#every day in june ig XD

[the1trueanon]

the gay urge to do pride art but the artistic urge to do all my character refs for artfight next month so i can participate but the neurodivergent urge to ignore all responsibilities and only draw wally but the tired urge to just say fuck it all and go back to sleep

[lemonadebloodsworld]

Tw: ED (??), sh, depression, suicidal thoughts, abuse (??)

So yeah,

It feels weird to come back here even if it's a more recent account. The first time I made a tumblr account was when I was 13 and back then I was already really depressed because of trauma, my relationship with my parents and the fact that they were always saying that I faked being depressed and was just being dramatic and other shitty stuff.

Back then they thought I was a gay girl too but yeah I'm a bi trans boy and it makes everything so damn harder because everytime I try to talk about my mental health my mom just says that it's JUST because I'm trans and I should just be patient and wait to be 18 to start a transition while yes, dysphoria and the fact that my family isn't really supportive make me sad but my mental health has been getting so damn bad.

I've never really been a happy child, my parents divorced when I was 3-4, my mom found my stepdad who has always been an asshole to me and my little brother because we are not his "real" kids and would always yell at us and hit my brother and my mom has always been depressive and mentally ill (Ed, depression and trauma) so she is scared of him ig, anyways, she just never said anything about it, even when she noticed that we were really scared of him.

My bio father was supposed to take us at his place every weekend but after a year he stopped coming and dissappeared for 9 years. At the same time I started to get bullied at school by older kids and some kids in my class and I didn't have any friends because it was a shame for them to be friend with me.

At 11, I have been sexually assaulted by an older kid (he was 15 or something) leaving me with trauma.

At 12 I changed school and found friends, I was so unused to it and ashamed of my past that I spent my time lying to them so they'll like me and think I'm cool, I also started to smoke and drink in secret because I felt so much pain and the intrusive thoughts started to get loud.

At 13 my bio dad came back in my life because he owed a lot of money to my mom and wanted to use us to make my mom feel bad about it. I started self-harming lightly and depression started to settle in but I wasn't really understanding what was going on because the "hypomanic" phases and intrusive thoughts were getting more present causing me to lose the only friends I had and yeah I just didn't understand what the hell was going on. I tried to talk about my mental health to my parents but they told me that I was being dramatic and it's a normal thing to feel bad because I was an adolescent and questioning my identity (I came out as a lesbian back at this time) and decided to just punish me and take my phone away because I was spending too much time alone in my room and didn't do the chores.

At 14 I started to have a lot of anxiety and panic attacks while being in depressive episodes, I started an ed (feeling shameful for eating even a little amount of anything and purging, I don't want to give it any name because I have been diagnosed and yeah), I also began to self-harm more and deeper (still not bad, I don't want to lie for that type of stuff xd), I broke down one day and told everything to my parents (sh, depressive tendencies, smoke, suicidal thoughts etc) and once again they were like "yeah nah it can't be that bad, you just lie to have attention and have an excuse to stay in your room and just being stupid" but my mom saw my arms and thights and then was okay for me to go see a psychologist. So for a year I had the opportunity to talk with a professional who was really amazing, she prescribed me light sleep pills because of my insomnia while in depressive episodes and "hypomanic" (don't have a diagnosis but I have all the symptoms but then again I don't want to self diagnose because it could be wrong and be something else) ones but my mom always refused to give them to me. At the end of the year she wanted an appointment with my mom to talk about my mental health and the importance for me to go see a therapist to be diagnosed (bipolar disorder 2 (she was still questioning it) , anxiety disorder and depression or whatever, she just wanted me to have the help I needed) but then again my mom said no because I was surely just faking it all and I just had to make efforts to be happy. I was so tired of everything and just wanted to feel better so I started to steal my mom depression medication (mostly Xanax and calming pills).

At 15 I met my first serious girlfriend, I fell in love so hard with her and for the first month she really helped me to stop sh, pills, drinking and everything was great until she started to verbally abuse me using my dysphoria and fragile subjects I told her about (she would say that I'm annoying and selfish for always feeling bad and that u was too sensitive and not a real boy if I cried) once I wasn't agreeing with her, slap and hit me if I said something she wasn't okay with or when I would have anxiety attacks or talk to her about my suicidal thoughts while in depressive episodes and yeah she used me like if I was a dog, if she wanted something or think in some way I would have to give her or do whatever she wanted or I would get threatened, insulted or ignored for a long time or other icky stuff. After 6 months of making me feel guilty for not letting her touch me in a sexual way she one day decided to start taking advantage of me while I wasn't in the appropriate head space or without my consent and then making fun of my body and making comments about the way I look. She in fact, made me really anxious and feel bad and it made me start to binge eat, at the end of the year my weight was 78 kg, before our relationship I was 59 kg, people noticed it but just told me to stop eating and go on a diet.

