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"Ay, de mí, llorona, llorona de azul celeste"
New art of skeleton mom finally 🧡 honestly one of my favorite pieces of art I've done
#twst oc#twisted wonderland oc#oc#twstoc#twst ocs#twst#twisted wonderland#twst staff oc#catrina maravilla#twisted wonderland ocs#twisted oc#la llorona#dia de los muertos#dia de los muertos oc art#even tho its late 🙃#Dante Maravilla#Emiliano Posada#if anyone wants theres a bunch of details i will happily ramble about-
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ex!b.katsuki x reader ; m.izuku x reader — bakugou cheats on his gf, with midoriya's girlfriend.
☆– warnings; ANGST. mention and description of panic attacks, swear words, cheating (bakugou to reader; uraraka to midoriya).
☆–a.n; so here it is! a continuation to THIS DRABBLE. i honestly didn't plan it, but @imaginationmess started brainstorming with me about this a few weeks ago and i couldn't get it out my head! thank you, sweets💕 i hope you like this, even tho i still owe you that villain!bakugou drabble~🙃 i'll work on it soon, i promise~
☆–a.n; also, i decided to split it in several parts. i don't know tho how many parts there will be. i have at least two more parts already written. we will see...😉 don't worry, each link to the parts will be organized in my masterlist♡
The noise around makes you a bit jumpy. It's been weeks since you've been out of your apartment since that day you finally broke down in front of your best friend Mineta Minoru, after Kats-Bakugou finally picked his stuff out of your home.
You're sitting in a little coffee shop close to where you live, waiting. The chattering, the laughs, the kids playing and screaming, the cars and buses that drive outside, everything feels heavy on your chest as it pulls up and down fastly thanks to your breathing. You know what this is, it's not the first time it happened.
Panic attacks.
You've been having them again since he left.
And you hate them. You hate him for being the reason they appeared again. The first time it happened Mineta had finally convinced you to go out and have some ramen with him late at night after his shift. You accepted, even though you felt your body weak and heavy, only wanting to stay in bed and keep sleeping. Least to say, it ended with Mineta carrying you in his arms, your body trembling non-stop and feeling like you were choking, dying.
But right now, Mineta is not here. And you can feel your throat being closed, like someone was grabbing you by your neck with each breath you take and slowly but firmly putting pressure, until you could breathe no more.
And just when it's about to happen, when you know you're about to make a scene in front of all these people, when the darkness is making its presence in your sight, that he enters the coffee shop.
You don't know why but seeing Midoriya Izuku after so many weeks since you told him the truth, seeing him stand there at the door, a black hoodie that says "HOODIE" in the front and jeans and his typical red trainers as he scans the whole place until his green eyes find yours and smiles openly at you, seeing him walk towards you and getting bigger with each step he takes in your direction –was he ever that big and tall?–, seeing him say "hi" politely to some people who recognized the Number One Pro Hero under the hoodie as he walks inside the place.
Just seeing him… it takes the pressure off your neck. You can breathe again.
"Hi, Y/N, sorry I'm a bit late," he greets with a shiny smile as he sits in front of you. "I had to finish some paperwork from the night patrol."
You open your eyes wide, "Y-you-" your voice sounds throaty and rough, so you clear your throat. He frowns, watching your neck, but he respectfully waits for you to continue, eyes back on yours, watching you with kindness. "You had night patrol? If I knew, I wouldn't have bothered‐…"
"Oh, no! You didn't bother me at all! You're never a bother, Y/N." His smile is radiant, it's been so long since you had seen someone smile that way in your direction. You feel bad for Mineta. When was the last time he had smiled in your presence? A real, genuine smile. You forgot. "I was hoping you got my message and that you would answer, on your time. But you did answer." You look down, you think his smiles will make you go blind because of its shine.
It was two weeks ago–or three?, you feel like you lost track of time, being on your bed and only getting up when Mineta forced his way into your apartment to make you eat or shower. It's been a while since Midoriya left that message to go grab coffee together. And he had been waiting, and you just now answered.
"I'm sorry… I needed…"
"Time, I know. Me too. It took me a while to process everything. I didn't want to get up off my bed, I barely ate… We both needed time."
You look up at him again and you see him swallow thick, like it's difficult for him to talk about it. And you get it. Fuck, thinking about it only makes you want to cry again. You get it. So you pull one of your hands that were grabbing the cloth of your pants tightly in order to help ground yourself a few moments ago when the panic attack was almost on the surface, and grab his that is laying on the table in front that separates you both.
He looks at it for a moment, your thumb caressing the scars on his hand like it's nothing, and when he looks back up, you try to smile reassuringly.
Everything is going to be okay. You are going to be okay, that's what Mineta tells you every day he goes to check on you. You started to believe he says that aloud to reassure himself more than you, seeing how you didn't have the force to even feed yourself some days and he had to do it. It took you a few days ago, when you tried to reach your phone, you had to get up from the bed and when you did, your legs gave up, making you fall straight to the floor, hitting your chin so hard you think you bit your own tongue as you tasted blood in your mouth. How was this you? Did he really have so much power over you that turned you into this corpse that couldn't even get up to reach the damn phone? Fuck no. You decided it was enough. You decided you were going to be okay.
You know your smile it's not the prettiest or most comforting at the moment, but you try. You try for Midoriya, before saying, "We are going to be okay."
His eyes fill with tears, so visible it makes you want to hold him, protect him–and he's freaking Hero Deku, the most powerful hero on Earth and the Symbol of Hope for humankind. Yet, you can't avoid feeling. Feeling that he doesn't deserve anything that happened. Feeling that he deserves so much happiness and kindness, and he hasn't had that in a long while apparently. It's frustrating watching him break, even this little as he doesn't let the tears escape his eyes and smiles back at you.
Two hours pass and Midoriya and you are still in that coffee shop, chatting animatedly, laughing even. Remembering old times, talking about the present and the future, and about the friends that connected you both.
It feels like… a rush of fresh, cold wind after a hot and humid summer day. You have been so used to the hot, the fire, you forgot that cool, fresh relief existed.
Your phone starts ringing in your little bag and you search it as Midoriya laughs at something you said about Mineta.
"And it doesn't end there…"
"Oh my God, it doesn't? What else could Mineta have done to Bakugou? I understand now why Shoto had to be called in to assist him. Mineta was faking stuff so he wouldn't help him… Genius." You see the tears at the corner of his eyes, but this time they are from laughing. And you find yourself thinking you like that better than the previous tears.
You shake your head, smiling, "He started leaving his purple sticky balls under Bakugou's car wheels." That's it. Midoriya laughs so hard it makes everyone look in your direction. But you don't mind, for the first time in a long while, you don't mind people's attention on you. Midoriya's there. And he's laughing. He is laughing.
Life seems a bit brighter.
