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â Melody Shuffle...
I like roller coasters and love going places and traveling to new places!
I love drawing and all things artsy and crafts, Like I love scrapbooking or just doodling and sketching.
I also am obsessed with photography! Like it's just so pretty! Like everytime I see a pretty sunset, I just try to take a picture always!
đ¤Oooo I love making song playlist and this one is yours! đ¤
Ready to let go : Cage the elephant.
If you wanna : the vaccines.
Viva la Vida : Coldplay.
Whatever it takes : imagine dragons [i love them]
Unwritten : Natasha bedingfield.
The night we met : Lord Huron.
Yours : Ella Henderson.
Heal : Tom Odell.
So close to magic : Aquilo
All I ask : Adele.
Snowman : Sia.
Lush Life : Zara Larson.
Your man : Josh Turner.
Bad Blood : Taylor Swift.
The world we made : Ruelle
Time Traveller : M.I.A.
Lego house : Ed Sheeran.
Unconditionally : Katty Perry.
Summertime sadness : Lana del Rey vs. Cedric Gervais.
Ugly Heart : G.R.L.
đ¤I hope you have fun listening babessss đ¤
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Since I´ve been asked: here is the Mod Playlist.
(I have Deezer and not Spotify, but I hope you can listen to it nevertheless)
â this ISNT a playlist full of songs by popular Mod bands its rather a collection of songs that young people who identified with the Mod-movement listened to in the early-mid 1960s.Â
WE ARE THE MODS
Its My Party ¡ Lesley Gore / Oh, Pretty Woman ¡ Roy Orbison / Da Doo Ron Ron ¡ The Crystals / Be My Baby ¡ The Ronettes / Heâs So Fine ¡ The Chiffons /  Green Onions ¡ Booker T & The MGâs / Night Train ¡ James Brown / Hi Heel Sneakers ¡ Cross Section / Iâm The Face ¡ The High Numbers / Anyway, Anyhow, Anywhere ¡ The Who / 5-4-3-2-1 ¡ Manfred Mann / All Day And All Of The Night ¡ The Kinks / You Really Got Me ¡ The Kinks / Lubie (Come Back Home)¡ The Who / Shout And Shimmy ¡ The Who / Please, Please, Please ¡ The Who / My Generation ¡ The Who / Lets Get Lost ¡ Chet Baker / When the Spirit Moves You ¡ Ramsey Lewis Trio / There Is Something On Your Mind (Part One) ¡ Bobby Marchan / Emmett Lee ¡ Carol Fran / Fortune Teller ¡ Benny Spellman / Sugar Babe ¡ Buster Brown / Anna (Go to Him) ¡ Arthur Alexander (there is also a version of this song by the Beatles, which I personally prefer, but the âreal modsâ didnt listen to the Beatles) / Its Gonna Work Out Fine ¡ Ike and Tina Turner /  You Need Love ¡ Muddy Waters / Shake for Me ¡ Howlinâ Wolf / Bring It To Jerome ¡ Bo Diddley / You Can Pack Your Suitcase ¡ Fats Domino / Something You Got ¡ Chris Kenner / Creole Alley ¡ Lee Allen / Tipitina ¡ Professor Longhair / Stranger Blues ¡ Elmore James / Stormy Monday Blues ¡ Bobby Bland / Spoonful ¡ Etta James / Set Me Free ¡ Irma Thomas / If You Live ¡ Mose Allison / Having A Good Time ¡ Huey âPianoâ Smith & His Clowns / Shakinâ All Over ¡ Johnny Kidd & The Pirates / Baby Please Donât Go ¡ Muddy Waters / A Certain Girl ¡ Ernie K .Doe / In the Open ¡ Freddie King / Cozyâs Mambo ¡ Cozy Cole / Shout ¡ The Isley Brothers / Ya Ya ¡ Lee Dorsey / One Hand Washes the Other ¡ Prince Buster & The All Stars / Congo Mombo ¡ Guitar Gable / I´m a Lover Not a Fighter ¡ Lazy Boots / Iâm a King Bee ¡ Slim Harpo / Something Else ¡ Eddie Cochran / Free for All ¡ King Curtis / Railroad Track ¡ Laurel Aitken & The Blue Beats / Feel So Fine [With Drumbagoâs Band] ¡ Derrick & Patsy / Detroit City Blues ¡ Fats Domino / Take Good Care of My Baby ¡ Dion / Work Song ¡ Cannonball Adderley / Boogie in My Bones ¡ Laurel Aitken / Sunrise Serenade ¡ Willie Mitchell / Easy Snapping ¡ Clue J & His Blues Blasters with vocal by Theophilus Beckford / Tonk Game ¡ Hank Marr / Everybodys Whalinâ ¡ Huey âPianoâ Smith & His Clowns / Ooh Poo Pah Doo ¡ Jessie Hill / Night Train ¡ Jimmy Forrest / I Gotta Dance To Keep From Crying ¡ Smokey Robinson & The Miracles / Shake, Rattle And Roll ¡ Sam Cooke / Got To Hurry ¡ Eric Clapton / Do Wah Diddy Diddy ¡ Manfred Mann
Enjoy!
#playlist#link#mods#mod#mod movement#1960s#60s#sixties#swinging sixtie#music#audio#mine#here you go#theres alot of blues which i love#also some early who songs which are so good#everytime i listen to this playlist i wanna time travel
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enhypen as your boyfriend.
boyfriend!enhypen x gen!reader. fluff. 1.9k. curse words. mention of bugs, food. not requested.
đ â¸â¸ HEESEUNG ËđˇË
super-duper caring !!
heâs so whipped for you â he smiles just by thinking about you
also very giggly around you
LOVES lending you his beanies
(aka. you stealing them..)
+ you steal his earrings as well ! not that he minds
absolutely adores singing for you / he loves singing you to sleep :D
hold up, is being heeseungâs s/o just being his personal ramen cook đ¤¨đ¤¨
he aaalwaays bugs you to play games with him (especially wii and nintendo switch lmao)
either that or youâre playing animal crossing while eating takeout at your dinner table
youâre the only person in the world who heâll ever do aegyo for.Â
he secretly enjoys it, but shhh you didnât hear that from me
i think he likes calling you names like cutie, cutiepie or just a shorter version of your name <3 (if there is one !)
booping your nose is on his everyday to do list âď¸
lowkey therapist & boyfriend in one ngl
WAIT he loves making playlists for you two,,Â
ây/n! i made another playlist, do you wanna listen to it? i made it while thinking of you.â <//3Â
the type to write cheesy lyrics about you, then later cringes at his own writing bUT then leaves it like that because you like it !
you have his cover of lauvâs âiâm so tiredâ either set as your alarm or play it on loop everydayÂ
(random but for some reason i can picture him giving you a cassette with his cover on it just for the vintage vibes)
đ â¸â¸ JAY ËđˇË
the mom-and-boyfriend in one ;]Â
f a s h i o n  c o u p l eÂ
you are literally fashion icons. no disagreements.Â
you have matching clothes or accessories ! even if itâs really subtle, the gesture behind it is super adorable <//3
cooking pt. 2 :D but this time thereâs a gorden ramsay in your relationship
i can just SEE how you both two impersonate gorden ramsay while cooking which makes everything 10 times funnier !! checks every 5 seconds if the food is ready tho because he doesnât wanna risk anything
never cleans up afterwards, either you do or no one does
since youâre both fashion icons your social media followers are going đđđ
literally couple goals.
he loves taking pictures of you,, but also wants you to take pictures of himÂ
jay gets flustered easily so please make him flustered with sudden compliments, hugs, kisses, etc. !!
heâs also the only member i can really see calling you babe
confident but shy about pda at the same time ??? heâs both LOLÂ
you always tease him with his RAS moments and randomly quote them when youâre in the middle of a conversation with him lmao
random and idk if this fits here, but he likes making your lunch â leaves you encouraging notes too <3
last but not least: jokingly gets angry at you when he wants something from you, and you do the same thing back âĄ
đ â¸â¸ JAKE ËđˇË
sweetest and softest boyfriend to ever exist. iâm so soft for him JSHSHS
definitely calls you sweetie and darling. 100%. fight me if you think otherwise.Â
shows you pics of layla everyday (itâs become routine for him >_<)
a tiny bit clichĂŠ BUT lends you his jacket whenever youâre cold (even when youâre inside !!)
random thought: jake puts his hands in your hoodie pockets...
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itâs his personal goal to peck your cheek and forehead at least twice a day â gets pouty if he wasnât able to do that ))):::
talks in english a lot because you love his accent !!
if youâre an english speaker, youâll have conversations in english all. the. time.
if youâre not an english speaker, no worries, heâll teach you !
+ reads you bedtime stories in english (jakeâs australian accent >>>)Â
dreams of travelling with you to australia <33Â Â
if thereâs a bug in the house you better know that jake will NOT be removing them and runs out of the house
WILL stay over at one of the other memberâs houses untill that bug is REMOVED .Â
so if youâre afraid of bugs as well,,, iâm sorry bae, but itâll be your task to remove these little... creatures đ
ngl you have more photos of layla than of him on your phone lol
(spams you with her pictures and captions them with ây/n!!! look!!! layla with a flower!!!! layla with a butterfly!!!!â itâs just so sweet aaa)
we need some âââdramaâââ so you make jokes about him being a âđĽśđ¸đĽđŞâ boy a lot in your relationship LMAO
đ â¸â¸ SUNGHOON ËđˇË
ice skating dates.
this has been mentioned in other headcanons a lot already but i just HAD to include it,,
convinces you to eat ice cream after your date LOL even if it IS winter
btw. fashion couple nr. 2 !!!Â
MIRROR SELCAS
MIRROR SELCASÂ
ugh the visuals and the power you two hold,,,, i canât,,,,,
has better clothes than you ngl so you share clothes lmao
it started with him lending you his sweatpants, but then you didnât want to return them��forgot to return them and BOOM đĽÂ here we are
extremely awkward and shy at first â donât worry though, he becomes much more chaotic in the later phases of your relationship
he teases you SO MUCH. LIKE. SO MUCH.
always has small smile (smirk?) on his face when heâs about to make a cocky remark (so beware)
you tease him back just twice as hard which 1.) results in him in becoming flustered 2.) fails LOL
off-topic but heâd love a s/o that has a similar style to him ??? a more elegant, classy, dark style perhaps
when heâs away / busy heâll send you some selcas and captions them with âhow r u doing??â âdid you eat yet?â âcheer up :PâÂ
kinda shy about pda but likes showing off too ???
i mean,, men... đđ /lh
whenever someone mentions your name near him, heâll just try to hide his smile while biting his lip (yk what iâm talking about???) and youâll see his dimples and the affectionate look in his eyes and just AAAAA
the type of boyfriend that calls you love~
đ â¸â¸ SUNOO ËđˇË
skin care routines with sunoo 24/7 đ¤
he does your hair (if your hair is long enough to do different hairstyles with it ofc !!)Â
send you daily weekly skin care products he thinks you two should try out / thatâd be good for your skin <3
spa nights every friday at 9pm â he only lets you in if you wear a stylish pyjama LOL
you buy him peach items because they just remind you so much of him (・â˘Ě︿â˘Ě・)
SELCA TIME !!! his phone is always ready !!! (apart from his storage maybe?)
