#everytime i draw emilia

[doki-doki-dany]

Februaroc Day 5

E is for Emilia!

[tornatoremarzipansoldat]

And the last one before the Secret Santa gifts:

Santa - Shokugeki OC

This year was long and full of unwanted and unlucky events but in the end, it probably seems to be okay again.

During this year of horror, abusion and sexual harrasment at my previous workplace, my always happy and cheerful Shokugeki no Soma OC, Emilia Lilian Gerbeaud accompanied me and cheered me up everytime, whenever I drew her🥺🧡

I have created her in last December. My love towards Shokugeki no Soma began after the series has ended. My best friend dragged me into this Wonderland of Culinary and ecchi, spiced with hot Italian twins, and I am still in her debt for this.🤭🧡

When I have created Emilia, I didn't know the series but the characters a bit. My intension was to create a character who I could ship with Takumi. A girl, who would be to his liking. So, I created a cute, red girl with emerald eyes from Europe. A refined, extremely talented and elegant being, who is operating in the kitchen as if she would just dance the Walzer. I connected her to my homeland through a rl person, Emil Gerbeaud, a talented Chocolate master who moved to Hungary (Hungarian Kingdom back then) from Switzerland about in the beginning of the 20th century. In our country, he became famous pretty fast. He created such emblematic Chocolate desserts and sweets like the cognac cherry (konyakmeggy), Katzenzunge (macskanyelv) and the Gerbeaud cake (zserbó) as well. These sweets are also can be called symbols of Hungary, especially the Gerbeaud cake, which is a traditional Christmas cake here, and you can see them on the tray of Emilia on my drawing 🎄✨

So. Long after I have created her and getting the whole manga series for Christmas, I have found some official character profile sheets about the main characters of Shokugeki, and according that one:

Oh, well...it accidentally fits. Not to mention his interest towards art. Emilia has only one hobby: art (painting). So, I think God was on my side when I tried to guess, what girl he possibly could like^^"

This sweet strawberry girl is always my happiness bomb through the gloomy or long working days. I hope she can bring you joy as well and some merry Christmas 🎄🎅

Thank you so much for the chance to take part in this wonderful event🧡🎄

Boldog karácsonyt! (Merry Christmas in Hungarian)🎄🎅

[dyk3ist]

creating a lesbian narrative that fits moonbyul's song 'shutdown' (from head to toe) :]

this is like from what i can understand

firstly "set a fire to my cold heart". obviously feeling in love. right? 👍 mb (in this scenario) has been in love for quite a time like described in g999 when it all started,,has that feeling of warmness everytime she's close to the one she loves,

"it's ok if you mess me all up" lesbian.......... this right here is what's called starting the mess... or the sex if you will

"hug me in this dark night" ok they're starting to have sex at night... thanks... we continue

"make me match your rhythm more" self-explanatory

"the moment my eyes close, whisper to me, melt me in your short breaths, will you untie my tight knot" eyes closed for the kissing right.. , the making out, words of appreciation, wispering in the ear.... we know, we know.... the knot... you know i heard this before, having a knot formed s bad. the thread has to be normal so it can be used. when you get a knot in your thread the first thing to do is to untie, getting the thread back to its original state and you feel relieved. is liberating AND YOU KNOW WHAT IS ALSO LIBERATING........... no words

"give it to me, this night is too short, oh no worries" directly nsfw lol,, like,, flirty teasing between each other 'oh no :( the night :( is so :( short :(' and the answer being like 'no worries' and something disgusting like 'we have all night for us'

self explanatory GOODBYE mb you wrote this fr.....

self explanatory AGAIN..... "from your knees to the morning" in my knees for a WOMEN??!! moonbyuI have you done it don't lie i know what you are... we are the same i know it.. and also until themorning girl you started this at night... you went for hours is what im getting

... row in your WATERWAYS.......and you're an experienced rower.........so is not the first time the couple in the mv has sex.... mb i so love your Emilia Dickinson type of poetry..

'touches will become rougher" stfuujust once

"passing that mountain and crossing a bridge" you know when shakira said lucky that my breasts are small so you don't confuse them with mountains here moonbyul using the same breast-mountain relation and CROSSING what are you telling her to cross her LEGS??? around your HEAD???!?...........................

"building a house thats like a painting" building a house is often related to having children, to have children you have sex BUT we've an advantage here cuz we don't get preg from sex duh so you know those victorian paiting with the lesbian women yeah.... moonbyuI also knows...

