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For You

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Masterlist

Word Count: 1,369

Pairing: Choi Youngjae x Reader

Genre: Angst | Bits of fluff (?)

A/N: For all my Youngjae biases out there because he legit killed me in the teaser photos... High key shook

You loved your boyfriend. No, scratch that. You were insanely and helplessly infatuated with him. He was everything you dreamed of. He had the perfect soft brown hair that you loved, the cute and also chic stare he gave you, his smooth skin. The small mark he had underneath his right eye made you love him even more. But he didn’t think the same way as you. The comments that were left on his social media accounts were harsh and disgusting. He would constantly overthink how he sounded on stage, how he acted during concerts or fan meets. It pained you to see him put on a halfhearted smile when you asked him if he was okay.

“Youngjae~” You called for him in the living room, “Let’s go out to eat for dinner! Or we can order jajangmyeon from the restaurant down the street.” Walking towards the shared room you and Youngjae shared in the dorm, you knocked on the door peeking through the small opening you made to see if he was asleep or not. “Youngjae?” You opened the door all the way to see the lights turned off.

He was nowhere to be found. A small light leading from the bathroom shown through and you opened it cautiously, opening it more when you didn’t hear any sound of splashing water. And there he was. Youngjae sat the bathroom tub, his clothes perfectly dry, his hair a perfect mess, but his expression was emotionless.

“Youngjae, what are you doing?” You whispered, afraid that, like a cat, might become scared of the sudden appearance or someone. You knelt down beside the tub, gently taking his hand in yours and softly running your other one from the top of his head to his cheek. “Babe, what’s wrong?” Looking down at his body and noticed his other hand clutched his phone, a social media page open. Finally he spoke.

“What am I doing wrong, (Y/N)?” He looked at you with tears beginning to form at the corner of his eyes, “No matter what I do, people just don’t like me. The fans don’t like me.”

Your heartstrings were pulled when his grip tightened around your hand and when a small whimper escaped his lips. “Youngjae, nothing is wrong with you. You’re fans love you. Those comments are just ignorant wannabes’ that have no life. You shouldn’t listen to what they’re saying, it all wrong and you know that.”

Youngjae shook his head as if he was in disbelief of what you were saying, “They hate my voice, they say that I shouldn’t have joined the group and stayed back as a trainee and practice more.”

“Stop it, Youngjae. They only point out things that they know will get under your skin. You have to know that you’re perfect in every way. The members know that you’re an amazing and talented singer, why else would you be appointed lead vocal?” You tried to calm him down by placing your arms around him, his head plopped down into the crook of your neck, you could feel his tears running down onto your skin.

“I’m pathetic,” Youngjae’s voice became more hoarse and it tore at your heart.

You yourself began to form tears. Your hold around Youngjae snugged tightly around his shoulders. “You’re not pathetic. Why do you think I’m going out with you?” Pushing back his broad shoulders, wiping away the tears from his soaked cheeks, and cupping his face in your hands, you stared at Youngjae directly in his chocolate brown eyes. “I’m with you because you’re handsome. I’m with you because you’re the kindest, most charming person I have ever met. I’m going out with you because I love you, Youngjae. There is no other reason, all that matters is that I am going to be with you forever and that is all that should matter to you.”

Youngjae finally began to calm down, but you could see in his eyes that he was still thinking about. That night while Youngjae was fast asleep due to his tiring state a while before, you called for a meeting between the members to figure out a way to come up with a plan to make Youngjae feel better.

The following day you made sure that Youngjae, BamBam, and Yugyeom went out for a few hours as you and the older members set up the dorm to surprise your boyfriend.

“I really hope that this cheers him up,” Jaebum said while he posted up a few things on the dorm walls. “I should have done a better job at making him feel safer.”

“Hey now,” You walked over to the leader and placed a hand on his shoulder. “You did the best that you could do to make Youngjae feel safe. He just needs a little bit more encouragement and a boost of self-esteem. That’s what this day is for,” you said with a smile, hoping that the plan will go as planned.

Jaebum took a few seconds to respond back, “You’re right. Now let’s hurry up, Yugyeom texted me that they’re headed back right now.”

Mark and Jackson tended to making sure that all the decorations were set up in the dorm, Jinyoung focused on making sure that the food they delivered looked like they had made it, everyone was busy. You headed to the door when the doorbell rang, you saw only Yugyeom and BamBam through the eyehole. Opening the door you asked, “Where is he? Where’s Youngjae?”

“He said that he had to talk to the manager about his next song that he might release before the comeback,” Yugyeom mentioned as you made room for them to walk past, “Maybe in a few minutes he’ll be up.”

“Great! Okay, everyone, get into place,” You said.

Everyone went into their places and waited until your boyfriend came walking through the door. Moments later, you heard the clanking sounds of keys and the soft sweet voice of y Youngjae singing one of his songs.