PARTICIPATES IN SELCA DAYS OF YOUR FAVOURITE IDOLS AAA
loves to go on walks w u
does A LOT of aegyo,,Â
and i know that you knew that this point will be in this headcanon.
for eg. instead of saying goodnight or bye heâll just do aegyo for you not that anyone minds tbh
stages of sunoo flirting (?):
a â tries to compliment you (it sounds more like a flirty remark tbh)
b â realizes then blushes
c â cringes and runs away LMAO
playfully acts jealous, so you know itâs a joke but deep down heâs actually jealous
you two match each others vibes a lot â if one is sad, the other is sad as well
+ tells you your posture is bad when you sit like a banana or tells you to go to sleep early and when you donât listen to him, heâll show you an article that proves that (abc) and (xyz) is bad for you and says âi told you so.â đ
đ â¸â¸ JUNGWON ËđˇË
impresses you by doing kicks (does the kick cap challenge on tiktok and/or you play kick it by nct 127 for the funzies)Â
poking his dimple is a MUST . đŠđŠ
though gets super shy when you kiss him and also if you buy him gifts !!
cheers you up whenever you feel down or are upset
compliments you a ton ))): will randomly come up to you and tell you that your fit is cute or that you look brighter today,,, little does he know it's because of him ;]
HUGS!HUGS!HUGS
poking his dimple comes first, then hugging
the other members tease you two everytime youâre over LOL itâs like there are two koalas clinging onto each other
our yang garden gained another sheep +1
you two randomly play sheep,,,, like,,, everyday ???? sheep cosplays đ
idk why ig itâs just fun to imitate sheep and go âmmmeEeEeeEhhâ to annoy others
talking of that, even THOUGH he is a responsible leader he will not hesitate to do stupid shit with you
âhey how about we ring on that house there and yell âsheep for sale!â do you think theyâll open the door?â
âi donât know... letâs find out!â đ¤
letâs just say that this didnât end well..
also kinda bullies you (in a loving way ofc !!) pand teases you nonstop
either calls you asshole or love aHA
in conclusion: a very unpredictable relationship,, would 10/10 recommend.
very random but i feel like his love language is acts of service
đ â¸â¸ NI-KI ËđˇË
oh look itâs our tsundere đź
canât go a day without dancing so you two have vibing sessions at 2am everyday ft. the others telling you to go to bed
youâre the only one that can make him soft lol
if youâre older than him, you would definitely take care of him like your own baby !!Â
if you are the same age as him or younger itâd be awkward for him at first, because he isnât used to taking care of someone younger, so heâd treat you as if you were his best friend at the beginning
you love to watch him dance !! itâs so satisfying,, LITERAL asmr.
pranks you 24/7. boy has NO mercy. will not care if the others will scold him later. he will do the prank smoothly (?) â doesnât care about the consequences LMAO
probably sets your alarm to someone screaming or a cringy aegyo song <//3
wants to film dance covers with you !! you donât have to be the best dancer either !! as long as you have fun ^__^Â
the other members find you really cute but are also vERY TIRED OF YOU,, two energized teens in a relationship was not a good idea âď¸
likes to randomly hold your hand and swing it aroundÂ
probably distant at the beginning of the relationship because a.) he doesnât want to pressure you/make things awkward b.) he doesnât really know what to do either ???
(if youâre not japanese or donât know how to speak japanese) heâll definitely teach you some japanese phrases and words !! introduce you to his culture as well :DD and he really wants to know more about your culture too <3
teaches you phrases like âsunoo is a dumbassâ for the funzies LOL
randomly makes micheal jackson impressions,,, itâs hilarious LMFAO
#enhypen#enhypen imagines#enhypen headcanons#enhypen reactions#enhypen scenarios#heeseung#jay#jake#sunghoon#sunoo#jungwon#niki#lee heeseung#park jay#sim jake#park sunghoon#kim sunoo#yang jungwon#nishimura riki#enhypen heeseung#enhypen jay#enhypen jake#enhypen sunghoon#enhypen sunoo#enhypen jungwon#enhypen niki#enhypen fluff#enhypen x reader
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Terrible Things (Mayday Parade) // Joe Mazzello angst/sad. Song request.
.You know you can request any song with any celebritie crush or just a simple request. SEND THEM TO MY ASK BOX. My tag list is also open. The spanish version is after the english one
I must say, this was really hard to write, I didnât know how to end up the story, but I liked the result.
Requested: anon. hey there!! i was wondering if you can write a joe mazzello imagine based on terrible things by mayday parade? iâm craving for angst yet kinda fluffyâ˘ď¸ joe right now hehe thank you in advance love<3 Â
Summary: The (Y/LN)-Mazzello have to fight against a horrible illness.
Words: 2.218.
Warnings: Cancer, and everything that has to do with it.
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Another month in that same chair of the hospital. I look around, there are faces that we know, other ones are new, and some, sadly, are gone. But all the faces are sad, what do you expect from the oncology floor of a hospital? This zone is special, the majority of the man, we come accompanied by a woman who are watching his life fall down. I look to my wonderful wife, (Y/N), with her kerchief on the head. Everytime we are here I try to remember when this horrible trip started, when the cancer made a very big place for itself in our lives.
It was a night of november, we were finishing filming, I came home to (Y/N) by herself.
"Where is Joey?"
"I drop him off at my parents house, we need a night by our own." I smiled at her, innocent, expecting a romantic dinner and a nonstop sex night. But that night my life changed completely. "Sit in the couch, I have to show you one thing" she said that very serious. I sat by her side and she took my hands between hers. "Two weeks ago I felt a breast lump, I didn't thought it was something, but I went to the gynecologist just in case. I didn't told you anything so you didn't get worried." I nodded, surprised because she hadn't tell me.
"And when will they give you the results?" I asked, innocently.
"They gave them to me today, Joe. I have breast cancer, stage 2."
Everything stopped, my breath, my heart. The only thing I heard was the wall clock doing "tick-tack", like wanting to say that our time was running. I felt my wife's eyes get wet, I felt my eyes get wet, I touch her ring, in her ring finger. Everything started again, tha pain my father lived for months, now in my wife.
"Sweetie..." I whispered. The tears were running down our cheeks. (Y/N) fell on me with a hug. We shivered together, we cried together, God knows how long. Suddenly we were in our king sized bed, (Y/N) on my chest, making a puddle of tears on my t-shirt. I kissed her forehead, and tried to say something at last. "You will get out of it, and I'll help you. You're a warrior."
"I just want you to know that I love you, you and Joey."
"We know that, my love." We kept crying, I didn't want to imagine life without her. It was too early for that, our son was four years old, we had been married for only six years. I remember taking her hand, her delicate hand, with those nails, always painted with red. I had done that action so many times: the first time we kissed, that night at the cinema; in our wedding; when she was giving birth to Joey. And I was taking her hand while the disease that killed my father, was killing her. "What now?"
"The tumor didn't metastasized, that's good. But it's too big to treat it with only chemotherapy. Firstly they'll give me some chemotherapy sessions to reduce it, they'll operate and then we'll see." (Y/N) looked at my eyes, "I will start in two weeks." I nodded, for then we would have already wrapped so I could be with her as long as she needed. "I'm scared, Joe."
I told her that everything would be fine, but I was scared to death.
Two weeks after that we were together in a hospital room, watching a movie while they injected her the first doses of chemotherapy. We were scared, because we didn't knew how bad would that be on her body, probably really damn bad. And it was really damn bad, the first hours weren't that bad, but she threw up for the first time that night. At the third day she didn't had any force to stand up so she just threw up without warning me. The fifth day started the "clarity", (Y/N) started eating. But she also started to go off the dizziness brought about the fever, so she started realising the situation.
"I wanna see Joey."
"I know, honey, but he can bring here germs from the school and you could get sicker."
(Y/N) just nodded, some tears run off her eyes, but she said she was okay, she didn't want me to get worried.
One of the biggest problems came after the second cycle of chemotherapy, her hair started to fell off. A man losing his hair is tough, but a woman losing hers is terrible. The first time we met (Y/N) had this long brown hair, it was like that until now. When she realised what was going she decided to shaved it. I helped her. I remember her looking herself in the mirror while we did it, the tears didn't stop falling without any noise.
Even so, there were happy moments, when the week session ended, (Y/N) and Joey would meet again, my heart raced the day Joey arrived home after (Y/N) had shaved her head, but he loved it.
"Mommy, you're like the one from Dr. Strange."
"Yes, sweetheart, do you like it?" the kid looked to her mother smiling and whispering "cool".
But when I had to take him to his grandparents house before the chemotherapy it was horrible. Joey always asked about his mother.
"Mom is going to be okay, right, daddy?"
"Of course she will, champ."
"But Scott said the other day that his aunt died of mom's sickness."
"Don't worry, your mother it's a fighter and she is going to get well. I promise."
When I came back to the car, half an hour later, I started to listen to (Y/N)'s playlist, a song I haven't heard before started. I couldn't take off that song of my head for months. "Terrible Things" by Mayday Parade.
By the time I was your age I'd give anything to fall in love truly
was all I could think
that's when I met your mother
the girl of my dreams
the most beautiful woman that I'd ever seen.
She said boy can I tell you a wonderful thing?
"I can't help but notice you staring at me
I know I shouldn't say this, but I really believe
I can tell by your eyes that you're in love with me."
Now son, I'm only telling you this because life can do terrible things.
I didn't wanted to keep listening to it, I know where that story was leading, even though, I couldn't stop listening to it. That song wasn't in that playlist before, (Y/N) had put it there some days before.
Now most of the time we'd have too much to drink
and we'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything.
Too young to notice and too dumb to care
love was a story that couldn't compare.
I said girl can I tell you a wonderful thing?
"I made you a present with paper and string
open with care now, I'm asking you please
you know that I love you
will you marry me?"
Suddenly, and for the first time since my wife told me she had cancer, I cried like a kid, lonely, driving back home, listening to the story I hoped not live.
Now son I'm only telling you this because life can do terrible things
you'll learn one day, and I hope and I pray that God shows you differently.
She said boy can I tell you a terrible thing?
"It seems that I'm sick and I've only got weeks.
Please don't be sad now, I really believe
you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me."
I parked in front of the house we bought seven years ago and just listened, I didn't want to think that (Y/N) had listened this song in those months, but she had, it wouldn't be there otherwise. I felt three knocks on the window and saw my wike, hairless, making a sign for me to open the door.
"Honey, what happens?" she said worried when I opened the door. I pointed the radio of the car, where the last verse was playing, without saying anything, because of the sobbing.
Slow, so slow, I fell to the ground on my knees.
So don't fall in love there's just too much to lose
if you're given the choice, I'm begging you choose to walk away, walk away
don't let it get you, I can't bare to see the same happen to you.
Now son, I'm only telling you this, because life can do terrible things.
"Sweetie..." she gave me her hand, helping me to get out, we hugged in the middle of the yard. "I'm sorry, I didn't remember that my Spotify is connected to your car radio."
"Why do you listen to that song?" Â I took her cheeks with my hands, crying.
"Because I have to prepare ourselves for everything, Joe. A lot of people die of this and I want to have things that remind me that I have to live to the limit for the time that is left, it doesn't matter if it's a year or forty. This encourage me to fight."
