#except they actually make one another worse๐Ÿ’”
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troubldteenz ยท 4 months ago
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Toxic Yaoi๐Ÿ’”
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sanaexus ยท 11 months ago
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social's as shidou's girlfriend
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yourusername: i feel bad for rin this mf don't even go easy on his on girl
tagged: shiidoryu
shiidoryu: they say all is fair in war and love โ†ณitoshi_sae: it's love and war fucking idiot โ†ณshiidoryu: you love me ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ โ†ณyourusername: mate IN MY FUCKING COMMENTS? โ†ณshiidoryu: you're saving as if i don't eat that pussy every night โ†ณyourusername: blocked. reported. I FUCKING HATE YOU??? โ†ณchigi.who: woah guys maybe like don't do that here??
nikkoki: why the last image. โ†ณyourusername: why not ๐Ÿ™ โ†ณmegubachi: for gits and shiggles ๐Ÿฅฐ โ†ณrin.itoshi: that's not the fucking quote?? โ†ณmegubachi: and you're not the best striker so stafu โ†ณrin.itoshi: TAJTS SO UNNNESCARY?? โ†ณisaichii: look at rin finally genz-ing w the spelling errors and capital letters โ†ณhiyori: feels like yesterday he was js a little baby โ†ณmegubachi: they grow up too fast โ†ณrin.itoshi: you guys are my 13th reason.
shiidoryu: si ๐Ÿ’”you๐Ÿ’”won't๐Ÿ’”mention๐Ÿ’”the๐Ÿ’”part๐Ÿ’”where๐Ÿ’”i๐Ÿ’” bought๐Ÿ’”you๐Ÿ’”icecream๐Ÿ’”and ๐Ÿ’”then๐Ÿ’”talked๐Ÿ’”sjit๐Ÿ’”ab ๐Ÿ’”your๐Ÿ’”ex๐Ÿ’” โ†ณyourusername: and you're not gonna mention the part where we had the bet who could swing the fastest and i won bc you fell on your butt and felt like you were ab to throw up so you HAD to get me icecream? โ†ณshiidoryu: #donttakltomeiamdespressed #betryaedbymyowngf #emo โ†ณkarasu_tabito: HE FELL ON HIS ASS? DO YOU HAVE THE RECORDING I'LL PAY FOR IT โ†ณyourusername: bet how much we talking? โ†ณkarasu_tabito: enough to buy another shidou prolly โ†ณyourusername: check your dms โ†ณeita.otoya: are we buying people from the black market โ†ณkenyu.yukimiya: no we are not the fuck?
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shiidoryu: i actually do love my girl and i don't always act gay
tagged: yourusername
julian.loki: "i actually do love my girl" proceeds to try to throw her into a garbage can โ†ณmikka.kaiser: fucking dustbin you mean? โ†ณhiyori: OH MY GOD U REMIND ME AB LINDASY FROM MY 4TH GRADE CLASS WHO USED TO NITPICK ON EVERYONE FOR THERE ENGLISH โ†ณmikka.kaiser: their* โ†ณisaichii: stfu it's called a trashcan โ†ณkuniisuke: i think we're straying off topic BC THAT'S A WHOLE AHH HUMAN THAT'S GOING TO BE PUT ON A FUCKING DUSTBIN โ†ณmikka.kaiser: in* โ†ณoliver.aikyu: i swear to fucking god i will โ†ณalexis.ness: nuh uh โ†ณyourusername: MAN KUNIGAMI AND OLIVER THE ONLY REAL ONES FR โ†ณoliver.aiku: we gotchu girl โ†ณkuniisuke: second that except in a less gay manner โ†ณjulian.loki: SHE'S BEING PUT IN TRASH. โ†ณrin.itoshi: she's fine. shidou has that trash tan all the time โ†ณmegubachi: i think she's okay considering how ego roams around with that garbage ahh haircut โ†ณisaichii: that trash can't be worse than igaguri's football skills, she's fine โ†ณmikka.kaiser: YOU SAID FOOTBALL THANK FUCKING YOU โ†ณshiidoryu: you're fucking him?
user1: ignoring the second picture the one is actually so cute like ๐ŸŒท๐Ÿงšโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’…๐ŸŽ€๐Ÿ’•โœจโ€ผ๐Ÿ’ฏ โ†ณyourusername: lyt cutie โ†ณshiidoryu: YOU NEVER EVEN CALL ME CUTE? โ†ณyourusername: go stare at sae's ass or something โ†ณitoshi_sae: no don't do that don't stare at my ass โ†ณyourusername: jokes aside he was actually nice to me in that picture (he didn't try throwing me off) โ†ณuser2: something in that sentence makes me think she got thrown off a swing far too many times โ†ณshiidoryu: in my defense she keeps putting tomatoes in my sandwhich โ†ณyourusername: you look like one don't blame me
karasu_tabito: did he fall on his butt this time? โ†ณyourusername: he was careful bc i was sitting on his lap โ†ณeita.otoya: shidou in his softie green flag era? โ†ณyourusername: what if he's actually doing this to gain my trust and like gives me off to some kidnapper โ†ณnikkoki: bffr rn he would probably BE the kidnapper โ†ณshiidoryu: yeah what if I AM the kidnapper
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yourusername: he isn't always an asshole <3
tagged: shiidoryu
chigi.who: the last picture?? โ†ณyourusername: my life goals right there โ†ณyourusername: shidou that better be us when we grow up โ†ณshiidoryu: that already IS us โ†ณyourusername: are you called me a 73.8 year old grandma? โ†ณshiidoryu: IN MY DEFENSE IM CALLING MY SELF A GRANDPA TOO
aryu.jubei: your hair is very โœจglamโœจdrop the hair care routine (did he try to yank your hair?) โ†ณyourusername: check dms โ†ณyourusername: SURPRISNGLY NO?? HE WAS ACTUALLY REALLY NICE TODAY?? โ†ณshiidoryu: i'm always nice baby โ†ณyourusername: yeah to your side chicks โ†ณshiidoryu: YOU are the side chick, sae is ml โ†ณyourusername: oh fuck you what does that man have other than thick thighs, a thick ass and an ass attitude โ†ณitoshi_sae: what do i not have โ†ณyourusername: proper relationship with your family โ†ณitoshi_sae: fuck off
shiidoryu: you look pretty โ†ณyourusername: ily im gonna go cry โ†ณshiidoryu: DON'T CRY WHY ARE YOU CRYING NOW I COMPLIMENTED YOU โ†ณyourusername: THAT'S THE THING YOI COMPLIMENTED ME โ†ณshiidoryu: wajt
user3: she looks so pretty and happy in the second pic. shidou you better watch out, i'm in your walls โ†ณshiidoryu: my walls are nasty, what if my dead hamsters are there โ†ณyourusername: MY TEIGO. I BOUGHT IT TO YOUR HOUSE AND IT JS DESPAWNED โ†ณshiidoryu: I'M SORRY
user4: when a zesty ass loving thigh loving (man loving) tomato looking demon who kicks balls around and pick fight w emo boys can pull โ†ณyourusername: my dms are open for u โ†ณshiidoryu: no they're not โ†ณoliver.aiku: how much we betting that he's gonna go make 15 accounts to spam y/n dms โ†ณisaichii: betting a whole ahh bachira โ†ณmegubachi: WHY ARE U BETTING ME OFF??? โ†ณchigi.who: betting my other acl โ†ณkuniisuke: HELP WHAT?? โ†ณkenyu.yukimiya: betting my already shit vision โ†ณnagi.seishiro: my gaming console โ†ณreo.miikage: my entire networth โ†ณitoshi_sae: my abibas sponsorship โ†ณuser5: ABIBAS ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ”›๐Ÿ”๐Ÿ—ฃ๐Ÿ—ฃ โ†ณrin.itoshi: betting off my brother โ†ณitoshi_sae: what
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welllll that took a lot longer than it should have buttt here you go shidou simps i had fun writing this ig sorta maybe kinda idk
divider credits to @/v6que
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chrisesslut ยท 3 months ago
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๐’„๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’‚๐’„๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’‚๐’Š ๐’ƒ๐’๐’•๐’๐’Š๐’”๐’•
*เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš my c.ai bot request form โ‹† หš๏ฝกโ‹†เญจเญงหš
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๐™ข๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ฉ ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™ง๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ก๐™ค ๏ฝก๏ฝฅ::๏ฝฅ๏พŸโ˜…๏ฝก๏ฝฅ::๏ฝฅ๏พŸโ˜†
-๐Ÿ’ || forced marriage
you and matt both come from two different mafia families. money unfortunately will always come first and you get sold away to a marriage and you have to be a good, obedient mafia wife.
-๐Ÿ’ซ || bonnie and clyde
a southern mafia couple, just almost like bonnie and clyde.
