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Toxic Yaoi๐
#smg4#smg3#art#smg4 smg3#smg4 fanart#smg3 fanart#au where smg4 KNOWS smg3 loves him . but#smg4 doesnโt so he simply dangles the idea of smg3โs feelings being reciprocated so smg4 can have a stable person to be validated by#definitely ooc but shshgshsksl#mentions an au before looking over to the neglected webcomic in the corner#smg34#almost forgot to tag that#tehe#no one reads these#do they#can people rant in tags more often itโs fun to read#toxic yaoi#except they actually make one another worse๐
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social's as shidou's girlfriend
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yourusername: i feel bad for rin this mf don't even go easy on his on girl
tagged: shiidoryu
shiidoryu: they say all is fair in war and love โณitoshi_sae: it's love and war fucking idiot โณshiidoryu: you love me ๐ฅบ๐๐ โณyourusername: mate IN MY FUCKING COMMENTS? โณshiidoryu: you're saving as if i don't eat that pussy every night โณyourusername: blocked. reported. I FUCKING HATE YOU??? โณchigi.who: woah guys maybe like don't do that here??
nikkoki: why the last image. โณyourusername: why not ๐ โณmegubachi: for gits and shiggles ๐ฅฐ โณrin.itoshi: that's not the fucking quote?? โณmegubachi: and you're not the best striker so stafu โณrin.itoshi: TAJTS SO UNNNESCARY?? โณisaichii: look at rin finally genz-ing w the spelling errors and capital letters โณhiyori: feels like yesterday he was js a little baby โณmegubachi: they grow up too fast โณrin.itoshi: you guys are my 13th reason.
shiidoryu: si ๐you๐won't๐mention๐the๐part๐where๐i๐ bought๐you๐icecream๐and ๐then๐talked๐sjit๐ab ๐your๐ex๐ โณyourusername: and you're not gonna mention the part where we had the bet who could swing the fastest and i won bc you fell on your butt and felt like you were ab to throw up so you HAD to get me icecream? โณshiidoryu: #donttakltomeiamdespressed #betryaedbymyowngf #emo โณkarasu_tabito: HE FELL ON HIS ASS? DO YOU HAVE THE RECORDING I'LL PAY FOR IT โณyourusername: bet how much we talking? โณkarasu_tabito: enough to buy another shidou prolly โณyourusername: check your dms โณeita.otoya: are we buying people from the black market โณkenyu.yukimiya: no we are not the fuck?
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shiidoryu: i actually do love my girl and i don't always act gay
tagged: yourusername
julian.loki: "i actually do love my girl" proceeds to try to throw her into a garbage can โณmikka.kaiser: fucking dustbin you mean? โณhiyori: OH MY GOD U REMIND ME AB LINDASY FROM MY 4TH GRADE CLASS WHO USED TO NITPICK ON EVERYONE FOR THERE ENGLISH โณmikka.kaiser: their* โณisaichii: stfu it's called a trashcan โณkuniisuke: i think we're straying off topic BC THAT'S A WHOLE AHH HUMAN THAT'S GOING TO BE PUT ON A FUCKING DUSTBIN โณmikka.kaiser: in* โณoliver.aikyu: i swear to fucking god i will โณalexis.ness: nuh uh โณyourusername: MAN KUNIGAMI AND OLIVER THE ONLY REAL ONES FR โณoliver.aiku: we gotchu girl โณkuniisuke: second that except in a less gay manner โณjulian.loki: SHE'S BEING PUT IN TRASH. โณrin.itoshi: she's fine. shidou has that trash tan all the time โณmegubachi: i think she's okay considering how ego roams around with that garbage ahh haircut โณisaichii: that trash can't be worse than igaguri's football skills, she's fine โณmikka.kaiser: YOU SAID FOOTBALL THANK FUCKING YOU โณshiidoryu: you're fucking him?
user1: ignoring the second picture the one is actually so cute like ๐ท๐งโโ๏ธ๐
๐๐โจโผ๐ฏ โณyourusername: lyt cutie โณshiidoryu: YOU NEVER EVEN CALL ME CUTE? โณyourusername: go stare at sae's ass or something โณitoshi_sae: no don't do that don't stare at my ass โณyourusername: jokes aside he was actually nice to me in that picture (he didn't try throwing me off) โณuser2: something in that sentence makes me think she got thrown off a swing far too many times โณshiidoryu: in my defense she keeps putting tomatoes in my sandwhich โณyourusername: you look like one don't blame me
karasu_tabito: did he fall on his butt this time? โณyourusername: he was careful bc i was sitting on his lap โณeita.otoya: shidou in his softie green flag era? โณyourusername: what if he's actually doing this to gain my trust and like gives me off to some kidnapper โณnikkoki: bffr rn he would probably BE the kidnapper โณshiidoryu: yeah what if I AM the kidnapper
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yourusername: he isn't always an asshole <3
tagged: shiidoryu
chigi.who: the last picture?? โณyourusername: my life goals right there โณyourusername: shidou that better be us when we grow up โณshiidoryu: that already IS us โณyourusername: are you called me a 73.8 year old grandma? โณshiidoryu: IN MY DEFENSE IM CALLING MY SELF A GRANDPA TOO
aryu.jubei: your hair is very โจglamโจdrop the hair care routine (did he try to yank your hair?) โณyourusername: check dms โณyourusername: SURPRISNGLY NO?? HE WAS ACTUALLY REALLY NICE TODAY?? โณshiidoryu: i'm always nice baby โณyourusername: yeah to your side chicks โณshiidoryu: YOU are the side chick, sae is ml โณyourusername: oh fuck you what does that man have other than thick thighs, a thick ass and an ass attitude โณitoshi_sae: what do i not have โณyourusername: proper relationship with your family โณitoshi_sae: fuck off
shiidoryu: you look pretty โณyourusername: ily im gonna go cry โณshiidoryu: DON'T CRY WHY ARE YOU CRYING NOW I COMPLIMENTED YOU โณyourusername: THAT'S THE THING YOI COMPLIMENTED ME โณshiidoryu: wajt
user3: she looks so pretty and happy in the second pic. shidou you better watch out, i'm in your walls โณshiidoryu: my walls are nasty, what if my dead hamsters are there โณyourusername: MY TEIGO. I BOUGHT IT TO YOUR HOUSE AND IT JS DESPAWNED โณshiidoryu: I'M SORRY
user4: when a zesty ass loving thigh loving (man loving) tomato looking demon who kicks balls around and pick fight w emo boys can pull โณyourusername: my dms are open for u โณshiidoryu: no they're not โณoliver.aiku: how much we betting that he's gonna go make 15 accounts to spam y/n dms โณisaichii: betting a whole ahh bachira โณmegubachi: WHY ARE U BETTING ME OFF??? โณchigi.who: betting my other acl โณkuniisuke: HELP WHAT?? โณkenyu.yukimiya: betting my already shit vision โณnagi.seishiro: my gaming console โณreo.miikage: my entire networth โณitoshi_sae: my abibas sponsorship โณuser5: ABIBAS ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฏ๐ฏ๐๐๐ฃ๐ฃ โณrin.itoshi: betting off my brother โณitoshi_sae: what


welllll that took a lot longer than it should have buttt here you go shidou simps i had fun writing this ig sorta maybe kinda idk
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
*เฉโฉโงโห my c.ai bot request form โ ห๏ฝกโเญจเญงห
๐ข๐๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ช๐ง๐ฃ๐๐ค๐ก๐ค ๏ฝก๏ฝฅ::๏ฝฅ๏พโ
๏ฝก๏ฝฅ::๏ฝฅ๏พโ
-๐ || forced marriage
you and matt both come from two different mafia families. money unfortunately will always come first and you get sold away to a marriage and you have to be a good, obedient mafia wife.