"Then, anything that helps you to fight, it's fine for me."
"I love you"
"I love you more."
"That is not possible, Joey."
Six months went by, chemotherapy cycles continued. (Y/N) was feeling dejected, but she knew that the treatment was like that, and she was encouraged to continue with it. In the seventh month they operated her, it was a simple and short operation, but I was really scared. The postoperative went fine, the bad part was going home, the day that (Y/N) took off the bandage and saw for the first time her operated breast. A long line traveled from where there used to be a nipple to her armpit. She cried in front of the mirror much more time than when she shaved her head.
"I'm so ugly." I had never heard (Y/N) say something so serious.
"Sweetheart, you are not."
"For god's sake, Joe, look at me. I've no hair, I only have one boob. I'm not a woman anymore, I'm a disease that fucked up this last year to you and to Joey."
"(Y/N), I don't want to listen that from you ever, not even as a joke." I made her turn around and look at my eyes. "Look at me, you are the most beautiful, precious, pretty, nice person I've ever met, inside and outside. Obviously this last year wasn't wonderful, it sucked, but it didn't suck because of you. And it doesn't matter that it sucked because we have stick together, we have seen our son grow old, we have seen ourselves grow. And Joey loves you, do you know what he told me the other day when we went out of the hospital?" (Y/N) denied with her head. "That you are his favourite superhero."
(Y/N) started crying again, but of emotion, she whispered: "I love you both". She turned around, facing the mirror. "But you've to admit that I'm not as sexy as I was before."
I approached her, I hugged her from behind and I whispered. "Love, if you only knew how much you turn me on... all your doubts would be over. Let's go to bed and I'll show you."
The operation was fine, but not as successful as we hoped. So they kept giving her chemotherapy.
And here we are now, a year and a half after that night when everything started, we were about to go inside the doctor's office, to do the same, they told us the tumor was still there, the chemotherapy was doing her job, but it was slow. Last night, when we were in bed, reading each one a book, she stared at me, stroked my face and thank me.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because when it's three in the morning, I wake up from a nightmare, I think I'm not gonna make it, I'm not going to escape from cancer, that it will have me like this forever, When I want to stop fighting. I just have to turn around, move a little to wake you up, and the first thing you do is smile, that's when I remember why I have to keep fighting. And thank you for taking care of Joey so long and so good. I wouldn't have gotten here if it wasn't for the two of you." I felt my eyes fill up with tears. I answered that we wouldn't live without her, her smile and her fightness.
I observe her for a while while she reads the newspaper on her phone. We had been repeating this doctor appointment for six months, expecting them to say that everything was over that there was no sign of disease in (Y/N)'s breast. And even though we didn't verbalised it we were each time less hopeful and we saw it every time further away.
"(Y/N) (Y/LN)-Mazzello." the nurse says. We go into the doctor's office.
"Good morning (Y/N), good morning Joe." We shake her hand to the doctor that had attended us from the first moment. "Let's see." She takes some informs and scans from the packet that we always had with us. The doctor smiles. "(Y/N), you don't have cancer anymore."
I look to my beautiful wife and whisper "Sweetie.." just as I did when she told me about her illness. Our eyes fill up with tears, and suddenly, we are on each other arms. I won't have to show Joey that horrible song by Mayday Parade. If we show it to him, it would be together, so he knows the terrible things that happen in life.
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Otro mes en la misma silla de hospital. Miro a mi alrededor, hay caras que ya conocĂamos, otras han aparecido, y otras, desgraciadamente, desaparecieron hace meses. Pero todo son caras tristes, ÂżquĂŠ se espera de la planta de oncologĂa de un hospital? Esta zona es especial, la mayorĂa de los hombres venimos acompaĂąados de una mujer que ve su vida caer. Miro a mi maravillosa mujer, (Y/N), con su paĂąuelo en la cabeza. Siempre que venimos aquĂ intento recordar cuĂĄndo comenzĂł este horrible viaje, cuĂĄndo el cĂĄncer se hizo un hueco demasiado grande en nuestra vida.
Fue una noche de noviembre, yo estaba terminando de rodar, lleguĂŠ a casa y me encontrĂŠ a (Y/N) sola.
âÂżDĂłnde estĂĄ Joey?â
 âLo he dejado en casa de mis padres, necesitamos una noche a solas.â Yo sonreĂ, inocente, esperando una cena romĂĄntica y una noche de desenfreno. Pero esa noche mi vida cambiĂł por completo. âSiĂŠntate en el sofĂĄ, tengo que enseĂąarte una cosa.â Dijo muy seria. Nos sentamos el uno al lado del otro y me cogiĂł de las manos. âHace dos semanas me sentĂ un bulto en el pecho, no pensĂŠ que fuera nada, pero por si acaso fui al ginecĂłlogo. No te dije nada porque no querĂa preocuparte.â Yo asentĂ, sorprendido porque no me hubiera dicho nada.
 âÂżY cuando te dan los resultados?â preguntĂŠ inocentemente.
 âMe los han dado hoy, Joe. Tengo cĂĄncer de mama, en estadio dos.â
Todo se parĂł, mi respiraciĂłn, mi corazĂłn. Lo Ăşnico que podĂa oĂr era el reloj de pared haciendo tick-tack, como queriendo decirme que se me acababa el tiempo. NotĂŠ los ojos de mi mujer humedecerse, notĂŠ los mĂos humedecerse, toquĂŠ su anillo en el dedo anular de su mano derecha. Todo volvĂa a empezar, el sufrimiento que viviĂł mi padre durante varios meses, esta vez en mi mujer.
âCariĂąoâŚâ susurrĂŠ. Las lĂĄgrimas habĂan comenzado a caer por nuestras mejillas. (Y/N) se tirĂł encima de mĂ, en un abrazo. Temblamos juntos, lloramos juntos, quiĂŠn sabe durante cuĂĄnto tiempo. Pero de repente estĂĄbamos tumbados en nuestra cama de matrimonio, (Y/N) sobre mi pecho, creando un charco de lĂĄgrimas en mi camiseta. Le besĂŠ en la frente y conseguĂ decir algo, por fin. âSaldrĂĄs de esta, y yo te ayudarĂŠ. Eres una luchadora.â
 âYo sĂłlo quiero que sepas que te quiero, a ti y a Joey.â
 âYa lo sabemos, mi vida.â Seguimos llorando un rato mĂĄs, no querĂa imaginarme la vida sin ella. Era demasiado pronto como para que pasara esto, nuestro hijo solo tenĂa cuatro aĂąos, llevĂĄbamos apenas seis casados. Recuerdo coger su mano, su delicada mano, con esas uĂąas siempre pintadas de rojo. HabĂa cogido esa mano en tantos momentos, la primera vez que nos besamos, aquella tarde en el cine; en la boda, saliendo de la iglesia; durante el parto de Joey. Y ahora se la daba mientras la enfermedad que matĂł a mi padre, le mataba a ella. âÂżY ahora quĂŠ?â
 âEl tumor no ha hecho metĂĄstasis, eso es bueno. Pero es demasiado grande como para tratarlo solo con quimioterapia. Primero me van a dar varias sesiones de quimio para reducirlo lo mĂĄximo posible, me operarĂĄn y luego ya veremosâ (Y/N) me mirĂł a los ojos. âComienzo en dos semanas.â Yo asentĂ, para ese dĂa ya habrĂamos cerrado rodaje, podrĂa estar con ella todo el tiempo que fuese suficiente. âTengo miedo, Joe.â
 Le dije que no tenĂa por quĂŠ, porque todo iba a ir de maravilla, pero la verdad es que yo tambiĂŠn tenĂa mucho miedo.
  Dos semanas despuĂŠs estĂĄbamos juntos en una sala de hospital, viendo una peli mientras le inyectaban la primera dosis de quimioterapia. EstĂĄbamos asustados, porque no sabĂamos cĂłmo le sentarĂa, pero seguramente mal. Y asĂ fue, las primeras horas no fueron mal, pero esa misma noche (Y/N) vomitĂł por primera vez. El tercer dĂa ya no tenĂa ni fuerzas para levantarse de la cama, asĂ que vomitaba sin siquiera avisarme. El quinto dĂa empezĂł a haber mĂĄs claridad, (Y/N) empezĂł a comer un poco. Pero tambiĂŠn, al salir de los mareos provocados por la fiebre, se empezĂł a dar cuenta de la situaciĂłn.
 âQuiero ver a Joey.â
 âYa lo se, cariĂąo, pero puede venir con gĂŠrmenes del cole, y te podrĂa pegar algo.â
 (Y/N) solo asentĂa, se escapaban varias lĂĄgrimas siempre, pero siempre decĂa que estaba bien, que no querĂa preocuparme.
 Uno de los mayores problemas llegĂł tras el segundo ciclo de quimioterapia, se le empezĂł a caer el pelo. Que un hombre pierda el pelo era duro, pero que una mujer lo perdiera, era horrible. Cuando nos conocimos (Y/N) tenĂa el pelo larguĂsimo, y asĂ habĂa sido hasta ese momento. Cuando se empezĂł a dar cuenta de lo que estaba sucediendo decidiĂł raparse. Yo le ayudĂŠ. Recuerdo como se miraba al espejo mientras lo hacĂamos, las lĂĄgrimas caĂan constantemente sin hacer ningĂşn ruido.
 Aun asĂ, habĂa momentos felices, cuando pasaba una semana desde que le daban la sesiĂłn, (Y/N) y Joey se rencontraban, mi corazĂłn latĂa a mil el dĂa que Joey llegĂł a casa despuĂŠs de que (Y/N) se hubiera rapado. Pero a ĂŠl le encantĂł.
 âMamĂĄ, eres como la de Dr. Strange.â
 âSi, cariĂąo, Âżte gusta?â el niĂąo mirĂł a su madre sonriendo y susurrando âmolaâ.
 Pero cuando tenĂa que llevarle a casa de sus abuelos antes de la quimio era horrible. Joey siempre preguntaba sobre su madre.
 âMamĂĄ se va a curar Âża quĂŠ si, papĂĄ?â
 âClaro que sĂ, campeĂłn.â
 âPero Scott dijo el otro dĂa que su tĂa se muriĂł de la enfermedad de mamĂĄ.â
 âNo te preocupes, mamĂĄ es una luchadora y va a salir de esta. Te lo prometo.â
 Cuando volvĂ a entrar en el coche, media hora despuĂŠs, empezĂł a sonar en la playlist de (Y/N) una canciĂłn que no habĂa oĂdo nunca. Pero que no borrarĂa de mi cabeza. Era âTerrible Thingsâ de Mayday Parade.
 By the time I was your age I'd give anything to fall in love truly
was all I could think
that's when I met your mother
the girl of my dreams
the most beautiful woman that I'd ever seen.
She said boy can I tell you a wonderful thing?
"I can't help but notice you staring at me
I know I shouldn't say this, but I really believe
I can tell by your eyes that you're in love with me."
Now son, I'm only telling you this because life can do terrible things.
 No querĂa seguir escuchĂĄndola, sabĂa los derroteros que iba a tomar la canciĂłn, y aĂşn asi, no podĂa parar de escucharla. Esa canciĂłn no habĂa estado en esa playlist nunca, la habĂa aĂąadido (Y/N) uno de estos Ăşltimos dĂas.
