this year<3333#t
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13 y/o nonbinary me wanting one of those hideous suit/dress combos was soooo hm
#yknow what iām talking about#there was one tumblr post with someone going to prom like that#n it was the most amazing outfit for me at the time#itās so weird that iāve been some sort of gender my entire life but i havenāt really told anyone#n i donāt talk about it#n from time to time i forcefully repress it in hopes of just brainwashing myself into being ok w being cis#but it simply does not work#bc iām extremely feminine now#13 y/o me was a masc icon#i looked exactly like a lil boy n loved it#but i love how i look now too#i like being feminine n pretty#my current gf doesnāt know#most of my partners didnāt know#except my tumblr relationship when i was 14 lol#luv u teddy miss u king#heās married now n absolutely thriving n iām soso happy for him#anyways ! rant over i love being a gender lesbian#but hate that itās not something iām comfy talking about w Outside ppl#even if it means the loml#07
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