#everyone say thank you Carl rogers and humanist theory

[emeraldcreeper]

I hate having to job hunt for shit I hate to eventually repeat myself for the 1000th time that no I hate the apartments you think are good they charge more for a first floor unit where do they think they are clearly not the middle of assfuck nowhere fucking beside a busy ass road next to the one actual grocery store (fuck that fuck those guys! I live next to a field house and football field now and will blow my brains out to live anywhere noisy again) and actually I probably shouldn’t apply for that hospital job I’d prefer to run reception for that social worker the preacher knows (Christ alive I just realized it may be religious junk of an association, except the pastor is a lawyer so maybe not but to be honest I’d rather work in a hotel lobby than that, I look so butch dude I can’t) I need wild things from a job and hours from 9am-9pm? That’s so bad! I’m gonna get into grad school or scream at my college to fucking let me leave in the fall (I had a mental breakdown during this semester and couldn’t go to class my mother can corroborate you dicks, I’m honestly lucky I made it I couldn’t work) I cannot work random ass hours that don’t flex around my schedule! That hospital? Full of shit if they don’t let me! I also refuse to check my schedule every week because it changes! I want a 9-5 that will work with grad school shit that I gotta do in person! Hospital doesn’t seem super flexible! Not every job opening is a Hail Mary you STUPID FUCKIN IDIOTS I’d have a better damn shot not trying to get a job at all out there because clearly the hours are total dogshit