#everything feels pointless

[lunasberry]

life feels so pointless.

I don't know why I'm here.

[burnt-out-phoenix1]

[twoheadedfawnn]

so so sad i want 2 disappear

[aberooski]

I think I've lost all of my desire to do anything at all and I don't know how to get it back.

I can't sleep, I don't eat, and if I do it's snacks or the same like 3 meals alternating. I have to fight myself to drink water sometimes, or brush my teeth or get out of bed and I hate showering. I can't play video games anymore, I don't have a desire to listen to any music anymore, I can't watch shows or movies anymore, and I can't even draw or write anymore.

I've been trying to finally start Chazzerella this week and I'm still slogging through the storybook opening because I just can't find the words.

I can't even bring myself to look at jobs half the time anymore and I actually need to do that. I *have* to get a job because I have both no money and student loans to pay. But even that feels like a pointless waste of time.

I feel like I'm broken. Something broke inside of me and I don't know how to fix it and now I can't even function anymore.

[chaos-wanderer]

damn, that winter depression is no fucking joke lol 🤪

[actual-corpse]

Not as drunk as I want to be...

But I can feel it

[king-carrington]

Nothing even matters anymore

[autumskys]

[daedrabela]

i don't see my counselor for another 6 days.

[itmightneverbetherighttime]

...

[lunasberry]

nothing feels fun again. there's no real thing I enjoy doing.

[ghost-bxrd]

((I caved and maybe-kinda-sorta started a liiiiittle bit on Jujutsu Kaisen and—- wtf do you mean a fifteen year old is totally a-okay with being executed eventually because it serves the greater good????? And everybody is just like “cool,” like it’s totally normal????? WTF??? Like, sir, ARE YOU AWARE YOU ARE LITERAL SUNSHINE INCARNATE———))

[virgothozul]

[skeletoninthemelonland]

never lay down in bed right after eating. don't think about staying on your phone for nearly two hours in that position. don't sleep either. acid reflux is real and i hate that guy

[crispy-ghee]

I appreciate the people who like my characters and stories. It's nice not feeling like I'm the only one who gives a shit about them sometimes. I know that I should make art for myself, and I do, but still. Sometimes I need to feel like someone out there actually cares.

[skinnypaleangryperson]

The way that Arthur says "they'll shoot me" is so adorable. His voice cracking the definition of tender. 🤧 Entire scene is so precious, especially when he starts wiping his eyes from crying. The amount of fluff in the scene of what he could have been like as a husband is criminal.