“Surprise!” Everyone shouted as Youngjae made his way to the living room. He jumped back in amazement and looked at everyone in awe.

“What is this?” He asked.

“We wanted to make you feel better, hun.”

Jaebum walked over and draped an arm around his younger member, “We know you haven’t been in the best of moods so we wanted to make you feel better.”

You looked over at Youngjae, taking to his side and holding his hand in yours. He looked at you and the corners of his mouth lifted up.

“I can’t believe you guys. You really did this for me?”

“Of course, babe. You’re my boyfriend and you’re like everyone’s brother. We love you all, it hurts to see you being down when you look at the comments,” You said as you squeezed his Youngjae’s hand tighter. “We care for you, Youngjae. All we want for you is to trust us and say what is bothering you.”

Youngjae pulled you into his arms, “You’re the best girlfriend, (Y/N).” He hugged you tightly and all the members made “aw” noises to see the couple being cute together.

“Group hug!” BamBam said, pulling the rest of the members with him to join you and Youngjae.

As the night went on, everyone decided to watch a scary movie. BamBam, Yugyeom and Jackson sat on the floor, Mark and Jinyoung sat on the three seater couch, while you and Youngjae snuggled up together on the couple seat. His arm wrapped around you, your legs draped over the the side of the arm chair while you leaned back against his firm chest. Youngjae leaned in to kiss the temple of your forehead and whispered in your ear.

“I still can’t believe that I have an amazing girlfriend.”

“And I still can’t believe that my boyfriend is the most perfect person in the world,” you said smiling and tangling your fingers with his.

“You know, I’m going to have to do something special for you now.”

Looking up at Youngjae, you instantly knew what he was hinting towards making you smirk. You reached back towards his head and ran your hand through his hair.

“Maybe we should head out soon.”

<<END of For You>>

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LEGIT CANNOT CHOSE

{none of these gifs are mine. cr to rightful owners}

OkAy. I’m legit having a hard time, just like everyone else, picking who is my favorite in GOT7.

READ THIS POST IF YOU’RE OKAY WITH GETTING HIT WITH FEELS AND SCREAMING WITH ME

FIRST OFF. LEMME JUST SAY THAT CHOI YOUNGJAE IS HONESTLY WAY TOO CUTE. I MEAN LOOK AT HIM PLAYING WITH A PUPPET OTTER

AND HE GOES FROM SUPER FREAKING CUTE TO OMFG I’M DEAD

BUT THEN. okay seriously tho, LET ME SAY THAT IM JAEBUM IS LEGIT THE ULTIMATE BIAS WRECKER

I mean he’s sexy and his aegyo... HIS FREAKING AEGYO

LIKE DAYUM SON. I TRY TO CONTROL MYSELF FROM SHIPPING MEMBERS TOGETHER BUT 2JAE IS LITERALLY MY FAV.

And just when you think you can get out and away with GOT7, BOOM! PARK JINYOUNG COMES ALONG

This boy. I DON’T KNOW WHY BUT WHENEVER HE DOES ANYTHING I CAN’T HELP BUT SMILE BECAUSE HE SEEMS SO EXTRA TO ME

Next, we have Mark. MARK FREAKING TUAN.

he brings joy to my life when he laughs

AND JACKSON WANG. I can’t with Jackson. He’s too extra it’s just so cuuuuttteee

HOWEVER HE JUST THROWS IN SEXY AND I’M JUST I CANNOT STOP. I CANNOT. STAP IT

PART 2 (coming soooooonnn)

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Park Bench

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Masterlist

Word Count: 654

Pairing: Youngjae x Reader (?? kinda but they don’t say anything so...)

Genre: Drama

A/N: Thank you anon for requesting a fic of Youngjae with his song 아파! Sorry that it’s a bit shorter than the usual amount that I write, I hope you enjoy it!

- Youngjae POV -

너에게 들을 수 없는 말. 내 옆에만 있어 달란

Why does my wounded heart keep searching for you?

There hasn’t been a day when I stopped thinking about you. The way your hair danced in the wind, when the sunlight caught the iris of your eyes, the sensation your touch left on my skin. I miss it all. As the days go by I can’t stop wondering how you’re doing these days. Only now does my mind think of what to say to you after our fight. I wish that I could have told you how much you meant to me. I wish that I could have kissed you a bit longer, held you just a little tighter, and told you that I loved you before you left. But none of that is achievable for me now that it’s been more than a couple months since we last saw each other.

Now here I am sitting at the same park bench where we first met. It was a spring day, the cherry blossoms had just bloomed a couple days before. The wind was harsh against the flowers, I remember seeing people standing in the park as they took pictures of the waves of cherry blossom petals in the air. Looking over to the pond, there I saw you dressed in a grey sweater, blue jeans, and sneakers. The fallen petals danced around you just like a scene in a Disney movie when the prince lays his eyes on the love of his life. You made your way to me and I to you, it was our first date, the best date in my entire life. When I saw you walking through the flowers I was so sure that you were the one for me.

