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Monstrous Devotion (It Will Devour You Whole)
Another piece for @m1d-45. It was meant to be short but as you can tell, got out of hand.
Desperation
You remember it well
How it sparked your blood
And got it to run
How it tasted of bitter and tang
Much like the sting of blood
You remember how it kept you alive
Made your nerves so sensitive
It prickled with every breeze
Every slight disturbance
How it kept your sleep light
And your dreams even lighter
Even now as you watch
The archons who adorn your body
With the most precious of gems
And the rarest of treasures
They who once tried to shed your blood
To water their blade
You see the warriors of each nation
Who tried to rend your soul from your body
Attend your every need
Degrading themselves as objects
As lesser than human
To try and exalt you higher
You feel more than you hear
As you watch once beloved characters
Stain themselves with sin
Desperation of their own
Rising to the surface
Their desperation is monstrous
Predator to prey
Your own desperation has not waned
It has only grown
Writhing under your skin
Fueled by fine jewelry
Silken clothes
And bloodstained manic smiles
Your forgiveness is not sincere
It is learned
Through a lifetime of pain
Of a death so vivid
You're desperate to stay alive
You are willing to do anything
But what once kept you safe
Will now be the one to deal a fatal blow
You already know this
Alarm bells ringing
With every minute move
But it's far too late
You're stuck in puppet motions
That are to never cease
Until the life drains from your eyes
Desperation made you learn to survive
And now that very same lesson shall be the one to end you
#poetry#the ramblings of a mad god#imposter sagau#sagau cult au#referenced death#genshin impact inspired#yandere#kind of#it has some elements that allude to it#I made this like a week ago but got sick again#I'm playing hot potato with my friend with the same sickness I had in December#long titles are my thing now I guess#the ending is meant to be jarring#it's not meant to flow easy#I have many thoughts on my writing#someone please let me ramble at you#I know it's repetitive#it's still supposed to be#most of my writing is intentional#except the length
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Pulta I’m sorry.
You’re right about both your guesses. But the strongest one is staring you in the eyes.
Your fic is literally 250k words.
It was supposed to be shorter if I remember you stating when you started.
254,193 words to be exact.
Most novels are considered to be around 50-100k words.
You have written the equivalent of 3-5 novels
I only had one choice to vote for
Disclaimer these are just a small sampling of some possible writer traits I’ve noticed either in myself or in fics I read. Also consider a rb for sample size !
#don’t get me wrong#I’m IMPRESSED#I’d argue you don’t really over use or abuse your metaphors but you do have favorite themes#you can make a sentence a paragraph but you don’t do it by run on sentences#if anything your#‘toxic writer trait’#not really toxic but for the bit#is inserting your special interests into every corner of the fic you can#although that also adds to the uniqueness#and Tolkien wrote an entire universe so he could make up a language#so you’re up there with the greats#you’re not really a toxic writer tbh#except the length#your brain rot hits and you’re dead to the world for at least a week
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baby👶 drawings. these are very dear to me rn.. 2nd pic is my Nelavis with @barvin0k's Varonur 🩵 last one is a baby bosmer and snow elf, hairiest of them all. although the bosmer was meant to be my girl Barletta too lols
#tes#skyrim#my art#oc#nelavis#barletta#😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 babies are so sweetum ugh my heart is crumbling rn#referenced some anne g*ddes stuff for dis#i call them snow elves instead of falmer like g*lebor would want me to#i never really get to talk about my elf anatomies at length cus i'm lazy but i sprinkled some info in the first pic#altmer society is EugenicsLand so you could only tell if your child has 'good' traits when they hit puberty#ex. height and shoulder width is something very important to them#if you don't have those traits ur pretty much a failure#other elves have it easier 🤓#idk i still might make some kinda infographic for the way i picture them but umm maybe not who knows#on snow elves and bosmer the fur is still 'confused' when they're in baby stage and is pretty much everywhere#it evens out w/ age and stays on the back; neck; sides of face the most and in places where human body hair wud be#idk ummm..and i think all elves grow their nails out unless they're very intertwined with humans in their life#ex. my snelf elisif; she has her nails trimmed to be regarded as more human i guess#nails are most important to altmer tho and might be a status symbol of some kind... they like using them in combat too#it's shameful for an altmer to not have long nails for any reason but there can be exceptions#like my el*nwen that can't physically grow nails out because of burn injury#so she has fake ones on her combat gloves#it's cute#elf nails aren't as frail as human nails and are more like an animals claws (corny) but bosmers' are the sturdiest#and their nails are curved in shape. for U know. Climbing and stuff#cause dunmer and altmer etc. have straight nails. they can hit the nail salon
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This place is a message... and part of a system of messages... pay attention to it!
