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all black and turtleneck shirt Long Lee is what i live for
#exactly why i'm watching this show#thank you and bye#long lee#omg vampire#omg vampire the series#esme comments
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ultimately i think the appeal of daniel and armand to me is that it's very much a typical dark romance storyline where the heroine is kidnapped and tortured by an evil monster but using her wits she manages to seduce him and make him emotionally vulnerable to her, because she is More Special and More Clever than all of his other victims, and because of this she enjoys a level of dangerous favor and protection from him, except in This version of the dark romance it's two toxic old men who both have the worst fucking personalities imaginable. who truly just fucking suck beyond measure. like no pun intended, they are Garbage, one is the actual literal immortal devil and the other is just kind of a deadbeat with no moral compass, neither of them is willing to work on himself and neither of them has ANY reason to want to rail the other as bad as they do.
and yet. There They Are,
#i am not immune to evil stockholm syndrome dark romance that makes certain booktokers puke.#i am also not immune to a pair of shitty people who absolutely SHOULD fucking HATE each other#and who are going to be nasty little freaks about the other instead. possibly also while hating them.#'why do people write enemies to lovers so soft' i'm always saying. i just want you all to know#this is maybe the first time i've seen an enemies to lovers arc done in EXACTLY the GROSSEST ways i DESPERATELY WANT IT#and it is FUELING me. i am THRIVING. i am REFRESHED i am FINE i am NO LONGER SAD my SKIN is CLEAR#the layers. the drama. literally don't care about anything else going on in this show it's all them 2 me. theyre everything. thanks#i'd apologize for my taste but like. i'm not gonna apologize for finding the evil ships hot in the evil ship show. come on now.#iwtv#devil's minion#with that i need to like. go pick my partner up from work and then go to sleep. thanks for watching me do this on main everyone!
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help me i've gotten so deep into the steddie rabbit hole i haven't gotten this stuck on something since destiel
this really isn't good for my health
THESE ARE THE FICS THAT I SUBSCRIBED TO / LIKED READING (I'VE BASICALLY READ 1/5 WORTH OF STEDDIE FICS COMPARED TO DESTIEL FICS - I GOT INTO DESTIEL 4 YRS AGO, I ONLY STARTED READING STEDDIE FICS SOME TIME LAST MONTH WTF)
tbf, i have taken breaks from destiel to read other fandoms/fics so, ig the timing works out? if you think about it?
#steddie#destiel#fics#ao3#also if anyone comes across this post i can rec you some of my absolute favs#these stats for my fics don't even include the ones i finished but didn't enjoy all that much#or the ones i abandoned halfway through even though it was like 100k words#i really dont care if i've spent hours reading it#i literally just leave if i get slightly annoyed by the writing#i'm not kidding#it's a problem#but also not really?#i'm just complaining for the sake of it#also i never got into stranger things fics for some reason even though i watched all of the show#idk why#i think it's bc i watched the show w/ my dad? so i felt weird to read fics about it?#like i considered it a family show for some reason#and for some reason reading fics for that was off limits??#idk#i also i'm getting scared that i won't ever be interested in my other fandoms again bc of how much i am invested in steddie stuff#this was exactly like destiel though#i just gotta get it out of my system#i have no idea why i'm so scared of losing interest in my other fandoms#also if anyone is wondering where these stats are coming from i made a spreadsheet of all the works i like#it's basically a replica of my subscriptions list because when i started ao3 i acted like the subscribe button functioned like bookmarks an#now i cant go back#so instead of transferring everything i just took the time to make a spreadsheet and basically code the functions myself#which arguably took more time to do than if i transferred everything#i would share the list but i'm sort of embarrassed of the stuff that's on there#if anyone is curious i have 676 fics stored on it
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hate when i see a youtube video that's like 'analyzing why [thing] is bad!' and you watch the video and they just say nothing for twenty minutes
#random thoughts#watched a video on why a specific character was poor representation for survivors of assault#and it was such a nothing burger of a video#'this character is bad because children might see them and think their behavior is okay' okay?#i learned how to block out memories from finn adventure time but that doesn't mean memory suppression shouldn't be addressed in media#plus hazbin hotel. i'm talking about angel dust btw if that wasn't blaringly obvious. is an adult cartoon. for adults#adult cartoons shouldn't have to restrict their subject matter because kids could see it#and angel dust being a male queer SA victim using hypersexuality as a coping mechanism could be good!#and the fact he hits on other people despite it making them uncomfortable isn't exactly a problem a la his character?