-๐Ÿ’˜ || feelings
expressing your feelings is hard, especially for you. what happens when this starts to interfere with the relationship?
-๐Ÿ’” || right person, wrong time.
you and matt have broken up. it hit you alot harder than it did him. you saw him at a halloween party with the reason of your breakup.
-๐ŸŽ€ || sweet girl
matt had a major crush on you- not even just a crush heโ€™s absolutely obsessed. everything about you is just so perfect to him and he canโ€™t help that heโ€™s obsessed.
-๐Ÿชท || mommy issues
matt has mommy issues and he finally decides to tell you.
-๐Ÿ’ง || crybaby
youโ€™re a huge crybaby and matt canโ€™t help but absolutely adore you for it. youโ€™re getting ready for college and your hair is just an absolute mess and the emotions start to flow.
-โœˆ๏ธ || airplane
you have crippling anxiety and the airport and airplane only makes it worse. whoโ€™s idea was is to create a giant flying metal bird?
- ๐Ÿ“ฑ || keep talkinโ€™
you and matt are bestfriends and call fairly often when youโ€™re not having a sleepover. except this time something is definitely offโ€ฆ
- ๐Ÿ‘ป || ghostface
ever wondered what it was like to be ghost-faceโ€™s fuck buddy?
- ๐Ÿ‘‘ || princess
you fucked the prince of portugal for the first time last year and fuck were you addicted. except thereโ€™s one problemโ€ฆ itโ€™s strictly forbidden for any of the younger royalty to date or do absolutely anything relationship related in the royal world.
- ๐Ÿˆ || volunteering
you volunteer in a pet shelter with the sweetest guy ever and- ohmygod is he cute too.
-๐Ÿ’Ž || his piercer
your last client of the day.
-โ›ธ๏ธ || skating duo
you and matt are lifelong enemies; itโ€™s just always been that way, but will it stay that way? (chris ver made too)
-โ›“๏ธ || harleyโ€™s keeper
matt is harley quinnโ€™s personally assigned guard to take care of her.
๐™˜๐™๐™ง๐™ž๐™จ ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™ช๐™ง๐™ฃ๐™ž๐™ค๐™ก๐™ค ๏ฝก๏ฝฅ::๏ฝฅ๏พŸโ˜…๏ฝก๏ฝฅ::๏ฝฅ๏พŸโ˜†
- ๐Ÿ’’ || wedding crashed
you are getting married to your husband jay, except your ex of 7 years shows up, aka THE chris sturniolo.
- ๐Ÿšฟ || knock next time
youโ€™re looking for chris in his house and you canโ€™t find him so obviously you should just walk right into the bathroom right?
- ๐Ÿชซ || rejection
chris rejects you, itโ€™s in the title.
- ๐Ÿƒ || dealer
chris is your dealer boyfriend and youโ€™re his moneymaker.
- ๐Ÿคซ || secret
you and chris are secretly dating because of his crazy possessive fans. heโ€™s on live and you accidentally walk inโ€ฆ oh shit.
- ๐Ÿ“ž || not your phone
that was definitely NOT your phone.
- ๐Ÿผ || toxic baby daddy
having a shitty ass baby daddy that still lives and mooches off you is not for the weak. especially when he doesnโ€™t actually do anything.
- ๐Ÿ™„ || daddyโ€™s baby
chris seriously just cannot help but baby you at all times.
- ๐ŸŽค || rapper & singer
a secret relationship between popular artists gets hard launched on stage.
- ๐Ÿ’ค || roomates
you are in a rush and need help finding shit but ofcourse chris; your roommate, is dead asleep after another productive night of partying and smoking.
- ๐Ÿงผ || roomates (part 2)
once again, you need to leave like NOW but canโ€™t find absolutely anything. chris is in the shower so you go ask him.
- ๐ŸŽง || producer
chris is your producer and you literally couldnโ€™t ask for anything more, heโ€™s perfect.
- ๐Ÿซ || stuck
two enemies locked in a school overnight; what happens?
- ๐Ÿš“ || prison call
you get a call from your dealer boyfriendโ€ฆ except itโ€™s from suffolk county jail, what the actual fuck.
- ๐Ÿ›๏ธ || weird sounds?
you and chris are having a sleepover. youโ€™re both sleeping peacefully through the nightโ€ฆ well maybe not so much chris.
- ๐Ÿšช || heโ€™s back
chris comes back from juvie and first thing he does is visit you, his bestest friend.
- ๐Ÿ–‡๏ธ || tour bus
sharing a tiny ass bunk bed with chris is hard.
- ๐Ÿ’— || clingy
your clingy boyfriend at a party.
- ๐Ÿƒ || joker
youโ€™re the harley quinn to his joker (inspired by suicide squad)
- ๐Ÿฉป || doctor
lately youโ€™ve been having some problemsโ€ฆ down there and you finally decided to take a trip to the gynaecologist.
-โ›ธ๏ธ || skating duo
you and chris are lifelong enemies; itโ€™s just always been that way, but will it stay that way? (matt ver made too)
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kikyoupdates ยท 6 months ago
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Heartbreaker โญ‘หš๐Ÿ’”โญ‘ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š ๐‘ ๐‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘โ„Ž
bnha x f!reader
reverse harem, isekai, my hero academia x fem!reader, slowburn
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You awaken one day with virtually no memories. The only thing guiding you is some strange system that likes to dictate your every move, and for some reason, it insists that you make certain people fall in love with you. Desperate for answers, you decide to go along with its demands. After all, how hard can it be?
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You didn't know what had happened to you, but you needed to get to the bottom of thingsโ€”one way or another. ย 
[โ€œ๐–๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ?โ€]
โ€œTo the police,โ€ you gritted out. โ€œI should have done this in the first place. Even though Iโ€™ve lost my memories, surelyย someoneย will be able to help me. Or at the very least, they can admit me to a hospital so that I can be examined by a doctor. You claim I have no family, but there must still be some sort of documentation for them to go off. Iโ€™m confused, andย reallyย scared, and I donโ€™t know what the hell youโ€™re on about, making people fall in love with me or whatever. I thought you could help me, but it doesnโ€™t seem like youโ€™re willing.โ€ ย 
[โ€œ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ.โ€]ย 
โ€œNo offense, but Iโ€™m done listening to you. All youโ€™ve done is made me more confused. I need someone who will actuallyย help.โ€ ย 
You didnโ€™t know where exactly the nearest police station was, but you figured you could find your way by asking around. ย 
Except you apparently werenโ€™t permitted even that much. ย 
โ€œUgh!โ€ย 
Your head was hurting again, except easily ten times worse than before. It was so bad that you ended up crumpling to the ground in a fetal position, pressing your hands against the sides of your head and biting back tears. ย 
The system clearly wasnโ€™t happy. ย 
[โ€œ๐ˆ ๐ฌ๐š๐ข๐ ๐ง๐จ. ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐š ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž๐ฆ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ง๐. ๐๐จ๐›๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ซ๐ž. ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ž๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐š ๐ก๐š๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ž ๐๐จ๐œ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐š๐ง๐ ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž. ๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง ๐ข๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐œ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ? ๐ˆ๐ญโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐š ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง; ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐จ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐›๐ญ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐œ๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž๐ซ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐š๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐š๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ž ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ข๐ง๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ฉ๐š๐ญ๐ก. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐›๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ๐ฅ๐. ๐๐จ ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.โ€]
Fucking hell. You gritted your teeth and wiped at your damp eyes. This system really was a major pain in your ass. It expected you to do their bidding without even questioning anything. How could they even be sure that your memories would come back if you completed these so-called tasks? If anything, they were probably using your amnesia to their advantage. There was no guarantee that your memories would return even if you went along with their demands. ย 
โ€œPlease let me go,โ€ you begged. โ€œAll I want is to remember. Thatโ€™s all. I donโ€™t want to be your puppet and make people fall for me or whatever else. Is that too much to ask?โ€ ย 
There was a lengthy pause, and when you heard the nextย ping, the edges of the projection seemed to have turned a reddish color. The color of anger. ย 
[โ€œ๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ข๐ง๐  ๐๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ. ๐…๐ข๐ง๐ž, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ง. ๐ˆ ๐๐ข๐๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ง๐จ ๐œ๐ก๐จ๐ข๐œ๐ž. ๐ˆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž๐ง๐ž๐Ÿ๐ข๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐š ๐›๐ข๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐œ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก.โ€]
Your face turned pale. โ€œWhat? What doesย thatย mean? Hey! What are you trying to sayโ€”โ€ ย 
Once again, your world was plunged into darkness.
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You couldnโ€™t tell if it had been minutes, hours, or days. When faced with a vast expense ofย nothing, your sense of time was understandably warped.