At 17 (this year) I finally broke up even if she asked me to do it because she didn't want to be seen as the mean one for letting me while I was clearly depressed. It was hard but I could finally meet new people or get back with people she didn't wanted me to talk to (especially my amazing actual partner and my bestfriend) who helped me a lot realizing all the shit she did to me and they have been amazing at making me feel loved and cared for and to be honest I don't think I would be there if they weren't in my life right now.

Now my mental health is just fucked. Like I said when I broke up with my abusive ex I had gained almost 20 kg and it reminded me all the bully I've been through as a kid (they most of the time used the fact I was overweight to bully me) so I started to starve myself or purge if I felt like I ate too much (I started to count calories) I was at 78 kg at the start and in 2 weeks I was at 65kg, it was during quarantine so i didn't have any friend or people noticing what I was doing or see me fainting. I started to drink almost everyday and smoke a lot.

In June I got in a relationship with my actual partner and to be honest it's the only good point I can find this year. They (genderfluid) are an angel and I just don't know what I would do without them, they help me a lot even if they are struggling with mental illness themself and anyone has ever cared for me and made me feel so loved before. Today it's been 4 months officially and it makes me feel happy and I just want it to never stop. My mental health is at its worst, I've been having a lot of intrusive thoughts, i have a self destructive comportement, in September I started to sh again (a lot deeper) after 2 years clean, I often call them in the middle of the night (well in the middle of the day for them cause I'm in Belgium and they are in Texas) because of really bad dreams and suicidal thoughts, I am bullied and made fun of by the people in my class for being trans and having a different style (alt-grunge), I barely eat or purge if I try to have a meal, I have these "hypomanic" phases that make me getting really angry at nothing and do a lot of stupid shit because I feel invincible and better than anyone, almost godly and yet they never made me feel like I was a burden or like I should just stfu or like I was being dramatic and they are actually the first person believing me and not saying I fake everything.

I am struggling and it becomes so damn hard to live but I will do my best not to give up and just keep on fighting for them and maybe try to recover and seek for help when I turn 18. I already try to make little steps and stop self harming, drinking too much energy drink XDD so yeah let's just try and be positive I guess.

Sorry its actually so damn long hhh I don't even know if i will post It one day or keep it as a draft eheh I hate venting

[lpfreakification]

Reflection time! (2/2) I got my car back in the middle of April. I took the following week to get myself used to driving again. Now I'm terrified of left turns + only look at my rear view mirror just to change lanes or reverse. At the end of April, I started working EVERY DAY thru-out the month of May. I agreed for the money + if not me, who will? The days leading up to my birthday were so much fun 😊 Chain of Memories: Redubbed, obtaining a new husband (Axel), still had the mornings to play KH2. Birthday I had to work, took shots (which I rarely do) with my coworkers, + just had so much energy to just play more KH2 XD still couldn't believe I was able to wake up normally the next morning o.0 Felt like non-stop Dratica doodles after receiving a drawing of Dratica made by @thechrispavon I liked it so much that I turned it into a sticker + stuck it to my everyday water bottle *drinks water* I remember after the weekend, I read a yaoi manga online called Love Doctor, recommended by IG. That reawakened my inner fujoshi [lit. "rotten girl", denoting how a woman who enjoys fictional gay content is "rotten", too ruined to be married]. *peeks at my yaoi doodle notebook* yep 😬 needless to say, I was in an emotional wreck. The patterny doodles helped me ease my mind from those yaoi feels, being overworked, + using up the last bits of my marbled/rainbow pens. I can tell some doodles were affected by this by a subtle style change? By the end of the month, I put my foot down + decided on two things. 1. I need a day off + 2. I need to go to more events/meet new people (aka that's how I found out about Meetup). Now that its June, I've done the main things I wanted to do. 1. Take a day off. 2. Finish the doodle notebook. And finally, I'm off to play what I've been planning all month long: Kingdom Hearts: 358/2 Days! (I'll let you guys know when I'm starting the next doodle notebook) YES! #doodlenotebookpages https://www.instagram.com/p/CfW9ua4FCA-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[tylerwritez]

3:38 p.m. Wednesday June 30 2021

Song reccomendation:

Hey guys. We went to the mall again because it's too hot to go outside. I l1fted a bit but I did buy a blue and purple tie dyed tank top for summer and a Slayer shirt from the hot topic.