#have linked 2 this song before and i will link 2 it again. because HELLO. canaan house thesis statement 2 me.#rlly obsessed w this scene i think i’m just fascinated w the idea of harrows journals…… her drawings of canaan…what else is in there#anyway this was mostly an excuse for me to play around w using architectural drawings as a sort of compositional element/framing device.#did it work? who’s to say. the most important part is that i had fun except. i didn’t even do that.#text is slightly edited for length etc…. + i cut off the scene where i did because well…. makes me insane. lol#don’t pay too much attention 2 the architectural parts they don’t make sense#because i cobbled them together from the plans of like 3 different buildings.#anyway enjoy. or don’t. i’m not ur boss.#the locked tomb#tlt#gideon the ninth#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#harrow the ninth#okay that’s it
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my personal headcanon is the vees were unremarkable nobodies when they were alive. i just love it as a thematic throughline for them. they love to let the public of hell speculate on them being famed and acclaimed since before death, but the the truth is they were a d-list failed influencer that got by on cheap controversey and scamming, a broke junkie who burned every shaky bridge he ever had, and a worn-out broadcast production assistant with more rejected auditions and tossed out script pitches than he could count. nobody missed them when they were gone, nobody cared who they were until they were dead.
#because villains who didn't start off supremely powerful are more interesting to me#vees#it's not that they CAN'T be better. or that they're simply ignorant of the ways they fuck up others lives#they actually all do have that knowledge of being the underdog. and it's made them all the more shitty#because they never want to be those people again#narratives about people who make each other worse <3#to be clear they were still shitty people in life. manipulative. consumed by greed and envy. all their individual flaws etc etc#but hell made them into the absolute worst versions of themselves#of course what their Worst Self is and the journey/length of time/initial reaction to being in hell varies#like val sees hell as a continuation of the things happening in life. just w/ the power dynamics always privileging him#it's the same drugs and violence. except the violence isn't just survival anymore but the chance to indulge his deeply sadistic desires#vox has completely dissociated from his time alive. that person is dead and he's reinvented himself 1000 times over since then#90% of the time he has those memory files shoveled into a hidden directory#he refuses to acknowledge that he's still haunted by some of the same insecurities from almost a century ago#val doesn't necessarily see his living self in a fond light but he does see that person as fundamentally him#velvette thinks life was full of people who weren't her demographic but fortunately that's been fixed by sinners!#they just couldn't Get Her and that was all their faults#the primary way they view their past selves can be summed up as: scorn (vox) apathy (valentino) and in denial (velvette)#sorry the bulk of the post was in the tags. i will be doing this again#the scorn is the coping mechanism for shame. of course
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Growing Pains
as raven finally gets to be free from her shackles, apple silently chooses to shoulder all the pain that comes their way and bear the burdens of dealing with the horrors of the world so that raven can be happy. because raven has suffered so much and apple decides it’s only fair that she do all she can to prevent raven from any further suffering. it’s her way of atoning for all the hurt she caused raven, because apple knows raven has been and always will be a better person than her. to apple, if either of them deserves to smile, it’s raven.
#so level with me here#ideally i’d want a few more story arcs in the main series of eah right#ending when they graduate#but then say there’d be a time skip amounting to the same length of a gap year right#and then that’s when the sequel series would take place#basically like part 2#it wouldn’t be as long as the original series#but it would have a few more arcs and lead to the final conclusion to the main series#it’s basically what naruto shippuden is to naruto#if that helps it to make sense#except they’d be young adults at that point#aged from 18-21#eah#eah fanart#ever after high#raven queen#apple white#duncart
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Okay mean. Mean mean mean. I don’t get people who love Bruce AND can’t handle thinking about who he is/what he’s done. It’s a confusing an irritating stance. I can’t wrap my mind around it.