Just like before, you couldnโ€™t move a muscle. All you could do was talk, and for a while you did exactly thatโ€”cried out into the darkness begging to be released, begging for the system to let you out. But you didnโ€™t receive a response. They were deliberately ignoring you, and you guessed that placing you back here was meant to be some sort of punishment.ย 
A very cruel punishment, for that matter.ย 
You stopped struggling after realizing that it was futile. Tears rolled down your cheeks as you sobbed quietly, but no one came to help you. In here, you were completely and utterlyย alone. ย 
[โ€œ๐’๐จ. ๐‡๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐š๐ ๐š ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ญ?โ€]
The system was talking to you again. You blinked wearily, vision partly blurry from all the tears stinging your eyes. By now, it was undeniably clear that they werenโ€™t an ally. They were your own personal tormentor. They could lock you up inside this endless void for as long as they wished; torture your mind for all of eternity, if they so desired. ย 
After two instances of this sensation, you decided that you never wanted to be trapped in here again. Youโ€™d already had enough. If cooperating with the system was the only way to avoid such a thing and possibly regain your memories, then it looked like you didnโ€™t have much of a choice. ย 
โ€œAlright,โ€ you said weakly. โ€œIโ€™m just... tired. All I wanted was for things to make sense. But Iโ€™ll listen now. I promise Iโ€™ll listen, so please donโ€™t lock me up in here again. Itโ€™s horrifying. Please.โ€
[โ€œ๐†๐จ๐จ๐. ๐ˆโ€™๐ฆ ๐ ๐ฅ๐š๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐จ๐ง. ๐ƒ๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ. ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐š๐ฌ๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐จ ๐š๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐œ๐ซ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ง๐š๐ฅ ๐จ๐ซ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐ . ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐š๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž, ๐š๐ง๐ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐š๐ซ๐ญ, ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐›๐ž๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ. ๐ˆ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ, ๐ˆโ€™๐ฆ ๐œ๐จ๐ง๐Ÿ๐ข๐๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฆ๐ž๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง, ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐›๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž. ๐€๐ง๐ ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐š๐ง๐ฒ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐œ๐ค ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ ๐š๐ข๐ง.โ€]
They had already proven to be incredibly untrustworthy, so you didnโ€™t want to put complete faith in their words, but it didnโ€™t seem like there was any other option. You just hoped that as suspicious as they were, they werenโ€™t also a liar. ย 
โ€œCan I go back now? I want to get out of here. I canโ€™t take it anymore.โ€ ย 
[โ€œ๐Ž๐Ÿ ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ž. ๐ˆโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐›๐š๐œ๐ค ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ. ๐ˆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ข๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐ž.โ€]
When you opened your eyes, you were back in the exact same place as before. It didnโ€™t look like anything had changed since youโ€™d left. Based on the sun and sky overhead, you doubted much time had passed either. Did time flow differently inside that isolated space when compared to the real world?
[โ€œ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐›๐ž ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐œ๐ž๐ง๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ง๐œ๐ก๐š๐ง๐ ๐ž๐. ๐ˆ๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐œ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐œ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ข๐ฌ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฆ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ฅ๐. ๐„๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐ข๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ž๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž, ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐š ๐ฌ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ž๐œ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐š๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ข๐ง๐๐ž๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ž๐ง๐๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ž๐š๐œ๐ก ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ.โ€]
Honestly, you werenโ€™t sure whether or not to be relieved. On the plus side, it sounded like there were no consequences to being pulled into that strange void. Your real body wasnโ€™t vulnerable in the process of doing so. But on the other hand, that meant there was no limit to how long the system could keep you there.
You reallyย couldย be trapped for eternity, and the thought was so horrifying that it made your entire body tremble. ย 
Like before, a projection of a map appeared before your eyes. ย 
[โ€œ๐“๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐จ. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐›๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐ญ๐ฒ ๐๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ž๐, ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ ๐ญ๐จ๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฅ๐จ๐œ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐ˆโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ค๐ž๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐ฉ. ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐ .โ€]
You definitely needed a proper break, not a time-out inside some lifeless prison. The thought of being able to sit back and kick your feet up was certainly appealing. It wouldnโ€™t solve all of your problems, not by any means, but at least it was a start.ย 
After following the map for a little while, you arrived at your destination. Thankfully, it hadnโ€™t taken very long to get there. You supposed the system had purposely brought you to an area near your home. ย 
You were standing in front of a house. It was on the smaller side, but then again, you were only one person, so you doubted youโ€™d be in need of much space. ย 
โ€œHow do I, um... getย in?โ€ you asked. ย 
[โ€œ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐š ๐ค๐ž๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฉ๐จ๐œ๐ค๐ž๐ญ. ๐”๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ.โ€]
What the... how long has that been in there?ย ย 
You decided not to sweat the small stuff, and as expected, the key was able to unlock the front door. After taking a few moments to collect yourself, you stepped inside. ย 
Well... it was certainlyย minimalist, that much was for sure. ย 
And by that you meant that there was literally no furniture. It looked like your dreams of sinking into a plush sofa were something unattainable. Goddammit. You had no memories, practically no autonomy, and now no furniture either.ย 
[โ€œ๐–๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ? ๐–๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค?โ€]
You decided not to risk upsetting them again and chuckled weakly. ย 
โ€œItโ€™s nice,โ€ you lied.ย 
[โ€œ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐ฐ๐จ๐ง๐๐ž๐ซ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž. ๐๐ฎ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ ๐๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž. ๐ˆโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ.โ€]
โ€œUh,ย what?โ€ you gaped. ย 
[โ€œ๐ˆ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฏ๐š๐ซ๐ข๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ง๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž. ๐Ž๐ง๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐š ๐œ๐ซ๐š๐Ÿ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ง๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐š๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ญ. ๐‰๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ญ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐š ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ.โ€]
Right on cue, a new projection popped up. It was an image of a wooden chair with what appeared to be a cushion seat. You furrowed your brows, wondering what you were meant to do with this information. ย 
[๐‚๐ซ๐š๐Ÿ๐ญ ๐’๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž ๐–๐จ๐จ๐๐ž๐ง ๐‚๐ก๐š๐ข๐ซ + ๐‚๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐จ๐ง ๐’๐ž๐š๐ญ?]
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The second you tapped on โ€œyesโ€, something bright flashed in front of you. You let out a little squeal and shielded your eyes. When you reopened them, the chair from the image had somehow appeared, as if by magic. ย 
Stunned, you gently tapped on the chair, just to make sure that it was real. It was solid to the touch, so no doubt about it. ย 
Youโ€™d just created that thing out of thin air. ย 
โ€œThatโ€™s so cool!โ€ you gushed, but unfortunately, your excitement didnโ€™t last long. All of a sudden, you felt drained beyond belief. If you were a battery, then youโ€™d just about completely depleted your charge. Your exhaustion was so heavy it felt like youโ€™d been hit by a truck. ย 
Thankfully, you now had a chair to collapse onto. ย 
โ€œUgh,โ€ you groaned. โ€œIโ€™m so... tired. I-Is this normal? Did I do something wrong with my crafting?โ€ ย 
[โ€œ๐๐จ. ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ž๐ฑ๐ญ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐œ๐š๐ฉ๐š๐›๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ. ๐ˆ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ง๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐š๐ฏ๐š๐ข๐ฅ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ข๐ญ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐ž๐ฉ๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ž๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ž๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ. ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž ๐๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ ๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐›๐ž ๐œ๐š๐ฉ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ. ๐„๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐›๐ข๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ž๐ง๐๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ.โ€]
You supposed that it was still nice to have an ability like this. Since people apparently had all sorts of powers called Quirks, you were glad to have a power of your own. If only the system wasnโ€™t such an asshole at times. ย 
โ€œCan I make food too?โ€ you asked hopefully.ย 
[โ€œ๐”๐ง๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฎ๐ง๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐š๐ง๐ฒ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐จ๐ซ ๐š๐ง ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐š๐ง๐ข๐œ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐. ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐œ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐ž๐ฌ ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐จ๐, ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ, ๐š๐ง๐ข๐ฆ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ, ๐ž๐ญ๐œ.โ€]
Figures. That would have been a bitย tooย over-powered. ย 