#it could be a control thing. i used to do something similar (pushing other people's boundaries and complaining when they pushed back)#because it made me feel some kind of control over my life#it could start off as a really shitty joke and then grow into 'oh god is that why he does that??'#but anyway their second main point was that the songs were bad? and that poison being an upbeat song makes it bad#like despite listing many other songs which are upbeat with heavy lyrics. but somehow poison is the exception because it's a cartoon?#like again that could be a character thing. angel dust using obfuscation as a coping mechanism to distract himself from his shitty life.#。・゚゚・the lyrics are upbeat to distract you from how dead i feel inside・゚゚・。#and their reading of the second song seemed really mean-spirited?#like as 'everyone has problems so you're not special because you're a whiny baby' rather than 'you're not as alone as you think you are'#and like if op wanted to just complain about a show they watched then yeah go off i do that all the time#but don't parade it as character analysis???#and they say 'oh reading it as a feelgood you're not alone message doesn't work because these characters' struggles are not equal'#but like. sometimes rape needs to feel like it's not some special trauma. it's not unique and you're not uniquely fucked up for it#two characters' traumas don't need to be directly comparable for them to bond!!!#and im not like. defending hazbin hotel btw. never seen it not going to see it no thanks#i'm just complaining about a mediocre youtube video that i'm going to forget about in a week#god i hate that brand of youtube video. where they just complain about things without going into depth about why they're bad#especially if their complaints are shallow and don't have to do with like. the actual structure of a character or story#like it's so easy to say 'this character is bad because theyre a predatory stereotype' but like. go into some depth at least#i think i hate these videos so much because they're fueled purely by hate. no love for the source material or even a desire to learn#or a love for storytelling even
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Poker Face | Season 1 (2023), Rian Johnson
#poker face#poker face peacock#pokerfaceedit#i am profoundly conflicted but also kinda disappointed with this show#there was something about the tone and the pacing of the first episode that made me very excited#and i still liked a couple after that#but then...#i don't know it lost me along the way and i can't even exactly point to why#i'm not sure i'll watch season 2 if they make it#tv shows i watched in 2023#i made this#i just want a tag for the things i personally put out into the world
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I can excuse gory murders, but I draw a line at selfishly lying to your patient/"friend"
Y'all ship these two? Smh...
#in all seriousness tho I didn't expect this to be such a big issue for me#I can't often say I dislike a character for an in-show reason#don't get me wrong I still think hannibal's an intriguing character and I highly enjoy watching him#what he does is supposed to make the audience feel this way while keeping them curious and in a way charmed with him#like that's the point of this joke XD#but this is now the first thing that comes to my mind when I see lecter with will and it makes me genuinely mad#and I love it#ALSO I SHOULD PROBABLY MENTION THAT I'M STILL WATCHING S1 AND KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THE STORY#I'm curious to see how it develops and why exactly hannibal's lying to graham#cuz I just feel so bad for will it makes me wanna cry whenever we see him struggle with this disease T^T#hannibal#hannibal lecter#will graham#hannigram#mine
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'List five of your favorite or top songs, then send this ask to the last ten people in your notifications' tagged by @rachelbethhines
So I don't think I can tell general favourites, this are from amvs I'm lately watching often:
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Tagging: @iridescentis @razberriesss1 @vdragon57 @blueflyingturtleontheway @how-absurd23rd @wiliecoyotegenius @thegoatsongs @ninadove @tentailes @daguchna and anonyone who want to do this
#this isn't exactly last ten people in my notications but#...also i just know why searchin for song outside of amv i discovered that three of this are from disney channel shows stars cause#previously i only knew about why not#and wow i'm bad at recognizing voices that i didn' realize i am is by the same person#and that love you like a love song is by selena#...also one girl revolution was apperantly i cadet kelly so four disney related and three hillary duf related#...the funny thing is i didn't even watch lizze mcguire
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i was talking to my mom about what i thought of the wicked movie soundtrack and her first comment was something like "why did you listen to it, it's all the same songs" and i had to just sit there because i am a classical violist. i go to music school this is what i am studying this is with any luck going to be my entire career. my mother sits before me and asks why i would bother to listen to another version of these songs when "they're the same songs."