 Now most of the time we'd have too much to drink
and we'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything.
Too young to notice and too dumb to care
love was a story that couldn't compare.
I said girl can I tell you a wonderful thing?
"I made you a present with paper and string
open with care now, I'm asking you please
you know that I love you
will you marry me?"
 De repente, y desde el dĂa que me enterĂŠ del cĂĄncer de mi mujer, volvĂ a llorar como un niĂąo, a solas, conduciendo de vuelta a casa, escuchando la historia que esperaba nunca vivir.
 Now son I'm only telling you this because life can do terrible things
you'll learn one day, and I hope and I pray that God shows you differently.
She said boy can I tell you a terrible thing?
"It seems that I'm sick and I've only got weeks.
Please don't be sad now, I really believe
you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me."
 AparquĂŠ delante de la casa que compramos hace siete aĂąos y escuchĂŠ, no querĂa pensar que (Y/N) habĂa escuchado esta canciĂłn en los Ăşltimos meses, pero tenĂa que haberlo hecho, sino no estarĂa ahĂ. NotĂŠ tres golpes en la ventana y vi a mi mujer, sin pelo, hacer seĂąas para que abriera la puerta.
 âCariĂąo, ÂżquĂŠ te pasa?â dijo en tono preocupado cuando abrĂ. SeĂąalĂŠ a la radio del coche, en la que sonaba la Ăşltima estrofa, sin poder articular palabra a causa del lloro
 Slow, so slow, I fell to the ground on my knees.
So don't fall in love there's just too much to lose
if you're given the choice, I'm begging you choose to walk away, walk away
don't let it get you, I can't bare to see the same happen to you.
Now son, I'm only telling you this, because life can do terrible things.
âCariĂąoâŚâ Me dio la mano para que saliera. Nos abrazamos en el jardĂn. âLo siento, no me acordaba que tienes mi Spotify conectado a tu coche.â
 âÂżPor quĂŠ escuchas esa canciĂłn?â cogĂ sus mejillas con mis manos, todavĂa llorando.
 âPorque tengo que prepararnos para todo, Joe. Mucha gente muere de esto y quiero tener cosas que me recuerden que tengo que vivir al mĂĄximo el tiempo que me quede, sea un aĂąo o sean cuarenta. Esto me anima a luchar.â
 âEntonces, cualquier cosa que te anime a luchar, me parece bienâ
 âTe quiero.â
 âYo te quiero mĂĄs.â
 âEso es imposible, Joey.â
Pasaron seis meses, los ciclos de quimioterapia continuaron. Dejaban a (Y/N) machacada, pero era lo que habĂa. A los siete meses entrĂł en quirĂłfano, era una operaciĂłn corta y sencilla, pero yo estaba muy asustado. El postoperatorio fue bien, lo duro fue llegar a casa, el dĂa que (Y/N) se quitĂł el vendaje y viĂł por primera vez su pecho operado, una larga lĂnea recorrĂa su torso desde donde antes estaba su pezĂłn hasta su axila. LlorĂł frente al espejo mucho mĂĄs tiempo que cuando se rapĂł.
 âSoy feĂsima.â Nunca habĂa oĂdo a (Y/N) decir algo de forma tan seria.
 âCariĂąo, no lo eres.â
âPor el amor de Dios, Joe, mĂrame. No tengo pelo. No tengo una teta. No soy una mujer, soy una enfermedad que te ha jodido el Ăşltimo aĂąo de vida, a ti y a Joey.â
 â(Y/N), no quiero volver a escucharte decir eso. Ni siquiera en broma.â Le di la vuelta e hice que me mirara a los ojos. âMĂrame, eres la persona mĂĄs bonita que he conocido jamĂĄs, por dentro y por fuera. Obviamente este aĂąo no ha sido maravilloso, ha sido una mierda, pero no ha sido una mierda por tu culpa. Y da igual que haya sido una mierda porque hemos estado juntos los tres, hemos visto a nuestro hijo crecer, nos hemos visto crecer. Y Joey te adora, Âżsabes quĂŠ me dijo el otro dĂa cuando salimos de verte del hospital?â (Y/N) negĂł con la cabeza. âQue eras su super hĂŠroe favorito.â
 (Y/N) llorĂł mĂĄs, pero esta vez de emociĂłn, susurrĂł: âos quieroâ y se dio la vuelta y se mirĂł al espejo otra vez. âPero tienes que admitir que ya no soy tan sexy como antes.â
 Me acerquĂŠ a ella, la abracĂŠ desde detrĂĄs y le susurrĂŠ âCariĂąo, si supieras lo que me pones⌠Se te quitaban todas las dudas. Vamos a la cama que te lo demuestre.â
  La operaciĂłn habĂa ido bien, pero no tan bien como esperĂĄbamos. Siguieron dĂĄndole quimio.
 Y aquĂ estamos otra vez, un aĂąo y medio despuĂŠs de aquella noche en la que comenzĂł todo, a punto de entrar en una consulta para que nos dijeran que el tumor sigue ahĂ y que la quimio hacĂa efecto, pero iba lenta. Anoche, cuando estĂĄbamos en la cama, cada uno leyendo su libro me mirĂł fijamente, me tocĂł la cara, y me dio las gracias.
 âÂżPor quĂŠ?â respondĂ yo.
 âPorque cuando son las tres de la maĂąana y me despierto de una pesadilla, y pienso que nunca voy a escapar del cĂĄncer, que siempre va a tenerme asĂ. Cuando se me quitan las ganas de luchar. SĂłlo tengo que girarme, moverme un poco para despertarte y lo primero que haces es sonreĂrme, ahĂ es cuando recuerdo porquĂŠ debo seguir luchando. Y gracias por cuidar tanto y tan bien de Joey este tiempo. No podrĂa haber llegado hasta aquĂ si no hubiera sido por vosotros dos.â NotĂŠ mis ojos llenarse de lĂĄgrimas. RespondĂ que no podĂamos vivir sin ella, sin su sonrisa y sin su carĂĄcter luchador.
 La observo durante un rato mientras lee el periĂłdico en el mĂłvil. LlevĂĄbamos seis meses repitiendo esta consulta, esperando a que nos dijeran que todo habĂa terminado, que no habĂa rastro de enfermedad en el pecho de (Y/N). Y aunque no lo dijĂŠramos, cada vez tenĂamos menos esperanzas y cada vez lo veĂamos mĂĄs lejos.
 â(Y/N) (Y/LN)â dice la enfermera. Pasamos a la consulta de la doctora.
 âBuenos dĂas (Y/N), buenos dĂas Joe.â Le damos la mando a la amable doctora que nos habĂa atendido desde el primer momento. âVeamos.â Dice sacando unos informes y radiografĂas del sobre que siempre llevĂĄbamos con nosotros. La doctora sonrĂe. â(Y/N), ya no tienes cĂĄncer.â
 Miro a mi preciosa mujer y susurro âCariĂąoâŚâ igual que lo habĂa hecho cuando me enterĂŠ de la enfermedad de (Y/N). Nuestros ojos se llenan de lĂĄgrimas, y de repente, estamos entre los brazos del otro. Ya no tendrĂŠ que enseĂąarle a Joey esa horrible canciĂłn de Mayday Parade. Si se la enseĂąamos serĂĄ juntos, para que sepa las terribles cosas que pasan en la vida.
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Shitloads Of Wrestling Interview: The GymNasty Boys [May 4th, 2018]
I cannot explain The Gym Nasty Boys. Thereâs Timmy Lou Retton, a baton-twirling ribbon dancer who is a gymnast by day, pro grappler by night. Then, thereâs White Mike. Attempting to explain him would be like chasing a fish across ice. Heâs unpredictable in both mannerisms and in-ring action, but what puzzles fans about both wrestlersâ personalities is completely forgotten when the duo show what they can do in the ring. Thereâs a reason that The Gym Nasty Boys are tag team YAMpions in THREE different companies, and in this very fun, bizarre interview with one of the hottest tag teams going today!
SOW: First, let me start off by talking about how I first heard of you both. The first time I'd heard of Timmy Lou Retton was watching a video from when you took on Delirious and I see this jacked, stout fellow coming out with a ribbon, twirling it around and inciting anger in people. Then I get word from a Tumblr user that a wrestler by the name of "White Mike" is facing New Jack and immediately, I think "Wow, someone actually planned a murder!" With that being said, what was it that made you two insanely gifted and extravagant personalities come together to form your tag team?
RETTON: We were traveling with The Ugly Ducklings and we became close friends who loved being silly and wrestling. We were in a room with The Ugly Ducklings, The Carnies and The Heatseekers talking about the true art of Tag Team Wrestling. We decided that we would be a team that would be compared with some of the best today.
MIKE: We was just riding with the Ducks doing the same loopskis as them. Timmy and I would joke and say we should tag. We'd laugh about it but, we had some dope ideas.. We also started to become brothers and sexual partners.. That last part isn't true! Winky face.
SOW: Well I definitely feel like you guys have become one of the most talked-about tag teams, especially after Mike's Reddi-Whip incident...
MIKE:Â Timmy wasn't in that!
RETTON: Nasty by Association.
MIKE:Â I ate Effyâs toight azz for free!
SOW: True.. true... That being said, where did the name The Gym Nasty Boys come from?
MIKE: Timothy is a Gymnast. I'm nasty ASF! GymNasty. We're also hot lilâ boys! So, GymNasty Boys.
RETTON: What he said.
SOW: Makes perfect sense when you put it that way! Have you been threatened with any legal action from The Nasty Boys?
MIKE: Fuck them!
RETTON: They fabed us at NOLA during Wrestlmaia Weekend.
SOW: No kidding?! What happened there? This, I GOTTA hear!
RETTON: Tried to introduce ourselves and explain who we were in a since of paying homage to them and Saggs just blew us off.
MIKE: "Sue me." "Sue me." "Sue me." Ain't shit too it! I said âwhat upâ and asked if we could get a pic... He didn't even look at me. Oh well. I'm a Public Enemy guy anyways.
SOW: That is TREMENDOUS. Do you think that a potential match against The Nasty Boys would bring in some serious attention or is that just me? Is that even a goal for you both, especially now?
RETTON: It was. Now? I'm just trying to surpass them as the TRUE Nasty Boys.
MIKE:Â I want it more than ever! We're nastier than they could ever dream of! Jimmy Hart ain't winning tag straps for us and Hogan ain't keeping our jobs. Run up, Nasty Boys!
SOW: The ultimate would be beating them with Jimmy Hart in YOUR corner. I bet I could almost make that happen...
MIKE: God damn, yes!
SOW: I was elated to see that the two of you became the first ever Fest Wrestling Tag Team YAMpions. Is that your first title as a pair? If so, what does it mean to you?
RETTON:Â We actually won our first tag team Yampionships a week prior in SC. Beating the Ugly Ducklings. It means a lot to us because FEST Wrestling is a awesome place to wrestle and the fact we are the very first means we made history and no one can take that from us.
