#even though i dont want to put a twigger warning because being afraid of living creatures is cringe nd i dont condone that kind of behavior

[liliotl]

Let a huge daddy long leg touch my hand today for 1 millisecond, I feel proud of myself hehehe

I'm hoping to hold a daddy long leg by the end of this year at least... getting closer to getting over my phobia... it comes from my ocd so its completley random and irrational, but im getting there slowly.. I'm happy with this progress.. two years ago, I couldn't even let a tiny spider touch me or anything I own without throwing away anything they touched and washing my hands till my skin came off so this is a huge step for me ❤️

Also completely over my fear of harvestmen spiders!!! Yay! I know they look similar to daddy long legs l, but my brain hyper focuses on the very specific shape of daddy long legs, I'm the most afraid of them because of my brain associating them with the worst times of my ocd I guess.

Be proud of me please...

Harvestman and spitter spider pics below

Also fun facts harvestmen spiders arnt even actually spiders and spitter spiders can produce web through they mouth and abdomen