You pick up the call without really looking who it is. "Hello?" You talk in between laughs.
"Y/N? Oh, where… Where are you? I came to the apartment and freaked out when I couldn't find you!" Mineta says, a bit agitated. But you can't avoid laughing again given that the person you were just talking about with Midoriya called you, it is such a funny timing. You signal with a finger to your phone looking at Midoriya and word 'Mineta', which makes him laugh even harder. Midoriya understood the funny timing too. "Are those laughs? Are you laughing?!"
"Sorry… Yes. I'm with Midoriya. We came to grab a coffee."
You can hear Mineta's surprise, you can even picture his eyebrows pulling up high. "Midoriya? As in… Midoriya Izuku?"
"Yes, love, Midoriya Izuku." That makes the green-headed man in front of you shut a bit and look down at his hands. Weird.
"Ow, you haven't called me love in a while… I'm gonna cry," you roll your eyes at your best friend's dramatics.
"Shut up. Do you need something? I'll be back in a bit."
"Oh, no, bun. I just came to bring you lunch and then I have to sign in. I'll probably be on shift until late at night so I made sure I cooked enough so you have leftovers for dinner too."
You smile. Your heart feels warm, and you can't help but think you have one hell of a best friend.
"I love you."
"Oh, I'm definitely crying now."
You chuckle, "Take care today, okay?"
"Always am, bun. Have fun with Midoriya, but I can already tell you are..." You can hear the suggestive tone, and you want to punch him.
"Shut up."
"I love you."
"I love you too. Bye."
You end the call and look at Midoriya. He's not smiling anymore, just looking at his hands. His fingers fidgeting with each other, his mind clearly in thought.
"Sorry, I didn't tell Mineta where I was going today. He was worried…"
"Oh, yeah, no problem."
It sounds like there is, so you try to dissipate the tension you don't know what produced it.
"You want to know what else Mineta did?"
Midoriya looks up, eyes open wide, smile returning to his face, "There's more?!"
You nod, also smiling. "He once even left them inside the car, messing up with the engine."
"Oh my God! That's why Bakugou asked for another hero to assist him from now on!" Midoriya laughs again. You shake your head and he stops mid-laugh. "That's… It's not? Then what-...?"
"Do you really want to know?" You raise an eyebrow, sounding cheeky and challenging.
His stance changes, you see a spark in his eyes you have never seen before. He smirks and rests his elbows over the table and gets closer to you, his eyes connected to yours, as he murmurs almost in a low tone whisper, "Tell me."
You can feel your cheeks warmer under his gaze, but find the courage to copy his action and get closer to him, even closer to his ear to whisper in a secret.
"Mineta left cockroaches on the copilot seat, for when Uraraka entered the car."
You back away a bit to look at his face. He looks completely surprised, before throwing his head back and laughing so so hard, completely forgetting they are in a public space.
You laugh too, but because he is laughing so lively. You decide then that you'll try that more. Make him laugh.
#mha fanfiction#bnha fanfiction#midoriya x reader continuation#mha midoriya izuku x reader#mha midoriya izuku#mha midoriya angst#mha midoriya fluff#mha angst#mha fluff#bnha midoriya izuku x reader#bnha midoriya izuku#bnha midoriya x reader#bnha midoriya angst#bnha midoriya fluff#bnha angst#bnha fluff#izuku midoriya x reader#midoriya izuku fanfiction#midoriya izuku x reader#midoriya izuku angst#midoriya izuku fluff
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Lmao Chris is going in, i dnt disagree tho. Shitting on movies you were in (unless its a case of actors being abused/disrespected on set)is never a good look. The quote about making the bad lines work too is something all actors shuld go by. He nt even in a Marvel movie bt i think of ppl like JE saying all that about TKB ☠️ we all know how those type of tween movies are bt no need to put them down. Mayb he just culdnt make those "bad" lines work enough to b convincing 🙃
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Chris needs to go and talk to his fellow Australian JE about this lol 🤭
He spoke nothing but the truth!
It's one thing to talk badly about your performance in one of your previous films, or to feel like you didn't really do your best in a filming project, and be embarrassed that your acting skills were so amateur back then or whatever... like, I understand that. We all have work that we're not exactly all that proud of.
But it's a totally different thing altogether to be always crapping on your older films like they were the worst thing in life that you've ever done, or like the films weren't enjoyable to the public..🙄😒
It just reeks of entitlement and snobbery to me. 🙄
BTW, I wonder what "Marvel actor" he's referring to? 👀
Who's been bashing the MCU lately? 🤔😂
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Late Night Chat
(More of a Gabriel and Sydney centric fic without much Madison. NOT A SHIP PAIRING)
Sat after the events of the movie. Madison couldn’t find it in her to seal Gabriel away. So, now she, Gabriel and Sydney are on the run. Gabriel continuously starts conflicts with Sydney and she has just about had it. One night, Sydney finds Gabriel outside and confronts him. The two of them fight. Can the two of them find common ground or will this end in bloodshed?
Warnings: Violence, blood, real angsty, Gabriel being an asshole (he gets a bit better by the end tho 🙃)
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Sydney awoke in the dingy motel room to find the bed beside her empty. “Maddie…?”
She sat up, looking around before getting out of bed. Walking outside, she was greeted with the chill night air as she stood on the upstairs walkway overlooking the parking lot.
There, sat on the railing, was her sibling, but Maddie’s head was bowed and judging by the unnatural movements, Sydney realized who she was facing. “Gabriel…?” She called softly, cautiously.
Gabriel turned to face her, movements slow like a predator caught in the wild.
In the dim light, their features were even more unsettling, a sight that would put any sleep paralysis demon to shame. Bloodied disfigured face, their heavy breathes through their exposed teeth and their gaze, cold and haunting.
Sydney really pitied any poor fuck that wandered out in the middle of the night and saw them. Probably would think that they stumbled on some cryptid.
It had been over a month now, since all of this began. Since she found out about Gabriel.
That day in that hospital room just as Gabriel was about to kill her and the woman who birthed them, Madison had finally regained control, stopping Gabriel’s plans and was keen to seal them away once more. To seal them away and ensure they can hurt no one else.
But in that moment, the screams and cries Gabriel let out were not of a rage induced homicidal monster. They were screams of fear, primal fear, like a wounded animal ready to gnaw its own legs off in order to survive. They screamed and screamed; their cries becoming more pitiful as they howled.
They were terrified, crying even.
Madison hesitated then, unable to go through with it. She sank to her knees, hugging her arms as she cried. “I’m sorry-.. I’m so-so sorry Sydney…I-I can’t-…he’s still my-!”
Sydney smiled, pained and strained through her blood stained face and teeth. She approached her sister, hugging her, no words needing to be exchanged. She loved Madison and would do anything for her.