내가 생각��기를, 나 없이 보내야 할 니 하루가 나만큼 슬프기를.

I hope you think of me, that your days without me are as sad as mine.

But today, as I sat on the bench I saw you with your new boyfriend. A replacement for me. When I saw you with him and looked at your face filled with excitement, my heart broke. Why couldn’t I make you happy like that? For weeks, I thought that I was going to be okay without you by my side but why now does my heart feel like it’s being shredded into a million pieces? The look on your face when he made you laugh has me sick to my stomach, your arm wrapped around his makes me tear up. I wish to go back in time and change everything. When you and I promised to go against the world together. When it was just you and me. Together.

Just like the first day we met, the autumn leafs danced around your feet. I felt like I was being mocked by the seasons. The day we broke up, I thought that you and I would make up. Put together the broken pieces and be back in each other’s arms. That didn’t happen and now I regret not going to your side and being there for you when you cried. Instead, I know that your current boyfriend was your shoulder to cry on that night.

지금의 그 사람과 난 불행하길 바래 더.

I hope that you are unfortunate with your current man.

너 없이 내 하룰 보내는 시간들이, 너무 아파. 너와 나 어떻게 이렇게 되었는지? 너무 아파.

The days I spend without you, they hurt so much. How did you and I end up like it? It hurts so much.

The days are getting harder to bear. I can’t say how many tears have fallen just based on the thought of you. I want to move on and I guess this is why I’m writing this song. Because it hurts way too much.

이건 네게 하는 말이야. 니가 이 노랠 듣길

This is what I’m telling you. I hope that you listen to this song.

<<END of Park Bench>>

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Another Opportunity: Part 1

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Masterlist

Word Count: 2,396

Pairing: Choi Youngjae x Reader ft. Mark

Genre: Angst | lil fluff

Summary: All he did was work. Eat at work. Sleep at work. Youngjae barely had time for you. What was the point of being in a relationship if it was half hearted? You wanted it to end. No, you needed it to end. It was wrecking you. But what if he asked for a second opportunity to make up for the neglect that he gave you? Would you take it and see if he still loves you the same way he did a year ago? Or would you turn your back on him and walk free, searching for a better and more compatible partner?

A/N: I wrote this while listening to Lost by Defsoul and Sign from GOT7 because those tracks are lit af and I CAN’T HANDLE IT BECAUSE JAEBUMS VOICE IN LOST IS KILLER AND YOUNGJAE SLAYS HIS OWN SONG (BTW gif ain’t mine but my bias be deadly)

“I want you to give me sign. Show me how much you really care. I can’t keep lying to myself that you actually love me, Youngjae.”

That was the last thing that you said to Youngjae before you left to catch a plane to see your parents for a week. The past few months have been hell for both of you; more hell for Youngjae than yourself. The constant arguing, the slamming of doors still ring in the back of your mind, the tears that soaked your cheeks every night somehow find a way back you each morning. It wasn’t always like this.

You remembered the times when the love between you and him were real. The flames never turned into ash. Your relationship with him consisted of tight hugs, soft kisses, and whispers that were only meant for the two of you to hear. If there was a time when both of you had fought, you would both go back to each other with heavy hearts and accept each other’s forgiveness. But now it’s different. You can’t see yourself ever getting back to how things used to be.

The door finally opens, clearing you of your thoughts. You didn’t need to look at the door from your spot at the kitchen table to see who it was. You already know it was your boyfriend.

“(Y/N).” The way he said your name pulled at your heartstrings. Youngjae placed a hand on your shoulder to get your attention.

It was hard for you to look at him knowing that the very foundation of your relationship was crumbling beneath you. His focus was more on his work rather than building a stable base in his love life.

“(Y/N), are you hungry? I can make something or we can go out if you want,” Youngjae offered, his hands now placed at the back of your shoulders to massage them softly.

You took his hand off your shoulders. “No thanks, I don’t feel hungry,” you said before hearing Youngjae give a heavy sigh. You kept your eyes focused on the cup of tea settled before you on the table. Youngjae walked slowly around the table and sat at the empty leather chair across of you. Bringing your knees up to your chest, you wrapped your arms around your legs to make you feel a little less lonely in this one sided relationship. You could feel Youngjae’s eyes piercing through your skin, you still couldn’t bring yourself to even look in his direction. He crossed his arms against his chest and cleared his throat.

“How was your day? Was work busy? Do you have lots of work to finish from the university?” You could tell that he was trying to start up a conversation but your heart still ached when his voice echoed in your head. “If you have lots to do I can help you and then maybe after that we can watch-”

“Just stop it, Youngjae,” you interrupted him, irritated at the fact that he was forcing himself into your life again. “I’m not feeling that great right now. I’ll just go to sleep,” you said as you stood up from your seat, grabbing the cup and walked to the kitchen to place it in the sink.