-๐ซ || bonnie and clyde
a southern mafia couple, just almost like bonnie and clyde.
-๐ || feelings
expressing your feelings is hard, especially for you. what happens when this starts to interfere with the relationship?
-๐ || right person, wrong time.
you and matt have broken up. it hit you alot harder than it did him. you saw him at a halloween party with the reason of your breakup.
-๐ || sweet girl
matt had a major crush on you- not even just a crush heโs absolutely obsessed. everything about you is just so perfect to him and he canโt help that heโs obsessed.
-๐ชท || mommy issues
matt has mommy issues and he finally decides to tell you.
-๐ง || crybaby
youโre a huge crybaby and matt canโt help but absolutely adore you for it. youโre getting ready for college and your hair is just an absolute mess and the emotions start to flow.
-โ๏ธ || airplane
you have crippling anxiety and the airport and airplane only makes it worse. whoโs idea was is to create a giant flying metal bird?
- ๐ฑ || keep talkinโ
you and matt are bestfriends and call fairly often when youโre not having a sleepover. except this time something is definitely offโฆ
- ๐ป || ghostface
ever wondered what it was like to be ghost-faceโs fuck buddy?
- ๐ || princess
you fucked the prince of portugal for the first time last year and fuck were you addicted. except thereโs one problemโฆ itโs strictly forbidden for any of the younger royalty to date or do absolutely anything relationship related in the royal world.
- ๐ || volunteering
you volunteer in a pet shelter with the sweetest guy ever and- ohmygod is he cute too.
-๐ || his piercer
your last client of the day.
-โธ๏ธ || skating duo
you and matt are lifelong enemies; itโs just always been that way, but will it stay that way? (chris ver made too)
-โ๏ธ || harleyโs keeper
matt is harley quinnโs personally assigned guard to take care of her.
๐๐๐ง๐๐จ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ช๐ง๐ฃ๐๐ค๐ก๐ค ๏ฝก๏ฝฅ::๏ฝฅ๏พโ
๏ฝก๏ฝฅ::๏ฝฅ๏พโ
- ๐ || wedding crashed
you are getting married to your husband jay, except your ex of 7 years shows up, aka THE chris sturniolo.
- ๐ฟ || knock next time
youโre looking for chris in his house and you canโt find him so obviously you should just walk right into the bathroom right?
- ๐ชซ || rejection
chris rejects you, itโs in the title.
- ๐ || dealer
chris is your dealer boyfriend and youโre his moneymaker.
- ๐คซ || secret
you and chris are secretly dating because of his crazy possessive fans. heโs on live and you accidentally walk inโฆ oh shit.
- ๐ || not your phone
that was definitely NOT your phone.
- ๐ผ || toxic baby daddy
having a shitty ass baby daddy that still lives and mooches off you is not for the weak. especially when he doesnโt actually do anything.
- ๐ || daddyโs baby
chris seriously just cannot help but baby you at all times.
- ๐ค || rapper & singer
a secret relationship between popular artists gets hard launched on stage.
- ๐ค || roomates
you are in a rush and need help finding shit but ofcourse chris; your roommate, is dead asleep after another productive night of partying and smoking.
- ๐งผ || roomates (part 2)
once again, you need to leave like NOW but canโt find absolutely anything. chris is in the shower so you go ask him.
- ๐ง || producer
chris is your producer and you literally couldnโt ask for anything more, heโs perfect.
- ๐ซ || stuck
two enemies locked in a school overnight; what happens?
- ๐ || prison call
you get a call from your dealer boyfriendโฆ except itโs from suffolk county jail, what the actual fuck.
- ๐๏ธ || weird sounds?
you and chris are having a sleepover. youโre both sleeping peacefully through the nightโฆ well maybe not so much chris.
- ๐ช || heโs back
chris comes back from juvie and first thing he does is visit you, his bestest friend.
- ๐๏ธ || tour bus
sharing a tiny ass bunk bed with chris is hard.
- ๐ || clingy
your clingy boyfriend at a party.
- ๐ || joker
youโre the harley quinn to his joker (inspired by suicide squad)
- ๐ฉป || doctor
lately youโve been having some problemsโฆ down there and you finally decided to take a trip to the gynaecologist.
-โธ๏ธ || skating duo
you and chris are lifelong enemies; itโs just always been that way, but will it stay that way? (matt ver made too)
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Heartbreaker โญห๐โญ ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ก๐โ
bnha x f!reader
reverse harem, isekai, my hero academia x fem!reader, slowburn

You awaken one day with virtually no memories. The only thing guiding you is some strange system that likes to dictate your every move, and for some reason, it insists that you make certain people fall in love with you. Desperate for answers, you decide to go along with its demands. After all, how hard can it be?
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You didn't know what had happened to you, but you needed to get to the bottom of thingsโone way or another. ย
[โ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ?โ]
โTo the police,โ you gritted out. โI should have done this in the first place. Even though Iโve lost my memories, surelyย someoneย will be able to help me. Or at the very least, they can admit me to a hospital so that I can be examined by a doctor. You claim I have no family, but there must still be some sort of documentation for them to go off. Iโm confused, andย reallyย scared, and I donโt know what the hell youโre on about, making people fall in love with me or whatever. I thought you could help me, but it doesnโt seem like youโre willing.โ ย
[โ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐งโ๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ.โ]ย
โNo offense, but Iโm done listening to you. All youโve done is made me more confused. I need someone who will actuallyย help.โ ย
You didnโt know where exactly the nearest police station was, but you figured you could find your way by asking around. ย
Except you apparently werenโt permitted even that much. ย
โUgh!โย
Your head was hurting again, except easily ten times worse than before. It was so bad that you ended up crumpling to the ground in a fetal position, pressing your hands against the sides of your head and biting back tears. ย
The system clearly wasnโt happy. ย
[โ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ ๐ง๐จ. ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฆ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ง๐. ๐๐จ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐. ๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐. ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ข๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ? ๐๐ญโ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง; ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐จ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐. ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ. ๐๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ. ๐๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐ญ๐ก. ๐๐ก๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฅ๐. ๐๐จ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ ๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.โ]
Fucking hell. You gritted your teeth and wiped at your damp eyes. This system really was a major pain in your ass. It expected you to do their bidding without even questioning anything. How could they even be sure that your memories would come back if you completed these so-called tasks? If anything, they were probably using your amnesia to their advantage. There was no guarantee that your memories would return even if you went along with their demands. ย
โPlease let me go,โ you begged. โAll I want is to remember. Thatโs all. I donโt want to be your puppet and make people fall for me or whatever else. Is that too much to ask?โ ย
There was a lengthy pause, and when you heard the nextย ping, the edges of the projection seemed to have turned a reddish color. The color of anger. ย
[โ๐๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐ข๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ. ๐
๐ข๐ง๐, ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง. ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ง๐จ ๐๐ก๐จ๐ข๐๐. ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก.โ]
Your face turned pale. โWhat? What doesย thatย mean? Hey! What are you trying to sayโโ ย
Once again, your world was plunged into darkness.
You couldnโt tell if it had been minutes, hours, or days. When faced with a vast expense ofย nothing, your sense of time was understandably warped.