Which was what led them here, hiding out in a dingy motel room on some remote highway. They were running. Gabriel and by proxy Madison were wanted for multiple homicides including a full on massacre of a police precinct.
They had withdrawn as much money as they could from their accounts, packed what they could carry, and said their short goodbyes to their parents.
Madison was keeping Gabriel on a tight leash. Even so, Gabriel wasn’t acting as hostile towards Maddie anymore, seeing as how she was willing to not seal themaway and still treat them like her sibling.
The same could not be said towards Sydney though, they still treated her like an outsider, a threat towards Maddie’s affections towards them. They did not sugar coat, several times they blatantly spat their opinions of her. This life on the run was not easy, made even harder with Gabriel’s unwillingness to cooperate, particularly when it came to Sydney being involved. They’d rather it just be them and Maddie. They’d rather Sydney be out of the picture.
Sydney recalled what she learned, that Gabriel attempted to kill her while she was still in the womb. The thought made her sick to the stomach.
Tonight, it seems like Gabriel had regained some semblance of control as they glared down at her, their unsettling features only amplifying their loathing and disdain for her. Their eyes were sharp, narrowing. Sydney did not miss the way their fingers twitched and clenched.
However, Sydney tried not to let herself be intimidated. She allowed Gabriel to walk all over her, if nothing else then for Maddie’s sake. But she couldn’t let them keep bullying her around forever. 1) Because Sydney refused to keep playing the victim and 2) once again for Maddie’s sake.
Maddie had to constantly be a mediator, and that role along with the constant moving around was taking its toll on her.
Sydney couldn’t let this continue.
“What do you want brat?”
Came Gabriel’s voice from Maddie’s phone tucked away in her pocket, the sound muffled and staticky.
Sydney scowled. “Checking on my sister, thank you very much.”
Gabriel let out a growl.
Sydney deliberately used that term, knowing full well how much it irritated them.
They jumped off the railing, spinning his body around to face Sydney fully, clunky movements as they stomped over and jabbed a finger roughly to her chest. “You watch your mouth brat, or I’ll throw you off this fucking railing!”
“Do it!” Sydney snarled back, “I’m sure Maddie will love to find her baby sister splattered on the concrete in the morning!”
Gabriel growled, looming over her, dark hair falling over their face, their features contorting as as they narrowed their eyes.
Sydney slapped their hand away, folding her arms over her chest. “For fuck sake-! Just don’t keep her out in the cold too long. Maddie’s exhausted, she needs her rest-!”
She was cut off by Gabriel grabbing her face, nails digging into her skin as they yanked her towards them. Sydney yelped, hissing in pain as her hands flew to grab Gabriel’s wrist.
Gabriel leaned in, their hot breath and blood invading her senses. “Touch me like that again and Emily won’t even find your body…”
They threw her roughly, Sydney’s back hitting the wall with pained grunt as she slid to the floor, grasping her aching face.
Her hand pulled back to find blood. Their nails actually dug deep enough to break her skin.
They huffed, turning away from her and sauntering back to the railing.
Sydney gritted her teeth. She’d had enough of this. “What the fuck Gabriel?!” She screeched, getting back up, “what is your fucking problem?!”
They spun back around, eyes wild and erratic. “You! You are my problem brat!”
“No shit Sherlock! Every time I even open my mouth you wanna fucking shank me! I am trying! I am trying to get along with you for Maddie’s sake, because she still loves you and you can’t even do the fucking same!”
Gabriel’s hand slapped to their chest. “Emily is mine! Mine only! We’ve been a part of each other since birth! There’s no place for you in our lives!”
“I’ve been a part of her life for far longer than you have you fucking parasite!” She snarled. It was a low blow calling them that, she knew. But in the heat of the moment, she didn’t care, only knowing that it would hurt them.
Gabriel roared, the sound coming from both their throat and Maddie’s phone, the device’s pitch so painful Sydney felt like her ears were about to bleed.
They surged forward, grasping her by the throat, easily lifting her off the floor. Their grip was deadly, cutting off her air and as Sydney began struggling to breathe, she began to regret her choices.
She let out a strangled gasp, clawing at their arm.
“NOT SO TOUGH NOW ARE YOU BRAT?!”
Sydney fought and struggled, kicking her legs out, trying to think. “Y-you-!” She gasped, “c-cuh!- can…-CANT! She choked out.
Gabriel tightened their grip.
“Why not?! Emily will get over you, I’m all she needs! I’m all she’ll EVER need!”
“G-Gab…” Sydney could barely think, barely breathe. Her movements became sluggish and her struggles lessened. She was slowly losing consciousness.
Through it all, tears slipped out from the corners of her eyes.
“Wh-why…?” She uttered, her voice barely above a whisper, “why’d-… hah-…hate…me…?”
“BECAUSE YOU REPLACED ME!!!”
They roared, tossing Sydney aside.
Sydney hit the floor, gasping for her, sucking in as much oxygen for her aching lungs.
Gabriel stood over her, panting.
Without a word, they stomped back to the railing, perching themself back on it as they stared off into the night sky.
Sydney laid on the floor catching her breath.
Sitting up and gingerly touching her throat that was definitely going to bruise in the morning, her mind began catching with what Gabriel had said.
Replaced…
She looked over at them. Their back, or Maddie’s front, towards her. Maddie may as well have looked like she had just dozed off while sitting on the railing, no other indication of anything peculiar. But Sydney knew, that behind Maddie’s head, there was Gabriel, always there.
It was always so strange, witnessing the janky way they piloted the body. Backwards movements that would be uncomfortable for any normal person. But, Gabriel was not normal and it was the only way they could get by.
Sydney wondered, what it must be like, to be born in such a way. To be born restricted and dependent on another, without a body to call your own. To never have full independence or freedom.
Gabriel could be awful, but it was hard to not pity them.
They never asked to be this way.
Maddie was able to live, she was able to free. She was all they had, the only other reassuring presence in their life.
Then along came Sydney, another sibling, a perfect child and companion, that could actually be interacted with.
Everything that Gabriel was not.
Sydney slowly stood, wincing at the pain, staring at Gabriel who did not once acknowledge her.
She sighed walking back into the room.
Gabriel thought she had finally gotten the message when they heard the motel room door open.
Sighing, they looked back over the night sky.
In the countryside, the sky was so clear and the stars so bright.
It was nice.
Quiet.
Peaceful.
Without constant annoyances, sounds, smells, sights and textures which bombarded their senses and made them disoriented and sick. The constant moving, the constant being hidden away, it was suffocating.
But they still did it for Emily.
She still loved them, she still cared.
She still wanted them in her life, despite everything. She could have locked them away, she had all the power. But she still cried tears and wanted them there.
The only snag being that brat.
That damn brat…
They should have finished the job ages ago before she was even born. That way, Emily would have no one else but then. The only thing keeping them from ending the brat’s pitiful existence was the fact that doing so would no doubt cause Emily to hate them, lock them away once more.