mami. my dear mami. i spend like 80% of my time practicing, performing, and studying other people's performances of music that has been played for hundreds of years. hundreds of years. the same exact music.
like. hello
#my mom really said it's the same songs and i'm like do you. do you not understand what i do.#as if she didn't spend my whole childhood listening to me play the same shit over and over again#as if on the weekends and summers she doesn't hear me play the same shit over and over again#mami. mamita linda. madre.#so i just explained this to her exactly like this and then i was like well you see music is one thing but the performance and recording of#is another#and can greatly affect how the music as written comes across!! performances! are different! and audio! can be different!#it was just really funny for me personally because WOW i didn't consider that she would ever wonder why i would listen to#the same thing but different#it's sort of similar to the way my dad and i will watch movies and shows over and over and over for years#and she watches a movie once and even if she loves it she's somehow fine with never watching it again??#or only in a few years??#like where's your obsession bro. even lightly obsessed yk?#i think my mom's most watched movie is the proposal actually#my parents both LOOOOVE that movie lmao#bluebird.txt#anyways ✨
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Y'know what. Everyone really made me think Hazbin Hotel was the worst most problematic show ever with how ppl were talking about it.
I watched it and it was nowhere near as bad as anyone was saying??? Its ok actually, if the pacing was better I'd almost call it good. I personally don't find a lot of the jokes funny either, just not my humor. The music at least is fucking fantastic.
The complaints about the artsyle and character designs kinda just remind me of the same arguments people had against Steven Universe ngl and that sort of thing is subjective anyway, a lot of it comes off as people complaining cause they already didn't like the show and have to shit on it more. Yeah sure everyone got that onceler look and I wish there was more variety but it's not the worst thing ever.
Yeah it's an adult cartoon that's a little cringe and handles some things not so great but most hate I've read about it wasn't even true or it's just people wanting to complain about everything cause they already decided the show was bad.
I will finish off saying the creator sucks ass and is a piece of shit so I pirated the show she's not getting any money outta me
#This is exactly why I think people should at least watch something before they have opinions about it#So they know what they're talking about first#I'm not up the shows ass praising it for being amazing or anything either#I just think a lot of people formed opinions on it based off other people's takes online instead of their own#Fully understand people not wanting to watch it cause of the creator though I almost didn't cause of her either#I only did cause I'm a glee enjoyer I love musical shows n shit#hazbin hotel
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I may understand KHUX inside and out, where I have all the little inconsistencies mapped out into some elaborate plan that makes sense after all....
but I still am so confused about KHDR
#there are so many things were i'm like ''huh ? w... whah ??''#both UX and DR go back and forth making you believe certain things that are LITERALLY not fucking true#its one reason why... idk I'm not excited for ML's episodic release#I love UX's ''we watched this month's episode'' like it was a TV show#but at the same time building theories when the NEXT episode you learn that you had factually incorrect information....#idk that got old for me personally#so I'm glad DR was (mostly) out all at once;#and I'm ready to be VERY careful and hesitant with ML's episodic revelations#but anyway I digress#DR confuses me a lot because I still don't understand Baldr's goals and when Hoder dies vs how that fuels him etc etc#I know I need to rewatch DR and actually write everything down to really help it sink in and digest but...#idk I think this is one of my least fave titles of recent KH releases#not that I didn't like it#but it didn't exactly explain a lot of Young Xehanort's mysteries like I thought it would....#ANYWAYYYY thank you for reading...