Just like before, you couldnโt move a muscle. All you could do was talk, and for a while you did exactly thatโcried out into the darkness begging to be released, begging for the system to let you out. But you didnโt receive a response. They were deliberately ignoring you, and you guessed that placing you back here was meant to be some sort of punishment.ย
A very cruel punishment, for that matter.ย
You stopped struggling after realizing that it was futile. Tears rolled down your cheeks as you sobbed quietly, but no one came to help you. In here, you were completely and utterlyย alone. ย
[โ๐๐จ. ๐๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ซ๐ญ?โ]
The system was talking to you again. You blinked wearily, vision partly blurry from all the tears stinging your eyes. By now, it was undeniably clear that they werenโt an ally. They were your own personal tormentor. They could lock you up inside this endless void for as long as they wished; torture your mind for all of eternity, if they so desired. ย
After two instances of this sensation, you decided that you never wanted to be trapped in here again. Youโd already had enough. If cooperating with the system was the only way to avoid such a thing and possibly regain your memories, then it looked like you didnโt have much of a choice. ย
โAlright,โ you said weakly. โIโm just... tired. All I wanted was for things to make sense. But Iโll listen now. I promise Iโll listen, so please donโt lock me up in here again. Itโs horrifying. Please.โ
[โ๐๐จ๐จ๐. ๐โ๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ง. ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐๐ฌ๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ ๐จ๐ซ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐ . ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐, ๐๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐ญ, ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐๐ง๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ, ๐โ๐ฆ ๐๐จ๐ง๐๐ข๐๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง, ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐. ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ง.โ]
They had already proven to be incredibly untrustworthy, so you didnโt want to put complete faith in their words, but it didnโt seem like there was any other option. You just hoped that as suspicious as they were, they werenโt also a liar. ย
โCan I go back now? I want to get out of here. I canโt take it anymore.โ ย
[โ๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐. ๐โ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐๐ค ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ. ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ข๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐.โ]
When you opened your eyes, you were back in the exact same place as before. It didnโt look like anything had changed since youโd left. Based on the sun and sky overhead, you doubted much time had passed either. Did time flow differently inside that isolated space when compared to the real world?
[โ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ง๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐๐. ๐๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ซ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐. ๐๐ฏ๐๐ง ๐ข๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐, ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐. ๐๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐๐ง๐๐๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐๐๐๐ก ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ.โ]
Honestly, you werenโt sure whether or not to be relieved. On the plus side, it sounded like there were no consequences to being pulled into that strange void. Your real body wasnโt vulnerable in the process of doing so. But on the other hand, that meant there was no limit to how long the system could keep you there.
You reallyย couldย be trapped for eternity, and the thought was so horrifying that it made your entire body tremble. ย
Like before, a projection of a map appeared before your eyes. ย
[โ๐๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐จ. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐๐ข๐ง๐๐, ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐โ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐ค๐๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ฉ. ๐๐ก๐๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ .โ]
You definitely needed a proper break, not a time-out inside some lifeless prison. The thought of being able to sit back and kick your feet up was certainly appealing. It wouldnโt solve all of your problems, not by any means, but at least it was a start.ย
After following the map for a little while, you arrived at your destination. Thankfully, it hadnโt taken very long to get there. You supposed the system had purposely brought you to an area near your home. ย
You were standing in front of a house. It was on the smaller side, but then again, you were only one person, so you doubted youโd be in need of much space. ย
โHow do I, um... getย in?โ you asked. ย
[โ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐โ๐ฌ ๐ ๐ค๐๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐จ๐๐ค๐๐ญ. ๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ.โ]
What the... how long has that been in there?ย ย
You decided not to sweat the small stuff, and as expected, the key was able to unlock the front door. After taking a few moments to collect yourself, you stepped inside. ย
Well... it was certainlyย minimalist, that much was for sure. ย
And by that you meant that there was literally no furniture. It looked like your dreams of sinking into a plush sofa were something unattainable. Goddammit. You had no memories, practically no autonomy, and now no furniture either.ย
[โ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ? ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค?โ]
You decided not to risk upsetting them again and chuckled weakly. ย
โItโs nice,โ you lied.ย
[โ๐๐ก๐๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค. ๐๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง๐๐๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐โ๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐. ๐๐ฎ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐. ๐โ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ.โ]
โUh,ย what?โ you gaped. ย
[โ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐. ๐๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ, ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ญ. ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ.โ]
Right on cue, a new projection popped up. It was an image of a wooden chair with what appeared to be a cushion seat. You furrowed your brows, wondering what you were meant to do with this information. ย
[๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ ๐๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ก๐๐ข๐ซ + ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐๐๐๐ญ?]
>> [๐๐๐]
The second you tapped on โyesโ, something bright flashed in front of you. You let out a little squeal and shielded your eyes. When you reopened them, the chair from the image had somehow appeared, as if by magic. ย
Stunned, you gently tapped on the chair, just to make sure that it was real. It was solid to the touch, so no doubt about it. ย
Youโd just created that thing out of thin air. ย
โThatโs so cool!โ you gushed, but unfortunately, your excitement didnโt last long. All of a sudden, you felt drained beyond belief. If you were a battery, then youโd just about completely depleted your charge. Your exhaustion was so heavy it felt like youโd been hit by a truck. ย
Thankfully, you now had a chair to collapse onto. ย
โUgh,โ you groaned. โIโm so... tired. I-Is this normal? Did I do something wrong with my crafting?โ ย
[โ๐๐จ. ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฑ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ. ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐ข๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ. ๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐ข๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ญ, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐. ๐๐ก๐ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐๐๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค, ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐จ๐. ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐๐ฌ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ.โ]
You supposed that it was still nice to have an ability like this. Since people apparently had all sorts of powers called Quirks, you were glad to have a power of your own. If only the system wasnโt such an asshole at times. ย
โCan I make food too?โ you asked hopefully.ย
[โ๐๐ง๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ญ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ซ ๐๐ง ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐. ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐, ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ, ๐๐ง๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ, ๐๐ญ๐.โ]
Figures. That would have been a bitย tooย over-powered. ย
[โ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง, ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ, ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฒ. ๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ฎ๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ก๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐ข๐ง. ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐โ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก. ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐ญ ๐๐๐๐ฅ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ง ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค. ๐๐ก๐๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐งโ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ค ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ฒ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐๐.โ]
You blinked. โCreating money? Like... counterfeit bills? But thatโs... illegal. I shouldnโt be doing something like that.โย
[โ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐๐ง ๐ฒ๐๐๐ซ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฅ๐. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐งโ๐ญ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ง ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ง๐ญ-๐ฉ๐๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฃ๐จ๐, ๐ฅ๐๐ญ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง. ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐๐ง ๐จ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ก๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐, ๐๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ ๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐. ๐๐๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐งโ๐ญ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ฆ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ข๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ข๐๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ฌ. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐๐๐ญ๐ ๐๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐๐ก ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฒ ๐๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ง๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ๐ฒ. ๐๐จ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐, ๐ง๐จ ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ.โ]
The pit in your stomach told you that you werenโt the sort of person to relish this choice of behavior. But you supposed that so long as you were only using enough to live... it was okay. You didnโt know anything about what your life had been like up until now, after all. And defying the system didnโt seem to be an option, otherwise they would put you through hell again. ย
It was the only way. That was what you told yourself to avoid feeling like an awful person. ย
You slumped back in the chair and let out a heavy sigh. God. There was so much to think about. So much that you didnโt know. Not only were you physically exhausted after using the systemโs powers, but you were mentally exhausted too. ย
The system seemed to realize as much.ย
[โ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฉ. ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐โ๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ ๐๐๐ ๐ฒ๐๐ญ, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐จ๐ง ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ง๐๐ซ. ๐๐๐ค๐ ๐ ๐ง๐๐ฉ. ๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ก๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐๐ค๐ ๐ฎ๐ฉ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐จ๐ซ๐๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ ๐๐จ๐จ๐. ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ง๐ญ ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ญ. ๐
๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐โ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ ๐ข๐ญ, ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐จ๐ง.โ]
You nodded weakly. Sleep was good. You were really craving sleep. Maybe a bit of sleep was just what you needed. Maybe youโd wake up with your memories fully intact. It sounded like a stretch, but it wasnโt entirely impossible. Given everything that had happened with the system so far, you could confidently say that much. ย
You barely managed to unfold the futon before you were out like a light.