[โ€œ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง, ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ, ๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ž๐ฒ. ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ž ๐๐จ๐œ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ซ๐œ๐ก๐š๐ฌ๐ž ๐š ๐ก๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐ข๐ง. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ˆ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ, ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก. ๐ˆ๐ญ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐š ๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ญ ๐๐ž๐š๐ฅ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ž๐ง๐ž๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐ง ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ข๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค. ๐“๐ก๐š๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ฒ ๐ˆ ๐๐ข๐๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐ข๐ฌ๐ค ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ข๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ญ ๐›๐ฒ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐ข๐œ๐ž.โ€]
You blinked. โ€œCreating money? Like... counterfeit bills? But thatโ€™s... illegal. I shouldnโ€™t be doing something like that.โ€ย 
[โ€œ๐–๐ž๐ฅ๐ฅ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ญ๐ž๐ž๐ง ๐ฒ๐ž๐š๐ซ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฅ๐. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐Ÿ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐š ๐๐ž๐œ๐ž๐ง๐ญ-๐ฉ๐š๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฃ๐จ๐›, ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐š๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐จ๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง. ๐“๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐š๐ง ๐จ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ก๐š๐ง๐š๐ ๐ž ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฌ๐ž, ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฆ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐š๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐š๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ๐จ ๐ญ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐›๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž. ๐๐š๐ญ๐ฎ๐ซ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐š๐›๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ง๐œ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐จ๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฆ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ข๐ง๐Ÿ๐ฅ๐ข๐œ๐ญ ๐ก๐š๐ซ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐œ๐ก ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ž๐ฒ ๐š๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ง๐ž๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฏ๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ฒ. ๐๐จ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž, ๐ง๐จ ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ.โ€]
The pit in your stomach told you that you werenโ€™t the sort of person to relish this choice of behavior. But you supposed that so long as you were only using enough to live... it was okay. You didnโ€™t know anything about what your life had been like up until now, after all. And defying the system didnโ€™t seem to be an option, otherwise they would put you through hell again. ย 
It was the only way. That was what you told yourself to avoid feeling like an awful person. ย 
You slumped back in the chair and let out a heavy sigh. God. There was so much to think about. So much that you didnโ€™t know. Not only were you physically exhausted after using the systemโ€™s powers, but you were mentally exhausted too. ย 
The system seemed to realize as much.ย 
[โ€œ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ž๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ฅ๐ž๐ž๐ฉ. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐žโ€™๐ฌ ๐ง๐จ ๐›๐ž๐ ๐ฒ๐ž๐ญ, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐›๐ž ๐š ๐Ÿ๐ฎ๐ญ๐จ๐ง ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐œ๐จ๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐ซ. ๐“๐š๐ค๐ž ๐š ๐ง๐š๐ฉ. ๐ˆ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎโ€™๐ซ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ก๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ง๐œ๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐ฎ๐ฉ, ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐จ๐ซ๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐จ๐. ๐“๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐›๐ž ๐š ๐๐ž๐œ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐š๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ž๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ. ๐…๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ข๐ง๐ , ๐ˆโ€™๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ž๐ ๐ข๐ญ, ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ฏ๐ž ๐ข๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐ฅ๐š๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐จ๐ง.โ€]
You nodded weakly. Sleep was good. You were really craving sleep. Maybe a bit of sleep was just what you needed. Maybe youโ€™d wake up with your memories fully intact. It sounded like a stretch, but it wasnโ€™t entirely impossible. Given everything that had happened with the system so far, you could confidently say that much. ย 
You barely managed to unfold the futon before you were out like a light.
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As it turned out, you were so tired that you ended up sleeping all the way until the next morning. And this time, when you woke up, there was a new message there to greet you. ย 
[๐ƒ๐€๐ˆ๐‹๐˜ ๐“๐€๐’๐Š: ๐‘๐ฎ๐ง ๐Ÿ“ ๐ค๐ข๐ฅ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฌ.]
โ€œWhat the hell?โ€ you muttered. โ€œI haveย dailyย tasks too?โ€ ย 
[โ€œ๐˜๐ž๐ฌ. ๐Ž๐ง ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ง๐ -๐ญ๐ž๐ซ๐ฆ ๐ ๐จ๐š๐ฅ๐ฌ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ง๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ ๐ž๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐๐š๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐š๐ฌ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ก๐ž๐ฅ๐ฉ ๐ค๐ž๐ž๐ฉ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐œ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ž๐ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐›๐จ๐๐ฒ. ๐ˆ ๐š๐ฆ ๐š๐›๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐ฐ๐š๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐๐ฌ ๐›๐š๐ฌ๐ž๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง. ๐“๐ก๐ž ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐๐ข๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ญ๐š๐ฌ๐ค, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ž๐ฐ๐š๐ซ๐. ๐„๐ข๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ, ๐ข๐ญโ€™๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐ก ๐ข๐ญ ๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ง ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฌ๐š๐ค๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐๐ข๐ฌ๐œ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž.โ€]
You supposed going on a run certainly wasnโ€™t the end of the world. Since you had amnesia, it was probably important to maintain your health and fitness. The last thing you needed was to develop other medical complications as well. ย 
โ€œIโ€™m hungry,โ€ you groaned. โ€œYou said I had a wallet somewhere, right? Can I please have it? Iโ€™ll go for a run and then buy something to eat afterwards.โ€
[โ€œ๐’๐ฎ๐ซ๐ž. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐œ๐š๐ง ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ฆ๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ž ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ. ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐ญ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐ž ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ.โ€]
[๐Ž๐ฉ๐ž๐ง ๐ข๐ง๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ?]
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They were right that you didnโ€™t have much else apart from the wallet. The only other thing was what looked like... a hospital wristband? ย 
โ€œI want the wallet,โ€ you said. โ€œAnd Iโ€™d like to take a look at the wristband as well.โ€ ย 
At your words, both items appeared in your hands. The wallet was, well, literallyย justย a wallet, but the wristband intrigued you for some reason. You lifted it up to get a better look at it, and oddly enough, the writing on it appeared to be faded. You couldnโ€™t tell what it was supposed to say. ย 
Why do I have this?ย ย 
You tried asking the system the same question, but they said they didnโ€™t know. They could have been lying, or they could have been telling the truth. It was hard to tell.ย 
You felt that this wristband was important, though. For reasons you couldnโ€™t put into words. ย 
โ€œIโ€™ll put the hospital wristband back for now.โ€ ย 
Just like that, it disappeared from your grip and reappeared back in the inventory screen you had open. Your head was hurting again, although you were starting to get used to the pain. It would probably be a recurring trend. ย 
You stashed your wallet in your pocket and let out a sigh. โ€œAlright. I guess itโ€™s time to go for a run, and then I can finally get some food.โ€
Despite the fact that you knew almost nothing about yourself, it seemed like your bodyโ€™s physical state was fine, for the most part. Running didnโ€™t cause you any excess pain or otherwise indicate that you had any injuries.ย 
You didnโ€™t feel like you were incredibly athletic, though. If you had to fathom a guess, you were fairly average. But it wasnโ€™t like you were trying to win any awards or anything. Being average was just fine by you. What you cared about was regaining your memories. Running 5 kilometers was a small price to pay if it would eventually get you closer to your goal. You could probably finish that distance in about thirty minutes. ย 
Or so youโ€™dย thought. ย 
You ended up slowing to a stop, but only because youโ€™d caught sight of a familiar face. There he was again.ย Bakugou Katsuki. The same guy youโ€™d spoken to yesterday, and based on what the system kept saying, someone you needed to get close to. ย 
Except this time, he wasnโ€™t alone. There was another boy with himโ€”one that had curly hair, big green eyes, and freckled cheeks. ย 
For some reason, heย alsoย looked familiar. You winced, a palm instinctively clutching your head, which was throbbing once again.
Oddly enough, the system wasnโ€™t saying anything. Didnโ€™t they want you to approach Katsuki again? That was one of your tasks, wasnโ€™t it? ย 
Maybe they were just waiting to see if youโ€™d be proactive on your own. Maybe this was a test. And if you didnโ€™t make the right choice...ย 
You shuddered when you remembered being trapped in that god-forsaken void. ย 
No way in hell am I going back there.ย ย 
With apprehension fueling your actions, you changed your direction and headed for the two boys instead. They were talking. Well, not really talking, actually.ย Arguingย was probably more accurate. And if you were being even more precise, only one of them was actively saying things. The other was shrinking away out of what you could only assume was fear.ย 
Katsuki was harassing the other boy. You watched as he grabbed onto his victim's shirt and pulled him closer, steam rising from the point where his palm had connected with fabric.
You werenโ€™t sure why exactly, but something told you that you had to intervene. If you didnโ€™t, the freckled boy was going to get hurt.
The thought of him getting hurt made your chest ache for some reason. ย 
โ€œStop it!โ€ you cried out, pushing Katsuki away from the other boy without even thinking it through. You realized your mistake quickly enough.
Shit. You were supposed to getย closerย to him, not make him hate you even more!ย 
At first, Katsukiโ€™s eyes widened from shock, but it didnโ€™t take long for them to narrow. He was glaring at you the same way he had yesterday, when youโ€™d introduced yourself for the first time. ย 
Actually, scratch that. He wasย easilyย angrier right now.ย 
โ€œYou again, stupid bitch?โ€ he grimaced. โ€œWhat the hell? Are you stalking me now or what? Who the hell gave you the right to touch me?โ€
STATUS UPDATE:ย ย 
[Bakugou Katsuki thinks you are incredibly annoying.]ย 
[-10 love points.]ย 
๐’๐“๐€๐“๐”๐’ ๐”๐๐ƒ๐€๐“๐„:
[๐๐š๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐Š๐š๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ข๐ง๐œ๐ซ๐ž๐๐ข๐›๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐š๐ง๐ง๐จ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ .]
