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#ive mentioned before but its so hilarious to me. youre so 15 it hurts.#literally in the same dialogue tree as ''we fought until the first blood was drawn''. youre so 15 its unreal.#everything is about death and violence when youre 15. except when its about your old friends in which case its about something else.#playing in the adult's court of violence and blood and yet you can't bring yourself to stop calling him your friend.#you can't grieve a friendship when it's not gone and buried. it's more like it's lost at sea...#neigh (blabbers)#the kids' writing in p2 is so funny. being 15 pov.
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need sam winchester biblically and its such a crime i can't be binging spn rn, but that does mean i will be thinking about him all the time without spending said time watching him which means i will have thoughts about him which means i will have time to write for him which means that folks should send me sam requests i promise i'm nice and a decent writer heheheh
#def check out my rules before sending something in but quick rundown i do romantic or platonic#and pretty much any genre except full on smut (suggestive is cool if ur 18+)#so definitely send me requests or just sam thoughts!!#think i'm gonna write bf headcanons for him first#i need him so bad!!!#sam winchester#supernatural sam winchester#spn sam#supernatural requests#supernatural fanfiction#sam winchester requests#sam winchester fanfiction#sam winchester x reader#sam winchester x sibling!reader#sam winchester hurt/comfort#sam winchester x sister!reader#sam winchester x gn!reader#sam winchester fluff#sam winchester angst
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i feel about dorlene how some people feel about wolfstar. like i literally cannot ship dorlene with other people they are the couple of all time
#ceri talks ₊˚ෆ#dorlene#dorcas meadowes#marlene mckinnon#hp marauders#marauders era#harry potter series#marauders#mwpp era#hp#i mean i also struggle to see wolfstar w other people but i see how some ships could work .. like it's not for me but i see it !!#w dorlene i literally cant#fuckbuddy lilylene is the only exception and that's like a short fling BEFORE dorlene happens#ik marylene is v popular and i do see it but like. dorlene. idk like i understand marlene but i can't see marlene dating mary ???#marylene reminds me of romione but if hermione was less confident#so it would be toxic#DISCLAIMER I LOVE ROMIONE#js saying if hermione had rly bad self esteem ron could've been even more hurtful and they would probs not be friends let alone dating#but that's js how i see mary so idk
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happy disability pride month to the like 2 only kingdom hearts characters who are canonically disabled
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A set of two sped-up gifs of scenes from Kingdom Hearts with the most recent design of the disability pride flag, created by Ann Magill, overlayed on top. (The flag is a charcoal black, with muted red, gold, white, blue, and green diagonal stripes running across it.) The first gif shows Braig in Radiant Garden’s water purification plant, clutching his eye that has just recently been burned out by Terra’s darkness and stumbling back, lowering a knee down to the floor and catching himself with his other arm. The second gif shows Riku in The World That Never Was’ City, battling against Roxas, in the moment where Riku is hit by him in the wrist. Roxas swings his Oblivion Keyblade at Riku, as soon as it makes contact a magical shield made of translucent hexagons appears briefly before Riku falls to his knees and clenches his wrist, as his Dark Shield was not enough to stop Roxas from doing permanent damage to it.
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#cw gif#cw flashing#which i think everyone forgets riku is disabled. Gnaws your leg so you remember.#to be fair they never bring it up (which im glad they arent being weird or invasive abt it) apart from a subtle pose/animation change#WHICH IS STILL COOL I MIGHT ADD. and they consistently give riku a wrist cuff in kh2 and onward#(excepted dream drop for some reason??? why tf did they make him not disabled for one game. did they forget or was it bc ‘time travel’#or whatever? horseshit game. anyway) also xigbar. umm yeah disabled villain trope is bad but at least his villainy has#NOTHING to do with it. hes evil before hes disabled. when he loses his eye hes like I DIDNT KNOW I WAS GONNA GET HURT!!#and then hes like ‘Oh well. At least im still alive heh.’ which . good. he definitely thinks he looks cooler bc of this now.#Also has anyone ever thought abt Warp Snipe (his homing bullets) as like a disability aid? it helps with aiming so… (idk just. think abt it#its cool. ok?) IDK i have thoughts. kh’s resident chronic pain and visually impaired warriors.. lfg..#(also auron doesnt count. hes finaled fantasy guy and idk shit abt him but i hope hes awesome in ffx and not lame like he is in kh.)#(sorry not sorry. very cool that hes disabled tho. 👍 but hes just boring to me.)#(from what ive seen dont kill me)
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my follow-up vent to my last vent: fuck this, fuck you, fuck me, i hate you, i hope you suffer, i hope you die, [insert every other psycho bitch disorder emotionally dysregulated thought on the planet here]
#taylor.txt#my psychiatrist: im sure your friends wouldnt move away without telling you. it seems unlikely they’ll move away before you come back from#your holiday / my friends: the shittiest people in the universe who have been ruining my life since the day they decided they care more#about each other than they could EVER care about me even though i tried so fucking hard for them in every way i knew how#there is nothing i will ever do that will be enough for anybody and that is an increasingly bitter pill to swallow#this is the worst time for me to be taking a break from therapy to spend a month with the people who made me like this#in the first place but at least my parents are consistent and i know how to manage them#and their arrival prevents me from being in a crisis over everything else because i take my duty as THEIR parent very seriously#not that i was ever very good at it since they only stopped hating each other after i left their miserable lives but whatever!! semantics!!!#i’d apologize but deep down i want to be saying much more hurtful things to many more people so i’m really being pretty chill right now tbh#but this is a general fuck you i hate you etc to literally everyone in my life so there is that#i will delete this when i get over it sorry. i just have nothing else i can do right now except cry on the bus bc. parents in my home#taking up my space. cannot talk to them. will feel much worse if they even know something’s wrong. good deterrent to doing anything more#drastic than indulging in one too many cocktails with dinner at least. yay my life is so awesome
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the disability imposter syndrome is hitting hard i will not lie
#like i keep thinking i am exaggerating things and im not convinced that people believe me or think im being honest#and like. there's an issue i am having with my courses where i have a set of like 4 courses and i have to pick 2 of them#i took one and it was okay but for the other its like. they're all. online in some capacity?#which isn't ideal but i've done it before except. idk recently i have not been able to tolerate video lectures like#the sounds in them and in online meetings hurt? my ears??? and its entirely a misophonia reason but like#what am i supposed to do now? i cant just not take one and they're usually determined in advance whether they're online or not#and they alternate too. urghhhhhhhhhhhh#it's all about public policy and public health and stuff so its kinda boring but like#not something i can just zone out and bs my way through either
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