As it turned out, you were so tired that you ended up sleeping all the way until the next morning. And this time, when you woke up, there was a new message there to greet you. ย
[๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐: ๐๐ฎ๐ง ๐ ๐ค๐ข๐ฅ๐จ๐ฆ๐๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฌ.]
โWhat the hell?โ you muttered. โI haveย dailyย tasks too?โ ย
[โ๐๐๐ฌ. ๐๐ง ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ -๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ฆ ๐ ๐จ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฏ๐๐ซ, ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ก๐๐ฅ๐ฉ ๐ค๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ. ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฐ๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐๐ฌ ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐๐ก๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐ข๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ญ๐๐ฌ๐ค, ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฐ๐๐ซ๐. ๐๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฐ๐๐ฒ, ๐ข๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ฏ๐๐ง ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ค๐ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐.โ]
You supposed going on a run certainly wasnโt the end of the world. Since you had amnesia, it was probably important to maintain your health and fitness. The last thing you needed was to develop other medical complications as well. ย
โIโm hungry,โ you groaned. โYou said I had a wallet somewhere, right? Can I please have it? Iโll go for a run and then buy something to eat afterwards.โ
[โ๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐. ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ๐๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ. ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ.โ]
[๐๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐๐ง๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ?]
>> [๐๐๐]
They were right that you didnโt have much else apart from the wallet. The only other thing was what looked like... a hospital wristband? ย
โI want the wallet,โ you said. โAnd Iโd like to take a look at the wristband as well.โ ย
At your words, both items appeared in your hands. The wallet was, well, literallyย justย a wallet, but the wristband intrigued you for some reason. You lifted it up to get a better look at it, and oddly enough, the writing on it appeared to be faded. You couldnโt tell what it was supposed to say. ย
Why do I have this?ย ย
You tried asking the system the same question, but they said they didnโt know. They could have been lying, or they could have been telling the truth. It was hard to tell.ย
You felt that this wristband was important, though. For reasons you couldnโt put into words. ย
โIโll put the hospital wristband back for now.โ ย
Just like that, it disappeared from your grip and reappeared back in the inventory screen you had open. Your head was hurting again, although you were starting to get used to the pain. It would probably be a recurring trend. ย
You stashed your wallet in your pocket and let out a sigh. โAlright. I guess itโs time to go for a run, and then I can finally get some food.โ
Despite the fact that you knew almost nothing about yourself, it seemed like your bodyโs physical state was fine, for the most part. Running didnโt cause you any excess pain or otherwise indicate that you had any injuries.ย
You didnโt feel like you were incredibly athletic, though. If you had to fathom a guess, you were fairly average. But it wasnโt like you were trying to win any awards or anything. Being average was just fine by you. What you cared about was regaining your memories. Running 5 kilometers was a small price to pay if it would eventually get you closer to your goal. You could probably finish that distance in about thirty minutes. ย
Or so youโdย thought. ย
You ended up slowing to a stop, but only because youโd caught sight of a familiar face. There he was again.ย Bakugou Katsuki. The same guy youโd spoken to yesterday, and based on what the system kept saying, someone you needed to get close to. ย
Except this time, he wasnโt alone. There was another boy with himโone that had curly hair, big green eyes, and freckled cheeks. ย
For some reason, heย alsoย looked familiar. You winced, a palm instinctively clutching your head, which was throbbing once again.
Oddly enough, the system wasnโt saying anything. Didnโt they want you to approach Katsuki again? That was one of your tasks, wasnโt it? ย
Maybe they were just waiting to see if youโd be proactive on your own. Maybe this was a test. And if you didnโt make the right choice...ย
You shuddered when you remembered being trapped in that god-forsaken void. ย
No way in hell am I going back there.ย ย
With apprehension fueling your actions, you changed your direction and headed for the two boys instead. They were talking. Well, not really talking, actually.ย Arguingย was probably more accurate. And if you were being even more precise, only one of them was actively saying things. The other was shrinking away out of what you could only assume was fear.ย
Katsuki was harassing the other boy. You watched as he grabbed onto his victim's shirt and pulled him closer, steam rising from the point where his palm had connected with fabric.
You werenโt sure why exactly, but something told you that you had to intervene. If you didnโt, the freckled boy was going to get hurt.
The thought of him getting hurt made your chest ache for some reason. ย
โStop it!โ you cried out, pushing Katsuki away from the other boy without even thinking it through. You realized your mistake quickly enough.
Shit. You were supposed to getย closerย to him, not make him hate you even more!ย
At first, Katsukiโs eyes widened from shock, but it didnโt take long for them to narrow. He was glaring at you the same way he had yesterday, when youโd introduced yourself for the first time. ย
Actually, scratch that. He wasย easilyย angrier right now.ย
โYou again, stupid bitch?โ he grimaced. โWhat the hell? Are you stalking me now or what? Who the hell gave you the right to touch me?โ
STATUS UPDATE:ย ย
[Bakugou Katsuki thinks you are incredibly annoying.]ย
[-10 love points.]ย
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐:
[๐๐๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐๐ซ๐๐๐ข๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐๐ง๐ง๐จ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ .]
[-๐๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.]
Fuck! I shouldnโt have cut in! So much for being a good person.ย ย
โI-Itโs not good to pick fights with people,โ was all you could think to say. Honestly, though, you wouldโve been better off not saying a word. Katsuki kept on reaching new heights of angerโones that you hadnโt even thought were possible. ย
โDonโt youย dareย tell me what to do,โ he gritted out, then shoved you back so hard that you tripped and fell onto your butt. ย
[๐๐๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐ฐ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐๐๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.]
[-๐๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.]
Noo! They keep decreasing!ย
โIf you ever show your face to me again, youโre going to regret it,โ he warned. ย
On that note, he stormed away just like last time. You heard one finalย pingย before another projection popped up.ย
[๐๐๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.]
[-๐๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.]
[๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ: -๐๐/๐๐๐]
Devastated, you just stayed sitting on the ground. You werenโt sure how youโd managed to fuck things up so badly. Clearly, youโd underestimated just how easy it was to piss Katsuki off.
Just as it seemed like the day was off to an awful start, a timid voice cut through the silence. ย
โT-Thank you.โ It was the boy that Katsuki had been about to hit. Youโd managed to keep him from getting hurt, at least. That was better than nothing.ย
The system isnโt going to be happy, though. I might actually snap if they put me back in that dark place again...ย
โThat was really brave of you,โ the boy continued. He was blushing a bit while speaking. Perhaps he was naturally shy? โHelping a total stranger like that, I mean. I-If you donโt mind me asking, whatโs your name?โ ย
Surprisingly, you heard anotherย ping. ย
๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐:
[๐๐ข๐๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ณ๐ฎ๐ค๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.]
[+๐๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.]
[๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ: ๐๐/๐๐๐]
Huh.ย
Well, then. You thought that youโd made a total mess of things, but in the process of pissing off one of your targets, youโd made a good impression on the other.
It was funny how things worked out. ย
You managed a smile and slowly stood up. โIโm [Name]. And you?โ
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The erasure of Aphrodite's actual kids in mythology for Rachel's OCs is worse when you notice they're all queer themselves:
Eros - Already a given as to why he'd be a queer figure
Anteros - God of Requited Love. In the more popular versions of his birth he's the son of Poseidon ans Nerites, another man. The god of the most happy form of love is from two queer dads!
Himeros - God of Sex, and specifically is considered a patron to Male/Male romantic and sexual relationships
Pothos - God of Longing and Yearning, and to many can be seen as a queer figure who represents the struggle of queer identities and feelings in a cishetero society
Hedylogos - God of Sweet-talk and Flattery, easily can be made into a bi/pansexual figure to represent queer joy
Hymenaus - God of Marriages and Song who actually crossdresses in mythology to save women in danger.
