#eventhat

[spindash]

i had to stop watching rhe mighty boosh because there was SO MUCH BLACKFACE like after you skip four or five episodes in a row because they are unpleasant to watch you sort of have a realization like i coukd just go watch something with no blackface.

[littlesliceofimmortality]

hey henry i was going through ur circus au tag and i was wondering do u have any lore for this specific au??? im VERY curious i really like the designs esp mingus and norm (worlds most predictable phrase) :-)

HII MICH :-) smile! my circus au started as "lol wouldnt it be funny if cowboys instead of clowns were a separate species & went extinct". & now it makes me sick

ITS NOT EVENthat much different than the canon story ingame!!!! its just flashier & showy-er & LOUD. mingus demands attention, especially. her being a lioness does in fact mean callum had a pet lion. Alot wrong with him

she had callums ringleader outfit retailored to fit her, fun fact! (shes VERY large, almost scraping 7ft). its different cloth though & the gold studs had to be replaced & coattails needed lengthening & etc... so maybe it really isnt the same

(GINGIs made up of the same cloth as callum, however! the original CIRCUS tent, with polka dots and all !!! and who am i to argue that callum didnt embody the entire city of dialtown?) (mingus is very mad about this fact & actively denounces it)

rather than living on the outskirts of town, norm was found as a lone ranger out in the open prairies of Wisconsin (i cant elaborate here. thats another rant & theres too many parenthesis already) . instead of being immediately executed As is normal procedure, mingus recognizes him as a fragment of history & essentially forces him to join the ragtag rundown circus she runs

since dialtown is already a group of misfits, not many of the cast oogled at the new rodeo clown (it was a HUGE fight on what he'd "star as", & mingus finally relented to him keeping the cowboy hat & paper bag) (if he acts up she threatens to categorize him as a "freak show" and shred his bag)

mingus doesnt treat him as a thing with feelings alot of the time & moreso a thing to help get her pawpaw back. since right now hes. kind of a statue. shes opened up & put back together his head so many times & had to repair him & ward off rust so often that now ALL of his head is golden. not patchworked, but rather, polished

the city is only KNOWN as a city & NOT a travelling circus anymore is because of this, actually. its too much work to transport callum around in the state he is. so mingus dug her heels in & hammered in the tent poles hard. immovable force. not going anywhere til she can step down & let her pawpaw lead again

he was objectively better at it, anyhow. she knows this but WILL bite you if you say it to her face. callum was a magician too, after all! had tricks up his sleeve. much sneakier when hes pulling strings behind the curtains. he had his "assistant" too (aka the other half of the entire show) , which mingus TRIES to replicate, which... i love tango, but nobody can compare to marla

all of this is very upsetting to norm. everything about it, really. worst anyones ever done it. however hes just as stubborn as mingus and will NOT be used as a tool! (thats the ONLY reason, trust) (theres totally nothing about how he'd rather idolize crown in his mind & is a little terrified of whatd happen if he came back & saw the state of everything)

[neallo]

holding my tongue abouta dumb take i have related to fem!mello but need to know everyone i am thinking about it bc i love to be mysterious about things that are not eventhat interesting

[mstudi0s]

University Affirmations

🤎 I always get into the university of my choice.

🤎 Getting into whatever college that I desire is as easy as pie.

🤎 I find it so easy for me to make friends while at university. Like everybody wants to be my friend.

🤎 I get invited to all the parties and eventhat's at my school.

🤎 I'm the most popular kid in my class, and I maintain a high reputation that no one can compete with.

🤎 I'm a teacher's pet, and they don't mind making exceptions for me when it comes to my school work and grades.

🤎 I'm the smartest kid in my class, passing with the highest grades and GPA.

🤎 If I want to transfer universities it is super easy for me and any college is willing to take me and all my credits.

🤎 Tuition is cheap for me, and I get a free ride and scholarships at any university I apply to.

🤎 I love being at university. It's amazing.