All those years, locked away in darkness, consciousness barely there.
It was cold.
It was lonely.
Gabriel shivered as a harsh breeze flew past them, hugging their front to keep warm. They almost let out an ironic laugh at how the night’s conditions reminded them so much of that prison in their mind. Even if Maddie was with them, she was unaware of the small control they had regained. They’d rather keep it that way. Something still for them, some freedom they could still have.
The sound of the door opening and approaching footsteps and made Gabriel’s peaceful state of mind vanish as their annoyance spiked.
When will that brat learn-
Their thoughts cut off as a blanket was thrown over their shoulders.
They stiffened, confused.
Sydney, nonchalantly walked over and also got on the railing, swinging her legs to dangle over the edge, keeping a good distance from them.
Gabriel narrowed their eyes. “What are you doing?”
“Sitting here?” She answered, as if it was obvious.
“No, this…” they lifted the blanket up but did not throw it off. It was cold after all.
“Do you expect this pitiful act of kindness to change anything?”
Sydney sighed. “No, I expect it to keep you both from catching something.”
Ah, so she was only worried about Emily’s wellbeing.
They snarled. “I can take care of her, we don’t need your charity.”
Sydney sighed, hanging her head. “Goddamnit Gabriel…” she turned to them, the fight in her eyes replaced with exhaustion, “have you ever once considered that I could be your sister too?”
At that, Gabriel became silent.
They turned away from her, looking back over the sky.
“I’m sorry…” she said, piquing Gabriel’s attention, “for calling you a parasite.”
“What? Like it isn’t the truth?” Gabriel snarled.
“It’s not,” Sydney said, “a parasite doesn’t think, doesn’t feel. You’re not that.”
“What are you trying to achieve brat? That all those sweet words will land you in my good graces?”
“I’m trying to be to you what Maddie is to me; family!”
She face Gabriel fully, her face strained and desperate.
“You are every bit a part of Maddie as she is a part of you. She still loves you and believes you’re worth saving, so I trust her. I don’t’ know what else I can do to make you believe I fucking care!”
She buried her face in her hands. “Goddamnit! I have been driving cross states for hours, pulling all nighters, just to keep you both safe!”
Gabriel fell silent.
They turned away, looking back to the sky.
Sydney sighed, doing the same, taking in the clean country air.
After a bout of silence, Gabriel finally spoke. “How do I know…?”
Sydney blinked, turning to them. “What…?”
“How do I know…that you care for me too and not just…her…?”
Sydney eyes widened. This was probably the softest Gabriel’s ever spoken to her.
She gave a sad smile. “I’ll show you if you let me care about you…”
Gabriel’s head turned down, mulling it over.
“And, hey,” Sydney shrugged, “if I break your trust or hurt you in anyway, you can still kill me.”
Gabriel chuckled darkly. “Careful… that’s not a joke around me.”
“It wasn’t a joke.”
Gabriel’s head perked up at that, turning to Sydney but she was already looking back over the sky.
Neither of them said another word after that, simply sat a good distance apart in silence.
However, as the minutes ticked by, the tension slowly melted away.
And as the sun came up over the horizon, painting the sky in warm hues, Gabriel noted how it didn’t feel as cold and lonely as before…
#malignant#gabriel and maddie malignant#gabriel may#gabriel may malignant#madison mitchell#sydney lake#emily may#malignant 2021
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okay list uhhh : whats a normal day in your life like, like actually down to the dot for funsies, uhhh whats been your favourite food of most recently?, most random thing you have done all week (like actually so random it was lowkey weird).
was gonna ask you about school but omg i have fucking school work to be doing… i have a test uh hahah tomorrow.
its snowing in the uk so i pray to all highest my bus doesnt show up then i have an excuse not to go 🥰🥰
(sorry if that sounded kind of invasive??? i swear im not a stalker)
(no thats not what a stalker would say… i think because im not one so i wouldnt know hahah help)
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Hmmmm well it depends what classes I have that day. But most days I get up stupid early even though I don’t have class until almost noon because if I want to find parking on campus I have to get there at 8:30 🙃 and I’ll grab Tim’s on campus and then sit in the library to do work or readings before class! Then I come home and immediately get into my pyjamas even if it’s only 2pm. Free time is spent split between school work, writing, and being a lazy sack of shit
My favourite food lately….my mum made me a birthday dinner the night before I left to come back to the city, and sent me a bunch of leftovers so I had really yummy pasta at the beginning of the week! My apartment smelled like east side marios 😅
Most random thing I’ve done all week is helping myself to cuttings from university plants around campus, but I’m not sorry about it and I would probably do it again
Omg good luck on your test, babes!! Hopefully the bus gets cancelled tho 🫶
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Disc World bookclub thoughts- Monstrous Regiment
Pages 20-28
Hey @anna-neko ! Did I miss last week… yes. BUT JUST BECAUSE I MISS ONE WEEK DOESN’T MEAN I JUST ABANDON THIS. Look, finals are the week, so these past few weeks have been alot… also I’ve been hyperfocusing on dnd(stares in adhd). I’ve barely read but that’s alright. Once finals are over, I’m going on a roadtrip, so I should have time to read when we’re driving(unless I catch up on critical role…we’ll see).
It’s so late and I’m literally way too tired for nuance. With expectations set, Lets go
“Ankh-Morpork is a godawful city,” he said. “Poisonous, just like its river. Barely fit for humans now, they let everything in—zombies, werewolves, dwarfs, vampires, trolls—“
Something something we live in a society. Cue family talking about how NYC is corrupting the youth or something 🙃. Tbh, insert any big progressive city, and it should work for most of them.
A lot of good stuff in this page(and the next few ones)
1. Something Something colonialism bad. They[Borogravia] are the bad guys here🏃🏃🏃
2. Cool POV stuff coming back. Especially with the song and what not
3. Damn Strappi’s certainly something
4. I hate nationalism. The line b/w patriotism and nationalism is real hard sometimes. I mean, something something, true patriotism is knowing how your country’s fucked, and wanting to it be better. You fight for change cause you love it, and that is way more patriotic than just blinding fighting for country and defending it, even when it is in the wrong.
5. Uggh, the national anthem. Yes the flag thing is an actual thing we do in US. And certain teachers DO loss their shit if you don’t stand up/sing. Look, it’s not like I’m trying to disregard veterans, it’s just… weird and indoctrinationy. Plus, they added, “Under God,” during the cold war so, that feels even more insidious.
6. Poor Wazzer man. I’m glad he rebels in his own small way. Small acts of rebellion are still rebellious.
7. Learning new phrases! I figured due to context clues, but it’s always good to check.
Literally this conversation is literally my fucking thoughts
Uuuuh. War bad! Look. See!