The tension in the room grew quickly, you could still feel Youngjae’s eyes watching your back. You stopped in front of the sink, gripping the edge of the counter and letting out a deep breath.

“I think we should end it here. It’s obviously not going to work out anymore,” you confessed.

“(Y/N).”

“I can’t be in a relationship where I’m the only one trying so hard. I can’t be the only one picking up the pieces and shedding blood when I am trying to put us back together! I’m tired of this!”

Youngjae jumped up too fast from his seat, tipping the chair and letting it fall on the wooden floor with a thud. “I am trying! But you’re the one not accepting anything that I’m doing.”

You let out a scoff, “Please, Youngjae. I can tell by now that you’re just forcing yourself on me making me think that you even give a damn. It’s suffocating so please stop. Let’s just end it now.”

Youngjae moved a step closer to you, his eyes burned with infuriation. You wanted to step back but the counter blocked you in. “I’m trying my best here, (Y/N). What else do you want me to do?”

There was so much you wanted to say but nothing came out. You could feel a lump in your throat holding back the words you desperately wanted to say. Instead, your body decided to let your eyes fill with tears.

“Really, (Y/N). I’m trying my best but you keep rejecting me.”

You shook your head, “Tell me how I’m supposed to let you back in when I was just a tool to you? I trusted you with everything I had, I loved you, Youngjae. You just decided to stop loving me back months ago.”

He stood before you in disbelief as if the words you were saying to him numbed his entire body. After a few moments of silence, he dropped to his knees, his hands slipped behind yours and intertwined his fingers with yours, his head hung low. “Let me make it up to you. Let me prove to you that I was foolish, that I was too stupid to realize how great of a woman you were.”

You were speechless again. He had never gotten down on his knees to anyone before just to say how sorry he was. You couldn’t help but raise his head with a finger under his chin and look into his brown eyes. Tears had filled to the brim and streamed out from the corner of his eyes, the bottom of his lip trembled and you couldn’t help but give him another chance to make up for his mistakes.

“I’ll give you another opportunity to make up for what you’ve done,” you said and the moment you offered him another chance, you saw the edges of his lips curl into a weak smile. “But if there is even the slightest feeling in my heart where I believe you aren’t giving me a hundred percent in his relationship, it’ll be the last time you’ll see me.”

Youngjae didn’t take another second before responding with jumping up to his feet and wrapping his arms around your waist to swing you around the apartment. He set you down onto your feet and let his chin rest on the crook for your neck.

“I’ll make it up to you, I promise,” Youngjae whispered, his arms wrapping tighter around your waist.

For the past couple of days since the argument Youngjae’s been trying to impress you with all these surprises. You remembered the first day after, he decided to prepare a homemade lunch box for you to take to work.

~ “I made this for you!” Youngjae shouted, showing you his infamous wide smile. “I packed all the foods that you liked, the japchae and small hot dogs.”

For a moment you stared into the container, looking at the hot dogs that were cut into octopus’. “When did you make this?”

Youngjae scratched the back of his head, “I kinda stayed up all night to make it for you.” He gave a small nervous laugh before continuing on. “I’m not a great cook but I wanted to make it for you since you made me one every day to take to the studio.”

Upon hearing his confession you remembered that when you first bought the apartment with Youngjae, you always made him a lunch box just so he could have a healthy meal to eat everyday. ~

Yesterday, Youngjae decided to surprise you at work with a few of your favorite flowers, peonies. Even though you told him you didn’t have a vase to put it in, he brought along a vase the two of you made on your second date. He took you to a ceramics shop and both of you painted a premade vase. That was your favorite date because at the end of the night, it was the first time that Youngjae kissed you.

You were distracted from your fond memories when your phone began to ring.

“Hey, are you busy after school? I can pick you up at the back of the universities gates.”

You didn’t know who was talking to you, you looked back again at the caller ID. It was Mark, a friend of yours when you first entered university. “Ah Mark! Wow, we haven’t talked for a while.”

“Yeah, I know right? I actually just finished just came back from America and I’ll be here in Korea for a few months.”

“Oh that’s great!” You hadn’t seen Mark for a couple years since we moved out of your neighborhood and spent a few years in America. He was a great friend to you and Youngjae, he was the one that actually introduced the two of you to each other. Mark and Youngjae were both a year older than you but after you became friends with Mark, you soon got to know and become friends with Youngjae and his other classmates.

“So, are you free after? I have so much to show you and Youngjae.”

“Of course! I just need to let Youngjae know, I’m sure he’ll clear up his schedule knowing that you’re in town.”

Mark laughed a bit, “Text me when you and Youngjae are open tonight. I know a friend that can save us a table at a barbeque place close to where the university is.”

You and Mark hung up, Youngjae came through the door a few moments later.

“Mark is in town and was wondering if we’d want to eat dinner with him.”

“Mark? Tonight?”