“He had his reasons and he’s my baby AND he’s traumatized AND he spends literally all his time and money literally saving the world.” fine. Understandable. I get it. Carry on thinking about his hairy tits
“He never did that.” Completely incomprehensible. Pisses me off on his behalf a little bit. What? You wouldn’t love Bruce if he DID do all that? Where’s your loyalty. Especially then they’re saying “Bruce doesn’t think [statement Bruce has made multiple times]” support his wrongs
#like okaaayyyy I get it I do get it#Batman animated media is not Batman comics and also like#‘I don’t really want to think about it’ but like. beeee so for real and block people who say nasty things about your baby#if you don’t love nasty baby#and especially don’t talk shit on other characterrrsss#I cut the sentace for length but you can imagine literally anything there except for ‘he never did that’#they (people your baby hurt) deserved it is baffling. but he had his reasons whatever I don’t have to vibe with everyone
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he's got the fire and he walks with it
#utsukushii kare#my beautiful man#hira kazunari#kiyoi sou#hira x kiyoi#gifset#*#//#not the first not the second not even the third nor the fourth person to associate hirakiyo to this song#but god am I the most annoying about it#this was made on a whim but I spent the whole night working on the coloring so I hope it doesn't look awful#I also had Hira's spirit hovering over me as a manifestation of my fear of not making Kiyoi justice. wanted to quit gifmaking forever#but now that is done I think it actually looks above my skill level so I'm very happy with the result#also!! especially for this occasion I finally learned how to make gradient text 😃😃#I got confused a few times and it took me an embarrassing length of time but look!! I did it!!#(for the theme of the set itself there is not much I wanna comment except ^*!!:-@*£shxbs@^& what a beautiful man what the hell)
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first step in my “wash, prepare and spin an entire fleece” project is done 🎉 i wanted to do just a little bit at first to see how it would turn out and wouldn’t you know it, i have yarn! i’m excited to get through the rest of it now that I’ve had a little practice but there’s just so much fleece lol
#this is wool from the lincoln breed which i basically know nothing about except that it has a long staple length and is a little coarser#but the yarn seems soft enough#i guess I’ll have to knit a lil swatch and see what happens#hand spinning#homespun yarn#fiber crafts
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s5 jon with long hair is inspired but have you considered: s5 jonah with long hair.
#longer than shoulder-length.#there's even a canon reason for this headcanon#he was in prison. for all of s4 except the last few episodes.#and i do not think he had time for a haircut in between convincing martin not to kill him and preparing The statement#actually idk what idea i find more appealing.#him getting a haircut and properly preparing and making sure he looks his best when the apocalypse happens#or#him just fucking crawling into the panopticon still in his prison uniform hair long completely feral and ecstatic#tma#the magnus archives#tma headcanons#jonathan sims#jonah magnus#elias bouchard#tma s5
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Interesting character parallels in designs...
I shared a story on insta about some patterns I noticed in the designs of characters I like, one of which is based on their hairstyles covering one of their eyes; this can be usually be seen as a visual hint to their secrets/hidden lore, which then my wonderful mutual @//dorianbrightmusic noted that:
"It's always a combination of them having seen too much and them having something to hide from the common view - skeletons in the closet. The characters always seem to be leaving something supernatural and once beloved - for Volo, the celestica clan + heritage; for AZ, his royal power; Arven, his connection to the professors. The covered eye (almost) always symbolizes a change of life direction".
I told my mutual that I never thought about the having seen too much part before in relation to their designs. Subsequently, I added that all of these three characters are wearing pretty big and heavy bags/backpacks, which implicates the heavy weight of the burden they bear hidden from plain view both in literal and figurative terms. Additionally, two are shown with one hand grasping the straps, suggests, espeically once you learn their story, they cling earnestly to something of significant value they had lost/seek to find, or alternatively, not being able to let go of the past that haunts them.
Now, putting a quick disclaimer, this is just our interpretations and not some confirmed, "objective" statements and such.
#az pokemon#volo pokemon#arven pokemon#character design analysis#pokemon#my other honurary mentions are raifort#kieran and the aether siblings...who to me hold some personal relatability including shared interest in history/folktales...#all of these characters have some form of connection (some directly#others indirectly) to legendary and/or powerful pokemon...#i could have put a venn diagram but wasnt in the mood to do so and thought to better express it in length#ac rambles#anyways shout out to my mutual for her exceptional comment
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coming out as a mistynat
#I’ve been meaning to draw them but I don’t have any good ideas except for this really long multi chapter fanfic length idea I dreamt up in a#Fugue state
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considering... changing the boys' hairs... again.....