“Well, I’m not buying into it. It’s all trickery. They keep you down and when they piss off some other country, you have to fight for them! It’s only your country when they want you to get killed!” said Tonker.”
Tonker. King Behavior!
And just as they’re going to sleep, so am I.
Fuck this book is good!
Here’s another quote good night!
It’s all lies, she thought muzzily. Some of them are just prettier than others, that’s all. People see what they think is there. Even I’m a lie. But I’m getting away with it.
Ps: I realized last time I stopped at pg 20 but wrote 60… my bad.(should be fixed now tho)
I will add ID text some other date cause I don't have the mental energy rn. I just did, scan text, and copy pasted it into alt w/out checking. If someone besides Anna finds this post and wants them, just @ me in the comment and I'll @ you when I finish this.
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sims get to know me tag !!
thank you sm @duusheen for tagging me 🥹💛
1. What’s your favourite sims death? cowplant lmao
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? I like maxis mix!
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? no
4. Do you use move objects? I can't build without it 😅
5. Favorite mod? this is super tough but I couldn't play without mccc and ui cheats!
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? outdoor retreat!
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? I feel like it's changed so many times throughout the years but lately it's been exclusively LIVing
8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? a sim called Nex that I've never shared and Elowen! ofc lucine and flourish too but they're dnd characters before they are sims 😅
9. Have you made a simself? I did yearsss ago but she looks absolutely nothing like me lmao. I do kinda wanna try again tho?
10. What sim traits do you give yourself? I'm picking 5 bc that's how it should be in sims 4 *cough cough* family oriented, hopeless romantic, animal lover, geek, and socially awkward! I know some of those are sims 3 traits but its ok 😭
11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? red and green! I have to resist the urge to give all my sims bright red hair 🫶 I love super dark black hair but it's such a hit or miss whether the swatch is gonna be gray, blue, or pitch black
12. Favorite EA hair? off the top of my head, I love the one we got with that sdx drop with the ombre roots and like 3 different high school years ones lol
13. Favorite life stage? I love infants bc 🥹🥹 but also teens and YA! even tho teens and young adults are pretty much the same 😐 it's one of the best parts of legacies when a child ages up into a teen!
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? gameplay and cas! I'm not great at building and only do it when I need to but creating characters and playing with families are my fav <3
15. Are you a CC creator? no lmao. I would like to make some more recolors but I only ever make them for personal use! maybe one day I'll release some 🤔
16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? I've met some really good people on here that I just adore talking to <33 and I always think of my mutuals as my lil sims buddies 🥺
17. What’s your favorite game? 2 and 4! sims 3 is so good but 2 has my heart.
18. Do you have any sims merch? I used to have those headphones with the plumbobs that changed based on your sims emotions and they were so nice but they broke yearssss ago :( other than that no unless we're counting the freezer bunny I'm crocheting lol
19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? no :(( I've wanted to start a youtube channel since I was just lil child but I'm so scared 🙃
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? I honestly don't think I have a sim style? but I do think I've gotten better at making sims in general? I'm much better at using different faces and making sims look different now!
21. What’s your Origin ID? druidberries but i don't upload anything to the gallery
22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? trillyke, simstrouble, ah00b, ratboy, simandy, squea, ladymoriel, praline and literally so many more I could go on forever
23. How long have you had a simblr? I've had tumblr for ages like lurking but I think I started my first simblr around 2016-2017? I used that one on and off for so long and I always lost motivation but finally what like 2 months? ago I made this one and got a nice clean fresh start 😌
24. How do you edit your pictures? I use photoshop and I pretty much always do topaz, noise, and sharpen, and then from there I decide if I wanna do some brightening or whatever. I do use actions sometimes too! I really have no clue what I'm doing when it comes to editing 😭
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? all of the occult packs ofc + growing together and cottage living <33 I also really love nifty knitting bc most of my sims knit lmao
26. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? I really want them to make a fairies pack 🧚♀️🫶
feel free to ignore this but I'm tagging: @buttertrait. @potionio, @aurorangen, @estah, @sinfulwunders, @salemssimblr, @duskiivy and @simlishpiadina
#this was fun!#tag games#my old blog just never got any activity and i think i just got so bored every time#ofc you shouldnt care about that and i really didnt want to but i coudlnt help getting demotivated when i was just posting for me to see#but now if a post doesnt get activity im like ok whatever lmao#im also better at like? posting and stuff now i think#between writing and editing and developing characters#i just needed to like STICK THROUGH learning it but i didnt 🙃#druidberryspeaks#also I think like 2 years ago was when i was like ok no more simblr i get demotivated everytime and stopped with that blog once and for all#but now here i am hehehe#and maybe TOO motivated 😅
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I sincerely hope everyone defending image generation bs will have their houses robbed along with all their money and they'll get a taste of what it's like to live in poverty 👍 What do you mean it's terrifying and won't get out of this? Just pick up a better job, easy peasy!🙃
I have no compassion for those people. Why I should have any since they want us to starve to death, yet still "produce content" for THEIR convenience and entertainment. That's what happens when you sideline humanities from basic education - everyone wants to be the next rich guy.
Tbh lets make an algorithm making techbros obsolete! A program that writes code for you, see how they gonna like this bwahahaha!
UPD: Actually, now to think about, what is up with obsession to automate anything yet refusing to use technology aid the humanity? We don't live in the perfect world where ppl don't have to pay money to exist so imagine if all jobs go out like this, only control by few rich guys?
As if tech/bros really just want to get rid of poor and other undesirable ppl like this,making us stave to death or worse.Otherwise why they pour all resources into this shit instead of useful stuff like making prosthetic limbs fully available or solve energy and climate crisis?
That sounds very believable, considering how they treat artists rn... or even generally how creatives are treated lately and they will go after other people in different industries. They just boomers in millenial trenchcoat, traitors of humanity.
That why they even try to use "woke" language to trick ppl into thinking they are on the right side. Calling artists gatekeepers, classists and even ableists just to get the public to side with them. Even tho its known fact, you only need a pencil and paper to start drawing.
And a lot of ppl will fall for it bc of buzzwords and bc past few decades the entire population was forced fed with cyberpunk media, creating an illusion that everything is lost and this is the only outcome for us, where humanity lost all its soul and was reduced to simple computers.
Which is why its super important for us to make more of hopeful art, the art that will start mending the rift between humanity and the nature that the rich has created. That’s why Solarpunk is soooo PUNK right now, it’s a rebellion against those dystopic beliefs.
Its all starts with art, and I’m more than willing to do it! And already doing this in fact, ppl who saw my art and stories know~
I just hope others will join me as well, but I won’t alone.