We had funsies, me and my friend were chatting and stuff. Not much to say.

I'm feeling sucky now cos we got lunch at the italianos store and I wanted to get Dulce De Leche because what's the point of going to the italianos if ur leaving with NO dulce de leche....?? Its so yummy. My mom said yes but my 11 YEAR OLD SISTER LIKE FLIPPED OVER THE CAN AND READ OFF THE GRAMS OF SUGAR AND CALORIES!!!!! liKE WHAT??? ITS NONE OF UR BUSINESS JESUS!!!!!! thanks for triggering my uh disordered eating...  cos after that I wanted to cry and I just put the can back and remembered how fat I am and I ALMSOT HAD A BREAKDOWN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STORE LIKE IT WAS THE WORST FEELING...

Now I'm worried about my CaLoRieS and jesus it's the worst feeling... thanks sister who is eleven and REALLY MEAN?? she literally calls me short fat and ugly all the time... I think my mom and sister make me the most insecure. My mom is always ragging on what I eat how much I eat what time I eat it's the WORST PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE???? like I'm trying. You think I don't ALREADY feel bad??? Like okay way to shame your HEALTHY BMI (bmi 22) child for... eating a sandwich for lunch? I can't even. Like YEAH IM A BIT CHUBBY BUT IT HURTS MY FEELINGS FOR Y'ALL TO POINT IT OUT COS IVE BEEN INSECURE MY WHOLE LIFE AND I JUST CAN'T EVEN. I CAN'T.

.... but we had fun at the mall. So yeah.

I think I ended up l1fting like, a choker, some masks (for covid), fake nails (for my sister), and some hair bands (since my hair is crazy in the morning and always gets in my eyes)

Also some mentos XD but I won't be eating those since I feel like shitttt thanks family ily ♡ /s no I don't

Also that stuff I was talking about being upset over the divorce? Last night? I'm better now so dw.

.... I'm ravenously hungry right nowwww  but. We are going to ignore that. Because hungry is good. Itz good to be hungry it means you're on the right track and if you stay hungry long enough you DO lose weight. You just gotta stay hungry. ALSO, ALSO IM TRYING TO AVOID BLOATING because if I bloat then I get insecure with no top on,,, and it's hot out, so what I wanna do is keep my tummy flat ALL DAY so I can wear like just my sports bra or smthn... i hate saying that I'm wearing a bra but like thAt's what it is if I called it anything else I'd confuse you.

If you're on this blog for the first time,,, I'm MALE, so like don't just assume I'm a girl.

I feel like I dont pass enough but also I dont really mind? Like people keep calling me a girl but I dont see it? I personally dont think I look feminine??

.... I guess when I'm naked... JAY.

and when I dont bind, and my voice, but that's about it.

Also uhm. I'm kinda a kleptomaniac. I'm gonna check the diagnostic criteria for that because... I sorta l1ft every time I go out. Even if I dont NEED anything. It's not a problem, since I'm not getting caught, but it's still a CRIME and I should try and slow it down a bit.

At least I'm not HAULING as much as I used to.... I would FILL my mfing backpack, bro. I would go nuts. So I gotta try n be more careful so I don't get caught. I take too many risks... sex!!!!, theivery!!!!, and light drugs.

But isnt that what being 15 is about? Idk. I'll post pics of what I l1fted to my l1fting blog after I remove the metadata/exit data (location data) so I don't get doxxed...

Also I dont know if I told yall this but I might get contact lenses :) I think glasses make me look ugly so i dont wanna wear em. Also i hate having em on my face all the time it's just plain annoying.

4:18 p.m. update: okay so we're going home.

My mom is being kinda annoying shes like mocking me... Whateverrrrrrrrr idc. Jay is at his friends house rn, Eden is busy and Erin proabably won't come if Eden doesn't come so I guess I'm resigned to biking alone tonight.... probabaly after I pack all my shit of course.

11:20 a.m. update:

I didn't end up going biking... we took the bottles to the bottle depot, I got 20 bucks, and so did my sister even though she didnt even come :P

I got home and just went online. I was scouring Encyclopedia Metallum for any good active local metal bands that I could potentially see live in a concert in my city! 

I ate okay today, kinda ate more than I intended to before I slept because I was so hungry :| willpower 0 (zero)

Anyways I ate to maintain today :/ which is okay I guess.