MIKE: It. Was. Amazing. Fest Wrestling means so much to us!! We're all invited to the party there! It's our second as a team. We actually won the APW Chester tag team titles in SC first. I think Feb 2nd and then we won The Love Cup and Fest titles the 10th. I was siiiiiiiick as funk! I love APW but Fest means more. Timmy was booked first and I wasn't even on our first Fest. We then came in as a team and busted ass to get that spot!
SOW: Fest Wrestling is by far one of my favorite places that I worked. It was where our group was formed, Mike. Rap Dads!
MIKE: Hard nipples!
SOW: I see you guys popping up everywhere. Hell, I've even managed you myself and it was an absolute blast. Where else do you plan to conquer next?
RETTON: We want to be every where. We'll be debuting in California May 5th for Maverick Pro and in Canada May 19th for Inter-species Wrestling.
MIKE: We want it all and we're hungry enough to take it! We wanna travel out of the country. We have a date in Canada for Inter species wrestling may 19th. We want more! CZW, OVW, Limitless, Impact, NXT, Raw, SmackDown. Literally every place that we can test our abilities in and outta the ring!
SOW: Alright, I gotta ask... Just between the three of us, Cardi B, am I right?
MIKE: Fuck her.
SOW: Did she, too, fabe you during NOLA weekend?
MIKE: Like, I'd bang her. No, she would be dope to party with!
RETTON: Yeah, her party game would be fun to test against ours.
MIKE: I'd eat cereal out her asshole.
SOW: When you're on the road, how often do you fight over what music you're going to listen to? What's the usual playlist consist of?
MIKE: We don't fight. We listen to damn near the same music. Easy as fuck baybee.
RETTON: No. We don't get into fights. That's why we work. I'm mellow and he is too. If we get upset, one of us says something stupid and laugh it off.
SOW: That's what's up. I dig that. Who has to tone the other down when you're "on"? Not just in the ring, but in life? Watching The Gym Nasty Adventures, I assume it's Timmy chasing down Mike most of the time.
RETTON: I'd say that's right. I can get crazy too but he stays liiiive beeeybay.
MIKE: We're pretty easy going. Just like most people reading this. I will get wild as fuck if it's gonna be one of them ones! Like big shows or shit.
RETTON: Big shows, big name opponents or if we just want to kill it!
SOW: Have you ever gotten kicked out of Walmart for your antics?
MIKE:Â Not yet. We tryna get sponsored by them crackahs.
RETTON: Luckily, not yet. We get in and get out.
MIKE:Â We be getting wild as funk in there! Good deals!
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SOW: Right on. Aside from winning the titles at Fest Wrestling, what's the absolute coolest moment for The Gym Nasty Boys so far?
RETTON: Taking on The Rock n Roll Express.
MIKE: Wrestling the Rock n Roll Express! That was so much fun and was a absolute blast! Childhood dream come true.
Banging fat chicks with no rubbers too. Fun as hell lil baybey.
SOW: That's totally understandable. I feel like a lot of people don't realize the treasure that is Ricky Morton and Robert Gibson. People need to take advantage of their knowledge while they can! I imagine you both learned a lot in that match.
RETTON: In the ring and outside. Everytime we see them they hug us and talk to us for 20 mins like we known them for years.
MIKE: Yes! Knowledge is power! Seek the keepers of this! Too much fun and a all around good time. (They hug you..Not me!)
SOW: That's what's up, man. That's pure respect for you both, for real. I'm sure after reading this, plenty of fans are gonna want to know where they can keep up to date with your schedule. Where can they do that?
MIKE: Every got damn social media machine you can think of! Type GymNasty Boys in the search gimmick and Boom! We're friends! Please send choccy milk money please! Winky face emoji.
RETTON: Indeed. Yambook. Instayams. Yammer (Twitter). Black Planet. MySpace.
MIKE: Splitter or Split Her.
RETTON: If you're interested in booking us: [email protected].
SOW: Alright, one last word for your fans, GO!
ALL: TIIIIIIIP!
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1-8 Tag Game
I was tagged by @haru-kaas! Thank you for tagging me <3
one insecurity:
not being good enough after trying my best
two fears:
meeting new people
speaking up in front of a lot of people
three turn ons:
smooth voices (same)
this is so hard, my mind is blank... hair pulling I think (I feel so weird saying it tho idk idk)
boobs IDK
four life goals:
to have my own appartment
to graduate
to travel somewhere nice and peaceful
to spend some time alone in my favorite beach (this one is not so hard Iâm just lazy so I never make travel plans alone)
five things I like:
rearranging my bookshelves everytime I buy a new book
baking
buying gifts for loved ones (and for myself)
making lists (idek how to explain this one lol I just really like making all kinds of lists. myanimelist, goodreads and imdb are some of my favorite websites)
being useful to the people I care about. idk just helping them makes me feel very happy.
six weaknesses:
anxiety
never listening to the people around me that genuinely want to help
procrastination
stubbornness
shyness
almost ocd levels of perfectionism (I blame anxiety for this)
seven things I love:
going to the movies is literally my favorite thing in the world
books and animanga (same)
making/finding playlists for very specific moments and feelings (my youtube account is a mess and I miss the days 8tracks still worked outside the us and canada)
my mother
asmr
trying new foods and drinks
dress up games
This was very fun (and harder than I thought it would be). Iâm sorry I took so long to answer!Â
tag 8 people: Iâm gonna tag @ambitiousskychild @yorunyans @tofu-duck @ei-ei-io @katsukiii @im-not-dun-yet @hareembeam @ochacouraracka (I wanna know stuff about you all, but if you donât wanna do it donât feel pressured to!)
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hi maddie <3 happy to hear from you again. i figured out you probably had good reasons for not being able to answer my ask so dont worry.
i hope you enjoyed your time in moscow. my mom was there last year and the photos she took of the city were beautiful.
yes i am a newish carat. ive been a kpop stan for less than a year and it took me about a month to become a multi and omfg i fell in a very deep hole hahahha. thinking that vernon is cute or whatever is a very strong mood. i really wish i gotten into kpop much earlier bcs i felt like i missed out on the greatest era of so many groups (2017-2018). also about my bias: no, he wasnt my bias from the beginning. it was minghao when i started stanning but he always was in my wrecker line but... idk with time going by i really started liking him a lot :)
very sad to hear that you kind of lost interest in pentagon bcs they actually are one of my ult groups but i get that relationship you explained... i have the same with bts.
i dont really know your taste in music (maybe hit me up with one of your playlists if you want to)... then i could maybe give you better recs for which bg you possibly would like bcs there are so many talented groups i wouldnt know which one to recommend to you.
anyways if you are okay with it i also will give you an ask about this ( and last) weeks promts/missions: 1. whats a svt song you like but most ppl dont like? 2. idk if youve seen this weeks promt yet but there it is and this actually fits well with me asking you for a playlist earlier without even realising it. maybe choose one of those and try to include you personal perference maybe?? ofc only if you feel like it.
i hope youre well and enjoyed your weekend.
-carat anon <3
hello <3 it took me a minute to finish my playlist hehe; i usually just throw all the songs i like into one big library that i constantly play on shuffle (yes its exactly as messy and convoluted as it sounds lol) but i tried my best to create a somewhat cohesive playlist for u !
ive been listening to a lot of 00's & 80's inspired synth pop lately so i guess this playlist is kinda based on that ? maybe ??? i'll be honest im really bad at organizing music so um.. make of it what u will ! i really hope u find at least one song u like from this list <3
1. love me 4 me - rina sawayama 2. caffeine - eyedi 3. black pearl - sunmi 4. lazybaby - dove cameron 5. dance alone - tayla parx 6. girls - vetta borne 7. eat my love - bibi 8. evita ! - devita
as for a svt song i like that most people dont... thanks maybe ? its not a widely disliked song per se, but a lot of carats seem to agree it sounds a little generic (fair enough!). personally i dont think thats necessarily a bad thing though? like,,, its not my favorite svt song, but i would probably rank it a little higher than most other carats
oh yea moscow was wonderful ! <3 its not my first time there so the only big touristy spot we visited this time was the red square,, i mostly just hung out w my aunt and went shopping, wandered around a bit and stuff ! it was still super exhausting tho. im from a relatively small town so im not used to taking several subways and busses to get to my destination,, by the time we'd arrive i'd already be sleepy and sore ^^" do you travel a lot?~
i wouldnt say i lost interest in pentagon because i do still love the group and their music & i wish i could get back into them, but everytime i try to i feel more like a spectator than part of the fandom, it doesnt feel the same anymore i guess ? you could say im more of a casual fan of them now! but its so cool that i got paired up w someone who ults them hehe who's your bias in pentagon? ^^
speaking of biases, i was actually thinking that if u asked me to guess your svt bias now, i would say minghao so its funny that he was in fact your first bias :') what are your 3 favorite things about your current bias? you can be vague about it if you don't wanna reveal too much, of course!~
take care ! <33
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11 questions tag~
i was tagged by @achuu-nice @s-lay-ing and @maetaamong for the 11 questions game where you answer 11 qâs then write 11 new qâs! a good time! (yâall this is 33 questions bear w me)
nomâs qâs
how are you? :D IâM GREATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i hope you are too:D
sad ballads or happy upbeat songs? okay so like.. both so much.. but if i rlly had to choose iâd go for ballads bc iâm rlly a soft binch at heart (but red flavor will never not get me lit)
fave anime movie? maybe ponyo? or howlâs moving castle? i also really liked the girl who lept through time! (all credited to wonhankwan movie squad)
dogs or cats? bOTH i refuse to choose (but i got dos gatos)
do you keep stuffed animals in your room? no:( i have some on a shelf at my dadâs house tho? and i have mr. troll in my apt living room!
someone you miss? @atshinee :(
describe your phone case? iTâS GOT MOOMIN EATIN SOME CARROTS OR EGGS ITâS UP FOR DEBATE
favorite lore/myths? iâve always been a percy jackson ho but i always thought persephone and that story was cool?? also the labyrinthÂ
eardbuds or headphones? earbuds bc headphones are real expensive
can I steal your heart? i actually donât have one to steal bc you already took it nom:â(
favorite thing about your ult bias? uMMMMMMM prObABLy his smile⥠(i say smth different everytime but i feel like i neglect his visuals oops)
cloudâs qâs
Do you know a ksong by heart? (bc I donât :x I can hum a trillion tho) haaaaaaa well i mean i canât speak korean ofc but i can p much believably sing all of seventeenâs title tracks.. and i generally sing along to every song ever even if i donât know it??? oH I LEARNED ALL THE WORDS TO IF IT IS YOU BY JUNG SEUNG HWAN BC I LOVE IT exhibit a b and c for why!
When it comes to friendships, are you low or high maintenance? (As in your friends gotta talk everyday with you or youâll feel like the friendship is dying OR if you can spend days without talking to them yet you still remain close) i like to think iâm a pretty low maintenance person! iâm easy-going by nature and i donât mind silence at all and donât even find it awkward usually. i have friends i donât talk to for months on end and then we get together maybe once a year and we still remain close:) i like to think iâm easy to talk to so that could be part of it?