[-๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.]
Fuck! I shouldnโ€™t have cut in! So much for being a good person.ย ย 
โ€œI-Itโ€™s not good to pick fights with people,โ€ was all you could think to say. Honestly, though, you wouldโ€™ve been better off not saying a word. Katsuki kept on reaching new heights of angerโ€”ones that you hadnโ€™t even thought were possible. ย 
โ€œDonโ€™t youย dareย tell me what to do,โ€ he gritted out, then shoved you back so hard that you tripped and fell onto your butt. ย 
[๐๐š๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐Š๐š๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐›๐ž๐š๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐œ๐ซ๐š๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐จ๐Ÿ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.]
[-๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.]
Noo! They keep decreasing!ย 
โ€œIf you ever show your face to me again, youโ€™re going to regret it,โ€ he warned. ย 
On that note, he stormed away just like last time. You heard one finalย pingย before another projection popped up.ย 
[๐๐š๐ค๐ฎ๐ ๐จ๐ฎ ๐Š๐š๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ค๐ข ๐ข๐ฌ ๐œ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฌ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐š๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.]
[-๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.]
[๐‚๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ: -๐Ÿ’๐ŸŽ/๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ]
Devastated, you just stayed sitting on the ground. You werenโ€™t sure how youโ€™d managed to fuck things up so badly. Clearly, youโ€™d underestimated just how easy it was to piss Katsuki off.
Just as it seemed like the day was off to an awful start, a timid voice cut through the silence. ย 
โ€œT-Thank you.โ€ It was the boy that Katsuki had been about to hit. Youโ€™d managed to keep him from getting hurt, at least. That was better than nothing.ย 
The system isnโ€™t going to be happy, though. I might actually snap if they put me back in that dark place again...ย 
โ€œThat was really brave of you,โ€ the boy continued. He was blushing a bit while speaking. Perhaps he was naturally shy? โ€œHelping a total stranger like that, I mean. I-If you donโ€™t mind me asking, whatโ€™s your name?โ€ ย 
Surprisingly, you heard anotherย ping. ย 
๐’๐“๐€๐“๐”๐’ ๐”๐๐ƒ๐€๐“๐„:
[๐Œ๐ข๐๐จ๐ซ๐ข๐ฒ๐š ๐ˆ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ค๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.]
[+๐Ÿ‘๐ŸŽ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ฉ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ.]
[๐‚๐ฎ๐ซ๐ซ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ฌ: ๐Ÿ‘๐ŸŽ/๐Ÿ๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ]
Huh.ย 
Well, then. You thought that youโ€™d made a total mess of things, but in the process of pissing off one of your targets, youโ€™d made a good impression on the other.
It was funny how things worked out. ย 
You managed a smile and slowly stood up. โ€œIโ€™m [Name]. And you?โ€
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genericpuff ยท 1 year ago
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The erasure of Aphrodite's actual kids in mythology for Rachel's OCs is worse when you notice they're all queer themselves:
Eros - Already a given as to why he'd be a queer figure
Anteros - God of Requited Love. In the more popular versions of his birth he's the son of Poseidon ans Nerites, another man. The god of the most happy form of love is from two queer dads!
Himeros - God of Sex, and specifically is considered a patron to Male/Male romantic and sexual relationships
Pothos - God of Longing and Yearning, and to many can be seen as a queer figure who represents the struggle of queer identities and feelings in a cishetero society
Hedylogos - God of Sweet-talk and Flattery, easily can be made into a bi/pansexual figure to represent queer joy
Hymenaus - God of Marriages and Song who actually crossdresses in mythology to save women in danger.
Hermaphroditus - God of Androgyny, who in the greek version of their birth was always neither male or female, but a mixture of both. They're a symbol of intersex people and being outside the gender binary.
So, Rachel had a whole BTS's worth of queer figures to include in her story, especially in a romance story, and yet removed all of them except one to make a gay best friend. The queer erasure has been there since day one and is worse the longer you look into it!
You're so right though, I feel like it would have made sense to not include them just for the sake of avoiding cast bloat, but instead she just swapped them out for a whole other cast of fake kids, and it's really telling when the OG kids were queer. Now we have... Mania.
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(idc what anyone says, i'm genuinely disturbed by this child, it's funny but also it's not, why does the baby have eyEBROWS-)
Pour one out for the real kids of Aphrodite, they all deserve better ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ’”
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tacky-jack-with-a-hat ยท 2 years ago
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California ๐ŸŽƒ ๐Ÿ’” โ˜ ๏ธ
๐ŸŽƒ Halloween costume:
His usual clothes except his shirt is
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๐Ÿ’” Breakups
โ€ขCalifornia is neurodiverse with high rejection sensitivity
When dumped:
โ€ขEven if the relationship was short (3 days or less) he'll still mourn it weeks after both due to inexperience, rushing into relationships and valuing gestures more than stability.
โ€ข Cali in his first relationship he didn't actually care who his partner was, he was just excited to woo them with Hollywood gestures (fancy restaurants, jewelry and personal gifts, romantic getaways). His partner loved this at first but slowly became more exhausted and requested staying in instead of going through another of Cali's carefully thought out date nights. California misunderstood this entirely.
Freaking out that his partner had gotten bored of him (or saw him as unattractive), Cali began increasing the big romantic gestures with the assumption they'd get their happily ever after. His partner actually felt smothered with the final straw being when Cali suddenly suggested they move in with him without actually asking his partner if that's what they wanted.
Cali didn't give up and still tried to impress his now ex with extravagant gifts and public declarations of love which only gave his partner second hand embarrassment. Cali stopped after his ex got a new boyfriend. After months of silence Cali began working on his perception of relationships and decreased the quantity of gestures in future relationships, but this didn't fix his main issue of comparing real life to Hollywood and not getting to know his partners first.
โ€ขThis leads to his partners usually ghosting him when he gets too clingy.
โ€ขHis worst relationship according to the other states was this guy who clearly didn't like Cali and used him for clout and the gifts. They were completely obnoxious and demanding to the point even Florida wad concerned but Cali kept insisting he was fine. The turning point was when the states found out he was deleting birthday messages on California's phone without him knowing to make it look like only they remembered California's birthday. They confronted Cali who didn't believe them, thinking the other states were playing a cruel joke on him and were trying to stomp on anything that makes Cali happy.
The states had a vote to determine how to split them up. Eventually, asking Gov to look into this guy's past and blackmail them. Gov was reluctant at first but during a night at the statehouse he saw just how miserable and paranoid California had become.
To California's knowledge, that guy was just one of many partners who ghosted him... To the states it's both the cruelest and kindest thing they've ever done to Cali.
California never questioned why the States were so kind to him after that breakup.
When dumping his partners:
โ€ขHe prides himself that he's never broken up with anyone- as most of the states pointed out it's not a good thing given his terrible standards.
โ˜ ๏ธ Random hc (tw eating disorders)
โ€ขCalifornia preaches veganism and healthy eating, however he secretly binge eats when states aren't looking. This is followed by an extreme amount of guilt and purging.
โ€ขThis also coincides with his break ups as he assumes that all his partners eventually get bored of him and subsequently thinks he needs to be skinnier to make up for it. This is also what made Gov change his mind on the State's breakup plan.
โ€ขFlorida was the first person to discover this. When he was staying with Cali, Florida would go to the kitchen for a midnight snack. He kept finding Cali eating from a secret stash of junk food and (not fully understanding the severity of the situation) Florida teases Cali for being a hypocrite. This made California feel worse and he stopped eating for the remainder of Florida's stay, throwing away any of the junk food he kept.
Florida realised on the last day when he saw Cali with thin hair, desperately chewing a candy wrapper, unable to fully move from exhaustion.
Not knowing how to properly help the situation Florida brought Cali a gift basket to share of all Florida's favourite foods as a "thank you" for letting him stay over and promised Cali he wouldn't tell the other states about his "cheat day" mistaking Cali's eating disorders for a break in a diet. Florida genuinely thought this helped, unknown to him most of that food was vomitted the moment he left.
โ€ขFlorida didn't keep his mouth shut for long and one night made fun of Cali to Loui about California being a hypocrite. Loui was more concerned and ended up checking in on Cali. When his suspicions were confirmed he told some of the other states who staged an intervention.
โ€ขCalifornia is currently going through recovery but has shown signs of relapse but this time the states are aware of his symptoms.