#it's been a while since i've given dusty a new style tbh#realistically he would've changed the color ages ago. blue & blond would probably be 50 dye jobs ago by now#but idk if i'm ready to let go of the blue & blond just yet.#as far as kel goes... i do want to give him longer hair bc i think he would grow it out#but i've said before his hair never grows all that long. like. it just doesn't. genetics.#(the bandAU is an exception)#but i think this is an achievable length for him. esp if he flat irons it#i do think... he parts it on the other side though so#gonna have to flip it but that's ok#i still need to make new lashes for dhes too#i've been away from my pc for so long that i forgot everything i was working on lol#rainyrambles
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Melotober - Day 18 - Vintage
The music was simply made for older instruments!
#Melotober#I wish I could describe the debate that went into this as Frank and I talked at LENGTH about my stretching of a prompts#Rune Factory#Rune Factory 2#RF2#Rune Factory Rosalind#RF Rosalind#Rune Factory Max#RF Max#Best Coquilles Best Coquilles. Or at least my favorite. Always.#But YEAH Frank was /certain/ that if I went with a music focus then right right word is 'classic'#he insisted I should play on rf1's Rollabouti wine. Easy 'vintage.' But I wanted to draw a piano. And I'm not fond of alcohol.#And it's my pen. So! There! The debate went on SO long and was hilarious. All positive banter#What is an art prompt list except a reason to stretch the prompts as far as you can??#I like to imagine Max is VERY adamant about playing time music pieces on instruments from the composition's era#All his talking about pianos makes me want to hear a niche rant about them#I don't understand music at all but I'd listen and learn!#Margot's RF Art
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So I have a couple of ways that I am considering quantifying the performance of each competitor in this competition. My ultimate goal is to make a model out of publicly available information that fits the trend here that I can use to approximate a new competitor's performance and seed it accordingly.
I may have more ideas later, but here are the ones I have now:
Option 1
Purpose
This option is an approximation of the next option. It reasons that a competitor that gets into a later round is stronger, therefore a vote in a higher round is "worth" more.
Cons
My seeding was bad (as discussed previously). It is possible that a strong competitor was eliminated earlier in the competition than expected, due to erroneously going against an even stronger competitor. In this case, its "strength points" might be underrepresented.
Option 2
Purpose
This option seeks to add up every single vote a competitor got throughout the entire competition.
Cons
Again, a strong competitor could have been eliminated sooner than anticipated due to my poor seeding. If a competitor is eliminated, they obviously cannot acquire more votes and thus would be underrepresented by this metric.
Option 3
Purpose
This option seeks to purely measure the amount of votes a competitor got on its last round.
Cons
Competitions tend to get more engagement as they progress, which results, in this case, in more votes. Thus, potential issues for the previous two options still apply somewhat. Furthermore, a standout competitor that is eliminated prematurely might have a stand-out performance in its relevant round compared to other polls.
Option 4
Purpose
To get a ratio of votes cast for the competitor in their final round to all votes cast in that round.
Cons
All of previous option, except for standout competitors being underrepresented. Additionally, it has an additional flaw of possibly counting many people's votes multiple times. Many people vote on multiple polls in a round, so their votes on other polls would count against the competitor, even if they voted for it.
Option 5
Purpose
To find the ratio of votes cast for the competitor in total to total votes cast in a round the competitor was in.
Cons
Same as above. However, it may be canceled out somewhat by people voting for the competitor multiple times over several points.
Option 6
Purpose
To find the average amount of votes the competitor got over each round it was involved in
Cons
Honestly, this seems to be pretty good; I can't think of any major flaws. However, it would be time-consuming to record.
#not a poll#← except it is but you know what i mean#to clarify: i want to develop this method for “strength points” so that I can try to recreate the pattern later with stats#that are publicly available. Or at least always available to me. like number of times submitted and propaganda length and so on
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Confession: "i dont like the stormcloaks bc theyre racist" THEYRE ALL RACIST! EVERY FACTION!! they arent even SUBTLE about it!! sobbing crying weeping. the nords endured a cultural erasure from the imperials that spanned the course of actual centuries and it BACKFIRED like maybe if they didnt push their own gods onto the nords the civil war wouldnt have happened idk!! talos is NOT a part of the original nordic pantheon like if the empire didnt do a bit of imperialization they woulda been FINE. im sorry ths is lengthy but im going insane
#the length of this is fine no worries#I'll avoid weighing in except to say that parallels to irl bigotry probably play a role in how people perceive Stormcloaks vs other faction#The Elder Scrolls#Skyrim#TES#ESC#Stormcloaks#Skyrim Civil War
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