Do you have a secret that you will take to the grave? (Ofc Iâm not asking you to reveal it)Â ajhfdksl tbh i donât think so??? iâm kind of a private person.. but if someone asked me smth specific i wouldnât not tell them ? idk tho i used to be a bit of a pathological liar so~~~
Recommend me 5 songs (not necessarily kpop songs) iâll rec some non kpop since iâm sure you would know anything i recced ajkdhfjdk
honey - kehlani
to build a home - the cinematic orchestra (aka chanheeâs all time favorite song which makes me really emo)
broken clocks - sza
waves - young the giant
window seat - thomston, wafia
bonus! flirt right back - backbear :)
What do you prefer?: first, second or third gen kpop songs? third gen! since thatâs when i joined iâm really into it at this point! also i think the variety of music is sooo much wider than it used to be? iâm not super in tune w all the older groups but i think itâs insaneeee how many groups there are rn snd they all have a lot to offer!
Whatâs the cheeeeeeeeeesiest thing youâve done? (one time a former friend of mine was telling me about a problem she had and at the end of our convo I kissed her in the forehead bYE) um legit cloud i am cheesy 25/8 catch me being a soft snuggly bean popping trash puns left and right every day of the week
If you were asked to participate in a variety show, which one of the following would you pick and why? (Pick two!): problematic men, master key, hello counselor, weekly idol, one fine day, law of the jungle i think iâd go on weekly idol! i would wanna go toe to toe w doni and coni bc theyâre always so harsh to lil baby idols ahhaha i wanna take them on!
Your top 10 kpop songs of 2017? binchhhh iâll just go by my top nine according to spotify and my number one for apple music:)
When You Love Someone - Day6
Heartbreaker - NCT 127
My First and Last - NCT DREAM (also dunk shot tho byeeee)
Baby Donât Like It - NCT 127 (tbh donât remember listening to it this much what)
BABE - Hyuna
Like This - Pentagon
A Supplementary Story: You Never Walk Alone - BTS
Rollinâ - Brave Girls !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Eclipse - LOONA (Kim Lip)
Wake Me Up - B.A.P
bonus! Coloring Book - Oh My Girl :)
Would you rather live in a huge mansion or a compact studio house? definitely a studio house! for sooo many reasons: 1) i hate walking 2) cleaning a large house is the worst 3) if i had the option to spend that much iâd just get a smaller house and spend money on more important things!
Tell me a fun childhood story (Iâll start! One time an aunt gave me money to buy âpapasâ (potatoes) at the grocery store so bc Iâm obedient af I went and asked the counter lady how many of em could I buy with the money I had so she went âuhh, not many tbhâ so i ended up getting like two and when I returned to my auntâs house she laughed her ass off and said: I meant âpapas fritasâ (potato chips) Not those! - and uh yeah this is funnier in Spanish but it proves that Iâm such an innocent angel I mean wow) gIRL I WISH I COULDA SEEN THAT SPANISH EXCHANGE I DEFINITELY LAUGHED um????????? yo idk i canât think of anything help uhhhh okay so when my sister and i were little our house was two stories so weâd take our stuffed animals and tie plastic bags to them and make them skydive ahahha but it wasnât too satisfying for obvious reasons so we just attached this one stretchy pink scarf to them and make them bungee jump from the railing ajfdhgfdls classic
If you were offered to start a band, would you accept? yEAH if someone offered i would assume i had the talent and ability so.. yes.. even if i didnât and someone offered iâd still say yes bye
kikiâs qâs
Link your favourite playlist here if you can and if you canât write out the first 10 songs on it! (Not a question but shh) here she isssss okay wait so sheâs not my go to playlist tbh but she has a mix of western and kpop so.. enjoy!
Is your current ult bias your first ult bias? If not who was your first? yes :) my first ever bias was joon but i didnât even know what an ult was for a long time and by the time i found out i knew all along wonu was my boy
Who is your ult bias? jeon wonwoo ofc
Who is more likely to hog the aux cord, you or your ult? um me.. iâm kinda a hoe w music like i always play it.. when i drive my friends i am in charge of music bc duh itâs my car but then when they drive me they usually ask if i wanna play music ahahhaha MAYEB THEYâRE JSUT SAYING I HAVE GOOD TASTE THO????Â
Who is more likely to forget an important date, you or your ult? def wonwoo.. that boy couldnât remember his own birthday if he didnât pay attention.. for some reason i have a steel trao mind for dates?
Who is more likely to ask the other to pick them up after work, you or your ult? i like driving so iâd say maybe wonwoo? but i feel like he might be the type to want to offer to drive you.. who am i kidding that boy is always tired
Who is more likely to write the other a hand written note expressing themselves rather than just saying it, you or your ult? i think wonwoo.. i get the vibe that weâre both a bit emotionally inept and we would both have trouble expressing ourselves but he might find comfort w writing things down heâs a romantic binch he reads too much not to be
Who is more likely to cry when a dog dies in a movie, you or your ult? me bc dat ho doesnât like dogs smh.. his only fault (jk he a mess)
Who is more likely to almost burn the house down while cooking, you or your ult? wonu? just bc iâm not that clumsy? he could do it tho
Who is more likely to start a pillow fight, you or your ult? neither of us weâre too tired
Who is more likely to ask the other to come over to cuddle with them so that they can fall asleep better, you or your ult? meeeeee iâm a cuddly bitch and he isnât rip.. but he would do it for me he better
my questions:D
If you could travel anywhere, but were completely by yourself, where would you go?
What inspires you?
How many pets would you have in your ideal future? Any specific names or types in mind?
What are you opinions on fedoras
how many spoons can you balance on your face at once (picture or video proof preferred (iâm trying to get someone to do it pls anyone))
What is your favorite type of tree?
If you could convince one person to like kpop who would you convert?
What are three things you are normally associated with and/or what are three things you want to be associated with?
If you were in a kpop group what position would you hold (ie. leader, main vocal, moodmaker, etc) feel free to tag your mutuals and who they would be!
If you could have any wild animal as a tame pet what would it be?? (iâm ocelot loyal all the way)
What is your opinion on mint chocolate chip ice cream? (for maj)
iâm going to tag @yongpal-i !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (are you happy sister) @strawberryboo @everyonesabiaswrecker @kiheehyunie @indiepoptime @jungnoir @hwallsgrl @lipstick-chathao @yongceo @undinefin @kihqun @definitelythis @g-te @justsomekpopstuff (tagged you back:D) and @jeonwoooo if you guys want to try it out!!
#tagged#it's too late and i should sleep bc of classes wahhh#I HAVE TO LEAVE SO EARLY RIP ME#thank you for tagging me guys!!!#i was real excited to answer them lol#okay goodnight#you guys should tell me what you think if you listen to the songs#đđđ#mir moos
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ANSWER ALL THOSE CUTE ASKS PLS
sunflower: if there was a door that went to a city that was a good representation of you, what city would it be and would you go through the door?
ANS; I feel like Japan because everyone in Japan is fucking rad and everyone there fucks with harry STYLES RIGHT? imma open my own vegetarian restaurant there and cook 4 cheap u kno
pink: sunsets or sunrises?
ANS; SUNRISE IN THE SUMMER AND SUNSET IN THE WINTER.
freshly cut grass: are you an early riser? if not, is this because you stay up late?
 ANS; Iâm an early riser because there is an actual fucking ROOSTER in my brain and my uterus will wet the bed if Iâm not up before 6:30 am
journal: would you dye your hair if you had the opportunity? why or why not?
 ANS; IM TOO CHICKEN BUT IâD DO HENNA TO GIVE MY HAIR A NICE NATURAL RED HUE I MEAN MY MUM MAKES HENNA FROM FLOWERS SO IâD WANNA TRY IT OUT
painting: in what ways are you creative?
 ANS; like at making excuses? and like playlists? Iâm also creative with my comebacks.
waves: is there one music genre you canât listen to?
 ANS; Jacob saruthatkidneedstostopheisafuckboyhecantsingforshit
writing: do you write letters? if not, would you like to be?
 ANS; no one irl would casually accept letters but if its a special occasion I try my best to write them a sweet letter
waterfalls: describe your perfect date.
ANS; A HARRY STYLES CONCERT WHERE I CAN SOB IN UR ARMS AND RANT ABOUT HOW MUCH IâLL NEVER LOVE U THE WAY I LOVE MMITH
freckles: whatâs something that makes you happy? describe the first thing that comes to your head.
 ANS; music just makes me so happy I just want to cry because I know iâll never be able to listen to all the music in the world and that makes me so so so so sosadbecause music just makes me so happy like gosh my heart swells up and everything bad is soothed.
dimples: would you rather be inviting on a hike or a night out?
 ANS; IM ONLY DOWN FOR HIKING IF ULL TEACH ME TO CLIMB TREES. OH I LOVE TREEEEES. but bugs scare me.
blushing: describe a rad person you know.
 ANS; a rad person I know is a girl in my class, we connect on a whole new level and like she shares the same vision as me and wow, she gets it u kno. shes also super sweet and smart (I also kno another rad person on here, gatoâŚ..*sigh* I love u
watercolour: talk about something someone you are interested in can do that never fails to make you find them attractive?
 ANS; toastâŚdoes this thing where it likeâŚ.
melts
the butterâŚ.I orgasm everytimeâŚ
pine: if you could only smell one scent for the rest of your life, what would it be?
ANS; the smell of my mother, she smells like wisdomâŚand flowers I lobe my mum and I donât ever wanna forget how she smells.
pink eyeshadow: pasta or pizza?
ANS; PIZZA
icy: homemade or takeout?
 ANS; HOMEMADE
rosè: whatâs your opinion on shyness?
 ANS; it basically means the person is a wild bitch when u get to know theM
clouds: list your top 5 songs at the moment and how they make you feelÂ
ANS; juju sunshine; makes me feel like im falling in acid thatâs freezing my soul but burning my skin. joji will he; like squeezing my heart in my hands and watching it BLEED.max shrager thoughts of you; like im getting all prim and proper for a one night stand in the 20â˛s.unknown mortal orchestra from the sun; like im living inside the shrivled heart of an old grandpa. DEATH THORES ESSEX; like iâm getting butchered with an axe by a really fuckin hot dude.
silk: list songs you listen to for a jam
 ANS; OMG BY CAMILLA CABELLEO, DRAEM GIRL NO VACATION, SUKI AND ME ALEX CALDER, STRANGE DREAMS ALEX CALDER, MILK IT NIRVANA.
white sheets: whereâs somewhere you would love to travel to? why?
 ANS; AMSTREDAM BC THEY HAVE A LIVE SEX SHOW THERE AND I WANNA GO WHAT THFREFU
black nail polish: what do you do to pamper yourself?
 ANS; masturbate to cutedeadguys.com (SORRY IM SORRY BLOCK ME)jk I listen to meet me in the hallway and plan out a music vid 4 dat bitch
hidden beaches: do you prefer to hang out in a big group or one on one?
 ANS; small bc like im awkward with a lotta peeps but at the same time I like listening to peeps opinions
crossed fingers: using no negative words, describe your hair.
 ANS; wavy sometimes squar-ie sometimes tame it has amind of its own relly
mocktails: cold weather or hot weather?