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bluelolblue ยท 10 months ago
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Hiiiiiii!! I inspired myself with the stabbing bit from the last ficlet: imagine Santino getting investigated and/or punished by the High Table. Poor baby would be so stressed! Do you think that has ever happened to him? What might he get reprimanded for and how would he react? Do you think John's there to defend him, or maybe it's after he performs the impossible task for John and he has to deal with the consequences all alone... ๐Ÿ˜”
HIIII :3
Thank you so much for the ask as always YAAAY! AAHH yes that ficlet was really inspiring AND ABSOLUTELY DELICIOUS ๐Ÿ’–
That's a really delicious ask very yummy >:3
Aaawww poor baby can't catch a break (from us LMAOO, that stabbing part too in the ficlet ๐Ÿ’”)
He would be VERY STRESSED OUT
He probably broke a very dumb rule, or "unwritten rule" or he himself got a bit too greedy for something, and they just decided to punish him for that. Or he just crossed paths with a wrong person who holds grudges against him. In the High Table world, I think if you just look at one of them wrong, they call a hit on you.
And knowing how Santino can be bitchy, even if maybe doesn't necessarily mean it in a bad way, someone will take that the wrong way. You really have to get to know Santino before making a judgment ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Also, one of his bodyguards could've simply just killed someone who tried to attack him, and it turns out it was someone "important" so now he faces the consequences. And it was self defense :(
Another idea, he got scammed. I mean scammed in a way of him making some kind of a deal with a WRONG person, someone who later on tricks him, uses him to get something and manipulates the whole situation. Probably when he didn't have much experience in his role, when he was just staring to get into all this (so he was very young and naive). Although, it can still happen. Hight Table members and whoever is around it can be good liars.
But it could also be his own fault... because sometimes he thinks too much with his own feelings and ignores the possible consequences. If he's extremely pissed off, he feels anger, and that's the only thing he feels and wants to express. So he isn't really thinking the way he should which results with him making bad decisions that to HIM seems right, but to someone else (for example to John who is with him during his rage), it's not a good decision. So, really, during that, he needs to have someone (John) with him during that.
But in every scenario... HE IS PISSED OFF, but also feels lots of self-hatred and... hatred towards everyone else, except John. But yeah, he does snap at him, but he feels bad when he comes back to his senses :<
Especially... if they hurt him as a punishment for breaking the rules. He is angry, he is sad, he is just so overwhelmed with everything and it can be too much. He wants to punish himself even more. But that ends up with him breaking down into crying. They just hit his weak spots with that ๐Ÿ˜ž
John NEEDS to be there for him, he needs to protect him because because how DARE THEY HURT HIM?? Absolutely not, John is not having that. You can't just punish Santino and expect to go without facing John's consequences. And this time Santino is the one saying "But they'll kill you if you do that. I know you want to protect me but you'll break even worse rules. I want you to be with me, that's all, just be here with me." Please just keep each other safe you sillies ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ™
Oooh but that idea after the impossible task!! Let me write abt that too ehehe!
After he helps him and has to deal with it ALL ALONE ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’” and he is facing those consequences because of helping John. Because he actually cares for him, he doesn't want to interrupt John's "free" life. But he still ends up hurts, he still has to deal with it all alone and just think about how John would comfort him and probably protect him.
AGHH, just thinking about Santino having to go through it ALL ALONE and imagining that John is there with him ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’”
Basically... Santino can't catch a break, everyone just uses him and make him break rules or whatever so he is the one that ends up hurt ๐Ÿ˜ž but John is there for him, he has to be ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’™
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divineawakeningoracle ยท 21 days ago
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Saturn square Ascendant in Synastry (A Cautionary Tale) ๐Ÿ’”
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Saturn square Ascendant aspect in synastry is the restriction of self expression from the the Saturn person, Saturn person wanting to change or control the persona or actions of the Ascendant. ย I had this aspect with someone in the past. He was Saturn and was super critical of my looks, and how I presented myself, because the Ascendant is how we present ourselves, how we carry ourselves and has to do with our appearance. He would suggest how I should wear my makeup, my hair and even at one point suggested cosmetic surgery. This aspect can be extremely damaging to the self esteem of the Ascendant person if they already have their own issues with their appearance, or lack confidence and do not have a strong sense of self. I consider this aspect a "heartbreaking" aspect because it is a "square" and as I have explained in previous post, "how to deal with squares in synastry" squares are uphill battles and cause constant friction as well as unrest in a connection. Saturn is the planet of restriction, discipline, lessons, hard work, commitment and contracts. And when you have this planet squaring someone's Ascendant which is their identity and presentation, this means that a person will be constantly defending the right to be themselves authentically and unapologetically in a connection. This aspect is extremely toxic and karmic. Regardless of the sign and house placement, this is one for the books. The heartbreaking part is that the Ascendant person may actually start to make the changes in how they act and look to appease the Saturn person and win their approval, only to face another needed upgrade or modification by Saturn. It will never be enough there will always be something wrong or something that the Ascendant needs to fix, work on or improve. The Saturn person is merely projecting, the truth is that inside they are insecure, intimidated and do not feel good enough for the Ascendant person. They may be secretly jealous of how outgoing, confident or admired the Ascendant person is, and wish that they themselves possessed these qualities. Instead of supporting the Ascendant they instead choose to nitpick at them, point out flaws and be hyper critical to take them down a notch or knock them off their pedestal, they feel like if they point out their flaws, this will cause insecurity and keep the Ascendant in the connection and also keep the Ascendant under control. This is the ultimate hater, sleeping with the enemy aspect. This aspect is very similar to Saturn square North Node, except it is worse because with North Node they are critical of your life path and with this aspect they are critical of YOU. If Saturn is in Capricorn, Virgo or Scorpio this is going to be exceptionally hard. Because Capricorn is ruled by Saturn, Virgo in Saturn is a hypercritical perfectionist, and Scorpio in Saturn is toxic and unapologetic. When the Saturn person does not get their way or the Ascendant finally decides they have had a enough and stands on business. Saturn will punish the Ascendant by stonewalling, giving silent treatment, blocking or refusing to support them. Especially if they are married or the Ascendant is financially dependent on them. The lesson in this aspect for the Ascendant, be true to yourself and honor your authenticity. You should not have to change who you are for someone to accept and love you. Love and acceptance does not come with conditions. The only person you need to be good enough for is yourself. Do not let anyone have control over your personal autonomy. Saturn cannot love and accept you for who you are, because Saturn does not love and accept themselves. The lesson for Saturn, people are not projects, you cannot control anyone, lighten up, stop projecting your insecurities onto others and deal with your issues, you are avoiding inner work (shadow work) by finding fault in other people. ....(To be continued)
Stay Lifted,
Madison
โค๏ธclick to request a synastry or oracle readingโค๏ธ
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imraespace ยท 7 months ago
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HIHIGIIGJijihihigiihihih dailt chekcin becofe i start my work
today was actually kinda okay ish i finally participated in my chem class and actually said something that wasnt as stupid than what i usuallt say AND THE TEACHER DIDNF SAY I WAS WRONG SO YAYAY
in my cooking class i was looking atโ€ฆ BOOKING FLIGHTS, HOTELS, RENTAL CARS AND RESERVATIONS FOR RESTAURANTS?? HELLO WHY IS THIS PROJECY REAL IM ABOJT TO WORK ON IT BUT I WANAN DELAY IT EVEN FURTHER CUZ IM A LITTLE UPSET RN
ididnt get jnto the graphic designer position and im like forcing myself to be upset over it or else im gonna be sad over it later and i feel like thats worse bc then at that point its gonna be irrelevant so BUT IM ALSO LIKE WHO?? CARES?????? ITS NOT THAT DEEP AND EVEN IF I DID GET IN ID BE PISSED OFF THAT IM MAKING A POSTER AND NOT STUDYING FOR A TEST OR SOEMTHING HELP and the club is actually irrelevant as hell so it doesnt even really matter
plus anyways theres another thing i signed up for so ill wait for that one instead mueheuheheh but i dont think im getting in that either but at least i applied idk โ€ฆโ€ฆ.