#vent#i have no compassion for those fucks#and serisly what up with obsession to automate anything#we're living in the perfect world where we don't need money to exist#unless its a plot of rich guys to get rid of poor and other 'undesirable ppl'#which tbh sounds very belivable
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So I have this story I want to share cause sometimes and opinion from a "stranger" can be more helpful. 😅
Basically, yesterday I received a message from an ex-colleague of mine (havent seen/talked to him in over 2 years). I had shared a funny real about "manifesting a sugar daddy" this year and he reacted to it and then asked if I find one to ask him where he can find a sugar mama, and I totally jumped on his joke and replied, however, I didnt expect for any further communication but man did he keep going. He kinda started flirting to which I started hyperventilating cause I havent spoken to him in years and it was all happening so damn fast..😵💫 He started complimenting me and saying I have what it takes to catch a guy's attention, that I cook well and its a full package deal (I have brought pancakes and brownie at work before and he has eaten it). And it was both flatering but also confusing. As you can tell he was making a move on me and was very clear with his intention for a hook up, cause he kept saying how he wouldnt turn me down if I asked and what not.
The crazy part comes here - he asked me how long has it been for me since the last time I had sex since I told him I dont do hook ups and I kinda lied and said that its been 5 years since I have been single for this long, but the thing is I actually still have my V card at age 25 ... 🫣 I have some experience, like I have went 2nd base with my ex (no blowjob tho) but still back then I didnt feel comfortable with him to go all the way so nothing ever really happened.
Dont get me wrong, Im not ashamed of being a virgin, but I am tired of the fear of admitting it to dudes, cause society has made it to be a bad thing when its not. Anyway, you can imagine how shocked he was at that and he even asked if at least I "help myself with the stress" and obviously I do, so there is that, but despite me saying I cant do one night stands because of this moral boundary he kinda kept going on how I should try it at least so that I dont regret it later in life and mentioned he wanted to "make me an offer". To that I said he is kinda late, cause well we dont even live in the same city anymore (I moved) and I also said that we can meet up for coffee but I cant give him what he wants from me. He was respectful of it, thank god, but my brain is my own villain. I now overthink shit and feel like I made a good and bad decision at once, cause horny me really wants to have sex and mind you I have always been sexually attracted to him. I had a crush on him for a month back in 2020 which was awoken because of a sex dream I had. I think he also had a crush on me later that year cause he kinda sorta asked me out to dinner during work but I thought it was a joke and reacted to it like a fucking loser (in my defense I was also on a call with a client /call center job). So we do have history, I also think we've always had this sexual energy and frustration but neither acted on it until well yesterday.
Moral me is saying I did the right choice, cause I want my first time to be with someone special and to mean sth, not be a hook up. Horny me is mad cause I was basically offered dick on a silver plate and said no ... 😩🙃
Sorry to drop this on you Cas, but I feel so comfortable sharing this with you 😅 I guess this blog is my safety place in so many aspects. ❤️
Also, how you doing, lovely? ❤️
for starters, his approach was kinda odd straight off the bat. don’t get me wrong, i’ve had conversations with people i haven’t talked to in awhile abt random shit and joked around with memes and whatnot, but the fact that you haven’t spoken in two years and he went into this conversation asking such personal questions rubs me the wrong way completely.
compliments are great, sometimes you cant go wrong with them and they do make you feel great, but the fact he was complimenting you just for a potential hookup is where it gets gross. there was…. no need, whatsoever. it shocks me how he was moving the conversation so fast lmao.
him asking abt the last time you’ve had sex is so…. eh. ew. sorry. it is. like, he doesn’t need to know this!!! at all!!! and it’s completely ok to be a virgin at whatever age. society shouldn’t shame people who are, it’s so silly. it has nothing to do with them. you shouldn’t be afraid of admitting it either, but of course that’s easier said than done. but trust me when i say that people (men, in your case) actually don’t give a shit abt whether you’re a virgin or not. you may think they do due to how society treats it, but they do not care. before i lost my virginity and was talking to this guy i liked, i had to admit that i was a virgin because i was scared of our relationship going further and that he might expect something from me. and he just looked at me like 🤨 and went “that’s ok? idc, it doesn’t bother me”. they don’t care! i promise! and if they do, they can go fuck themselves
“help yourself with the stress” what are these questions he’s asking😐 im so baffled rn. truly. this is unbelievable. and hold on….. tf does he mean abt “you might regret it later in life”??? what??? not experiencing a one-night stand??? tf??? why would he think you might regret something like that when you’ve made it perfectly clear you’re not into stuff like that🤨 crazy fucking behaviour.
personally, i think you made a good decision. because even though that turned on, horny side of you is wanting to have sex, that’s not exactly the real you, yk? you, normally, just wants to wait for that special someone that you connect with and that’s completely ok. you can wait for as long as you please. you control it. nobody else, please remember that.
and don’t feel sorry abt dropping this on me. i’m happy i can be some sort of safe space. you, and anyone else who is comfortable, can always come to me and vent/rant. i truly don’t mind. i’m all ears🖤
and i’m ok!!! i’ve been in my head recently and overthinking my own stuff and putting myself in bad moods but that’s my fault completely😭 i’m hoping that this new therapist i’m getting will be of help because when i get comfortable, they’re gonna hear some shit😭😭
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📷 it changes for my mood ! sometimes it’s Osemanverse related, sometimes UnOrdinary, sometimes just a rainbow and sometimes a demiboy coloured background
🍫 this may be a bit cheesy but…….. chez
✨ Izu, Toul, Jewels, Shitass, maybe more ?
🎵 Sexy from Mean Girls
✏️ I’ve written stories- but fanfics ? surprisingly nope
😏 touloserrr on discord !!
💛 I got one ear pierced if that counts
🐰 I actually have 0 clues tbh. their moralities ?
🍪 I’d say snickerdoodle for some reason
🐶 aaaaaaaa I hate this question cos I love both qwq I am probably slightly biased towards cats tho since I have own of my own
🎧 earbuds for some reason. probably because I got so used to them
🌼 “Hey Graham” (I was talking to my cat. he is Graham)
🙃 the pokemon registeel had to have its original sprite changed in DP. I will not elaborate on why
🦉 I am more of a morning person as I worked hard on fixing my schedule with when I go to sleep :D
🧸 my bed. I struggle sleeping anywhere else
🏳️🌈 yupperino ! im an aroace demiboy
🦋 human. awkward. boring.
👖 lately I’ve been wearing sweatpants more
🥤 I do not go to starbucks- last I went was for the pumpkin spice frappe which was nice, but I don’t have plans of going any time soon
🧡 I think I’m okay with most colours ? maybe like a murky greenish brown ? idk I like colours
💎 the friends I have
🌙 *checks* 9th October 2022 I think !