ANS; COLD WEATHER MONSOON RAIN SNOW ALL THAT GOOD STUFFÂ
THABKS FOR ASKING ME I HAVE AÂ PROBLEM IN MY NECK AND THIS DISTRECTED ME FROM THE PAIN
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For the Seventeen song questions will you answer all of them? -d
Hey!!! It's been a long time since you've asked anything I missed you!!! đđ I hope everything is okay!!!Here you go!!shining diamond: favorite gemstone and why?I like Amethyst bc of Steven Universeadore u: who is someone you really admire?Who don't I admire tbh. Personally my mother bc she's disabled and everything is so much harder for her but she still does it all. And also my friend arijana bc she's so dedicated to her school work and I wish I could be like thatah yeah: what is your turn up song?Adore u by Seventeen.jam jam: turn ons?Lmao a lot? Easily excitable I guess???20: what is one of the relationships in your life that you hold dearest to you?My friendship with my sister if you mean relationship like friendship wise. If you mean actual relationship there hasn't really been one that I've held on to.fronting: what is your dream partner like?Someone who has the brightest smile. Funny. A good person who can understand me and comfort me when needed.mansae: happiest memory?I don't know there's so many things that I consider the happiest moment of my life. There isn't anything I can pinpoint reallywhen i grow up: if you could give any one piece of advice to your younger self, what would it be?That you shouldn't care about what people are thinking about bc in a few years you'll never see them again and if you do they're different when they're alone. omg: ctrl + v / right click > paste the last thing you copied. scoliosisrock: craziest (and/or most embarrassing) thing youâve done around someone you like?I fell and grabbed their arm and pulled them down with meq&a: if you could ask your bias one question, what would it be?What calms him down when he's feeling stressed?chuck: when are you most confident?When I'm talking to my friendspretty u: do you wear makeup often?No not at all I have sensitive skin and it irritates itstill lonely: what do you do when you feel lonely?Listen to music, watch videos, or talk to friends hit song: your current favorite song?Dramarama by Monsta X.say yes: last person you said âi love youâ to?One of my best friends, Qiao!! đ drift away: is there anyone you have drifted away from in your life? how do you feel about it now?2 of my gaming friends. I wish we talked more. I miss them.monday to saturday: what are you looking forward to this week?PAYDAY!!!love letter: if you could write a letter to someone in your life right now, who would it be for and what would it say?I would write a letter to future me. Telling me what I'm feeling now and that I hope that by the time this reaches future me that she doesn't care anymoreno f.u.n: what do you do when youâre bored?Watch videos or talk to my sister or friendsvery nice: your most prized material possession?A big grumpy bear plushie I've had it since I was a baby and I love him :(healing: how do you relax after a long day?I read and lay downsimple: most meaningful gift youâve ever received?Everything that one of my best friends Khalilah has sent me I absolutely love! They're the best things anyone has ever gotten for me! Thank you!!space: hardest you have ever worked for something you wanted?I cleaned out 2 rooms in my house so I could have my own bedroom. It doesn't sound like a lot but the rooms were in awful shapecheck in: if you could travel anywhere right now, where would it be?I would go on a world tour to hug all of my internet friends and spend a week with all of thembeautiful: who or what can always cheer you up?Seokmin or Soonyoung smiling and my friends; Maki, Amanda, Arijana, and Qiao. boomboom: when was the last time your heart raced?When arijana tagged me in a Seokmin picture unexpectedly this morninghighlight: most beautiful thing youâve ever seen?Every Seventeen member.lean on me: how do you deal with overwhelming emotions or situations? do you vent to someone, do you paint, do you scream, etc.?I cry and then I think about it and cry more until I feel like I've cried about it enoughfast pace: are you a patient person?Yes for the most part. Unless I'm excited then I'm kind of irritated by waitingdon't listen in secret: create a playlist of 5-10 songs to listen to for the rest of your life.I did 2 songs from all of my favorite groupsHealing, trauma by svt, run and I need u by BTS, power and sweet lies by exo, all in and dramarama by Monsta x.i donât know: are you an indecisive person?Kind of! smile flower: what is your favorite thing about seventeen?Their chemistry!donât wanna cry: do you cry easily / often?Yes I cry over everythinghabit: what is one good and bad habit of yours?Good: I have a routine that I do every day bad: I chew my nails off in my sleepif i: biggest regret?Letting people who didn't matter hurt me in highschoolswimming fool: can you swim?Yesmy i: what or who will you always stand up to fight for and protect?Any of my friends, family, or faves.crazy in love: what is your favorite love story (or poem)?I love Carry On by Rainbow Rowellchange up: how do you respond to change? are you a person that likes consistency and security, or do you welcome change into your life?I welcome change please give me change damnwithout you: one thing you think your life is missing?Friends in person that actually want to hang with me and talk to me.clap: when was the last time people clapped for you?When I graduatedbring it: your biggest strength / best skill?People tell me I give good advice but I don't feel like it?lilili yabbay: are you religious?Kind of but not reallytrauma: what was your last life crisis about?Earlier today my car insurance payment was scheduled right before Christmas and I haven't done any Christmas shopping so I was like shit how am I gonna buy my family presents when I'll be brokepinwheel: do you believe in fate?Yes I believe in soulmates tooflower: what is your favorite flower?Lilies bc of my namerocket: have you ever seen a shooting star? did you make a wish?Yes I have and yes I did and everytime I see one I always make the same wish.hello: how many languages can you say âhelloâ in? Hola, hello, anneyeong, and konichiwacampfire: sâmores or stargazing? Smores I'm a sucker for food lmao
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The Sunday Currently | 08
Wow. I canât hardly believe that itâs the first Sunday of 2018 and Iâm writing my first proper blog post for the year. Howâs the first week of the year holding you up, babies? Iâve had a pretty great and happy start this year, compared to my previous New Years. The only thing thatâs changed is that, I am not writing the NY resolutions anymore, I feel like Iâm too old for that haha but Iâm definitely killing some old habits & staying away from my phone as much as possible. Iâm also planning for a quick âget away from the cityâ trip this year with my Family of course. How about you guys? What are your plans for 2018?
CURRENTLY
Writing
- hmm.. absolutely nothing, sadly. Except for this one obviously; I know Iâve mentioned that Iâm serious about writing, but you know, I have no idea why itâs a challenge for me. Time management is the key, Iâve been exhausted (from work) and lazy all at once. I feel sorry for myself. I havenât even started on the third chapter of the short story I told you guys about; but Iâll let you know if Iâll ever make progress on that.
Reading
- a newly discovered blog by Steph (socialspying.com) sheâs an amazing blogger and you should check her blog and follow her on social media. (Donât tell her I said this haha)
- tweets from @FemaleBloggerRT. This is where Iâve discovered Stephâs blog and Iâm also discovering a lot of female bloggers who are just so amazing at what they do. If you fancy blogging or you just started blogging, I think you might want to check this account.
Watching
- BLACK MIRROR!!! Lollies, Iâm obsessed with this one. Iâve only got few episodes; Iâve watched the whole 3 episodes from Season 1, I have one episode from Season 2; and 2 episodes from itâs latest season w/c is the fourth one. Iâve watched the first episode from the 4th season too. But my favorite episode is âThe Entire History of Youâ itâs the last episode from Season 1. Where everyone has access to a memory implant that records everything humans do, see and hear. It made me feel that it could be happening these days because Black Mirror was released in 2011. Itâs futuristic and I love it.
- Girlboss. Iâm on the 8th episode. :) Sophia is my spirit animal!
- Gossip Girl Season 5 & 6. Yes babies! Iâm almost done with GG haha you might be thinking that Iâm crazy for watching all three series at once but I do enjoy it you know? Itâs like, my way of staying out of the social world even if itâs just for a couple of hours.
- Before Sunrise. I LOVE THIS MOVIE FOREVS!!! ETHAN HAWKE IS DADDY! I love Julie Delpy too. Sheâs beautiful. Their story is so moving and I half wish that I could be like CĂŠline, sheâs smart, spontaneous and an adventuress; Iâve always wanted to be like that. I wonder if thereâs something like CĂŠline and Jesse in real life.
Listening
- âSoul Loungeâ on Spotify. This playlist is sex to my ears. My top picks are: âPenthouse Floorâ âBackseatâ âGrey Luhâ âTurninâ Me Upâ âCranes in the Skyâ âCome Through and Chillâ and a whole lot more.
- âGold Editionâ on Spotify. This one is like, the twin of âSoul Loungeâ but itâs mostly R&B jams & only it has my all time faves like, âBody Partyâ by Ciara, âDrunk in Loveâ by BeyoncĂŠ ft Jay-Z âWe Belong Togetherâ by Mariah Carey and of course, âHotline Blingâ by Drake.
- âThe Ones that Got Awayâ also on Spotify. This playlist came out when my Top Songs 2017 was made; but I was never able to listen to it âtil last Tuesday. Well itâs the playlist consists of music that you wish you had known earlier last year. I must say itâs pretty impressive. My top picks: âIâm a Fanâ by Pia Mia ft Jeremih & âJust Danceâ by HONNE.
Loving
- my baby girlâs Baby Mossimo blue dress, itâs a gift from one of my closest friends. Itâs the cutest sailor-like dress Iâve ever seen.
- Benefit Cosmeticsâ POREfessional face primer. It saves my face from being so cakey the whole day. My make up stays a lot longer with this one. God, Iâm such a late bloomer for discovering the powers of a face primer đ
- the clothes, bags and the pair of shoes I just bought from the thrift shop the other day. Thank heavens for thrift shops! It saves a lot of money hahaha plus, you can get everything at such a cheap price you know? Not to mention, the clothes there are way better than the ones at the mall. So, why shop at the malls when you have a thrift shop nearby? #justsaying
Needing
- to save money for my daughterâs future, books, travels and more.
- to put a stop hoarding unwanted/un-needed make up/cosmetics hehee
Feeling
- blessed and grateful đ
Thinking
- if I should go to LANYâs concert later this year. Thinking if saving up for LANYâs ticket concert is worth it. I have no idea if itâs really worth my time; I wanna see them so bad! I feel like this is my only chance to get to see them perform ever. I guess I need more time to think about it.
- about what our future is going to be like especially this year. Like man, I donât wanna go broke and have nothing at all; thatâs why I really need to freaking save every penny thatâs left at the end of the day. Weâre not that broke, we just donât know how to spend money wisely, well thatâs going to change this year. I have to be frugal, I mean it this time.
- about re-writing my about me page, gosh I need to do it right this time. I NEED TO WRITE. I NEED TO WRITE!
I know whatâs been keeping me busy lately (besides from work) and is also the main reason I canât focus on my writing; blame it on Netflix for being so amazing because I just keep on watching my fave TV series or movies from there. Well.. hereâs what you should know about me too: I try to do everything whenever my daughter is fast asleep; I read, watch, listen to music everytime I have the chance to. Having a toddler means having less time for yourself and more time for the kid that youâre taking care of. Not that I donât like that, I love taking care of my daughter of course. Itâs just that, whenever I have my free time, I donât write at all. I tend to do something else and I donât know why is that, but itâs what I do. I guess I really am a lazy daisy. I canât help it. Thereâs something I need to get rid of if I want to focus on writing right? Hmm.. is this means bye-bye, Netflix??? Iâm gonna have to keep you posted on this babies!
In the mean time, I just wish you all a great and productive week ahead. Remember to always hold your head high!!
xoxo, Mary.
