#except i had cast Regina as my gf and Emma was my self insert | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

singwhenyoucantspeak · 12 days ago

Text

the temptation to go back and look at the Swan Queen AU I was writing that was *strongly* inspired by my now gf is crazy today but i also know there's a reason I never published it and also I'm sure it would be horrifically mortifying to be reminded of what that version of me was thinking LMAO

#i was essentially creating a fantasy version of life in which my gf and I got together (at the time this was completely implausible IRL)#except i had cast Regina as my gf and Emma was my self insert #a horribly embarassing concept i am telling you #but at the same time. i cannot pretend that my obsession with my gf did not start bc she reminded me of Regina 🤦🏻‍♀️#she does not like this bc she doesnt like to think I'm just projecting a fictional character onto her #so i have to remind her that that was 10 years ago and i didnt actually know her at the time #i have to say tho... there are still some personality similarities to a certain type of Regina characterization that has been very popular #anywayyy #whyyy this is clearly why i havent read any swan queen fanfic since we got together #it makes my brain do weird things that probably are not good for my relationship #but also maybe it *would* be helpful if when she sasses me i could just be like 'wow what a Regina thing to say' instead of getting pissed #hahahahaha #Im like if Emma cried every time Regina was sassy at her instead of thinking it was funny or endearing #its not a good look #my gf thinks its a generational issue bc 'all her friends talk like that'#i think its just a me having a deep seated fear that people are actually mad at me all the time problem #this post got out of control i should delete it but i wont #personal

3 notes · View notes