#everything seems so pointless to me

[jarognieva]

I should be happy I got new job but I feel depressed instead. Because it seems I'm doomed to work in shitty jobs forever

[jaggedjot]

Though it is all said in good humour, there is a subtle distinction between the way that Louis takes a moment to compliment the artistry involved in the theatre (“The effect was wondrous.”) before he grumbles about its subject matter (“They were weird! And always ended in death or some kind of cruel, barely motivated violence.”), and the manner in which Armand scoffs at the concept of Louis being interested in photography (“Vampires with hobbies! Insanity!”), dismissing it as a human foible (“It's a human perspective of time.”) that Louis has since outgrown.

[loderlied]

at least i get to say that my hypochondriac delusions about dying soon weren't delusions at all lmao. small w

[oh-meow-swirls]

was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-

[j-esbian]

i feel like there is so much to be said about drizzt do’urden’s religious views and how he’s a stand-in for culturally christian atheists. he grew up in a corrupt religious society and has religious trauma, so as a result he views all religion as bad. at first it seems like he’s going to have a “pagan finds jesus” story but he eventually rejects mielikki too, and imo, it always felt out of character that he followed her in the first place so i wasn’t surprised when he changed his mind. he was looking for a name to label his preexisting system of ideals, which feels very much like christians who claim “all that matters is that you live by the bible and live in a godly manner”. many religions are about teachings and traditions as much as they are about “just being a good person and following god’s vibes” (which i feel like is INCREDIBLY standard in american protestantism)

i think a lot of it comes down to the fact that the forgotten realms (and a lot of fantasy tbh) treats the gods as just Very Powerful People instead of the forces of nature personified (and again this is to be expected from a christian culture, where jesus was Just A Guy)

[s0ftcr33p]

death seems so peaceful to me but I’m terrified of dying

[databent]

If it was like, a fucking Choice I wouldn't hate being awake all night nearly as much but when my Accursed Disease puts me on a nocturnal schedule whether I like it or not its just so hard to want to do anything it makes me so mad it fucking sucks. good god. its like seasonal depression cos i sleep right through all the fuckin daylight except i get to experience it every 2-3 weeks all year round:) yay:) kill me

[foragings]

i feel so aimless and full of despair like 89% of the time. and i need to just go to bed but i took a nap earlier and there is only so much time you can spend asleep

[alchemyne]

i don't want to turn 25 rant in tags

[hotsugarbyglassanimals]

going to be honest I’ve really been going through it this week

[bi-buck-coded]

No one really sees / reads my random personal posts anyway so im popping off in the tags

[the-busy-ghost]

Whyyy is everything the wrong way round

[castorochiaro]

just got hit with an intense wave of creative inferiority

ugh

[dreamyprinx]

after the next few drafts are posted any other art posts may become more sporadic for the foreseeable future as I honestly hold little love for art or my ocs lately and don’t know if/when that’ll change. thanks for understanding

[stars-bean]

When you're looking for certain content and you can't find anything 😒 Guess you have to make it by yourself.

[museenkuss]

Tocade by Rochas? Nirvana Bourbon by Elizabeth and James? Whispers in the Library by Maison Martin Margiela? Lalique Le Parfum by Lalique? ✨💋🪞✨

Oh darling, thank you sm for these recommendations!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕 I’ve had the Lalique and MMM ones on my radar but nirvana bourbon is new to me and it sounds so nice! I think you’ve mentioned Tocade before & ever since I’ve been trying to hunt it down 👀 it sounds amazing & might be just what I need…