[icancirieclearlynowthegameison]

The thing is Big Brother isn't eventhat good at hiding their messes and they MAKE IT EVEN WORSE by NOT showing it. Just lean into the "we fucked up" and they'd do so much better. Sigh

[puppyrickets]

so bynow it should be common knowledge that i hate this guy within an inch of his life

NOW what i didnt know when i was 14 and hating him is that he is only 6' tall (and eventhat is doubtful) AND my girl Samus is canonicaly 6'3. which ofcourse will be the only thing i care about for the next two weeks

[jamescallahansr]

Most just stay put, where theybegan, through no choice oftheir own, except to stay put,an accident of birth and eventhat seems consolation enoughto sleep each night and riseeach morning, calling it home;sometimes it’s a war that makesyou move, but not here – our waris for money, for a living, for a life;those are the only movers today,no more nomads, vagabonds orhobo’s riding the rails, driven…

[humongousabysmal]

This isnt eventhat funny but i cant stop thinking about it

[babyawacs]

@all @world @bbc_whys

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[gayspock]

the epically sauceless

i just feellike fucking dogshit again today every day another fucking weekend gone by who fucking cares blah blah blah. do you ever havethis feeling of fucking burning anger . so cyclical cuz u realiseits just bc u want something to matter and it never does so it just ufcking eats back at itself over and over. i thinkmyhead is fucking being chipped away at. somethignabout loneliness that makes it somuch worse is just rememebring people will never listen. you can try and ask forhelp and people wont ever listen to you. thats my honest truthtoday. you can fucking beg and plead and you willnever amtter to the point where they'llall accuse you of never sayinganything when you eventually kill yourselfbecause they never fucking listened inthe firstplace . i dont know what it is really. idontknow if itsjust because people dont careor if theres just something wrong with me or what. every timei try to fuckingtalkk i just feel bulldozed and ignored . even when its shit i am right aboutcuz i know itsnot me being fucking stupid when someone else says the exact.same.thing.ten seconds later and it gets reaffirmed. id ontknow why i fucking exist half the time i feel like imalone constantly and when i do tryto talk its like talking to a brick wall and when i donttalk its my fault and when i do again and get ignored or laughed at and it feels liketheres nothinfg. else. ever. and jsut feel so hurt and rejected constantly nomatter what an rn out of it more and more and more fucking patience and fucking energy and fucking anyhting i havbe left to give andwhen you give up itsyour fault and when youdo anyhting its just a fucking slap inthe face and feeling ntohing from anyone else but this fuciking superior fucking judgement and iwonder if thats what my fucking purpose is sometimes except its not that cuz i dontthink people even care and im just trying to attribute it to something largerso im not stuck with thinking too hard aboutthefact ive been bearing it for notihng and there they go again and again and again . sometimes i think about killing myself and i think its really evil but theres a little voice in me that tries to say maybe people will care then before i remember how that wont happen. nobody will care. i might even get laughed at cuz fucxking idiot just fucking lost it always fucking does that shit. and how i'll nevereven get to feel the releif of it all ending it'lljsut be fucking nothing how eventhat fucking single answer will get me the best i can ever get out this world which is fucking nothing which is everything ive always fucking felt but for forever confirmed and i dotnknow dude. moron fucking criyng again because of loneliness and somethingsomethingsomething do you ever fucking lie there and want to hurl cuz its like the mostyoure evert going to do is fukcing sit and cry on your tumblr blog for the restof your existence i think im going nuts im trying ntoto be aufcking asshole but i really want to snap at someone right now liek thats going to change anyhting FUCKKK me man

[rosecook]

Hope and Love - Jane Hirshfield

All winterthe blue heronslept among the horses.I do not knowthe custom of herons,do not knowif the solitary habitis their way,or if he listened forsome missing one —not knowing eventhat was what he did —in the blowingsounds in the dark,I know thathope is the hardestlove we carry.He sleptwith his long neckfolded, like a letterput away.

[lovehymndead]

i have too many followrers on twitter now i cant be craz y and weird and post thoughts about hole im scared. Its not eventhat many but its more than ive ever had and its freaking me OUT. Like its cool but im just not used to. Havig more than like. 200/300 max. Scaery.

[myglodesigns]

Tiss merely a flesh wound! #blood #injured #dying #donotgosoftlyintothatgoodnight #cantbelievesomeoneusedthathashtagbefore #andthatone #nothingisnew #itsallbeendonebefore #eventhat

[ruinikaidodiedforever]

i dont like looking at really creative and thoughtful works of art and going man was this guy high while making this 🤣 but genuinely is the guy that fucking made the crybaby adaptation ok in the head

[beautifel]

eee interviewing one of my respondents tmrw. -_- so stressed

[oishirecipe]

Navika gets this impression that Sisu is evil and bad because Nerio keeps talking about her like a cartoon villian like She's a TRAITOR and then Navika finds out that Sisu just wanted to go to school and be normal .