Hermaphroditus - God of Androgyny, who in the greek version of their birth was always neither male or female, but a mixture of both. They're a symbol of intersex people and being outside the gender binary.
So, Rachel had a whole BTS's worth of queer figures to include in her story, especially in a romance story, and yet removed all of them except one to make a gay best friend. The queer erasure has been there since day one and is worse the longer you look into it!
You're so right though, I feel like it would have made sense to not include them just for the sake of avoiding cast bloat, but instead she just swapped them out for a whole other cast of fake kids, and it's really telling when the OG kids were queer. Now we have... Mania.

(idc what anyone says, i'm genuinely disturbed by this child, it's funny but also it's not, why does the baby have eyEBROWS-)
Pour one out for the real kids of Aphrodite, they all deserve better ๐๐
#lore olympus critical#anti lore olympus#lo critical#ask me anything#anon ama#ama#anon ask me anything
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California ๐ ๐ โ ๏ธ
๐ Halloween costume:
His usual clothes except his shirt is
๐ Breakups
โขCalifornia is neurodiverse with high rejection sensitivity
When dumped:
โขEven if the relationship was short (3 days or less) he'll still mourn it weeks after both due to inexperience, rushing into relationships and valuing gestures more than stability.
โข Cali in his first relationship he didn't actually care who his partner was, he was just excited to woo them with Hollywood gestures (fancy restaurants, jewelry and personal gifts, romantic getaways). His partner loved this at first but slowly became more exhausted and requested staying in instead of going through another of Cali's carefully thought out date nights. California misunderstood this entirely.
Freaking out that his partner had gotten bored of him (or saw him as unattractive), Cali began increasing the big romantic gestures with the assumption they'd get their happily ever after. His partner actually felt smothered with the final straw being when Cali suddenly suggested they move in with him without actually asking his partner if that's what they wanted.
Cali didn't give up and still tried to impress his now ex with extravagant gifts and public declarations of love which only gave his partner second hand embarrassment. Cali stopped after his ex got a new boyfriend. After months of silence Cali began working on his perception of relationships and decreased the quantity of gestures in future relationships, but this didn't fix his main issue of comparing real life to Hollywood and not getting to know his partners first.
โขThis leads to his partners usually ghosting him when he gets too clingy.
โขHis worst relationship according to the other states was this guy who clearly didn't like Cali and used him for clout and the gifts. They were completely obnoxious and demanding to the point even Florida wad concerned but Cali kept insisting he was fine. The turning point was when the states found out he was deleting birthday messages on California's phone without him knowing to make it look like only they remembered California's birthday. They confronted Cali who didn't believe them, thinking the other states were playing a cruel joke on him and were trying to stomp on anything that makes Cali happy.
The states had a vote to determine how to split them up. Eventually, asking Gov to look into this guy's past and blackmail them. Gov was reluctant at first but during a night at the statehouse he saw just how miserable and paranoid California had become.
To California's knowledge, that guy was just one of many partners who ghosted him... To the states it's both the cruelest and kindest thing they've ever done to Cali.
California never questioned why the States were so kind to him after that breakup.
When dumping his partners:
โขHe prides himself that he's never broken up with anyone- as most of the states pointed out it's not a good thing given his terrible standards.
โ ๏ธ Random hc (tw eating disorders)
โขCalifornia preaches veganism and healthy eating, however he secretly binge eats when states aren't looking. This is followed by an extreme amount of guilt and purging.
โขThis also coincides with his break ups as he assumes that all his partners eventually get bored of him and subsequently thinks he needs to be skinnier to make up for it. This is also what made Gov change his mind on the State's breakup plan.
โขFlorida was the first person to discover this. When he was staying with Cali, Florida would go to the kitchen for a midnight snack. He kept finding Cali eating from a secret stash of junk food and (not fully understanding the severity of the situation) Florida teases Cali for being a hypocrite. This made California feel worse and he stopped eating for the remainder of Florida's stay, throwing away any of the junk food he kept.
Florida realised on the last day when he saw Cali with thin hair, desperately chewing a candy wrapper, unable to fully move from exhaustion.
Not knowing how to properly help the situation Florida brought Cali a gift basket to share of all Florida's favourite foods as a "thank you" for letting him stay over and promised Cali he wouldn't tell the other states about his "cheat day" mistaking Cali's eating disorders for a break in a diet. Florida genuinely thought this helped, unknown to him most of that food was vomitted the moment he left.
โขFlorida didn't keep his mouth shut for long and one night made fun of Cali to Loui about California being a hypocrite. Loui was more concerned and ended up checking in on Cali. When his suspicions were confirmed he told some of the other states who staged an intervention.
โขCalifornia is currently going through recovery but has shown signs of relapse but this time the states are aware of his symptoms.
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Hiiiiiii!! I inspired myself with the stabbing bit from the last ficlet: imagine Santino getting investigated and/or punished by the High Table. Poor baby would be so stressed! Do you think that has ever happened to him? What might he get reprimanded for and how would he react? Do you think John's there to defend him, or maybe it's after he performs the impossible task for John and he has to deal with the consequences all alone... ๐
HIIII :3
Thank you so much for the ask as always YAAAY! AAHH yes that ficlet was really inspiring AND ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS ๐
That's a really delicious ask very yummy >:3
Aaawww poor baby can't catch a break (from us LMAOO, that stabbing part too in the ficlet ๐)
He would be VERY STRESSED OUT
He probably broke a very dumb rule, or "unwritten rule" or he himself got a bit too greedy for something, and they just decided to punish him for that. Or he just crossed paths with a wrong person who holds grudges against him. In the High Table world, I think if you just look at one of them wrong, they call a hit on you.
And knowing how Santino can be bitchy, even if maybe doesn't necessarily mean it in a bad way, someone will take that the wrong way. You really have to get to know Santino before making a judgment ๐ญ
Also, one of his bodyguards could've simply just killed someone who tried to attack him, and it turns out it was someone "important" so now he faces the consequences. And it was self defense :(
Another idea, he got scammed. I mean scammed in a way of him making some kind of a deal with a WRONG person, someone who later on tricks him, uses him to get something and manipulates the whole situation. Probably when he didn't have much experience in his role, when he was just staring to get into all this (so he was very young and naive). Although, it can still happen. Hight Table members and whoever is around it can be good liars.
But it could also be his own fault... because sometimes he thinks too much with his own feelings and ignores the possible consequences. If he's extremely pissed off, he feels anger, and that's the only thing he feels and wants to express. So he isn't really thinking the way he should which results with him making bad decisions that to HIM seems right, but to someone else (for example to John who is with him during his rage), it's not a good decision. So, really, during that, he needs to have someone (John) with him during that.
But in every scenario... HE IS PISSED OFF, but also feels lots of self-hatred and... hatred towards everyone else, except John. But yeah, he does snap at him, but he feels bad when he comes back to his senses :<
Especially... if they hurt him as a punishment for breaking the rules. He is angry, he is sad, he is just so overwhelmed with everything and it can be too much. He wants to punish himself even more. But that ends up with him breaking down into crying. They just hit his weak spots with that ๐
John NEEDS to be there for him, he needs to protect him because because how DARE THEY HURT HIM?? Absolutely not, John is not having that. You can't just punish Santino and expect to go without facing John's consequences. And this time Santino is the one saying "But they'll kill you if you do that. I know you want to protect me but you'll break even worse rules. I want you to be with me, that's all, just be here with me." Please just keep each other safe you sillies ๐๐
Oooh but that idea after the impossible task!! Let me write abt that too ehehe!
After he helps him and has to deal with it ALL ALONE ๐ญ๐ and he is facing those consequences because of helping John. Because he actually cares for him, he doesn't want to interrupt John's "free" life. But he still ends up hurts, he still has to deal with it all alone and just think about how John would comfort him and probably protect him.