UMUMUM theres nothing else that happened today OH I FINISHED MY NAGI EDIT ITS BEEN FINISHED ACTUALLY HELP IDK WHEN TO POST IT EXCEPT ON SATURDAY WHEN IK IT PROBABLT WONT FLOP AS HARD ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’” BUTITS OKAY ๐Ÿ˜ˆ๐Ÿ˜ˆ i need to think of another edit idea or finish that sae edit its been .. pending for like two months now i swear.
i have a test on friday and then another test next week tuesday for history I WANAN DROP OUT OF THE CLASS SO BAD WHY DID I CHOOSE TO TAKE HISTORY AND IM IN THE ADVANCED CLASSES TOO ๐Ÿ’” chem isnt that bad but im scared for the unit test but her tests dont seem as hard HELPME I FEEL LIKE IT SHOULD BE HARDER CUZ ITS CHEM BUT THEN AGAIN ITS ALSO LIKE IM HAPPY IT ISNT AS HARD ITS JUST I STILL DONT GET THESE TWO CONCEPTS AND I REALLT NEED TO LOCK IN FOR MY SUBJECTS
how do i even study for history cuz other than stuff like all i know is inflation, the fiat money system, and how my history teacher hates the united states and they can all suck his bald head bc they all suck and โ€œEW AMERICANS!!!โ€ apparently AND I SEE HIM FOR TWO PERIODS TOO HELP ๐Ÿ’” HE LEGIT ENCOURAGEd US TO DROP OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL AND IM LIKE HELLO ARENT U SUPPOSED TO MAKE US CONTINUE SCHOOL URE LITERALLT A TEACHER BUT OKAY.
im lowk tweaking because i reallt dont know how to study for history and my test on friday i feel so unprepared but to be fair I LEGIT HAVENT STARTED STUDYING YET AND I DONT PLAN TO UNTIL TOMORROW .. and i feel like i should start studying for my history test and im like erm maybe tmr ..! SO TECHNICALLY IF I STICK TO THE SCHEDULE I MADE FOR MYSELF IN MY HEAD WHCIH IS FINISH ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS TODAY (impossible) IT GIVES ME ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD TO STUDY FOR MY TWO TESTS WHICH LEAVES TIME FOR ME TO STUDY FOR MY CHEM TEST IN LIKE ESTIMATED 2-3 WEEKS BUT THEN I KNOW I CANR STICK TO SCHEDULE ๐Ÿ’” if i finish my cooking assignment today somehow then ill be able to do this and i sleep at like 11 pm today bc momi got mad i slept at 12 yesterday HELP. IMSORYR MOM I FELT GROSS I HAD TO SHOWER AT 11 OR ELSE I WOUDLNT BE ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP
i usuallt shower once i get home from school but yesterday my dinner meal thign project was due so i wa slike ok i have to prioritize this over my own stinky AND I DID FINISH IT MUEHAUYAIEGAPBX NOW I HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN BUT FINISH IT IN LIKE 4 HoursHELP HOW LONG SHOULD THIS EVEN TAKE HE SAID ITS REALLT SIMPLE AND COPY PASTE BUT IM ALSO REALLY SLOW WITH ASSIGNMENTS IN GENERAL .. โ˜น๏ธi get distracted too easily HELP.
i dotn even have a lock in playlist like i do my liked songs on shuffle and skip wvery songim not innthe mood to listen to i actuallt need to invest in playlists or else i cant do this shuffle liked method anymore โ€ฆโ€ฆ
illcome baxk if i finish my project early โ€ฆ.. ILL ACTUALLY LOCK IN TODAY TRUST BUT DAILT UQRSTION TIME
would you rather be a gojo plushie or a smiski figure im just starign at them and theyre like right next to each other HELP I HAVE TWO FIGURES FROM THE CHEER SERIES??? IDK EXACTLY BUT THEYRE CUTE I WAS GONNA COLLECT MORE BUT 15 DOLLARS PER SMISKI MYSTERY BOX IS KINDA A SCAM FOR ME ๐Ÿ’”
- ๐Ÿ™
HAII today was okayish for me as well my typing class was kinda fun the teacher wasn't scary today!
YIPPEE!! GOOD JOBB
HELP WHAT ALL OF THAT INN COOKING CLASS??
LMAO i hope you get upset or something.. that sounds mean HELOME IDK IF I SHOULD COMFORT OR NOT
LMAO making posters sounds fun tho.. yet I make legal documents in class๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„
DANG GIRL DO YIU HAVE A LIST YOU CHECK OFF WHEN SIGNING TO CLUBS?
OMG NAGII I'm gonna work on my drafts maybe on friday.. and rin smau.. I got a random rin spark of inspiration when reading these romance mangas..
OH WAIT THAT REMINDED ME THAT I NEEDED TO GIVE YOU AN EDIT IDEA ILK THINK OF ONE
ew I hate history ALSO YOU CAN DROP OUT OF A CLASS? I mean i heard of it but idk.. I'm too caribbean for this HELP
when I used to do chem I was so confused but I somehow passed history on the other hand idk what i did or if I passed or not THATS HOW UNINTERESTED I WAS IN HISTORY BC THEY DONT TEACH US STUFF THAT APPARENTLY EVERYONE SUPPOSED TO KNOW IT WAS LIKE LOCAL STUFF AND IT WAS kinda boring.. SAME WITH WHEN I USED TO DO GEO THEY DIDNT TEACH US STUFF LIKE THE DIFFERENT CONTINENTS N STUFF MY FRIEND THOUGHT EGYPT WAS IN EUROPE I wasn't that bad like him.. BUT THATS MY POINT THEY DONT TEACH US IMPORTANT STUFF HERE so luckily I had business! well I chose business bc I wanna own my nursery or maybe a pre-school I like children and I have patience I think.. everyone thinks I'm crazy heh.. maybe I am..
HELPME THAT TEACHER REMINDS ME OF MY OLD DRAMA TEACHER he saw my gc messages once and HE TOOK OFF WITH MY PHONE
DANG SM MOTIVATION I wish I have that LMAO I asked my momma for help and she said when she used to go to school when she comes home she just go n play games ans she never studied she just had a good memory๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜’ I DONT I FORGOT WHAT I DID THIS MORNING I have no motivation hahaha..
YOUR MOM GETS MAD AT YOU? well mine does as well bc since I'm anemic I need 8 hours of rest bur (I don't go to sleep early) so I always get yelled at when I feel lightheaded BUT I TAKE NAPS IN THE AFTERNOON sometimes SO I HAVE A BURST OF ENERGY IN THE NIGHT plus I'm reading so
LMAO I GET DISTRACYED EASILY AS WELL that's why I'm up at 11pm and haven't started my notes bc imON MY PH9JE
ou playlisys are my favorite thing ti make! I have like 20 playlists public bc apparently I learnt my friends use them bc one asked me when I'm gonna update it and I'm like whag ans I have a bunch more in private
i woukd rather a smiski bc i searched it up and it looks cutiepie!
IDK WHAT'S A SMISKI OR WHAT SERIES IR HAVE
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lemonhemlock ยท 2 years ago
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It's Weird how every and each male character in the show has been made much worse than their book counterparts . Viserys who was by all the accounts good to Alicent , has become a Pedophile, rapist and an abusive husband and father. Even the likes of daemon and larys are much worse than their book versions lol. Literally all of the males characters are worse ... except Aemond ... hmm I wonder what the reason for it ... when Aemond objectively and by all the accounts is one of the cruelest , most ruthless, misogynistic characters out there dude was maegor in the making , so what Ryan saw in him to wet his pants like this over him? Is it because Aemond got a sapphire eye and ride Vhaegar who was the largest dragon at the time , so probably Ryan thought Aemond is not that bad and misunderstood because he got a kool eye? I mean you can't be bad if you are kool. So if Ryan will adapt the sons of the dragon, I'm certain he will get it wet for Maegor since he was hot , has baelerion the black dread (the biggest, strongest and greatest dragon that the targ has ever had) he wielded Dark sister + blackfyre . And a dude who is a sexy , hot, an absolute badass and kool can't be that bad you know
he will make Maegor poor sad boi that couldn't have his dragon ,he will make Aenys the big bad bro who is an absolute monster , that will team up with his wife to bully poor sad Maegor . also he will make Aenys or probably Aegon i abuse maegor sexually to explain why Maegor is so fucked up and to explain why he can't have a boner to fuck all of these women so he can have a child of his own . Honorable Maegor tried to bring peace to westros and make it a better place by the power of love and friendship , but those filthy religious fanatics and unwashed peasants misunderstood his intentions and rose against him๐Ÿ’” Maegor in truth wanted to give his nephew Aegon a hug but Balerion the prick got overwhelmed by his dorne ptsd and killed Aegon and his thug dragon while Maegor was screaming for balerion to stop. Ryan actually know the real history of Asoiaf while the Evil Maesters lied to us๐Ÿ’”. In the real history Maegor was actually called Maegor the kind not the cruel but All of those cringe Septons and Maesters conspired against him๐Ÿ’” maegor was in truth one of the most tragic , misunderstood, and kindest figures ๐Ÿฅบ
#justiceformaegorthekind
Dear anon, I obviously have no idea where Ryan Condal stands on Maegor and if he believes he can be "redeemed" or made sympathetic to the audience, so that part of the ask is pure speculation, unfortunately.
As to the first part, I'm going to have to disagree with you again. Almost every character has been made more sympathetic in the show than their text counterpart, except Aegon (I've complained about this at length already). Viserys is a prime example. He has a better relationship with Helaena and his grandchildren in the books, but he is not better, lol. He is still very much a pedophile, as you say. He marries Aemma when she is 11 years old and consummates when she is 13 - in fact, it is implied that her young age is the reason why she had so many difficult pregnancies and eventually died from complications, because her body hadn't fully developed. It is also implied he had an affair with Alicent (another teenager) while Aemma was still alive.