🌴 a genie
🐸 don’t think I got one- I just like comfortable clothes when it comes to physical appearance
🔮 author even tho I’m scared that’s difficult <3 I currently also wanna work at a bookstore
💙 single and committed to it >:D
🌿 white button up shirt with these weird abstract faces on it, and black trousers
🎤 a lot…… I think all the SIX songs is a good example
🤎 blonde but I often dye it to purple/blue
💌 I don’t think so. I do sometimes sing to myself tho when no one is around
💄 sometimes, but natural makeup
🌸 “you’re my friend”
💞 @blueberriez17
Tagging: @sunbeammmm @chloerie @shadowbutterfly0 and open tags /np
~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~
📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?
🍫 Cheese or chocolate?
✨ Do you have any nicknames?
🎵 Last song you listened to?
✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?
😏 Are you on discord?
💛 Do you have any piercings?
🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?
🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?
🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?
🎧 Headphones or earbuds?
🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?
🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?
🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?
🧸 Favorite place to nap?
🏳️🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?
🦋 Describe yourself in three words.
👖 Jeans or sweatpants?
🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?
🧡 A color you can’t stand?
💎 What’s your most prized possession?
☕ Coffee or tea?
🦖 Favorite extinct animal?
🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?
🌴 Desert island item?
🐸 Describe your aesthetic.
🔮 What’s your dream job?
💙 Relationship status?
🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.
🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?
🤎 What color is your hair?
💌 Do you talk to yourself?
💄 Do you wear makeup?
🌸 Best compliment you ever received?
💞 @ your favorite blog.
Reblogs are appreciated!
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OMG FINISHED COLLEGE ? what degree if u wont mind ?! yeah, i heard applying for a job after school is hard from another friend of mine :(. NEVERTHELESS! lmk if you got the job or not to congratulate or say f u to the company who denied the amazing emmy 😾. and its ok if you reply late! i dont mind :] but omg i went through hell and back this past 2-3 years. i got a bf! and graduated hs! im a second year now! and my first sem what taking a toll on me ( like badly, i was like crying every night and refused to ask help bc yeah) which made me had a messy breakup with my bf well ex causing multiple messy friendship breakups.. LOL BUT ANYWAYSS no more depressing stuff, a month ago or so, I WENT TO JAPAN AND KOREA!! i already miss it! i also got my drivers license!! i was deathly terrified of driving earlier in the year 😭. and I GOT TO SEE NCT DREAM! no renjun rip but its okay. i dont really keep up with them anymore but theyre like my most favorite still! i think thats about it? WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO? imyvm (╹◡╹)♡ -nini
I graduated uni almost 2 years ago (I did business) and then I immediately started college for baking & pastry arts lol so that’s the one I just finished. I actually finally got a job!! I start next week. Unfortunately no baking job (everyone that interviewed me ended up ghosting me 🙃) but the corporate job pays better and has much better benefits so there’s that at least. It’s a contract job tho so not permanent WHICH SUCKS but it’s the best I could get for now bc every other corporate place has given me rejections 😭😭
omg u really did go through so much wowowowowow. so sorry u had a terrible first semester :(( i hope youre doing much better now and have adjusted. i know the transition to uni from high school was tough for me too. and then covid hit before i could even finish first year 💀. like me and my friends say, all these experiences are just helping with character development. and its all those people's loss for ending their friendship with you. friends dont have to be your therapists but a good friend never leaves you when ur at your worst (unless of course ur a horrible person, but you are so obviously not). you'll find better people to keep as close friends <33
getting to go to japan and korea AND see NCT dream??? lol u definitely made up the bad experiences with even better ones. thats so fun!!! how long did u stay for? did u see dream in concert in korea or america? i also havent kept up with them, probably since mark came back actually. i think my interest in kpop faded a couple years ago but i'll occasionally check up on the groups i listened to and see whats up. i also still get kpop posts on my tiktok and insta feed so i'm still being updated on everything against my will LOL
honestly my life has been pretttyyyy boring in comparison. its just been school and work for the past 6 (ish?) years. i think the most exciting thing to happen is i got a cat last year. shes a cute little menace. i'll send u pics in messages if u wanna see her hehe
other than all that, how is 2nd year going for u so far? is it midterm season for you too? also what are u majoring in! i hope things arent too stressful for u rn!! and that youre taking care of urself <3 i miss u lots too <33
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FR BRO BC ITS ALWAYS THE PPL WHO SAY "sorry I joined late" WHO WIN AND THEY HAVE NOTHING ON 🤦🏾♀️ I make my siblings join my server and give me 5 stars tho... only perk of having many siblings 😙✌🏼
LOL THE BOTHERING YOUR DOG IS SO REAL. I had a hamster ( rip esther you were a real one 🕊💗) and I would always boop her at the most random times even while she slept and she HATED it but it was so funny 😭 she gave me the death stare when I walked away 💀
I make a lot of bread and cookies and I've make a peach cake and a strawberry cake (and more but I can't rememberoff the top of my head 😭). I have some family coming into town soon so I'm probably gonna make Key lime pie next but idk. I just kinda get my ideas from pinterest and bake whatever I see (if I have the money at the time bc baking is SO expensive now) it is very therapeutic tho 🙃
Jeezus this is so long bro 😪 I'm sorry for my yapping
Proud title holder of : Yappimus Maximus
vip servers aren’t TOO too bad, i got second place after dressing up like cowboy gojo 🫡 regular servers kinda suck ass since it’s mostly just who has the most friends LOL
might have to pour one up for esther tn 🙏🏼 kinda just like to tap on my dog’s head until she looks up at me w the most annoyed look ever 💀 anyways, how’d she die? (i swear hamsters have like the craziest ways of dying 😭😭)
professional baker era though, sounds yummy 😫 hope the moose cookies ended up coming out okay :3
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hihi ! its the anon that asked how you were and OH MY GODDDD ive been stressed enough coz exams are coming up then DANS COMMUNITY TAB POST . it literally sent me into cardiac arrest overall tho im good just school is kicking my ass LMAO like . i love dnp but now is not the time to be Hard Launching girl i dont wanna fail my exams... so . yeah what do we think of Whatever the fuck dnp are doing atm ❤️
So sorry for late answer!!
IM SUREEEE YOULL DO AMAZING ON YOUR EXAMS!!!!!!!
school is also kicking my ass😔 but i just started BREAK so im😋😋😋 (im one month late with such a loooong essay and i havent even started writing it��🙃)
YOURE SO REAL WITH THE DANS COMMUNITY POST
tho im glad hes aware
AND IM SOOO SICK OF DNP
and waiting for the roasting dans outfits video😜🤞🤞🤞🤞
I HOPE YOU'LL FIND THIS POST BC I WANT TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE ANON‼️‼️‼️😡😡😡
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Unfortunately almost everyone on here is American and only a few are European so us Asians are always asleep whenever most of dtblr is online and active when most of dtblr is asleep 🙃
its not even late tho it’s like 9pm on the west coast 😭 anyway thank u to the asian dtblr girlies for carrying rn OH TINA LIVE EVERYONE TAP IN!!!