I'm a bit upset since my dad was crying about the divorce and like I tried to comfort him and said it's okay to cry and stuff but... MAN THATS PAINFUL.... and like... shouldnt it be the other way around? I hate this. I hate everyone feeling bad. And I hate having to be so grown up.

Oh well... I was always the hound of hell, not the lamb of god.

4:15 a.m. update

Everyone wants to hang out with me XD so I gotta ask about that

Roadtrip soon.

Idk, not much to say.

I'm uh, listening to MUSIC right now. I love music and I wanna play bass again. I also feel very insecure and want to cut my junk off so that's fun.

:P

Goodnight ig

[k-hiphop-trash]

DICKIDS facts:

LUDA

Leader of Dickids Crew and member of the xxyxnaf crew.

He is a rapper.

He was known before as Baddie Homie.

He won Street Rap Shit 2015.

He auditioned for Show Me The Money 5, although he didn’t pass the first round.

He lives in his own studio/appartment.

The other members crash often at his place.

He participated in School Rapper.

In School Rapper he was in team Swings.

He was born on April 13th 1998.

His real name is 이수린 (Lee SooRin).

He is signed in FAME Records.

He has a few tattoos, including on his hands and neck.

BRYN

She is the only female in the crew.

She is a rapper.

She is the oldest member.

She has her own place and studio.

She speaks English.

She is dating Panda Gomms.

She was born on February 26th 1998.

Her real name is 최란 (Choi Ran).

She participated in Show Me The Money 6, but was eliminated in the 3rd round.

BUMBY

He speaks English.

He lives in his own place in Seoul.

He is a rapper.

He was born on May 13th 1998.

His real name is 유태현 (Yoo TaeHyeon).

YOUNG B

He is a rapper.

He participated in Show Me The Money 4. During the cypher Seo ChoolGoo yielded the mic so he could rap, even though that meant that ChoolGoo himself wouldn’t have time to freestyle.

He participated in Show Me The Moeny 5, but was eliminated during the 1vs1 battle.

He is friend with NO:EL.

He is from Seoul.

He lives alone in a studio apartment, although his dog lives with his parents.

He attended Shindongshin Information Industry School.

According to B-NOM, he refers to Bumby as “Yaah Yoo TaeHyun!”.

He participated in School Rapper and he is the winner of the season.

In School Rapper he was in team Giriboy and Xitsuh.

He signed with Indigo Music, a label created by Swings.

He was born on January 12th 1999.

His real name is 양홍원 (Yang HongWon).

He participated in Show Me The Money 6.

In SMTM6 he was part of team CoDean. He was eliminated against Nucsal and Jo Woo Chan.

HOT KUZI

He speaks a little English.

He is a rapper.

His hometown is in Daegu.

He has a younger sister.

When he told his parents that he wanted to quit school, his mom got really upset and tried to get him to reconsider his choice, but now she is more accepting about it.

He lives alone in an apartment in Seoul.

He likes shopping.

He was born on February 3rd 1999.

His real name is 박준희 (Park JoonHui).

He participated in Show Me The Money 6, but he was eliminated during the 3rd round.

BUTTBUTTBUTT

He is dating 다인 (DaIn).

He is a graphic designer.

He can speak a bit of English.

His nickname can be written in different ways: 333, ButtButtButt, Buttx3.

He is from Daejeon, but he currently lives in Yongin.

He was born on February 18th 1999.

His real name is 조현진 (Cho HyeonJin).

DEX

He is featured in Ulala Session’s “Beautiful(아름다운 한컷)”. He appeared in their M!Countdown stage for the song.

He is a producer/beat maker.

He is from Seongnam, but currently lives in his own place in Gwangju (Gyeonggi).

He is a member of xxyxnaf crew as well.

He was born on April 6th 1999.

His real name is 이상훈 (Lee SangHoon).

He is in FAME Records.

B-NOM

He does a lot of Instagram lives.

He still goes to school.

He is a rapper.

He speaks English, almost fluently.

He loves X-Japan.

After SMTM4, SooRin asked him to join the Dickids, but since he was really arrogant at that time, he said “no” several times. After this, SooRin told him that he would buy him chicken if he joined and so he agreed. He never bought the chicken though. xD

He thinks GeonAh is the visual in Dickids and says that he is the nicest.

He likes Kendrick Lamar.

He thinks Bumby is cool.

He has a sister. She was born in 2003.

His sister likes Kendrick Lamar as well.

He lives with his parents.

He was born on May 11th 1999.

His real name is 김세령 (Kim SeRyeong).

