#everythingi

[quartergremlin]

the kit part 2/2 > 1

there are parts he misses about home, just a little bit.

transcript:

Katsuichi: Thanks kiddo. Come 'ere Yu. You're going to help me.

K: This is Edgewing. It was weilded by the samurai Miyamoto Usagi, and passed down from warrior to warrior protecting. Protecting yokai kind, even as we were driven underground to the body of our titan. Until it got to your super cool big brother!

Yuichi: Katsuichi!

K: Maybe you'll even use it someday. But before that, we clean!

Y: Uggggh

Leo: Yu? Are you okay? You spaced out.

Y: yeah. Yeah, sorry. Let's get started.

[chonkadonk]

dawg that is NOT my neighbor

[sunshinetrinket]

spent like 30 minutes trying to make an rpf is fine image in gimp b4 remembering literally no one here will know or understanding or care what i'm talking about there is no need to be putting that much effort into that post. awsten knight rpf is fine image imagine it with your mind i gave up

[colourme-feral]

Finished The Time of Fever last night and I'm oh-so not okay. I love it here. My brain is on overdrive, my sleep is deprived, I'm losing it. What an experience. I need to make a million posts and I need time for this.

My brain right now:

[constantfyre]

I did the Crystal Tower and wasn't ready (like always) to lose Darien. So I tried to leave, couldn't, walked back to Darien and had a second Darien following me. Then he followed me the whole time after!! HE'S OKAY AS LONG AS I NEVER TAKE VAL'S PORTAL!!!! He even helped me fight Nocturnal. Oh and left and came back and Leythen was alive again so everyone is okay!!!!!!!!

[splattacks]

ive got to do it for Her (neocities layout redesign)

[kl-silly-fox]

My pookies birthday is in a couple hours!

I'm so excited celebrate my lil old pookie wookie! > ▼ <

I love them so much! They've been here for n with me for almost 5 years! I can't believe it! > v <

[shuhuflesh]

lets fucking go

[llycaons]

gotta say this isn't a great first impression for xiao chiye. the fact that this is a pretty brutal first meeting for love interests aside, it's also a really shitty thing to do to near-fatally assault a 15 year old prisoner who's already been brutalized by the guards and interrogator. like. oof

[rustedgate]

It's 2:30 in the morning and I'm having. Thoughts. Lots of them. About my life and how it's impacting my ability to handle things, and how. idk I feel like I'm getting worse at being a person. At being a Good person. I used to be smart, and convicted, I had a voice I knew how to use and I had things to say. And now I don't. Or can't. And I'm frustrated with myself, and there's this voice in my head telling me if I'm honest, people are just going to roll their eyes at me and tell me to get over myself. This probably won't make a ton of sense

I've legitimately noticed a decline in my ability to understand and engage with the world, things that used to not be an issue. I feel dumb, but I still hold myself to that higher standard. I'm grappling with the fact that I'm struggling while not allowing myself to struggle because I feel like I don't deserve to.

Like. I can't admit to myself that I have problems. Like logically I know that I'm disabled, I know that I could not live on my own, but I still function well enough that to 'claim' that I'm disabled feels dishonest. Id never hold anyone else to that standard, because that would be wrong. But I can't give myself that same credence. And it makes it hard, mentally, to wrap my head around a lot of discussions, cause I'm always picturing myself as the one who needs to learn, the one who needs to be there for someone else, the one that needs to be Better, like when someone talks about how they wish abled people would help them or understand certain things, I'm mentally placing myself in the 'abled' category, but getting frustrated because the things they list or expect aren't things I can do. At least not easily. (This is not aimed at anyone, it's just, a me problem, and just an example of a much larger feeling I have about. A lot of stuff)

Like. Part of it is just the social media issue of 'you you you', there's this assumption that the reader doesn't already care, or that they're malicious, and I have a really hard time. Not believing that subtle 'accusation'. I can't not take things personally, and it leaves me really conflicted, because I SHOULD be able to move on, think "oh I already know that, I agree, this isn't about me". But I can't. And If I say it's caused by 'x', I'm making excuses not to learn, or improve myself, or listen. Lose lose.

I can't trust myself, and I've noticed that I can't, like call myself anything. I feel aimless, like if I try to fit into a category of any kind, if I say "I am (this)", someone's going to find a way to make me wrong. To make me not enough. But if I don't put my foot down, there will be people telling me that I'm weak, that my lack of confidence is something I should just get over. I know I can't please everybody, and I certainly shouldn't be trying to do that on the Internet of all places, but it feels like no matter what. I'm failing at something.

[okcoolthanks]

HOLY FUCK I HAVE NEW FOLLOWERS DO YALL KNOW ABOUT MY FUCKING WHOLE ASS COMIC BOOK

[fadeintoyou1993]

[superbellsubways]

im in a living hell girl

[frantasies]

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[aztr0punk]

dammit i outed myself with that. damn it

[rosesart11]

also before eepy silly oc song of the night

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