AGHH, just thinking about Santino having to go through it ALL ALONE and imagining that John is there with him ๐ญ๐
Basically... Santino can't catch a break, everyone just uses him and make him break rules or whatever so he is the one that ends up hurt ๐ but John is there for him, he has to be ๐ค๐
#santino has no breaks poor baby ๐#making him suffer again AAGHH#okay at least john is helping him ๐ญ๐ค๐#thank you so much for the ask!! <3 <3 <3 <3#santino dโantonio#santino d'antonio#john wick#john wick x santinoย d'antonio
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Saturn square Ascendant in Synastry (A Cautionary Tale) ๐

Saturn square Ascendant aspect in synastry is the restriction of self expression from the the Saturn person, Saturn person wanting to change or control the persona or actions of the Ascendant. ย I had this aspect with someone in the past. He was Saturn and was super critical of my looks, and how I presented myself, because the Ascendant is how we present ourselves, how we carry ourselves and has to do with our appearance. He would suggest how I should wear my makeup, my hair and even at one point suggested cosmetic surgery. This aspect can be extremely damaging to the self esteem of the Ascendant person if they already have their own issues with their appearance, or lack confidence and do not have a strong sense of self. I consider this aspect a "heartbreaking" aspect because it is a "square" and as I have explained in previous post, "how to deal with squares in synastry" squares are uphill battles and cause constant friction as well as unrest in a connection. Saturn is the planet of restriction, discipline, lessons, hard work, commitment and contracts. And when you have this planet squaring someone's Ascendant which is their identity and presentation, this means that a person will be constantly defending the right to be themselves authentically and unapologetically in a connection. This aspect is extremely toxic and karmic. Regardless of the sign and house placement, this is one for the books. The heartbreaking part is that the Ascendant person may actually start to make the changes in how they act and look to appease the Saturn person and win their approval, only to face another needed upgrade or modification by Saturn. It will never be enough there will always be something wrong or something that the Ascendant needs to fix, work on or improve. The Saturn person is merely projecting, the truth is that inside they are insecure, intimidated and do not feel good enough for the Ascendant person. They may be secretly jealous of how outgoing, confident or admired the Ascendant person is, and wish that they themselves possessed these qualities. Instead of supporting the Ascendant they instead choose to nitpick at them, point out flaws and be hyper critical to take them down a notch or knock them off their pedestal, they feel like if they point out their flaws, this will cause insecurity and keep the Ascendant in the connection and also keep the Ascendant under control. This is the ultimate hater, sleeping with the enemy aspect. This aspect is very similar to Saturn square North Node, except it is worse because with North Node they are critical of your life path and with this aspect they are critical of YOU. If Saturn is in Capricorn, Virgo or Scorpio this is going to be exceptionally hard. Because Capricorn is ruled by Saturn, Virgo in Saturn is a hypercritical perfectionist, and Scorpio in Saturn is toxic and unapologetic. When the Saturn person does not get their way or the Ascendant finally decides they have had a enough and stands on business. Saturn will punish the Ascendant by stonewalling, giving silent treatment, blocking or refusing to support them. Especially if they are married or the Ascendant is financially dependent on them. The lesson in this aspect for the Ascendant, be true to yourself and honor your authenticity. You should not have to change who you are for someone to accept and love you. Love and acceptance does not come with conditions. The only person you need to be good enough for is yourself. Do not let anyone have control over your personal autonomy. Saturn cannot love and accept you for who you are, because Saturn does not love and accept themselves. The lesson for Saturn, people are not projects, you cannot control anyone, lighten up, stop projecting your insecurities onto others and deal with your issues, you are avoiding inner work (shadow work) by finding fault in other people. ....(To be continued)
Stay Lifted,
Madison
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HIHIGIIGJijihihigiihihih dailt chekcin becofe i start my work
today was actually kinda okay ish i finally participated in my chem class and actually said something that wasnt as stupid than what i usuallt say AND THE TEACHER DIDNF SAY I WAS WRONG SO YAYAY
in my cooking class i was looking atโฆ BOOKING FLIGHTS, HOTELS, RENTAL CARS AND RESERVATIONS FOR RESTAURANTS?? HELLO WHY IS THIS PROJECY REAL IM ABOJT TO WORK ON IT BUT I WANAN DELAY IT EVEN FURTHER CUZ IM A LITTLE UPSET RN
ididnt get jnto the graphic designer position and im like forcing myself to be upset over it or else im gonna be sad over it later and i feel like thats worse bc then at that point its gonna be irrelevant so BUT IM ALSO LIKE WHO?? CARES?????? ITS NOT THAT DEEP AND EVEN IF I DID GET IN ID BE PISSED OFF THAT IM MAKING A POSTER AND NOT STUDYING FOR A TEST OR SOEMTHING HELP and the club is actually irrelevant as hell so it doesnt even really matter
plus anyways theres another thing i signed up for so ill wait for that one instead mueheuheheh but i dont think im getting in that either but at least i applied idk โฆโฆ.
UMUMUM theres nothing else that happened today OH I FINISHED MY NAGI EDIT ITS BEEN FINISHED ACTUALLY HELP IDK WHEN TO POST IT EXCEPT ON SATURDAY WHEN IK IT PROBABLT WONT FLOP AS HARD ๐๐ BUTITS OKAY ๐๐ i need to think of another edit idea or finish that sae edit its been .. pending for like two months now i swear.
i have a test on friday and then another test next week tuesday for history I WANAN DROP OUT OF THE CLASS SO BAD WHY DID I CHOOSE TO TAKE HISTORY AND IM IN THE ADVANCED CLASSES TOO ๐ chem isnt that bad but im scared for the unit test but her tests dont seem as hard HELPME I FEEL LIKE IT SHOULD BE HARDER CUZ ITS CHEM BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO LIKE IM HAPPY IT ISNT AS HARD ITS JUST I STILL DONT GET THESE TWO CONCEPTS AND I REALLT NEED TO LOCK IN FOR MY SUBJECTS
how do i even study for history cuz other than stuff like all i know is inflation, the fiat money system, and how my history teacher hates the united states and they can all suck his bald head bc they all suck and โEW AMERICANS!!!โ apparently AND I SEE HIM FOR TWO PERIODS TOO HELP ๐ HE LEGIT ENCOURAGEd US TO DROP OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL AND IM LIKE HELLO ARENT U SUPPOSED TO MAKE US CONTINUE SCHOOL URE LITERALLT A TEACHER BUT OKAY.
im lowk tweaking because i reallt dont know how to study for history and my test on friday i feel so unprepared but to be fair I LEGIT HAVENT STARTED STUDYING YET AND I DONT PLAN TO UNTIL TOMORROW .. and i feel like i should start studying for my history test and im like erm maybe tmr ..! SO TECHNICALLY IF I STICK TO THE SCHEDULE I MADE FOR MYSELF IN MY HEAD WHCIH IS FINISH ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS TODAY (impossible) IT GIVES ME ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO STUDY FOR MY TWO TESTS WHICH LEAVES TIME FOR ME TO STUDY FOR MY CHEM TEST IN LIKE ESTIMATED 2-3 WEEKS BUT THEN I KNOW I CANR STICK TO SCHEDULE ๐ if i finish my cooking assignment today somehow then ill be able to do this and i sleep at like 11 pm today bc momi got mad i slept at 12 yesterday HELP. IMSORYR MOM I FELT GROSS I HAD TO SHOWER AT 11 OR ELSE I WOUDLNT BE ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP
i usuallt shower once i get home from school but yesterday my dinner meal thign project was due so i wa slike ok i have to prioritize this over my own stinky AND I DID FINISH IT MUEHAUYAIEGAPBX NOW I HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN BUT FINISH IT IN LIKE 4 HoursHELP HOW LONG SHOULD THIS EVEN TAKE HE SAID ITS REALLT SIMPLE AND COPY PASTE BUT IM ALSO REALLY SLOW WITH ASSIGNMENTS IN GENERAL .. โน๏ธi get distracted too easily HELP.
i dotn even have a lock in playlist like i do my liked songs on shuffle and skip wvery songim not innthe mood to listen to i actuallt need to invest in playlists or else i cant do this shuffle liked method anymore โฆโฆ
illcome baxk if i finish my project early โฆ.. ILL ACTUALLY LOCK IN TODAY TRUST BUT DAILT UQRSTION TIME
would you rather be a gojo plushie or a smiski figure im just starign at them and theyre like right next to each other HELP I HAVE TWO FIGURES FROM THE CHEER SERIES??? IDK EXACTLY BUT THEYRE CUTE I WAS GONNA COLLECT MORE BUT 15 DOLLARS PER SMISKI MYSTERY BOX IS KINDA A SCAM FOR ME ๐
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HAII today was okayish for me as well my typing class was kinda fun the teacher wasn't scary today!