“Yeah, he just got in from his trip to the States. It’s okay if we eat with him?”

Youngjae nodded his head, “Yeah, it’s fine with me.”

Things were still awkward between you and him however, you did try your best into accepting everything he did for you during the past couple of days. You texted mark that the two of you were free the entire night. As soon as you sent him the message he instantly replied back to you with the address and time to meet.

“How was your day?” Youngjae asked while slipping into a fresh shirt and coming out from the bedroom.

“It was fine I guess. There wasn’t much that I had to do at work but I still have one more page to finish up for my psychological studies class,” you informed him. Your eyes caught a slight glimpse of him watching you contently as he walked by, plopping himself down on the couch. “What about you? Did you get a lot of work done?”

“Yeah, a lot actually,” Youngjae chirped, a smile spread across his face, “Do you wanna take a break and listen to one of the songs that I made? It’s not complete, I mean, it’s not finished but I still need to clean up some of the music in the background.”

“I’d love that.” You were excited, normally he kept his work a secret from you until he thought that it was worth sharing, which wasn’t often. You grabbed your earbuds from your bag and handed them to Yongjae. Sitting with your legs crossed on the couch you put in the left earbud, your boyfriend did the same with the right one. Youngjae pressed play on his phone. The music started off with a sound of a clock ticking and then you heard Youngjae’s voice. Your heart skipped a beat, you hadn’t heard him sing in so long that you had forgotten that he was so talented. Just listening to the first minute gave you chills that ran down your back. When he hit the high notes it made you feel like you were on cloud nine. His voice was that powerful. Youngjae glanced at your face, your eyes were wide and mouth slightly ajar. As the song slowed down and came to an end, Yongjae pulled the earbud out of your ear carefully and leaned forward.

“What do you think?” When you didn’t say anything, he placed a hand on your shoulder, “Hey, are you okay? Was it bad?”

You looked at him and finally let the words slip from your mouth, “That was amazing,” you literally had to take a moment before continuing, “Why haven’t I heard it before?”

“I was afraid that you wouldn’t like it.”

You shook your head, “I don’t just like it. I love it. You should let me listen to all your songs more often!”

Youngjae smiled, he couldn’t help himself from wanting to kiss you. He placed a hand on your cheek catching your attention. Leaning in, he finally captured your lips with his. He hadn’t felt your soft lips with his in a long time and he wanted to taste more of you. Yet he felt you slightly push against his chest with both hands. Releasing you, he saw that your face was more flushed than usual.

You cleared your throat and turned your face away from him. “Maybe we should, you know, take it slow for now.”

Youngjae looked at you, a bit confused but then it dawned on him that the two of you hadn’t done anything since the month before the fight. “Right, right. Sorry, (Y/N).”

“It’s nothing to be sorry about, Youngjae.” You assured him as you rested your hand over his. “It’s just that considering where we are in our relationship we should treat it like the first few weeks we started going out.”

Youngjae recalled the first couple of dates he took you on. He hadn’t made a move on you until the third date, the first kiss he ever gave you was his most embarrassing one. He didn’t turn his head in time and clashed his nose with yours, leaving a slight bruise at the tip. But the second time he went in to kiss you, it felt like a hot flame was dancing on his lips. “Yeah, take it slow.”

Your phone started vibrating. Mark was texting you endlessly.

“We should probably head out. Mark wants to meet us early.”

<<End of Another Opportunity: Part 1>>

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Goodbye’s Aren’t Always Sad: Part Three

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Masterlist

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four (Finale)

Word Count: 2,521

Paring: Jaebum x Reader ft Youngjae

Genre: Angst | Fluff 

A/N: I’m sorry it took me a while to update this.. I still need to update New in Town.... hahahahaha 

The time you got home from dinner with Jaebum’s parents you were exhausted, you flopped yourself onto the bed as your new fiance slipped off your heels. You sighed and raised your left hand in the air staring at the ring on your finger.

“Did I ever tell you how much I love you?”

Jaebum looked up at you, a smile spread wide across his face, he undid a couple buttons of his dress shirt and laid down beside you. Taking the moment, he intertwined his fingers with yours and kissed the back side of your hand. You watched his actions, dining in on the little features of his face, all the things that he thought were imperfections made you love him all the more. But when you felt his lips on the back of your hand, you began to question what he was doing.

“Why’d you do that?”

“The kiss?”

“Yeah, the kiss. You don’t do that unless we’re parting, why’d you do that?”

Jaebum kept his hand tight around yours and held it close to his chest. “Well, there isn’t any reason. I just wanted to do it.”

His answer didn’t seem to make sense. Your mind was going in all directions, “Jaebum, is something bothering you?” You sat up on the bed and managed to slip your hand out from his grasp.

“No, nothing’s wrong, just a bit tired today. We did a lot.” Jaebum shot back. He followed your movement and swung his legs onto the bed, his hands on the caps of your knees. “I just feel a bit uncomfortable with Youngjae being around and all.”

