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vanillabat99 · 10 months ago

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I worry I might have gastropareisis, and it's been on my mind for awhile. We've ruled out my throat being the issue (which I still have doubts about) so it has to be the rest of my digestive system that doesn't work. I'm not sure how to proceed with my doctor about this, because I still don't have insurance. I went through extreme weightloss a couple years ago due to digestive issues, got on anti-acids after they found an ulcer, and now I still experience the same symptoms but I've been gaining weight since I can actually keep food down (mostly). I'm just so frustrated with the healthcare system and waitlists and not having answers, I don't know if it's even worth it to try to figure out what's wrong anymore.

#like i dont wanna get tmi but i am so uncomfortable all the time and i have like a constant stomach ache.#tried to eat some breakfast and i already feel like im gonna burst and barf 😭#like i try to eat a normal amount of food but i just feel like im going to explode and it is so so so uncomfortable.#even when im hungry i cant eat anything because i just barf it up at that point.#like im glad i can keep some food down these days but like. at what cost.#it has been like this since before they found the ulcer like 2yrs ago. only difference is the antiacids.#im being a little dramatic about wanting to give up but like. you know how it is. disability blues ._.#batty blogging #text

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