YIPPEE!! GOOD JOBB
HELP WHAT ALL OF THAT INN COOKING CLASS??
LMAO i hope you get upset or something.. that sounds mean HELOME IDK IF I SHOULD COMFORT OR NOT
LMAO making posters sounds fun tho.. yet I make legal documents in class๐๐
DANG GIRL DO YIU HAVE A LIST YOU CHECK OFF WHEN SIGNING TO CLUBS?
OMG NAGII I'm gonna work on my drafts maybe on friday.. and rin smau.. I got a random rin spark of inspiration when reading these romance mangas..
OH WAIT THAT REMINDED ME THAT I NEEDED TO GIVE YOU AN EDIT IDEA ILK THINK OF ONE
ew I hate history ALSO YOU CAN DROP OUT OF A CLASS? I mean i heard of it but idk.. I'm too caribbean for this HELP
when I used to do chem I was so confused but I somehow passed history on the other hand idk what i did or if I passed or not THATS HOW UNINTERESTED I WAS IN HISTORY BC THEY DONT TEACH US STUFF THAT APPARENTLY EVERYONE SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT WAS LIKE LOCAL STUFF AND IT WAS kinda boring.. SAME WITH WHEN I USED TO DO GEO THEY DIDNT TEACH US STUFF LIKE THE DIFFERENT CONTINENTS N STUFF MY FRIEND THOUGHT EGYPT WAS IN EUROPE I wasn't that bad like him.. BUT THATS MY POINT THEY DONT TEACH US IMPORTANT STUFF HERE so luckily I had business! well I chose business bc I wanna own my nursery or maybe a pre-school I like children and I have patience I think.. everyone thinks I'm crazy heh.. maybe I am..
HELPME THAT TEACHER REMINDS ME OF MY OLD DRAMA TEACHER he saw my gc messages once and HE TOOK OFF WITH MY PHONE
DANG SM MOTIVATION I wish I have that LMAO I asked my momma for help and she said when she used to go to school when she comes home she just go n play games ans she never studied she just had a good memory๐๐๐๐๐๐ I DONT I FORGOT WHAT I DID THIS MORNING I have no motivation hahaha..
YOUR MOM GETS MAD AT YOU? well mine does as well bc since I'm anemic I need 8 hours of rest bur (I don't go to sleep early) so I always get yelled at when I feel lightheaded BUT I TAKE NAPS IN THE AFTERNOON sometimes SO I HAVE A BURST OF ENERGY IN THE NIGHT plus I'm reading so
LMAO I GET DISTRACYED EASILY AS WELL that's why I'm up at 11pm and haven't started my notes bc imON MY PH9JE
ou playlisys are my favorite thing ti make! I have like 20 playlists public bc apparently I learnt my friends use them bc one asked me when I'm gonna update it and I'm like whag ans I have a bunch more in private
i woukd rather a smiski bc i searched it up and it looks cutiepie!
IDK WHAT'S A SMISKI OR WHAT SERIES IR HAVE
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It's Weird how every and each male character in the show has been made much worse than their book counterparts . Viserys who was by all the accounts good to Alicent , has become a Pedophile, rapist and an abusive husband and father. Even the likes of daemon and larys are much worse than their book versions lol. Literally all of the males characters are worse ... except Aemond ... hmm I wonder what the reason for it ... when Aemond objectively and by all the accounts is one of the cruelest , most ruthless, misogynistic characters out there dude was maegor in the making , so what Ryan saw in him to wet his pants like this over him? Is it because Aemond got a sapphire eye and ride Vhaegar who was the largest dragon at the time , so probably Ryan thought Aemond is not that bad and misunderstood because he got a kool eye? I mean you can't be bad if you are kool. So if Ryan will adapt the sons of the dragon, I'm certain he will get it wet for Maegor since he was hot , has baelerion the black dread (the biggest, strongest and greatest dragon that the targ has ever had) he wielded Dark sister + blackfyre . And a dude who is a sexy , hot, an absolute badass and kool can't be that bad you know
he will make Maegor poor sad boi that couldn't have his dragon ,he will make Aenys the big bad bro who is an absolute monster , that will team up with his wife to bully poor sad Maegor . also he will make Aenys or probably Aegon i abuse maegor sexually to explain why Maegor is so fucked up and to explain why he can't have a boner to fuck all of these women so he can have a child of his own . Honorable Maegor tried to bring peace to westros and make it a better place by the power of love and friendship , but those filthy religious fanatics and unwashed peasants misunderstood his intentions and rose against him๐ Maegor in truth wanted to give his nephew Aegon a hug but Balerion the prick got overwhelmed by his dorne ptsd and killed Aegon and his thug dragon while Maegor was screaming for balerion to stop. Ryan actually know the real history of Asoiaf while the Evil Maesters lied to us๐. In the real history Maegor was actually called Maegor the kind not the cruel but All of those cringe Septons and Maesters conspired against him๐ maegor was in truth one of the most tragic , misunderstood, and kindest figures ๐ฅบ
#justiceformaegorthekind
Dear anon, I obviously have no idea where Ryan Condal stands on Maegor and if he believes he can be "redeemed" or made sympathetic to the audience, so that part of the ask is pure speculation, unfortunately.
As to the first part, I'm going to have to disagree with you again. Almost every character has been made more sympathetic in the show than their text counterpart, except Aegon (I've complained about this at length already). Viserys is a prime example. He has a better relationship with Helaena and his grandchildren in the books, but he is not better, lol. He is still very much a pedophile, as you say. He marries Aemma when she is 11 years old and consummates when she is 13 - in fact, it is implied that her young age is the reason why she had so many difficult pregnancies and eventually died from complications, because her body hadn't fully developed. It is also implied he had an affair with Alicent (another teenager) while Aemma was still alive.
Likewise, Daemon is very much worse in the text. Implied murders of Laenor and Harwin, tries to steal Rhea's inheritance, teaches young Rhaenyra oral sex, takes Alicent's maidenhead, kills the son of the Sea Lord of Braavos for Laena's hand, fucks only lily-white Valyrian-looking women (Laena & Mysaria are canonically as white as snow + blonde), likes to find the youngest possible prostitutes to sleep with.... Yes, some of these actions are relayed at rumour-level, but out of all the possible crimes they could have pinned on Daemon, he got off easy in the show.
I have no idea why they decided to make Aegon the problem child out of him and Aemond, but I'd be lying if I said that I would trade show!Aemond for a better-characterized Aegon. I really like what they did to Aemond and he deserves to be fleshed out as anyone else. If you really think about his origin story, what they did in the show makes a lot of sense and represents some logical build-up. Also, in the text, Alicent & Aegon seem to love him, so there must have been more to him other than burning the Riverlands and MILF pussy. I just wish they would have put as much thought into, you know, the freaking King of Westeros.