“I don’t understand. Youngjae’s a great person. I mean, he did say something weird to me before we left his house.”

Jaebum scrunched his brows. “What did he say to you?”

“He told me that you stole what was his.”

The words that came out of your mouth confused his even more. “Is that all he said. Did he do anything to you?”

The image of when Youngjae kissed your flooded back into your mind. “No, he just said that one thing.” You didn’t want him to worry, you loved him and he loved you, you knew that because he just proposed to you. Would this count as cheating? But you didn’t consent to it so it wasn’t your fault, right? “I’m gonna wash my face.” You scooted yourself off the mattress and went to the bathroom.

You looked at yourself in the mirror. Who were you? Why were you keeping secrets from someone you loved. It wasn’t like you at all. You grabbed the soap and washed away the makeup to give yourself time to think alone without Jaebum by your side. When you came back into the room Jaebum had already fallen asleep, his shoes on the floor, this buttoned shirt only showed half of his body, and he wore his gym shorts to bed. You couldn’t help but smile at the cute sight laid before you.

You pulled the covers over his body and brushed away the strands of hair that hid his beautiful face with the tips of your fingers. You made room on his forehead to press a soft kiss against his skin and let his sleeping face be engraved in your mind. The precious moment was seized from you when your phone lightened up with a text message from Youngjae.

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“Hey, are you busy?”

You answered, “What do you want?”

“I just wanted to see how you were doing.”

“Why do you want to know? I shouldn’t even be talking to you.”

“Just because of what happened earlier? It was just a kiss, (Y/N).”

“Oh ‘it was just a kiss’ huh? You know I’m going out with Jaebum, right?”

“You really don’t get it, do you? Remember when I said that he stole what was mine?”

“So what of it?”

“He stole you away from me. Don’t you understand?”

“No. I don’t understand and frankly I could care less. Plus I was never yours to begin with. You should also know that he proposed to me today.”

“You’re freaking kidding.”

“I’m not, Youngjae. You and I, what happened earlier today needs to be kept a secret from Jaebum. It’ll kill him if he found out.”

“Maybe I should tell him what happened if he’s going to die so that way I can have you all to myself.”

“What the actual fuck, Youngjae. How can you say something like that. Are you seriously going to risk your friendship with him?!”

“He’s not a friend to me anymore. I loved you, (Y/N). He knew that I liked you but he ended up taking you away from me. I would do anything to go back in time to change that.”

“Stop, Youngjae. Don’t you ever talk to me anymore. Don’t ever bring up the kiss to Jaebum, I beg of you.”

“I can’t make any promises, (Y/N).”

“Youngjae! YOU CAN’T TELL HIM. ANSWER ME.”

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Youngjae didn’t answer you after that. Your heart was racing, your mind began to think of different situations in which Jaebum would react to Youngjae telling him that he kissed you. Would he be acceptant of the fact that you kissed him once and that was it and he would forgive you? Would he secretly hold back his anger but show it off like it’s nothing? Would he cry for nights about how you were with another man who was his best friend? You were at a complete loss for words, you were scared to know that Youngjae might spill the secret and even more terrified to know what Jaebum would do.

The entire night you were restless, your brain barely let you sleep. You laid in bed while you looked at the back of Jaebum head. You didn’t want to let him go. He was the best thing that ever happened to you and if he really left you, you wouldn’t know what to do with yourself. As the sun started to rise you felt Jaebum shift in his sleep and turned his body to face you. His eyes slowly opened, blinking a few times and then smiled with his eyes closed when he noticed you staring at him.

“What~?” His voice was groggy. “Couldn’t sleep?”

You hummed in response. “I got a few hours,” you lied to reassure him. “Are you hungry?”

Jaebum’s hands traveled to your hips and pulled you closer before wrapping his arms around to hold you. You let your arms drape over his torso and pressed your face against his warm chest. Taking in the smell of his shirt as he placed a kiss on the top of your head.

“Jaebum.” He took a while to respond back, you thought that he had fallen back to sleep. “Jaebumie,” you called his name out again in a cute tone.

“Give me a few more minutes.” Jaebum whined.

“You still need to take a shower. You smell,” you notified as you tried to push him away with your hands against his chest, he wouldn’t let go.”

“I don’t wanna. Plus, it’s comfy sleeping like this.” He pulled his face away from the crook of your neck and looked at you with a smile spread across his face. “Unless you want to join me for a shower like last night.”

“Yah, I look one already when you were sleeping.”

Jaebum looked at you with puppy dog eyes. Instead of complaining and trying to get you into the shower with him his hands started tickling your sides. You burst out laughing, you tried to slap his hands away but he would tickle you in another weak spot. The playing around slowed down when Jaebum finally got out of bed and went to take a shower. You had gone off to the kitchen to make breakfast for your man.