Likewise, Daemon is very much worse in the text. Implied murders of Laenor and Harwin, tries to steal Rhea's inheritance, teaches young Rhaenyra oral sex, takes Alicent's maidenhead, kills the son of the Sea Lord of Braavos for Laena's hand, fucks only lily-white Valyrian-looking women (Laena & Mysaria are canonically as white as snow + blonde), likes to find the youngest possible prostitutes to sleep with.... Yes, some of these actions are relayed at rumour-level, but out of all the possible crimes they could have pinned on Daemon, he got off easy in the show.
I have no idea why they decided to make Aegon the problem child out of him and Aemond, but I'd be lying if I said that I would trade show!Aemond for a better-characterized Aegon. I really like what they did to Aemond and he deserves to be fleshed out as anyone else. If you really think about his origin story, what they did in the show makes a lot of sense and represents some logical build-up. Also, in the text, Alicent & Aegon seem to love him, so there must have been more to him other than burning the Riverlands and MILF pussy. I just wish they would have put as much thought into, you know, the freaking King of Westeros.
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๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿคบ๐Ÿ”ฎ๐Ÿ—๏ธโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’” for the WotR asks?
๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€ Thanks for asking! :D Though I'm sure you can guess some answers already with how much I've been rambeling on discord. xD
Ask is here.
๐Ÿ—ฃ: ocโ€™s temperament (sarcastic, violent, honest, etc.)
Artie is generally pretty straightforward. She doesn't like intrigues or deception and prefers to talk about things like adults. She is kind and understanding, but she is still very much a paladin. Crimes need to be atoned for, but would people please stop suggesting execution for everything! She has a self-sacrificing habit that is frankly bordering on unhealthy and everything that's going down isn't very helpful for that. While her duty to both a cause and other people is immensly important to her, she does have a sense of humor, and will play along Daeran's jokes as long as they don't people in actual danger. For that matter, she loves Daeran very much and that act 5 quest broke her right through.
๐Ÿ”ฅ: least favourite companion? why?
Since I kinda killed Wenduag and so don't have very many opinions her except the monsterfuckers deserved a bit better with the design, I guess I'll have to go for Camellia. The longer the game went the more she seemed like a very insensitive depiction of mental illness. And the way she is treated by certain parts of the fandom makes it worse.
๐Ÿคบ: opinions on crusade mode?
Much better than in Kingmaker! I do wish they hadn't made all the relic decrees for diplomacy though, that fucks up the balance a bit. Also good on them for putting in a story mode difficulty when players asked for it, makes the whole thing much mor enjoyable. I would appreciate it if they had a half mode where you can do decrees but not bother with the armies, but I'll survive.
๐Ÿ”ฎ: ocโ€™s opinions on magic and the gods?
Magic is a tool like any other Artie. Were it comes from doesn't really matter most of the time, and when it matters it's not really about the magic but about the source being objectively evil. Like beheading people and making the recipient live in constant fear evil. Gods are another matter. Artie is a paladin to Iomedae and was taught fairly traditionally at a local temple from when she was about a preteen. Gods are there for a reason and are to be respected. Iomedae's rejection hurt a lot. I am in fact working on a piece right now to fill in why she stayed on angel anyway.
๐Ÿ—: whatโ€™s one tip youโ€™d give to a new player?
While Toy Box is less necessary for Wrath of the Righteous than Bag of Many Tricks is for Kingmaker, I would reccomend getting it, especially if you're just in it for the story. There are certain parts that are just very annoying. (Nenio's last quest. I love Nenio, I even like the general quest itself, but they kinda fucked up the balancing on that one.) It also has some quality of life options that are nice, like highlighting copyable scrolls. And also, if you fucked up the preperation for a quest, chances are Toy Box can help you fix it without having to redo hours of progress. I highly reccomend it.
Also, do not feel bad for rejecting companions you don't want to romance. It will happen. You think you'll have avoided all the romance triggers, but you didn't. Certain characters are very desperate for love and it kinda shows. This is not a complaint from me, it's just fact.
โค๏ธ: any npcs you liked, or even wished you could romance?
Well as my discord friends are sure to be aware because we all bullied each other into loving him, The Hand of the Inheritor is my absolute favourite NPC, I love him so much. He's such a himbo too. The angel path probably helped my obsession because there's just more of him. He's also less of an asshole in act 4 and you actually get to see more of his own desperate confusion. Not that I think the other paths are worse, it's just different if he spent the last time sulking with you before being kidnapped or if he called you evil and then got tortured for 6 months before you almost save him and then he gets tortured some more. I'm not sure I want a romance? I mean I definitely wouldn't complain about getting one, so if Owlcat has something planned...๐Ÿ‘€ But I'd also be happy with just more content in general.
Also give me more of Lariel! The Hand hyped him so much and then he's just there without any reaction. Especially on angel that is very disappointing, no idea if you get him on other paths at all. But give me a big angel brother damnit!
๐Ÿ’”: any hated npcs?
I mean Hulrun is a piece of shit, but I recognize he is intented as such, so it's more a 'haha isn't he terrible' situation. Anyone I actually hate... hm. I don't really think so. I'm kinda sad about how they dropped some of them, but if there was one that really pissed me off it didn't have enough impact for me to remember it.
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State of the Me
I'mma just cut this here.
I was supposed to take Suzie to the vet but I think I tore my rotator cuff (because I deserve it, the universe hates me, idk) and I hurt so I asked to switch with mom. She was supposed to be waiting for the installers to come measure for the extra cabinets we're having put in. Except apparently there was never a confirmation call. I have 20 minutes until their window is over and I'm going to take a nap then.
The other day, I was arguing with some lady on Twitter about that dumb Italian restaurant with the plaster cast of the chef's mouth, etc. The lady just happened to be black, which means nothing in this context except she didn't actually read the article we were arguing about, didn't know the restaurant was named Bros', and took offense when I said the name, thinking I was making some kind of racist pejorative comment. I pointed out that it was just the restaurant's name and she said, "Oh, my bad, I'm still in bed this morning, but you still have no taste." Like...I can't honestly get upset at her jumping to conclusions because Twitter is a cesspool of racism and human trash but what I CAN take issue with is a) EXCUSE ME YOU ARE DEFENDING A RESTAURANT THAT MAKES YOU TONGUE FUCK THE CHEF'S MOUTH DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT TASTE and b) at least read the fucking article enough to know what the restaurant is called. Come on.
I haven't checked my email in a month. It's a symptom of escalating depression but I don't know what else we can do. I don't want to change my meds. The last time we added some, I got WORSE, so. I'm just...uh...not...doing anything?
It is WAY too easy to distract my therapist by putting on my happy baby voice and talking about Pumpkin. This is the danger of therapy over the phone, I can obfuscate. Idk why I do it.
Christmas is this weekend, I am told. I refuse to look at a calendar. Time has ceased making sense. How the fuck is Christmas here already? I don't have presents. I never made cookies. I don't have anything for dinner, yet. I'm supposed to make a cake but also uuuuugh.
I accidentally let Masterclass renew (this is why we check our fucking email, Leslie) and it was guaranteed on mom's credit card. Fuck. She said I can just leave it and it'll be part of my Christmas but that's...a lot of money. I feel really bad.
I got really pretty handmade candy canes to put on my tree and for snackies. They're so gross. They taste like the oil they use on hard candies to keep them from sticking to the extruder. There's no peppermint there. God is dead.
I promise I'm trying to come up with good stuff but it's really difficult right now.
December started well but I just can't feel Christmas anymore.
I've been watching Wheel of Time, that's good, and I watched the first two episodes of Witcher season 2 yesterday. Thank God for the costuming department understanding Henry Cavill looks excellent in high waisted pants.
Unpopular opinion: Batman Returns is a Christmas film.
Maybe I'll take some detailed shots of my new ornaments. I have a manta ray and a little Suzie. There was another one, I forget what it was, but when checking out, the lady noticed it was broken. ๐Ÿ’”
I want Christmas dinner too be king crab legs and shrimp cocktail and lobster tails and sashimi. I'd settle for the first two. But I live outside a small town in the mountains and idk if we can swing king crab legs. Guess we'll find out.
๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚ I'm such a spoiled brat. For those of you who are new, I'm jobless, sick, and have zero funds of my own. Whenever I talk about expensive things like crab legs and Masterclass and shit, that's my mom or gifts from friends. I, myself, have no intrinsic financial value.
I'm writing again. Sort of. Not really. I managed a few bits on one fic, one chapter on another. An outline and a half. Nothing for my own stuff but something > nothing, right?
I'm gonna take that nap now. Goodnight and good luck.
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