"like dali van picasso I'll draw you" mf referencing portrait of a lady on fire type of shit.... also you draw normally with your HANDS so you want to EXPLORE this girl with your HANDS*!?

you know i should stop getting surprised but shes really putting her whole pussy in this song because this is SO explicit but without being directly at your face ig and without being male-gazed (bc other male lyricists where credited alongside her and her vision could have been deformed by them))

"a masterpiece, a silhouette" stfuuuuu i get it you love her body ur obsessed with the silhouette of it...

"our drawing becomes red" RED THE COLOUR OF PASSION?! '? &)........ down bad

"hug me so there isn't any space" you want your bodies to be this pressed together moonbyuI.....

"fill we, the moment we touch love it" ok miss no matter what you do girl, scissors paper rock I'll let you win everytime i get it☝️☝️ good for u

"it's getting hotter between us, without any break, our tonight" lesbian sex upvote👍

"tell me become the sea, every day, keep swimming deeply baby, baby baby slow down" I'll get too explicit........ but you know right... when the kitty happy yk right.. this is so.... you understand........ and at the end like ur telling her to slow down cus you are going to-......... moonbyuI you really made me type this....

also ithink haven't talked about this but Shutdown... like you know what she was thinking when she chose that word as her english title.....

also saw somewhere on twitter like say this last verse is wrong and instead of saying your is MY so... receiving time now i guess...

i really wrote this huh

[asknightqueendany]

I saw on a Reddit page, that a lot of people/commentors were salty about Emilia calling Jon Snow a murderer. They were like "Dany committed genocide!" and acting very butthurt. WELL GUESS WHAT Y'ALL? If WE have to accept that S8 made Daenerys a crazed mass murderer (it WAS NOT GENOCIDE, I scream internally everytime someone says this), then YOU have to accept that OH-SO-PERFECT-AND-HONORABLE Jon Snow is a murderer and perpetrator of domestic violence. (1/2)

Jon Snow killed a rape and abuse survivor, in the most dishonorable, degrading, and disgusting of ways - luring her into a false sense of security by drawing her into a romantic embrace and pledging his loyalty to her, before shoving a knife into her heart while he kissed her and closed his eyes like a fucking coward. He betrayed her in the most painful and humiliating of ways, while she was vulnerable and defenseless, with no explanation and no apology. (2/3 - I lied, it's three)

If people can get away with calling Daenerys a Mad Tyrant, then people can also call Jon out for being a traitor, murderer, oathbreaker, kinslayer, and queenslayer (not to mention, the absolute fucking worst boyfriend in the world). *sidenote: this is literally Jaime's arc at the beginning of the show, everyone hated his ass for betraying and murdering (literally stabbing him in the back) the "Mad King". This is what S8 did. Your fave was ruined too. And Emilia is right to say it. (3/3)

Jon owed Dany at least one moment of truth. He really did. If he had to kill her, he owed it to her to look her in the eyes, make her understand why he was doing it, let her know exactly what was about to happen to her, and then kill her, with his eyes open. Watch exactly what his decision did to her, what it cost her, how much it hurt her. 

He owed her that. And he didn’t give her that. He was a coward. And he murdered her. It wasn’t an accident. It wasn’t an execution. He wasn’t even killing her for the things she had already done. He was killing her for something he thought she might do - but that she didn’t even say she would do - hurt his sisters. He murdered her on a “what if” and a very flimsy what if at that. 

[artoutforblood]

Friendly Rivals:

Brook and Izzy are friendly rivals! They try to outdo each other on space knowledge all the time! They even try to make better sci fi planets than each other, but it’s all in good fun and often ends with them complimenting each other and being awed because that’s so cool! I didn’t know that!!

Surpsingly, Jedah and Sanoh have a friendly rivalry going on, but it’s not as fun as others… Sanoh tries to get Jedah to relax, which usually means goofy times and pranks, which makes him think she needs to grow up, which makes her want to make relax even more but with a vengeance, which ends up stressing him out, and the circle goes on and on. It’s a rivalry built on a “you are my friend but god help me you are trying my patience” relationship.

Emilia, Duiri, and Brook also have a friendly rivalry, but of the best kind! Each of them try to outdo each other on how happy/how many smiles they can make an amount of people do. It started out with Brook and Emilia one day, and Duiri unknowingly got caught in it when she was being her wonderful helpful self. Sometimes, this also includes making each other smile, too.

Sunan also has a (rather onesided) friendly rivalry going on with Sumaira. No one… really knows what it’s about? It changes, sometimes it’s about drawing, or how much ASL he can learn in one day, but mostly its about stories of their older siblings. “Here’s a story about how how my brother, Javed, did this.“ “Oh, well here’s a story about how Sunan did this.” “Cool, I have a story about how my sister, Mariam, did this thing, too.” “WELL, I HAVE A STORY ABOUT HOW SANOH DID - “ Sumaira plays along for the most part.