Heavy steps made it’s way down the hall, the sweet scent of shampoo and body wash overpowered the smell of pancakes and bacon. Jaebum came out in his sweats, and white t-shirt, his towel hung over his broad shoulders, hair still dripped with water.

“Yah, are you a child? You’re hair is still soaking wet.” You scolded Jaebum and grabbed the towel to pull it over his head and ruffed up his hair. He looked at you, his eyes showed no emotion that you could see. “What’s wrong?”

His hands stopped yours from wiping away the remaining water. “About Youngjae.”

The moment Jaebum said his name your heart stopped.

Did Youngjae call Jaebum? Did he say what happened yesterday?

“I can’t help but get jealous when he’s around you. Is that weird?”

You were in the clear. For now. “No, of course it’s not weird. I mean, we’ve been together for so long and here comes Youngjae and we’re like best friends now. You’re just being the cute possessive boyfriend.”

Jaebum scoffed and walked to the other side of the island in the kitchen and sat down as he watched you plate the pancakes and bacon onto a plate. You poured him a cup of coffee and one for yourself, placing all the dishes in front of him.

“So, what shall we do today?” Jaebum asked as he munched on the pancake topped with banana slices. “Do you wanna go to the beach?”

Your eyes lit up. “Yeah! Let’s go, I haven’t been to the beach in so long. It would be nice to go back and feel the sand beneath my feet.”

Your fiance smiled, “Alright, then let’s go after we finished breakfast.”

After a couple hours, you had packed a beach bag filled with a couple towels, sunscreen, sunglasses, and snacks. You tied on the new bikini top you had bought last week with a friend, pulled on your short white swim shorts, and slipped a white oversized t-shirt on. Jaebum also put on his swim trunks and a shirt. He walked over to you and took your hand in his.

“I invited a few of the guys too, some of them are bringing their girlfriends too. Is that okay?”

You were surprised to know that Jaebum had invited other people before asking you. You didn’t want to be the type of person that controlled her lover so you let it slide. Nodding your head, you followed Jaebum as he grabbed the keys and pulled you along to the car. The ride felt so short but it only took a couple hours until you saw Jaebum’s friends. Bambam, Yugyeom, and Jackson waved their arms in the air to get your attention. You noticed Mark and Jinyoung with their girlfriends close by, you rolled down the window and waved back at your friends. It was all fun and amusing until you saw Youngjae leaning on the hood of someone’s car. His hand gesturing a wave back to you.

“Hey, what’s up man?” Jaebum greeted his friends, hugging everyone, only to stop in his tracks when he saw Youngjae. “What’s up?” He then gripped Youngjae’s hand with force and smiled. “So guys, shall we get ready for some fun in the sun?” Jaebum shouted as he ran from the parking lot and down to the beach, the sand flew everywhere with every step. All the boys followed the childish leader while you and the other two girls stayed behind walking slower.

“So, (Y/N), you’re going out with Jaebum, right?” Ah Young asked, her hat shading her face from the bright rays of the sun.

“Yeah, and you’re Mark’s girlfriend, right? You and Chaerin make a great pair with Mark and Jinyoung.”

The two of them looked at you with a smile, Chaerin then commented on your relationship status. “Right! I heard you and Jaebum are now fiance’s! That’s amazing, congratulations!”

You thanked the two girls and you laid out some of the beach towels on the sand to sit on. Watching the boys manhandle each other, acting like little kids, made you feel somewhat relaxed. You saw Jaebum with his hands on his waist laughing at his friends as they picked up BamBam and tossed him into the water. Jaebum looked over to you, your hand in the air with the sunscreen bottle in your grip. He jogged over to you and got on his knees and hands before quickly stealing a kiss.

“Yah, do you want to get burned? You should at least put sunscreen on your face.” You scolded your fiance again and he just grimaced at you contently.

“Put on for me, (Y/N)?” he asked before facing his back towards you.

Shaking your head with a smile on your face, you squeezed the product onto your hand and rubbed it over his broad shoulders and down his back. Then when he faced you, he helped put some on his chest and arms while you booped his nose with sunscreen. You smeared the lotion on his face and when you finally told him you were done he immediately got up to join his friends again, completely forgetting to help you.

Noticing the slightly irritated expression on your face Chaerin offered to help. “I’ll help you, (Y/N). If you could help me with my back too.”

“Thanks, Chaerin. My idiot fiance is probably too excited about his friends being here.”

After a while, the three of you helped each other put on sunscreen and laid in the sun for a while. Feeling like you were too hot, you slipped your shades off and saw some of the boys digging a hole in the sand, Jaebum sitting at the shoreline with his feet in the water. You walked over to him, letting your fingers graze over his shoulders as you walked by and into the cool ocean. Jaebum followed, his eyes watched your figure as the water splashed against your legs and then your torso.

“Having fun, babe?” He asked as he finally joined you at the side, both of you faced the ocean as ships slowly crossed by.