He is participating in High School Rapper 2.

He was eliminated from HSR2 during the rankings of the teams. He ranked 5th and thus was out of the team.

TAKOBOY

He was born on October 16th 1999.

He lives with his parents.

His real name is 김진우 (Kim JinWoo).

CLUB SIGN CHICAGO

He is part of Tokyo Emoji (도쿄이모지) with 210.

He is a rapper.

His ex-girlfriend is famous on instagram. Her name is 정혜원 (Jeong HyeWon; @one_mid_night).

He is from Seongnam.

He was born on June 18th 1999.

His real name is 김준호 (Kim JoonHo/JunHo)

He is in FAME Records.

He likes One Piece and has a figure of Trafalgar Law. He also has a figure of Shen Long (Dragon Ball) and another one of Eva 01 (Evangelion).

NEWROUND

He is also a member of Sahara crew.

He is a producer/beat maker for Dickids and Sahara crew.

He lives with his parents.

He was born on September 7th 1999.

His real name is 민경태 (Min KyeongTae).

BULLY DA BA$TARD

He is a rapper.

He auditioned for Show Me The Money 4, although he didn’t pass the first round.

He participated in School Rapper.

In School Rapper he was in team Swings.

He auditioned for Show Me The Money 6, but he was disqualified because he posted on his Facebook that he passed the audition. 

He is 183-185 cm tall.

He trains boxing and likes UFC.

His mom is really sweet and he speaks really gently to her.

His ideal type is a nice girl who likes working out and is pretty, but not too thin (he’s said that he likes somebody like HyunAh).

He talked about how his life got better after he dropped out from school.

He used to be bullied when he was younger and no one helped him. That’s why he held grudges at school and to the teachers.

He had a depression disorder when he was younger.

He almost committed suicide.

He said he was always alone and he listened to rap when he felt scared.

He thought everyone hated him except for Luda.

He used to have a lot of fights with the teachers, they never helped him and always talked down at him for rapping saying that he wouldn’t be able to get anything out of it and that it was a waste of time.

One day he called his bullies out and stood up against them after taking self defense classes for a while. He started acting really tough after that, like someone who didn’t give a fuck because he didn’t want to become a victim again.

He went through a lot so he still acts tough even though he is a total soft heart.

Bully used to be called “The Bomb” because no one knew when he was angry and when he was going to break everything around him because of his frustration.

He dropped out of school around December 2015 after performing a diss rap in front of his entire school.

Luda said that ByeongHo is a total softie and that he’s a very loyal friend and fragile, even though he always acts so tough.

He went to School Rapper because he wanted to let his parents see him on TV, since that’s every parents dream, to see their child doing well.

ByeongHo tries to be good towards his parents since he feels he hasn’t been the best son in the past, because he didn’t listen to their advice and forcefully said that he was going to rap.

It is not sure wether he lives or not with his parents, but he doesn’t go home often, and he crashes at the studio or at another member’s house.

His former rapper name was Playboi.

He is learning how to speak English.

He loves food, specially pizza and hamburgers.

He is from 경기도 안산시 (Ansan, Gyeonggi).

He was born on April 27th 2000.

His real name is 윤병호 (Yoon ByeongHo).

He is signed in FAME Records with Luda.

He is participating in High School Rapper 2. He was on team Deepflow.

He has tattoos, he has a full or almost full sleeve.

He lost against Haon on HSR2 and was eliminated.

He likes Marvel, at least The Avengers and has a small Iron Man helmet figurine and two Funko Pop Vinyls (Hulk and Captain America).

He lives alone in a goshiwon (at the time of HSR2). 

HATTS

He used to be known as Odinn, but recently changed his nickname to Hatts.

He is a singer.

He studies at SOPA.

He is from 안동시, 경상북도 (Andong, North Gyeongsang Province), but live in Seoul.

He still lives with his parents and attends high school.

He was born on April 14th 2000.

His real name is 경민 (KyeongMin).

AGUNU

He is the youngest member.

He is a rapper.

He auditioned for Show Me The Money 6.

He uses 반말 (banmal) with the other Dickids even though he is the maknae.

He has an older brother.

He lives with his parents, but they are really chill and give him lots of freedom, so he stays overnight at the studio or with his friends whenever he wants.

He has an interest in fashion and likes to fix his hair and style it.

He was born on April 12th 2001.

His real name is 김건아 (Kim GeonAh)

He has his mother saved as “마미” (mami = mommy) on his phone.

He is in FAME Records.

He has some tattoos, including some on his face, neck, hands and arms.