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That's rough. I hope you get your much needed rest after that. Everyone procrastinate once a while but as long as you get everything back on track it's fine 😊 welp, now that I'm hearing how stressful it is I'm getting nervous for college. I'm planning to get into med school and I heard there's too much pressure and I don't know if I can handle it tho.
BTW, what do you major in? And what's your first job gonna be? (if you don't mind I'm asking)
And I kinda have this guy that I like and I'm thinking of confessing but I don't know if I want to 🙃 I mean I kinda have a feeling that he likes me too but I don't want to experience the rejection if he don't....Like does a guy usually do this?
So our group had to open a stall. Me, him and a few others were in charged of grilling some food while the others dealed with the customers. I was getting tired running around and grilling on my feet and he was next to me the whole time sitting on a chair that he brought earlier. So seeing that, I just unconsciously said under my breath that I want to sit and he surprisingly heard that.... And he just snatched his friend's chair and gave it to me while telling him to get another one😭 ... Its kinda funny but also giving me mixed signals😭😭
(this is so childish tho ToT I'm sorry you had to read this crap)
-💐
i’m not usually one to procrastinate much so even my mentor and my program director noticed lol i’m slowly getting back on track though. we had a check in meeting and they were like “you look burnt out…” it’s alright to be nervous for college—it’s a huge change and step in life! take the time to really find out what you want to do. you may enter college wanting to pursue one thing and chance your mind four years into the game. i did that lol. and again, everyone’s college experience is different! my grad program is a unique experience bc it’s a one year accelerated one when the program it’s usually two years!
i’m pursuing a masters of arts in education and teaching credential, meaning that i’m a full time student and full time teacher at the same time. so that big girl job i scored is a teaching position! 💓
the chair snatching HAHAHAHA sounds like mixed signals. similar to what i’m going through lol. if confessing will give you a piece of mind, do it. then if you get rejected (not saying that you will), the faster you can get over it and stop wasting your time on a person who can’t decide. you want someone who is willing to go the distance for you instead of one day, i like you and the next, maybe not so much. the situation may be a little childish because no communication but it’s common bc i’m literally in my late 20s and still going through this 💀
#watch me not follow my own advice#been going through this shit for YEARS hahahahaha#makes for a good story tho 👀 if you know what i mean#I’m always here to talk if you need to!#I’m very glad you trust me enough for advice#💐anon
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Yoii thank u for the taggg ^_^ @minhosimthings
Who is your favourite kpop group?
Enhypen ofccc <333 they r my ult group and i also stan txt,le sserafim,new jeans,kiss of life,baby monster a lot!.im a multistan so ofc i almost stan all grps but enha is the ult one for me.
Which member sparked your interest first?
Ni-ki :) cuz he was going popular that time plus he's the first member i noticed and till now he is my ult bias.Like i couldn't just take my eyes off him so he has all my attention✨😌.His amazing dancing skills and his deep voice are the main things that attracted me and ofc his looks too.
Who was your first bias?
As i said its NISHIMURA RIKI😭✨
Who is your current bias?
I'm loyal forever so it's ni-ki now too.🙃Even though the hyung line wrecks me i gotta stay focused.😌
What makes them your current bias?
Well it's just always been him from the start like i just can't lose interest in him so basically that's the reason he's my current bias and he also keeps improving so that just makes it more better.I am whipped for him.
Who is your bias wrecker?
Hmm i would say the whole hyung line but sunghoon wrecks me the most
So he is my official bias wrecker for now (i change bias wreckers a lot.)
Which members are you currently obsessing over that aren't your bias/bias wrecker?
PARK JONGSEONG😭cuz im obsessed with guitars and he plays guitar so yeah,then he's a literal whole green forest.AND HIS RASPY VOICE WHILE SPEAKING IN ENGLISH DURING THE LIVES?!?!? i def didnt know he had a raspy voice like he had been hiding it all from us but then suddenly decided to just go with during lives😭😭for me even the accent doesn't matter the most the voice does😞.
When did you first discover the group?
In 2022 November,i usually start staning groups late but in just a short amount of time i get to know almost everything about them cuz im so invested and suddenly they become my ult grp.I actually wanted to transform my younger cousin to a kpop stan too plus he only likes to watch boy grps but i didnt stan any boy grp that time but i just started showing him txt,stray kids and enhypen.At first i wasnt really interested in any of them but then i started liking their songs and especially enha cuz their storyline and the concept is just perfect for me to stan.I like vamp concepts and ik im weird but i like blood.So i took a liking for enha and it slowly developed in me having a huge interest and boom enha became my ult group.
Have you ever been to one of their concerts?
Nope and i dont think its gonna happen any soon or in future too even tho i badly want to go to their concerts😭 but prolly if i go to their concert i would be regretting not doing some specific things or whatsoever.I literally regret doing something at the opportunity and trust me i almost regret doing every little single thing thinking like if i had taken a better chance it would have been far better so yeah *sighs* but that doesnt mean i am nit determined to go to one of their concerts.
What are some of your favourite songs by this group?
Hmm Chaconne,bite me,sacrifice (eat me up),drunk-dazed,blind,orange flower,fever,given-taken,criminal love,one in a billion.Tbh all of them but these r the most fav <(•~•)>
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who is your favorite kpop group?
stray kids!!! only group i stan but i do casually listen to other groups
which member sparked your interest first?
HYUNLIX. i would always look for them while watching skz code and they are the first members whose names i memorized :,)
who was your first bias?
i did not have one bias at first 😭 but my bias line was hyune, lix, chan and minho
who is your current bias?
HYUNEEEE 💓💓💓💓💓💓 woke up one day and he possessed me
what makes them your current bias?
i could talk for hours about this but 😭 a big part of it is how he looks at life, he has the most beautiful mind and heart and pours sm passion and emotion in everything he does that it’s impossible not to love him
who is your bias wrecker?
ALL OF THEM DEPENDS ON THE DAY 😭😭 rn it’s mostly seungmin, innie & jisung… something in the air with my goneawayracha
which members are you currently obsessing over that aren't your bias/bias wrecker?
wait i lowkey answered this, but yeah hyunjin is the husband and im crushing on all the members 😞
when did you first discover this group?
it was right before maxident, hyunlix dancing to taste popped up on my fyp because i was watching a bit of blackpink dances and I had ZERO kpop knowledge so i did not even know they were having a comeback 😭😭 but yeah first kpop group ive ever loved and they found me at the perfect time :,)
have you ever been to one of their concerts?
NO 😭😭😭😭 this makes me so sad i wanna see them live badly
what are some of your favorite songs by the group?
rn it’s sssick, megaverse, any, cover me and 3racha
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