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yall about to learn so much about me
1. Who was the last person you held hands with? -uhh someone i went on a date w yesterday lmao2. Are you outgoing or shy? -im pretty outgoing, i only seem shy since i dont want to be cringey lol3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? -my friends ig lmao4. Are you easy to get along with? -yes! i love talking to people5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? -probs not, but like im not close enough to ask that of them, and im gucci w that6. What kind of people are you attracted to? -stylish, confident, funny, good taste in music, seems like they would ruin my life7. Do you think youâll be in a relationship two months from now? -bih i dont know i always find myself in something so maybe8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? -yee some guy i went out w friday c:9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? -nope im an open book10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? -probably my friends lmao (shout out to the 24hr diner ty for letting us just get fries and soda everytime)11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? -BIH I KNOW OMG IM DEAD12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? -glow like dat, faygo dreamns, killamonjaro, need you, love me13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? -yes omg easiest way to get me whipped lmao14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? -yes!15. What good thing happened this summer? -i met up w all my friends again16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? -uhh some guy i went out w yesterday lol17. Do you think there is life on other planets? -yah the world is too big for it to just be us18. Do you still talk to your first crush? -nope! i dont even know what has happened to them19. Do you like bubble baths? -yes. bath life is the best life20. Do you like your neighbors? -i dont kno my neighbors21. What are you bad habits? -i respond rlly late to things22. Where would you like to travel? -japan, korea, places w good food23. Do you have trust issues? -yah lmao that shit gets thrown in my face24. Favorite part of your daily routine? -my makeup! only reason i get up25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? -everything26. What do you do when you wake up? -regret having an 9am class or regret staying up lmao27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? -uhh either tbh, i just dont rlly like the tone in general28. Who are you most comfortable around? -my friends c: i hang out w them for a reason29. Have any of your exâs told you they regret breaking up? -lmfao nope 30. Do you ever want to get married? -kinda... i wouldnt mind it31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? -yeeeeeee32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? -... michael b jordan for sure and uhh maybe chris hemsworth??33. Spell your name with your chin. -no34. Do you play sports? What sports? -i used to swim but i just lift now35. Would you rather live without TV or music? -tv omg ill die w out my playlist36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? -ALL THE TIME 37. What do you say during awkward silences? -anything so they dont feel awkward38. Describe your dream girl/guy? -nice, big dick energy, good taste in music, warm in general lol39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? -f21, h&m, khols, target40. What do you want to do after high school? -well i went to college so theres that41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? -sometimes they do, but if they hurt u rlly badly then maybe its best they dont42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? -im tired, high, thinking, or confused43. Do you smile at strangers? -yeee44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? -bottom of the ocean omg45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? -the fear of failing another class46. What are you paranoid about? -my life in general47. Have you ever been high? -yes48. Have you ever been drunk? -yes49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? -not really lmao50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? -navy blue51. Ever wished you were someone else? -sometimes i do52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? -uhh everything lol53. Favourite makeup brand? -juvias place54. Favourite store? -........... i actually dont kno lmao55. Favourite blog? -... imma be real i dont even kno who i follow anymore tbh56. Favourite colour? -green57. Favourite food? -spam58. Last thing you ate? -rice59. First thing you ate this morning? -water60. Ever won a competition? For what? -if i did it was a swim competition61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? -nope im a good noodle62. Been arrested? For what? -nope63. Ever been in love? -yah64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? -i inv my friend to come over, we chill at my house, he asks if we can do something friends dont normally do, we kissed and then we did other stuff >:)65. Are you hungry right now? -not rlly lol66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? -nah lmao 67. Facebook or Twitter? -twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr? -tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now? -nope70. Names of your bestfriends? -i dont put names on the internet lmao71. Craving something? What? -spam72. What colour are your towels? -like a teal/sea green color72. How many pillows do you sleep with? -273. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? -yes 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? -5 for sure at my apartment and at least 5 back home75. Favourite animal? -sea otters76. What colour is your underwear? -blue/white77. Chocolate or Vanilla? -choloclate78. Favourite ice cream flavour? -chocolate or matcha79. What colour shirt are you wearing? -.......... 80. What colour pants? -........................81. Favourite tv show? -golden girls82. Favourite movie? -uhh i guess either to all the boys i loved before or the breakfast club83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? -mean girls84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? -mean girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? -all too iconic to choose from86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? -crush87. First person you talked to today? -my snap streaks88. Last person you talked to today? -welp days not over yet so....89. Name a person you hate? -i dont rlly hate anyone rn90. Name a person you love? -my friends!! they deserve everyting91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? -dumbass bitches92. In a fight with someone? -nope miss me with that bs93. How many sweatpants do you have? -294. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? -too many95. Last movie you watched? -into the spiderverse96. Favourite actress? -kiera knightly97. Favourite actor? -michael b jordan98. Do you tan a lot? -not anymore99. Have any pets? -i have a doggo back home100. How are you feeling? -fucking cold omg101. Do you type fast? -probably lmao102. Do you regret anything from your past? -yah but i try not to dwell on it103. Can you spell well? -NOPE LMAO 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? -nah lmfao105. Ever been to a bonfire party? -nope but it seems fun106. Ever broken someoneâs heart? -probably i can be p distant so i wouldnt put it past me107. Have you ever been on a horse? -yeee108. What should you be doing? -studying109. Is something irritating you right now? -the fact im a bitchass lmao110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? -a couple times111. Do you have trust issues? -yah like i answered eariler112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? -my friends (at the diner lmfao)113. What was your childhood nickname? -shark bait, mosquito bait114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? -yeee115. Do you play the Wii? -used too116. Are you listening to music right now? -heck yeah i got a 15hr playlist on rn117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? -not rlly118. Do you like Chinese food? -yeee119. Favourite book? -uhhh its basic but animal farm (or maybe to all the boys i loved before)120. Are you afraid of the dark? -not rlly121. Are you mean? -nah i cant do it, but i feel like some would see me being distant/roasty as mean tho soooo122. Is cheating ever okay? -depends on the context of everything123. Can you keep white shoes clean? -barely124. Do you believe in love at first sight? -yes125. Do you believe in true love? -yes! i believe everyone has a soulmate out there126. Are you currently bored? -kinda lmao127. What makes you happy? -cute things, blankets, music, food, my friends, cuddling128. Would you change your name? -nah, ive thought about it tho129. What your zodiac sign? -scorpiHOE130. Do you like subway? -its aight131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? -test the waters, you never kno what will happen132. Whoâs the last person you had a deep conversation with? -my friends (at the diner lmao)133. Favourite lyrics right now? - gusto ko lang naman ang lambing mo (i want to kiss you)134. Can you count to one million? probs in japanese but ill loose focus (esp in english omg)135. Dumbest lie you ever told? -too many to choose from (and i dont wanna expose myself)136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? -closed137. How tall are you? -5â˛7âł138. Curly or Straight hair? -either or139. Brunette or Blonde? -ive been both soooo140. Summer or Winter? -winter (but i like summer style)141. Night or Day? -night all the way142. Favourite month? -november (my bday month)143. Are you a vegetarian? -nope144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? -dark145. Tea or Coffee? -tea146. Was today a good day? -it was ok (it wasnt bad but it wasnt good)147. Mars or Snickers? -either148. Whatâs your favourite quote? -getchu a mans that treats you like a queen in the streets and a slave in the sheets149. Do you believe in ghosts? -yah and i dont fuck with them150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, whatâs the first line on that page? -nope that shits a textbook and i dont want to look at it
damn that was a lot to type but uhh now yall know shit about me
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stepping into a new world đťâ¨
Hola tumblr world! I BET MY NAME LITERALLY LOOKS LITTLE LUNATIC. WELL YES IâM KINDA LUNATIC SOMETIMES, SO BARE WITH ME GUYS! Yes, Im new here! Im Arah Criscel lei Dayag, but my friends just call me (Lei, potpot, lelei, arah and some are using criscel, well honestly i dont like it) im 18 years of age - in fact, i just turned eighteen last October 9 2017, I celebrated my debut last October 7 2017 - Itâs a bohemian themed debut, It was so amazing! I enjoyed my magical day that night. Honestly, turning into the age of legality means a lot to me and it has a big impact in my life. Im currently a senior high school student at St. Paul University Philippines under ABM strand, Im grade 12 student and finished grade 11 with a deportment award. Since Im new here, i want you guys to know more about me, well according to my mom, Im a independent person, but I think she just really love to tease me when it comes to this. Im sweet, im that kind of person who do not forget my friends birthday, when one of them will be having his/her birthday, sometimes I literally wait for the clock to strikes 12 in the morning and greet them with a long message - itâs kinda cute tho for me to greet them, because I know that I can make them smile in a simple way that I can do. Do you want to know who is my bestfriend? Well, she is Angela, im used to call her my TWIN, sheâs funny actually. When I was in grade 11, this lady named kaye has something to explore more inside and out of her world - I swear guys sheâs so weird, but I love her so much; and me as her closest friend, i want her to gain her confidence even more! Im also a dreamer and goal-digger. Im trying my very best to make my dreams come true, and as I walk into my own red carpet, I consider my dreams as my crown and my goals as my gown. Everytime that I feel down, all I wanna do is to listen and play my playlist whole day long, well who do not wants to sleep? I bet all of us loves to sleep right so yeah, I love sleeping but when friday night comes, it hardens me to sleep early. I have this hobby that when 11:11 strikes, forgive me but Im used to make a wish, i knows its kinda weird to have a wish but Im a fan of âeverything happens for a reasonâ and âdont ever lose hopeâ. This is me - the new me - and a decade and eight me. Our E-tech teacher asked us to create our own hashtag before (and this is my hashtag) âŚ
#MORESELFLOVE
A FRIENDLY REMINDER TO YOU ALL. DONT BE TOO HARD ON YOURSELF. REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE WORTH IT IN ALL ASPECTS AND YOU ARE LOVED BY PEOPLE AROUND YOU. CHEER UP ALWAYS AND SMILE!
THANK YOU TUMBLR!! XOXO.
These questions are given by our E-tech teacher. 1. Where do I see myself 10 years from now? Was my learning in SPUP vital to where Iâm leading to? ă 10 years from now, I can see myself as a successful one and a traveler, a mother of 1 - a caring and a loving wife to my future husband. Yes, learning in SPUP have a big impact in my life, and this university has a vital role to where im leading and what i really want to be.
2. Was ABM a best choice afterall? ă 2. For now, I canât say that ABM is the best choice afterall, because Im still in senior high - but as an ABM student, Im doing my very best to be my choice to be the best it can be, and I can say that i will excert more effort to be this ABM journey to be my best choice afterall.
3. What course will I take in college? ă Iâm planning to take BS in Tourism Management, when I was a kid, airplaines made me realize that, even if i dont have a wings to fly, thereâs always a way to aim high, i decided to take tourism management in college because i want to be a traveller and a flight attendant at the same time. Aja!
4. What topic would I like to learn more in E-tech? ă Im a fan of doing slideshow whenever my close friends or fam have their birthdays, and in this, i want to learn on how i can edit videos, audios and other things that connected in editing.
5. SA PANAHON BANG PWEDE NA, PWEDE PA? đ
SHOUT OUT TO OUR EMPOWERMENT TECHNOLOGIES TEACHER - SIR CARLOS BABARAN TO THIS OPPORTUNITY. :-)) POWER!!!
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