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I had a dream today where the sorry boys were making a vid where they rp as high school students (like the ones in 2000's nickelodeon/high school musicals) but what they didn't know was that Jacksepticeye had kidnapped Ranboo, locked him in a glass box and made him raise a piglet and be in a pig's family (like they were supposed to accept that the piglet's mom was their wife and the piglet was their son)
the other sorry boys didn't know that he was kidnapped and thought he was just busy/late, so while they're chilling in class waiting for him, Ranboo was raising a pig family and thinking of ways to escape
#ranboo does escape but not without getting manhunted (they don't die dw)#you know what's funny about this? i exactly know why I got this dream#alot of my dreams are based around what my brain has watched/thought of/memorized#so I kinda know why this dream took place#I watched the mv for Digital Silence by Peter McPoland (piglets are in that mv)#and I also watched Jacksepticeye's standup comedy in Tommyinnit's show before I went to bed#my best bet for why Ranboo was there was because I saw an Ethoslab/hatsune miku fanart and mistook it for Ranboo in their miku outfit#(that was also before i went to bed so yeah)#I'm ending my ted talk here#jacksepticeye#sorry boys#ranboo#philza#wilbur soot#slimecicle#tommyinnit#noven speaks#noven dreams
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Day 75 - Rayner (unnamed background character from Helluva Boss S2 Ep5)
Did not expect to find this little guy here.
#helluva boss#helluva boss fanart#rayner#hoh character#deaf character#year 4#art#(If this kid's got a name whether canon or largely adopted.. lemme know. Otherwise.. he's gonna be Rayner~)#Yes.. I have watched Helluva Boss (and enjoyed it). No.. I do not plan on doing any other fanart (unless I draw this guy some more)#I'm not a big fan of most ''adult animated comedy'' since the jokes are just largely unfunny and some of the topics (rather.. the way they#go about them) are...not my thing.. to say the least#But Helluva Boss mixes a certain crass coarse humour with a certain charm that I tend to love from well-beloved 2D animated series#(Yes. Part of why I love Helluva Boss is also part of why I love shows like The Owl House and Gravity Falls.. and Homestuck I suppose?)#I am frustrated that the creator is not the most supportive person towards other creators. I don't exactly support her#But that said.. there really are just no other shows I know that hits the spot like this one does (including sex jokes and crassness XD)#(And even the way it touches on certain subjects. I think it hits a good balance of reverence and irreverent humour most times)#(...it is frustratingly bad when it comes to fatness though ><)
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genuinely brought to tears today with how much I love sam alexander. does anyone even care
#razpost#marvel#i watched the ult spiderman show in 2017ish and got really fond of him and then forgot about it for like 6 years#and was left with a vague impression of deep care for sam but couldn't remember why exactly. and now i'm like#i would kill anyone for him
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on the first season of Fargo and thinking about how if this was from that hitman guy's point of view, this would be your average vigilante action movie
#like this is why I'm against vigilantism#this exactly#like I want to show this to my dad and brother#and be like#this is the other side of Jack Reacher#this is why I don't like watching your action movies#like#Fargo really said#those action movies are true crime actually
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re: last succession episode: if you draw the line at fascism but can root for billionaires you might be a bit lenient on billionaires
#succession#people throw around 'this is a show about horrible people' a lot but i don't think they all know what it means#the show is obviously going to end tragically for the roys because otherwise the ending would be -- what exactly?#a bunch of rich people winning? okay#they can't overcome their dysfunctionality not just because of logan and the cycles or whatever.#being a billionaire is inherently dysfuntional. power corrupts i can't believe i have to say that. and You Are Not Your Favourite Sibling#i get the fandom approach to succession and the want to find yourself and your own most fucked up aspects within the characters#(i'm literally a romangirl.)#but i think this is clouding some people's awareness that enjoying a character doesn't mean identifying with or condoning their actions#or that in a show like succession enjoying a character doesn't mean thinking they deserve to 'win'#this is a show about terrible people. why would i want anything else than to watch them slowly unravel psychologically before my eyes#and then self destruct?#all that to say: TRUE romangirls stay winning. forever and always
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I don't want to judge Las Vegas until I've seen it, but I'm actually finding it impossible to see anything that even remotely makes it exciting for me. I do feel I have to watch it though, because I would love to be wrong.
#formula 1#f1#las vegas gp 2023#I'm finding it hard to convince myself it's not happening for the money because I know that exactly why it's happening#this is going to be a show not a race and I don't watch F1 for the show
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