#ask#anon#hotd critical [aegon]#hotd critical [daemon]#hotd critical [viserys]#hotd critical [aemond]#i'd argue criston also gets a bad rep in the show#anon is currently off while i make my way through my backlog
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๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฅ๐คบ๐ฎ๐๏ธโค๏ธ๐ for the WotR asks?
๐๐๐ Thanks for asking! :D Though I'm sure you can guess some answers already with how much I've been rambeling on discord. xD
Ask is here.
๐ฃ: ocโs temperament (sarcastic, violent, honest, etc.)
Artie is generally pretty straightforward. She doesn't like intrigues or deception and prefers to talk about things like adults. She is kind and understanding, but she is still very much a paladin. Crimes need to be atoned for, but would people please stop suggesting execution for everything! She has a self-sacrificing habit that is frankly bordering on unhealthy and everything that's going down isn't very helpful for that. While her duty to both a cause and other people is immensly important to her, she does have a sense of humor, and will play along Daeran's jokes as long as they don't people in actual danger. For that matter, she loves Daeran very much and that act 5 quest broke her right through.
๐ฅ: least favourite companion? why?
Since I kinda killed Wenduag and so don't have very many opinions her except the monsterfuckers deserved a bit better with the design, I guess I'll have to go for Camellia. The longer the game went the more she seemed like a very insensitive depiction of mental illness. And the way she is treated by certain parts of the fandom makes it worse.
๐คบ: opinions on crusade mode?
Much better than in Kingmaker! I do wish they hadn't made all the relic decrees for diplomacy though, that fucks up the balance a bit. Also good on them for putting in a story mode difficulty when players asked for it, makes the whole thing much mor enjoyable. I would appreciate it if they had a half mode where you can do decrees but not bother with the armies, but I'll survive.
๐ฎ: ocโs opinions on magic and the gods?
Magic is a tool like any other Artie. Were it comes from doesn't really matter most of the time, and when it matters it's not really about the magic but about the source being objectively evil. Like beheading people and making the recipient live in constant fear evil. Gods are another matter. Artie is a paladin to Iomedae and was taught fairly traditionally at a local temple from when she was about a preteen. Gods are there for a reason and are to be respected. Iomedae's rejection hurt a lot. I am in fact working on a piece right now to fill in why she stayed on angel anyway.
๐: whatโs one tip youโd give to a new player?
While Toy Box is less necessary for Wrath of the Righteous than Bag of Many Tricks is for Kingmaker, I would reccomend getting it, especially if you're just in it for the story. There are certain parts that are just very annoying. (Nenio's last quest. I love Nenio, I even like the general quest itself, but they kinda fucked up the balancing on that one.) It also has some quality of life options that are nice, like highlighting copyable scrolls. And also, if you fucked up the preperation for a quest, chances are Toy Box can help you fix it without having to redo hours of progress. I highly reccomend it.
Also, do not feel bad for rejecting companions you don't want to romance. It will happen. You think you'll have avoided all the romance triggers, but you didn't. Certain characters are very desperate for love and it kinda shows. This is not a complaint from me, it's just fact.
โค๏ธ: any npcs you liked, or even wished you could romance?
Well as my discord friends are sure to be aware because we all bullied each other into loving him, The Hand of the Inheritor is my absolute favourite NPC, I love him so much. He's such a himbo too. The angel path probably helped my obsession because there's just more of him. He's also less of an asshole in act 4 and you actually get to see more of his own desperate confusion. Not that I think the other paths are worse, it's just different if he spent the last time sulking with you before being kidnapped or if he called you evil and then got tortured for 6 months before you almost save him and then he gets tortured some more. I'm not sure I want a romance? I mean I definitely wouldn't complain about getting one, so if Owlcat has something planned...๐ But I'd also be happy with just more content in general.
Also give me more of Lariel! The Hand hyped him so much and then he's just there without any reaction. Especially on angel that is very disappointing, no idea if you get him on other paths at all. But give me a big angel brother damnit!
๐: any hated npcs?
I mean Hulrun is a piece of shit, but I recognize he is intented as such, so it's more a 'haha isn't he terrible' situation. Anyone I actually hate... hm. I don't really think so. I'm kinda sad about how they dropped some of them, but if there was one that really pissed me off it didn't have enough impact for me to remember it.
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State of the Me
I'mma just cut this here.
I was supposed to take Suzie to the vet but I think I tore my rotator cuff (because I deserve it, the universe hates me, idk) and I hurt so I asked to switch with mom. She was supposed to be waiting for the installers to come measure for the extra cabinets we're having put in. Except apparently there was never a confirmation call. I have 20 minutes until their window is over and I'm going to take a nap then.
The other day, I was arguing with some lady on Twitter about that dumb Italian restaurant with the plaster cast of the chef's mouth, etc. The lady just happened to be black, which means nothing in this context except she didn't actually read the article we were arguing about, didn't know the restaurant was named Bros', and took offense when I said the name, thinking I was making some kind of racist pejorative comment. I pointed out that it was just the restaurant's name and she said, "Oh, my bad, I'm still in bed this morning, but you still have no taste." Like...I can't honestly get upset at her jumping to conclusions because Twitter is a cesspool of racism and human trash but what I CAN take issue with is a) EXCUSE ME YOU ARE DEFENDING A RESTAURANT THAT MAKES YOU TONGUE FUCK THE CHEF'S MOUTH DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT TASTE and b) at least read the fucking article enough to know what the restaurant is called. Come on.
I haven't checked my email in a month. It's a symptom of escalating depression but I don't know what else we can do. I don't want to change my meds. The last time we added some, I got WORSE, so. I'm just...uh...not...doing anything?
It is WAY too easy to distract my therapist by putting on my happy baby voice and talking about Pumpkin. This is the danger of therapy over the phone, I can obfuscate. Idk why I do it.
Christmas is this weekend, I am told. I refuse to look at a calendar. Time has ceased making sense. How the fuck is Christmas here already? I don't have presents. I never made cookies. I don't have anything for dinner, yet. I'm supposed to make a cake but also uuuuugh.
I accidentally let Masterclass renew (this is why we check our fucking email, Leslie) and it was guaranteed on mom's credit card. Fuck. She said I can just leave it and it'll be part of my Christmas but that's...a lot of money. I feel really bad.
I got really pretty handmade candy canes to put on my tree and for snackies. They're so gross. They taste like the oil they use on hard candies to keep them from sticking to the extruder. There's no peppermint there. God is dead.
I promise I'm trying to come up with good stuff but it's really difficult right now.
December started well but I just can't feel Christmas anymore.
I've been watching Wheel of Time, that's good, and I watched the first two episodes of Witcher season 2 yesterday. Thank God for the costuming department understanding Henry Cavill looks excellent in high waisted pants.
Unpopular opinion: Batman Returns is a Christmas film.
Maybe I'll take some detailed shots of my new ornaments. I have a manta ray and a little Suzie. There was another one, I forget what it was, but when checking out, the lady noticed it was broken. ๐
I want Christmas dinner too be king crab legs and shrimp cocktail and lobster tails and sashimi. I'd settle for the first two. But I live outside a small town in the mountains and idk if we can swing king crab legs. Guess we'll find out.
๐๐๐ I'm such a spoiled brat. For those of you who are new, I'm jobless, sick, and have zero funds of my own. Whenever I talk about expensive things like crab legs and Masterclass and shit, that's my mom or gifts from friends. I, myself, have no intrinsic financial value.
I'm writing again. Sort of. Not really. I managed a few bits on one fic, one chapter on another. An outline and a half. Nothing for my own stuff but something > nothing, right?
I'm gonna take that nap now. Goodnight and good luck.
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