Distanced/Tense Relationships

The most notable is Emilia’s relationship with the twins. She can’t help but feel sad everytime she see’s them together, remembering what she had lost. One on one is a little better, but for the most part, she distances herself from them. They’re still friends, but they all know what happened, and it’s hard for Sanoh not to feel somewhat responsible, since it was she who saved Emilia but failed Ivan. They used to be rather close, the four of them, while captive.

An’s relationship is tense with just about everyone at the beginning. He is timid and shy, and that… really is hard to change when another person is also timid and shy. He and Izzy have a hard time coming to a middle ground with one another due to their personalities

[annedefineduser]

The girl who captured my heart

“I am with Emilia everytime she’s celebrating her birthday. One time, we’re on the set and it’s her day. I woke up late so I haven’t prepared anything to give her. And, I haven’t greeted her. I saw her sitting on a chair, she already had her wig and a light make up.

She got up and walked around, smiling to every person she passed on. Until she stopped from walking facing the sea. It’s a breathtaking sight for me. She’s appreciating the lovely view in front of her. It was like a picture perfect sight for me. She, loving the view. And I, loving the view of her. I got up with my camera on hand. ‘I need to capture this.’ I told to myself. I went close to her.

She heard the shutter of my camera. She turned to face me. 'What are you doing?’ Em asked me drawing a curve on her lips.

'Capturing the girl who captured my heart?’ I said while lowering my camera to have a better sight of her. She let out a giggle, there’s a blush on her cheeks. 'I didn’t expect that kind of answer, Mr. Harington. But, that’s smooth.’ She put her arms on her waist. Emilia took a step. I stopped her. She raised an eyebrow on me.

'Em, don’t move.’ I told her. I raised my camera again.

'What do you want me to do?’ She asked me.

'Stay like that. I’ll take a shot. You turn your face on the side and think of someone you want to be with for the rest of you life.’ I smiled after telling her that.

She obeyed what I instructed. She showed me another breathtaking view of her. I can’t help but to smile that time. I took a shot.

I went to her and I gave her a hug. She returned it. I kissed her hair for seconds. 'Happy birthday, Em. I love you.’ I said, almost a whisper.

She looked at me after I said those words, I saw tears on her eyes, tears that wants to escape.

'Thank you.’ She almost cried. 'Hey, you should be happy, it’s your day.’ I told her.

'I am, Kit. I am beyond happy. Thank you.’ She flashed a smile, a sweet one. I kissed her forehead. She closed her eyes.

'So, who was that someone you think of?’

I captured the girl who captured my heart.“

- Kit Harington, Nobody Knows

[pamiedrawnic-acid]

Re:Zero Review

Borrowed photo

Ola! It's been a while since I made a review and I think this is the 4th time that I'll be reviewing an anime. Oh well, me reviewing something means this show is really amazing cause I got a lot of beautiful things to say about it. Yes, I only want to review things I've found beautiful because it's really not in my nature to rant about something since it's really tiring and I hate negative thoughts! 😆

Well, let's get down to the business, first things first, what's with Re:zero?

Re:zero or starting life in another world is what exactly the title tells us about. It's a story of a typical shut in guy who suddenly got into another world, with this story a game-like world, set in a medieval era, where magics were not a very unusual thing and where humans and humanoids live together. Fortunately, our protagonist, Subaru, was very fond of playing games so he had already an idea on how to start or how to literally "play the game." Such a generic story isn't it? It's supposed to be but it's actually not.

Normally, in such stories, the protagonist is supposed to have an unknown ability that will only be released when the situation calls for it. Most of the time it would later on revealed that the protagonist in an important part of the world, either a part of the royal blood, a saviour, a god etc. Also in some stories, there would even have a character who would appear in front of the protagonist and explain whatever is happening. Likewise with how Subaru expected it, I was also expecting for the same thing. However, what happened was really unexpected.

[SPOILERS ALERT] He died but then he was reset to his last save point; literally like a game. The difference was, he would not know where or when was his save point unless he would die and be reset. Also, this ability of him do not allow him to have any choice. Once he died, he would automatically go back and complete his mission, which he still needed to figure out. The only rule is that, he would die over and over unless he could solve the mystery or found the "happy ending." Thus, "quitting" was not an option.

At first I thought that it was such a very convenient ability. At least you'll have another chance, not just once but as many as you want until you find the happy ending. But as I moved to each episodes and as the story goes deeper I've realized that NO it's not very convenient.

Subaru can reset from death thus, if there was something not good happening with his life, with his friends or even with the kingdom, which would result to their deaths, then he was the only one who could change it. Imagine the pressure and the burden that he was carrying?!