ARTIQUE HONG

He was born on 1995.

He has lived in Canada.

He can speak English very well.

He lived in the UK.

crds: IG@dickids_fp for some of the facts.

crds: http://even-when-mature-we-love.tumblr.com for the facts about Artique (he said those on a Instagram live).

Facts in italics are most likely true, but I haven’t heard any confirmation from the members.

[carbapenemi-blog]

RUSSIAN JUNIOR NATS - GIRLS PREVIEW part 4

“A Russian baby a day keeps the doctor away” (old Russian saying)

Welcome to another preview post! Today I was going to post about one of my favourite cutipies skaters, but unfortunately she won’t take part in Jr Nats. :((( Anna Shcherbakova WD from Nats, she broke her right arm several weeks ago and she didn’t recover in time.. Get well soon Anya!!

The competition won’t be the same without her so, as a self remedy for the terrible news I decided to preview ALL OF ETERI’S GIRLS also known as

“The Deadly Five”

Get ready.

First one and leader of the squad, in all of her venerable 15 years of age is Polina Tsurskaya, aka the girl who will save ladies figure skating. No pressure Polya.

pic by Sharov

Polina (b.11 July 2001) is currently the best jumper in ladies field in the whole world. Her jumps hit basically every GOE bullet: they have great height & distance, great flow in and out of them, they have difficult entries and creative exits, her axis and extensions on landings are gorgeous, she has steps before most of them and they are as effortless as you can get. Not only that, her SS are top class: her edges are deep, she uses many and varied steps ad turns, she has godlike flow and glide and she can generate speed with just a couple of crossovers using just the edge, like all the top skaters do. She’s not the best spinner in the business, but she has no problem bringing home the levels. In one word, she’s the greatest I’ve ever seen at her age. She had a troubled start of the season, healing the ankle injury that made her WD from Junior Worlds last March and then undergoing surgery for a knee injury in October, which prevented her from taking part in JGPF and Russian Nats. But it seems now she is again in good shape, as this recent video of her SP run through during a training session shows.

Moving on, here we have Alina Zagitova, Second Lieutenant of Eteri’s army and undoubtly one of her biggest success as a coach.

pic from Alina’s IG Alina (b. 18 May 2002), previously coached by Natalia Antipina, joined Tutberidze’s group last year in spring. She’s obviously very talented and promising but her first months at Sambo 70 were stormy and rough. Once she adjusted to the new coaching method and new training mates she basically burst on the junior international scene setting 3 new World Records in the Junior Grand Prix Final in Marseille. Not only that, she managed to take silver at her first appaerance in Russian Senior Nationals placing behind her new training mate Evgenia Medvedeva. Here is her SP runtrhough (X) in a recent training session filmed by Mihail Sharov and this is her incredible LP at Russian Nats

Next in line is Daria Panenkova.

pic from Daria’s IG Dasha (b. 8 December 2002) is one of the best examples of how deep the ladies field is in Russia. She had very good results last season in Nats and Russian Cup, but she wasn’t able to qualify for a spot in JGP. She’s best known for using the Tano or Rippon variation on all of her jumps, but she also has nice lines and extensions. This year, a top 6 finish will likely grant her a spot in the team. Here is her SP from her latest competition and her LP (X)

Time now for the yougest and the cutest the most lethal of them all, Alexandra Trusova.

pic by Sharov

Sasha (b. 23 June 2004) joined Eteri’s group in the summer and she immediatly felt home on the new ice. Her rivarly with training mate Anna Shcherbakova is one of the best examples of how having a strong competitor as a training mate will make you grow each day more and more. (*waves at Javi*) Sasha has a disarming jumping ability, but she also uses deep edges, skates fast and covers the ice spectacularly. She is consistently training the 3A. This will be her first Jr Nats, but she’s not going there just to enjoy herself, she’s going to fight for the podium. Here is her SP (X) and LP. Watch the jumping quality.

Last but not least, we have Ekaterina Mitrofanova.

pic by Ekaterina’s IG

Katrin (b. 5 May 2002) debuted quite well last season in the JGP, but then puberty hit her and she suffered an injury. She lost some motivation and decided to move from her section of Sambo 70 (the one directed by Anna Tsareva) to Eteri’s. Believe it or not, the evil witch did it again XD Now Katrin is completely another skater and she’s getting back her consistency competition after competition. She wasn’t originally meant to be here, but since Lozko WD she qualified for Nats. Here is her SP and LP (X) from her latest competition.

Lol I know it was long. Forgive me XD