“I am but…” You caught yourself before speaking on.

“But what?”

“But I thought that you meant it would just be us two at the beach. You didn’t ask me about having everyone else join us.”

Jaebum’s smile started to turn into a frown. “I thought that you’d want to get to know Chaerin and Ah Young and spend time with the boys.”

“Jae, although I love hanging out with them, it would have been better to ask me before we had planned this instead of telling me as we’re driving here.” You were getting slightly irritated at the fact that he still didn’t understand that he should have asked. “Plus, why is Youngjae here? I thought that you were uncomfortable with me being around him.”

“I don’t know, maybe Mark invited him. Why are you being so irritated lately?”

His comment made you want to snap at him but the sounds of splashing water nearby made you shut your mouth. The two of you looked over to the shoreline to see Youngjae a few feet away from you.

“Oh shit, sorry guys. I didn’t mean to interrupt.”

<<END of Goodbye’s Aren’t Always Sad: Part 3>>

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☆…SHOULD WE KNOW US A LITTLE BETTER TAG…☆

Tagged by the amazing @memento-moree ! thank you for the tagggg!!

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20ppl…

THE LAST: 1. Drink: Honeydew bubble tea 2. Phone call: my university 3. Text message: “and mince 3 garlic cloves” lol, i told my mom to get started with dinner 4. Song you listened to: Fly - GOT7 5. Time you cried: A month ago(??) 6. Dated someone twice: #TheSingleLife 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: again #TheSingleLife 8. Been cheated on: I’ll say it one more time #TheSingleLife 9. Lost someone special: a close friend 10. Been depressed: As of recently, no. But I have in the past 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: well, I did get drunk before but I never threw up so....

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Red, Blue, Black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yeah!

16. Fallen out of love: nah

17. Laughed until you cried: of course!

18. Found out someone was talking about you: yup and now we aren’t friends

19. Met someone who changed you: a couple people!

20. Found out who your friends are: yup, I cut out a few of them tbh

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: the last time I’ll say this. #TheSingleLife

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: at least 3/4 of them!

23. Do you have any pets: two dogs!

24. Do you want to change your name: I’m g

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: is it bad that I can’t recall my last birthday let alone what I did last week?

26. What time did you wake up: around 9 am?

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping

28. Name something you can’t wait for: getting my new laptop~

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a couple of seconds ago asking what I’m doing lol

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my body 

31. What are you listening right now: people talking in the Apple store

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I don’t know any Toms lol

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Liars.

34. Most visited Website: YouTube and GOT7 Amino! (follow me, CarmsAK)

35. i don’t know what the question was haha + 36. same + 37. same -no idea what this is but anyway+38 same (i’ll just go in order by number ha) ????idkwhathappenedherebutwewillcarryon???? (lol what happened to the questions??? - Everythings-koreanpop)

38. Hair color: dark brown

39. Long or short hair: medium length??? it’s to the middle of my back so.

40. Do you have a crush on someone: heheh

41. What do you like about yourself: My eyebrows

42. Piercings: three on my right and left earlobe and then a

43. Bloodtype: I don’t even know...

44. Nickname: Caramel

45. Relationship status: why does my relationship status always come up???

46. Zodiac: Libra

47. Pronouns: She, Her

48. Favorite TV Show: Into the Badlands

49. Tattoos: Yup, on my right shoulder. planning on getting one at the end of the month on my left shoulder.

50. Right or left hand: Right

51. Surgery: removing my wisdom teeth

52. Piercing: answered already in #42

53. Sport: what is sports?

55. Vacation: can winter be longer?

56. Pair of trainers: nike and vans???

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Pasta

58. Drinking: Some kind of soda

59. I’m about to: sleep

61. Waiting for: my friends to make plans for the vacation so I don’t have to make them every single time.

62. Want: A relationship....

63. Get married: umm. probably not any time soon bro

64. Career: Restaurant/Cafe owner

WHICH IS BETTER?:

65. Hugs or kisses: Kisses

66. Lips or eyes: Lips

67. Shorter or taller: Taller

68. Older or younger: older

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Stomach

71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive

72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a stranger: “no, that’s no no” (Picture in Choi Youngjae’s voice when a fan asked him to go to her house with him)

75. Drank hard liquor: Yup

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: so many times....

77. Turned someone down: yup

78. Sex in the first date: no...

79. Broken someones heart: no one’s ever fallen for me XD

80. Had your heart broken: mhm

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: yeah, I’m not that heartless

83. Fallen for a friend: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: is this some kind of bullshit?

85. Miracles: hmmm a little?

86. Love at first sight: nah

87. Santa Claus : nope because now I make tags that say “From: Santa” for the little kids in my family

88. Kiss in the first date: ssuuureee

89. Angels: Nope

OTHER:

90. Current best friends name: Nicole

91. Eyecolor: Brown

92. Favorite movie: Léon

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