Subaru did not have any choice but to go over and over into an ugly situation not until he could find the solution

Have you tried solving a math problem that needed you to go over from the scratch because you know somehere in between you made a mistake but can't find it so you have to do it again? Or a science experiment that ended in a bad result so you need to go back to procedure 1? A project, a drawing, or anything~ anything that you were doing but did not go well so you have no other choice but to do it again, over and over, not to mention that your only option was to finish it. Frustrating isn't it? Imagine how frustrated, irritated, desperate and tired Subaru was? Not to mention all the time he needed to go back just to witness the death/s of the people around him.

Lastly, [SPOILERS ALERT] Subaru's ability was actually a cursed from some witch, which he couldn't tell to anyone because everytime he tried to, the witch would squeezed his heart to the point that he could almost die. Out of desperation, he actually tried to tell it to someone but that someone died. Imagine how difficult it was for Subaru to face everything alone? No one could understand him not because he didn't want them to but because he COULDN'T. (cursed that witch I definitely wanted to tear her apart! 👹)

I've read a lot of comments from somewhere on how people disliked Subaru because he was a helpless, hopeless, useless boy. Because he did not have any special power or because he was weak. Well, after all he had been through, is he still useless?

Yes, he showed us the time when he almost quit even resorting into running away because he had failed so many times and thought that there was no other choice but to leave. He showed us his frustrations, desperations, helplesness and weaknesses, that he actually admitted and you hated. Well, on the other side of the note, I commend the writer for doing a great job because I believed that, that really what he wanted you to feel. Congratulations! You've been his victim! 🙊 Going back, Subaru really became a hateful character those times but if you are going to watch the anime and try to put your feet into Subaru's you will understand me or perhaps him.

He was disheartened for who knows how many times. He was fighting all by himself. Despite of having his friends and allies who supported him with his actions and especially to those who gave him courage and moral supports, no one really knows what he was going through. He was all ALONE. But still at the end of the day he would always proved to us how strong he was; mentally and emotionally, and that, stories only ends once you've reached the happy ending so life's goes on until you became happy! Quitting was never an option!

The only downside I've seen with him is that [MAJOR SPOILER] when he did not choose Rem despite of all the things she had done for him and even asked her to help her save Emilia, the woman he trully love. He was such a cruel man, a fact that actually Rem accepted and even told him outloud which he actually agreed with. However, despite of that, I still believed that he only showed how faithful he was to the woman he love. For me he was a man of word who knows how to fulfill his promises.

I'm sorry for defending Subaru so much but I really like how his character was made in this story. Everything, including his downsides, just fell rightly into the plot and that was something you wouldn't find mostly in the animes now a days. Another thing is that, I really liked how he could accept his own flaws but would still do something to compensate with it and not to be a burden to all the powerful people around him. He was the weakest but he was also the embodiment of willpower and unending hope which made him the strongest!

Story wise, as I've said, it was a very typical but was also different at the same time. It actually gave me the feeling that it was something that I've seen before but actually I haven't. I think it's because of how the story was narrated by using the main character. The writer was actually succesful in making me experience what the main character is going through, as if I am Subaru himself. Both of us learned things about the realm at the same time. Both of us believed that some things will happen, like on a typical story, but then will hit us the least that we have expected, as if both Subaru and I were played by fate. For example is what I have said from above, when Subaru first arrived on the kingdom and he thought that since he was summoned in a different world he would definitely have a super power, which made me believed also, but he actually never had. He also remained as an outsider, someone who do not hold so much of a power, a weak human with no special fighting ability except for his naturally strong body and an incredible amount of willpower. He was not revealed as a saviour but he made himself as the saviour of the kingdom. In the end, his journey to the other world actually made him a better man; wiser and stronger mentally and emotionally.

Overall, this story was very unique on its own way. Every seconds of each 25 episodes was worth watching as you wouldn't want to missed any sudden heart attack moments and important information that will be necessary for the future. It was actually a dark story that gets a little bit of depressing but would lighten up in the end. It's a complete pack of action, drama, suspense, mystery, romance and comedy with a bonus of life lessons and words of encouragement. YOU DON'T QUIT, YOU ONLY CHANGE YOUR PLAN and STORIES ALWAYS ENDS WITH HAPPY ENDING; It's not yet the end if it's not happy.

I can actually give this series a 10/10 score if not because of the hanging questions they left after the last episode. I hope this would be answered on the next season (if there will be!). I've heard that there will be an OVA but I don't think it will be enough to tackle everything and give the story a solid conclusion. This is the kind of anime that worth having more season! Anyway whether they'll decide to give it a season 2 or not I will still recognize this anime as one of the best I've watch for being unique and unpredictable as well as for having a well constructed story and characters.

Rating: 9/10 - highly recommended